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>>692482325
wew that last part, sorry op...

>>692482325
Don't do that...

>>692482435

Thanks guy.

>>692482542

Sorry.

>>692482325
https://discord.gg/012OE9ge1GbnLicdx

come share your feels on b porn general.

>>692483391

Rather not think of porn in this case...

>Be me
>Spend 7 months Trying to get girl
>Eventually stop but she asks me out
>Lifes good
>Fall hard, love her
>15 days ago
>Break up, she going away or a few years in a few months
>Sad but still talk, assures me the reason we broke up is that she's going way
>Today
>Shes in a relationship with someone from where we are
Fuck it all man

>>692485791
I know that feel

>>692485983
How do you get over them?

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I just miss her.
A month already and she doesn't think about me. She's going out, seeing her friends, her family, having fun. Probably having a crush on an other, better, guy?
While i'm at home missing her.

>>692486238
I know how you feel man

>>692486238


you are an alpha-as-fuck silverback gorilla, there is no better guy. I am sure she is a great person, and you are probably a great person too. Feelings are important, but don't try to rationalize things that are speculative. She thinks about you, you had a relationship (unless she is a sociopath). She copes with it differently than you do.

Feeling bad is fine, missing someone is fine. But this whole heavy romance idea of "one person in the world" is gross and destroys people. There are billions of girls op. There are others that you will like and will like you. Focus on loving yourself, and being the best you can be and the right kind of people will flock to you. Works for everything, friends/jobs/love. Appropriate levels of empathy and confidence will allow you to be the person you want to be. Also, get some exercise, dopamine is one hell of a drug.

>>692487073
Good advice

>>692485791
Trick is don't fall for women. You're a man you're going to obsess over beautiful women that ticks some boxes.

A worthwhile woman is few and far between and you'll have to have deal with many bitches on your way to meeting the super cool girl who will stand by you no matter what. You might not even realise is straight away. But that's one of the pleasures of being a man, sleeping your way to your SO at every chance. Enjoy it man.

>>692487458
How do you not fall for a girl?

>Be me
>28 year old vrigin.

>>692486238
She misses you. Women are just vicious when shit goes down. They don't hurt like dudes. Dudes gotta support themselves, focus on something. Go fucking obsess over something that gets you out, anything. You'll be a better man for it and not a sad cunt.

Life's a bastard

>>692482325
>be me
>has bestfriend
>i hit on a gamer gril(true gamer gril)
>gamer gril confessed to me that best friend and her bf gf now.
>gets brokenhearted
>fast forward 1 yr
>bf treating her bad
>she cries in phone and they broke up
>feelings came back, make her feel special
>i confess yet again
>she and bf got back again
>its the fucking 2nd instance.
>I fucking throw my pc monitor. Cry and really broke apart because she said something crippling
>didn't know my facebook is logged in my moms cell.
>mom see what happen to me and my conversations.
>mom talks to girl and tells her to fuck off if she cant love me even if i give my all.
>now bf still treats her bad.
>her family treats her really bad right now.
>Still have feelings and i feel bad for her.
I wish i was patient. So she should be the one who is approaching me.
But i let my feelings let loose.

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>>692487073
This. My current gf constantly brings me down and talk shit to sometimes gets physical. I thought for while i wasnt going to find anyone else. Eventually girls started to eye me and flirt with me and i knew i could leave her at any chance i want now. I work out and am getting in really good shape so i know it wont be a problem in the future for me. I stay with her because i truly do care for her and i am hoping she changes and we are having a kid together so fingers crossed. But if not fuck her because i got my kid to worry about now. Theres other girls anon

>>692487580
By resenting them.

>>692482325
Fuck op don't make me cry

>>692487580
Because they all have flaws. Usually pretty bad ones.

The problem is your a man and think with your dick much more than you think you do.

Maybe if you thought why that dumb bitch was being a horrible bitch then you'd have the sense to understand she's not worth anything to you when you deserve better.

>>692487758
I know, it's not my first break up but man with no job (or fucking kys jobs), no friends (I tried, they bailed and I'm not 20 anymore), no tinder matcheds, it's fucking too much.

>>692488225
You're just a giver upperer m8

>>692488167
But everything i did, i was nice, caring and always there. Why the fuck did it have to happen? She was the only person ive ever had a connection with

>>692487816
So she's pregnant? As a father of 3, I know first hand, pregnant woman can get absolute psycho and violent. I'd stick it out till after birth if things don't change then make your decision. Also third trimester woman will mellow out more in my experience.

>>692487813
You see literally so beta you ruined the life of the person you loved

>>692489071
Not him, but how do you not be beta?

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>>692488569
Yeah she is pregnant due in a month! I am waiting it out only because I've been told the same thing. So hopefully things do change and if not I just have to do the best to support my kid

>>692489144
By getting over girls that have expressed that they don't like me in any romantic way or if they just don't like get over it not everyone is going to love you in life

You /b/ros are the only people I can turn to you know

>>692487588
No ones a virgin. Everyone gets fucked by life.

>>692487813
Ahh man, you don't deserve that, also I would stay friends with a girl that has a boyfriend its just kinda weird, but anyway, you should stop being friends with that guy he sounds like a fag and she wasn't worth it guy you can do better hope this helps anon.

