Kinda rough. A bit sore. Round.

It's a callus.

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Hello, im sad :( things are crap with long time gf and im failing at uni.

I feel like absolute shit right now

>>692904397
Same here with the gf thing anon. What's your story?

I feel like hell
I want to simply buy a little cabin out in the woods, go out there, and be a hermit until I starve to death, but I cant even put my finger on why. I don't know how I came to feel like this, but I just kinda feel empty inside

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Iktf. I would literally be fine with dying right now.

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>Talk to girl i like
>Deactivate facebook to see if she'll notice
>Only wait a day because i got bored
>get back on facebook
>message her "hey, sorry I took so long"
>She replies with "What?"

>be about a month ago
At bf house playing with iPad. Browsing old pictures of us
>Find pictures of his ex gf
>Ok no big deal, I assume they're old
>Check date
>It's from motherfucking two months ago, not even
>Heart breaks, confront him, he's cold about it and confesses casually
>Says I wasn't doing it for him and he needed attention too
>At that time we were both facing some major stresses in our lives and couldn't really help each other. Instead we hated each other
>Says it was a moment of weakness and he just wanted something familiar
>I flip and walk out
>He wants to work through it somehow
>What the hell, I'll try
>His ex gf is his first gf and they're still bff's to this day
>I try to look past it
>I know she calls him late at night and he always answers the phone
>Recently her bf broke up with her and he's comforting her, apparently
>I had to watch at work a whole day of his eagerly checking his phone and smiling
>After shift I call him on it and he claims he still loves me and wants to work it out. This was yesterday
>Today is the anniversary of his mother's death 13 yrs ago.
>Now she's the one comforting him. He won't talk to me or even respond to my offers of just being there for him (I lost my mom too)
>I offered him a hand to hold if he needed it about two hours ago. He only looked at it.
>Ex responds to his heartfelt status. He responds

I'm not even sure I care anymore.

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>>692906849

Dump him dumbass! He obviously doesn't care about you.

I sleep every night hoping that I'll never wake up again.

>>692906849
Tits or gtfo

>>692906849
Nah nah nah, you can't let men treat you like that!! You have to find someone else, he's acting like a teenager.

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>>692905569

>>692907214
I have.

>>692907526
Fuck off.

>>692907689
I am finding other people. Over the last month I've been casually going in dates with a few different people. Just casual stuff like fishing, pool, pub food but still a date. I didn't have a lot of high hopes for him but I figured it couldn't hurt to see where he goes with our trashed relationship.

I'm just disappointed he couldn't come to me even as a friend. I know what it is to not have a mom. It sucks.

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>>692904366
This righht here!!

me and friend made plans all week for fireworks, he ditched me and went to hang out with his gf when we were both at the fireworks event. i don't have a problem with his gf, in fact he could of just invited her, but he literally ditched me when i was in the bathroom, i called him and he said he left to his gf's house without even telling me. i told him to not call me anymore or even talk to me, but the problem is he's my only and best friend. if i wanna chill with someone, i know i have to forgive him, and i know he'll continue this behavior in the future. i fucking hate it.

>>692908935
You might not have a problem with the gf but the gf might have a problem with you? Could even be that your bro is just in that honeymoon phase where all he wants to do is be with her. Go get a gf

>>692909176
not even actually, they're pretty much fuckbuddys. he told me all they really do is fuck, and go out occasionally and hang out a bit. and the gf is extremely nice to me as well, and has been actually really helpful to me when i've been in hard times. i doubt it's her, it's just him really. but she did invite him apparently, but she may have not known he was hanging w me. and tbh, looking through my posts, i sound like a little girl compared to all these other people who lost relatives or are in break ups. but fuck, it's stressful and he pulls this shit a lot.

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>>692903796

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0DcdXA3FOf8

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I feel worthless around everyone. It sucks knowing that everyone who's ever interacted with me or gave a hint of the possibility of friendship or relationship was simply just out of options. That there's always someone better. There's always the other friend who he's known longer gets on with better. There's always the eldest son who's more social and charming and got all the good genes. There's always the ex that she misses and still stays in contact with. There's always someone who isn't you that is better. I can't help but feel blindly into all these interactions then it ends abruptly. With nothing but the thought of how ridiculous it was for me to assume I could've been that person they think of in the morning. Or the person that they message first. Or the person that they think about when trying to sleep. It sucks knowing you'll never be that person that they miss. Knowing that you'll never be that person whos picture they pull up when they're away from you. Knowing that you'll never be the person they call because they miss hearing your voice. It hurts knowing you'll never be a part of someone's happy memories.
Hold me /b/ros

Girl I was seeing left me. We're trying to stay on good terms. This is my first mature breakup and it's been a bit of a wake-up call... I've been a really negative person and I need to change. So I'm suddenly motivated to work on my social skills and it feels good. It just sucks it took her to leave me for me to clue in. She was the best lay I've ever had.

>>692910066
i'm in your boat, dude. i really am. it's fucking horrible, it's like a pit you can't get out of. you're not alone /b/ro

>>692910915
I fucking hate this feeling dude.

>>692910066
same with me man.

>>692909484
>"he told me all they really do is fuck"
Aren´t you questioning how much do you trust him?

>"i sound like a little girl compared to all these other people who lost relatives or are in break ups"
Sounds like you don´t apreciate yourself too much to me, strart thinking on that.
And don´t be afraid of losing friends, who knows, maybe you´ll know someone bettter for you.

