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calling all sad boys report to the feels thread

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the part that gets me in this picture is the question "when was the last time you were that happy?" and i honestly cant remember

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get in here fags

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>>692249408
fuck

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im done posting, guess this thread was dead before it started

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Don't give up anon, keep it up!
I appreciate the effort!

>>692250019
I'm lurking for the heartbreak images.

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The only thing I've ever wanted to save from any feels thread I've come across

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I'll dump some I guess

>>692251530
That is retarded

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>>692252033

I sit here and wonder.
Truly, just how defunct am I?

>>692252068
Looks like an image of text if you ask me

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>>692252176

Trying to figure out how the weight of a phrase employs a drag and cognitive siphon of resources.
Also I could really go for a warm body next to me, just to shut everything up for the moment.

>>692250922
Man that gets me

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>>692252484

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Needed this tonight

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>>692252833

>>692253003
holy shit, this is amazing
thanks anon

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>>692253319

I lost her. I lost the one girl who had changed me for the better. I didn't even know I had a better. And the she showed me. I was loyal; I loved; I was lost in an adventure of life, 20 years old accepting wherever it took me.

She broke me, and now, years later, I'm with another. She's a great girl, loves me unconditionally. Beautiful as well. But I lust for others because I don't ache for her. I don't want to rebuild the earth for her. I love her, but it is in fact jaded and bitter, just like that Baw photo says. I want to love her, yet I find myself chatting to other girls to hook up to fuck. /b/ what is wrong with me. I've not cheated on her yet, but it's emotional cheating and I want to stop it. Should I just delete social media? This girl is the one. But I'm scarred. I need to heal. God I'm so fucked up

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>>692253003

I agree with this guy: >>692253494

>another pic from >>692253497

>>692253494
No problem
Bukowski's stuff's always great

>>692252772
Lol don't quote Robin Williams on that shit. That's from the character he played in World's Greatest Dad

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>>692253776

>>692248862
>be me
>Loveless sexless marriage
>Both kids are massive faggots
>Spend most of my time at work to stay away
>Can't get a divorce or the bitch will take half
>never say good night to my kids
>Just a robot everyday
>Shooting myself in the backyard doesnt seem so bad

The girl I was going to marry tells me she still loves me but doesn't want to be with me anymore. I don't know want to do other than to want to die.

>>692248513
you can fix the problem of no feels thread, but you cant fix your own

this song makes me think
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQTNWPQGqSc

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>living in fl, hate it
>Meet girl
>She ok just something to fuck
>We talk
>End up having sex
>Fucking win
>Move to Colorado
>Realize she's the first girl I've liked since a bad breakup
>Makes me smile
>She makes me feel for once
>Kill me

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>>692254148

>>692253441
This.

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this fucking year was great man,
new year in the beach with friends , fire , alcohol
then went out traveling only with a bag in my back and no money with friends ....everything ok
then i meet a girl in tinder
i thought ...ok lets give a chance(never cared about tinder girls)
fast forward 1 week later i liked her ,we talked all the fucking day , i dont worked to talk to her , and she dont went to university these days.
>we meet , talk etc....a date...
>resume: she never cared about me or what we talked, only wanted sex.
> all she said were lies ,games she liked, movies etc...(im a "gamer" and love to watch movies)
> was in march
so i ruined my fucking year for a girl
>fired from job
....no more traveling , lost friends , and best friend in A FUCKING WEEK, she later blocked me everywhere (facebook ,WS, tinder,number)
and every fucking day i remember her , i can be playing , watching a movie or whatever but... i loose it every time...
i dont feel that bad in years , dont even when i broke up with girlfriend...

Sorry about my english...

"WHAT A FUCKING IDIOTA, FALL IN LOVE WITH A TINDER GIRL" ....i know, is always in my mind...

>>692254237
DO you have a family picture?

>>692250922
This got me really hard

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>>692254553

Well, I'm crying. Thanks anon....