Tell me what age did you all realise that life was fucked?

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>have best friend from 12-18
>i think im in love with her
>she gets a bf
>i give up and get a gf
>still love best friend
>she gets jealous and says she loves me
>we get together
>ive never been this happy
>her mom kills herself 2 weeks later
>too surreal
>she withdraws
>dont know what tf do
>become a depressed alcoholic taking whatever drugs i can find
>havent spoken to her in years
>stop talking to anybody even family

I think I fucked up in a past life.

>>692490879
Wow shit sorry bro

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>>692491618
Just posting some images. Most from past threads because of the file name.

>>692492181
Its appreciated

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i cant stop thinking about her
i keep having dreams about her
why does my brain do this to me?

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>>692492590
Share your story please.

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>>692494141
bump. Still going.

>>692494289
Still lurking

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>>692493334
i'm so pathetic. there was this girl that i knew in high school and i would talk to her on the bus a lot and she was just a generally cool person.

my house gets foreclosed, move schools, never see her again. hear she just does a ton of drugs and fucks anybody willing, except i'm to beta to actually go and talk to her again.

it's nothing crazy, she's not a love that i lost or anything, just one i wish i had.

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>>692494602
>me

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>>692494289
End of my story. I appreciate the anon who said this. Wherever you are, wherever you are lurking, thank you.

I have still never told any of my friends about this but fuck it.
>be me
>7 years old
>surprise visit to hospital
>mom is unconscious in hospital bed
>I have no idea what's going on
>dad avoids telling me what happened
>everybody seems to be really sad
>Dad tells me and and my brothers to say goodbye
>me being to young, did understand the situation
>I was too scared and nervous to say goodbye
>stay at grandparents for the night
>next day my dad comes in but I already knew what he was going to say
>my mom died
>brothers and dad cry a lot, I barely cry at all and I still don't know why
>didn't cry at all at funeral
>only time I cried was when I was by myself
>I never knew how my mom died and I really didn't want to ask
>seven years later, home alone
>start looking through my dads computer cause bored
>see file with my moms name
>click it
>turns out my mom killed herself due to mental condition
>finally bring it up with my dad

I came to terms with what happened very fast and it has given me a bit of a thick skin when it comes to people insulting me, due to being raised on insults about my dead mom. Besides, that isn't even the worst thing to happen to me in my childhood.

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>>692494758

>>692494406
Sad, Looks like you dodged a bullet.

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>>692494805
Meant to say did not understand the situation

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>back in 2012
>be me, 17
>lonely Christmas, parents went to fucking France without me as I didn't really want to
>alone for the whole fucking holiday
>browsing /b/, playing games whole days
>occasionally using omegle
>meet a girl
>chating for about four hours straight
>add her on facebook
>not really 10/10 but solid 7.5/10, could have been even 8 if she really wanted
>chating almost every day for about three months or so
>even get some nudes from her
>shits good
>but as the time goes, it gets slightly too much
>every day, tons of messages
>she thinks I am her personal therapist or someshit
>she keeps telling me about her problems, about all that shit I don't give a fuck about
>when I don't reply she proceeds to spam
>sometimes even 50 in an hour
>I get pretty tired of that
I mean, sure, I'd talk to her, I think I even cared about her a bit but this was way too much
>June 2013
>get back home from school, tired as shit, all those exams
>instantly got 20 messages

>leave me alone for Pete's sake
>tell her I am tired
>doesn't stop her
>"Hey, can I tell you something, Anon?"
>Start crying how some cunt from her school doesn't want to be her friend or someshit
>Get really pissed and lose it
>this is the last thing I sent to her
>"Now you listen to me, for fuck's sakes. I don't give a fuck about your problems, I never gave any nor I ever will. Stop fucking bothering me, find someone else who will listen to your fucking whining, bitch. If you fucking wanna send me another of your fucking messages, it better be pics of your tits or i don't fucking care, whore."
>Never heard of her again
>Found out she killed herself few weeks ago

Note to say, i don't feel any responsibility and I don't even feel bad really. And that is what wakes me up in the night. I should feel something.

>>692493353
fuck man...

>>692494805
Rough life.

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>>692495008

I'm leaving her. I don't want to but it's just the way life is, I'm pursuing my career and she's not able to come with me. I'm still with her right now and enjoying the time I have left with her but it's always on the back of my mind that I now have a limited amount of time with the one person that I love and was always there for me. I care about her immensely but I know that our relationship may not last since it would be a long-distance relationship and I'm going to be busy with school/work. Life put me in a shitty situation, I found love but now I have to give it up.

I have about a month and half with her left and I don't want to think how it's going to feel when I leave.

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>>692494787
Pic isn't necessarily indicative of you guys. Just how my life is going.

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>>692495181
> this classic feel.

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>>692482325
this got to me, sorry anon..

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>>692485791
She tried to let you down easy to make herself feel better about it.

Fuckin' chicks, man

>>692492832
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECLjHIDQLQ8

lyric from song:
>I'll go to sleep at a decent time
When I find something worth waking up for

>>692495114
honestly fuck that, she was just using you to vent problems. literally the only person you can blame if you kill yourself is yourself. you're not at fault.

