Feels thread
Had the sexy wit amerikan nogger gurl,now she is not want more sexy any longer,I am of much sad,loved nogger gurl of very much
>>693567773
Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne
Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne
>Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne
>Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne
>>693570527
> Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne
I'm lonely, /b/
The only thing that makes me feel human any more is music. Nobody will fucking meet me halfway..
>>693570861
> Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne
>>693571013
> Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne
>>693570999
I know what it feels bro i know...
>>693571013
She don't likes you, ok?
>>693571113
The fuck are you doing? Do you really need to shitpost everywhere?
>>693570999
>>693570999
Trips, you'll never be lonely again!
>>693571113
> Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne Ivonne
>>693567773
Divorced 2 years ago. Fine now. But the feels come back every now and then like the cravings for ciggies. I'll think of her
>>693567773
this from a movie ?
>>693571462
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PyQSsuNe-Bk
>>693571479
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugJfjmxOR2I
>>693567773
ite /b/ i can't ask anyone but you guys this shit
>long time best friend gets gf
>their personalities don't mix really, blah etc.
>befriend gril while they are dating, casual not romantic
>become really good friends with gril
>he breaks up with her
>she comes over to my house that day
>long story short we end up fucking
>totally unintentional, but don't regret it
>been fucking her ever since, about a week ago
im torn up. i want to be a good friend cuz he's still trying to get over her or something, idk he's really possessive. but at the same time, i really like this girl and haven't been with anyone for a long time.
am i bad person /b/? am i a bad friend? not to be some kind of faggot, but she's been one of the few things in a while that make me happy, but being with her could mean the end of my last high school friendships, and I don't have anyone else near me.
>>693571463
dota 2 documentary
Dallas, man. Doesn't anyone know that ALL lives matter. If you really wanted justice. Why not have a trial for the one cop that killed someone? It's not right. The World makes me sad... :/
>>693572151
yes, you are a bad friend. You are fucking your BEST friend's ex.
>>693567773
Stay in the trees
>girl texts me for first time
>prank
>>693572229
Because time and time again has proven cops are above the law - they are a lawful gang!
there is no justice in regards to police shootings
>>693570087
faggot
>>693572628
i know i'd say the same thing to me too. but what can i do? i'm already in deep.
>>693572151
You're not good nor bad, you're human, you have feelings as well, if you lose him for this it probably will be because of him being selfish.
Anyway, it's midnight, severe depression, and feeling like listening to you guy's problems, feel free to ask for advice.
-J
>>693572151
That girl doesn't belong to anyone, she is fucking with you, not whit your friend.
End of the story
>>693572918
Not all Police officers are corrupt.
i cant wait for death
>>693571901
Why didn't you post the rest about him dying?
>>693573135
My gf broke with me because I change my personality.
>I change because I realized that I love her
I'm a fucking loser, a waste of life. I'm only 20 years old but I know this is the end of the road for me. I fucked off all through high school, did one year of college then dropped out because was too poor and they denied me another loan. I don't even have a fucking ID or birth certificate or social security or anything and my family won't help me get it when they're the only ones who can because they don't want to spend any money on me because I live at home and can watch my sister's kids and clean their house shit for free. I'm fucking depressed. I know that this will be my life forever and I don't want to fucking do it anymore. But the only thing stopping me is a girl I met a year ago whom I fell in love with and lost my virginity to and then she ended up having to move all the way to fucking Dubai. We're faithful but I know she's depressed because I won't get out of here and theres nothing she can do for 4 more years til she finishes college. I don't want to be a burden on her but I don't have the heart to dump her because I love her more than life itself. I feel selfish for not leaving her but she won't leave me because she loves me more than anything as well. Its sad that I'm hoping she meets a great guy and leaves me for him so I can finally kill myself.
I don't want to die /b/ros but living hurts so fucking much.