>welding classes from 8-2 then work 4-midnight
>burned out and depressed cause I can't have any real social life except on the rare occasion I get a Saturday and/or Sunday off
>feel like I'm being led on by the girl I'm talking too

Only good thing about all this is that I already have a welding job lined up when I do finish classes.

>>692907526 fuck off, man

Lost the love of my life for no reason at all. She threw away our relationship for no reason. I feel a razor sharp pain in my chest thinking about her.

>>692911947
Bro there is other girls. She probably wasnt the love of your life if she throws you away like that. Go find someone better and move on. Life goes on

>>692906849
I'd break up with him, tbh he's probably cheating on you, may I ask how old you are?

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Hello /b/

I am a 22 year old German man living in America. I live in a small flat that's filthy and I live on soda and ramen noodles. I work at best buy and I'm kinda fat. Had a super cute gf and everything was ok for the first time in a long time. Then she dumped me and moved away. Blocked me ok kik and by mobile phone number. My life is like a painting and this girl brought color into it. Now that's gone it's like my whole world is dark again. I don't have any family with the exception of a distant uncle I've never met before. I'm not sure what to do. I am just truly tired of living. Looking back I think my native language has a perfect word to describe my feelings. Weltschmerz. It basically means you've come to fully understand how shit the world is and it saddens you.

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did someone say feels thread?

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http://imgur.com/a/tgUGB

worth the read.

>>692912295
Stay strong bro. Keep your chin up and things will get better

I've honestly just wanted to run away, disappear for a couple days, to see if anyone notices...

Does any one have screencaps of anon talking about lolita girl? They were posted a few days ago, but I dind save.

>>692908935
>>692909484
all i ahve to say that you are defiently better off without that kid. i mean leaving you there is one thing, but when its the two of you and he leaves without saying goodbye fag, is just something else. friends dont do that.
have some self respect

>>692903796
hi you are rich and white, send me some money you nigger paypal.me/Robolaxen

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My dog of 17 years died last night. He had a stroke. He was in so much pain. Now my only friend is gone.

>>692912590
Probably no one will

my birthday coming up in the next few days, deactivating face so no one will pity me how few posted on my shit, i do this every year

>>692912626
its in the imgur link

This thread died harder than me on the inside

>>692912978
Happy birthday Anon!

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>>692903796
That moment when you have it all your a nazi you rule the world,But you drive a ford:( Sad mustang kid we all feel your pain.

>>692912543
Thanks.

>>692912836
Sorry about that man

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>>692913267
Respect

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8BvRgwUisSg

when i'm sad I listen to gay shit
protip: being sad ain't that bad

I've been dealing with deep seated enduring emotional pain all my life. Sometimes I get so use to it that I don't even notice it anymore, like a buzzing background hum. But lately it's hit me so hard and I feel so hopeless I can't do much else aside from lay in bed and surrender to it. It feels like it's only a matter of time before I kill myself. I keep fantasizing about getting into an accident or getting a terminal illness so I don't have to deal with knowing I purposefully initiated it. I just want to turn to dust and blow away.

>>692912132
I'm smart enough to know that her doing that shows that she isnt for me but damn it hurts like a bitch.

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Anyone wanna talk about something? Anything in particular. I feel so alone in life apart from you fucking degenerate internet strangers

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>>692913433
I've been locked inside your heart shaped box for weeks.
I've been drawn into your magnetar pit trap.

>>692913761
Skype?

>>692912652
I'm not better off without him. I won't have anyone to go hang out with, and will complain and complain that I'm lonely. I know friends dont do that, but we did have good times together however. But he always pulls this type of shit, he tries to start shit with me if he doesn't get his way sometimes, even though I could easily fuck him up, however I consider him my friend. I came super close to driving over his house and just fucking him up. But I controlled myself. But I was stressed for the rest of the night, and I still am. And I have to forgive him if I honestly wanna hang out with a friend ever again, otherwise I'll just be alone, despite the fact he will continue this type of shit. If I could meet a new friend who is much better, I'd abandon him and be with the new friend in a heartbeat. I'm tired of being treated like shit.

>>692912978
Happy Birthday! don't feel bad, anon.
I don't get any messages on my birthday,

>>692914116
see? now you proved it again how much of a shitbag he is. he clearly doesnt appreciate you as a friends as much as you do him.
and i have a few friends too only, try picking up a sport mate, friends come and go in this shithole we call earth

>>692912978
Happy birthday.

I'm still not over my ex it's be 6 months. We small talk her and there but she is the best part of me. Anyone know how to let go.

>>692903796
Spent the last two days in bed or in the bathroom. I have four kids and the older three (5, 3, and 2) are sick. Wife is at her parents with our baby because she's little and we don't want her to get sick as well. I'm not sick, but I feel really meh and restless. Can't leave the kids alone so I've been mindlessly browsing 4Chan.

>>692915148
Just sit in their rooms with them and tell you what they are doing to past the time. It's what my dad did, and it was fun.

>>692905569

That is depression.
I know it well.

http://www.strawpoll.me/6054793

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>>692903796

my cock is finally not sore so i can fap again after marathon fap session last week

>>692915585
Does your name start with L?

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I see all of my friends doing things together but I'm never invited. I used to before, but now I'm not. All this time in my room playing video games and jerking off has caused me to feel really really sad sometimes. I don't know if it's outright depression, but it comes and goes and lingers on for a few days when it comes. I just feel left out on purpose. Like they knowingly don't ask me to chill with them. But I have no idea for what reason.

>>692916169
Nope

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>>692906849
He's a fag. just walk out. find someone better.