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>>692482325
I'm 24 and of indeterminate gender, and have spent the better part of my life searching for knowledge. Knowledge of others, not of myself, since I seem to only be running around in circles when I try to gain self knowledge. I was born blind to the world in terms of other people, no social graces and no instinct for body language. I have been beaten, cheated, raped, mistreated, hated and ostracized. Along the way I have drastically changed from who I was before, pure and optimistic, to who I am now, tainted and cynical. I never focused on myself and only worked towards understanding others around me and the world around me as best as I can. I don't know who I am and I no longer have the time to find out more then the tiny shreds I know from having torn myself apart a thousand times over. Everyone I've known stops talking to me and I'm uncomfortable putting work in to keep friendships going from afar, and yet I wish that they didn't end. Paranoid and afraid I find myself so hurt and unmotivated because I view the world around me as shit, it seems the only thing valued anymore is ones motivation to do whatever it takes to get ahead, regardless of who they hurt and what happens to others. What a price I have paid for my knowledge, friends lost, life in ruins, bleak thoughts on the future and me sinking further and further into a hole that I'm digging and no longer seem to be able to stop digging. Before any white knights come out of the woodwork to try and convince me not to an hero, I'm not suicidal, simply regretful. Regretful that I chased a dream and lost it, regretful and I spent so much time on others and not on myself.

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>>692485791
This happened to me. Happened in a different way and different time variables, but the outcome was the exact same.

>>692495114
Im sorry but maybe you couldve told her that you are tired of her, in a nicer way. I mean always if i want to say something im rethinking and imagine if someone told that to me.Sorry english isnt my first language

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>>692495638
Going on 5 years now, so long that I have forgotten what real happiness felt like. Maybe some day i'll find a way out of this maze called life.

>>692487813
You're a supreme gentleman. ..how could they not like you??

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>>692496158
How did you deal with it?

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>>692496538

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ahHWROn8M0

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>tfw feelin' melancholic even tho there's no reason to

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>>692496887

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It hurts to move on from her, but it hurts more not knowing if we'll get back together, but it hurts most of all knowing I'm going to hurt her if I move on.

>>692496723
I haven't found a way. Since I work at one of the busiest places in my town, it is almost inevitable that she is bound to walk in wrapped around the arm of the neckbeard she is with. Every time is the exact same: I get hurt seeing that and end up going into a depression-fueled rage. My boss knows about this happening and really isn't much to stop it from happening. She lives nowhere near but the neckbeard she is with lives in the same town as I do. Every time he walks in, I have to contain myself to not rip off my shirt and just beat the ever living hell out of the fat fuck.

I think that's RIP this thread.

>>692495114
Numbness is celebrated now, it's considered a virtue to be unable to feel anything. Don't feel too bad about it, you're a product of the world around us Anon.

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>>692498181
bump.

>>692498445
"To be forgotten is a fate worse than death itself."

>>692498181
Shit, guess im lucky i dont gotta see her much anymore

>>692482325
esiest quad of my life

>>692486238
I know that feel so well that it's scary.

I wish I knew how to make it better for you man. But only you can do that.

>>692487862
Not everyone has the ability to be such a jaded weirdo. That's something you're born with, Anon.

>>692498748
Ever since, I've been hoping to find employment elsewhere to get a fresh start. Perhaps get my mind off what has been plaguing it for the longest time.

>>692490879
>I dont know what tf do
Move on, you should have a long time ago.

>>692499625
Its a shitty life anon.

>>692493353
FUCK, source? Those are hard feels.

> Was a fucking faggot in school
> bullied every day
> 2 - 3 friends, faggots too
> beta af
> through some crazy shit I find gf
> threat her like shit because I think I'm not beta anymore
> gf leaves me

> 3 years later I realizr what a fucking faggot I was and still not able to understand how she dealt with me for the time we were together
> am out of school, make a decent amount of money in a job I love
> in fact more money than all those idiots who bullied me
> still no friends but enough money to buy weed, mdma and lsd to pretend happyness

> get a job offered in a town I love
> also with even more money
> guys who offered me the job are fucking awesome and seem to like me
> can't get myself up to move to new city bc I just bought a new kitchen for €4k (I love to cook and people love my food)
> mfw I'm about to fuck everything up again by beeing a faggot

Jesus christ, I'ld go an hero instantly if I wouldn't archieve some respect by working my ass off (40h overtime this month). Any idea how to stop beeing a faggot?

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I've got this deep inclination to commit to something (someone) unreservedly. But doing that only has one outcome - being taken for granted and taken advantage of. If you want a functional relationship you should be shrewd and calculating at all times. Love is a lie, and I can't be fucked.

>>692482325
>Be me
>11 Years old
> Never known my father, Wonderful step father
> We're close, he loves to play vidya with me and talks with me like I'm an adult
>He's a child on the inside, but awesome as he explains things to me better than most adults can
>Come home one day
>He's not there
> Ask my godmother where he is
>"He's in the hospital Anon"
>"Why"
>"He's sick"
>A few days later I finally get to visit him in hospice
>I tell him I love him and that even though we only spent roughly half a year togther (2 yars away at his own place, but he had been living with us for half a year )
>"Why can't he say anything back Mom?"
>"He can hear you Anon, he's in a Coma, so he can't respond."
>I leave, depressed and taking a workbook home from the hospital
>He dies a bout a week later
>Mom was there for it, watched him breathe his last breath
>I beg to go to his pseudo funeral
>Mom wont let me
>Spent that night working on the workbook I took home
> I don't remember where in the workbook but i wrote in response to one of the questions "I'll always remember him when I look up at the stars"
>I still do

RIP Dad, you died much too soon for any of us, especially for me and my sister, we miss you.