>>693572996
Be loyal and end this, or you tell about this to your friend, or dump her. This situation that you are in it's horrible. If I were you, I would dump her
>>693573533
You got dubs bro, remember, you are not the only one, you can always get somthing better than you think.
>>693572099
fuck me....
>>693573533
Technically you don't exist.
In argentina there's people called "Mochileros" they travel across America with nothing than his backpacks, doing auto stop and shit like that, you're free do anything that you want, you should leave your family
>>693573449
Why the hurry anon?
>>693573530
If you changed the way you were that means you tried to improve yourself for her, you considered she was worth a better you, but apparently she didn't valued you enough, if someone can't value the effort someone else's make in order for self-improvement they aren't really worth your effort.
-J
>>693570087
dfdsfdf
>>693573915
I keep telling myself that but it's literally like... without my family's help I can't do anything. We live too far from town for me to do labor work or some shit and they really don't want to help me get a job or anything.
>>693570087
Nigger
>>693573533
sounds like you really like eachother and that she doesnt see you as a burden.
when you are depressed you look at yourself in that way, it doesnt mean its true. sounds like you should get some fast cash and move to a country were studying doesnt leave you broke...
assuming you live in the us
>nothing to loose
>sell some coke
>move to another country
>>693574069
I want to but I don't know what that will do. I still can't get a house or apartment or anything anywhere.
i fucked up twice with a girl an now she talks to me but she panics when i try to make a move and i fucked it up forever i just wanted to write it and it sounds gay so yeah
>>693574451
How does one acquire coke? And I need a passport or some form of identification to be anywhere else. They'll deport me or some shit.
>>693573533
You can turn into a bounty hunter or Tony Montana, you will be rich and badass
>>693573135
thanks, that makes me feel better to hear someone else say. my sense of duty urges me to tell him what's going on, but he's asked me hypotheticals involving her before and I know he'd be super pissed and I just can't bring myself to do it. i know continuing the lie will only make it worse and that i'd eventually be found out anyway, but i'm scared man. that guy is like the last piece of childhood i have left.
>>693574636
Loving a girls is not gay in any way, is the most manly thing you could do.
>>693574480
Mochilear is more like a spiritual trip to find yourself and reconnect with nature and shet mate, you should try it, it's not like you have much to lose anyway.
-J
>>693568361
I fel u mang
Post more feels music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BNj2BXW852g
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-fjyEIgWik
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cinJDxLUsNY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JwYX52BP2Sk
>>693574963
But then I can't talk to her.
There is only one person I know that makes me feel human. Besides that my life is falling apart. I contemplate suicide all day every day. What do I do?
All i want is someone to love, then maybe then ill be happy again
>>693574680
the internet nowadays (if you dont have a contact) purer, cheaper even safer just do your research before. use tor etc
>>693567773
>>693570087
Fuck off
>>693575227
They give it away? I have zero money
>>693574680
>>693575227
can confirm. friend made over $100,000 selling ecstasy he bought online. 95% of the time better than anything near you.
>>693571343
I live on a shitpost-based diet...
...and i love her.
>>693570087
it's illegal to lick doorknobs on other planets
>>693574069
>>693573533
is that really how it works? so basicly hes a stealthy rogue agent
go to portugal and sell some kilos fuck some whores
post more sad pictures please
>>693575075
You can tell her what you plan, then any time you get an internet connection you can show her pic's and stuff about your trip! You really seem to need to travel anon, do it not only for you, but for her, your happiness will make her happy as well, won't it? Take risk's make decisions, be a man mate.
>>693575153
I need someone to leech attention from, sound's like a good trade for you anon?
-J
Girl I lost virginity to. I was 21 and a half. She had a past as a ho, but she was faithful to me for the brief amount of time we were together.
She dumped me after two months. We continued a physical relationship; she hadn't slept with anyone else until last night-- a guy I knew and liked.
Weird thing is, I have no more tears to cry. I cried them all when she would push and pull me during the physical relationship. I know she was poison to me but I'm codependent. She was a terrible person emotionally, and our personalities clashed often.