>this guy >>692254586

>>692254556
Its scary being alive but you can do it. We believe in you

>>692254237
No

>>692248906
That hits me hard

>>692254850
No

>>692255272
what is feels about that quote?

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>>692255272

>pic is what I really want.

>>692254577
Well at least that kid has determination. Cant ever get my kids to do homework ever.

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>>692254811
this would make a nice pasta

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This is now a 'you love you lose' thread

>>692249408
Im doing that right now. But im at that point where i dont want anyone to truly notice and care.

>>692254556
Good luck, nameless friend. Enjoy the brief spark that is life.

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>>692256238

>>692253255
Same here, Anon

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>>692255981

>>692256238
Kek
KYS

>>692256694
Hey if you can supply me with enough heroin I'll gladly overdose

>>692248513
I feel that it's starting to get really summerfag with all the spideys around here tonight

>>692256238
Fuck off

>>692256875
>I'm gonna pretend like km not masturbating to the threads I attempt and mostly fail at derailing so I can feel manly again

>>692256124
what mean " a nice pasta" in here?

>>692257070
no >>>/wsg/1125422

>>692249800
truth

>>692257343
Love you too i guess

>>692257728
was a lie

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>>692256590

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>>692250922
Man..fuck...

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>>692257975

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>>692258197

>>692257898
Oh. Ok

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>>692258328

https://youtu.be/YRj4lNxcKdA

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>>692258614

And I'm done. Wasn't all I had but just some.

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>>692259117

>>692258811
Lmfao if you cut your wrists deep enough to bleed out youre not holding a pen let alone writing perfect til the end.
>TLDR FakenGay

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>>692259245

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>>692252833
so much this

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>>692254811
this...

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look at my thread, i leave for an hour and look at everyone who showed up

>>692260161
Jesus.


Guess I'm going to bed now. Night /b/.

>>692260161
>Epic
I very much doubt that, if it is anything like my own.

>>692260161
get me everytime

>>692250922
shit man

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>>692260411
https://youtu.be/AkoML0_FiV4

>>692260411
Good night anon

>>692260384
You know I can't
*cries like a little bitch*

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>>692260964

/b/ imma be real with yall I didn't read any of this and I'm sorry I just feel like shit because there's this girl that I've been fucking with for some time and she stopped talking to me for like a week or two and now she fucking with some one elese.... She told me I was some special and she liked talking to me... She told me I was different and she wanted to be with me... I thought I mattered

feel songs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AHs7uAV1mA

>>692250922
That's when you hope they get a lite sentence. I have been told being in the darkness of a cave, alone, for just a few days can lead to madness. My plan, should anyone ever do this tgo my wife, is to remove the eyes while damaging the nerves as much as I can, permanently damage the hearing, cause full body paralysis, or as close as I can get, and remove the vocal cords/impair speech in some way. If I had the equipment and skill I would do it all via the brain itself, after a few weeks of torture. The good kind too, where you periodically give them hope and build them back up. I used to wonder if I would really do it. IfI could actually go through with it. But I think I could, because I have always wanted too. But I feel tied down to her. I just need that push. I want to see what hell is like. See what it does to another human being.

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>>692261260

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>>692261260

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>>692261260
Bro I feel you

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>mfw going to die alone

>>692257975
I'm an INTJ. When I was young, for some reason, that happened to be a lot. A few times a week. I would stay in bed of hours hoping to just get a few more minutes. If you asked anyone I knew, none of them would believe it. It just wasn't the person I was. It's better that way I think.

>>692261127
He was probably drunk. That makes it ok not to feel bad for her.

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>>692258328

>>692250915

This aint a YLYL thread, nigga!

>>692259364
I don't think it was a slitting wrists thing.

I tried heroin for the first time when I was 17. I smoked it of of foil with my friend at his graduation party. Fast foward many years. Ive been homeless off and on since I graduated highschool. I've been to prison three times, two dope charges, and one gun charge. When I'm not on the street I'm cycled through a long series of rehabs, mental institutions, and jails. Ive overdosed 3 times. Once I flat lined for 5 minutes in Raleigh NC. At that point I hadn't spoken a word to anyone I knew in 5 or six years. My mom has aged indescribably overnight. Last time I showed up to her house I was turned away and told I'm not welcome there. Everyone I knew from my childhood is well into their lives, with homes, cars, jobs, children, and the like. I've wasted my life.