>>692499851
It is. Every day I try not to think about it but at the same time, I was working when it happened so when I am at work, my mind goes right back to it.

>>692499859
I can't remember the source but I did see it before. Watched the video a couple times on youtube. Aside from that, I can't help much more.

>>692487813
Forget about her anon
You gave her two chances
You would be wasting your time by asking a third time
I know it seems like she is 1 in 7 billion but trust me, there is pleanty of girls like her in your town. The ability to get back on your feet and move on is what separates the betas and the alphas.

>>692494602
Oh right i forgot
u-dtf-hoe

>>692499859
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnKZ4pdSU-s

>>692500859
It's shit the way nobody cares about people like us, that have real problems, real fucked lives. While when somebody cries because a girl they kinda-sorta knew moved away, they get all the support in the world.

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>>692493793
This hit me like a freight train. It describes me pretty well. mfrn

This drop dead 10/10 gave me a shot and I fell so hard for her. She was literally smartest person in school, played a shit load of sports, super clever, rich, and just beautiful.

I don't know why the fuck she liked me so much.

And, to the surprise of no one, I blew it. I was too much of a beta to talk to a girl that I was GOING OUT WITH.


Now my standards are all high and I'm seriously a sack of shit.

>>692497102
100% my dog we had to put down 2 weeks ago.

>>692502197
It's simply because everyone knows that pain. Very few people know this kind of pain Anon.

>>692502605
Yeah, suppose so. Didn't mean to sound like a dick before.

>>692486238
It gets better bro. I was dumped for someone else and after a year and a half of being single, dating, and not finding the one, i got my closure and i was able to move on and let go. I found a beautiful girl i want to be with and heres the kicker my ex started missing me again and wants to be with me again. I guess it didnt work out with her new man and i get sastifaction knowing she wants me and i can say no. So it gets better man. Hang in there.

>>692502795
You didn't it's normal to be upset when you feel like no one supports you when you're going through shit. I'm also the person who posted >>692496011

>>692502950
Wish thats how everything ends up

Daily reminder that you aren't housebound and shitting pools of blood every 15-20 minutes, and that you all have the ability to actually change your lives unlike the legitimately irreparably crippled.

A little bitching every now and again is fine, but I hope you spend at least as much time focused on what you have as what you don't. If you think you have 'nothing' when you actually have a fully functional body then you're a cuck and a bitch.

>>692503201
In a perfect world Anon, in a perfect world.

>>692503348
Indeed and yet instead we live in whatever this is.

>>692503319
Stop being an asshole, we all get it, others have it worse than us. But for us these are the most painful things in our lives. We all experience things differently, that includes emotional pain.

I met the love of my life back in 2010 she was my best friend and the reason I woke up in the mornings. I did everything for her. A year ago she left me.... For a guy she had been seeing for 6 months. I am completely heartbroken

>>692503527
They call it "The real world", I call it hell.

I'm just a little too hard on myself. It closes me off to people and I bottle my emotions because I feel they aren't worth other people's time and when I voice my troubles I feel it as I'm inconveniencing people.

The things I earn I still somehow feel that I didn't deserve them. When people give me praise or compliments I doubt their genuinity.

Even if I am struggling in something greatly, I don't want to ask for help, because I feel that people would be aggravated at me for interrupting whatever they were doing.

I try to be completely independant even if it means I struggle more and lose contact with people that I was once acquainted with

>>692503864
I couldnt agree anymore

>>692492181
not disappoint ,reject

>>692503201
You never know man. Anything can happen just keep on hanging on. Do what makes you happy and keep your mind occupied with other things. Good things will come to you.

>>692503916
I can relate so much its scary

>>692504173
What do you do if nothing makes you happy?

>>692503916
I know these troubles and feels Anon, I know all to well, since I'm very, very similar.

>>692495235

you fucking retard, why do you like being alone if you crave others people attention all the time? you sound like an emo prepubescent teen ffs

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Man the fuck up, everybody.
Bitching about your problems in the Internet -even worse, you're doing it in /b/- is not gonna resolve them.
We laugh at the retards asking girls out while most of us don't even have the balls to do so.

>inb4 bait or shitstorm

>>692499527
Nah you aren't born with it. Is a product life experience. If you get shafted by enough women and grow to the age others have as a kissless virgin, it's the only feeling you have towards them and everyone else.

>>692484316
you don't really love your mom if you've never wanted to fuck her. just sayin

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>>692494289

>>692504921
definitely some truth to that. thanks for sharing

>>692505025
You're welcome

>>692504288
You keep seaching for what does. Dont stop dont give up. Go shoot a gun, go workout, take a hike, go on a roadtrip. Do something exciting for a change. Get out there and explore. Join the military and fuck all types of girls

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>>692505548
Fucking hell man, that made me feel partly responsible just reading it.

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>>692505548
Woah fuck man that was some deep shit.

