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wartime feels for OP

>>692924930
Had similar thing happen to me in Sophomore year of high school with a girl that I was absolutely infatuated with. Move on and find other meaning in your life and if you cannot find meaning make your own meaning goddamn it. I live by the cardinal rule that anybody who is reliant on another for one's happiness is a fool. Find a hobby work out read nobody's stopping you anon. Get out there and grab life by the balls.

>>692924930
Sonny you had a blessing, theres nothing worse than if she had done this after a commited relationship between you two. I just found out my ex girlfriend has been with multiple guys after only a couple weeks of being broken up.
>Be me
>Date first gf
>Best thing that could ever happen, 10/10 relationship both in deep love
>after a month and a half notice shes talking to other guys through text too much
>bring it up, set rules after a series of lies from her
>she blames me for being controlling
>definentlynot.jpg
>we break up, her thinking its my fault
>goes and whores herself out after saying she wasnt interested in these guys
>Lose something perfect because shes a whore

Mate if you had loved this girl and she did this to you after a couple months or years of dating and you guys were both avidly in love, you might be rational in suicide but this was just a fling that ended badly. Another girl will come along and she will be more perfect than anything else in this world, just wait. Thats what I'm doing at least...

>>692925647
at the time we had talked online for a little over a month and she was really all i could think about and the only reason i got up in the morning cause i was homeschooled and a fatass.

still am a fatass, i guess.

Really dumb reason to be suicidal. You're not entitled to her. She said no, move on.
You even said you look like a fat retard in person. Most girls in life will say no then. Correct your hygiene, get a haircut, shave, fix your shit skin, get your eyebrows done, wear contacts instead of glasses, lose your weight and lift.

>>692926198
ive been suicidal for a long time
and it wasnt just because of a girl.

ive been depressed for so long now

>>692925647
Women know not of camaraderie or loyalty. This would explain the propensity for them to become "war brides." Happened it Nazi occupied France where French women would go and marry Germans because they were perceived to be stronger. Same thing happened in American occupied Japan. Women care not for the tribe nor are they capable of experiencing not just love for one man but also love for much more abstract concepts like culture history and morals.

Tl;dr: Never trust the vaginal jew

>>692925897
Youre talking to a 300 pound kissless, hand holdless faggot right now (before I starte dating this girl two months ago), nothing changed by having that girlfriend except for not being a virgin. Sure having sex is great and it feels great but im telling you that Id rather stay a virgin had this girl never backstabbed me. I am a fatass, Im somewhat socially awkward and I didnt kiss a girl til 2 months ago. A girl can come along I assure you, not a week before I dated this girl I literally scrolled through a kissless thread thinking I might stay this way forever. There is a girl for you, a better one, someone you deserve out there. This girl can come out of nowhere and at any point in your life. Just because you are not physically attractive doesnt mean youll stay this way, I got a girl and I weigh 300 pounds man its possible.

>>692924930
wait you said that was in 2011

yet you're also saying that its now


OP are you a 15 year old....
you dont have to lie.

>>692926493
Oh I thought all of this not 2 weeks into my relationship, she confessed having sex with her ex a couple months before we dated even though he cheated on her because shes an irrational cunt. For the next two months of that relationship I tried my hardest from stopping the inevitable, which is women are cunts that go around and love getting slammed. Women sometimes are not capable of empathy and commitment and that really fucked me over by thinking that was possible when I started that relationship.

>>692926709
im 19.
where did i say that it happened now?

>>692926846
>called her on skype
>no answer
>texted her
>no response
>aaaand now im suicidal, wbu /b/?

just seems a bit odd for you to become depressed over it 5 years later...

>>692926354
Oh. Do all of what i said. Self esteem will go up, fitness makes you mentally healhier and happy. Make that your motivation. Then when you do go to social gatherings, or easier join a local club of what interests you. You'll naturally have more friends. Do it like your life depends on it, because maybe it does.

>>692926354
You gotta make something out of your life, if youre fat dont get on a treadmill tonight and start running, just start small with soda, cut it for water. Then you can move on to bigger things and once the ball starts rolling, you want the ball to move faster and you will make something happen in your life. I found a gf by doing nothing but being myself, but if you feel like you need to do something about your current state to make your life better, then start small and it will snowball.

