to see what's next

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It's an instinctual aspect of life that most living things, and people possess.

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to ride my motorcycle

and play video games

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Spite.

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>>693766173
To make shit threads on 4chan.

Just
Like
You

Sex
Food
Being better than other humans

Those the are the three reasons to live

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I want to be alive when Amy Schumer is pronounced dead.

>>693766961
Admirable goal

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>>693766173
Because there's always more alcohol to drink

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Since like 10th grade Ive had suicidal thoughts every single fucking day. Religion forces me to stay alive, and i resent it so goddamn much. Things that help? Find a videogame you can obsess over... Create art of any kind.....eat good food.

I was keeping myself alive so that I could play fallout 4.

Now I am waiting for the dlc to make the game better.

>>693766173
fear of reincarnation

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>>693767775
>find a game you can obsess over
Now that's a powerful statement.

>>693766173
Because my family would be mean to me if I killed myself.

>>693767594
Jefferson isn't real bourbon, you shouldn't drink it.

>>693766173
To watch u all die.

I even eat healthy and exercise so I'll live longer and everybody will be like How did that idiot live so long?

>>693766173
Because I made a promise not to kill myself in a weak moment. But a man who doesn't hold up his promises is no man at all, so on I go until the mercy of death takes me.

>>693769263
>Jefferson's is not real bourbon
>Is not real bourbon
>Not real

Are you fucking high?

>>693766173
Cos it pisses off the faggot next door

I really resent existing, but my siblings are already dead and I'm not gonna make my parents deal with the fact that their last kid killed himself. So I'm just playing the waiting game. When they're dead I'll probably cash out.

>>693767594
Jeffersons.... Lol

>>693766173
Fucking my gf bff

>>693766173
Because I can't bear the thought of my parents and grandma crying over my dead body.

I said to myself a long time ago that I'd kill myself when my parents and grandma die and I'm all alone, which is why I planned to never marry in life so that I wouldn't leave any loved ones behind.

>>693769765
It is not real bourbon, but says it is. Like McDonald's, "made with 100%beef". Sure, is made with beef, and a bunch of other shit.

The power of Christ compels me.

Asian women

I'm waiting until I conceive a deadly contagious disease so I can spread it to as many people as I can

I haven't really been earning my own money and stuff, I'll give being independent a try before killing myself, maybe it'll work out.

wife and kids

>>693766173
Because I've already died once. I'd like to space out the time between when it happened and when it becomes final. Also, to piss everybody else off.

>>693770196
You're going to be disappointed.

>>693766173
Cos your mom still puts out for free

>>693766173

Bareback asian teen pussy.

Video games.

>>693769987
Wow. I didnt realize i was doing this. But this.

>>693770295
I'm expecting as much.
My plan is to spend my free money and time learning to fly planes and do stuff like parachuting and hand gliding. Once I'm ready to leave I'll switch to wing suits and probably die in an accident racing down a mountain.

>>693766173
I can't very well hike the AT if I'm dead, now can I?

>>693770471
Yours may not be, but if your spirit is dead, none of that makes a difference.

>>693770306
Kek

>>693770187
Cancer mage?

>>693769978
>Waiting until parent's death to kms

Wtf is wrong with modern society?
How can we fix it?

>>693766173
I'm marrying the love of my life, have an amazing one year old son, and I'm studying to become a doctor. Shit is going pretty great. Love life, shits cool.

>>693766173
To prove a point

>>693770919
Well done! At least some of us make it!

>>693770773
We can't

We just redefine it.

We redefine morality along the way of redefining social norms

>>693770664
I wouldn't say my spirit is dead, but I also don't assume I'm going to be leading an exceptional life, probably end up a wage slave like most.

>>693770773
Personally I think people are catching on the pointlessness of their life works. You spent 60 years doing a job which ultimatively has little to no effect on anything and then you die.
What's the point in being alive other than staying alive in our current culture.
It's not like once you retire you get to lean back and enjoy society, most ofnus will be empoverished and have no pension, so why stay alive past 60?
And before that you'll spent 90% of your time doing a job you likely won't enjoy, why bother?

>>693770919
>Kids before marriage
>Still in school

Your life is not as good as you make it out to be. Maybe think of a new lie before pretending you have it made.

Because I'm afraid of what's after death.

>>693766173
sauce on a gril?

>>693771095
Don't get me wrong, I had to wade through some almighty shit to get here, and probably will again in future. Everyone has their bad days, but I can honestly say in the grand scheme of things I'm very happy and grateful. It gets better lil nigs. It's up to you to make shit happen.

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>Tried to shoot myself with a 1911, the primer got hit but the round didn't go off
>Convinced the almighty is trolling me and wont let me die
>I write the CIA and NSA twice a year asking if they'll hire me to kill people they don't like, they wont respond.
>I go from listening to K-Pop to Slayer
>All my family is dead, there will be zero people at my funeral and nobody to even claim my body
>Born ugly as fuck with an average cock, no women will ever want me even if I was rich or ripped

I should try killing myself again.

>>693771215
Y so ignant?

Too scared of the physical pain of killing myself or something going wrong.

