>>691912907
Yeah pretty much the same.

>>691912907

Okay, real talk, now. How badly do you want this?

The answer better not be, "more than anything in the world, but not enough to exercise and eat healthy".

>>691913802
Look, I'm healthy and fit. I'm fine overall when it comes to my body, but when it comes to how much I push people away on accident because I am terrible at reading people is what fucks me over

>>691912907
I feel you OP, I yearn for love to

>>691912368
>Fool Cooly was a big deal when I was a kid first anime I watched
>my dog Nikki (dachshund) would always hop on the couch and watch it with me late at night on adult swim back when they showed an episode every Friday
>Do this every time Adult swim brought it back over the years
>my parents always played Everquest 2 (were in a serious raiding guild at the time)
>They were always too lazy to get up and do shit themselves
>Always had to cook them dinner, bring them sodas, Etc.
>Nikki always hung out with me, whether it was playing Tomb Raider II/ Soul Reaver/ Gex on the ps1
>And on nights when Inuyasha/FLCL would come on

>cont?

>>691915802
eh, why not

>>691915802
Yes pls

>>691915802
>Dog was literally my only friend throughout elementary/middle school.
>Was socially awkward (home school from kindergarten to 5th grade)
>When I got into school I didn't know how to interact with other kids, was always picked on, always cried, didn't know what to do
>Would come home and dad would kick the shit out of me for "being a such a fucking pussy"
>Nikki always knew when I was sad because she would hop up into my bed and nuzzle against me when I cried

>cont?

>>691916445
just keep going on, your hittin me in the feels

>>691916445
>When I got into high school it was the same ordeal I toughened up but I was still a major target
>Ended up moving to a country town away from the city, lost all the 2 friends I really had.
>I was 5"4 107 pounds, had arms like a twig and everyone picked on me nothing changed from the previous grades
>Mom and Pops never gave a shit, same old same old, clean house, do dishes, feed em, go to my room and do whatever.
>Nikki always knew though, always there no matter what
>Fast Forward through Junior year, things started to get better
>Started to make more friends doing better in classes less, depressed..
>With all of this going on, I started spending less time away from the house away from Nikki away from my parents
>Actually had a social life for once, decent relationship, as time went on Nikki was around 15 years old at this point, (do the math in dog years I'm too drunk)
>She was very old and didn't get out of her dog bed/favorite bugs bunny blanket very much

>>691912907
Rather be smartass then a dumbass

>>691917974
>Senior year, I'm doing great have a stable 1st job, decent money, parents aren't giving me shit, great relationship..
>Nikki becomes less and less active, not coming out of bed, but still wagging her tail when I call..
>sometimes set at her beside and pet her after school to let her know I'm still here
>couple months later she starts developing cancer
>vet says she's only got few days left..
>Spend her last days with her keeping her in lap with her favorite bugs bunny blanket watching Fool Cooly
>feeding her burgers and steaks, with what little income I was making being a dishwasher at Denny's

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I get it OP. People constantly tell me "you should do standup, you're so funny!" but i honestly think i'm garbage. not enough self worth to change my clothes every day, let alone care about persuing a lifelong career.

bought a gun a week ago, probably won't make it to christmas but, ya know, whatever. can't really bring myself to care.

>>691917974
>I fall asleep during the last episode of FLCL
>Wake up to her next morning still in my lap
>She's not breathing..
>Call her name..
>No response..
>Pull her close to my chest and just cry, cry remembering every moment she was there for me, all the time she spent with me as a kid watching me grow older
>Realize that as my life got better she kept to her bed.
>She knew her work was done..
>Nikki left me doing our favorite thing..
>Mfw she was there for me better than my own mother and father.

I love you Nikki

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1/?

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From anon in last thread.

>>691912907
Same.

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>>691920313
2/?

>>691912907
My biggest dream is to be able to transmit thoughts and emotions through physical touch.
So for once in my life someone else could understand how devastatingly numb, yet overwhelmed I feel.
I wish I could just be obliterated from this universe, and erased from the memories of everyone here.

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>>691920584
3/?

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>>691920798
4/?

>Up at two in the morning on 4chan
>Finding a feels thread
>Relating to nearly every post
>Up at two in the morning on 4chan, crying quietly

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>>691912907

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>>691920958
5/?
>>691921182
What's burdening you /b/rother?

