Tough times OP. You tried working out, getting away from the bullshit for a few hours per day?

>>691746981
Literally just made a feels thread 15 minutes ago with this same image lmao

>>691747024
Yeah started running lot, started weightlifting. Helps a lot

Thanks for the reply

>>691747111
Saw it, but when I replied it 404d

>>691747212
Its okay op, you can always start over. Don't give up!

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Damn OP. I'm sorry dude, I hope things get better.

Some music to let it out

https://youtu.be/IYLDePO7dCQ

hey op, finding happiness is hard you know. But with gaining one thing you lose another which is even worse if what you lose is also something you love and i hope you find happiness without losing much

>>691747371
>>691747385
Thanks for tne reply

>>691747742
Starting to realize that, life is hard friend.

Thanks for the reply

>>691747212
Gotta go get some friends to not feel empty, but you can start with acquaintances and just people you say hi to. Takes time if you never done it before.

I miss my ex...i can't sleep.
She sucks so why do i feel like this.

>>691748515
>>691748515
I feel you bro

>>691748050
yea life is hard, i just hope your one of the strong ones who doesn't leave too early

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>>691746675
Depression is a bitch to beat. I thought I had overcome it. I have friends and make my own money now so I was happy for a while. Then I started sleeping a lot and I realised I'm depressed again for literally no reason. Maybe I should try working out more idk. Good luck anon hope you find your happiness

>most civil thread on /b I've ever seen
>can't decide if newfags, oldfags, or just goodfags :')

>>691749566
yes and also...
checked

>45
>wife died of skin cancer
>only thing keeping me going is my drinking mate
I was on a thread a couple days ago, but didn't get to stay. How are you guys?

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>>691749480
Feelfags always have the best threads if uninterrupted. I'm just gonna keep posting feels

OP is a faggot because he thinks working for someone else his entire life is success.

You are depressed for good reason. Go kill yourself

>>691748849
>>691749376
Agreed, same goes for you friends

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>>691749824
>trying this hard

How's middle school treating yah?

>>691749893
thanks you based anon, i have been depressed since i could remember even before my father died when i was 6 that only just increased it, and after that i found myself alone most of the time and whenever i slept i could never get fulfilling sleep when i woke up i would hope that there might be some type of happiness or even a shred of peace, but obviously there wasn't but i'll keep going because i still have so much to gain it would be shameful of me to die without leaving my mark on the world

>>691750144
checked

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>>691746675
Sad thing is, that is life.
Nobody said its easy. It is a constant fight.
Till you die.

Find what makes you happy, try to unburden yourself, But still be able to look in the mirror.

In 60 years it will be over.

In 150 years no one will remember.

Do not have the Illusion that anybody cared ever.

>>691750586
that's one thing that separates humans from animals and insects ect, we want to be remembered and cared for but, the reality is that no one will care after your dead

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>>691750902
That's just it. It's everyone's goal to be loved and remembered after we die.

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>>691751084
yea and that's the reality but i wouldn't say that it's a sad reality more of a disappointing reality

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>>691751426
Nice image

Maybe you should try living in a cvilized country?

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>>691751714
yeah thanks same to you

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>>691751922
Lol gtfo
What are you, 15?

Guys, I'm honestly tired of fighting a battle that I know I'll never win.

All I've ever wanted is someone to really just genuinely care about me. All people really do is use me, and I know it's gonna be like that for the rest of my life.

No, I don't cut, but I mostly listen to music to get away from everything. I'm tired guys and I don't know what to do

>>691751922
please leave...
can't resist but checked

>>691752188
Oh shit dubs

Gay

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>>691752188
I care for you anon. There's something for everyone. Just need the strength to find it.

>>691749824
So how was the prom jr?

>>691752273
oh dear anon

>>691752188
You know what you need to do, before you make a mistake and marry the wrong person stop looking and forget about that, for now live your life for what it's worth and you never know maybe if you stop looking they may come looking for you

>>691752689
Thanks for the advice mate

>>691752869
no problem, i myself was looking but i realized, that maybe if i just leave it alone and try another time it just might come to me

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Fuck

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>>691750345
What's specifically upsetting you tonight?