Im waiting for peripherys new album to come out
Then imma kms

Im not

>>693771215
I never said I had it made. I'm just very happy in life and therefore don't want to end it.

>>693771324
Because life experience.

Because I refuse to let the rest of you assholes win.

>>693766173
I don't know

>>693771303
Post pic of ugly self

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>>693766173
New Updated 2016 Tor/Deepweb Links! Enjoy!

>>693766173
So I can continue to be better than everyone around me and rub their noses in it

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To grow weed and fuck bitches

>>693771116
My mom used to say: Life's a bitch and then you die, so fuck it all lets get high. She was an amphetamine addict, died at 50. Im not saying she's wrong, im just saying i wish she was..

>i wouldn't do that to my family
>there are interesting things i want to try out before i die
>i live on the ground floor

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Sounds like general dissatisfaction with life among most of us. I bet most of you play happy

>>693769987
That's very egoistic of you.

>>693771391
You shouldn't be, I would assume the bastard kid you had isn't by the whore you're getting ready to marry? Maybe you should kill yourself.

To crush your enemies -- See them driven before you, and to hear the lamentation of their women!

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>>693766173
Because the world is full of beauty and it constantly surprises me

>>693771768
>>693771768
Well, I believe it's an effect of how our society functions and not a fact of life written in stone.
But in the current state, getting high and doing nothing is only marginally worse than being sober, going to work and looking at cat picture or Facebook instead of working.

Because I feel like I have an obligation to my race as a wealthy individual. It would be a sad burial if so much recourse went into raising a human who died for nothing.

I'm going to go fix the hunger crisis brb

>>693772030
*altruistic
Egoistic means selfish you moron.

>>693771303
Being permanently disabled will be even less likely to be enjoyable, anon. I knew someone who tried to kill themselves seven times after surviving cancer, and wound up in the same mental institution as me, trying to figure out what the hell we were still here for. There may not be a direct answer, but there must be some reason we just won't know until the game comes to an end, and we find out why we couldn't control things like we wanted to. You never know, though, when things will get better.

>>693771990
Could it be that humans do not enjoy being another resource in a capitalistic system that is slowly starting to grind very unpleasantly?

>>693770078
Deus Vult!

>>693772055
I am tho, so I mean, I'll probably give killing myself a miss.

Also yes, it's my fiancé's son.

>>693766173
because i live in a tribal society and it would bring shame to my family that i love very match and can't think of them finding my dead body would do it somewhere far away from home tho.

>>693772156
Such a lovely answer well done.

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Not sure anymore I become more of a antisocial piece of shit everyday I've said some pretty cold-hearted shit lately

Cute Asian women and video games

Because I'm excited for the next AMD gfx card to come out

>>693771990
You know it. It hasn't been an hour I told her "being a happy outside and miserable inside is just like me".

I guess that when you have no happiness at all, the only warmth you desperately cling to is the happiness you absorb from other people you're able to make happy.

>>693766173
>Why do you keep yourself alive?
The alternative looks like it sucks

>>693772391
You may have hit the nail on the head, there, friend.

>>693772391
Yeah, communism bitch!

>>693772391
>Could it be that humans do not enjoy being another resource in a capitalistic system that is slowly starting to grind very unpleasantly?
Because living in squalor, eating sticks and banging the rocks together was so much fun

>>693772391
>>693772764
For a governmental system that not only allows but enforces everyone to me equally miserable.

Because someone loves me. If anything, your mother loves you.

It's really a mistery to me why my body continues living.

>>693766173
So I don't die

>>693772662
Thanks, I think we're pretty much in the middle of restructuring the way humans are valued.
It used to be work, but what if there simply isn't enough work for us? Should we revert to old technologies and force society to need human workers.
Or should we agree that physical human work is not that valuable and shouldn't be our basis for valuing a human?

>>693772764
Probably, I don't have a problem with that. Unless you know its a dictatorship similar to what most democracy are compared to real democracy.

>>693772839
Because its so much fun doing a job you know can be done more efficiently but you won't because you need the money.
Basically I have the feeling everybody is lying about the difficulty of their job to justify them having it. It's a catch 22.

>>693772932
Or, you know equally happy because they don't have to worry about surviving tomorow since everyone's basic desires and needs are provided for free.

Also, I'm not saying capitalism is inherently bad, I just don't see it working well in a global society. Who are you going to exploit to increase your wealth, martians?

Ive got some inspirational BS I wrote up ages ago in the notes section of my phone that I can post if you guys are interested. All OC. Really it's my thoughts that keep me going. Sometimes I turn my thoughts into art. Then it's art that keeps me going. It's a subjective life.

>>693772384
It isn't going to get better, I hate it when people say that shit.

a childish hope that things will get better.

>>693772932
>>693773474
You know, Friedman once said there ain't no such thing as a free lunch.
Capitalism isn't inherently based on exploiting others, either. You're thinking corporativism. Capitalism is simply a monetary trade system based on a common template, which is money.

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My BestFriend overdosed on mollies
His whore of a wife is still alive sadly there's not a day I don't think about him if it wasn't because of his son and me letting him know that his whore of a mother pushed him to the limited of an overdose instead of her bullshit story she tells him I would have gone too but his son deserves the truth

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>>693766173
New Updated 2016 Tor/Deepweb Links! Enjoy!