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If you can't find someone to love you need game. Study that shit, work on it. Life is against you and you will lose if you don't fight back. Make shit work, fuck your excuse cause it doesn't matter.

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>>691921298
6/?

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>>691921583
7/?

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>>691921978
8/?

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>>691922101
9/?

Any lurkers out there?

>>691922364
Lurking all the time

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>>691922364
10/?

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>>691922866
11/?

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>>691923277
12/?

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>>691923733
13/?

>>691923733
That's beautiful anon..

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>>691912907
Old OP from other thread, thank you anon you are really something else.

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>>691923949
14/?
>>691923971
I agree, anon.

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>>691924255
I feel like it's just you and me keeping this thread alive..

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>>691924255
15/?
>>691924579
Seems like it. But if I can help one person get through the night with this thread, I'm alright with that.

Tomorrow is the one-year anniversary of the first time I met the girl of my dreams. We've had our fights and our breakups, our good times and bad, but tomorrow is going to be wonderful and exciting. We're going on a hike, and have the whole day to just talk and love each other. I couldn't imagine a thing I would change about her if I could.

Be strong /b/, you'll find your girl.

>>691924716
Do you have, Steam, Curse, Skype?

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>>691924716
16/?
>>691924781
Congrats, anon! Hope everything goes well and you have many more years of happiness together.
>>691924834
I have both Steam and Skype. Why do you ask, anon?

>>691925115
I'll add you if you need someone to vent. Skype: Blackrose2127

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>>691925115
17/?
>>691925291
Thank you, anon. I'll consider it but I've never been one to vent to others.

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Went off the deep end a month ago.

>Shaved my head and look like a retard

>Delevoped anorexia and now go days without food and water

>Spend my time curled up in a ball staring at the orange carpet in my room.

>I've lost 40 pounds so far and now I have a shit illness because my immune system is gone

The worst part though, is that no one knows or cares about me. Wish someone was there

When you die, will you be missed?

>>691925658
Even so, having someone to talk to is a great deal.. even to me anon.


>>691925747
I give a shit about you anon.. you will be missed by me even if that counts for nothing..

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>>691925747
Here is the carpet

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>>691925658
18/?
>>691925747
Don't worry, anon. Your hair can always grow back. Do you know what may be causing your sadness?
You always have someone that will care about you. Even if it's us anons sticking together for a feels thread.

>>691925747
How much do you weigh now? Anorexia is a serious issue. EDs are a tough habit to break, they totally replace your default eating pattern. After something like anorexia, you have to will yourself to eat just so you don't die.

You've always got us mate.

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>>691926205
19/?
>>691926044
Thanks again, anon. I'll add you and message you sometime if I need to talk.

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>>691926511
20/?

>>691922364
Aye

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>>691926966
21/?

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>>691927303
22/?

>>691920958
I remember one moron in another thread that actually tried using a .22 or something to euthanize his dog. Several shots and still took a long while to die, as I recall.

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>>691927541
23/?

>>691922364
Even in moments of torment, he still gauges the girl's attractiveness.

>>691926205
I appreciate your thoughts anon. It started last year, I had worked through all 4 years of high school earning a consistent 4.0 gpa, and finished senior year with a 4.5. It's funny because I blew off any and all relationships just to spend time on school work.

When it came time to graduate, I had high chances of getting into Yale. They were in the final process of accepting me (personal interviews etc.), but my Senior councilor at the school I went to had a grudge against me and never submitted the correct paperwork, so my application was denied. Now I'm going to a shit college in the middle of nowhere.

I also got t-boned and hospitalized by a drunk driver last month. My car got totaled and he didn't have insurance or money to sue.

Apart from that, the complete loneliness is what gets me the most. I can't remember the last time I've spoken to a person in real life.

>>691925747
Don't worry anon, even most loved people don't get remembered for very long.

...

...man, I suck at this.

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>>691927838
24/?

>>691926101
Try getting a less ugly carpet.

>>691928241
Damn, thats the worst anon, I feel for you, just keep moving forward, at some point you'll meet someone good in college, it just takes time

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>>691924255
ouch this one always gets me

>>691927838
Okay, this kinda speaks to me.

>>691928509
Shit

>>691926404
I stopped eating because I was over weight in the first place. I'm 280 pounds the last time I checked.