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>>691753601
Get that teenage self pity crap out of here

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>>691753917

Since you guys are probably in a lot of these threads does anyone know the animated video about a husband and wife through their marriage and wanting to stop time or whatever

>>691753826
go away summerfag, we don't want you.

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I'm losing the only person I've ever loved because my timing was always wrong.

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>>691753966

Guys, I fucked around so much with homework this week and I'm utterly unprepared for the test tomorrow morning. It's over trigonometric identities, and I'm so scared of failure. Everyone around me expects great things from me, and admittedly, I do great things everywhere but mathematics. I just don't get it. I don't have the attention span for it, or the drive for it. I want to become a doctor, and in every other field, I excel, but I just don't get math. I'm having a fucking crisis here, over some stupid bullshit and... I don't know.

I'm going to keep trying and grinding at this review, but I don't think I'll do well. Failure for me is anything below an A in a class, and that sounds like such pussy shit, but I can't and have never dealt in failure.

This means nothing.

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I can't control my schizophrenia lately.

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>>691754020
Lol I've probly been here longer than you and contributed more in this thread than you. I just don't like that image and the kids that call "summer" are the cancer please kys

>>691746675

If you're in the US your parents will be eligible for social security soon

>>691746675

Don't work out with fibromyalgia. Only swim. Lifting is bad for you.

>>691752558

it also doesn't mean that it ever will

it just is

>>691753683
sorry for the late reply, nothings really bothering me tonight i feel fine just wondering why im not getting the proper sleep

>>691755634
That what ever will?

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>>691755857

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>>691756038

I've found that sadness is like energy in that it can never go away, just be passed on.

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>>691756196

>>691754395

Well here's some advice kiddo: If you can't math; you can't doctor.

Get good at math and love it, or pick another profession.

You stupid fucks always pick some cookie-cutter bullshit.

You won't be a doctor. Don't waste your time dreaming about it.

Find out what you love doing. Something you are so good at that you would do it for free for other people, just to help them. Then, even though it hurts, charge them for it. Charge them whatever the going rate is for that type of work. Then feel good about it, because you just loved your self.

>people judging others for letting their feelings out once in a while
>people expecting others to just bottle shit up
>people getting mad over others trying to connect with others

the fuck /b/? i knew most of you guys are fucked up but this is our only chance to let it out man

>>691755759

read the picture, then figure it out


It's up to you to make something happen for you. At any given time.

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>>691756196

>>691756797

Stop being a pussy.

Only you can pick your self up, but not if you can't even carry yourself because you refuse to get strong enough to try.

>>691756819
Yeah, I get what you mean. You can't just sit there waiting for shit to happen, you have to take action.

>>691757089
>been on antidepressants for 2 years
>got myself to a therapist for 5 months
im not trying huh? fuck you

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>>691755759
Happiness

>>691746675
life is shit yo, its shit. no matter how good it gets. there are times thats are unbearable. most of the times the good times dont even make up for it.

>>691749376
this is what i'm dealing with too. just sad for no reason.

>>691757263
not that same anon, but do the antidepressants work? do you think its placebo?
are u doing anything else to lessen the depression, such as accomplishing shit?

>>691757263

>the chemicals will make me better
>other people will solve my problems

no

fuck you, you gave up

>>691757089
I don't they make "stop being a pussy" in pill form. Or any form besides edgy little faggots spouting non sense they know nothing about.

>>691757846

Nobody knows, because nobody cares. Some people do that shit and then find the courage press on. They find something to drive them. Nobody cares about you crying in your fucking room because it's supposed to be a private endeavor. So that in your weakest moment you can learn something from yourself without other people fucking your mind up with something. It's so that you can pick yourself up, learn to love and trust yourself, become stronger, and move on.

>>691757410
Chemical imbalance in your brain or an underlying issue that you're not aware of.

>>691758202

Because it isn't something other people can give to you. It comes from inside. You have it all along.

And that's the problem, you're searching outside of yourself for the answers, and so you'll never find them, because you fail to look in the one place where they actually are.

>>691749740
Not as bad as you anon...

>>691757656
So where'd you get your PhD?
Asshole

>>691749566
yes. always

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What does it feel like to be loved?

