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What is your biggest regret in life /b/?

Let's get them feels going
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Posting here
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>>691692414
My conception.
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I guess watching mlp or being a moron, or both
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>>691692414
Being an underachiever. Knowing I'm mediocre. Envying others and others achievements. But I quote dont even feel like bad or something at this point. It's just the way I am I guess.
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being a huge pussy, the one time i had a perfect chance at suicide, the chance to end it all, the chance to start again on the other side, the better side... now im on fucking watch and that chance may never come again, at least for a while
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>>691692917
There is no 'other side.' Death is oblivion.

Best of luck though.
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>>691692414
sucking my own dick.
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>>691692414
Dropping out of class
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>>691692414
>gaining weight
>I make a lot of money, enjoy life, live on my own, have a great car, but I gained a lot of weight this year
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>>691693099
This

also getting kicked from the Air Force for being stupid. Wanted to anhero for a while, but now I'm back in school at age 24 living with mom.....

fuck....
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>>691692414
Not choosing a proper post secondary program, or staying away altogether.

Going on a huge year long drunken party binge for a year after.

Moving back to my parents (even though im out again, that shit set me back.)
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>>691692414
I didn't hang on to my fitness.
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>>691692414
Being born.
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>>691692414
Letting my fat fuck older brother physically and mentally abuse me from 13-18. Now I sit alone at home doing nothing while collecting disability money every week for my depression. He moved out a few months ago and I still don't do shit about my depression.
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I'm already a complete nothing; It's going to be 5-6 years before I amount to anything, have a dollar to my name, live an actual life and I'll be in my 30's by then
I don't think I can handle another 5 years of daily soul crushing pain ;_;
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OoWkg5EX2AU
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>>691693337
>this
I let myself go and ended up weighing almost 300lb. I lost the weight, but my body is still fucked from all the loose skin. Sure I could have it surgically removed, but that would still leave ugly scars and cost thousands to have it done.
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Starting drinking at a young age. Ok at the point where I'm depressed if I'm sober because I have such a positive and minimalist outlook when I'm drunk. I have a good job and cheap rent, but I don't like where I live and am basically just building my resume so I can move on to something better. I know that's life, but the last five years have sucked in terms of personal growth. Resume is looking good tho
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Getting addicted to heroin, I'm clean now though.
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>>691692414
Old roommate was literally the hottest thing I've ever seen in my life. Perfect face, massive tits. Biggest regret in my entire life was only perv recording her once in the six months she lived here. Moved out with fuckwit boyfriend. New roomie is a land whale FML
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Losing her
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>>691693325
gg
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breathing
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>>691692414
I live life with no regrets.
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Snorting DMT and ending up in the hospital and then jail with felony possession of controlled substance.
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>be me
>be 22
>have autism but super smart
>can find and exploit buffer overflows in an iPhone 5 bootrom but can't go on a date without spewing spaghetti everywhere
>every day is lonely and I come to /b/ just to interact with other people
>have nothing to live for
>live on ramen noodles and beer
>wanting to die in my sleep more than anything
How's your day going?
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>>691696075
Take shrooms bro.
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>>691694705
post the pics
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>>691694245
I feel you. I lost a hundred pounds and now my stomach looks like a deflated scrotum. It sucks.
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Becoming an alcoholic. Main cause of all my problems in life.
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>>691692414
Being a console gamer for most of my younger years.
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Enough said
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>>691696331
I'd rather be miserable than shitting and pissing myself in a wheelchair. Also not a filthy hippie or a nigger.
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Never hiting on the would be mother of my non existent children, found out later she really liked me
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>>691696703
At least you aren't a faggot like too many on here are.
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>>691692414
Living here and not in the future

You will never rule empire in Virtual Reality where 1 real second is 100years in your mind....
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>>691696719
Lolol shrooms don't do that to you you fucking autist
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>>691696500
Not posting anything with her face
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>>691696500
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>>691696719
No one said you had to eat 8 grams. Look into micro dosing.
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>>691696500
Last one
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>>691697019
Should have fucked her faggot.
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>>691697019
>>691697076
>>691697438

Nice! thx for posting anon!
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>>691697288
>I took a 5 minute online quiz
>I am a doctor
>I know how hallucinogens impact the human body
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>>691697621
>Autist who posts nothing but dead memes knows all.
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>Someone I let go 16 years ago. She gave me her hear in such a cute manner, yet my lack of self-esteem fucked completely my chance...

