Shitty dishwashing job in middle of nowhere Oklahoma that got shut down car broke few days after couldn't get a job survived off crackers and crush drinks good timea

I live with parents and work at a dollar store

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>21
>rock bottom
>only have 2 dollars to spare for food every week
>costcutters
>buy 4 of these 50 cent instant meals
>cantbetoobad.jpeg
>get home
>hungry as fuck
>pop one of those fuckers in
>have to ration them out over 7 days
>couldbeworse.png
>microwave dings
>pull that fucker out
>so hungry i dont even hesitate to any extent
>the only thing i cared about is getting that shit in my mouth
>take 4 bites without blinking
>suddenly urge to vomit
>brain catches up to reality
>meal smells like fucking death
>vomit everywhere
>my spare 2 dollars wasted on vomit machines
>cant eat for the rest of the week
>cant eat regardless due to holocaust food poisoning
fucking costcutters

I feel in danger of going down that kind of path. Fucking vacation makes me such a fucking slob.

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>be me
>young as hell
>hanging out with older frined
>get rock bottomed
>ded

>>693082176
at least you're not 22, living with your parents and unemployed

>>693082809
i'm 42

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>>693082952

When I was taking too much Adderall and developed schizophrenia from amphetamine psychosis. Lost everything, including, you girlfriend. Fled the state. Quit drugs for good though, been two months.

>>693083228
thats rough
you recovering?

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>>693083228
Awww, there's always time to relapse!

>>693081668
I got over it. I thought my roommates were out to get me and that they were communicating with me telepathically. My brain convinced me at the time my girlfriend was fucking everybody and that I was a sociopath. Shit was rough.

>>693083387
Nah I just like Weed these days.

>>693083228
Is that permanent or is it supposed to be reversible?

>>693083468
that shit is crazy
it's all over now at least

>>693083604
I recognized delusion from reality around two weeks after it started, I think it was temporary.

>>693082358
What the fuck was it?

>Last year
>had around 5.5 grand saved up, girlfriend job, things to do etc.
>get fired, kicked out of house and lose girlfriend all in the same month
>month later all my moneys gone cause depressed and wasted it
>homeless for a few months, go literally insane
>start going into random stores and stealing shit with no regard
>have multiple people threaten me with baseball bats for stealing from their store
>end up calling dad to ask if i can live with him
>he tells me he'll call me the next day after things are arranged
>go to the beach, steal a hat, store owner starts fighting me
>get arrested for assault with intent to cause great bodily harm
>serve 2.5 months in jail
> now on probation for 3 years.
>been 13 months since arrest, 26 months left of probation
>still unemployed but regained my sanity
> realize im better off than i was before i got arrested even though i dont have money.

>27
>Never had a GF, not a virgin.
>No job
>Live with an actual psychotic sister, she has been diagnosed by several people, and her actually retarded husband
>Neither of them understand what being a grown up is.
>Every bill gets paid only after it gets shut off, not always because they are broke but just because they are stupid.
>I had a job, needed rides from my sister/brother inlaw.
>They constantly bitch about how they don't have gas money because the only vehicle they have is a huge gas eating truck.
>They had a paid of prius.
>They traded it in for an SUV and lost the SUV because they couldn't afford the payments.
>My sister can't hold a job because she thinks everyone is against her.
>Can't leave because my niece can't be left alone with my sister because she is suicidal and tried killing herself by ODing on valium

Should I go on? My sister is fucking insane she constantly yells at my mom and tries getting money from her even though my mom is paying most the bills.

>>693083759
sweet chilli chicken and rice
never trust an instant meal wrapped in tin foil

>>693081668
>fat slob
>bullied and depressed, want to kill myself
>no grils, no confidence, parents are cunts
>join the army and get fit
>get uni education paid for,
>get jacked
>start getting confidence
>start getting grils
>get promoted
>get deployed and kill muj
>get married
>leave Army after 14 years
>6 fig job, hot wife
>life is good

moral of story, life can and will get better if you want it. Just don't be a fucking pussy and do something about your shit life. I joined the Army because I literally had nothing and was days from killing myself. Best thing I ever did.

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>>693083884
jesus

>>693084127
please continue

One time, I was homeless and a substance abuse. One night, when I was sleeping on a sidewalk not two blocks west of the Texas state capitol, some faggots came up and recruited me for gay prostitution in Dallas. They had beer, so I agreed, just to drink the beer.

Sometime around 3am at their apartment I got sick of all the sick homosexual talk, and left. Ended up sleeping in the apartment complex laundry room, leaning on a Pepsi machine.

Later that morning I took a shit behind a dumpster and caught a bus back downtown to the homeless shelter

>>693083884
>had around 5.5 grand
>month later all my moneys gone

$5.5K would could last me 3 months,
and I have a mortgage.

How did you blow that much in a month when you didn't have a job?

One border between Israel and Lebanon. My station leader wants me dead. He disavows my passport. Six months and losing twenty pounds later, back in New York courtesy of an International Red Cross envoy. Held in JFK for a day as they review my passport off an El Al flight. Come back, my bank account is closed, my girlfriend shows me my death certificate. She leaves me because I am not stable. Go to an old contact bar in Greenwich Village. I get the gold coins he stashed for me in case I was invalidated. Work at the bar for a month just to get a work history. Get a new identity. Find my station chief is dead from a later op. Totally disavowed. Friendly in the State Department tells me to stay stateside. Head out west to Nevada. Work in a casino. Other casino workers have similar stories. Told to "make a sure bet", son of a bitch. Big money. Odd retirement payout. Now at a strip club looking after girls and guys that should get laid honestly. At least I'm still alive.