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>>692916308

>>692905569
>Weltschmerz
I can kinda relate to that in a way, i keep telling myself that one day im gonna pack up essentials and just drive as far as i can until i run out of gas and then just shoot myself

>>692912295
You are German. The German people have overcome impossible odds and hardships, you are capable of doing what you want and moving forward,

>>692907526
Improper use of tits or gtfo faggot

>>692916463
is this a ylyl? cause if so i lost

>>692908696
If you don't mind my asking, where are you?

friend ditched me at fireworks event, stressed, wanna buy a game to calm myself down. can anyone recommend me some shit? preferably under the $15-$20 range.
big fan of strategy games, rpgs, story driven games, triple A games. recently bought Crusader Kings 2 and i'm in love

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>>692916463

>>692916645
you live, you lose?

>>692913267
Sad mustang kids facial expression matches mine every single day.
Every since my wife cheated on me and left all I feel is pain we got married at age 19 she left at 28 it's been 10 years /b/ I can't stop is ending it worth it?

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This one always gets me

>>692916243
Same. I have been isolated from everybody, it feels like the people i love the most want nothing to do with me.

>>692904085 just make hole bigger?

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If I could save time in a bottle...

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>>692904899
Ow

>>692917081
he did

>>692916892
The worst thing about it is when I do bump into them at a social event or just randomly, they seem to act like nothing is going on. This is what is leading me to believe that they actively not invite me to things.

>>692917537
Or when you tell them to call you and they never do, or when they do call it's because they wabt something.

>>692916892
>>692917537
I have a "friend" like you, usually doesn't contribute to the conversation when we do hang out, and if he does is really negative or argumentative. Also invites himself to things where he will just kind of sit there doing nothing. Not sure if you are doing this on accident but try to be someone worth hanging out with.

>>692907482
Same here buddy.
Cause in my dreams I'm much more happier and useful than my actual life.

What is the point to life without a point

I have a story that I haven't told anyone of the girl I'm in love with that I need off my chest.

>Be me, 16
>Senior year of high school (I skipped a grade, faggots)
>My best friend Jake tells me he met this girl
>nice job, man
>Dates her for a while
>Her name is Hope
>Beautiful girl
>Fantastic face, decent body, AMAZING personality
>I don't try to interfere and want them to be happy
>Don't even feel for her
>She's the sister of one of my enemies
>Jake and Hope fight a lot
>I try my best to get them through

Cont?

>>692918033
I'm usually outgoing with them. I had a falling out with them a while back. But I apologized and so did they. I thought we were all good. I just have no idea how to bring this up with them.

>>692908696
tits or gtfo

>>692909983
Y'know, i see this pic often but i never took a second to look at this. Upon inspecting this picture i realized that i don't even care about the nudity or the seducing eyes, no, what I care most about is that I finally feel something.

>>692918033
I never invite myself to things. I have nothing to say to them anymore. i would rather just ride my life out alone. I cannot change who i am.

>>692918350
Sure mate, go ahead

>>692917537
I've had that happen to me since 7th grade anon, u get used to the isolation. tbh what keeps me sane is my small group of friends. Especially the one I love, but I'm afraid to tell her I love her. She's too good for me anyways

>>692918311
I'm jealous of your dreams. I'm too numb to remember mine at this point

>>692918350
Get it off your chest man, continue

>>692918350
yes cont pls

>>692916568
Its not improper use of it but it doesn't have a place in a feels thread

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>>692918410
end yourself you deplorable waste of genetic material.

>>692918872
tits or gtfo

>>692918814
tit's or gtfo is for special snowflakes and attention whores. Not people who just post because they want to.

Anybody else here successful and decent with girls, but still lonely? I have so many blessings but I'm so empty and I don't know whats missing :(

>>692918407
there is probably some resentment there still, sometimes you just gotta be honest and ask whats up even if it is awkward, people hold grudges and it's shitty

>>692918473
damn bro i wouldn't give up like that, I used to be pretty shy and i kinda faked being outgoing to the point where its just natural now, I got lucky maybe but I'm sure there is a group of friends you would fit into

>>692918350
I like a good read.

>>692919095
Girls usually like me for my looks, and I've had a decent amount of girlfriends
But I'm fucking depressed at the fact that once they get to know me they realize I'm such a fucking weirdo and they want nothing to do with me
It makes me sad that all I want is for someone to love me for who I am

>>692918511
Well buddy, if you can't remember your dreams then they weren't for you.
As crazy as mine are, I will never forget them.

I am so lonely

Back then, I would feel sad because I lost the guy I loved (never had him anyway), because of my lack of money, because of such a monotonous life....

All those issues are still in my life, but somehow I got used to it. I stopped caring. Now it's something different.

I feel cold. Empty. Nostalgic for something that was never mine, and I don't even know what it was. I don't care about shit anymore. Days just pass by. I don't do anything anymore. I just breathe throughout the day and wait till tomorrow. I stll feel sad though, but can't feel anything else.

I'm gonna drink till I pass out tonight. Although I have been seriously thinking about purposely ODing one of these days.