>>692262634
I'm sorry to hear that man. I'm one of those people that are broken and nobody can see it. However if they do see it, they are quick to avoid me in any given circumstance. It sucks. It fucking sucks. There is nothing that I wouldn't give to be repaired, to be myself again.

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>>692264597
Forgot pic.

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why do i have to hurt over something that happened over a year ago
why do i have to feel

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>> be me 18 junior year of highschool
>> Go out with most innocent, nicest girl in my class. ( alot of guys tried to get at her but they failed).
>>feelgoodman.jpg
>>start feeling sad, loosing sleep and stop eating.
>> I dont tell gf about it cuz i dont want to worry her.
>> i go to the doctorts they tell me to see a psychologist.
>> I was later diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and ptsd. ( do to a physical and emotional abuse from family memebers, and also bullied at school).
>>My relationship with girl became an on and off thing
>> either way i really loved this chick, i would done any for her.
>> the day finally comes where she doesnt want to be with me anymore.
>> she completely brakes my heart o start drinking and smoking pot.
>> suicidedoesntseemthat bad.wmb
>> i start going online more, and find out about 4chan.
>> few months pass i still think of girl.
>>i was doing my same routine of lurking on some threads.
>> go into faces of /b/ thread.
>> there is a girl who had a shitty day on / r9k/.
>> i tell her that she beautiful and that i wished she could've been my girlfriend instead of the chick who broke my heart.
>> she responses by "Thank you <3"
>>I see her a couple of times in faces of /b/ threads.
>> i just realize that i felt something for a chick that i havent meet and is the closes thing that ive had to love for along time.
>> I try to find her on faces /b/ thread but to feel that live again. I check everyday.
(pic related its her) if you see this anon thank you i really do wish you could've been my girlfriend.

>>692264597
I like it that way. People try and help me. People I barely know, people whos names I do not even know. I do not want help from them. It's hollow and demeaning.

>>692256590
this hurts me a lot becuase the dog that I loved so much passed away alone and I wasn't there with her, I never could have expected her to die but when she did I pretty much died for a week. I feel so bad that I couldn't be with her

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Ugh fuck guys. I was looking for a feels thread.

I'm 21. No college education, I don't drive. I work a shitty retail job making barely enough to hold my own.

I just feel like a fucking failure and even though I'm getting my life together (got my first leven drivers liscense and applied to college) finally but I just feel like ive wasted too much time doing nothing when I should've been improving myself and I'm questioning if it's even worth it

And thst brings me to my next shit.
My girlfriend and I mutually decided to go on a "break" which has been going on for a few weeks now.

We still see eachother from time to time and talk but not as much as I would like to.
We went out for dinner the other night to talk things out and when asked what's going on with us she says "in content with the way things are right now, but I really want this to work out and it will make us stronger".
I want to believe that she believes that but it's hard to. It just feels like she's hiding the truth to spare my feelings in fear I may hurt/kill myself.

I know she can do better than me, because I'm a worthless deadweight just dragging her down with all the stress she deals with.

>>692265523
My dog had a growth removed. It cost us $900. She was a pug. She was kinda stupid, but really sweet. They gave her a powerful NSAID. without checking to see if she had bleeding issues in her stomach/intestine. It was a Friday and they closed. She slowly bled out over two days. We couldn't even give her pain medicine. She just kept looking at me with her ears back, the same way she did when I was mad at her. Like she was trying to apologise so the pain would go away. She died the day before my 27th birthday.

>>692265890
aw snap

>>692265890
Sorry to hear that man, that sounds like it was awful to watch

>>692248906
The thing I find wrong with this is that if you really try to be the best person you can be, without showing that you're trying and without trying so hard that you're not yourself, someone will feel this way about you. Instead of trying to find someone else to love, I know it sounds cheesy as fuck but love yourself first. I don't mean go around telling everyone how much you love yourself or go around being an asshole, I mean find who you are and embody that to the best of your ability and I promise, someone will love you.