>>693082358
>only have 2 dollars to spare for food every week

FYI, if anyone finds themselves in this situation -
try to save up for a giant bag of rice and a giant bag of pinto beans.

If you buy it in bulk, it is literally pennies per serving.

And rice + beans together forms a "complete protein" that will keep you alive.

>>693085109
noted
thanks anon

>>693084442
Good shit. What do you do now?

>>693084907
I dropped 5k last month, took my 3 best friends on a 2 week camping trip where I paid for gas, food, booze for everyone

>>693085109
that is actually very good advice

>>693085211

I got a post-grad engineering degree paid for when I was a young Lieutenant in the Army. I am now an engineering consultant with a private firm, our main customer is the Department of Defence.

>>693082809

I'm technically unemployed and I live with my parents, but I'm also at medical school. Eat shit

>>693084907

cause i really didn't give a shit about anything, smoked a fuckload of weed, probably like 3-4 ounces @ like 300 an O, plus maybe 400 in concentrates, bought like 3 g pens cause they kept breaking, bought ecstasy 3 times, was smoking like 2 packs of cigarettes a day, etc etc etc.

poor choices, also had kidney problems that i had for like 6 years i never handled that contributed to my inability to think clearly, which ive now been handling since i've been reacquainted with society.

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>>693085109
best post in weeks,

good on you anon.
you get my give a fuck

/thread

>>693085109

I've had to live really cheaply a few times.
The trick is, to buy in bulk, you have to find a way to save up the money first.
Pretty hard to do when saving money literally means missing a meal.
But save the occasional windfall instead of splurging, it can be done.

>>693081668
>Waiting to ship off to boot camp.
>$100 left in account.
>Need to ration that for the next month.
>Lease ends on the 25th.
>Going to be homeless if shit doesn't pull together.
>Waiting on call backs from employers.

Regardless of what happens, if I don't ship out within the next three weeks, I'm going to end up homeless again for at least a week. Fuck me.

>>693084667
How about a recording of my sister throwing a fit?

>>693085855
Car? Can sleep in?

I've always been lucky to have a car, dont owe anybody a dime for it. Makes good for sleep.

>>693085351

Duh, I could spend 5K in a day. In an hour, and so could you.

Obviously the point of the question is why did the poster spend that money while in dire straights.

>>693085492
Noice cheers. You did it man, I'm proud of you.

>>693085855
Army, full-time?

Call your recruiter, they may be able to get you in earlier if it means saving you from being homeless

>>693085044
TAKE THE BLOODY SHOT

>>693085998

my mind was so fucked after losing a 1.5 year relationship + my place to live + my job that i just wanted to die basically

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>>693085109
+1 internet to you good sir

>>693085855
>I'm going to end up homeless again for at least a week. Fuck me.

Frankly, I wouldn't call that homeless.
I'd call that suburban camping.

Isn't there a friend you can crash with?

>>693086043
cheers bro, I like to try and help others now. I volunteer with an organisation that helps to get kids off the street and kids with mental health issues. Honestly whilst you still have air in your lungs, there is hope

>>693081668
>Get kicked out of apartment
>lose job
>homeless
>find shady homeless drug dealers to hang with
>end up living in drug house for 8 months
>get addicted to heroin
>resort to burglary and other crimes to pay for my habit

>>693085994
Yea, and it bailed me out last time I was homeless during the Winter. It's a sub-compact, so it's not comfortable, but it'll be good enough to live in for a bit and keep my stuff in. It still sucks though.

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>>693081668
I am 34 and at uni. I was a war veteran who served in east timor, afghan and solomon islands. I quit after injury in afghan to face and now starting life all over again in IT because cannot soldier :(
I am not a Robot.

>>693086418

Well good news is, being in the army/navy/ any service is a stupid ass way to live.

so now you can have real dreams

>>693086418
you an Aussie soldier?

So am I. I did Afghan and Iraq.

I am in the process of getting booted for PTSD

Fight through bro

>>693086049
Active duty, Marine Corps.

My recruiter is out of the state right now on personal leave. I can speak to another recruiter and see what can be done, by my ship date's been pushed back a lot on account of the paperwork getting screwed over and over, so I don't know.

>>693084127
Here is short sample of my sister coming into my moms room to bitch about how my mom asked to take a shower in their room because they had a spa tub installed by idiots and so it leaks now.

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1WEKiDiM8sP

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>>693086418
>I was a war veteran who served in east timor, afghan and solomon islands.

Solomon islands?
Exactly how old a war veteran are you?

>>693086730
Yea was RAE combat Engineer.
You wont get shit after you leave from them. Zero support. I had six surgeries to my face from a high PSI impact from ANFO bomb

>Be me
>Get girlfriend pregnant at 23
>Have baby boy
>Split up with girlfriend by 25
>Court allows her to move 4 hrs away
>Paying child support
>She OD's on painkillers
>quit job, move back in with my mom
>present

>>693086258
They all either left already or don't reside in the state.

It's more inconvenient than bad - no plumbing, electricity, or things to do for the most part.

>>693086888
Australian Army has been in Solomons for the past 10 years

>>693086888
We do peace keeping there still, even today.

>>693085928
sure why not

>>693086956
Where is kid?