I wrote this story a while ago for another feels thread so I'll dump

>Arrange a meeting with a childhood friend
>Lets call him john
>John cannot come, but sister wants to meet me (wanted to ask me questions about John in elementary)
>Lets call her Gaby
>Fine by me
>Meet Gaby (never met her before. about the same age as me. 11/10 qt)
>The meeting with John was supposed to be movies then dinner
>Do the same with her
>Half way through dinner I fall deeply in love
>Could tell she like me
>To much of a beta fag to ask her for her number
>Arrive home feeling dizzy
>Turns out I got symptoms for falling in love (insomnia, nausea, headache)
>Arrange another meeting with John
>Tell him to bring Gaby with him (wanted to be with Gaby more than with him tbh)
>Spend day at the beach
>Nothing really remarkable happens
> Still a beta fag unwilling to move forward with a relationship
>Go back to the country I'm currently living in
>Pissed of at myself for being beta
>Fast forward 2 years
>Kinda forgot about Gaby(remembered her but I wasn't in love with her still)
>A girlfriend came and went in between
>Gaby is traveling without him (I had lost contact with John at this point)
>Connecting flight for 8 hours in my country
>Contacts me since she knows I live there
>Meet up
>Nothing fancy, hanging at my place
>about 3 minutes into a conversation I fall in love again
>Knew I needed to get a way to contact her
>1 roommate and his friend randomly show up
>Try to kick them out
>Doesn't work
>Roommate and friend see that she is hot so they stay talking with
>The 4 of us talk until she has to leave
>So pissed of that roommate fuck me up
>2 more years go by
>Haven't been able to fall in that love since (she was too perfect)
>I'm sure I have dreamt of her about 10-12 times (not sexual dreams, just being with her again)

I lost the love of my life because of being an introvert and not moving forward. I learnt from this mistake but I never felt the same way again. I am shivering as I write this

>>692919985
Why?

>>692912978
happy birthday man!

>>692919711
I kinda feel like this, but without looks. I'm pretty chill when it comes to no partner though so I really cbfed if I'm single or not, but I know out there is going to be some crazy arse bitch who's down to clown.

>>692920107
I can do anything with my life, but for what purpose? Why be successful when I have nobody to share my success with? It discourages me so much

>>692918350

>Halloween comes
>Party at my female friend's house
>Nice, mate
>Jake and I get off work super fast to attend
>We pick up Hope
>Go to party
>Hope and Jake generally avoid each other, I skirt between them
>Jake goes to bonfire and starts playing guitar or some shit
>Dickhead Elliot comes in saying he's flirting with another girl
>Hope flips shit
>I tell her it's probably nothing but she wants to leave
>I take her home and come back to party
>Jake has Elliot decked out
>Bitch deserved it
>Relationship in shambles, not salvageable by then
>Jealousy ends it
>Jake can't back it up because he does like other girl
>They break up
>Sad, man
>Tryouts for play coming up
>Nice, man!
>I haven't acted before, Hope and my best friend Laura convince me to try out
>On a whim, I do it
>Get biggest two parts in show despite saying I was super busy
>Hope also gets big part
>We spend a lot of time together
>My birthday comes
>November 18th
>I'm dating a girl named Ali, insane bitch
>Said I love you on FB after knowing each other for a day
>I liked the attention
>Anyway, I find out Jake is going to throw me a surprise party
>I find a way to get Hope and Laura invited by inviting them to the "coffee" we were going to get for my birthday
>We show up, I act dizzy because who tf can act surprised
>Passes
>Nice night, some pretty timid activity
>Truth or Dare starts

>>692920107
inb4
>tfw no gf

>>692920447
Do it for yourself.

>>692912978
Happy birthday /b/ro! I usually get plenty of messages, but none of them really mean anything. A vast sea of curtosy happy birthdays are nothing compared to someone who truely means it and actually knows when it is instead of Facebook telling them.

>>692920057
I feel for this so much. Probably because I too have felt the whole symptoms for falling in love thing, it feels really weird but it sows you how much you love someone.

>>692920469

>I'm the birthday boy, make out with 6 people, get my first hickey, get felt up by Hope and Laura at the same time
>They see my huge boner
>I'm not ashamed
>Cake comes in
>Cool
>Hope is eating piece
>Puts icing on her tongue
> I lick it off and we start making out
>In Jake's house
>On his bed
>He's mad
>Justifiably so
>That night I lay in bed in a stupor
>I realize I like Hope
>A LOT
>Break up with Ali next day
>Start spending all my free time with Hope
>We get lunch together, go to rehearsal together, go from rehearsal together
>I'm in love, but I can't identify it yet
>Get her huge Christmas gift
>Including CD that ends with Beach Boys "God Only Knows"
>She likes it
>I ask her out and she says she will go to movies with me
>Day comes
>I'm stoked af
>She invites her friend and sits on the opposite side
>Angry for days
>Play continues and we finally show
>Best show of my life
>I got to cross dress and not be judged lol
>Hope and I still best friends
>Two weeks later, next auditions come
>We both try out
>Show called Almost, Maine
>9 love stories with 2 people each scene
>I get 4 of the guy parts
>Hope doesn't get casted
>Felt like the end
>Bitch that got best scene with me quits because she feels "Bad vibes"
>See opportunity

>>692919711
damn anon, ur lucky for even having gfs, ive loved this one girl since 4th grade. She's beautiful, her personality is what keeps me going. She's everything to me. We're extremely close, and don't really have any secrets. I love her but I'm scared to tell her

>>692920759
Meaning in a birthday is what matters. For this exact reason I have an incorrect birthday on facebook and never tell people when my birthday is coming up. That way I can know who cares for me and who doesn't

>>692921179
Please continue, I am currently in a situation where I am trying to date one of my best mates' ex so I'd like to see how this plays out

I keep forgetting to write a new one. Here's the newest one for any anons who haven't read it yet.