Whenever I try to eat, I end up vomiting because I feel so bad

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>Autism
>Depression
>Anxiety
>Panic disorder
>Schizophrenia
>Social anxiety
>0 Self confidence
>Uninteresting
>Personality of a jar of fucking mustard
>The only friend ive ever had is dead
Ive just given up on trying to find anyone...

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>>691928518
Hahaha, I might (but I'd have to change the curtains too)

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>>691928509
25/?
>>691928241
Well fuck, anon. I know it's a bit cliche but over time I've convinced myself that something good has to come from all the bad. It's helped get through lots of things although it isn't always true.

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>>691929209
shinobu a best

have a happy shinobu

there was a screencap in one of these threads where an anon said he wanted to be protected. anyone got it?

>>691929458
What anime is she from, I've seen her a couple of times in Amv hell and I really want to see that anime

>>691929458
Warms my heart

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>>691929241
26/?

>>691929672
It's from the Monogatari series.

Really fun if you're ok with heavy dialogue at times

>>691929209
>Asuka
There's your problem m9

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>>691929748
27/?

>>691912907
>be me
>no alcohol no weed

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>>691929903
28/?

Any anons know how to push start a dead and cold motorcycle?

>>691929786
I'm fine with that
Ever seen Akame Ga Kill?
Holy shut was that good.

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>>691929870
Thems fightin words

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>>691930121
29/?

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>>691930305
30/?

>>691930144
On my list. I'll bump it up to the next to watch

Currently finishing JoJo

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>>691930439
31/?

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>>691930639
32/?

OP is a 14 yr old summerfag

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>>691930756
33/?

>>691930439
fire emblem represent
;_;

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>>691930059
>（；＿；）

>>691930530
Yare Yare Daze

>>691912907
>on a quite evening when everything is no longer bareable
>decide life is no longer worth living
>mix rat poison with your favorite drink
>you start feeling the effects
>decide to go to bed
>getting on the most comfortable position
>you slowly close your eyes
>every sound fades away slowly
>the image of your love ones
>the image of your greatest triumphs
>the image of the sad times
>all rushing all at once
>images of your wanted future spring out
>a smile on your face slowly fades away
>everything starts to fade away
>your last moments of your life is pitch black....
>this song is the last thing you'll ever hear....
>leting go of this sorrow
>you finally know true happiness
https://youtu.be/WXnWfx6bIVE

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>>691931054
34/?

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>>691931296
35/?

>>691930836
I'm old OP from last thread,
fuck you, you shitcunt cuck, you're the summerfag who can't prove himself.

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>>691931402
36/?

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>>691930836

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I'll contribute
>be me, 14
>at a new school, living with my mom because my dad was an abusive drug addict
>first day, really fucking nervous
>one kid was nice to me, welcomes me
>this kid was a manic asshole to everyone
>people hate me for associating with this cunt and his friends
>don't have any other people to talk to, stay with this kid and his dickhead crew
>few months pass
>still hanging out with these people
>they had rubbed off on me, wanted to be liked
>acted like a dick to other kids to make them laugh
>most people don't talk to me
>was walking with them one day, they go up to some kid
>this kid was scrawny, pretty tall
>mean cunt calls him a faggot, they cuss eachother out for a few minutes
>scrawny faggot apparently told a teacher that mean cunt had a knife in his bag weeks before i came to the school
>mean cunt punches scrawny faggot in the stomach
>he falls, gets back up
>mean cunt pushes him back down to the grass
>scrawny faggot runs off, yelling "fuck you bitch!"
>cunts laugh
>i realize that i shouldn't associate with these dicks
>year ends
>move back to old school
>i spent half a year associating with assholes
Still regret it years later.

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>>691931539
37/?

>>691931215

That song gives me goosebumps and feels galore

To be honest, I think the best way to go would be shooting yourself in the head on New Years.

You can follow the count down and pretend the whole world is wanting you to do it. I'm sure I'd give you enough confidence to go though with it

>>691931215
If you drink rat poison, you aren't going to be chilling in bed drifting off to music...
You will be in incredible pain, slowly suffocating, your stomach on fire as you bleed internally. The last thing you will be thinking about is music.

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>>691931296

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>>691931685
38/?

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>>691931937
39/?

>>691931527
take your feels and shove em up your prepubescent ass.

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>>691932023
40/?

>>691931675
Fuuck, that's a shit situation

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>>691932190
A bait!