>I didn't go to college. It's not that I had it too bad, but I went through certain experiences that made me the shit person I am. I live in a shit nation which didn't help me to recover anyway. 31y and probably an hero soon.

>I should have started working out earlier. In 2013 I had no excuse to not start.
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>>691697486
No chance. She was really nice and stuff but I had no chance, no fucking way
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>>691697621
>Shrooms are less toxic on your body than a cup of coffee, nobody has ever died and I've done it tons of times. You're a weak minded fearful faggot.
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>>691698275
The truth comes out.
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>>691692414
Don't have any regrets, there's a lot of things I should regret though. But regret is a useless emotion.
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>>691698075
Should have gone for it anyways. Even if it was a .000000001 chance...it's still a chance.
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>>691698075
Wtf cunt, you actually admit she was a nice person but you still post her fucking nudes online.

Poor girl now has nfi you and these other walkers are fapping to her private pics... Id love to kick your head in
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>>691698889
Know one cares tho cuz you can't faggot.
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>>691697918
>implying I didn't just call you out for being a know it all bitch
>implying Pepe is dead
Newfag.

>>691698275
>doesn't understand how to use greentext properly
>"hurr hurr wut dont kill meh make meh stronger!"
Please cut off the tips of your fingers. It won't kill you. Post with timestamp or you're a weak minded fearful faggot.
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Hating myself. Then eventually hating everyone and everything around me.
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>>691692414
Not asking this qt out last year.

Failing 5 of the 8 papers I took last year.

Moving from my home town; lost all my good friends.

I usually regret most things.
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>>691698889
I take your side man, it's pretty fucked up to do that.
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Isolating myself from my friends. Also browsing 4chan for 9 years
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>>691692414
>had a girl
>hadn't had a lot of girls
>lost girl because i didn't commit
>had a lot of other girls
>only ever thing about that girl
>see her a couple times a year, we're in different states now, it always feels like the first time again
>every time
>last time we stripped and got in bed and just cuddled all night and it was nice
>woke up and went and fucked a girl when i got home

>still always think about that one girl
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>>691692414
Shooting Christina Grimmie.
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Not appreciating the value of education. Jersey off through high school then in uni I couldn't keep up with calculus and linear algebra. I could have had a degree in nuclear engineering, a brother of a fraternity, more than 5 friends, gotten laid and otherwise not a self loathing alcoholic living with his parents at 23
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Treating a woman I loved like shit for nine years and then walking out on her without saying goodbye when she needed me the most
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>>691699193
>Green text irrelevant.
>you used Nietzsche's stupidest quote
Your argument is weak. I'm obviously not going to fucking cut my figertips off triggerfag. Just do Shrooms dumbfuck, nothing will happen to you as long as you don't go about it like a retard.
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>>691700407
Go treat ya girl right anon.
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Getting married to a woman that turned into a fatass whale lazy slob
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>>691693952
This
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Last night I got drunk as fuck and lost $1000 at the casino.

To put things into perspective I had $2900 in my account.
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Spending my bitcoins on hookers and weed. I had a chance to be a millionaire.
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>>691700618
She had a psychotic break and dropped off the map five months ago