2am, not sad or happy, my mind is bare,

Get online, check my friends, maybe someone's there,

Nobody. Maybe some /b/ros will care,

Open Chrome, type "feels" in the search catalog,

First story about a ex linked with a pic of a frog,

Shed a tear and sent a prayer his way hoping someone will do the same,

Funny how close I feel to somebody with no name,

I keep scrolling down, it's hard not to cry,

I stumble across a guy in a situation like mine,

The cries become violent, it gets hard to breathe,

The only escape is sleep, inside my dreams

This feeling is familiar, a fucking routine,

Just an ordinary night in the life of me.

>>692921244
U ever have birthday parties, never had one myself, I liked having them myself or with family. I do it because I'd rather think no one showed up because I didn't invite one, then people letting me down.

>>692921228
>Don't really have any secrets
RIP anon, death by friendzone

>>692921244
>even having a facebook
You're like the myspace clingers once that became adspace and business promotions too.

>>692921228
fucking tell her and stop being a bitch. you wont get any pussy by being a pussy

More pansy butthurt faggotry cancering up the front page with permavirgins neckbeards crying about how hard their lives are without actually having the balls to get up and do something about it.

No thanks.

>>692921179

>Director only wants to keep cast and spread out actors
>I spend days and finally convince her to cast Hope
>We have making out in the play and we undress each other
>I'm even deeper in love
>We hang out even more
>She gets a boyfriend
>Last name literally "Fricker" and that's what people call him
>He doesn't like me
>I get her at school and play, he gets her after school
>Like a fucking custody agreement
>He says he'll have to close his eyes in our scene because he might get jealous
>Constantly tells her to avoid me
>Abusive, basically
>One day Hope jokingly asks to see my dick and I unzip my pants but don't show her because I'm not a terrible person
>Another day we see Jake's talent show auditions and during his 8 minute marimba solo we watch a video in the auditorium called "Middle Aged Woman Gets Fucked Hard in Taxi" with the sound on
>Pretty disrespectful but I was a bitch
>We get into Tech week for play
>Drama really begins

>>692921750
I wish she was mine so much anon, u don't understand, hell, she has talked about living together, but not in a relationship. Fml, I think about ending my life every fucking day and night, but she keeps me going. it's hard to keep contact too, she lives across the country. Tbh her snapchats and texts power my will to live a little bit

>>692921616
Oh I have success stories there. My friend Sam and I dated almost all of Jake's exes.

>>692922072
Lmao stay mad, bud

>>692921739
I do have parties but ever since I started doing this thing where I don't tell anyone my its my birthday they are usually a lot smaller than the ones I did before and I don't tell the party is for my birthday beforehand. This year I actually didn't plan on having a party but my friends threw me a surprise party, which really did surprise me. It surprised me because I thought people didn't care for me, I do have a lot of friends but I though I wasn't "special" to anyone since I am that guy that hangs out with everyone but isn't really close with anyone.

I've been on antidepressants, but they haven't helped me. I think I feel even worse.
As time goes on, I hate myself more and more.
I can't do anything right.
To add to that, as a femanon, I feel like I should be prettier. Or at least thinner. I've made myself vomit quite a bit. I wish I had something to drink to make me vomit, but as of now I just stick two fingers down my throat and gag myself.

>>692921810
I don't really use it but its been there since like 5 years ago I am not going to randomly delete it

>>692903796
There have been three stages in my life so far.

>young, naive and innocent, always did things for other people. Forever alone.
>growing up, be more adult but still retain a sense of morality and right/wrong. Unhappy relationship.
>give up and do everything I can for myself. Have main girl, side girl, friendzone 8/10+ weekly who want the D. No money problems, everything is dandy, but feel dead inside.

Figured out how life works. You either retain your soul and decency so it hurts you every day, or become vicious to get what you want but feel dead inside.

This isn't what I signed up for.

>>692922560
tfw you've never had a surprise party
>insert sad frog meme.jpeg

Anyone have the screenshot of the greentext where the guy talks about why he likes video games. He says something along the lines of he plays them because he hates being himself and that he can pretend he's someone who matters. I kinda connect with that right now and want to read it. Thanks.

>>692922765
shit anon

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>>692920759
thank you brothers, have a nice week

>>692909484
>>692916676
Ever played/heard of oblivion?

>>692922366
Uh. Not mad that fags are crying over nothing because they think their problems matter. Stay a fucking moron there guy. Also, sad? Get shit on.

>>692922631
>antidepressants
Get off them asap, they're a pharmaceutical trap. Other than that I really don't care that's your own problem to deal with, just get off the fake drugs, take up weed if you haven't tried it already.

>>692922242
That would be amazing, I really like this girl and I think she is interested in me as well but I don't know how to not make it awkward with my friend, the relationship ended badly too.

>>692912726
I hope you starve you subhuman.

>>692922131

>I have fantastic idea to take my shirt off in scene for audience response
>First day I do it we go to our backstage area and she puts her hand on my chest
>As a joke I go for it on her
>She grabs my hand and puts it on her boob
>DIAMONDS.JPG
>We stay there for what seems like a couple minutes but is definitely shorter
>I am in love but don't know it
>Next day she talks to me about shirt thing
>She doesn't want me to
>I'm a bitch and want to exercise my right to freedom
>All the other cast members tell me I'm a bitch
>I have to leave rehearsal because they're being dicks
>Director is amazing and understands
>Everything falls into place the night before the show
>Our racy scene and my gay scene get complaints from the conservative old people
>After play we hang out just as much
>Decide to take her to prom because her bf is a junior beta
>She says she wants to but we decide to ask Fricker
>Some bitch (Same one that got "Bad vibes") tells Fricker we plan to go without asking him
>He flips out and restricts her from going
>laststraw.JPG
>I tell her he is abusive
>She stops talking to me
>This was in March
>5 months of heaven
>But this is not the end

>>692922765
They told you it was a dog eat dog world anon.