>>693086418
Did you not understand what you signed up for?

>>693087030
see
>>693086865

>>693086751
Worth a try bro, they will have someone else who you can talk to. mention your plight and ask for help. They may even give you transit accomodation on base

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>>693087006
>We do peace keeping there still, even today.

Those goddamn holdout Nips.

>>693087041
With me. I always had partial custody but because she was unemployed when we went to court, it was in their "best interest" to move back in with her mom at the time.
As soon as she died, I legally became sole custodian.

>>693086865
fuckin raving lunatic
im sorry man

>>693087077
I loved being a soldier. I would still be there. I was given two options since my return of service was over. Sign up again but be transfered to non combat corp like fucking Sigs or something or leave.

>>693086946
I am a Sig, toured both countries with SOTG

I am already getting zero from them, overheard my CO laugh and tell jokes about an officer that tried to kill himself. That was the last straw that caused me to flip out. Now DVA are being a pack of fuckwits.

Lucky I have a decent family to keep me on the straight and narrow. Best of luck man

>>693087242
For fucking family court its always "best interest" to stay with mom. My mates kid was awarded solely to mom -- who showed up D&D to trial.

>>693086304
Amen to that. It's never over, ever.

>>693087347
these are the stories that keep me away from signing up
as much as I want to since I have nothing else right now

>>693086956

at least you know you have full control of how you raise your son, and you don't have to pay child support now, you can care for your own son.

seems like a win that she died to me, but if you don't like being a father then thats another problem

>>693087361
total bullshit. it's slowly changing to be more fair towards single dads but still pretty far off.

>>693087347
Yea Uni was my best option or work in the mines as a blast monkey. Kinda over explosives after all the surgery to my face from it. Just have to accept my new life now. Yea same to you mate

>>693087283
A few days after that we had to call the cops to get her to leave my moms room.
She completely believes she has never done anything wrong in her life.

She is kinda trying to get better but she is confused because it's starting to click how retarded she has been.
She isn't completely retarded like her husband but doesn't think before doing anything.

>My wife and kids die in a house fire
>Blame myself because I was too busy with work to be there to help them escape
>Develop a drinking problem
>Thought I had it under control
>Start drinking before work
>Get pulled over in work hours by police in company car
>Lose my license
>Boss understands my issues, but has no choice but to fire me
>Slowly eat into my saving after 6 months of doing nothing but drinking
>Get behind on my mortgage and end up lossing the house
>Spend a couple of months on the streets
>After a year the death Insurance comes through
>$500k in the bank
>Decide I need to pull my shit together
>Buy a small apartment

So far, I've been drink free for 2 months. Started looking for a new job. May even use the money I have left from the insurance to buy a small cafe.

>>693087306
There's nothing wrong with being in a non-combat occupation. Everyone has their role.

>>693086865
Shit bro. Mental illnesses suck. Wish I could do something for you.

>>693087306
Why though? all the military does now is make things worse.

>>693087459
I dunno Kapooka is a bit of a giggle

>>693087498
The kid has to grow up without a mother now though.

>>693087459
time of my life when I was in

worth every minute

just the end was a heap of shit

>>693087606
Do not use the money to buy the cafe. Establish a job first, then form an llc to take the loan for a cafe -- that way they can't come back and take your money.

>>693087649
Own a gun and live in california?

>Please come shoot me.

>>693087498
It's gotten better. No child support helped. I quit my old job (had it for 10 years), and started my own company which is slowly picking up. Having my son around all the time is a blast. I know he's taken care of and not by someone blasted on pills. It was hard dealing with telling him about his mom, dealing with his emotions about it, mothers day, etc.

>>693085492
Client. Your main client.

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>>693087459
>these are the stories that keep me away from signing up

Amen brother.
My dad raised me with the thought of going into the military.
And I admire the honor, brotherhood, commitment, etc.
But your life is literally in the hands of dumb fuckwits and you can't change that.
At least with a job, you can quit.

>>693087656
When you are a soldier you really dont think about politics all that much. You kinda tune it out actually. You know everything on the media is given an angle so nothing really phases you when you read it. I got to work out every morning and get paid for it and as an engineer we get to play with all the best toys...

>>693087753
this is very good advice

>>693087606
Whatever you do, don't blow that money. Your wife and kids died for it.

>be me chillin at work
>some tall jacked up mulatto comes up to me
>starts talking shit and roasting me with his catchphrases
>tell him to stop talking shit and settle it like a man
>we duke it out infront of a huge ass crowd
>get rock bottomed
>"1-2-3" lose my title belt

>>693087831
yeah client/customer

we use both terms depending on the service we are offering. If its selling a device they are customers, if we are consulting they are clients

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>>693087581
its a crying shame
theres so many people like this who just cant be reasoned with and are a complete waste of human life

>Used to be addicted to the hokey pokey.
>But I've turned myself around.

>>693087863
Yea you start getting that trapped feeling after a few years. Its all fine until you are proper fucked injured. I was my Sarges favourite until I was a casualty. Then the way I was treated by the unit as a whole was very different. My Sarge had a go at me one day after I was fresh out of a surgery (general anesthetic etc) and he had stabbed me with duties to take a bunch of guys fresh from IETs around base and I had just gone and grabbed a coffee and sat down because YOLO. And I pushed sarge into a flower bed. Got three months in military prison. We both had a good laugh after I got out though. Should have hit the cunt but.