>>692265719
Well if you can't do it for yourself do it for her. If you care about them make a change for them. Make yourself her ideal guy or something. You're not too late it isn't a big deal you're only 21 for fucks sakes.

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(1/2) I can't fucking keep it in anymore so I wrote it up. It's not much compared to everything else on here but it keeps me up at night

So, I heard writing down your problems helps, so here goes. I'm not really happy anymore. I don't really know why. I blame it on my mom and my brother. My mom because she keeps blaming me for ruining her passions and my brother for destroying my self-esteem. I also set unrealistic expectations for myself that I will never, or anyone else for, will ever be able to achieve. I think that this is because I was always told that I will be the next Bill Gates/Steve Jobs and now I have to be the smartest and the best with everything or else I feel as if I'm letting everyone down. I also don't have much of a social support group or whatever so I don't talk to anyone about my problems and just bottle them up. I don't really have much friends to begin with. There's basically only Joshua and PJ. I don't really hang out with PJ anymore because really like the way is when I'm hanging out with him outside of school. I'm also not close to Joshua because my brother usually takes over the conversation and I don’t really know what to say because I’m hit at social situations. I also can’t really talk to him about it because he’ll just make fun of me again. I already went anorexic and almost bulimic because of how he bullied me. I do wish I was better at people, though.

>>692259972
Why did this make me feel???

>>692266162
It really was.

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(2/2) I hate not having anyone to talk to. I’m trying to get close to my cousin before she leaves to go back to South Africa. I’m going to miss her. I just don’t want what happened to my other cousin and my trip to South Africa to happen all over again. Basically what happened was I was too socially awkward that by the time I, she went home, I barely got to know anyone. She visited for six months but I didn’t really get close to her. By the time I got comfortable enough around her, she and my brother got really close and spent a lot of time together and I don’t like being in social situations around him. He just makes fun of me and I feel like a sad sack of shit. So by the end of her visit I tried to get closer to her but I just ended up being a complete fucking freak. God I wish I was better with people. Also, in South Africa I wanted to get close to everyone and get to know them because who knows how long I’m going to see everyone again but I just ended up being there awkwardly. I hated myself at the end of that visit. How could I ruin something that could be that fun with my stupid bullshit? I remember sitting awake at night crying and wanting to kill myself because I’m the sad sack of shit that’s me. But it’s not like I’m going to kill myself; I’m not brave enough. I wish I was so I can just end all the pain but I’m too scared of how everyone else would react or blame themselves or if I’m going to burn in hell. I just wish I was happy. Why can’t I just be happy? What did I do wrong to deserve this? But anyway, I was having a great time today with my cousin just walking around the area and talking but then my brother showed up and then I was kinda forced out again. I just want to be close to someone. I barely have any friends as it is. I just feel so alone. I hate feeling like that.

tbh smh fam cuck

>>692265221
It's good that you are content with it. I just can't stand what I've become. I was perfectly fine until I let a certain person into my life. I've always had friends that came and went, much like everyone in my life, but there was something this person did that made me think differently; to make me think a little more about some than I was. Now, I can't stop thinking and that person has left me a broken mess.

>>692250523

>Some are meant love be

>People to fall in but not together

This hit me real hard anon

>>692266679
Shit sucks, but time will help. One of the benefits of flawed human memory.

>>692249664
Saw this post a couple years ago, changed my life and it no longer applies

>>692267014
My memory is the one thing that isn't complete dog shit. I remember every single conversation, every moment we were around each other. I enjoyed every single minute. When they left is when I was destroyed.

>This someone being a female.