>>692926972
she was kind of my first girlfriend and she was with me for like over a month and then we actually went on our first date

kinda just spiraled downward from there
was homeschooled
really fat
no friends

>>692926980
Fuck.....
God damn it why couldn't she be 6 years younger and met me 10 years ago.

Oh right, because I would never have been able to get her with my past self.

Lemme go kms

>>692927160
yeah but your not really answering what i said

if this all happened in 2011 then why do you give a shit now?
just join tinder or something
im 22 stone (dont know the conversion) so im a fat fuck but the thing is there are women who like fat guys believe it or not
just join online stuff and try and meet people
they may not be the prettiest

but they'll bang

>>692927160
Being fat means nothing man, you can get pussy being fat I can confirm. Yes homeschooled is kinda bad but as a kid you cant control your life too much and so now that you are older (hopefully) you can now control your life and make it into something. Go to college, get a degree, make friends, find a girl, get a successful job and start a life.

>>692927383
What this guy said.

But at the same time, dont force yourself to go out and fuck, just because you put your dick in between two pieces of meat doesnt mean shit if you dont get yourself a committed relationship, that speaks volumes compared to sex.

>>692926790
The sexual "revolution" of the 1960's did irrevocable damage to not just gender dynamics but to Western Society as a whole. Most Men are just as bad as Women when it comes down to promiscuity, the delineating factor between the two is that men never think of it beforehand and are rather sexually tempted into it with the false promise of "love" which women use to manipulate men to satiate their own promiscuous desires.

My honest advice is to forget about women entirely and do what many of those MGTOW people end up doing albeit in a less extreme manner. Find a hobby, read some books, educate yourself on the history of your people and seek fulfillment in life on your own accord however and whenever you desire. Do not let petty emotion guide you.

>>692924930
Stop harrassing her, she doesn't sound slightly interested. If this is pushing you over the edge, you obviously haven't had serious financial problems

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>tfw you can't relate to "profile pic vs tagged pic" posts because nobody tags you in pics
>tfw no friends
how do i make friends im dying on my own

>>692927641
I hope this is bait. You are a troubled man if you really believe this haha. Youre going to have a limited life in terms of relationships if you hold onto that. Yes I got hurt, and yes most women end up hurting guys for their own personal gains but that does not mean all and you need to let go sometimes. Youre letting hatred guide you, Im letting me guide...me. I trust in myself and so one bad relationship wont hurt me, it seems live youve been hurt or confused.

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Hey, any of you fags have the Ella story saved? Its been a long time since I got to read that one.

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>>692928035

All relationships with women I have ever managed to be a part of bear with them one common denominator: They always leave my hurt and dead inside when I realize that my naive desires for love and connection from a woman cannot possibly be achieved.

Just as an animal learns to avoid fire after it has been scalded by it, I will learn to avoid that which hurts me. Only a fool would wander into a spiked pit in the ground off his own accord. I intend to not be the fool.

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>>692924930
Bitch please. Heres a real fucking sad story.
>be me 2010
>17 weak
>I went to nigville school in alabama
>was called a faggot every single day. I was lucky if i didnt get beat till i bled
>bro was spastic who got set off and mad by litterally anything. couldnt trust mom or bro
>started talking to myself cuz no one else would
> 3 people, Scarlet, Ann, Blitz
>started to believe they were real and heard them in head 247
>basically, Scarlet hates me, Ann hates Scarlet and tells me im perfect, and Blitz hates everything and would yell kill kill kill when i got frustrated
now it gets fucked up
>one day blitz tells me to kill a cat
> I hear "DO IT FAGGOT!" in head 10 times
cant handle
>I lived by this shitty house with a bunch of cats in it
>mind is clusterfuck Scarlet is telling me to kill self, Ann is saying she loves me and shit, Blitz yelling kill kill kill
>had a flint nap kit. didnt take long to make a stone sharpened
>i ended up finding this garfield looking cat
Basically, I grabbed it by the neck and stabbed it in the face about 40 times
>Mind screaming clusterfuck
>eventually get caught. community knows about it and have to go to Hospital for 5 months
>they ask,"Why did you do this?"
>"Some faggot made me"

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>>692925228
and nothing of value was lost.

