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9 years ago I figured out I was pedophile.
Now I'm here.
Still. Nothing has changed about who I'm attracted to. Nothing has changed about how safe I feel. My two closest friends are the only people who know.

I'm 22. Are there any older anons who are also pedophiles, who can talk about this? How old are you, has it changed your life in significant ways? Do you feel like you're at risk of offending? Or have you some magical process that keeps you grounded?

Personally, I'm fucking terrified of myself. There is a history of mental illness on both sides of my family, and I've constantly got this undercurrent of fear that something will happen to the way I think, something I won't notice, something that will take me over the offending edge.
I've waded in and out of suicidal thoughts for years.
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I'm going to bump this thread maybe twice because fuck.
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bumping for interest
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Actually you would have known you were a pedophile around 16 rather 13 - but that age you'd be noticing women over little girls, at 13 it's not really abnormal to look at little girls.

I dunno what I am personally, I'm attracted to lollies (real children don't interest me past a few aspects that I can find nice about them) but at the same time I'm also attracted to adult men, dominating women, etc so dunno if I really count
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Boys or girls?
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>>691594911
>telling me what I knew
I am also attracted to other things, but it always comes back. When I try to distance myself from 4chan, Mchan, eightchan (not anymore for those two) I find myself oogling things, and I can't live like that.
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>>691595341
girls.
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>>691593366
same here. always liked little girls. 25 now, havent done anything yet and not planing to.

not because of moral bs, but because the chances of very bad consequences are to high.

loli & cheese pizza usually are enough to calm the special urges.

anyway never tell anyone. never. do not get help. the people that 'want' to help you, are beeing paid to keep society safe from people like you. by any means necessary.
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>>691593366
if youre only into the kids, i can see the dilemma.
I'm attracted to a wide spectum of people, from young to acceptable and normal ages. you just have to accept that certain things are off bounds. everyone is attracted to people they'll never have the opportunity to act on and still get on with their lives.
you can too.

27/m
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>>691595481
I have thought about help. Buuuutttt the only way to express how I really feel would probably make me look a whole lot like someone endangering the welfare of all children in 1000ft, and thus liable to be imprisoned and marked for life.

so no, no help. It's not really out there anyway.
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>>691593366
How. Do you find little girls attractive? Thwy have no tits no ass and are retarded.
Is it because theyre like innocent and dumb so u want to take advantage of them? Like not to be mean but real women are challenges perhaps and a weak little girl poses no risk... Kind of like going for the slow gazelle at the baxk of the pack....like a PREDATOR does? like seriously i have. 18 MONTH old daughter and i want to understand what makes u guys tick so i can identify you and appropriately feel emonionless or have pity as im ass fuxking pedos to death for oogling my baby girl.
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>>691595362

What do you want out of life OP?
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Here's the funny thing. This is a kink, right? This isn't something I picked, I wasn't diddled by an uncle or my parents. I wasn't exposed to it at a young age.

But fuck me for having the wrong fetish. It doesn't matter how accepting people become of others with non-normative attractions LGBTQWERTYUIOPs and whatnot/
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>>691595878
Also if it makes you feel better-i think some teens are sexy as fuck but they. Are built like grown women.(see i just tried to level with ya.)
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>>691596033

Pretty much
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>>691595878
some guys like gmilfs, some guys like dick and some like little girls. its all fucked up, but thats nature for ya. and you cant tell them appart, because they know that their fetish is unaccented by society and blend into the normie crowd.
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>>691595878
is she hot?
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>>691593366
Don't worry if we meet someday I play with you some unteralterbach.
Because you are attracted to something that doesn't mean you must hurt peoples you love.
I was used by a paedophile not rape but he really knew how to make kid interested in having sex with him.
Later I was inserting stuff in my butt and fapped to CP before and after 18 few times. I stopped because I realize I'm not a paedophile but I have mental problem.
Years passed fighting with myself I no longer get boner to lolis and CP. Maybe sometimes but I think then we all do have a weirdest boner...
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>>691595878
You'll waste your life if you spend it trying to find every pedo. And you'll miss about half. I look pretty normal, and I've spent the last 9 years figuring out how to do that well. I don't know the answers to your questions. You're right though. I wish it was as simple as me just being a bitchass not able to interact with adult women. I appreciate someone not a Pedo being willing to talk to one. It sure seems to kill a conversation.