>>692504467

>Man the fuck up, everybody.
>We laugh at the retards asking girls out while most of us don't even have the balls to do so.

Looks like you could take a bit of advice from yourself Anon.

>>692503916
Same here, I even wanted to write my story here but couldnt do it

>>692506341
Why can't you do it? We'll listen, take your time Anon.

>be me, poorfag college student
>have a loan to pay my studies, college is one of the best at engineering but is expensive af
>there's this new loan who will forgive 90% of the debt if I finish my studies (special loan for TI careers, such as systems engineering, which i'm studying)
>one of the conditions is not having another active loan, so I have to cancel the one I have and pay half of the debt
>this thing takes weeks, the semester ended, cancelled old loan and payed half of the debt, new loan is approved, only have to take some documents to college to legalize the loan
>one of the documents is a certification of the grades i've had during the career
>OK, my grades aren't perfect but aren't bad either
>I get there, and give the documents to the secretary in charge if the company that gives me the loan
>checks my name on the database
>"sorry anon, your grades aren't high enough, we can't legalize this"
>wut, they never told me about this, and I asked twice about it, the told me it wouldn't be a problem, and now it is wtf
>I complain about the bad information they gave me and the fact that they made me cancel the loan I already have
>"sorry, the rules are the rules, we can't help you"
>wtf, turn 360 degrees and walk away, furious
>I cancelled my old loan and they didn't accepted me on the new one
>mfw I'm completely fucked
>mfw a loan was the only way I could pay my studies
>now I have to find a way to gather the money for the next semester in less than a week
>don't know what to do
>lock myself in the bathroom at college
>cry for about an hour

I'm fucked /b/

>>692485791
In a similar situation and the girls the only person i ever talk too. Do i keep talking to her? Do i cut contact?

>>692506599
The world is fucked up, so few people have empathy anymore, honestly I think we're all going to hell.

>>692506706
Cut contact, it's gonna be fucking hard, but it's really the only way to move on at this point. If you keep her in your life it's just going to turn toxic for you and piss you off more and more. Go find someone who is worth your time Anon.

>>692507319
Alright thats what ill (try) do, thanks anon.

>>692507447
Good luck Anon, and Godspeed.

>>692497102
fuck that made me cry

>>692492181
Wow that's pretentious

>>692505548
And this is why I'll never go to war. I wouldn't be able to handle it, it would tear me apart inside.

>>692487073
You, my friend, you are the Hero we need.

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>>692503916
It is aslmost like you are describing me anon.

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>>692507839
me too bro, me too.

>>692506599
I feel you anon. Been a poorfag my whole life. Got 9 dollars in my pocket and it's all the money I have in the world

>>692485791

you sound young. Just fuck as many as you can and don't get involved with any til you're maybe 25+. At that age you just need to be wit has many as you can and have fun, everyone in relationships is squandering their youth with people they won't end up with ultimately and it's all for nothing.

>>692482325
Whenever I read these feels threads I am happy that I killed off most of my emotions. I can't feel sadness, nor loneliness. Things are just neutral to me, with occational happy moments.

>>692508736
same here. I feel like I burden others with my issues and don't let them out very often. When I do I apologize for having gotten emotional since I think others will ostracize me for it.

I've doubted any compliments since I was very young, and as a result i don't seem to be able to take them.

>>692487580

by remembering there is someone you will like even more than this girl not getting fixated

>>692509131
Happiness and joy cannot exist without sadness otherwise they simply fade into the white noise.

>>692487813

yea man that's incredibly beta, you are the beta orbiter. If you want her (or any girl) to like you show them you don't give a fuck. Genuinely giving no fucks gets you way further than caring which makes you appear like a desperate beta. Plus this is some internet cunt for god's sake man don't get so worked up.

Anyone know any great feels music?

>>692482325
Am I fucked up sad stories always make me laugh

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>>692482325
Fucking hell

>>692509634
1. I believe the term you're looking for is Omega.

2. People like you are why I have no faith left in the human species as a whole.

>>692487588
Even the sadest of lives are special it is your life and only you can experience it

>>692506437
I don't know, it's like just trying to type this out is uncomfortable. I'm that guy who is always closed to people sober, and always open drunk.

> I always was a outcast hanging out with outcasts like myself
> never too good with people
> spent most of my childhood and teenage years alone in my room playing guitar and video games
> music is the only thing I'm good at but I'm in a total rut, cant practice for 5 hours a day anymore, all the bands I'm in go nowhere no matter how good they are
> fuck, I just want to entertain people
> my first relationship happened when I was 21
> wasn't too sure about it but it was her who asked to be in a relationship first
> after a while we were madly in love
> half a year later she cheats on me, says she's sorry and she still loves me
> say nothing and leave, last thought was that she looked nice on that day and it's a shame it ended like that
> heavy drinking
> couple of months later she was fucking married
> still cant deal with it
> in college currently, everyone said to go because you learn a lot and party and fuck all the time
> no parties, have not been on a date in year and a half, all the classes are fucking bullshit, i'm still there only because I'm already halfway through so what the fuck
> finally summer vacation comes
> Fuck being a sad cunt, I'm going to work, buy a fucking motorcycle and ride that thing until wheels fall off
> start exercising, then eating healthy so I'm not a fat piece of crap anymore
> completely destroy my knee doing a goddamn backside kickturn on a skateboard
> you literally ride up a ramp, turn 180 degrees, ride down
> somehow I fuck this up, and now no job, cant even go out for a fucking walk

It's like no matter what I try to do, everything turns to shit

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This is legit. Save it for a rainy day. This dude helped me more than once and he's pretty much a professional

>>692509979
Actually, no, feeling elation or laughing at others pain is called Schadenfreude. It's perfectly normal.