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>>692927968
I am by no means confused but definitely hurt from past experiences. I intend not to willingly expose myself to that which will ultimately hurt me. I have derived higher meaning in my life and desire not for women anymore. I found comfort in my hobbies (programming and woodworking) as well as reading philosophy from various eras. I refuse to cave into what society wills me to, a bankrupt family man barely holding onto a failing marriage with naught but a few thousand dollars, a beat up care and a decaying house to his name.

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Just relax, OP
The way I see it you should be happy you even dated, not many experience that in their teen, not even in their entire life.
YOu had an experience and now you've learned from it, so move on.
And if that doesn't help, just remember that we will all die and everything in our life life be forgotten one day.
Take it from someone who's been struggling from depression since he was 14


Also don't kill yourself because of some girl

>>692928573
And a tip of the fedora to you my friend. You literally are sounding as if women ARE made out to hurt men. Youve had your face stuck in too many books, found in too many theaters and had too many bad experiences. I get that you want to focus on you, hopefully you are not too old because how youre planning on living is good for only so long before it becomes too toxic. Sure, you wan to focus on you and find yourself which is perfect, but you now have this view that its impossible to find women that wont do these things like "bankrupt family, marriage with a couple grand, decaying house". That is not what commitment and love is about my friend, Im sure you know this deep down. It doesnt matter if you have a two bedroom flat, a shit job and a shitshow of a life in all, whats overcomes all of this is true deep love, and you wont find it thinking like this. Love from a man and a woman throw away the fears and doubts in life, it makes life with this woman seem irreplacable. Im sure youve been hurt, but when you find the woman that gives you this feeling without backstabbing or taking it away, I assure you that no matter what your life ends up, so long as its with this woman, it will be plenty worth so long as you are with her.

You need to stop reading this history and philosophy you speak of, you need to get your values and boundaries set by YOU not what history and professors consider are right and wrong. Find your values, find someone that fits these values and live a happy life with them, no one can do this better than YOU.

should i dump the clarissa comics?

>Be me, about 6-7 years old
>Hot cousin 9.5/10, 16 yo
>Huge crush on cousin
>At grandma's house
>Hot cousin is showering in downstairs bathroom
>Upstairs bathroom has a laundry chute that is directly over downstairs shower
>Idea.jpg
>Open up bathroom closet with laundry chute
>Hot cousin taking shower
>Little nub of a penis is getting hard
(Side note, I loved to run around my grandma's house naked at this age, she let me do whatever)
>Keeps peeping on hot cousin
>Grandma opens bathroom door while i'm peeping on cousin in closet
>I scream as she opens the door and a towel falls down chute on cousin showering
>Run out of bathroom completely naked with little nub boner
>ohshit.jpg
>Cousin and grandma ask about what I was doing
>Say I was grabbing towel and grandma spooked me so I dropped towel
>tfw bullshitted your way out of peeping on cousin

>>692928573

The fedora is strong in this one

>>692929794
i mean the thread is dying so just dump literally everything in your feels folder, man.

>>692929271
All women have ever managed to do it hurt me. The one who shared my morals just so happened to be the one who got away and went out with a womanizing sack of shit. I think I've earned the right to be bitter after a slough of failed relationships followed by my face being ground into the dirt when the one girl I saw myself living happily with ceased all contact with me after not 2 weeks.

I've read Nietzsche and am familiar with the concept of the übermensch which I have attempted to become. It gave me solace and in that solace, my own unique morals were formed. I am still far from my goal but will do whatever it takes.

>>692930039
But you're right, being a bitter neckbeard does lose its charm. I'm not fat 150lbs at 5' 10" and I'm not bad looking. I could try again if need be.

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>>692928880
you understand me...
i feel so at home here

>>692925647
OP, listen to this guy.

>>692925699
fucking sad ffs... might actually cry.. checked doe

>>692925647
I hope when you say perfect you are refering to yourself, and not the relationship.

good ridance, mate. I wish I had let go of my whore long befor i did.

>>692924930
You went on one bad date man, that's not a reason to kill yourself. You shouldn't have pushed so much when all you had on your belt was a single date. You're practically friends until a few dates in. And you were 15, I imagine she was around the same age. What the fuck do 15 years old know about anything important. She wasn't into you that's that, and she was in high school, there's a lot of boys to pick from there and either ways high school barely fucking matters. It's a time for experimenting getting fucking and getting your heart crushed from naivety. And frankly boys and girls tend to be superficial that age too. All in all its a shit time, not to be taken seriously. Don't let it depress you. Now I don't know what it's like being home schooled, It seems very lonely and for that I'm sorry. But If you feel like a fatass then I suggest what everyone else would suggest, go outside and git gud.

