Get a pet /b/ro

>>693424784
I live in an apartment-ish place where pets are not allowed.

Or maybe should I get a fish or a bird?

>mfw you are in the exact same position as OP, and realize the exact same thing
>mfw i havent had the strength to break up with her yet but im in the exact same situation
>she cheats its okay
>when i cheat it isnt okay
>were both only 17
OP, I need help too man

>>693424629
Hey, man. Do you want to talk some place? Like, Kik or something?

>>693424875
That sucks, a fish would also work. Sorry about what happened though that's pretty rough, i've been pretty lonely most of my days, i have a couple of internet friends i talk to but i don't talk to anyone in real life.

>>693425238
Anon here, and btw; try sports, you might find one you like. At this point; basketball keeps my life okay, also a good way to connect with people and find new friends as a result.

>>693424629
Slit your throat, fucking retard.

>>693424629
go and take a class, any class, dance, painting, music, sports, whatever tickles your pickle. make new friends.

>>693425238
underage b& gtfo

OP; grow plants.

Also, going bad feels pretty good - synthesise & sell meth. It'll give you a project to research and learn, and it'll be rewarding if you pull it off, and you'll have made some crazy friends* doing it.

Broke up with my life sucking gf of 4 years. Luckily my friends accepted me back. Okay OP be honest. How hard have you really tried to contact your old friends because it may take a few tries and a few apologies for being such a dumb fuck and neglecting them. If you've seriously put forth effort into rebuilding bonds, and they've all rejected you, then I m sorry that sucks.

>>693424629
Try acid.

>>693425238
>>693425419
OP here, the difference is that I'm in my 20's and mine doesn't cheat, and I don't cheat either, she's just too paranoid and wanted me to stop contact with any females even my own cousins, I had to stay at home so there's no risk of me going outside to cheat with some girls.
I considered myself soft because I tried to limit my friends for her to keep the relationship stable, but I'm nowhere near "cuck soft" where I would accept a cheating girlfriend.

It hurt when I broke up, especially that I was with her for years, she's begging for me to let her back but I don't want to until she changes, it's too stressing to be locked up in a cage.

I suggest you to be straightforward about it with her and ask her to change, if she doesn't you may breakup with her but make sure you explain it properly before doing so.

>>693424629
try reconnecting with your friends?

>>693424629
https://discord.gg/012OE9ge1GbmdqbZDcome visit b general.

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>>693424629
I feel you OP, dem feels

>>693424629
Cuck

>>693425361
I don't have kik or other stuff, I pretty much only used Facebook and Skype to talk to her and have her tag me in relationship posts.

/b/ is the only place I feel comfortable posting because I can get negative guys as well as guys in my boat. Many of us are loners so many can relate to each other.

>>693425374
(OP here)
The only problem with a fish is that sometimes my sister and brother would come over with their kids and they knock shit all over the place, tear my books and computers so I always have to put everything away and it becomes a chore for me.

I had this one friend who was with me in high school, we were both losers and stayed that way even after college, now he has a new circle of friends and pretty much became an extrovert from partying weekly with those friends. I haven't heard much from him since.

>>693424629
Do something manly like gym, hunting or building shit because you sound like a bitch.

Why would you let her act like that

>>693427205
>His gf is insecure
>He left her
>Cuck
Wew lad

>>693424629
have you tried talking to your old friends? have you gone out an interacted with people? join into some local sports teams, take adult learning classes to learn new skills and meet people, start lifting weights or running. im personal an introvert, hate fucking socializing, i go to work, i do strength training, read anything i can find and enjoy building furniture. ill tell you now though if your more of a extrovert hobbies will not fill the void of human contact. if you feel isolated you need to go out and interact, anything you do to avoid this will only be a temporary bandage. eventually your feelings of isolation will come through and taint what ever your trying to use to cover them up.

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>>693427659
bitchboi shut up, OP is sensitive

>>693427777

when you get quads
>wew lad

>>693427777
hello god.

>>693426330
>>693426734
I'll try, I tried with one (female) high school friend today, apparently, she got mad at the fact that I left a girl that was still insecure and didn't talk to me anymore after that.

