I just cried for the first time in a few days because I'm depressed but I keep it buried and no one knows because I don't tell anyone because I hate being a burden but I already am and I don't want to make it worse. I'm going to drink a glass of water, /b/
Feels thread
Im fucking horny and my gf is sleeping next to me, touching me with her ass.
>first time I've cried in a few days
What are you a fucking pansy?
That spot looks familiar.
>>693763052
You chillin in northern Illinois?
>OP here
Just mad a suicide joke to my friend and choked up because the only thing holding me back from suicide is my religion
>>693762960
Work hard,
Bee-leave and you will still die in the end;
but hopefully you'll sting a motherfucker or two.
Go play Pokemon GO
Gonna give some actual advice on /b/ even though that's usually a bad idea.
Talk to someone. There's gonna be someone you can speak to who won't see you as a burden and will genuinely want to help you work through this. I suffer from severe depression and was at the same point as you, and then one day I snapped and freaked out, started telling my wife I was going to kill myself and stuff. I wasn't; it had just gotten so bad where I bottled it up that when it finally came out, it was a million times more dramatic that it should have been.
We spoke a lot and afterwards I was able to see the reality; I don't want to kill myself, I just want to stop feeling bad. Not saying you'll come to the same realization, but this is just an example of how talking through stuff with someone else can make it make more sense for you personally.
Hope you feel better soon bro. All I can really say is you won't feel like this forever, everything changes. That's the only thing you can be sure of.
>>693766076
thanks for the kind words. i know it'll get better eventually but it just sucks i have to go through it at all.
>>693766535
I think you get to the point with depression where you realize how much it's made you grow as a person. Suffering is horrible to go through, but it's definitely character building. You'll come out the other side better than ever, with a clearer idea of what life is all about. Depression is growth, even if it's really shit.
>>693762089
Dude, that is far from one sentence. And yet you fail to use punctuation. That shit is depressing to see.
>>693766816
that is one of the best gifs I've ever seen.
>>693762089
>>693762960
We technically don't exist because we're going to die.
>>693768514
Still makes me feel.
>>693768640
You are a dolt.