>>692926268
- Doug Stanhope

>>692925699
you may play forever.

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dumping clarissa

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>>692929794
Do it. Ill dump a bit more too.

>>692926461
they pay once a month at mcdonald's?

>>692929838
kek more

>>692926198
wow, that was easy.. thanks.

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>>692930601
the bath one hurts the most

>>692930843
more compassionate batman plz
i love when he sympathizes with his villains

>>692930039
Kill them with kindness, there is a jewish fable of a man who went to a new town and preached in the streets every day about god. He preached for so long that the world changed and no one listened to him anymore. One day a child came by and asked, "Sir, no one hears you preach anymore, the world has changed why do you continue to preach?" The old man by this time answered, "I continue to preach because I came here to change the world, and now I cant let the world change me."

Dont let the bitter world change you man, its hard out but dont change who you were originally to think youre attaining something you WANT to be. Be someone that you NEED to be, and the easiest way of doing that is being you. Strip yourself down to the basics, be a basic guy and find your values, because no one likes the guy that is bitter and strives to be some sort of fucking nazi lol. Yes focus on making yourself happy, but I assure you that if you make someone happy, you will be happy too.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jxF-FeOCxlg
A classic worth a listen.

>>692927920
where are you staying?

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>>692931042
what do you mean by that

>>692931043
i should be doing page count for these. 3/5

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>>692931043
These are kind of fucked up

>>692930420
Well, it was perfect for a month, but she destroyed it simply because shes a whore. Ive come to terms that I'm way better than her in all aspects and deserve someone, but lets not get into the specifics, She lost something perfect and the problem is shes going to wake up one day too late to realize that, because Ill be gone by then. Cheers though, I got a good lesson out of this and I hope that you let go of a whore gf sooner, I shoulda let go even sooner.

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>>692931218
4/5

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I've pushed away everyone who's ever loved me.

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>>692931252
the point is to make you uncomfortable. i actually really like how the comics present the family in a realistic fashion instead of playing rape for gags.

>>692931320
5/5, next chapter

>>692931218
where do you live? if we happen to live in the same area I'll send you a friend request. I probably won't tag you because I don't take pictures, but everyone can always have an extra friend.

>>692931502
the "bedbugs" get me more
'sour pennys'

>>692924930
Dump them if they ignore u.

U got games to play & movies to watch.

>>692931036

Nietzsche was never affiliated with the NSDAP nor is the word übermesch a Nazi word. The word was originally coined by Nietzsche who lived about a hundred years before the Nazis came to power to describe one's ideal perfect form.

I will try my hardest hell I have been for some time now to get into a meaningful relationship but no guarantees.

My reasons for suicide: 3 spine surgeries going on 4 dropped out due too pain, have never dated anyone and I'm 20, have nothing too do 16 when this shit started..can't look anyone in the eyes anymore , haven't talked to anyone but parents and docs for 4 years, no friends besides online, can't do what I use too be able too, I'm basically already dead numb from pain meds and high 24/7 lost my goals and have no motive, have no purpose in life what do? An hero? I'm 20 and they wanna give me a fusion..here's my contacts i need help kik:gameover169 skype:kamiofthewest

>>692925228
kids didn't jump away?

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>>692931502
1/5

>>692931551
small town in northern indiana. it's kind of a shithole.

>>692931816
Well how old are ya?

>>692925825
that's a shitty meme

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>>692931959
2/5

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>long time being depressed
>have depressed friend
>fill void by trying to be my friend's friend that I need one of
>tonight, friend keeps talking about killing himself
>explains that I'm not good enough or experienced enough of a friend to help

I dont usually post in these threads but this just happened and I can't sleep so I guess it's something to do. I feel like I've wasted so much of my effort but I don't want to give up on him since I'm desperately lonely

Theres only been like 3 girls in my life who were interested in me, and I was interested in them.

I allienated 1 of them, who was probably the best candidate, she killed herself some time after.

Haven't had a gf yet.