I might try with some of the guys from high school but they pretty much became very distant and it's hard to approach them again.

Nobody really know how to respond to me anymore, and most people think I'm a freak.

>>693427659
Did some lifting for 2 years long before I met her, I guess stopping made me a bitch.

I initially cared about it until she became kind of unsupportable so I just let it be, but after I let it be, the bad habits grew on her even more.

>>693427970
kek

>>693424629
Bro, i almost feel the same as you. And i would love to go out drinking with somebody. Lets hope the future generations will be able to meet online for electro beer and electro weed. Sorry mate, would hang out but can't.

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>>693430184

>electro beer
>electro weee
>non_sober.dmg
>mfw

do the robot

>>693430515
Thanks, had to laugh. It's 11am around here and iam still drunk and fed up. This made me lighten up abit. Really, thank you.

>picked on all through school
>had shit teacher in 6th graded who helped my bullies and called home for no reason to make sure i was miserable around the clock
>started cutting at 11 years old
>tried to kms often
>first bf at 13
>creepy violent emo guy
>never would hurt me but scared me
>he fucking stabbed his hand in class and drank the blood
>one up-ed my problems all the time, purposely
>clingy
>first gf at 14
>treated me like crap
>cheated on me a lot
>put me through hell
>got anorexia at age 14
>stopped talking to everyone
>light in my eyes was gone
>used to mouth off to bullies
>now just stay silent
>roller derby team would not let me on travel team even though I was good great before I was so thin
>girls praising my thinness in the locker room
>praise from a pro ana website i'd visit and post pics to
>one comment terrified me
>it said "oh darling... You are so young and so very thin... You were so beautiful and you're still so very pretty.... Just dont let this kill you"
>stunned
>never forgot
>would collapse sometimes
>my vision would blank and my legs would give out from under me
>most fucked up part while I laid there on the floor unable to move or see I was completely conscious
>used to hide bags of puke under bed in case id been to the bathroom to many times that day
>would throw out later
>forgot one day
>I don't know how long later but I went under my bed to get something
>found three puke bags
>bacteria fucking ate all of one half of another and a bit of the third
>Memory was blocked out until I watching disorder movie that brought it all back
>roller derby coach they wouldn't let me because if I was in a real match they said I could die because I was so thin
>mom caught my eating disorder when i was almost 15 and 83.8 pounds
>she turned into satan
>"you bitch" "how could you do this to me?" "Is this the thanks i get?"
>made it all about her
>faked a recovery
>age 15
>Cut off all my hair
>pretended to be guyish
>faked a confident personality

>>693430725
You from europe?

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>Parents argue all the time
>Dad is cheating on mom, I know this but don't want them to divorce
>Close friend of mines is dying
>Girl I've been seeing for months has stopped talking to me
>TFW I told her I didn't want to date early on in the relationship
>TFW I fell for her
>MFW she blocked me on social media and hasn't replied to my texts in days
Life is whatever right now, not really as sad as I should be

>>693430937
>tried to "prove" to my mom i wasnt sick
>lies
>got popular but no one really knew me
>no one knew my secret
>fast forward a bit
>desperate for any validation
>bi woman so find random chick on omegle
>send nudes she didnt send any back
>blackmailed me
>told me to do exactly as she said or she'd release my pics
>as a dumbass 15 year old i did it
>"shhhh as long as you're a good girl you're safe"
>"you're like a porn star ;)"
>My blood ran cold
>am a fantasitic singer
>tell her this
>sang to her to make the torture stop
>she says "wow <3"
>i was so proud but so heartbroken
>2 hours later plus a skype call she let me go
>deleted her info
>tried to go about as if it never happened
>this was the start of my anxiety
>she contacted me later saying she missed me
>threatened to leak shit
>i was to exausted to care at this point
>deleted info
>completely shut down and panic if someone says the wrong thing to me, images of the incident flash Race through my head
>and sometimes just plain anxiety or anxiety attacks
I'm mid breakdown /b/ros
I don't know for how much longer I can do this I'm 18 now and I just can't shake it. Also even though I'm at a healthy weight, my eating habits are still screwed to this day

>>693424629
I'm at the same point became homeless after it to. I got an interview today which I kinda feel like it's just a waste of time. I'm still gonna give it a shot but I know it aint right for me. I just need a little bit of money to eat then I can sleep a bit better then after that I'll be better off skating and getting a job that's more suited to me.