>>693773487
Please do, anon.

>>693773946
how the fuck do you even od on molly

telling the son might not be the smartest idea man. not sure that helps anyone

>>693766574
>most living things
Literally all living things are programmed to keep themselves alive
Humans are the only ones capable of considering there own demise.

>>693772384
Seven times? Jeebus can't anyone help the poor fucker, if you fail sevenfold at ending yourself you're essentially a walking failure

>>693773977
Vision.

We're laying down together on a couch. We can barely keep our eyes open. It's late. The television is on. An old chick flick we never saw or some old public program is playing. The room is dark. The lights of the television create a dim aurora of flashing scenes on the wall behind us. The whole room is poorly lit with interchanging blue and white. I hug her, loosely, as she continues to nearly fall asleep. The screen seems small and distant from the couch. The sound fades every time we come close to rest. I lay behind her, squishing myself into the abyss of the loose cushions, freeing up some space for her. My head is behind hers, and I can just barely see the whole screen. I can faintly smell the hair products she uses. Every time she smiles, I smile. After almost an hour of battling exhaustion, she gives in, and I follow quickly.

>>693773977
Genuinity message.

Y'know, I was spending like ten minutes to find some motivational BS.
Maybe about people trying to find something live for. Or someone realizing something about life. Or two people getting through something hard together.
And after realizing that I couldn't find someone who felt what I feel now and everyday I gave up.
So I want to tell you something. And this comes genuinely.

In life you'll pass by a lot of people. And those people will forget you immediately. Give ten years, I won't know you. I may remember back with a friend or something and think, "Huh, I remember Her. She was cool." Give ten years, that's all you'll be to me. And that's all I'll be to you. I don't know what I'll remember you as. It's almost like the current 'us' dies every second. The me that likes to have fun with you and explain strange theories won't be around in due time. Not because I'll be dead. Not because you'll be dead. Because the old me will be dead.
And it bugs me.
The fact that one day I won't necessarily miss you, or anyone. One day my parents will leave my life, and give me a few years, I won't really actively care about them. One day I won't think, "Hmm, I can't wait to talk to Her tomorrow."
And I hate that.
I guess I'm naturally a clingy person.
But I'm also a logical thinker.

I wish I could be more human like. I wish I could be more simplistic.
Do you know why I look depressed to you?
And I know I do.
And I don't want to.
It's because knowledge is saddening. I hate knowing things.
Now I don't know everything.
And I'm glad about that.
But there's just some things I wish I didn't know.
Im sorry.

I'm probably just tired.

>>693773977
The italic.

I fell in love in a dream last night.
Upon a transitioning in the dream, I lost her.
And I did everything I could to come back to her.
I took over my dream. And I couldn't recreate her.
And then I woke up.
And realized, that it doesn't matter. I can't get her back.
And thus I've decided to treat every human this way.
Like one day they may mean the whole world to me.
And then the next moment I'll never see them again.
You don't know when a person will die. Or when a person will just decide that they're done.
I don't mean you need to fall in love with every person.
You don't have to grow over attached to every person you meet.
Because then you just hurt yourself.
But you need to show every person that you meet, love.
Because one day life will transition.
And you'll try to bring back whatever there once was.
And you'll do everything to come back.
And it just won't work.
Things don't work that way.
You'll realize that.

To have new experiences and enjoy simple things in life.

>>693773928
I'll give you that, I thinking the term kensyan capitalism was coined for that.
I'm talking about the assumption that the value in and of society will always increase and not and some point normalize.
That means up from a certain point you have to get that value from somewhere else, cause there is only so much wealth on your ground.
It's a weird phenomenon you see in.governmental spending too.
An agency should try to keep their budget stable around a certain value, it can fluctuate, rise and sink, but to ask for more every year, because otherwise they won't get all the money they got this year and didn't really need, is ridiculous.

>>693773977
Last one, all the others are too personal or too off topic. This one ain't that great either.

Hurt.

Don't hurt those that you love.
Don't hurt those that love you.
Don't hurt those that you love.
Don't hurt those that love you.
Don't hurt those that you love.
Don't hurt those that love you.
Don't hurt those that you love.
Don't hurt those that love you.
Don't hurt those that you love.
Don't hurt those that love you.
Don't hurt those that you love.
Don't hurt those that love you.
Don't hurt those that you love.
Don't hurt those that love you.
Don't hurt those that you love.
Don't hurt those that love you.
Don't hurt those that you love.
Don't hurt those that love you.
Don't hurt those that you love.
Don't hurt those that love you.
Don't hurt those that you love.
Don't hurt those that love you.

>>693774109
He suffered from PTSD he tried to take his life before when his wife cheated on him and when his wife aborted what would have been their first daughter while he was in Afghanistan and I've thought about not telling him but I'm waiting for the right time most likely until he is 21 until then if I make it to that point in life I'll clear my friends name because his wife keeps telling his kids he left them for another woman I have 17 yrs to wait until that moment

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>>693774461
Thanks, anon. It really helps.