Rationally, I recognize this is for the better. I have another girl who is into me... I'm just jaded on the idea of women appreciating me. I wish my ex all the best, but I'm sure she hates me to all hell. I don't know why I associate with awful-tier women
>>693574680
once you get the cash im sure you will find thats no problem
>>693572151
So long as you fucked AFTER they broke up, you're clear. If your friend says anything, then he's just being a prick or insecure. Ignore >>693572628.
>>693575758
Sorry, i'd rather not have an internet relationship. I want someone to hold.
k
>>693570087
Dam
>>693575421
donno if trolling
>>693575758
Yeah I might try that. Thing is she's very easy to worry and, honestly I know this seems mean, I'm pretty sure she has some mental health issues. Gets really emotional too easy. I don't her freaking out and not focusing on her studies
>>693570087
Faggot
>start talking to girl online
>we talk for months and months
>exchanging our personal lives and everything
>she wont tell me all of her personal information even after 4 months
>keep talking
>i turn 17
>been saving for car
>buy gorgeous '74 camaro for 6 grand
>pic related
>talk more
>tell her i have car blah blah i want to meet
>she says no
>i persist
>keeps saying no
>nevergiveup.png
>she doesnt reply for a few days
>start getting sad and worried
>she replies
>she gives me her town and a place to go
>she lives 6 hours away so i decide to go on sunday
>get there
>text her
>where is she? send her pic of coffee shop (good 'ol starbucks eh m8)
>stay there for two more hours
>she doesnt show
>spend night in motel
>we text for a few hours
>says her dog died
>cute doggo german shepherd she had sent me pics of (dont have any srry friends)
>ask her for address
>she surprisingly gives it to me
>we meet
>she's easily 9/10 perfect fucking body
>i swear she's the fucking hottest woman i have/swill see
>we spend the day together in her room (parents are out visiting her grandparents she's a single child)
>console her, hug, watch movies,
>go home before her parents come home
>keep talking for a while, eventually start dating
>see her nearly every week
>her dad dies in a car accident, got T-boned by a big ass truck (dad died in hospital 2 days later, he had internal bleeding in his liver), he was one of my favorite people, loving, caring, always there for Angelina, was nice to almost everyone, loved him like my own father.)
>she was DEVASTATED, she became depressed, stopped talking to me as much.
>she ended our relationship and didnt answer me or any of my friends
>doesnt answer me for two weeks
>worried i went over to her house
>no one was there
>called her mom
>mom hasnt seen her in a week
That's the story, It's been two days, /b/ros what do ???
falling asleep and dreaming so far is the only way ive been happy for a brief period of time
>>693576352
Not a troll, just being a sarcastic cunt.
Loomooo
>>693570087
fuck
>>693570087
>>693574737
No seriously anybody knows if being a bounty hunter in the US is a thing?
fuck cigarettes
>>693575943
Atleast you're moving on anon, and i honestly admire the fact that you forgave her after the abusive relationship she gave you, i hope thing's are better with this one, and if not, then the next on.
>>693576153
B.. but i love you. (Try tinder or other dating/meetup platform, they seem to work pretty good, luck!)
-J
>me
>>693571463
Free To Play, documentary available on YouTube for free. That's hyhy, former/returned esports Dota2 player.
>be 19
>be an alcoholic
>dating 21 year old
>beats me
>only staying in the relationship for my booze
>it would be easier to commit suicide than leave him
>>693573480
sauce
>>693576607
Oh fuck off! Similar thing just happened to me today.
>>693577431
Where is your parents? Or you can call the police.
>>693573533
Go for her anon, you have nothing to lose, if it doesn't work you can kill yourself as well but dont do it without give it the try
>>693576862
I believe so
>>693576590
All i can offer you right now anon are my condolences, i'm sorry and hope she's alright.
>>693577431
Listen to dub's
>>693577722
-J
>>693577722
>parents kicked me out
>police in this area know me and don't like me
>>693576607
I dream with the girl i love most of the times, sometimes we are married and have childs and i see her happy and smile.