>>692931959
sorry, bud. I'm in LA. but on the same boat. I feel like the friends I do have are not cool. They never do cool shit. They hardly go out, never throw parties, or get invited to them. it has made it nearly impossible to network. I feel like I have nowhere to meet girls.

>>692931989
19

>>692931666
Satanic Trips confirm.

Personal strength and integrity > everything else

>>692927991
Holy fuck I am seriously crying like a bitch bcus of this story.

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>>692925699
>love you to death blah blah"
killed it

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>>692932066
3/5
i actually kind of feel bad for the mom

>>692924930
you're like what? 20? Don't worry about it, you will feel better once you fall in love with he next girl that shows you attention.

Sup /b/ im depressed and and alcoholic ask me anything.

>>692930039
Sounds like you've been dating the wrong kind of women, anon

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>>692932211
no biggie. im saying fuck em all and working on my own projects. friends just interrupt my work time.

>>692932386
4/5

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>>692932590
5/5, next chapter

>>692932386
There's so much that the mother could do in that situation. She's just as much at fault as the father. No matter what the situation is, if the father is doing something like that. Then the mother needs to intervene somehow to stop it. I have no pity for her.

>>692932259
Oh man you got tiiiiime. You gotta chill with trying to find out all this right now man you will find something. I thought I was talking to a 50 year old or so, man you got like 20 good years of availability and good chances of finding someone, no matter how bad you are. Dont change who you are and you need to again go back to the basics of who you are because trying to become something that you arent or trying to become something to better yourself right now wont do anything but change you. You might have been waiting a while to find something real but seriously, if you just wait it will roll around, no need to get frustrated at waiting, patience is the easiest path, dont try complicating yourself at this age.

>>692930601
I take it I'm not supposed to find this funny...?

>>692927991
Please no ella. One waterfall is enough

>>692924930
The fuck is wrong with you?! So big woop you screwed up so? Get up! Why are you laying in your own pool of tears and missery? Or you like people feeling sorry for you. If you didnt you would not be hosting here fag

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>>692932662
bedbugs is pretty short, 1/2

>>692932725
she's financially dependant on him and an alcoholic. judging by the clothing style (at least early in the comic) its the 1950s. a divorce or, god forbid, a police investigation in her situation is pretty much unheard of and would, no hyperbole, ruin her life.

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>>692933266
2/2

>>692932767
No luck thus far, have watched MGTOW videos. Content in them makes me think twice.

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>>692933380
1/12

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>>692933789
2/12

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>>692933863
3/12

>>692933561
Yeah I get that youve been hurt and want self preservation and discovery but dont get caught up in that too much, its toxic. Best of luck though.

>>692933380
The dad tastes like sour pennies. Pennies are made of copper. Blood tastes like copper....

>>692934002
Thanks anon. Lord knows I'll need it.

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>>692933959
4/12

>>692933561
Fuck all the MGTOW and PUA shit. You got to work on yourself mainly. There is no secret trick on getting women.

I used to be a fucking dork KHV to age 17. Been on 4chan since I was 14.
I'm in a relationship and all it really needed was to have the basis that everyone should have (groomed, showered, nice clothes, work out a bit, tody life, etc) plus self confidence. I found the fucks who can't get women (e.g. me some years ago) see the common interests and try to connect over them. Thatll work but only create a friendship and leads generally into the friend zone aka cringefest.

What you got to do is to display interest while not being creepy. Being playful, teasing and shit works, if you can have discussions about everything (not just your common niche) you can move closer in the interpersonal relationship which might evolve to something more. Also note that it will not work with everyone. Being nice but independent, playful and teasing will do the job. There is a thin line however and you may catch yourself before falling into creepiness

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>>692934092
5/12

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>>692934307
6/12

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>19
>Perfect life: Great friends who care about me, family loves me, at college enjoying what im studying, healthy, etc
>One problem: extremely shy, autistic, insecure and not good-looking.
I know. People have it way worse than me, but i can't avoid focusing on such insignificant things
>I can't stop thinking about my mistakes and what i have not achieved
>No chick has ever shown interest in me
>1 exception
>The hottest(non-whore) chick of my generation
>I take advantage of her(nothing sexual, just really pervert)
>She was going to call the police
>Doesnt.
She fucking forgives me and we become best friends
>Can't forgive myself for what I did.
>Can't stop thinking about the big chance I once had and how I fucked it up
>Everytime I go to her appartment I sneak in her stuff and sniff all her dirty underwear
>Tfw im a fucking psycho
>It's 5 am.
>I can't sleep well since that happened
>I cover my face in public in any non-outrageous way because I feel disgusted of ehat I am
I'll probably never grow a beard and go bald cause I can't stop tearing my hair off due my social anxiety