>>691596011
checked.
I want isolation. I want to be able to talk to myself and putt around the house all day in isolation. I don't want to see LG and I don't want access to LG. I also want beehives, a big greenhouse, and an 80s Audi 4000s
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>>691595878

Everyone's different anon, sad fact is every male is an issue, some females too but no doubt if your daughter is attacked then it's probably gonna be a man
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>>691596525

Don't want a wife and kids? You can live in isolation and live a happy life if that's what you want
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>>691596524
I'm well versed in my Unteralterbach. Pretty fun, but that sort of "lolis in real life" thing is a little scary to me. I don't want to normalize an actual behavior.
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>>691593366
It's okay so long as you don't have Bad Pedophilia.
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step 1. stop sex. all together.

sex is an instinct of the weak minded.
overcome sex and you can become an all powerful wizard. true story. use 4chan to help you. blast your self with porn and in doing so dont fap no matter what. do this on a daily basis and u will be desensitized. it will be like looking at animals. because thats what people are. feebile animals. monkeys. do not be a monkey. ur welcum.

also here is your first lesson. do not fap to this.
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>>691596328
Granmas have tits men have sexually ready dicks.
Explain what makes kids attractive to you dude stop being a pussy and avoiding putting thought into the answer.
>>691596401
Im sure she will be when she gets older. But shotgun slings hot steel Buckshot also. Shes just a baby homie Thats. Gross.
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>>691596818
foxi di
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>>691596818
Step 2: Go to a daycare center.

Step 3: start sex, all together.
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>>691593366
You are part of us.We all are pedos anon.Why do you think we have loli threads?
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>>691596836
op here.
>>691596328
isn't me.

Man, I don't want to sit here and describe this shit, BECAUSE you have a daughter. I've thought about it. Explain what makes titties attractive to you.
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>>691597072
why do you think I made this post?
aside from toring it up (risky) there are basically no other places I can go to have this conversation.
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>>691596836
>Explain what makes kids attractive to you
the lack of developed sexual characteristics

but why do you care at what age your daugter gonne be fucked ?

shes going to chocke on dicks by the age of 12 anyway and have many many dicks in her by 25. so whats the fuckin difference ?
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>>691597182
this is another fucked up point. Kids are sexualised more today than basically EVER.
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>>691596967
see if you stop sex u can train yourself to become desensitized. if you find yourself slipping a bit and gettting horny. blast your self with more porn. but dont fap. look at shit loads of porn but DO NOT FAP. RESIST. it works.
then over time u can become strong. even when ur strong u can slip. blast ur self again and dont fap. then u can get strong again. eventually u will win at life. GL
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>>691597147
There is hope anon,we used to be part of lgbt before they kicked us out for the public.But now beastiality is allowed,we still have hope.Soon,we will get accepted.Just wait.
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>>691593366
21 and I'm also interrested in ages - till 25, got a 18 year old gf.
If I was healtier I would have probably fooled around more with girls 14 - 16, now I'm just playing it safe and I'm focussing on my carreer with the occasional flirt, nothing more.
Cheese pizza is enough to qench my thirst for anything below 14 yo.
The only thing I'm afraid of is when/if I get a daughter, I don't trust myself. would never hurt her tho, but yea, some people consider the things that I would do 'hurting'.
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>>691597306

Until he eventually pops, his temptation isn't porn, it's little girls
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>>691593366

So... you like little girls that are by man made law illegal and by the forced conditioning of "norms", you feel bad about it.