>>692912726
Lmfao

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lodKSiWlgrg

A song to go with those feels bro's. I think about suicide everyday. I went to the bridge, they set up wire so people have a difficult time climbing over. That won't stop me.

>>692922631
if my younger sister could do it, you can do it too! and she was big even at really young age, and started loosing weight at like age 17, my guess would be around 100kg.
almost a year later the difference is huge, she lost atleast 20-30 kg
started riding a home bicycle everyday
no soda, no candy, no sweet drinks, and healthy meals. im sure you definetly know what you need to do. ( ofc if you want to loose weight) good luck!

>>692922945
yeah, i have it for xbox i think. not interested tbh.

>>692906849
Everyone deserves a second chance.
No one deserves a third.

years ago when i was younger i fell in love with an artist over deviant art, never actually spoke to her never sent a message outside of the collabs we used to do
>on a nostalgia fueled moment i went to check for her
erased her page, art gone
checked side accounts on other sites, gone too
thanks to asking around i found out she was asian, but no one knew why he tried to completely erase herself from the internet
got to the point where i wasted 70$ for people to follow tracks and find out about her
>2016 still no word from her, the guys i hired gave up and now all i have is the few drawing she sent me as gifts

>>692920057
Man hit me right in the feels, I like stories like this because it shows me the mistakes of other people so I can learn from them

>>692923398
You had me excited, I thought the thumbnail was for will smith and that men in back song, fuck you for misleading me.

To any anons who want the true experience: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fiBLgEx6svA

>>692923043
this guy knows whats up! weed is the only medication we all need
i got prescribed anti depressants too, threw them out a month a half later.
it was not me, and took away all my sex drive
i am serious, i no longer wanted to touch my dick

>>692923398
i want to kill myself only the days im not blazed
start blazing brother

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>>692912480
Jesus fuck.

This is the first story to actually make me tear up.

I just.

Fuck man

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>>692904366
Holy fucking shit

>>692923225

>Summer comes around
>In an outside version of Midsummer Night's Dream
>Still think about Hope all the time
>She ends up being cast
>We spend some time together
>Talking to her is like we didn't have 4 months of not speaking to each other
>We immediately click and I fall for her even more
>Play ends, I move to Seattle for college
>Can't like other girls
>Lay awake at night thinking about how I'm in love with her
>I realize it when I haven't gotten over her by finals week of Spring quarter
>It's been nearly a year
>We try out for the Tempest together and it's the same as it always was
>I apologize for calling Fricker abusive
>She accepts it
>I move home
>Rehearsals start
>She ignores all my texts unless they praise her
>We see each other and it's the same as always again but this time I know I love her
>Haven't slept well since I saw her first
>See her name everywhere and hear it in music and always think of her
>She is unavoidable
>We rehearse together again on Saturday
>I want to tell her how I feel but don't want to risk completely losing her
>The end?

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>>692923780
Nah man. I'll admit, it helped for a while. But things changed and now every time I smoke I go on a fucking guilt trip that makes me feel worse. Artificial happiness can't compare to the real thing.

>>692924025

I wrote it for my whole audience of 0

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>>692923868

I blazed brother, I blazed a lot. I've since quit, nothing will ever make me high enough to stop feeling, nothing will ever keep me high enough to never crash down again. We cannot run away from who we are.

>>692923657
you really have to put your life in perspective when you waste 70$ on searching for someone over deviantart

Hey /b/rothers. Any advice would be appreciated.
I had this gf for a while and then she broke up with me because she had to move. Fast forward about two years and she comes back to my state. Ecstatic, we meet up to talk and catch up on things. We have some goofs and generally have a good time. It's getting late so I decide to go home after giving her a hug and waving goodbye.

We talked over social media but every time I talk to her I feel like asking if we should try again. But alas, I can't bring myself do do it. I can't stop thinking about her, /b/rothers.

>>692924369
Quit blazing as well, but I'm pretty sure I'm becoming an alchoholic instead. The answers aren't at the bottom of any of the bottles I've drank, but maybe they'll be in the next one

>>692924025
Man Anon I feel for you. I have been in a situation in which you literally can't like other girls because of just 1, in fact I was in it for 4 years and I just recently got out of it. My advice, keep trying. If she makes you feel that way then to everything in your power to get to her. I only stopped trying because it was physically impossible for me to be with the girl I liked, since she lives in another country, and even then it took me a year to accept it was impossible. As I've said before on this thread, I actually gained medical symptoms (nausea, headache, dizziness ,etc.) when I fell in love with her.

>>692924141
nah man I was reading and enjoyed it. What happened in the end? Does the story catch up to present day? Do you still know her?

>>692924141
+1 /b/ro

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>>692924557
Just go for it. Worst case scenario, 'Lets just be friends'.

I am still in love with the girl that broke up with me, we are still really close with each other but she says that she just feels negative around me and that things just dont work out between me and her. I really dont know what to do.

>>692924755
Yeah we're in the Tempest now
>>692924633
At our last rehearsal I completely lost focus and the director yelled at me because of it. I got dizzy. I totally get it. And I hate that I love it

>>692924557
If you broke up only because she moved then sure, try it. It seems like you still care for her. However, if the relationship was ended because more things other than just the move I think it would depend on why the relationship was ended.