>>692497102
Not even gonna read it, dog stories make me cry like a bitch. Nothing harder than losing your dog IMO

>>692509634
This is kinda true, but I genuinely do not give any fucks about just about anything and I've been alone my whole life. I've had some relationships but nothing that lasted. That, and I'm honest about everything.
Feels bad man.

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>>692510270

You can get mad at it but that's the way the world works, be a sad cunt or accept it and try to be happy.

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>>692510834
10/10 image

>>692494758
oh god, i do this all the time

>>692510822
Want some solid advice? Don't listen to that edgy price who thinks you should pretend not to care, or not care at all. If you want a bitch who'll tell you to fuck off over answering the phone at 2am when you need a shoulder, sure, treat her like shit. But if she needs someone at 2am and she knows she can call you... well, that's a plus.

Take it from someone with a lot of experience and a master's degree, plus professional and ministry experience to boot. If you want the real thing, be real.

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>>692511043
Not mad, more disappointed that you've yet to move on from the whole Kindergartner mindset.

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This is lenghty but I need to get it off my chest

>be november last year
>girl I really liked invites me to her graduation party
>agree, then hit the gym like crazy, enter cocoon mode
>the perfect moment to take it to the next level
>be hyped as fuck, lose weight like crazy and gain some muscle on the way
>never been better, confidence through the roof, getting mires everywhere
>talk to her everyday, start talking about more kinky stuff
>itshappening.jpg
>she suddenly cuts all contact a month back
>doesn't answer anywhere
>do a little research, find out she picked up the invitations
>the party's supposed to be today

Well, there goes my hearth, a-at least I lost weight

>>692510549
I find it funny how ruthlessly cruel life can be sometimes I mean I don't think it's a good thing it's quite honestly the opposite I know how it feels to have loved ones taken away from u and through all that pain the only thing that has kept me alive is laughter

>>692482325
if nobody look up to the ugly people losers then why the ugly people losers outnumber the popular people and everybody

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>>692510822

How about giving fucks about yourself. I failed out of college and went to an all guys high school never really talked to girls.

I got my shit together after failing out, started finding discipline and self respect in something as simple as lifting, pic related. (call me out for lying i dont care)

I decided I knew i was better than some retard drop out, I'm smart but I was lazy and just never went to class. I was discipline going to class just like the gym, and even without studying too hard made deans list my junior and senior year.

Throughout this process I started getting ridiculous attention from women, didn't know how to handle it but I learned.

Now this skinny guy who took 6 years to graduate college is a really in shape person with his life together and earning 6 figures (even tho my GPA was still sub 3.0 after grad. employers don't give a fuck about GPA they want to see work ethic and personality).

I didn't do it for anyone, I did it because I cared about myself and saw good in who I am. Anyone can do the same, I am not special.

>>692511335

Maybe one day I'll be red pilled and euphoric like you, I'm sure you're doing just great anon.

>>692511500
You did it for her. The sad fact is that, statistically, someone will come along and repeat the process. Average American (assuming you are) nets 13 partners in their lifetime (and that's just sex).

Now... if you improve you for YOU, you can't be disappointed. Go lose weight, get ripped, look good and feel good. If someone worthy comes along and appreciates that about you, that's a pleasant surprise.

>>692510519
I get what you mean man, I was hit by a pick-up and it fucked up my hip, my first relationship was at 20, and a metric fuck ton of women turned me down before her. If you want my honest opinion of what to do it's to contact a doctor and see what can be done about your knee, perhaps a brace? After you get that knee dealt with, keep doing what you were doing, exercise and eat healthy. Also, try and look at the positive instead of the negative.

>>692511326
I wasn't taking his advice, I was actually disagreeing. I'm not edgy I just have a different way of looking at life. Things just don't really matter all that much. I'm not an ass or anything, I treat girls fine. They just always end up leaving me. People just don't see much if a future with me, I guess. I've always been like that. Not just because I browsed b

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>>692511927
The cute thing is that you still seem to think that you can piss me off. Like >>692511326 posted, being real and showing that you care is a better idea, remember, you get what you pay for, treat someone like shit to get them interested and you'll get the same back in response.

>>692495184
Are you me?

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>>692512595

Lel, where at any point did I say treat a girl like shit? Re-read all my posts, never at any point do I say those words, I said give no fucks.

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>>692485791
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>>692490879
>>692494289
>>692494406
>>692495114

I only got this far in the thread. I don't usually visit feels threads. I come on /b/ to laugh, or to experience some other positive emotion. But holy shit, was this thread made for feels or cringe? Man up, pussies.

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>>692482325
>OP tells us about his mother dying
>bunch of whiny 13 year olds cry about their "girlfriends" breaking up with them
Wew lad

I'm having a feel right now, and it's a little bit of rage. I'm sorry OP. I wish I could tell you it'll get better, but it won't. It'll be a hole in your heart for the rest of your life.