>>693084127
More

>When we were kids we had one computer
>My sister was obsessed with her online friends because she couldn't make many in real life
>We would have to pry her from the computer
>One time as we tried to pull computer chair away from the computer it fell back.
>According to her after it fell back we held her down
>Actually we still were trying to get her out of the chair
>She was still gripping the chair.

>>693087606
My brothers a recovering alcoholic. He made it three months before he relapsed super hard. Two tips. One, it never gets easy. You'll always have weak days. Two, find a sponsor. Just having someone to call and talk to about shit can be that line between staying sober and ramming into a family while drunk. Good luck.

>>693088077
>But I've turned myself around.

That's what it's all about, man.

>>693088074
I'm not perfect but I am pretty sure she is the reason I got almost no self esteem.

She always has to be the center of attention.
And if she isn't then everyone is ignoring her.

>>693085109
Eggs are a complete protein too fyi...

Last couple weeks the local market been selling a dozen for 99¢.

For a dollar more, get a pack of ramen to drip the egg into...

Filling, with the protein you need to keep you fixed up, and the straight carbs to fuel you.

>>693081668
>drink a 1/5th before noon everyday for 3 years.
>three times drank 4 oz of rubbing alcohol (isopropyl or whatever it's called,) 8 oz is a lethal dose, but it would drive off the shakes if I didn't have a drink that day.
>arrested for stealing beer while blackout on benzos and tetering on DTs, 5 whole dollars worth, probation for two years.

I went to rehab eventually, my heart and liver haven't taken enough damage for it to be be a medical concern.

>>693087816
It will be tough, and you'll never be able to act as both parents, but when he's older and wiser he'll appreciate everything. I promise

>>693086865
Sweet baby Jesus, do society a favour and smother her with a pillow while she sleeps.

>>693086751
NOOOOOOO

DO NOT DO
DO NOT DO
DO NOT DO.

If you tell then you're homeless they will drop your fucking ass faster than a sandbag.

>>693088691
That would mean me and my mom would have to raise my niece because her dad is actually retarded, functionally retarded but retarded.

He has been working at Lowes for 17+ years, he is still a sale associate because he is too stupid to be a manager.
Also he was in the retard classes in school.

>Got married at 20.
>Divorced by 25
>End up fucking prostitutes
>Get sick off it
>Start going to adult cinema's
>Sitting there stroking my dick, guy walks up and gets on his knees and starts sucking my cock
>Get home and feel disgusted with myself. (Crying Game shower scene)
>Suddenly find myself going on a regular basis
>It's not enough for me, I need more
>Start going to gay saunas
>One night I go out on the town and get drunk as fuck
>Wake up on the floor at a gay sauna
>Anus is covered and dripping with semen
>2 weeks later I get really sick
>Go to the doctor
>Find out I have HIV

This was 2 weeks ago when I found out. Trying to hold myself together.

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Rock bottom is watching this movie Lucy.

This movie is ass.

>>693089068
I don't believe you

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>>693089074
Whatever trying to make the best of life -_-

>>693089068

damn dude id legit kill myself after that.

but, theres always hope.

>>693089213
Aren't you the depressed richfag on the depression post?

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>>693089068
Lost it at anus dripping with semen

>>693088782
Okay, okay, noted.

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hey fags,
name's Dan. Just here to remind you losers that you guys are all insecure fat, fugly, man children with no lives. You lonely fucktards probably never seen a vagina in real life lmao. Maybe its because no sane girl wants to fuck some racist neckbeard who thinks he was too smart for school despite flunking out and living in their mom's basement. fucking pathetic. While you guys were too busy jerking off to ponies and traps, I was busy fucking the prom queen while being valedictorian and getting admissions from every ivy league university. Do the world a favor and kill yourselves because youre wasting my air.
>pic related its me and my gf

>>693089035
....Christ, that poor kid was fucked from the word "go".

>>693089068
pics or it didnt happen

>>693089068
haha faggot

u got hiv

>>693089534
I am trying my best to make sure she uses her brain instead of being a moron like her parents.

>>693089532
your gf is average at best

>>693089532
Prepare to be cucked

>>693089780
Godspeed, and may your endeavours be fruitful.

>>693089532
Someone is still a little kid blind to the reality that is life.

>It sucks, all you are ever doing is trying to push off the onset of death or hoping it comes soon.

>>693089883
>implying his "gf" isnt being plowed by 10 niggers and only openly dating his autistic cuck face to please her parents

>>693089532

thats funny and stuff but you're still an unattractive gay boy who needs to post pictures of other people on the internet to try to validate your lack of self worth. even if it is you, one 6/10 girl doesn't matter to anyone

Well I am off to smoke more weed because it's the only thing that keeps me sane.

>I'm the one with the actually psychotic sister.

>>693087606
dude
wow

>>693089532
Yeah whatever now post nudes or gtfo

>>693083884
What a sack of shit

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>>693089353
I'm not depressed but I'm having major insomnia. I just finished renovating my house and I had a major party tonight. Getting in the sauna.

>>693090549
t...tyler?

>>693090549
ive always wanted to try a sauna
never had the money

>>693089532
Why do I miss john when I read this :(

>>693089532
Can I suck your dick anon?

>>693089532
LMAO

Weather Board house
Shitty fitting suit...no doubt rented
Short ass GF=short kids
face it kid...u have little going for u so far and very little potential in the coming future. keep out of the big pond and go back to whatever backwater u sprung from.