I don't see the problem here. You can like anyone you want. You can like anything you want. That doesn't mean that it's accepted or even tolerated, true, but in the end none of that matters. What matters are your actions and what society allows you to do.

For instance, you may feel like having sex with 10 year old girls or younger, but if you don't do it, it isn't illegal. Luckily, thought crime isn't a thing...yet. You could also have sex with a 10 year old if she let you, and as long as there isn't any proof around it shouldn't be a problem for you, unless you think that your conscience would make you kill yourself if you ever did such a thing, in which case simply don't act on it.

Or... find an excuse. Travel to Indonesia or something, where child prostitution is rampant. It's okay to do it because they've already done it before, they're getting paid, they have a different way of life, etc... or whatever other reason you can come up with to justify your actions so that you won't feel like killing yourself for indulging in sexual activity with a minor.
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>>691597377
same thing. y can do this method with anything. shit u can even do it with hamburgers. buy hamburger. put hamburger in mouth. SPIT hamburger out. never eat hamburger. same shit. just figure out how to plug it in to my formula
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>>691597347
%95 of people consider the things that WE would do 'hurting'
I've already ruled myself out for fatherhood. I am ABSOLUTELY not willing to destroy my life and the life of my kid.
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>>691597503

He'd need to look at child porn in that case anon, like I said it's little girls that's his problem, not consensual adult women.
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>>691597078
Yeah i have a daughter but you are not near her and chances are you never will be. And if i dont catch you staring itll be fine.
Shit as an adult male i always think i creep other parents out when im alone and i smile at lil kids doing cute stuff or wave at them and say hi. I know its kinda weird in this society. Im not a pedo and i feel weird being nice to kids lol. I cant imagine how you feel.

Oh and titties. They. Are big jiggly and round i can suck em and milk em if she's. Preggers.


O god now that i think about it i think i know what u gonna say about whats attractive about little girls... Eeeeew!
Im assuming tight is one of them. You feel no guilt for the physical pain and damage that would cause? Anything besides physicality draw u towards them? This way i can train my daughter to not be like that and to kick guys like you in the balls haaaas
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>>691597436
indonesia, thailand, etc have upgraded their shit.
the penelties are horrendous and the sluts know that and blackmail their customer.

>>691597513
better safe then sorry.
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>>691596836
>Explain what makes kids attractive to you dude stop being a pussy and avoiding putting thought into the answer.

Their innocence. And taking away that innocence through my own gratification. That blank look of lack of understanding, and that sudden comprehension as inch after inch slides into their undeveloped fuckholes. That begging, pleading look as your cock rakes in and out of their tiny pussies, stretched to the max around your cock, the tears welling up in their eyes. The panic they feel and express as you reach climax, the furious pounding into those skinny hips, their bodies disappearing into the bed under your weight as you unleash and thick globs of semen across their cervix, protecting their bruised and battered womb.

And finally, the mix of blood and semen as you slowly pull out, your salty protien offering oozing out of their raw and sore cunts, the smell of fear and sex in the air.
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>>691596524
It was possible to deal with my problem, determination was the point I don't want to hurt peoples and I'd rather look like a funny Pedobear than be a pedo myself...
I simply couldn't look into mirror if I was
I'm still looking at cute kids on the street but really doesn't care and don't think about having sex with them just can't look other way. Sometimes I feel nervous and my brain is screaming internally and say stupid shit like too old or cute af

>Once I get out of my home baked
>This cute 12-13yr old girl just came out my flathouse with friends
>Going the same direction
>Internally Screaming and thinking stupid shit
>Put my head down and go forward
>Seconds before the impact rise head up
>See butt
>Panic mode activated run to the other side of street avoiding that ass and car's on the street
>She fucking decided to tie up her shoes right before me and her but was at my boner lvl

The day I'm almost trip over some girl straight on the face with my crotch poking her butt...
I'm 21
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>>691597606

Some guys like rape, others like the idea of a consensual girl

>can train my daughter to not be like that and to kick guys like you in the balls