Oh well
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>>691692414
>be me
>12
>on vacation with my grandparents
>cop pulls into driveway and speaks to my grandfather
>I go to bed because I don't know what's going on
>they drive me home next day and gather the whole family into a room
>tell me uncle died in a car accident
>2 weeks later hanging out with cousins
>one accidentally lets it slip
>uncle shot himself
>tried to get in contact with us to say goodbye before he did
>I wasn't home
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>>691692414
Being with the same girl for 4 years and not having sex with other her threw their pussy my way.
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I got a decent personal regret story if anyone's interested.
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>>691701462
Sure
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Distancing myself from family members after my mum's death when I was 16- dad killed himself within 2 months and I view it as my fault. Really fucked with my head. Before those events I had the capacity and ambition to study physics at oxford. My life isn't terrible now 2 years on , but it's the knowledge that it could have been so much better, provided I'd supported my other family members, and stopped the chain reaction of unfortunate events that followed 2 years after
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>>691700540
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>>691701604
>Be me, 18
>Playing guitar for 8 years
>Stupid as fuck in my early childhood, no friends in High School but 1
>Because of no social life, Guitar and Vidya is all I had
>Friend starts to learn music in Sophmore year
>Been trying to write music for 3 years
>Cannot for the life of me think of something original, musically or lyrically
>Years pass, not a single song written
>Realize I spent time I should have been practicing/writing just learning other people's songs, poorly, or hell, just being more social.
>Now in the middle position where I'm not original enough to be a songwriter, but also not good enough to be a session musician, and don't have any connections to make it work.
>Best (and almost only) friend of 4 years picks up the Guitar and Ukelele
>Kid's decently popular
>Writes like 25 different catchy songs in a year
>I spend Senior year producing/recording his music, sometimes adding drums and bass
>Everybody loves it
>All the credit goes to him
>Feel like he's either just using me until he gets all of the stuff he needs for recording music, or just doesn't like me anymore.
>Just feeling more distant as time goes on.
>Still haven't been able to write music since then
>Feel like everything I want to say with music has been said already, and better than I could ever do
>Feel like I wasted my teenage/childhood years
>Considering quitting music all together
>Spending my off time now regretting life choices, living in a routine lifestyle, and playing games online
>Got about 3 real friends to talk to, including him and each time I do, I feel like they're just drifting apart from me and I'm gonna end up by myself in a few months
>Have no other skills to fall back on besides music
>Stuck in hometown
>Going to a lower than average college for a major that I don't know if I'll even be able to DO.
>Emotionally drained, nothing really excites me anymore
>Just exhausted.
>Fuck me, I'm just scared at this point

So yeah. There was that.
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>>691692414
Not splitting up with my ex earlier
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>>691700540
>using ad hominem
>ever
>especially when trying to get someone to do drugs
You're not good at this, are you?
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I went through a lot of abuse as a child. Grew up a slacker and still a lazy fucking person. And growing up playing games I used them as a release. Now everytime I get stressed or upset I buy games to cool myself off and it's expensive as fuck. It's leaked into other things and I'm spending way more than I should be
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prob. using alc n drugz and not developn wat id consider decent social skills.
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Having to sell a successful business that netted 210k a year in pure profit (located in one of the busiest intersection of nyc) , because my bitch ex wife divorced me and the court sided with her and I lost everything.
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>>691703121
I still live here in nyc, but I can never ever go to the same Avenue or even close to my old store. I get really depressed. Even if I'm in a taxi, I tell them to avoid that perimeter at all costs.
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>>691702802
Well, stop it
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>>691701969
The biggest pussies have enough balls to do drugs. But I've never seen one this big.
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>>691702262
The secret to all music is that nothing's truly original, and probably hasn't been for over 100 years. Everything is a copy or derivative in some way. But that's fine. People like shit that sounds like other stuff they already like. Even more so if it moves them.
Your stuff may be shit, or it may not. That's not up to you. Rather it's up to your audience, if you'll let them decide for themselves. In the meantime put your stuff out there and don't let your fear stop you. Your music is YOURS, and the only person who's ever going to believe in it is you.
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>>691703653
But see that's my problem, I don't have stuff to put out, and can't create things from that form of art.
I know it sounds stupid to say, but I've tried to write music with different subjects, ideas, genres, instruments, and writing styles and I just can't do it.
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>>691703641
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>>691702905
Terence McKenna said ineffable experience in an intellectual leads to a need. A need to express their experiences and thoughts ultimately making themselves better communicators. Therefore more socially aware. People should do psychedelics because it's just mentally good for you in moderation.
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>>691704270
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When I was 15 I was camming with this girl who had... I forget the medical term but basically her tits were as big as melons. No really actual water melons. Fucking gorgeous. She had a boyfriend but wanted to meet up. I completely failed at trying to arrange it and lost contact.