Just remember the good times and the smiles and the laughs. I'd do anything to have my mom gripe at me to pick up my socks again.

Best of luck /b/ro

>>692511784
I wasn't complaining about my life. I was just stating facts. Congrats if all that stuff is true tho, I don't work out I just have a lot of hobbies. I've always been alone but I've never really been unhappy. Just got out if a relationship actually, she left me for her abusive ex, I imagine she will come back. It was good times. I really like her. It sucks but being alive is cool, so this is just another thing really.

>>692512260
I know, there's nothing I want more than to stay positive but it's always like with this knee thing. Get excited about something - shit happens near instantly

I've been to a doctor, torn ligaments and joint. I've got some medication and a brace, I probably wont be able to skate or do anything much this year, at least fucker stopped aching today

>>692506599
praise america

>>692512966
Same difference, being genuine instead of acting like a grade schooler with his first crush works a whole lot better. Take it from someone who has been in a relationship for 4 years, paying attention and showing interest may not get you every gril on the block, but it gets you the one who matters and cares about you.

On an unrelated note, nice dubs

>>692513180
Welcome to feels threads, where a bunch of whiny babies cry about their problems and give each other asspats for being autistic. Its our little piece of /r9k/ here on /b/

Lets hear your diagnosed mental illnesses b/
Borderline Personality Disorder in the house.

>>692506599
be a hitman it pays well, i'm not fucking around either. its a good way to cope with being angry at the world and the pay is amazing

>>692513815
Hitmen are recruited from inside criminal gangs. Dont fall for the deep web meme.

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>>692513815
I want the 12 year olds to leave

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>>692513342
You'll be able to walk again right? After my accident I was laid up for nearly half a year before I could walk again. On the point of shit happening, that's been my fucking year, one thing after another keeps fucking happening. There's a light at the end of the deepest, filthiest tunnel, just wait for it, when you get out it's gonna feel fucking glorious.

>>692514087
No way man, you can totally just put an ad up on the deep webz and us your 1337 CoD skills to rake in mad dosh.

#yolo
#silentassasin
#ninjutsu

>>692513800
ADHD
Anxiety
Depression
Asperger's (Now Autism Spectrum Disorder)

I want to get this off my chest, its a long stoy

>a girl fell in love with me
>she was a 6/10 at best
>still, she was the first human being to show simphaty in me in years
>i accepted her and slowly fell really in love with her
>she was frail, timid and shy and i was always protective of her
>i treasured her truly
>she starts crying while we were doing it
>she tells me that we were doing it too much and she felt raped by me
>i felt depressed, a miserable human, a worm
>she still loved me or so i thought
>she starts telling me she needs friends male one specifically
>im weirded out and after some bitching i accept her decision
>you guessed right, she fell in love with another guy
>she says she loves us both
>i cannot let go of her
>this shit goes on for all christmas, he dumps her and starts going out with a friend of my gf
>we are alone again
>but she is costantly telling me how much he misses him
>she is little and my precious thing i forgive her, every time
>we went to paris and for months i thought everything went right and that we were finally in love again
>she tells me one of her new friends kissed her all over with an innocent smile
>i felt broken just like that time
>i tell her that i never want to see her again
>i regret the decision soon after, but to no avail
>she does not want to get back together
>two days after we broke up they start dating

I just wish i didnt say anything
I just wish i was better than that
I just wish she still loved me

Sorry /b/ i needed to get that off my chest
It has been two years already and i still miss her

>>692514087
Eh, you can get into paramilitary / mercenary work pretty easy.

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>>692514306
This is /b/ faggot. We don't hashtag here. We were born BEFORE 2000. Go make your self a bleach cocktail, summerfag

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>>692514551
As a guy who worked for a contractor, let me just say,

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Also, you're a fucking idiot.

>>692514551
Plenty of actual train soldiers taking up mercenary spots. They arent just gonna hire some bored dude.

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>>692514711
>newfag reveals himself and his autism
Jesus bro, really?

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>>692514889
>plenty of ex-special operations guys filling spots
FTFY. Seriously, I had a hard time getting my foot in the door because I was a "only" a Ranger. They're absolutely spoiled for choices. Regular grunts don't even have a chance.

>>692514430
Sounds like she was with you out of pity /b/ro, like she has some serious problems herself. To be honest, she fucked you over and she's to blame for how you feel right now. She agreed to have sex with you, so don't feel so bad about the rape thing. obviously she has attention issues from her need for so many guys at once. Finally, go find yourself someone worth your time and effort, because from that story you sound like a stand-up guy.

>>692515235
So your saying the anon who cried in the bathroom for an hour probably wont make the cut? Understand if you cant give details but what kind of jobs do you do?

>>692513479

m8 I've been in one for 3 now. Not giving a fuck doesn't mean you can't be genuine, it doesn't mean you can't be nice to a girl.

It means you should ultimately give no fucks what anyone thinks if they don't approve of you. If a girl rejects you or you can tell she's messing with you? Move on who cares. Be yourself and be the best person you can be, and fuck everyone else. Many girls will dick you around, just stop caring be you and enjoy your life. When you find a girl you know undoubtedly shows interest in you and the feeling is mutual then that's great. Don't change anything continue to be the best person you can be to her. But getting upset about a girl that leaves or doesn't see your value? Fuck her there are plenty others out there.