>>691931527
Don't fall for it anon!

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>>691932223
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>>691932419
42/?

>>691932251
I know. I hope those kids got better, it's a tough world for shitheads like them.

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>>691932419
congrats, you made me slightly happier

have some happy anime girls

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>>691932496
43/?

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Any alcoholic guys here?
>Lost my only friend that I ever had two weeks
>Because drunk
>Stop drinking immediately
>Yesterday
>See beer in fridge
>Grab one
>Another one
>Don't stop
>Buy whiskey and other shit
>Today
>Woke up on floor
>FUCK
>Feelsbadman.jpeg
>Don't know what to do

>>691932830
moar pls

>>691932830
Wow you're the best /b/ro

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>>691912907
I feel for you, bra'. Maybe you can create a better bond with one of your siblings. For me, I need only need my twin brother. They will love you. I don't know what I would do without my twin.. almost in love with him; he is all I need. don't give up, OP!

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>>691932830
44/?
>>691932910
>>691933093
Haha unfortunately I'm nearing the end of my folder and the numbing grip of sleep is finally start to overcome my sadness so I won't be posting much longer.

>Be me, 15
>First day of Sophomore year on the bus
>10/10 girl catches my eye
>Instantly in love, had short hair and deep blue eyes
Few days later
>She comes up to me and hands me a drawing, praising my hair
>Totally speechless
>I start hanging out with her everyday, becomes one of my closest friends. I walk her home everyday.
>Halfway through the year, meets another guy. >Instead of me getting off the bus with her, he does.
>The worst part of losing someone you love is knowing you'll never get that second chance.

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>>691933212
45/?

>>691933287
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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>i didnt know how to handle my phimosis as a child
>used to pull on my dick really hard until it would go back
>did it so hard i ripped my frenlum
>was too embarassed to tell anyone, kept it secret for a month
>collapsed in school
>it was massively infected, i had a 103 fever and was fucked up
>woke up in the hospital and they had already amputated
>word got back to everyone at school through my friend
>people in the locker room bullied me into showing them my stump and laughing at me

yes your lives are all so tough by comparison

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>Just out of a year long relationship
>She keeps texting me
>Hooked up with an old fuck buddy tonight
>She's also banging two other dudes
>Fucked a rando off tinder a couple weeks ago
>She's still thirsty
>Have a fourth date with a chick I'm really really really into on Friday night
>She's painfully aloof and doesn't seem to do relationships, we haven't fucked yet
>Have two other dates lined up with randos off tinder
>Will probably bang both of them

I'm a fucking mess. All I want is the girl I'm into, and while she seems to be into me, there's nothing there yet that suggests a real relationship.

>>691933212
Anyway thank you
Good night /b/ro

>>691923733
Nice Limp Bizkit lyrics
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJeiBwTzTrM

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>>691933346
46/46
Last for the night.
>>691933659
Np /b/rother.

Best wishes to all of you anons. I hope you can find that little bit of happiness to help you through whatever is troubling you. Goodnight all.

>Be me, 15, first day of Sophomore year.
>10/10 girl catches my eye.
>She has deep blue eyes and short but curly hair.
>I am too shy to talk to her.
>Girl comes up to me during lunch, hands me a drawing of myself and praises my hair
>omg.png
>I walk her home and get her number
>We instantly become best friends and hang out every day after school.
>I continue to get off on her stop every day, and we just chill at her house
>She meets a guy and he gets off on her stop.
>The worst feeling of a lost love is knowing you had a chance and won't get a second one.

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>>691933659
Not the guy you are responding to, so are you sell awake, OP:? Get some sleep, dude. But yeah I just woke and fixed another drink. I'll dies soon.

On the train at the moment heading to this girl's place for the night. She's amazing and the feeling is reciprocated. But I'm living on borrowed time, she's here on a visa that expires in 2 months. She's has to leave the country and she's moving to New Zealand (we're in Australia ATM). I don't want her to go.

She's from England has lived all over the world. Went out partying the other night and we had sex that night. Her best friend said I want to give you advice. Keep doing what you're doing but don't say you love or she'll get freaked out, wait till she says she wants to be together. She had a DnM with her friend that night and her friend said she really likes me a lot. Later she told me she couldn't see me anymore after tonight. Seeing her soon tonight so she obviously didn't mean it. Don't know what to do, I think I love her.