>>693577993
No way to go for her, mang. I'm a brokefag living in the middle of bumfuck nowhere.
>Be me
>18
>Balding
>Terrible vision
>5'11, 165 pounds
>stretch marks
>Knee and hip problems
>No one notices my birthday
>Brother got 23K car for his 18th birthday last year
>Brother smarter than me but complete asshole. He laughs at homeless people, I buy them food.
>He has bedroom.
>I must share with my grandma
>I'm basically her helper
>Dad isn't financial situation to be buying anything. Don't ask for anything because not an asshole like smarter brother
>He owes me $1000 anyway
>Same dad tried to force me to Alberta for schooling
>Believe I'm over it, but I will never be.
>Changed my entire personality so a girl would notice me.
>I come out a better person, but she basically doesn't even notice me
>She's a 6-7/10, apparently that was too much to ask for.
> Dysthymia(minor depression) starts kicking in like it does once in a while.
>Lose love of vidya games now.
Been a fun less than a year. I honestly don't know why I haven't killed myself yet.
>>693578079
Then run away and never look back im pretty sure there will be someone who can help you escape.
>>693578262
why dont you just stop thinking of all this bullshit and go train something you like while listening music . Thats basically it
why wont you talk to me
>Be me
>16 years old kissless virgin
>Always been that quiet kid who never talks to anyone save for a few close friends
>Live in small town America 60 or so miles away from Chicago
>Community was always tight knit, nobody ever moved away nor did anybody move in
>Go to small little community high school of around 3000 people
>You get the picture
>One day after finals were done this qt3.14 azn chick that was my neighbor from a few doors down for years comes up to me
>Gives me random compliments for no good reason
>Looks deep into my eyes for a good 10 seconds
>BetaAF so just stare back
>She laughs
>FuckIBlewIt.rar
>Asks to see my notes for upcoming calc final
>Reluctantly agree
>The next day I get the notes back with her phone number written on them
>Decide not to be such a beta and text it with one of those stupid heart emoticons
>She instantly responds and says she wants to go out
>Decide not to now because I had strict parents
>Wait until nightfall
>We both sneak out and walk over to this little hill overlooking this pond by our houses
>Was small town so we could see all the stars
>moonlight on the water combined with the sound of her soft breath melted my heart
>Suddenly she turns over and says to me "I've always liked you anon since when I moved in, just never had the courage to say anything."
>Eyes start to well up in manly tears but I hold them back
>We kiss passionately and look up at the stars for what seems like hours
>Then we go to sleep on a warm bed of soft summer grass with each other in our arms
Wake up
Stare at the ceiling of my dorm
I'm still a 21 year old kissless virgin
Tfw this happened to me yesterday
Tfw this was the happiest I've been in years
>>693567773
Here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ADjCh3j4Z2k
>>693572099
DELET THIS
>>693578090
Have you tried aproaching her? Of not, can you tell us why suffering and not trying?
>>693578262
Hey, you remind me of myself, kind of, anyway, you're probably alive because you're too uninterested to even try suicide, find a new hobby, the trick is keeping distracted at all times
>>693578909
Can i talk to you?
-J
>>693578681
You mean go to a gym?
>>693570087
fuck off
>>693570087
I see alot of people saying they change their personality for a girl. This girl i love more than my life is an alcoholic and use drugs. I do none of these also hate them but i was seriously thinking on start doing it. Is this well? I mean if it puts me one step closer to her.
She will think im too boring for her and don't like me if i don't do it i guess.
A daily reminder that some of the best works of intellectual and philosophical genius were woven out of the void of loneliness. To all lonely people out there, you're not alone.
>>693579570
He was alone and that loneliness eventually broke/destroyed/shattered/consumed him.
>>693567773
THATS HYHY
>>693577503
Not saved but that's not how it ends, anon.