That's the philosophy of giving no fucks, being a cunt doesn't go hand in hand with disregarding the opinions/emotions of those who don't perfectly line up with you.

>>692508839
I relate to this vending machine.

>>692496158
This actually brought tears to my eye. I hate people, we don't deserve love from anything

>>692514181
I hope so, I'm seeing a doctor in two weeks to check on what's going on with it. It doesn't hurt all the time any more but I still cant bend or straighten that joint My biggest problem with it is that I wont be able to get any job for summer because I cant really get out of my house.

Hey, thanks for the kind words. Have some soul https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hbn4tTt9624

>>692515558
I don't do it anymore, work dried up and I got sick of not getting to really shoot at anything but still being in a warzone.

You're a glorified security guard most of the time. And instead of soldiers, you deal with locals (interpreters, indigenous army, truck drivers), and civilians (CIA analysts, DoD brass, press). It's like herding fucking cats.

Private contractors aren't going to waste time and money training anyone. They want people who are already battle tested and highly trained. If you want to be a "mercenary" (nobody uses that word, it's basically a slur) you need to go military -special operations-contractor.

And its not 2005 anymore, you're not going to make a whole lot of money.

>>692515562
Ah, my apologies I thought by "Giving no fucks" you meant the whole "Bitch, I don't got time for you right now" behavior that so many people show, I.E., treating chicks like trash. I honestly agree with you now that I fully understand what you were saying, and it's good advice.

>>692487816
I said this is scorpions voice

>>692515950
Sounds like you will be able to walk again. If you're looking for someone to help with Bills get a roommate, split the bills and do what you can for money. You're welcome for the kind words!

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>>692495114
>I don't even feel bad

>>692510519
you can't walk at all, mate?

>>692500705
She's hot but have pretty bad taste in litterature.

>>692517114
When I have my brace on and I'm using crutches I can make it to the toilet and back, but not much farther

Why do I keep thinking about that one girl? Why?
Fuck, I feel like a worthless piece of shit.

>>692501756
bruh, this shit is too real. The ending was a kick right in the stomach, and that audience definitely felt it.

>>692517581
reading things like this makes me realize how lucky I am with accidents. In April 2015 I tripped going up the stairs and almost slit a vein in my left knee. I still didn't go to the doctor because it doesn't hurt or give me any problems.
I'm very sorry about your accident, hope you will be able to walk.

>>692495114
shit man thats some powerful stuff

>>692517581
Well I have to go, have a wonderful day Anon!

>>692482325
Faggot.

>>692518603
Yeah, it sucks how some random shit can sometimes in a moment wreck your plans and mood for who knows how long.

Thank you and good luck to you too man

>>692495114
fuck

>>692518736
Thanks, have a nice day too

>She made me happy
>She was my friend, she cared for me, i was okay with that, but i wanted more
>i craved for more
>I doubt if she really cared about me
>I got 1 night of happiness
>4 weeks of confusion
>got over it
>but her touch was so warm, i cant resist
Time passes
School ends
>I try to text her but nothing comes to my mind
>ask why she never starts conversations
>never answered that
>weeks go by, i trynot to think abojt things.
>try to start conversation, withthe usually hi, how are you.
>okay
Then it hit me
I was left looking after her but she didnt care about how i felt, never asked how i felt
I just wanted to hear that, so i knew people care about me.
And i just wanted to answer.
Its hard keeping thing to yourself, sooner or later you break down

Now this isnt anything too bad but i just cant stop thinking about it, i have tried getting my life styles better, go to gym, eat well. And i usually feel okay during day.

>>692513800
Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder.

>>692492590
Exactly the same for me. Its weired. Even though I know we dont really fit together that much I cant forget her even after nearly 4 years. Hell I need a master reset

I feel lonely /b/

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>>692513800
Bipolar fag reporting in

>>692520720
Congrats, don't we all you fucking asshole.

>>692520801
No need to be a dick about it you fucker

>>692520978
I'm being a dick about it because I couldn't give a shit about your, or anyone else's opinion

>>692505548
Holy shit

>>692486238
I know that feel anon. 2 months for me

>>692505548
This is probably one of heaviest things I have ever read. Fuck

>>692521109
Who hurt you?

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>be me
>never cry, or at least not when anyone can see
>my mother thinks it's weird
>"you should express your emotions more anon, it's what makes you human"
>I have always been this way, I just don't want people to see me cry
>then one day, it actually becomes too much
>my mom finally sees me cry
>she holds my hand
>she smiles back at me
>she says thank you anon
>she says "I knew it, you're a total faggot"
>...she breathes out her last breath
>goodbye, mom...

>>692521356
I did it to myself, anon.
Want to hear my pathetic excuse for a story or nah.

>>692521531
Why not

>>692521449
Cringy

>>692497101
Exactly same for me.
Some people are just melancholic.
I guess its psychologically very complicated but it has something to do that you had something in the past that was very important to you/me and was lost. Therefore the past is always something to glorify. Just an idea.

>>692521708
Bet you are new here, you should know there rules