I got together with a girl two years ago when me and her broke up with our exes. Not really together, she felt the need to kiss, to fuck with other people, so she liked my looks and did what we did, but at the time I wanted her with me, she disagreed. After a long while of fuck buddy stuff, and up and downs with my shitty mood, she didnt like it anymore, and from coolest friends we were - playing videogames together, watching movies almost every weekend, going out - lately we've been strangers. I told her of my feelings for her all this time, tell her the truth, and she didnt take it well, thought I rid myself of this thought. So now we don't do anything.
This has plagued my mind for a whole year, and I cant bring myself to stop thinking about how a great friendship turned shit because of me, and quite a bit from her, because we just wanted to fuck. I sometimes think of how things would have been if we didnt do what we did. And everytime I do I tear up.

I don't even want a friend I just want someone to tell me it going to be ok

>>692268308
It'll never be ok. You'll just go numb over time and eventually (hopefully) kill yourself.

>>692268661
exactly....you learn to live with it, or die :L sadly

>>692252068
Its true for some people

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>>692255981
Dammit anon

>>692266651
I'll speak with you, Anon.

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well, good night anons. gotta let my depression subside for a little bit.

>>692266651
Feeling lonely sucks. nothing can be done because people don't want to deal with it. I would know.

>>692252482
deep

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>>692248513
>be me
>be driving home from work last week
>see car wreck on shoulder of freeway
>pull over and get out
>run over to the wreck
>get to the car just as the driver is breathing his last
>he couldn't have been older than 18
>paramedics arrive 45 seconds later
I can't stop thinking about it, /b/.

>>692269625
Thanks but I never really know what to say

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>>692270854
Damn dude...

>>692270336
Not a lot of people understand how horrible it feels

>>692270854
I'm sorry anon. That is just one of the kind of unfair, random, and cruel things life can deal out to anyone.

>>692248513
Why does a feels thread always start,
when I have a hang over? Oh right,
I'm hung over almost every day.

I'd country boot, but I'm using my
phone. I'll silently cheer for you
all instead

>>692271582
Fifth of vodka always helps with my hangovers. Good luck anon

>>692255981
you dont really want it anon i've been trapped in this facade and i cant get away now there is a day that i feel like i am in heaven and then there is this sadness and all the nerves i feel like i am being abused i wanna leave her but i cant i have been trying for months nowadays i got hit by a car a couple weeks ago and my first thought when i woke up was why i just thought that dying wasnt that bad after all i am tired from all of it i lost all of my friends and my family hates me all i have left is her and i dont want her anymore

>>692271794
>all i have left is her and i dont want her anymore
You can always run, anon.

hello, I'm looking to speak with one of the leaders of anonymous... If you have heard of these people and could point me in the right direction that would be great. I came here looking because this is where anonymous started, maybe someone can tell me.

>>692271794
Just look the other way and smile. It will all go away.

>>692272065
He lives in West Philadelphia.

>>692272065
The children only open their eyes at a certain time of day for about 30 seconds. Observe quietly and you shall get what you seek.

>>692272200
born and raised

>>692272347
Hacking scientologists for most of his days

>>692253726
I know the feel, anon. You are not alone. I too had one I would have moved mountains for. She made me feel whole. Like I actually wasn't a detriment to someone for once. That with her, I could actually touch that elusive happiness. I loved her, the very concept of her made me change my thinking on what I could be for someone.

She broke me as well. Turned everything I thought I had into dirt in one night. Killed every single ounce of my self-confidence and hope.
It is years later. I have this lovely girl. She does so much for me. She loves me... but I feel myself at distance. I feel as though something is missing, even though nothing actually is.
I want to be invested, but I am scarred. I feel that I can never love anyone again like I loved her. I feel like a monster for doing so. I don't want to make anyone feel how I did. I feel like I don't deserve anyone, because I will never properly love anyone ever again.
I'm at a loss for what to do.
I'm just empty

>>692248513

Hey thats West End!