It's not that I assume I was going to be the only 15 year old in school who'd had a titjob from melon sized tits, but it's the not knowing that hurts me so bad.
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Mine is still being alive, ill probably kill myself this weekend I have lost all hope of trying to regain control
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>>691704637
>still replies anyway
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>>691703653
You clearly havent listened to a little song I like to call darude... darude sandstorm
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>>691704807
Probably cause not replying admits defeat lardtard.
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>>691704755
Don't do it
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>>691705244
Why not, I've lost every thing already. There's no point so I bought rope and have all the knots I need already
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>>691700030
fuck you anon, wayy too soon
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>>691704755
Hey, dude. Life maybe meaningless and drab bullshit but you can't let that get to you. Saying that the uncertainty of death is worth all the certain life thrown away is just an unwise thing to do. Don't.
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>>691705139
>being this autistic
>thinks there's something to win
Tanz mit mir, Hitler. Das spiel ist aus, doch nie vorbei. :^)
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>>691705631
Nah I'm done there's no point it doesn't matter any more. No cares about me I've been treated like shi
t my whole life
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>>691705073
My god...you're right!
How could I have missed the gigantic musical innovations it heralded such as a 1-5-4 melodic chord progression and four-on-the-floor dance beats?
I feel so ashamed. I'm going to kill myself now.
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>>691705788
Letting other's shit on you and running away from a thing that could benefit you is exactly what you would do anon. Psychedelic drugs are good. Do it pussbag.
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>>691706190
Good you should be ashamed faggot
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falling in love with the perfect girl who likes everything i do.... including girls.
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>>691694572
how long clean
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>>691696719
Yep that's autism
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>>691705956
Have you ever thought about talking to someone? I found these videos really helpful the quality ain't best but they really helped me
http://youtu.be/Rlw7qPxaLw8
http://youtu.be/aDMxJ2ofZhE
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>>691705788
Go kill Jews somewhere else faggot.
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>>691706688
I've tried it made things
worst
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>>691706344
I bet you haven't even graduated high school you pathetic failure. Thanks anon, you made my day. Arguing with a filthy degenerate who pushes shrooms has made me realize how good my life is. I'm going to keep eating my noodles and drinking my beer, knowing that you are and forever will be nothing.
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>>691706909
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9v7ebbxxw5A
Honestly, this is the video that helped with me.

Was REALLY fuckin' suicidal for a while, but this showed me a bit of a new view.
Also, check out this guy's advice videos.
Pretty much my life's Bible
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>>691692414
Marrying someone who doesn't love me.
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>>691705956
Then change that and get the Fuck away from the parasites. Life is hard and shit, the simple answers end up fucking everything else up for everyone else you know. Easy answers like suicide. Just don't do it.
>thoughts of suicide can get one through many a dark night. But acting on it is unwise.
It's okay to think negative
>one cannot rise out of the ashes without enduring the fire
>the meaning of life is doing anything that does not include killing yourself.
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>>691692917
You and me both, brother.
Shit sucks.
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>>691692414
believing that I can't tell my friends about my depression, feel like I'm so alone because no one knows how bad I hurt
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Brexit
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not valuing myself early in my life
i missed a lot of opportunities because i chickened out, and i let a lot of bad things go beyond my control when i could have stopped it by simply realizing that i didn't need those things in my life and could leave
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Going to the wrong school for college. Or for going to college.