>>692924584
>>692924369
>>692924026
i dont know dudes.
i suppose its the same with most drugs. when you are worried about shit ( your life probably) its not a great idea to get drunk, smoked, whatever. but weed definetly helps me.
i just couldnt handle this life without that. on my off days, or few hours after i get done working and get home get high.
sure, get a gf, a kid, a happy family and you wont need to blaze ( which i doubt )
i ahve a decent job and i try to hold a positive outlook on this world but i just cant

>>692924369
Not anon, you've done some shit to yourself then. Weed stops you thinking of the trivial crap that can get a bloke down. If you have serious regrets and anxieties then you need to work on them yourself, you're #1 anon, not in popularity or whatever but in your life, you make it, if you're going to refuse willpower and self loathe that's fine by me, but you can do it anon. I stopped holding any regrets I had, don't live in the past. If you're just lonely I got nothing for you, I'm perfectly happy being alone, in fact it's preferable once you've dealt with enough needy bitches.

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>>692924025
Pic related, on right

>>692923679

the speaker of anons, educating the plebs

>>692914116
you dont have to be in a sexual relationship for it to be abusive

Okay, /b/, here it goes. I'll give you a bit of backstory. I'm 18 and just graduated from high school, one of the top academics in my graduating class and all my peers and teachers thought I'm such a happy and outgoing guy, but I'm actually really depressed and lonely. (18 y/o kissless virgin) 1 year ago all 3 of my best friends moved away, and I never really became friends with any of the other people in my school. This year, for the first time in my life, it seemed that a cute girl was actually into me. We started hanging out, and I asked get to grad with me and she accepted. We also cuddled once and snapchatted all the time. Then, about 2 weeks ago, for no reason, she just started ignoring me and not talking to me anymore and asked me to change my FB picture (it was of us at grad) I tried to talk to her about why she suddenly felt this way after having what seemed to be such a happy and fun relationship, but she never really gave me any information. So now, my heart is empty, I have no friends, no one wants to hang out with me, I have no money and there are only shitty part-time jobs where I live, and I just sit in my room playing videogames and fapping. What do I do, /b/? I feel like I've hit a dead end.

>>692924141
Actually audience of two, me and the anon that was interested to see where this was going.

>>692923491
Thanks, actually /b/ro.
I'm hoping I can just get down to a weight I'm happy with.
Hopefully I can manage this.
I also DDR for an hour daily as well as go to the gym every evening. Hope this pays off...

>>692916850

Did he actually say this? Was it on his regular show?

>>692908173
this makes me really angry
how could he abandon his dog, who always loved him?

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>contribute

i am sad

She told me i looked cool, with a glimmer in her eyes and the most authentic smile ive ever seen from her. Her expression is all i needed to let me know she meant it, and that she felt so happy and lucky to be with me.

Thats the only time in my life i was genuinely called cool. It meant so much to me, and she didnt know it. I miss her.

Lauryn Hill's Ex Factor is such an amazing breakup song.

Botched the 4th attempt at a relationship in a year today. I have never in my Life had a legitimate emotional connection with another human being. Been listening to this on repeat for 3 hours now

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MRdtXWcgIw

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>>692926387
it definetly does, but its not going to happen overnight, which is why i am super excited for my sister, she tried for years before, allways failed, candies and other shit were much important
this time shes going at it for realz. i am happy for her coz only in half year the difference is fucking huge!
i was honest before and best of luck to you, and yes, fuck everyone else, go for it only for yourself!

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>>692926718

Ella thread/story worst feels trip ever

>>692927726
I honestly don't like that story. Despite being well written, it's not even slightly believable.

>>692924557

Just start calling her and going out and doing stuff together for fun. Just hang out, don't call attention to "getting baack together as bf/gf" by actually bringing it up verbally. That just puts a pressure on it. Just try to hang out together and have fun and see what happens...

>>692927531
Hype.jpg.
I'm hoping this can make me feel better about myself. I hate even catching glimpses of my reflection, so maybe if I do this I can become more confident.

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>>692906849
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>>692928079

>>692927501
People have to make mistakes to understand what is "correct". Take social interactions in baby steps. It could be waving to a neighbor, saying hello to some random in the store. Older people are easier to do some bullshit chit chat with.

No one wants a relationship with a sperglord who drops their spaghetti all the time. Exercise and get out there. Most importantly, don't be afraid to make mistakes (protip: we all make them. I asked my crushes sister what superhero the girl likes so I could get that costume. Super autistic and that relationship attempt died right there. I have a girlfriend now and it's something I just laugh/cringe at.)

>>692919711
Same here anon. Same fucking here

>>692910066
Eh, it's a common sentiment.
>maybe they feel the same way
>maybe that means they're too insecure to look for greener grass
>or maybe they just find you an easy person to be around
>isn't that what it means to be liked?

I need help /b/. Women are so random its insane.
>Decide I am in love with this girl
>Have an incredibly deep text conversation a few days later
>Indirects flying by
>2 days later
>beach party with a bunch of friends, she is there
>Everything going fine, she constantly laughs at my jokes, even when she is the only one laughing
>Get my only chance to be along with her
>Completely choke, I got so nervous I'm almost certain she knows about my feelings
>Constantly text her for the next week
>She starts not responding and abruptly ending ongoing conversations
>Stop text for some time since she is on vacations with friends that I know don't like me, so they would advice her against being with me.
>She randomly texts me various times, she suddenly wants to talk to me
>Don't want a super deep conversation since she is with her friends so now I'm the one ending conversations
My plan now is to stop texting her to see if she misses me. Is this the right way to do things or am I just dumb?