>>693431391
Jep, germany. Sitting on my balcony contemplating if i keep on drinking or if i sober up a bit to get shit going. How about you?

>>693431625

USE ALCOHOL GOD DAMN

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>>693431864
Either german, having worse experience while doing my "Maßnahme". I need alcohol or something.

Mfw

>>693424629
Play an mmo

>>693431687
Sounds fucking rough

>>693424629

You are a retard OP, my most recent girl friend was insecure and possessive and I broke up with her because she didn't like my friends, not for any good reason, just because she didn't trust me.

Don't let crazy bitches control your life next time fag.

>>693432176
what would you do

>>693431687
Trust me, it'll be more worse when you get older.

>>693432392
Lovely, I really thought I was getting better....should I even keep living?

>>693431687
Sounds like your parents are idiots.

>>693432488
Of course, play this game til the end

>>693432141
What did you do? Where you from mate? Beer or booze?

>>693432559
She meant well, it just came out wrong i shouldve just went inpatient
My father just cried, he relapsed as an alcoholic at the time and said something about getting strong together, never really happened, my parents dont tell me shit i dont know if he still drinks heavily anymore and that scares me he's in no way violent I'm just worried because well he's my dad

>Be me
>Trying to find job
>Year 11 dropout
>Autism
>20 years old with no previous experience
>Criminal history due to a couple of burglaries I did last year
>Feel like shit because I can't get a job and have moved to a new town since
>Took up boxing, and now, besides alcohol and weed, it's the only reason I haven't killed myself

Moral of the story: go practice boxing

>>693432276
OP here, I broke up with her multiple times for this reason, let her back and finally decided to leave her for good.

Lesson learned. Still, now that I think of it I didn't have that much friends and I could still be jobless now even without her around.

>>693426360
underrated post

>>693432851
Tell us more about the burglary.

>>693431687
Talk to ur friends about all of this and youll feel so mucj better

>>693432731
>be me, 22 yo
>antisocial with ADHD
>living in germany
>jobless, not many friends
>can't get over the fact that gf dumped me
>smoke often weed
>having a drinking habbit

>>693431687
just stop dating fucked up people, get to know them, talk a lot. Takes a long fucking time

>>693433557
Lol you are me
>21, turning 22 in october
>ADHD lives to fast
>gf seems to cuck me, i can feel it but have nothing to prove it
>weed erryday
>i drink to much to often

>>693433818
Love you

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>>693433246
Okay then, I'm a little foggy on the details, but I'll share what I remember

>Early september last year
>Be me, living out of home and dirt poor
>Only have $10 a week to feed myself after I pay rent
>After a month of this, I decide to skip out on some rent to buy a tomahawk from bunnings
>The next night, I throw on three layers of clothing to obscure my body shape to make it more difficult for them to find me later on
>Shortly after midnight, I head out and try to break into an ATM and fail, on the way back home I break into a convenience store and make off with about 5 kgs (11 lbs) of foodstuffs

>Nearly a week later, don my layers again and head out to try again, this time after both money and cigs, so that I could sell them later at a lower price than the shops due to the increased tax on smokes
>Find another convenience store, break through the front window with tomahawk, look around
>Cash register empty
>Cigs well secured
>GuessI'llsettleforCigs.jpg
>And then one of the owners of the store enters with a flashlight, I hide around the corner, contemplating ambushing and killing him
>Decide not to, I may not be the best person, but I'm not a total sociopath either
>He leaves, and I decided to get out of there
>He returns as I'm leaving through the hole in the window
>OhShitNigga.gif
>I leave the area on foot, as I didn't have a car
>Starts tailing me in his utility van
>I'm in too deep, fuck it, I guess I 'll have to scare him off
>I step onto the road and start walking towards his vehicle
>He slowly reverses
>I break into a sprint
>He starts reversing faster
>When I'm confident he's no longer tailing me, I continue making my way home through the back roads
>The police pull up to me and arrest my ass, I am then sent to a mental facility due to charging at would could've been an oncoming ute with a tomahawk raised
>Mfw I have proven myself to my viking ancestors