>>691755857
To be honest I think I have a Lieutenant Dan complex. Meaning that I want to die and sacrifice my life for a cause. Only thing is that there are no causes worth fighting for. The militarily only fights for oil.

>>691746675
And you still don't know the difference between there, their, and they're. Might as well kill yourself, faggot

>>691758604

from the same place you get your butthurt

>>691758691

fight for yourself, are you not a worthy cause?

>>691756652
Nah, fuck you. I've known great surgeons who were piss poor at math. This is just a small roadblock on the way, but one I'll either overcome, or be slightly hindered by with a small hit to my GPA and a mild bruise to my ego.

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>>691758608
Its a bittersweet feeling, its very enjoyable but it makes things hard when you rely so heavily on someone else for that level of affection because one day you could find yourself alone.

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>>691758562
Sometimes people have a legitimate illness. A fault in their body, their brain, the chemicals react in ways they're not supposed to be. So there could be absolutely nothing wrong with their environment or their life but still have depression or anxiety. It's called mental illness and you can't "stop being a pussy" or " man up" but you can go fuck yourself for mocking a real illness that alot of people have no control of. Faggot

>>691758828
Kys

>>691758712
Kid has her mom's eyes. This shit huts me right in the heart.

>>691753683
That is one hell of a dilemma, does it eat the island and drown or wait to starve?

>>691752188
Bro learn to care for yourself, I know you want people to love you. But you gotta love yourself and be someone that is totally great.

You have to lover yourself, putting your love on others makes it out of your control.

I'm in the same situation, I want friends that love and care for me. I wish my ex did the same. But I am loving myself and it's feeling great. I am trying to improve constantly.

You can't give up anon I believe in you. All I need is for you to believe in you.

>>691758888
Quads of truth my brother. I just feel like I'm not going anywhere right now but I'm trying my best to go somewhere.

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>>691759231

You're closer than I am.

>>691759426
>what is flying

>>691759426
>eat the island and drown
It's a bird you fucking moron.

>>691759136

Or you could stop hiding behind medical and psychological diagnosis for whatever happens to itch your vagina.

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>>691759678
Like I'm talking to edgy 12 yr olds

>>691746675
Why did you post some fucking facebook-miss-quote-thingy? Bukowski have nothing to do with it. Probably Kinky Friedman tho, but you're to dumb to learn about that sort of things. You probably shares all shit you can eat on your facebook wall. Geez, you good-for-nothing punk .

>>691759472
Aight I'll try it. Distracting myself with designing shit (graphics design), music, and vidya games seems to work for me right now, gives me hope

>>691759929
>is retarded
>gets called a retard
>angry at being called a retard
You could just stop being such a whiny cunt, and yet you don't

>>691749824
Someone's too young to work for a living.

Have fun asking your lame-o parental units for Marilyn Manson tickets.

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Sleeping is the only thing I still enjoy.

>>691749824
>he actually believed the wageslave meme

>>691760133
Doing what you love is not a distraction bro!

I am working 40 plus hours at 19 and don't have much time to find what I truly love. So enjoy what you have.

>>691759929
I don't care about what you think is wrong with me but I'm not going to lie to myself. Again, you're making assumptions which if you were wrong about would make you a huge piece of shit so why would you do that? Even if you were right, antagonizing people isn't going to help them.

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I had kids at a young age. (17) two identical twin boys. I loved them to death. I gave them ever thing I could possibly give them. They where my world. February 10th. Was there 6th birthday. I got them the best of the best... bounce house with a slide. (it was indoors) a ps4 with 2 controllers with their names on them. I watched them play with their friends. And have a great time. I remember that day because it was the last time I saw them alive. Two days after a truck driver fell asleep at the wheel and hit the car they where riding head on ... killing my boys and their mother.
I wish I could have seen them a little longer that day.
So here I am at work... I've taken the night shift so I won't be alone at home as much. It's a 12 hour shift.

I'm not very good at typing and I know I'm all over the place.

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Does anyone have the gif of the Guy finding a revolver en trying to see if its loaded by shooting it in his mouth?