tonight i sat in my room sad just wanting to take my mind of another night of being a neet loser with no hope of getting better because of physical and mental issues. I started playing league to kill time like always but when i got into game i saw the bot and support had matching names. We get into game and the support starts feeding her ass off and the adc gets really pissed saying she is so bad and he dosnt want to play with her anymore after that game. So i go and look up there match history and they are on a 10 game losing streak, Bad night I guess. But I look down at the thing on op.gg that says "played with for the last 20 games" or whatever and they have played every single one together with a really low winrate. Idk what im even blogging about for some reason it just makes me really sad that other people have people to play games with and enjoy eachothers time with, And even if they dont win they seem to keep playing over and over. I guess they play the game to spend time together instead of playing the game to win. I wish that could be me with someone. this jumbled rant has nothing to do with anything and really dosnt mean anything besides i just want someone to want to spend time with me even if im not good at something, Just to spend time with me and enjoy it just beacuse its me. Russia is cold place for losers.

>>692260161
I'm nothing more than a blur.

Lost one of my best friends, because i couldn't make up my mind on if i should be with him or not. he was the only person who i felt truely cared about me and dropped me all together because he got a girlfriend and i haven't talked to him in 3 years or so... I miss him i never felt connected to someone like i felt for him and it's my fault he is gone.. i miss you A.M i miss my best friend...

>>692273244
i feel u bro

but nothing will change unless you get out of your comfort zone and work on making changes

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>>692273290
it seems like through these lonely lives sometimes the grass is greener and the sun shines brighter on the other side.

>>692249122
This picture always fucking gets me jfc

I lived the first 23 years of my life without being heartbroken, thought I'm just a robot. The only 2 times I felt kinda sad was when my dad had a small heart attack and when his medication fucked him up emotionally - there is nothing like seeing your dad cry while he reads the paper. I met a sweet girl last year, we spend most of 2015 together. I knew she would leave the country for 1,5 years so I didnt want to make us official, never told her I love her (I honestly didnt know that I loved her). We decided to do whatever we want and meet up during her vacation if no1 is in a relationship - my idea, she wanted to try that long distance shit. She is coming home in 5 days, told me 3 weeks ago that she met someone. I have fucked 5 bimbos since she left, never thought about her during those days.. In May I noticed how much I miss her, not her tight body or the fact that she loves swallowing my loads, I just miss being with her. I even miss her being late all the fucking time despite being german(that shit grinds my gears). Next week we will exchange stuff. I deleted her fb, number etc. because I couldnt take it during the first days after she told me. Yesterday she texted me and said that she is mad that I did and that she wants me to be part of her life. There is no way in hell that I will keep contact, she will cry when I talk about my feelings (she only knows my robot side) and I already dread being fucked up emotionally again after this whole ordeal. I thought I would hate being a normie like this. The truth is that Ive learned more about myself than I did in like 10 years before that. Two of my female friends helped me through this, I didnt even realize that women could be such good friends. My outlook on life and women has changed alot and while I still feel like shit I know that is is for the best. Damn it feels good writing and talking about stuff.

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>be me
>in my early 20s
>living on my own living paycheck to paycheck
>wake up every morning wishing i could go back to sleep
>feel like a zombie just fitting into society
>essentially no friends
>don't know how to talk to people
>no passion or drive to do anything
>time moves faster each day and i can't seem to keep up
>dropped out of college after a week because no motivation
>single and alone with a roommate i have no interest on getting to know
where do i go from here? how do i feel happiness again?

>>692274633
Put a bullet in your skull

>>692259886
>692259886
fuck you

>>692274810
no u

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they'll never know what much they meant to me, and strangely I'm okay with that, I don't know how they'd react if I told them I loved them like sisters, like family. but life took us in different directions and now I haven't seem in like 4-5+ years, I wonder what they're up to now.

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>>692274298
I'm in a long distance relationship too. Mines of 4 years. Have fucked bimbos too but I'm so sad to be without her. I miss her so much. My family knows I've been cheating on her. They'll always know now. I just have no self control and I'm a piece of crap. I can't even feel happy anymore.

>>692258811
>writes mellow dramatic dribble
>smears blood on it
>not drops
>papercut smears
> the letter is still in the spiral pad
the perosn writing this took the picture, the definition of an attention whore

>oh but it's portry
as much as a manual for a fountain pen.