TL;DR: I love my life but I fucking hate myself

>>692934499
See a doc for it. They really can help. Looks like there is only a bit wrong there that can be fixed

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>>692934404
thought i posted 7/12 but i guess not
her oldest brother is a cunt

>>692928233
Fuck you piece of shit kill yourself

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>>692934973
8/12

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>>692935120
9/12
i feel especially terrible for the middle kid though. poor kid's mind is gonna crack before he reaches college.

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>>692935290
10/12
is anyone still here?

>>692935555
here and quads

Be me in 2030
>everybody invites me to VR party
>go inside perfect world where you can be anything
>meet nice gurll talk all night with her
>wakeup next day eat something
>turn on the news
>AI gf lon the rise first beta test sucessfully done
>go back and find your VR gurl around 500+ dudes talking to her
> ask her what happens
>she doesnt know who you are and call you a double niggerfaggot gas the kikes race war

>>692935555
You know it we're just waiting on you. Sick quads by the way.

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>>692935555
holy shit quads
11/12

>>692935555
Witnessed.

Also i am.

>>692935555
Im here bud. Also, fucking checked m8

>>692935555
Yeah and checked

>>692935555
I want all of the comics

>>692935555
Yes, please continue

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>>692935685
12/12

>>692935555
affirmative. Thnx.

>>692935760
Jesus, Who even wrote these? Depressing as fuck

>>692935760
well that's... awful.

>>692935857
someone with a heavy heart, conflicted with maybe past doings to them?

>>692935760
this is fucking me up so bad right now

>>692935760
Jesus, like holy shit.

I'm done. My father raped my sister when she was a child i'm not dealing with these when i'm short on sleep.

Good night, enjoy the depressing and triggering comics.

I'm out.

>>692924930
>>692925503
>>692925647
>>692926198
That's nothing
You guys don't know real pain.

When you've loved and lost with no reason. That's true pain.

>be me 7 y/o
>loved school and my family
>i wanted to work hard so I could become someone like my father
>my older brother was the top of his class in everything
>mom and dad only ever talked about him
>i knew I would have to work extra hard to beat him
>he would help me study after school and we shared a special bond
>he was always there for me even when I got hurt or I was upset
>i could always depend on him
>i loved my brother
>but I was always jealous
>i felt like I was living in his shadow
>it wasn't until later that what he did, he did it for me

>stayed late after school
>it was getting dark by the time I walked home
>it felt like there was someone watching me
>the streets were really quite for some reason and I felt scared
>when I walked into my house it was oddly quiet
>i felt so uneasy I was shaking a little but I didn't know why
>i called out for my parents and brother but no one responded
> I crept around the house searching room to room when I found my parents laying on the floor in a pool of their own blood
>there was someone standing over them
>.."wh-what is this!?. What's happening!"
>"why are you doing this?"


>"to test my own ability"
>mfw my older brother killed my parents
>mfw I'm sasuke

>>692935555
Checked

>>692934148
I've been told I sound like an evil Walter White like scientist. This is likely because of my lack of speaking but on the occasion that I do my word choice is more varied than most.

I don't know if I can get a girl who is both attractive and intelligent and does not use that much social media. I don't believe in the use of social media because I believe it over socializes people and makes it impossible to trust one another to be monogamous.

How fucked am I if the only social media I have is a jewbook account I use like once a year?

>>692927920

I'll tag you anon

>>692936014
The fuck!

>>692935760
that's the last of it. theres another but only the first 6 pages are released. the rest are, unfortunately, something you have to pay for.

>>692936014
Fucking nigger, I thought this was serious at first. I got a much needed relief from this sad shit tho, thnx.

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>>692936596
Just turns get a little laugh in.

>>692936120
Nigga I was a cringey little shit and I got myself to become /fit/, socially able with 9/10 gf

I do suffer from crippling depression but there's no shame in that. I'm seeing a doc and I'm getting meds additionally. You only have to work on yourself constantly even if you're making slow progress its still progress.