<-Pic related

>>693424629
Hit the night life, get a job/ volunteering, go to a gym/ workout 90% of time, join a sports club

exercise is g af for people on a psychological level, so that's why sports and working out are good for you, also, y'know, getting jacked.

Getting a job or volunteering means you have something to do and it means you get to meet new people

if you're not that good at meeting new people, then do it drunk at a pub, bar or club orsomething, getting to know people is easier when you're drunk tbh. Did it this past friday, was good fun, met some new chicks chatted with them all night, it was good fun

>>693424629
>Suggest a hobby I can do to keep myself from feeling lonely

Going to the psychologist can be a good hobby

>>693427777
Jackpot

>>693435036

Kys would be a nice hobby you faggot

>>693434295
Where exactly do you live? Iam trying to move to mannheim due to university etc. And till then iam dazed.

>>693434862
>Nearly a week later
Ya dun goofed, should've waited at least a month or so.

>>693435760
I know, I fucked up and didn't leave enough time for the heat to die down

>>693435674
Near cologne, move hurry up

I am machine I keep my eyes wide open I am machine apart of me wishes I could just feel something

>>693436397
*i never sleep

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FUCKING GO OUTSIDE

>>693431687
if you legit want help i can help you, i used to have an ED but am good now just reply if u want

>>693435303

Maybe. Give it a try and let me know.

>>693436597
How? Do you not even have tendencies anymore?

>>693431687
embrace that shit nigga

>>693436933
What's there to embrace?? Not sure if you're stupid or about to spit true facts

do you wanna buy my min. wear wrapped reviver medigun (festivizer attached to it) AND nametag with funny name for 8 ref?

>>693436577
Go outside and what? Stand in a parking lot for hours?

>>693424629
please OP, buy my medigun.

>>693437298
Fuck this guy

Just play video games and I'm not talking about the stupid PC bullshit like ps4 or xbox because you can always find friends on there and there are some games that you can find that you will love man

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redo because last guy was a faggot

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>>693424629
>insecure / posissive gf
>best sex ever

Y u do dis OP?

>have aspergers
>was picked on in school, couldn't stand the noise or the people
>genius intelligence so school was boring, but no social skills
>tried to find relief in studying, computers, and books, but people kept forcing me to socialize and pay attention
>I didn't understand the world around me and hated it, but kept this hidden
>eventually developed obsessive compulsive tendencies and delusions that barely held me together
>first crush made all the pain go away
>suddenly got really depressed, got rejected, took these very badly and got suspended multiple times
>was finally happy again for 6 weeks at CMU over the summer
>got expelled for things I didn't do because I didn't understand social interaction
>crushed on another girl in my final year of high school
>took the rejection even worse, became more depressed and desperate for affection
>was expelled from college, institutionalized, and then investigated by the fbi for more things I didn't do
>became suicidally depressed and even more desperate and started to lose interest in everything
>only avoided killing myself by getting addicted to weed and tried to grow and sell drugs
>that fell through after an incident involving a bad trip and some kind of paranormal shit
>dropped out of college after more rejections, spent a few months smoking weed, playing videogames, and doing deep thinking while just barely ahead of depression
>started drinking and fell in love with an anime girl at about the same time
>depression and loneliness gone and I felt great until my stomache had a bad reaction to the drinking
>didn't know what it was at the time, tried to wait it out before seeing a doctor who gave me anti-anxiety pills and dropping the alcohol
>the pills had psychotic and dissociative side effects, had to stop smoking weed and was basically mind-raped for months before it finally calmed down
>more weird shit happens although I can hardly tell what parts of it are real and what parts are in my head

>>693437329
I agree

>>693437454
Well she does everything I tell her too, any fetish I have. It's just too stressing when she's moody 24/7 the whole month for the whole year every year. You see her, she doesn't smile, she's upset and mad at you for anything and nothing, she replies "ok", "fine", "whatever", "maybe you don't love me anymore" and wants you to spend your fucking ass sitting all day texting her during the little time she can text at work. Threatens to kill herself if ever you don't do accordingly and all the family knows that I'm the reason if ever.