>>693090549
Insomnia is a bitch, I got non-24 hour sleep phase disorder. It's like my body thinks there is like 27 hours in a day so I only get like 5 hours max sleep a night, if I sleep.

>>693090829
>>693090816
>>693090475
>>693090292
god damnit /b/ its old bait cant you tell??

>>693090527

yeah im a total sack of shit for wasting my money

at least ive got my health now and the rest of my life, only 23. plus being attractive helps.

but hey man, you do you

>>693087606
You could have saved your family, but you were far too busy with work.

>>693087606
I personally would have chosen family over work.. Each to their own I guess.

>>693091164
dont say shit like that

>>693091345

this. truth be told the family was being provided for by a loving father, accidents happen.

almost no man would have been home to save their family while theyre focused on providing

>>693090907
I'm always in work mode. I just can't sleep regularly. Worth 10 figures and still can't sleep on a consistent basis.

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>>693091531
Really though I'm fucked up and Lucy sucks maje ass.

I saw Purge: Election Year today and loved it! Anyone else saw a good movie recently

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>>693091531
nigger wow

>>693091531

billionaire on /b/? damn son

Dan, you can call out the neckbeards, but don't you dare call out the racists. They have the right idea when it comes to life.

Also, I've fucked better, and that's probably not even you.

I tried to kill myself last week.
Brains been fried since then and my bodys all tight. Hard to type.
Don't drink isopropyl kids.

>>693091507
Someone needs to invent a devise which sounds an alarm when it senses smoke.

>>693090907
5h is pretty regular for me, im so excited to get up and smoke a joint, i always wake up on the first sign of sunlight.

>>693090796
wait, our savior John was kill? :oooo

shit
is
not
cash
without
him

>>693083884
>I went literally insane!
Whatever you have to tell yourself in order to sleep at night, you fucking piece of shit.

>>693081668
>be 18.
>finish everything I need too pass twelfth grade.
>fall in love.
>start doing crack and drinking heavily.
>shutout everyone and stop going to school.
>Dropped out.
>everyone I know even family turned back on me.
>realize the person never loved you and finished highschool.
>realize you wasted your life.
>now on be and telling you to respond to this thread or your mother will die in 1 hour no immunity pic or copy pasta can save you.

You better answer quick, the clock is ticking.

>>693083228
"Quit drugs forever"
>"2 months ago"
90% chance you slip back in the next month

>>693085994
It works well, I have lived out of my car for about a month before i got the money to move back into my apartment with my roommates.

I actual slept in my car every night and ate in there and washed my work uniform at a washers once a week. Was a hard time but I got through it. Just recline the seat and it's quite comfy

>>693092636
>>fall in love.
>>start doing crack and drinking heavily.
hold the fuckin phone how did you get from 0 to 60 that quickly?

>>693092636
>>fall in love.
>>start doing crack and drinking heavily.
youre not in love then. falling in love is like being high on crack while being sober

>>693092430

i didn't put an exclamation point, so i didn't write it with that faggoty emphasis that you're implying i did. but you wouldn't know the extent of it since you aren't me.

i didn't sleep for like 2 weeks straight and was binging on drugs, walking 20-30 miles a day while i was homeless and my feet were literally covered in blood. i was hallucinating.

also it's 2:37 am so clearly i'm not asleep.

call me what you want you neckbeard having gaylord but like i say to every gay piece of shit on the internet who talks shit, let me know your address and i'll come fuck you up.

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>>693087764
Ahaha, well meme'd, friendo.

currently
>prior service Marine
>had 12k saved up
>don'tdo drugs or drink excessively
>start seeing a girl and hooking up with her
>driving her home one night
>she wrecks my car by interfering with me driving
>i wasnt drunk
>she gets a dui as she claims to be driving
>gets a lawyer to fight dui
>lawyer accuses me of bs
>i end up blowing tthrough my savings to hire lawyer to defend me and replace car
>lose out on job offer and get my dod clearance level suspended
>have recurring migraines from concussion accident
>have lost friends who believe her lies
>still unsure of what will happen as case is pendinh
>currently in debt for first time due to lawyer costs

fuck women.

>>693092776
The real biggest secrets about car living:
1. Goodwill sleeping bag
2. Goodwill books.
3. Goodwill LED light, steal batteries from around store.

>>693092857
>You aren't in love because of irrelevant reason
okey
Don't fucking tell someone what they do and do not feel, mong.

>>693092977
Why did you let her claim she was driving?

Why do you have to get a lawyer if she's fighting the DUI? Is she suing you or something?

>>693093304
Words is hard

>>693084442
>Has PTSD forever

Yup, sure are living the dream sir

>>693085109

I think you deserve sainthood.

>>693092992
I didn't even use a sleeping bag, I had a pair of track pants and a jumper and a cheap cost co blanket, if it was super cold I would crank the heater for a few minutes then turn it off. Kept the car warm for a while. The only downside is not hot food as I had nowhere to cook or heat it up so I ate a lot of chips and biscuits and fruit etc.

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>>693092636

>Be me
>have fight with neighbours to the left and right of my home
>they call in their rich asshole friend from over on the other side of the pond
>they begin wrecking up my turf big-time
Mfw I still managed to kill six million of der Juden

>>693081668
I was homeless for a little bit. Almost took my life. Thought my education was lost for good and any shot at the career i wanted. Girl left me. Family members died.

I fixed what i could and accepted what i couldnt. Things are Better now. Peace be with you anon.