Kek'd
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>>691597697
This.Lgbt pride.Fuck all right wing republicans who want to keep social constructs
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>>691597606
keeping your kids safe around some determined offenders is hard. Just be specific and clear about everything you teach her about mommy, daddy, sex, babby... so on. Correct terminology. Real world examples. Make sure she is empowered about what happens to her body, who touches it, who doesn't.
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>>691597755
if you fap to special content you'll get relieve and wont react that hard to real life exposure.
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>>691597828

#pride, no #prudes
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>>691597182
Because as her father and protector i must cock block everyone until she gets old enough to yell out that she wishes she was never born and storm off too her room(then its time to let her have a boyfriend to be a little bitch towards)(this also means she is probably a teenager and i will gradually come to accept that shes fucking).
I think that. That is every fathers job
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Hella proud fam
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>>691598082
Meant for
>>691597959
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>>691597606
I just like the young ass and pussy, also the innocence. you're retarded if you don't understand that, do you want a fat half man 50 year old woman, or a cute nice looking 18 yo.
well that is how we see the difference between young and old, only the ages differ.

and fuck you for thinking we're all rapist, I for one don't like to cause physical pain you asshole.
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>>691597306
>>691597503
that just doesn't sound realistic.
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>>691597606
Blocked for hate speech.
#LGBTPPRIDE
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>>691597959
this is unrealistic. The chance for this happened 30-40 years ago. Now it's abuse. No matter what.
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>>691597347
I kiss my baby girl and hug her and love her more than i love my wife. When you have one you will never do anything to hurt her. Well then again im just speaking for myself and im not a pedo. Good luck
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>>691597755
Oh great being a paedophile gave me aspergers >>691597913
I'm a walking funny fetish man I often use a fetishes I love in a conversation as a joke if that's the point
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>>691597990
thats the best way for her to develop daddy issues.
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>anyone down for "am i screwed? pedo discussion?"
why yes
yes i am
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>>691597755

So what you're saying is that you have absolutely no self control? You're saying that if in a situation where you could get away with it, if aroused enough, you'd act on your impulses, even if it meant rape? Well, okay then... I seem to have misunderstood this whole condition.

What about older women aged 17+? Do you find them arousing at all? If not, what do you feel when you see a subjectively hot girl?
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>>691596802
good pedo: a man and a girl. Daddies and daughters, neighbors, pastor and congregations kids.

Bad Pedo: Fag pedo. where a degenerate fag like Dennis Hastert forces their disgusting lifestyle on some poor future straight boy, and then they have to deal with years of horror until they themselves become mentally ill faggots.
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>>691598262
thx I will try to play it safe and don't get kids, but yea I prob can't really force my gf/future wife, to not get kids.
Or I hope I just won't be attracted.
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>>691597990
I'm going to your house tonight and I'll fuck your daughter and then you. in the arse, both of you.
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>>691598359
Can you stop with the hate speech Im getting triggered
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>>691598359
hot is still hot.
cute is better
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>>691598359
Your microaggressions and microinvalidations decelebrates both my inner and outer bodyshapes.
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>>691597697
What the fuck.
Guess i shouldnt have asked.
You dont feel bad?
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>>691598441
also keep that shit secret. dont fucking tell anyone. GL op. addiction is an addiction no matter what it is. i kno people that had hear disease and still ate at fast food. they knowingly kill them selves eating fast food because they couldnt stop. so op. take my advice i gave u. GL keep that shit secret. and u will be good. control is everything.
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>>691598262
I'm sure I'd love my daughter. I'm also sure I'd fuck that up.