I'm glad i didn't take her back.

>>693436059
Yeah, depends if i can take this semester or if i have to wait. If i have to wait iam going to work a bit to take a short trip before my life takes a direction again.

>>693437525
>my thoughts start mismatching, and I develop anxiety attacks and existential dread
>started exercising, meditating, and eating better, motivated mostly by anger, which is all that's left at this point
>I still get bouts of anxiety, depression, and anger, self-harming urges, and broken logic almost every day now.

This is pretty fucking sad:
>>693437696
>>693437696
god im so pissed

>get with a nice girl
>first real girlfriend
>feelsgoodman.jpeg
>suddenly breaks up with me for no reason
>what the fuck
>drift apart because she turns into a huge cunt
>realise she was a cunt even during relationship
>feel like shit because i dated her
>unsure of what to do now

Probably not the worst position to be in but still not a nice one

>>693438065

I got you fam

>>693438457

Atleast you don't psychic damaged, keep going, most of us have social disorders or bad (drug) habbits.

>>693438858
This

>>693437329
i need 8 ref to get a flair! and a mercs pride scarf

>>693426705
I feel you. Im in the same position OP. i cant leave my house, not because she thinks ill cheat but because she requires my constant attention. Moved hours away from old friends. And have lived here for 2 years and have no friends here. It. Sucks. Cock.

>>693438999
You need to kys

>>693424875
depending on where you live you can legally get away with having a pet if you say it's your emotional companion or some shit. I.E it's helping you overcome depression.

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>>693439174
Internet Explorer will help?

I have a somewhat similar story to you OP.

I only had one real gf and we met up and started fucking under really unlikely circumstances, I'm normally useless and cold around other people. We were together for a long time but as we became more serious she talked to me a lot less and eventually cheated on me, but I let it slide cause I was depressed before I knew her. I slowly built confidence as I was less reliant on drugs and became very close friends with a girl I used to crush on hard for years. she didn't mind asking about my twisted relationship and as I respected her a lot I told her the most of it when my girl shunned me and she was really happy to hang out with me. I only had the courage to dump my gf because she was harassing my friend cause she seemed threatened by a project we were working on together. Shortly after I asked my friend out and she was really happy, but the more I rescheduled the less confident she seemed about trusting me and being together in public. We never even fucked and after a month she just stopped talking to me, and to this day I have no clue if it was from pressure from others (I've lived in this small town forever and am pretty universally disliked for my family among other things) or her own judgement, but I couldn't go on taking classes and seeing her warm smile go away when I try to get her attention. I finished school and now have no one to talk to but my psychopathic family members. I don't go a day without thinking about someone I care about and how I'm no one to them now. Like OP almost every hobby I had became boring as I spent more time on them, and I basically do nothing but walk around and listen to music until I pass out from exhaustion, I sleep every moment I can but I can't sleep content with my ability to do anything meaningful.

Sorry no greentext but that would have taken forever considering how autist and illiterate I've become in the past few months.

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>25
>neet
>not had any friends for 6/7 years
>still live with family
>no job
>dropped outta college ages ago, literally only had one job since then
>spent the last 4/5 years just lurking the internet/playing vidya
>bored of that now too

ive done nothing and had no friends for so long, i dont even have the motivation to change it. Im only gonna be miserable at whatever job i can somehow blag to get.

i guess i always kinda assumed shit would fall into place, it doesnt

Dont be me.

>>693439124
no u. i got trips. almost quads.

>>693439447
pretty much the same here.
tho i'm only 21
wanna buy my medigun? it will be tradable tomorrow. just go play on tf2 as medic and make some friends.