>>691933287
Shit, that reminds of a girl in middle school

>very q't
>I get to know her and she seems happy to see me
> finds out she loves guitars
>spend months learning all the songs she loves
> getting ready to play the songs
>invite her to music room after school
>she comes with another Anon
>awkward, but whatever
>play her songs while I see them start to hold hands
>keep playing but feel like I just drank acid
> she hugs me and says she loves the songs
>leaves with other dude
>Her and the anon started dating and I never saw her again

I still play guitar though

I have everything I want in my life a loving gf and being a teenage fuck wad I have no worries other than what I want to eat cause I'm a lazy fuck but I feel no satisfaction and consider suicide cause nothing pleases me my realtionship with my girlfriend is weird, she loves me mroe than ever but I don't love her as much as she loves me I have depression and seere anxiety I do and don't want to commit suicide but I feel like why the fuck not I'm gonna die someday why does it matter, I will have no impact on this planet, I will never amount to anything, which I know is un-true but what if I'm right? I haven't felt satisfaction in years maybe sex or getting my new PC cause I'm a fucking loser but I have nothing to show for and never will I just don't feel satisfaction and I know how I say it I make is sound my life is great and i'm just spoiled but it's how I feel about my life I know other people have way less than me and I take it for granted but my feelings won't change
I really do want to kill myself but I feel like it ust might not be worth it it just might be

>>691934044
It's 10 am where I live
Got a few shots again
Think of buying more later

>>691933584
What does it look like now anon?

>>691934184
Anon the Cuck: The beginnings.

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I got one
>be 16
>have know this girl since 5th grade, we've been friends
>couldn't fathom dating her, she was like a sister until then
>i had burned lots of bridges at this point, her and a couple of other people were the only friends i really had.
>i yearned to just have a girlfriend
>mustered up the courage to ask her out
>she says yes
>so happy
>we date for 4 months, i swear she's the love of my life
>she breaks up with me, found a football chad that is much more attractive than me
>she breaks up with him
>try to comfort her, but do the dick move of trying to get back with her
>do it subtle like, text her a lot
>she obviously didn't like it, didn't pick up on it
>she posts a status on facebook, which was fairly new at this point
>says "hate it when you can't get rid of a crazy ex, just fuck off already"
>chad is dating some stacey, it isn't him
>she hasn't dated anyone before me since 8th grade
>she never really talks to me again, goes weeb and hangs out with other weebs
>went through the last 2 years of school friendless for the most part
>feels bad

>>691933445
a

>>691934424
feels bad man, moar details?

>>691934184
It's really a hard hitter when you do a lot for a girl you like and they move along. I guess you can't just expect the good things to happen even with putting in effort.

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>>691934635
What kind of details, fellow anon? Don't know where she is now, she deleted her Facebook. Have not seen her for about 5 or so years.

>hanging out with friends one day
>"hey anon, how come you don't have a girlfriend?"
>start remembering all the girls I've ever felt a deep connection to before
>first one didn't like me because I was a foreigner
>second one had huge mental problems and would abuse anyone
>third one was a long distance friendship that ended when she turned her back on me
>fourth one I found out she is lesbian after I developed feelings towards her (but that's ok)
>fifth one is "lesbian" (found out she only said that so I wouldn't try to make moves on her)
>sixth one thought I was the same age as her and when she found out i was younger, she flipped
>"I dunno man, guess women just don't like me very much "

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=s0zaNpics48

For all the bros yearning for their lost love.

>>691934901
Just like anything inbetween the lines?

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>>691934950
Bad luck to the extreme, bro. I hate to say it, but maybe Tinder would up your ally. Have another shot and dream of what my come.

>>691919818
man that sucks, at least she died while watching the best anime ever made

>>691934950
That's shit. I'm there with you, only ever maintained one relationship. That was for 6 months.

>>691935174
Tinder? That's low.

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Not sure about this one

>never had a relationship before
>decide to ask a coworker out on a date
>she says yes
>excited
>Take her to fancy Italian restaurant
>we both laugh and things feel fine
>take her to an art museum
>she likes the art and seems happy
>drive her home
>dead silence
>I walk her to her front door
>told her I had a great time, she looks at me and said the same
>she never answers any texts and hides from me at work
>it's been 3 months now, that was the first and last thing we ever did

I feel great man

>>691934950
I've been with my gf for 2 years but a few months ago she had I guess kinda cheated on me but not far just kissing and making out but I forgave her and now I don't really have feelings for her I just keep her around so I don't feel alone she does anything I want

>>691935174
Thanks man, might try tinder one day but heard its mostly for sex

>>691920798
Anyone ever read "All Quiet On The Western Front?"