>>691598359
Not >>691597755 but for me, it's not that I think I could rape someone, it's that I find myself looking.
I also experience HELLA intrusive thoughts. All the time. Like, holding a knife hearing myself think "just fucking end it"
Like I said earlier, I'm not UNattracted to other women. I do have incredibly high standards for 17-20yo, like virtually invisible labia majora, small chest, thin, fairly unblemished, short. So basically, children.
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>>691598638
Thanks for standing up.As an atheist male feminist,I hate when delusional republicans try to bully lgbtp pride.I will always stand up for ladies,I hope you will continue up the good work my good fellow
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>>691598657

>>691597697 is definitely not a pedo. Pedos love children.
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>>691597697
writing this shit out wont help
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>>691598687
and also dont get fucking caught. keep ur shit encrypt with password etc..
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Im cursed with pedophilia as well and was so confused in the past on what to do and how to act on it. In my confusion I've managed to make some actual contacts with underaged girls on skype or whatsapp, ranging between the ages of 10 and 17. I almost met a couple of sisters to fuck, but everytime when I try to talk to underaged girls I feel like they're secretly the FBI trying to lure me out or something, maybe its the weed im smoking idk.

Anyway, I found a good way to cope with it all, firstly I fap about 6 times a day, everytime one of these girls talk to me I instantly fap to get it out of my system. I rarely watch porn, I actually found out that Literotica has quite a few good pedo stories, so I dont need to download or watch illegal shit. Secondly, whenever im in bed, I vividly fantasize about some pedo situation that I know will never ever happen in my life, it really works as well.

Im 26
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>>691597813
I like rape and consensual... Even when its consensual i act and fuck like a rapist haaa. With.adult.women.though.
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>>691598657
op here, >>691597697 isn't me. I'm not that eloquent this late. And I try to keep myself away from that kind of glorifying.
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>>691598657
On the contrary, it feels goooood.

Then you go and buy them a toy and they're back to playing like nothing ever happened.

Unless you pick up a strangers kid. But like Louis CK pointed out, if people didn't have such a hangup about people fucking kids, they'd come home alive a lot more.

It could just be a call to the parents "hey, I just fucked your kid. Where should I drop them off?" vs. their ranting/raving/demanding charges be filed.

So instead of a sniffling kid who's had the sexual equivalent of a scraped knee, you get a kid in a shallow grave thats been dug up and eaten by possums and coyotes.
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>>691598359
Man pls stop that hurts all I said was that I dealt with my problem but I have difficulties in my life I'd rather live with them than do something bad to someone are you literally fucking retarded
>>691596524
>>691597755
>>691598269
That's all just me now I suffer catatonia and aspergers I'm Greg I have a problem
Must kill all RAP musicians and ShitChanners
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>>691593366
Ever thought of getting a girlfriend, who's into RP? That could help your case without offending anyone. Also, I don't believe you aren't attracted to anything else but children, a person usually has multiple things that turn him on.
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Guys don't shoot him, I was like 16 when I discover that I was pedo. Its very disturbing when u realize that you are the bad wolf of the stories. I have self control, I still like teenager and also mature woman but its very hard to live when you think that everybody hates you. I wasn't/ haven't abused.
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>>691597898
Yeahhhh..... Im not sure how im gonna teach her where people arent supposed to touch. I think im going to leave that to mom... But mom is a woman and i know she wont spend enough time teaching her whats right and wrong. Uuuugh.
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>>691598823
I too have found solace in literotica. Pedo-literotica is such a nice grey area. There are some nice archives of similarly themed newgroups around.
Personal favorite is asstr org
Also has stories for almost any other taboo kink.
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>>691599061
Dont worry lad.Wanna meet up?I can be indentified by my signature fedora and my wifeu body pillow <3
Also I'm a bit iverweight but who cares!I support HAES and stand up against discrimination
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>>691598506

Dunno if you're the same guy, but if you find older women sexually attractive as well, then you're probably normal.

Honestly, a lot of pedophilia stems from a lack of interaction with women of your age, in general. And a lack of sexual experience & female partners.

Loner types are especially prone to fall into this category because after they're out of school they tend to shun away from society and embrace various solitary hobbies, such as anime & video games, in which the sexualization of children is rampant. These activities condition a shift in sexual attraction in these people. Of course this doesn't apply to everyone. Just some cases.