>>693579800
But out of it came some of the best works of philosophy the Western World has ever known. His sacrifice was a noble one and will not be forgotten.
Lmao
>>693579133
Because i moved from school and she is away from me now also she is the most beautiful and perfect girl you can imagine and is much for me and for average people, also do drugs and i don't. She will not like me if im not to her level.
I feel like whatever I do is meaningless I try to fake my way through life but it stopped working and now i dont know what else to do
It feels like ill never become the person people want to be and that scares me
What if i end up dying alone out on the streets
I feel these thoughts running through my head anad I dont know what to do anymore
>>693578973
It's time to carry on and live life. Life is a constant "what's next?" Wether than "what if?"
>>693579558
Don't do it, honestly, druggies are most likely to be unstable and, well, if you fail, wich is likely here, you might end up getting hooked to drug.
>>693579800
But hey, atleast he got recognition, whoever he was.
-J
>>693570087
fsdjlfkjasdfjk
>>693579992
No one here wants to be the noble man, in fact most of us are pretty fucking sick of it.
Always admired this guy despite what others though of him.
How he managed to keep cool in the face of losing so much
His health
His family
His Livelihood
And eventually his life
>>693570087
FUCK STOP IT
>>693580548
The only thing is that he is fiction like the other people we all admire.
Thats sad.
>>693575475
melodramatic pre-teen lol
>>693570087
suck a cock
>Tfw you will never have a qt3.14azn GF
>>693570087
Kys
>>693579570
this guy is great for not hating the jews
>>693580244
Stop thinking about what other's expect from you, stop worrying so much, just try to give the best you've got. (And if you happen to fail, well, fuck it and try again)
>>693580795
Well, at the beggining Walter became extremely nihilistic but kept caring for his family, so he saw himself as an expendable tool, therefore tried to be a good tool for his family without really caring much about the risk's it would mean for him. Guy just cared about his family.
-J
>>693570087
fuck off
>>693577225
Yeah, the problem with that is that Bailey had a loving wife, loving children, and his job was keeping people in their houses. You can't tell me he didn't get thanks weekly grateful people. I get yelled at for a living and go home to my apartment. I will never have a wonderful life.
>>693575148
Lethe them know how you feel. They might just feel the same way, but knowing they have that kind of impact might just help them. Those who put everyone else before themselves often give so much because they can't give you themselves. If I had that kind of effect on someone I'd never even think of suicide again.
>>693578079
Is that because you get fucked up in public and act like a cunt? If so, I have no sympathy for you, and hope that he beats you every day.
>>693570087
sdf
>>693570004
she didn't care about you bro
>>693580139
As i said to other anon's, it's time to move on, anon, jusg carry on with life, something interesting will happen eventually.
-J
>>693581338
One question to you "J"
Are you a anon or a femanon?
>>693578262
Just end it. You're obviously a waste of resources.
>>693577431
Abusive relationships fucking make me angrier than anything else.
I'm really sorry for you, but if it's any condolence, I'm an aspiring alcoholic and understand your pain. Just leave the fucker and get booze from someone else. I'd buy you booze if I could.
>>693581729
That's half true. I get fucked up in public but I don't act like a cunt. Trip one time over yourself while a cop is watching and then the whole department knows you as the teenage drunk of the town. I don't carry shit in public and I don't harass anyone, I'm usually just walking around enjoying being away from my boyfriend and they'll just pull over and tell me to empty my bag and pockets. I don't get arrested (which, I would if I was a drunk cunt and not just a drunk), they just mock me and the power they have over me.
>>693581973
I am literally the 2nd child that there was no space for.
>>693576105
Its sad that a picture i find on the internet understands and sympathises with me more than anyone in my life.
My birthday is in a few days. Tuesday to be exact. I'll be 19. I've hated being alive ever since I was 14 and I don't know if I'll make it to 20. The only thing keeping me here is being too much of a pussy to swerve into oncoming traffic, pull the trigger, chug the bleach, or eat a screw.