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>>693439349
just to clarify by rescheduling I mean she would talk to me all night about how excited she was then cancel at the last second for family stuff so I only got to see her with other friends of hers. I told her it's fine and I'll wait until whenever she feels comfortable with it but that day just never came and when she blocked me I just sat in the bathroom at work crying, I knew at that moment my social life was dead and a year later I find I'm 100% right.

Sad story here, not greentexting because I'm using my phone.
Be me, I was in a beautiful relationship for about 1 1/2 years.
1 year ago, gf had to leave to the USA because of some fucking international informatics contest.
Called her every day 4 times, we laughed and shit.
She had to stay for 1 month there, while I was alone at home, haven't gone out the house for 2 weeks.
Then, her father calls me, crying.
He tells me literally gagging in his own cries that his wife is in a coma from brain cancer. He cannot man himself to tell his daughter...
I call her, she was so happy to hear from me, she said she misses me... I started crying a bit too.
Asked what is wrong.
Told her the news feeling like shit and couldn't even look at her in the eyes (skype call with webcams)
She sais that it's bullshit and I shouldn't joke about this.
I called her father.
Still sobbing like shit.
Hey R... How are you?
"How could I be? Did you tell my baby?"
She is on the call right now
"Fuck. Well, alright. Honey, come home. Please. I need you."
Hangs up.
She looks at me.
I look at the keyboard.
She starts crying and screaming, people come in her room, they comfort her, a guy asks me "what the fuck did you do?"
Her mother died dude.
"fuck dude... Okay. Are you her boyfriend?"
Yeah.
"okay, I'll hang up now... Dude I promise we'll take care of her until she comes back to you."
Very well. Hey, tell her I love her.
"Sure thing." *hangs up*

Two days after she is back in our country. Me and her father were waiting for her at the airport.
She looked so pale she seemed dead.
We get her in the car... We get to the town where we live... Go to the funeral, never let her go away from me...
She was 17 years old /b/. I swear to god, I love her so much that if I could take her mother's place, I would. But I can't.
This is not even the worst I've had. Want another story guys?

>>693440507
More stories nigga

>>693440948
Fuck, okay. So, this was like 12 years ago.
When you were a kid, I'm pretty sure that you had no problems and your only concern was yourself. I was like that too. But yeah, shit happens.
So I was 10 at the time. Me and my father were the natural father-son. We did everything together, I did everything I could to help him.
He was my idol, I mean, to keep me trouble-free he worked from 8AM to 10PM, he owned a business.
But working like that gives a man no time to relax.
If you can't relax you get stressed.
From the stress that he was gaining, he went in depression. When he was at home (only sundays) all he did was sit in the bed/chair and I was always with him.
10th of september, 1998
Dad gave my mom some money to get shit for school, since 4th grade was coming. Oh, by the way, he was also working every day of the year except holidays.
Said he will stay home and calm down for a while.
How the fuck was I so retarded not to understand... He never stays home when he has to work...
Get in car, wave him goodbye. He looked at me and did the "bang bang" move...
After 1 hour, we get a phone call. It was my brother, he was 19 at the time.
Mom had her hands busy with clothes so she put the phone on speaker
"Yes D?"
"Mom, take Anon away from the phone and come back"
Clearly distressed.
"Anon, go check on some jeans, okay?"
Okay ma. Go without a clue smiling.
Hear a scream "WHAT? NONONONO CALL AN AMBULANCE! ANON? ANON COME HERE WE ARE LEAVING"
Drives like a mad man, rushing home.
She rushes out of the car, I had to unlock mine first. Get out of the car. Hear:
"DID YOU CALL AN AMBULANCE?"
"MOM, HE SHOT HIMSELF IN THE HEAD HE'S FUCKING DEAD"
Understood what was going on. Get in the car. Start crying on the back seat. After 5 minutes, mom comes to me, full of tears, she leaves.
When I heard the siren I went out of the car.
That shit scarred me for life. It was the most horrible think I have ever seen. I never want to live it again, yet i dream of it sometimes.