>>693093626
Where did you park? I got caught by the cops twice for sleeping in my car parked at the park after dark, and once by a crazy ass security guard when I slept in a mall's parking lot.

>Out drinking one night
>Decide I'm going to drive home
>Friend stop me
>I drunkenly sneak off and get in my car and leave the party
>I get half way home
>Bam!
>Hit something on the road, think it's a dog and get out for a look
>See a young guy bloody on the road
>Proceed to go into panic attack on the floor next to him
>Bystander has called ambulance
>Police arrive and arrest me
>End up getting 7 years for manslaughter, but get out after 4

>>693093839

You can get a monthly parking permit and put those windshield protectors in all your windows.

costs like 40 a month,

or park in residential areas with open spaces.
switch it up, different street every night. if cop bangs on window don't answer cause he can't see shit

>>693093997

monthly parking permit in most business inclined areas* plenty of lots like that.

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>Had a job paying $155,000
>Got drunk one night with my friends
>Flipped car outside police station
>lost licence for 2 years
>lost job at that company
>now work for a less prestigious firm
>only earn 115k
>and no car

Feelsbadman

>>693094093

lmao

>>693093839
I parked at the back of my work carpark (24hr maccas) so there were always cars parked there. I never got told off by anyone. I stole a 5 pack of window covers which just stick on your windows so nobody can look in.

Rock Bottom

here I go

>be me
>be 20
>have ADHD
>didn't get meds till 18
>started smoking weed at 13
>was addicted to MDMA when 17
>been an alcoholic for the last 2 years
>mentally unfit for work
>everyone around my age has a better life
>cars, jobs, girlfriends and holidays etc...
>nan died recently
>sister has PTSD cause someone died in her arms after they were shot
>brothers in shock and scared of me cause of an incident that happened a couple of days
>living alone in my dads house atm
>haven't had my anti-anxiety/depression meds in like 4 days
>don't know what the magical fuck I'm doing with my live
>live of £500 a month
>desperate to go back into detox
>desperate to become a personal trainer
>don't know if I can actually do it or if I am capable of doing it
>but fuck life, fuck you and fuck everything...im gonna make it happen.

what do guys think?

>>693083228
How much were you racking to have that happen? Did you have a predisposition to schizophrenia?

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>>693094093
Total b8 but just in case it's not. How is that rock bottom you faggot!?

>>693093997
>>693094237
>>693094063
That's actually pretty good, thanks. 24-hour places I know tend to not care - I spent a lot of nights camping Wal-Mart's lot. Didn't even get robbed once.

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>it's raining
>get to my girlfriends place
>strange rental car in driveway
>walk in
>she's getting eaten out by a guy in a stained white shirt and a buzzed head
>them feels
>I don't do anything
>I go home
>cry
>be depressed for the next 2 years
>post here

>My brother's girlfriend arranged for this guy to come to my girlfriends house
>it was her ex boyfriend
>I thought she was marriage material
>I never loved a girl like her
>Don't think I ever will
>contemplating suicide
>find god
>makes being alone feel less alone
>I'm super self conscious
>I will never be good enough
>I work out, get good job
>I start to like myself more
>now I don't feel love anymore

I survived rock bottom and now I'm living a lonely life in a house way too big for me.

>>693094580

fuck that bitch you have a nice house now.

>>693086865
Sorry to hear that man, we love you <3

>>693094580
Sounds like you dodged a bullet. Be glad you got rid of her before you married her, bro. Also, fuck your brother's girlfriend up. It's only fair.

>>693094580
your god is a superstition
you need to purify your soul in the fire of hatred
hate yourself, its who deserve to be h8ed

>>693087606
It's not your fault man, stay strong.

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>be me
>12 y o
>me friend want to rock bottom me
>counter attack
>STONE COLD STUNNER

be my hero OP,

>>693094851

fuck what this guy said if it makes you happy, doesn't hurt you or anyone else, and grants importance to your life; by all means do it.

>>693094730
with no one in it but myself and a dog.

I used to like to party and shit. Ever since that happened I became an introvert. I don't go out and meet new people either. I also can't stand girls with tats, and just about all of the girls I still keep in contact with have them.

>>693094799
She moved to texas, I was so depressed to do anything. She was jealous of what we had. My bro dumped her and ended up getting engaged to another girl shortly after.

>>693094851
my god saved my life. I no longer feel hatred.
I have a house, a car, and am moving up in the world. Alone.

>>693094960
>seek satisfaction in anything, whether its true or superficial is of no consequence
nice philosophy you got there bru

>>693095006
Loneliness is a choice.

>>693095072

Yeah and how much are you accomplishing by constantly seeking truth and needing to prove everything is real? are you inventing new things that are fundamentally changing the world? Are you conquering diseases? Are you contributing to the betterment of anything? Does not believing in god make YOU happier? im an atheist and i really don't give a fuck who believes in god if it makes them happy.

there are plenty worse things than a kind person who has slight delusions. and those delusions would only be delusions based on mine and your opinion, so it doesn't really matter anyway.

>>693094354
>brothers in shock and scared of me cause of an incident that happened a couple of days
what happen?

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>>693084442

>>693081668

lost my ass in a divorce. live in my 2 door jeep and shower at a truck stop.