Fuck my major.
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>>691707404
that's basically what i live with every day but i'm afraid to tell and they just threat me like if i'm seeking for attetion só i just try to be the happiest and chillest guy in the group hoping someday one of them realizes and helps me, i know it's pathetic and will never happen but there's hope
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I murdered my little girl. Someone else's hands took her life but mine will always be stained.
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>>691707999
dude that's my life exactly I would think my jokes and fb posts would kinda hint but either they don't care or think I'm joking, I just want the pain to stop, but I don't want to look like an attention whore
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Breaking up with my girlfriend and then realizing she was the best thing that had ever happened to me. When I realized this I tried to get back with her, but she moved on. She was with another guy. I confessed my love for her but they were engaged. I don't think I'll ever get over it. Ever since I've been an alcoholic. That's how I ended up on this shithole 4chan.
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>>691692414
Not pulling the trigger
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>>691707999
as a matter of fact, they cant really help you, there is no cure yet for this sickness...
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letting people who fucked me up change me
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>>691708139
wanna share more than that?
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>>691706974
Retard. I go to a University majoring in Botany and Biochem. Be blind and keep drinking your beer you brainwashed faggot.
>here's some aconotine to off yourself.
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>>691692414
fapping to dis
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>>691693903
>collecting disability because you're sad
What the actual fuck
I'm not a mental health professional and I'm on a myriad of meds myself
But bro, don't let him win. His time is over, it's yours now. Find some way to be productive, take little steps and take each small victory as a step towards a bigger goal. You can do it.
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>>691708263
maybe someday we'll just have to talk and if they think we are attetion whoring they are the problem, stay strong bro, stay strong
>>691708926
not looking for a cure just looking to vent out i don't know, just being able to stop pretending i'm happy seems like a good deal
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>be me 16 yo
>be ugly af, long, not very clean hair
>theres this one girl in my class thats way outta my league
>can't keep myself from falling for her she has this wonderful face, blonde hair and a knockout smile
>just refrain from ridiculing myself as i know im a no go
>a year pass, i graduate, no longer in the same class
>i cut my hair and it had tremendous effects
>a girl i didnt know about, 6/10 approaches me
>start dating her
>new years eve coming up
>gf cannot come
>blondie is here
>end up talking to her alone, drinking game
>tells me if i take my drink oneshot shell do everything i want
>pussy out, dont wanna cheat
>later on she flirts more and more intensely
>end up sitting on the couch next to her and she was about to go to bed
>chose not to go with her for same reason as before after intense dilemma
>still one of her friends had noticed our flirting and told my gf about it
> gf being a psycho my life was hell for several months after that, shed snap on me for no reason bringing this up every time
> now i've wasted 2 years on this worthless bitch i never really fell in love with and she dumped me

Some could say i shouldn regret missing this opportunity to cheat on my gf but i just can't get over the fact the girl i was fantasizing about when i was an ugly virgin was actually going to have me accomplish my dream. Now i've been single for 5 months and didnt have sex since. Only had sex with the one gf i got too. It feels like i recovered my virginity.
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Getting married
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>>691696075
Take LSD bro.
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>>691693903
Grow some balls you spineless freeloader
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>>691700304
Lol
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if i could go back and do it all over again

id do even more drugs

id get kicked out of more than 2 schools

i fuck all the bitches i didnt

id just not give a flying fuck at all

i spent too much of my life caring about shit that doesnt matter one fucking bit. if i could go back i wouldnt waste a single moment and yolo the fuck out
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>>691706344
>your is life a lie

I don't get it
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>>691710578
Same.
Degenerate road trip?
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>>691709631
I have been planning on seen a therapist but just too chicken shit to do it
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>>691701380
Haha what a faggot, I bet he was gonna say "I love u but I can't go on" like an emo pansy. Good fucking riddance
>>691701701
Past is over u little bitch, your dad didn't love you enough to stay alive. Fuck him, not your fault
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>>691709160
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>>691710871
Choke.
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>>691710694
no man now i got kids to raise and child support to pay