But from what I understand, if would be pedophiles had girlfriends, they would think much less about having sex with children.

Correct me if I'm wrong.
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>>691595481
>>691595786
yeah, depending the outcome of your therapy it is not allowed for you to live near a kindergarten, elementary / middle school and certain playgrounds... plus you must explain this to your next landlord.... good luck becoming a bum after therapy
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>>691599281
mostly on point.
but i have a gf.
still only go as far as loli though
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>>691599281
Ok stop discriminating thats insanely rude you need to stop being ableist check your privilege holy shit
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>>691598131
But... Ugh nevermind. I cant understand the reasoning. Yeah i guess you are prettt fucked in the head. I mean i understand 14 or 16... But like babies and lil girls thats weird dude.
Also if u fuck a little girl its going to cause her pain dude.
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>>691599398
Kek
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>>691599413
Can you stop already?
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Just don't rape anyone. Statutory rape included. Contrary to popular belief it's not that hard. Everyone will be put into situations at some point in their life where they're attracted to someone but it would be inappropriate to sex them.
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>>691599095
thatfeelexactly.jpg
And I can't even empathize out loud with other people who experienced the same thing by having their kink/orientation demonized.

>>691599281
that wasn't me. If you can sauce me on that info, that'd be great. Had a gf for 3 years. Plenty of sex. Nothing changed throughout. Doesn't know, never will.
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>>691599413
no way /b/ro...
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>>691598296
And the best way to keep fat hairy old man dicks away from her
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>>691599413
well, love hurts.
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>>691595878
>im ass fucking pedos

so you are into pedos that is an interesting fetish
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>>691599518
is this ass breathing at me?
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>>691599528
Do you know how that racist is sir?As a member of BLM i condemn you sir.May the flying soaghrtti monsyet have pece on your soul
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>>691599482
I don't blame him. A lot of people have hurt a lot of kids.
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>>691599544

No it would encourage it.
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>>691599628
Im talking about you.Stop with your microagressions.
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This just comes down to basic self-control?

Are you attracted to of-age people? If you can find a partner of legal age, wouldn't that be enough? Sure, you'd still desire a younger partner, but desiring something isn't inherently wrong...

I find plenty of 15-17 year old girls sexually attractive, but have never made a move or was worried I might. (Hell, I personally don't think I'd turn down a 17yo girl if she wanted to ride me.)

My point is... You can like whatever it is you like, but is it really something you honestly feel you won't be able to control your actions over? If nothing else, imagine how hard it is to even achieve a sexual relationship with a young person as you get older.
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>>691599611
do you even english /b/ro?
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>>691598457
I got some hot steel waiting on ya nigga.
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>>691593366
Never trust your friends. You fucked up. KYS.
Only let anons know about it.
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>>691593366
>9 years ago I figured out I was pedophile.
>Now I'm here in jail.

Sentenced to prison for life.
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>>691599721
My tablet is small Im a bit heavy but Im still HEAL5HY
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>>691599518
working that out is what I have been doing.
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>>691599704
i was raped by an underaged female your honor, i swear!
good luck getting that one to fly
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>>691599699
I am OP. I have never given a fuck about the word microaggressions, so mano a mano, please mansplain it to me.
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>>691599905
I'm sorry I didnt realise you were the opressed one Im not an oppressor sorry.
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>>691599905
You are jeopardizing my well-being with your violent refusal to agree.
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>>691593366
kys
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>>691598737
Invisible majora?
So u just want beef hanging out?majora is outer lips. Minora is beef curtains
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say your a mudslide and go rape a couple of infidels
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>>691593366
I'm about in the same boat anon, your story rings true to me.
I'm 29, and also a self-loathing pedophile.
Used to be terrified of my base instincts but I feel I've learned to work around them and lead a life where I am not in jail.
I avoid girls at every possible opportunity, I shop at night when children are not around, and generally stay indoors where I can. I can be around kids for a few hours, but I don't like to do it.
Interestingly enough there is a large history of mental illness that runs in my family as well, and there is strong evidence pointing towards my father being a pedophile, though there is no evidence to the fact.
Strong thoughts of suicide run through my head several times a day for many years now, but by now I don't think I would ever actually do it, it's just my brain's weird way of saying 'fuck my life' to myself.