>>693093420
PTSD is a treatable and curable disease you fucking twat

>>693095281

long story short, some cunt smashed me in the head with his car door and then punched me in the head like 5-6 times and my brother was holding my arms back to stop me going to jail which meant I couldn't defend myself so I got super pissed off at him and that plus the recent death in the family has put him in a bad state :(

>>693081668
As of right now I'm kind of at rock bottom I have this "girlfriend" if you could even call her that anymore. Anyways, I got kicked out of her house a friends house and probably leaving this place im staying now but Ive been with this girl for two and a half years, now suddenly she wants a "break" fine, I met a new friend and another girl, this other girl is like in my head really bad, I got a new job as a cook I love what I do I'm trying to get my own place ASAP Im kind of halfway in rock bottom I'm trying to climb up. Work, I'm probably going to leave my girlfriend of two years for this new girl I'm working I'm trying to get a place so I don't know if I'm entirely at rock bottom. Idk my first big step is the break up, /b/ros should I go thru with it? >>693082060

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>>693090549
Tyler go to bed you fucking faggot

>>693095266
delusion: a fixed false belief that is resistant to reason or confrontation with actual fact

delude: to mislead the mind or judgment of; deceive


if thats how you want to live, go ahead bru

>>693095508

yeah. make it clean, if she starts arguing don't bite, just let her know it's over and bounce.

then focus on you, and keep up the good work.

>>693095204
yes, it's mine. No matter who or what I choose to blame it is up to me to be alone.

There are plenty of girls out there, I am just afraid of love. I'm afraid of meeting her family, I'm afraid of being linked to someone else, I'm afraid of loving someone who isn't meant for me.

>>693095266
We need more people like you. I didn't find got through preachers or books. I found him through life experiences and time when I should have died but didn't. I was in a severe car crash when I was a kid but I didn't die, no one did. I felt a presence that felt almost divine. Somehow comforting. My brother was next to me bleeding from the head, my mom's car smashed to pieces in the middle of the freeway. Somehow we didn't hit any other cars and I felt calm. It was a strange tranquility and comfort. I also fell from a good hieght upside down years later. I felt my body fall, but my legs caught something and my head stopped a few inches from the ground. I had that same feeling of tranquility and comfort. I should have died. But I didn't.

I just know that there are things the human mind cannot comprehend, and that god is one of them. Kind of like how the mantis shrimp can see more colors than the spectrum than we can. Humans cannot possible comprehend what these colors are, as they are beyond what we know and can only be seen instead of calculated.

>>693095659
i support what this man said to do

>>693094952
Was that last year, kiddo?

>>693095763
>didn't find got through

>>693095632

it wouldn't be me who's living the delusion, i'm just stating that IF something is helping someone ELSE cope with a tough situation, (also mind you, im pretty sure 85% of the world population believes in some sort of god, if not more. not including me, because i don't) then they can go right ahead. live and let live IF it isn't affecting you in any way shape or form. if your feelings are so important that someone simply stating they're religious triggers you into a group protection mode where you want to make sure they aren't fooling themselves, then idk man. just dont worry about others as much.

in the end, one guy being a dick won't eradicate religion. so your philosophy is just as useless

>>693095763
when i read posts like this, i hope its either people making stuff up entirely or confused 14 year old kids

>>693095876
whats my philosophy, i missed it

i got distracted by yours, which is like worshiping Russell's Teapot rather than feeling uncomfortable about needing it
loooooool

>>693084769
>mam your husband was killed in a car accident
>the driver was a substance abuse

>>693095837
fuck man, just got back from the bar. Don't hate the grammatical errors.

>>693095917
Hope is the first step in believing something. Whether it be satan, god, buddha, cthulhu, or any other religion.

Your mind cannot grasp the idea of a being greater than ones self. So you find pleasure is judging others.

If I'm wrong I have wasted a lifetime, if you're wrong, you have wasted an eternity.

Not trying to convert or anything. You do you. I'm just saying that judgement shouldn't be so easily passed.

>>693095771
nah, the attitude era - 1998-2001

>>693095659
She texted me today after a week of not talking to me at all. Mean while this new girl who I just met a couple days ago ditched some other dude for me and drove 8 miles to get me and see me. Then let me text him off her phone. My "girlfriend" didn't even come and see me for a week nor did she call me or text me I told her what was up today when she texted me. Idk man.... and this girls smile is just fucking stunning

>>693096042

your philosophy is essentially, if you don't believe it it must not be true. not only that but you're compelled to put down someone elses beliefs.

something as innocent as believing in god is not something to be scrutinized for regardless of how you feel about it.

whether its a philosophy or not, being some guy who likes to "debate" by telling someone else their beliefs are inferior is just being an ass hole. but that's cool man

>>693096134
>worshiping cthulhu gets you into heaven by Jehovah and Allah

>noice, this religion thing is easier than i thought

>>693096334
the alternative is: if someone else believes it, it must also be true

that makes a lot of sense, doesnt it

>>693096329

sounds like an easy choice my friend.

>>693081668
OP is a Faggot
Rock Bottom

>>693096452

basically, i keep my own opinions on life to myself when it comes to someone who believes differently, and won't be swayed by me being an ass hole. and i give them advice that will better suit a positive outcome, rather than belittle a choice that isn't causing harm to them.

>>693096465
It does seem lIke an easy choice but it's... it's harder than it seems lol when it actually happens it won't be easy two years is a long ass time but I think bit needs to happen.. it's the same shit every time.

>>693096371
Is it strange that God, Jahovah, and Allah are all the same?