I just want everything to end.
>>693581852
Anon, why? (We all are faggot's anyway, we are on /b/ afterall(no homo tho))
>>693581973
Hi anon, you seem very sad at first glance, i take it you've been feeling bad or miserable recently and therefore try to drag people as deep as you, probably just recently you've been feeling like this, but anyway, if you really prettend to hurt people, get to know them, it's like i called you a faggot, it doesn't affects you in the slighthest, does it, you miserable fuck?
-J
>>693581832
No will not, have been telling myself things will be ok for years since elementary school, middle school and later high school i have been depressed for the last 6 years. I also can't forget her there is no other like her, she is special i dosen't even like other girls just her i don't know what to do or how i will end.
>>693573449
Its easy to die, living is the hard part; Of course you should crave death, but don't be afraid to live whilst in the waiting room.
>>693572151
Hello me from, damn over two years ago now. Things aren't gonna end well. You aren't a bad person but you are a bad friend unfortunately. Speaking from experience the timer is already set on your friendship, eventually you will be left with neither the girl nor the friend. She wont stay she's just rebounding. You may think you can avoid the shitstorm Randy, but it's coming. And it's coming hard, bud.
>>693570087
what the DUCK
>>693570087
love you momma
>>693576590
Look for her m8 BE A MAN
Like her? Then get her!
One day you'll regret not doing anything and when the day comes she'll probably dead or with another man
>>693570087
Fak off m8
>dating a guy
>hes really.. off?
>paranoid about everything
>took pictures of me naked, sent them to his friends
>tried to blackmail me
>situation blew up
>didnt talk for 2 years
>still loved him even though he hurt me
>we remeet
>he promises to never get close to me again
>we kind of date anyway because we're both loners with no friends
>feelings kick up
>both of us to scared to do anything
>sit and cry for hours
>he doesnt even realize how much im hurting
>...
>...
>why do i love such a fucking retard?
>school life isnt going well either
>failing college
>never learned anything
>about to just kill myself
>>693582702
I wonder what a girl would think about us, our problems and stories.
>>693582313
Source?
>>693570087
Fuck you
>>693582907
Those eyes are fucking haunting
>>693582594
You'll be okay anon. You're still young, you still got time to figure things out.
At a point where I am strongly considering losing my virginity to a prostitute in Tijuana. I'm 22.
This is going to be either awesome or the nail in the coffin of my last shred of self-respect and hope of becoming the kind of person I wanted to be, before my potato-sack-full-of-razors grab bag of physical, mental, and emotional issues.
>>693577431
Welp you're still young and It's not too late to change go into rehab and fix yourself. That guy doesn't deserve you and if you were to change and look back you won't regret it EVERYTHING WILL CHANGE AFTER YOU CHANGE YOURSELF!
>>693573533
Sounds like you have to really get over yourself and start doing things on your own. Think of it as a new chapter in your life where you start to see better days, get a job, save money to get your identification, move out. It's easier said than done though. So you have to believe that your life will get better. Was in a similar position and I'm starting to make it out. Getting a place next month.
>>693583483
>everything will change after you change yourself
Easier said than done lad
>>693582752
You're just in denial, and trusth me when i say it anon, move on, i know what i'm talking about, there are a lot of girl's that can be considered perfect, but you're just clingling to a memory, thag relationship is already gone and won't happen. Please, move on.
>>693583082
You seem to be masochist to some degree anon, and prone to hurtful relationship's, probably a depression as well, my advice would be to you to get help, visit a psychologist, please, amd if you do, be honest with them.
>>693583231
Probably would lurk and feel pity.
-J
>>693583715
Yeah, people like to think quitting drinking is soo easy. Especially when we're young. Like I don't fucking shake and puke when I go more than 15 hours without a drink.
>>693567773
op's clip is from a league of legends documentary. was fucking hilariously entertaining. especially cuz i was into league at the time i watched it. would recommend
>>693583322
Thanks for the (You) anon. I try everyday to be happy and every day I fail, miserably. I fucking hate being alone.