Most terrible of all is the sense of loneliness I get from my predicament. I have nobody to relate to or share my thoughts.
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>>691600037
Stop opressing pedofiles I thought you were a white knight like myself I see you are just making fun of fat people and body shaming now good riddance>>691600137
Islamophobe detected
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>>691599757
I drink your tears, oppressor. I got off with parole.
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>>691599413
oh shit this guy just said he wants to fuck 14 year olds, get him!
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>>691598994
Well good. You seem like a decent person... Ya know aside from the fact that...you fuck little girls.
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>>691600318
SYOP OPRSSSING PEOPLE SYOP IT YOUR MICROAGDESSION REPUBLICAN RIGHT WING ALT RIGHT HITLER LOVING NAZI
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>>691600176
m8 ISLAM ENABLES
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>>691600378
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>>691600144
this
if people just understood what effect it has on the mind and didnt wichhunt anyone who they even slightly suspected of having issues, there would be alot more hope for betterment.
it would help to just be able to sit among like-minded people and just vent your struggles.
somebody start a PA.
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I am OP, these are my posts, for POSTerity. >>691600009
>>691600037
I don't eben get it anymoer.

>>691600078
Yeah I meant minora then. The tucked look. The "perfect pussy" thread look.
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>>691600458
You're a huge microagressing cunt Im too good for the likes of you.Im out of this thread run by trolls
>>691600482
No sir,you right wing trolls are the cancer have a good day
*tips fedora*
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>>691593366
stop wading and an hero fagit
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OP, just convert to Islam and move to a Muslim nation. The prophet Muhammad married his Aisha when she was 6 and consummated his marriage with her when she was 9 or 10. They all support or at least turn a blind eye to adult men marrying children.

Problem solved.
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>>691600144
>I shop at night when children are not around
Again, this exact feel. When I spend lots of time in public on a busy day/time at a store, busy place, I am on HIGH ALERT.
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right wing pedophobia is a major problem that must be fighted
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>>691593366
It's a good start to notice that it's wrong in the first place.
I'm not a pedophile, but I'd say getting some psychiatrist's help would be a good start, someone who knows what he's doing can most likely help you keep yourself stable.
Also fapping to Loli stuff mich keep you down kek
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>>691593366
Die
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>>691600602
>in france
It's 16 in over half of the United States.
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>>691599588
Yes i will sove eggs into their asses and ass fuck them to ctavk and svramble the eggs internally. They will then have to shit out eggshells and contemplate their. Life decisions.
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>>691600686
I don't understand this sort of shitposting. Is it cross posting from /pol/ or something? It's... very low quality.
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>>691600673
Or just stay christian and fuck your sisters and everyone covers it up.
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>>691600872
Im not the same poster in all these posts idiots.One is an actual white knight,Im doing it for satire
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>>691600883
keksfordays.jpg
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>>691600690
Most therapists will refuse to see me, and refer me elsewhere. Many will chose to inform the authorities that I'm a risk to the public.
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Whether it's someone too young or a crush on someone more age appropriate, the fact is this: Whether they don't like you in that way or are off-limits because of the law, the result is the same: Deal with it. Learn to accept that there are some things (and people) in life you will never have, and get on with your life.
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>>691600964
Also a good option.
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>>691600966
sorry man. You just aren't putting spaces after most of your commas or periods, and it's throwing me off. Don't stop.
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>>691600144
is this b8? like, normies don't avoid walking past attractive women, budding rapists might. if you can't trust yourself to do normal public activities, you have bigger problems then what you're attracted to, it's these rapist tendencies you seem somewhat aware of, which is a whole other thing, that's what's putting people in danger
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>>691593366
My brothers and I, along with a handful of cousins, boys and girls, fooled around quite a bit when we were all quite little. Mostly just sucking and touching. I'm 34 now, and I never 'realized' I was attracted to young girls...I just never stopped being attracted. Not attracted to boys, though...but when you're 10, a mouth is a mouth. I wouldn't say there was ever 'attraction' where the boys were involved. Very much so with the girls.