I'm not saying one religion is right. I'm just saying that I believe for reasons. Some people don't have reasons to believe, as they haven't experienced anything like it. People have free will. They do what they feel they should, not what religion tells them. I'm no preacher, or a "good christian". I just try to live my life doing good without expecting in return. In that aspect I help the community and the people around me. I feel that the good karma from that is a reward of sorts. I would still do the right thing even if there was consequences.

Whether I go to heaven or hell is irrelevant at the time being. Maybe I'm not living like I should be. I just want to be helpful and genuine.

>>693095501
sounds like a legit story lol, bet you took those punches like a chump. also how are you living off 500 , ur parents paying for you ? you piece of shit

>>693096607
sounds like you try to avoid believing in anything at all that might cause you a problem

take a stand on something, you limp dick wiener

>get divorced at 23, wife had developed schizophrenia
>used to hold kinives. to my throat.
>put cigarettes out on me when i slept.
>rebound girl 10/10 NFL cheerleader
>not even fucking kidding.
>she's a nympho. 6 years older.
>go out to eat.
>ecoli poisoning. dies.
>go on a drunk.
>get dwi
>lose job.
>family disowns me
>little brothrr had been killed drunk driving.

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>>693096779
you should think more before you start typing. think of the end before you start.

>>693096836

no, dude. lol.

i have my set of "beliefs" or whatever you want to call them, and i can also see when my opinion WILL NOT HAVE AN EFFECT ON ANOTHER PERSON, because just like you, and your stubbornness, people of faith have the same ability to remain unswayed. so rather than making every conversation with a person of faith be about how they're wrong, i focus on something that can make things more right.

its called not wasting my time trying to bring about a change in people who wont see my side of it.

remind me again how many religious zealots youve converted to atheism

>>693093304
because he is a 14 year old, never had a girlfriend and hates women because he is fat. he typed it out for that last "fuck women." part

>>693096888
Sorry man. Everything happens for a reason. Maybe it's all to tell you that life is precious and that sometimes people die, but that is not the end of them. Though their soul may be gone, the memories and emotions you've shared with them will live on in you. Use what they taught you to better yourself and give your life more meaning. Let the experiences of your past wives make love that much richer.

>>693096986
I pointed out that three names for god are the same. I also said that it's ok not to believe. Then I stated my purpose in life is to be a good person. Is it that hard to grasp for a puny mind?

>>693094354
>mentally unfit for work
aka lazy

>>693081668
Some years ago
>25 Yo
>Left Uni.
>Back at my mom´s house
>Left home
>Eventually become a homeless
>Sleeping alone at bus station and eating from dumpsters
Finally i went back home and started Uni. again, i´m kinda well today, but fuck, i had some rough years.

>>693097056
I have single-handedly converted ten thousand DAESH militants from Sunni Hanbali Wahhabbababali to Buddhist monastery life. Then I converted them into Catholics. Then I converted them into atheists. Then I split them into two group, half registered to work the Trump campaign. The other half went to Sanders.

inb4 "no u didnt"

>>693086888
East timor and soloman islands were humanitarian missions but the diggers that got send there refer to themselves as 'veterans' to try and feel special but afganistan was real shit. How many kills anon?

>>693096888
Trips of truth

>>693097287

are you the second coming of l ron hubbard?
lmao

>make noose
>put head through
>don't trust this satellite cable noose to not break or for me to have fucked it up in some other way
>pussy out
>continue to live like a bitch for the rest of my life

Although to be fair, I don't really take anything seriously anymore (like my job, RIP 'career') and I no longer have any hope, dreams or aspirations, so I'm no longer disappointed by shit. So I guess it's not all bad.

>>693096804

nope took the punches like a man, and I live with in my means, say what you want you little faggot

I bet your 30 and still live with your mum actual LOLZ, little pussy i'd love to see you irl kys

>>693097298
plenty of shots fired in ET

none fired in Solis besides a couple of NDs

Have you served in Ghan or Iraq?

>>693097231

aka the GP and the psychiatrist at the hospital diagnosed me as so, faggot go kys

>>693097566
>Go to hajiland
>Sit at FOB all day long eating pizza hut
>be moving boxes
>get stung by the black scorpion shit fucker
>go into cardiac arrest that night
>be medically discharged at 100% for nerve damage
>get called a combat vet

>>693097566
200 confirmed kills. Unless you count kobolds. Then 375.

>>693082358
Where are you /b/ro? I wish I can find people like you to house and feed.

>>693097566
Nah i'm not in the army yet, i enlist in august but have family friends that were in afghan and iraq

>>693081668
whered u get that thread pic?

>>693097779
lol

>>693097860
cool. Best of luck. I just got med discharged.

All the deployments (combat) have dried up, hope you enjoy field time

>>693097860
>>693098064
Don't worry, the chance that Hillary will invade someone and send you to your death is non-trivial

>>693097860
Yeah patching up tires and shit for me, oh well maybe north korea will wage war or something.

>>693098165
we are not Americans you cuck

>>693098575
np, she'll invade your shitty country then and you'll die regardless

>>693092934
>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

this is always fun to cite. :)

>>693098810
>angry delta force copypasta

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I'm joining British paras in a few years.
https://youtu.be/HN-U_INtUSs
Should be fun.

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>>693094580
Wow pic related is what happened to you. What did you do to cause this?

>>693094354
im literally in the same boat
its even harder when people just brush you off as lazy or whatever and they say you're just whining and should man up and get a job or whatever
fuck those guys