>>693583082
He's a monster, sorry. You're too much for him,
>>693570087
everytime
>>693583832
see the thing is, i know the full situation and why i happened
on here it may just seem like that, but it was a lot more then that.
he gets manipulated very easily and his friends that i knew originally and drifted away from decided to play with him like they did.
>>693584161
you think? : /
>>693584234
Well, I think so. But you said there's more to it, so maybe I'm wrong...
>>693567773
I started smoking because of social anxiety and being a fucking loser.
>>693584234
You see, he still shouldn't have betrayed your trust. While it's not as bad he was manipulated into it, he still shouldn't have done it.
I don't understand these people who have something so precious as someone who loves them and then just throws it all away in an instant. Fuck. I cherish the living hell out of every relationship I have, because it's all I have in this world.
>>693583832
You wanna know the saddest thing? I also have a picture of her as a baby on my wallet and likes to think my daughter will be like her. Because she will be her mother obviously.
Anyway you seems to nice to be on 4chan i would like to talk with you later, any way i can contact you? Of course if is not a problem.
>>693577584
Same thing happen to me last year, I remember one of the things she said, it was "you'll like it here..." She was talking about a life I don't live now. I have to kill myself.
>>693576607
Damn anon, no words
>>693576590
An online girl who wasn't a catfish or ugly? A rare find anon. No idea what you should do but hope it gets better
not going to post the full thing, but the short of it is i had a perfect girl in my life, and i ruined it 4 years ago. now i spend my days either working or spending the money i get from work getting as hammered as possible so i don't have to think about anything.
doesn't help that i live with my asshole father who loves to remind me i'm a piece of shit that's going nowhere
>>693570087
FFFFFFFF
I'm just sad /b/.
It's really stupid as well, something so stupid and pathetic.
I remembered my ex. I know it's the typical bullshit story, waah waah cry get over it right?
Well shit /b/, I thought I was done with it. It's been so long I can't even remember how long.
I just happened to go onto her profile, saw she posted the songs we use to listen to as "our songs."
I'm happy for her though, ya know? She's gone so far, found a new guy and she's happy and that's all I could ever ask for at the end of the day.
She was a /b/ browsing, loli loving, game loving, qt. Not even one of them larger chubby girls or anything, Slim, amazing breasts, a great ass and a personality to die for. I miss the company I suppose.
I miss her /b/ but she's better off and I'm glad. Just wish I could do the same and move on with life. I was doing fine until some shitty memory caused some shitty relapse or some shit.
I'm tired /b/ but I'm fine.
is that J guy still here?
>>693584971
You'll be able to move on. Don't let what your father tells you to get you. Keep moving forward and get away from him. I believe in you, Anon!
>>693570999
at least you have that
>>693585333
>>693585333
checked your wisdom
I'm just waiting to turn 21 so I can legally be an alcoholic. I don't want to deal with being sober anymore, it fucking sucks hating yourself day in and day out.
>>693583365
Oi, sex is sex, mate, enjoy the experience, vive la vida anon.
>>693584234
So basically, he is just a easy to manipulate fool, who does anything for his pair's recognition. If so, wether dump him and find some other alpha to dom you, or you could manipulate him to turn his back to the guy's manipulating him in first place. I honestly dislike people like the one you're describing :(
>>693584529
Want to quit?
>>693584829
Kik, "Thatanoncalled.j", and oh boy, trusth me, i'm not nice, i'm just doing good deed's. Anyone else who feel's the need to vent, feel free to add me. I'll be waiting for you anon.
>>693585143
Yo.
-J
>>693582313
Welcome to nhk?
>>693585084
old memories that used to make you happy hurt after the one shattering moment. it just stabs you when you try to pick up the pieces
>>693585223
i can't keep moving forward, my engine is blown so to speak. i don't have the funds to fix it, and i have no way to get any extra money.