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>>691935171
Oh, well I'll say how we met. I moved to that school after moving from a different state. We both didn't know our dads, so we clicked just then. We were friends from that point on, like brother and sisters. She turned into a bitch some time along the way. Or maybe it's just me.

I am weak willed and undisciplined and I have no fucking idea how to change

>>691935401
That's rough dude. At least she's still with you

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>be me
>be born
>die
10/10 it was a good life

>>691935377
Know that
Nice dubs

>>691935593
Start Vaping

>>691935539
Hey man don't blame yourself I know plenty of girls I was friends with when I was young that turned into cunts, girls are just that way.

>>691935734
So the answer is to kill myself?

>>691935733
Nice dubs

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>>691935733
As to you, m8

>>691934635
I took her to the movies to see some shitty movie. I leaned in for a kiss and she just ignored it, kept watching and eating popcorn. That was when I knew that the relationshio wasn't going to go for much longer. I was right.

>>691935614
I feel no love towards before hand the incident I was head over heels for her, but no I feel nothing for her I keep her around for my satisfaction and so I don't feel lonely and just to have a gf there are plenty of guys that always hit on her my friends used to talk dirty shit about her in the group chat but idk, I don't love her every feeling I had for her is gone, I loved her and she threw it away, I don't hate her, I don't hate myself I just don't feel anything for her anymore

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Just remember /b/ros

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>>691935304
Can't say i'm in it for the sex either as it's over-rated. But some cool ppl are on. Flirt a little, it's not too bad.

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good night

shitposter anon signing off

>>691935850
Hey man I don't mean to be that one cliche guy that says there are plenty of fish in the sea, but there are keep your head high and don't think much of it, she missed out on what type of person you are

>>691932904
Lost everything due to alcohol
Stop it as long as you can

>>691935983
Have you ever been catfished?

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>>691935756
Thanks based anon. I guess that's just shit that happens. Maybe I'll run into her again someday, hopefully not. I don't need her in my life right now, it's fucked enough without her.

>>691936067
don't even know what that is. tbh.

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Who here /feel/?

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>>691936079
Fuck her dude, you don't need her in your life.
You live your life how you want to live it

>>691935850
I don't know why girls go on dates with people they're not even attracted to. Or, maybe she was and got to know you a bit more and realised you weren't her type. Either way, there's a polite way to deal with this and that's not being a stuck up bitch.

>>691912907
Trust me OP....I know..exactly......how you feel..

>>691936046
Thanks. You've helped me tonight. Was contemplating taking up smoking again. Just really fucking stressed.

>>691936282
Nah man fuck that shit, don't smoke or do drugs that shit will fuck you up, you got this dude, just do you and be happy.

>>691936198
Yeah, maybe she was just using me to watch Twilight or whatever teen romantic we saw. No point in wondering anymore, she's probably dating some Chad that couldn't give a fuck about her. Fine by me.

>>691936282
Smoking doesn't kill stress it just adds more because now you have to worry about when the next smoking break is and 'should I buy food or cigarettes?'

>>691936410
Thanks man. I'll try to stay off the cigs, last shit I need is cancer.

>>691936504
Just do you man, I don't know you and you don't know me, but go and do great things fuck it the only thing holding you back is yourself.

I just realized I've been working all summer and have barely done anything social. Feels bad. I guess it's nice not spending money on anything

>>691936550
Yeah, that's about the reason I quit. I get urges to smoke, but I always try to think of consquences before I go out and buy a pack.

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>>691936645
I'm gonna try to turn over a new leaf, find a girl to call mine. Only thing holding me back is myself. Thanks, anon. I won't soon forget you nigga.

>>691936894
Hey I'm just an internet faggot, you got this man.

>>691936550
>>691936715
I still picked up smoking again after we broke up, because honestly I feel too anxious and self destruction is just such a pretty little thing.

I could tell the short version if anyone is still here and interested.