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0NfP0lJBbDX

>>692926387
ddr as in dance dance revolution

>>692903796
I used to be sad and self loathing after a devastating breakup. I began channeling these negative emotions into a higher purpose, and now I am at peace knowing what my destiny is in this world. Specifically, that each and every moment, we are creating our destiny. We have the choices to end it all, to stagnate like a rock, . Each of these moves are equally valid. No matter how depressed or trapped you feel, deep down inside you know you are meant for something more. I know because I could still see the glimmer even though I plunged to a point where it seemed I could not plunge any further, that life could not get any worse.

If you don't know what you want your destiny to be yet, my advice is to take after me, isolate something you have always wanted to do or achieve, and instead of dying a failure or failing from inaction, spend every moment making it happen or doing the thing. Do the thing and you will have the power. Ralph Waldo Emerson said that.

I started with art and programming - learning to draw and c++ - and have become quite proficient at both. I thought it was too late for me. Oh, how wrong I was. Soon, I am going to change the world. You can too. You can find your happiness that comes from within, and use it to find it without.

>>692928280
6 ft. 2 varsity football player and track runner. I have tons of friendly acquaintances, a few friends, but nobody I'd call close. I don't do anything cringey anymore. I still have never had a real emotional connection with another person. I crave it more than anything, but no matter how hard I try, I cannot reconcile the fact that I am an emotionally repulsive person.

>>692929326
what is it about your behavior that makes you think that way?

>>692929326
I feel the same, tons of acquaintances, some friends but no one emotionally close to. I feel like I've only truly opened myself to a person a single time, which was last year. It was a girl that I considered my friend but I knew she loved me, while I didn't. In one phone conversation we actually talked for 2 hours where we straight up told each other everything. I sadly missed that relationship chance and stopped talking to her frequently but now she is a slut and she is very far from what she was when we were close.

>>692906123

Ouch.
That...that hit me hard...

>>692928640
I think she wants some personal time on her own accord because she text you when it's convenient for her.
it's best to follow her wishes and she can expand on what the two of you are when she wants.
ignoring her would go nowhere since she randomly texts so she won't be aware of your feelings

>be in high school
>Have a qt sister a year younger than you
>have a crush on her for a year or so
>fuck up a few relationships because you are thinking about her
>Get over it, not just because that's weird, but because you don't want to fuck up her life.
> do it while maintaining a great relationship with her
>a few years pass, grow up, whatever
>Be having a good talk with same sister about shit
>she brings up that she had a crush on you at the same time
>you tell your side in shock
>both of you feel this weird combination of shame, regret for not acting, and sadness for making one of the most important people in the world to you go through the same bullshit.
>You sit there for a few hours in silence

>>692929631
I don't know. I've spent my entire life finding out what was wrong with me and changing. Scrawny autistic spaz in middle school. Now I'm a senior in hs, the starting defensive end on our legendary football team and a D1 tier track recruit. Maybe I'm too obsessive when I start to get into a relationship.

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this thread...

>>692929772
I've never poured out my heart to anyone. But it sounds like you have a fighting chance. Good luck in life friendo.

>>692930009
I've actually felt that, not with a sister but with a girl. She liked me at the same time I liked her but we never found out so nothing happened. I can't tell you how many possible relationships it has ruined for me.

Thanks guys for one of the best feels threads in while, personally I'm not going to sleep until this 404s

>>692916676
EUIV is on sale, Blitzkrieg is really fun if you're into ww2. AOE 2 is the shit though.

>>692913761
My only and true friends backstabbed me. My sadness evolved into hating all people. Idk if good or bad

>>692931073
I really don't think he is on this thread 2 hours later...

>girlfriend of 1 1/2 years just left me
>I was intensely depressed and mistreating her, she was intensely stressed and mistreating me
>she left because she's a lot younger + the above, "different stages of life"
>think about her all day every day

>It's been a month, she started talking to me again
>opened old wounds, then she went silent
>I can't handle it any more
>about to lose my job
>developed a nervous stress-twitch in my eye
>feel like crying randomly

I just want my friend back, the person I shared so many fucking memories with. I had the happiest year of my life with her, and she with me, and now it's gone because I fucked it up. I can't get over it

>>692931217
Tell her what you just said in this thread and I guarantee that if she was truly your friend once she will be again

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>>692930914
Me too

I fell in love with someone who loved his ex, that has a boyfriend and lived across the country. She loved him too. It's been over a month since I saw him last but I can't get over any of this because twice, when he was high or drunk, he'd hug me and told me he loved me.

>>692931817
That why you should never trust what people say when high or drunk, because even if they are speaking from their heart and those are their true feelings, they will not act the same way while not influenced by substances.

>>692931462
Thanks for the advice anon. She does want to be friends, right now she thinks we are, but I'm still going through a huge amount of pain.

>>692932288
Thats the problem with these types of situations. You either settle for the "just friends" part or you try to get her back as your gf again and risk losing her entirely.

>>692912836
im so sorry dude

>>692932533
True that. I know from friends and from what she said when we broke up, that she doesn't think it'll work. Doesn't seem to want to. I still have feelings, I have fucking dreams about her back to back every night. I don't think I can even BE her friend like this, but I have to try the alternative.

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Last night, I cut off the last relationship I had. He was my best friend for about 4 years. I became anorexic a while ago, and just lost interest in everything, so I ignored him. Found out he moved to California yesterday and doesn't want to see me anymore.

First time I've cried in a long time, complete loneliness

>>692932833
Sorry to hear anon. What happened to make you this isolated?

>>692932283
I know but it's so hard not to when it's something I always wanted to hear from him.