what the fuck
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told my gf and family my life sucked and i was depressed, and had thought about killing myself. Now it's fucking non-stop "are you ok?" and fucking catering to my every whim/need. Wish i hadn't told anyone and just could live in peace for a bit without anyone making me want to kill myself.
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>>691708926
Yes there is. Once you conquer what causes your depression, you are cured. Of course there's stuff like Bipolar etc that can only be treated though
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Falling in love with a girl who doesn't feel the same way.
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>>691711652
Cuck lol, you got "friendzoned" and that's your biggest regret? What a fucking loser, kill yourself pansy faggot
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I've been lying to myself, my friends, and my family about me in general. My life has been an entire lie because I've told everyone things about me that I'm not, things I've done but I haven't; I don't even know how I could describe my actual self anymore just because I've been lying for so long. As of now, I have a dead end job, I'm an alcoholic, I live in a shitty apartment, and worst of all, I'm a fucking /b/tard. I've already accepted that I'll die with my lies and my cause of death would be from suicide or a vehicular accident.
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My biggest regret is taking a shit on the washroom floor the day my school custodian was retiring. We even had an assembly for her, should've seen her crying when she saw my diarrhea on the floor lol
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>>691703121
Fucking bitches.
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>be 14
>have been an ugly loser all through school
>go through a transformation
>lose glasses and get contacts, get braces off, get a nice haircut
>suddenly the cutest girl in school (8th grade at the time) starts talking to me a lot
>I still have shit self-esteem even though being better looking now (fucking bad childhood)
>figure this no way this girl can possibly like me, this must be a joke so everyone can laugh at me
>she asks me out
>i turn her down and am kind of a dick about it
>turns out she really did like me
>lots of people mad at me for being an asshole and an idiot
>blew my chance with her
>still a kissless virgin in my early 20's due to shit self esteem
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>>691710822
same, because of irrational fears like being harassed by the therapist or someone finding out and giving me shit about it, and even if i went i probably wouldn't even say what's really the problem and try to pose normal for possibly the only person who able to help me
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>>691711381
Listen to music play video games masturbate and pleasure you girlfriend
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>>691711797
Doesn't necessarily mean they were friends
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>>691711797
Gr8 b8 m8 r8 8/8
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>>691712161
>>691710822

just take drugs faggots thats how i cope with shit, works pretty damn well
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>>691712161
The only person able to help you is you. Therapists only tell you things that you already know. That and prescribe medication, which isn't reliable. Look for a social worker (counsellor) instead. Cheaper and do the same job that the therapist would be doing.
Also: no one really cares if you have issues. Everyone has issues, at times.
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>>691712090
Ah yes, hurt them before they hurt you..were you diddled as a child?
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>>691692414

gambling away my paycheck every single week.
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>>691712543
wasn't diddled. My dad was just a drug addict and an asshole
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>>691712725
You were prob corrupted by the Pokemon game corner lmao how the fuck do you become addicted to something so boring r y retarded like broooooo what the fuck gambling isn't a drug its an action, I don't get addicted to farting even tho I enjoy it, like wtf is wrong with ur weak ass kill yourself
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>>691712412
did a lot of coke to help with this shit, as i said i try to look like the guy that can't be affected by anithing and that's the problem, but it's true as fucked as it seems drugs help a lot
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>>691712785
Sometimes that can be just as bad.
It's not your fault.


It's not your fault.
It's not your fault.
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>losing her
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Letting my friend date a girl I loved and loved me...
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>>691711652
I'm with you bro
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betting my cs go skins
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>>691692414
That I didn't get an asian female.
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visiting 4chan
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>>691692414
Getting married and having kids. That and finding /b/ ten years ago. Pretty much those things ruined my life. Fuck me, I want to kill myself, I just don't have the balls.
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>>691712962
well coke wouldnt be my first choice, though i dont doubt it must be super effective when trying to conceal a down. When depressed you mostly need to enjoy things you stopped enjoying, and for that i smoke lots of weed alone. You dont do this to save face, no one gives a shit anyhow so why try. You do this for yourself as for everything else in life
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>>691713267
yup
you can't compete with a phone
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>>691692414
>Letting people in my life
>Living
>Selling my 20 bitcoins a week before I spiked to $1200 years back
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>>691713289
Cuck
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fucking off on my grades in college because I was on 4chan too much, wasting a FULL scholarship.

before that, not fucking off on my grades in HS so I could go to the college I actually wanted to go to (I only went to the one I mentioned above because their FA was way more than the others I applied to), not the one I "had" to.
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>>691713670
That phone was my soul mate. You could say the relationship ended in the toilet.
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>>691693052
Can you tell me your experiences from after death?
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>>691713712
Nash it wasn't like that like I loved her but for some reason I was always a ass to her and didn't appreciate her. My friend was a fat loser so I wanted to throw him a bone. She hated him and they broke up but still I feel like after I let that happen she lost a significant amount of love for me. I usually could always get her back but now I can't...
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>>691694536
That's honestly a solid place to be. Getting your life where you want it is a long process.

In terms of personal growth, you have to make that happen on your own. Getting away from addictive internet shit is honestly a huge step, not gonna lie. It makes you preoccupied with shit that doesn't matter.
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