>>692259972
You fucking got me. My fucking childhood. Not to mention the one who voices Ed is dead. That's just fucking sad.

>>692263025
Driving drunk at 14? You're a fucking idiot. People die in car accidents that aren't caused by alcohol too, dumbass.

>>692254237
>loveless sexless marriage
>kids are faggots

so you let that bitch adopt without you even getting to put your dick in her?

shit bait dude.

>>692254811
Get back with your friends, find a new job.
Falling for the wrong woman costs time, and the sad part is you only realize how much time and soul you put in, untill your life falls apart despote the best effort. On the plus side: you know she is bad for you now. That realisation sometimes comes many years too late.

>>692264595
Thats tough anon. I feel for you im 3 months clean. What i wouldnt do for a fucking shot right now. Even though im clean the thought that my entire family knows ive stolen thousands of dollars from them and been in and out of jail and just been a down right burden and fuckup makes me want to put a bullet through my head. I dont think im going to be sober for much longer..

>>692249664
I had done this. But I think her brother may have gotten to it first. Because that pussy wasn't as tight as it should've been for a virgin

>>692250915
lol, 25k. what was she gonna do? buy a addy scimmy?

>>692265890
>b me 29, with two shit head 8yo kids
>My doggos 10 years, my best friend
>One kid asks"anon which do you like more, doggo or us?"
>Yell at the kids "don't ask such stupid questions"
>spend the rest of the afternoon playing catch with dog in the yard

I'm sorry for your loss anon

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>>692250922
whoa...
I don't post pepes very often. But this one gets me

This post is a bunch of jerk-offs and emo teenie weenie idiots who cant get a girl if their life depended on it

Try having schizophrenia and c-ptsd and every moment of your life becoming a hell... then you will know real sufffering is

>>692248513
Drank too much an now my liver hurts

>>692252626
the only cross-hatching there is on the mans figure

>>692276270
That's what they all say

>>692253726
>>692272983

It seems as we are in the same boat gentlemen. Except that I have put the burden on my wonderful woman. Before we got together I was still mourning the loss of my past relationship with the girl I would have moved mountains for. It has damaged us because I had made comparisons before I knew what I had in front of me.

You see, I was in love with her when we were just children. We were best friends, but she had to move away due to unforeseeable reasons. She finally came back and I was no longer with that girl. But I was broken. She helped me; loved me and mended me even when I compare her to that girl. She gave me complete support. I have grown a little though, I don't think about her quite as often. It's unfortunate that we tend to remember the simplest and greatest good times, but only the worst times; and the simplest good still seem to outweigh the worst. I still have dreams. I still reminisce. Very rarely I will look her up to see how she is doing and see that she has become a beautiful woman. But yet, as I write this I see that I digress; just as I do in everyday life. My real point here is the woman that showed me the light. We have a handsome son now. That which I would once again move mountains for. We no longer fight about the things that concerned the past. But life is still hard. I don't have much else to say other than this. Love those who love you, because there is no better gift.

>>692249664
I had to move. I was always leaving. Now everyone's gone. I will kill myself when I get the chance. I swear it on love and life itself! As soon as that money that my parents use to keep me here, I will blow my brains all over it.

>>692254237
I see a future Louis CK. Try comedy, talk about your shit kife, make millions. You got nothing to lose

>cri

>>692259886
Fucking tragic...and for what...

>>692278868
Goddamn

>>692248665
fuck those "e" chars..

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I'm so scared right now guys. Today is the day. Wish me well.

>>692248513
i think i like my fuckbuddy but she is a whore who doesnt care a fuck
well actually i hope she will get cancer but i wanna still fuck her

>>692258453
That show had some damn good moments.

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>>692280462
but the yet has best to come

why do i just start sobbing myself to sleep every night for no reason

>>692280090
Whatever it is, good luck.
Unless you're talking about killing yourself, then don't do it. >>692280462

>>692282483
Fuck phoneposting

>>692281453
>lonley
>probalby a 12 year old