Three days ago I booted up my old laptop I've used in the years 2010-2014 aka my prime dwelling on 4chan. I've rediscovered all the saved threads, all the self help and how to be alpha shit and it basically boils down to.

>be nice
>not too nice
>be confident and assertive yet not arrogant
>dress nice but not overdress
>be interested in people but not cringey
>be playful, don't take anything too serious

There is still much to learn and experience. While its often hard to live on, there will be improvements. If you can't get out of your own hole seek help but don't cling to one method. Nothing is a key to success, try to pick the stuff that helps and choose for your own

>>692935857
http://www.whatisdeepfried.com/2000/12/31/clarissa/

>>692936808
Hope I can stick it our without any of that social media crap for some time.

>>692924930
Omfg you noob stop being that desprate

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Hey lads, hope your late nights are well. Can ya'll shoot me some advice? I was talking to a girl I had known since HS about going out for a date for the summer due to me being home from college (1st year). She's given me hints of interest and always told me she would love to see me. Well, no matter what, she would flake and blame either work or her phone yet she would make plans with her friends on the fly. She ended up getting a boyfriend in Douche McDickFace, and posts pics of him shirtless and typical thirsty girl shit. Disappointed in her. Should I just leave her alone for good (which is what I have been doing) or text her why she did what she did, get some answers. Also, should I try again with her or another before I leave for college? Thanks.
(If I do try again, I'm not worried about the faggot getting pissy at me, but I'd just be worried about how she'd react)

>>692937152
If a girl is being flaky, 93.56% means she's not into you. Don't press the issue and just move on. You'll only look pathetic and needy asking for answers for questions like why she didn't wanna hang out with you.

>>692937152
she's a turbo slut, ignore her

>>692937152
Was in similar situation with girl I liked in HS. My advice would be to say fuck her and take your chances at UNI. You'll constantly be worried at the back of your mind that she'll cheat. Is she really that good of a person if she went with that asshole of which you spoke?

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Something to lift yalls spirits

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>>692937152

she sounds like a shit cunt, and you will most likely get someone better in your time at uni

>>692937412
I felt like she was but now I'm having second thoughts over how she acted towards me. Had the same thoughts as you though man. Just wanted to get ya'lls opinion on the matter.

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My story of asking out a girl in primary school.


>Be me, 11 years old.
>Beta as fuck
>Meet a girl in my new class (just moved to a new school after my mum decided that my principal and teacher were total dicks)
>9/10 qt3.14, mostly Irish, too
>Decide to go the long way and wait to ask her out
>Have fun with her at school, hang out a lot more, it seems she is starting to like me
>fuckyes.gif
>She already has a boyfriend though, just find out despite knowing the dude for 5 years already
>shutdown.png
>Still decide to go through with my plan, though
Fuck, how stupid was I?
>Get her email, talk to her a lot
>Start playing Roblox with her (sister dragged me into it, turns out crush was interested in it)
>Hold off a little longer, decide to get a little closer
>Finally, time to strike!
>Back out like a stupid nigger
>Decide to ask her out over email, type out a massive love letter
>Talk to her at school, full commitment to this, ask whether or not I may get an answer, she says two weeks
>Tard self doesn't realize that the term is over in two weeks, spend the next two weeks in anticipation, keep nagging at her
>Term ends, think I'll get an answer on email, thinks her computer probably broke
>Next term starts, she isn't at school
>mfw she moves schools because of me

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>>692937152
>>692937628
>>692937412
>>692937384
>>692937354
Thanks lads, had the same idea ya'll had. She had her chances and blew it. She's out of the picture.

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>>692938047

just don't even bring it to her attention cause you have better shit to deal with

>>692938046
Did I mention that she forwarded the whole love letter to her ex?

>>692924930
Try being one year into a relationship (18/19) with your best friend, deeply in love, making future plans, when she starts pulling that Skype shit that happened to you and suddenly decides to cut all contact and break up (happened to be one day before valentines day). Took me a few months to recover from that one.

We both helped each other out of depression, but I guess she didn't like happy me. Anon please don't let this turn into fuel for your depression, turn it into something happy, and develop thick skin towards these sorts of (frequent) events.

>>692941134
Was she nice besides the leaving you part?