>>691937203
still here and want to read moar

Again, for anyone that wants to vent,

Curse: Jaegerlyfe
Skype: Blackrose2127
Steam: JaegerBombastic

I've had some anons come talk to me already, don't hesitate to vent /b/ros

>>691937298
alright.

>be 21
>meet amazing girl online
>has some problems with her boyfriend
>break up
>friendship gets stronger
>actually a little sad she lives in another state
>one day she says she's coming to my city /w friend
>get euphoric
>meet
>make out, have sex, actually fall in love
>she goes back to her city but I decide to pursue a serious relationship with her
>go there about once a month, always do a little of everything
>be pretty much a regular happy couple
>little rough patches along the way but always ironed them out
>3 years go by like this, happiest section of my life

cont'd

>>691937682
steam doesn't come up

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>>691937298
Don't know if you're OP, but I woke right now and want to read more too. Just fixed another drink 'cause I have a problem, cheers, mate.

>>691938062
please cont

>>691938062
Nice man, happy for you.

>>691933212
Holy shit if my kids ever boot up my old games they will find tons of characters named after them. Some from before they were born.

That caused a pretty big existential crisis for me there.

>>691938111
not OP but just keeping the feels thread alive if this one 404's will make a new feels thread

>>691938067
http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198004649714

>>691938338
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>>691938062
>feel intellectually distant from people around me
>feel like most friends are idiots
>feel like family think money makes up for lack of affection
>smoked a pack a day for two years before meeting her, quit by cold-turkeying to make her happy (she didn't like cigs)
>imbibe myself in booze, soda and gaming to keep myself marginally happy
>after I meet her, she pretty much becomes the center of my universe
>love her like shit, dont care at all if the world ended and there was just me and her left
>fast forward to 2013
>dad cut me off, wished me dead, mom took his side, sis is bitch, little brother didn't know what to think and hesitated to stand by me
>felt absolutely devastated
>forced to quit uni, got fired from dead end job
>she was always there for me regardless
cont'd

>>691933600

Jesse?

>>691938615
>stagnated for a year without much activity, pretty much neet'd
>didnt feel motivated to do anything
>spent small savings going to see her, eventually ran out of money
>she tells me she doesn't want to stop time, urges me to do something with my life
>take national exams
>pass with flying colors for a federal uni literally 30min away from her house
>move to her state
>give the finger to family and bitch friends, leave everything behind
>furiously study seeking a future, keep loving her sincerely like there's no tomorrow
>a year goes by

>>691938919
go on

>>691919772
Dont do it man
All it takes is a bit more

>>691938919
>some troubling arguments over the last few weeks, but trying to sort them out, always managed it
>one day she says she can't stand who i am anymore, breaks up with me
>get caught by surprise, don't understand a thing she's saying
>her family absolutely idolizes me, her friends too, and we were terrifyingly happy just couple weeks ago, saying we loved each other and wanted to spend our lifes together etc
>why is this happening
>actually feel myself very tired from her constant belligerency and need for emotional proof
>accept the break up

>>691927874
A real /b/tard
Almost reminds me of those fingerboxes

I can't stand my kid. I never want to be around her, I avoid her at all costs.

She's made my life hell. At the same time, I want to kill myself, but I don't want to leave her with no parents.

>inb4 shitty mom

It's rough.

>said she couldn't stand how I treated her, that she was tired of the relationship, that she didn't love me anymore - which pretty much came as a shock, as we both had our flaws but we were always there for each other

I'm in no circumstances saying I'm innocent nor free of making mistakes, but she never wanted to talk things through and thoroughly. She sometimes bursted a lot of complaints, accused me of superficial stuff, tried to break up some times out of emotional leverage, got impatient and after some tip-toeing she went back to being a model gf. We really were generally happy, you can't really say you're miserable on a weekend if you're hanging out for shits and giggles and having the good time of your life a few days before.

>do some social engineering and find out
>She sent non-nude pics of herself in a bra to an internet friend of mine, before we actually broke up
>Progressed to nudes and cyber, got emotionally involved
>never lost contact with me, said she wanted to keep being friends at least
> Went on a trip to a friend's house in the same city said guy lives, had sex
>Back on her hometown, we started hanging out like in the old days. We started having frequent sex - which she initially feeling guilty about but came to openly like later - and generally hang out, go out etc
>Said she was having feelings for me again, that she regretted breaking up and wanted to get back together

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>>691927541
Shit... that was my last relationship in a nutshell... I was the little boy and she was the cactus.