>>691760151

take your own advice before creating and/or posting in threads like this, and you could spare us all

>>691758982
>posting feels
>being this arrogant

Damn.

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>>691760834
Holy shit man. I'm so sorry that happened to you. Can't imagine what you must feel. Don't know what to say

>>691760735

Yes it will.

>>691760834
I'm sorry for your loss, hope you're doing well anon, next shot is for you!

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I had it at one point but I've lost it. I'd also like to have it again

>>691761315
I honestly don't know what to feel. I go home and get reminded of all the memories that took place there or are mounted on the wall and it makes me sick to my stomach. I cried and begged for them back at there funeral. I haven't been able feel any other emotion.

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>>691761396
Wow you're delusional. And a 12 yr old. Good luck with being a piece of shit I guess.
>mfw

>>691746675
nice to see that someone is worse off than me

>>691761685
This thread as a whole got me crying. I'm so sorry for your loss anon. I'm sure if they were still alive, they'd appreciate how much you love them. They're in a better place.

>>691761757
Actually made me Kek.


Nice meme friend

>>691761757

Good luck with your vagina, young man.

>>691761685
Make sure you talk to someone. Doesn't have to be a shrink just anyone. Venting might help you a lot. Start that grieving process. Love you man, good luck.

>>691752273
pretty sure he killed his dad with that fist bump :~;

>>691761232
It's a dichotomy, I will admit.

>>691746675
im feeling a pain similar to you anon, just keep living life one day at a time.

It's just pain, every day, and every waking moment. "The light inside is broken, but I still work." type of situation..

I want to wish for more, but I don't want more.

The only thing I have is the one single truth, and I hold it with trembling hands as everything else trickles through my fingers like sand.


anon, I'm sorry.
If you're hurting, whether from sadness/anger/etc... Please just remember one thing.
I love you, and I'm sorry.

>>691762917
There's still fixing you got this bro

>>691761232
>Well here's some advice kiddo

>You stupid fucks always pick some cookie-cutter bullshit.

>You won't be a doctor. Don't waste your time dreaming about it.

Do you really blame him for responding with slight negativity to this sort of attitude? Unfair assessment, anon.

I'm simply done with living. I hate waking into a world filled with hate, surrounded by people who don't care about me. I hate being first to no one, last to everyone. Even my own partner treats me like shit. I hate living, I don't want to live anymore. The only reason I don't have a job is because the first thing I'd buy would be a helium tank, so I could finally end my miserable life. No one would miss me.

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>>691760999
Googled " is it loaded gif "

>>691759857
i'd like to see your fat ass fly over the entire ocean.

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>>691763055
thank you.

>>691750586
I find this a soothing thought, though. I have responsibility for everything I'm doing now and here, and for the people who trust me now and here. I try to make a difference for myself and for those close to me (of course, things and people change, but it's always the Now and Here that counts). If my goal was to make a big, big change that will keep me remembered in 150 years, that would just be exhausting and most likely not successful.
Of course, if I happen to do something big "by accident", I will put anything I have in it. But, as to cite the Talmud: One who saves one life saves the whole world.

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Yeah, April fools. I would have paid it.

>>691746675
How do you slam doggo to the point of blindness.

>>691765989
Never thought of it like that. I guess that's why my dog is happy 99% of the time and I'm a miserable cunt 99% of the time. I'm always worrying about the future and shit that might happen while she lives in the moment.

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thanks to everyone for helping me feel a bit more today than i did yesterday

>>691766570
Just got to remember to try and feel a bit better tomorrow than you do today, and every tomorrow after.

>>691747697
listening to this music reading this thread. got depressed. fuck people and do what makes you happy op. enjoy nature and all it's circle of life. people can be cunts. again, do things that make you smile and fuck everybody else..

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5swOObHrKos&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8&index=48

>>691747212
Lifting worked wonders for me.

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>That feel when trying to pluck up the courage to talk to the cutie in my class before the end of semester
How efficient is a repetitive thought for pushing yourself to do something physically?

>>691759426
Lost hard.
Didn't know this was a ylyl thread
Thx anon

>>691768510
Same here.

>>691769895
The more you think about it, the more you'll talk yourself out of it.