>>691924255
jesus christ

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>>691912907
you give up on life except the instinct to survive and cut out all the useless things like soul mates and what not, and you follow your path to your fate like the animal you are, nothing we see is actually what we see so why get caught up in illusion, OP?

>>691934229
Be happy as long as you can anon.
Only give up once you have nothing.

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>>691939678
>consider options
>getting back together, risk fucking things up for the sake of having the good ol' love again
>be afraid to plunge into a relationship fated to fail a month later
>initially want to get back together but feel too hurt by everything she did and how she treated me like garbage and moved on thoughtlessly
>be also afraid to deny her and terribly regret it later
>also afraid of making a mistake at every turn, ending up alone
>she didn't even break up with my ex-friend before asking me back, 100% stuck inside her safezone
>says she feels like dying now that i've "seduced her back"
>wtf
>i never changed, it was her who saw me under different lights by herself and fucked everything up

And that's pretty much it. I'm 25, without a meaningful job or a diploma, depending on my estranged father's money to live in a dump in a fucking shit country, with a massive tear on my chest that gets a little bigger every day I have to put up a smile for everyone and no one is able to see the frustration and baggy eyes underneath it.

I'm just so fucking tired, anon. Don't tell me smoking isn't healthy. It's one of the few things I take pleasure on having.

>>691921259
>i

The worst feels is when this thread is your only friend and you reach the end

If this thread dies, I hope you all at least live one more day

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>>691925747
did you steal this pic from another thread? You lazy fuck

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>>691925747
I know exactly how you feel anon, please go into treatment or tell someone, because I had anorexia too, I'll be honest 4 years later I still have thoughts and I should go to eating disorder therapy but at least i'm not on the verge of death anymore, you can do it anon, recover
This used to be me

>>691921182
>>691920958
HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG

>>691922101
Fuck.

>>691941788
This

>>691925747
Also give this song a listen, it makes me feel a little better, maybe it will help you too https://youtu.be/Cy6zVWrPBJg

>>691941788
FUCK

>>691941788
We love you anon, we're family, one big stupid, fucked up family, but family

Oh man, here we go.

Crisis #1
>Be me, 21 y/o Male in the military
>Having more thoughts about death and ?The Afterlife?
>Scared to death I'm wasting my life not doing what I want and just being a part of a bigger thing
>Scared I'm just another number and no one really gives a shit about me

Crisis #2
>Same me from first crisis
>Got back from deployment about a month ago
>Haven't had a good nights sleep since I left
>Was in a shit hole for 11 months
>I'm only up right now because I woke up sweating and had to wash my sheets
>S T R U G G L I N G
Who the fuck am I to take another human's life. I totally understand I had to do what I had to because it was me or him.
>Sometimes I wish it was me.

Crisis #3
>Same me from aforementioned crisises(sp?)
>Have a great girlfriend
>Been together 3 months
>Knows I'm a little sketchy now that I'm stateside
>Doesn't care to calm me down and hold me when I wake up bewildered as fuck
She's absolutely amazing. But in between the dreams of a time past, I dream of her cheating on me. Not like cuck shit, like she's stepping out on me. I know she wouldn't ever. But I'm having more trouble convincing myself. Scared to fuck this up because this is the first time I've ever had a great relationship like this.

>>691921298

this one, every fucking time i read it.

>>691945334

And I'm even more scared that my fucked up head is going to eventually push her away and that gives me fucking terrible anxiety too.

>>691923971

It's a fucking limp bizkit song you apoetic mouthbreather.

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>>691941788
just like you anons..

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>>691933859
couldn't sleep guys can't believe this thread is still going.
47/?

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>>691947608
some contribution

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i'm listening to thomas newman's american beauty
48/?

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>>691948033
woohoo. dubs.. its been a long time since i got some..

>>691947960
it's "mettle" ffs

Kill youself faggot.Go back to tumblr or reddit.

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>>691948368
wish i was on my home , on my computer..in my town.. so i could dump more..

>>691948368
This was after his wife died

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>>691948470
in this case its metal..

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>>691948736
didnt know that..

>>691930756

eh, I liked the Futurama episode better.

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>>691912907
Come join the official b server with your feels.

https://discord.gg/012OE9ge1GbmdqbZD