Eventually we all stopped. Far as I know, I'm the only one who feels this way, but then we never talk about it, bit of an unspoken rule. So for all I know we're all carrying this.

I say 'carrying this' but really I've never felt like it was much of a burden. I have a rich fantasy life, there's tons of cartoon porn to indulge in. Not to mention memories. Ah, to be a kid again...

I've certainly never felt even the slightest impulse to ACT on it, any more than I would rape an adult woman I was attracted to. I mean, shit, I don't know, maybe I might get into trouble if I spent time alone with a little girl who was as into doing that sort of thing as we were back then, and I was somehow aware of that. Doesn't seem like a likely scenario, though.

As it is, the most I have to do is remind myself to keep my eyes from lingering a bit too long now and then.

And frankly, I doubt I'm alone. The only way most people know someone's a pedophile is because they're also broken enough to act on it. I can attest quite clearly that the two aren't necessarily related, so I bet there's actually more than a few people who feel that attraction, and then just don't act on it, no big deal.
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>>691593366
i too am attracted to little ones. same with the mental illness in the family, go figure. so far ive gotten by thanks to lots of hentai and cheese pizza. and some occasional touching of my sister when shes asleep :^) but sadly shes too old now qq
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>>691599186
It's interesting how peoples can know each other just by typing even if years are passed
Plug DJ was cool
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>>691593366
Get castrated like the fucking animal you are
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>>691600144
Dude i like hot bitches and im not supposed to look because Im married and all. But that doesnt stop me from going grocery shopping when i feel. Like it. Just because i look at a woman doesnt mean im going to approach her or fuck her. Its a lil different with you though. If i see you look at my daughter and smile thats cool. I will even let u talk to her. But if you stare or i see you looking at her diaper area its on and imma fuck u up nigga.
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>>691601139
he said he avoids 'girls' at every opportunity. I can spend endless time with attractive adult women. I even have more than one platonic relationship with them.
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>>691601226
I'm probably wrong
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>>691595878

fuck you and you fucking kid you bitch.
im not pedo but ill just fist your fucking dumb ass daughters vagina til shes dead. you faggot
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>>691597306
Context?
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>>691601139
It's a little different for pedos like me.
Imagine it like this: You're in a giant world full of only old people and men. Old people for days. Also, sex is illegal and damaging for the recipients.
It really tests your frustration when you are faced with those rules in your sex life. When you have nothing to bounce that sexual frustration off. Like going to a boarding school for boys for eternity.
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>all these tards falling for this ef be ay bait
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>>691601552
op here def not bait.
That's something that crosses my mind all the time. I just ignore it because I can't run around with a tin hat all the time. And I haven't physically harmed any children.
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>>691601282
See
>>691601525
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>>691601712
Me too
I also didn't hurt any child
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>>691601712
>go to orphanage
>adopt kid
>homeschool that fucker
>when shes old enough to realise that "daddies games arent normal"
>kill her
OR
>find pedo wife
>have children
>fuck child
>with wife you endless supply of cocksleves
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>>691601459
Are you trying to trigger me. You wouldnt like me when im triggered.
I wish you would come try to hurt my baby. You or i would die a glorious death.
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How did you know at 9? sorry if this was already answered but that just seems crazy to me. I didn't know anything at nine.
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>>691601525
dude my dry spells go on for years (normie mind you), we live in a world with cartoon porn, rub one out when you need to. people go to all boy schools without having rapist tendencies around the general public. you guys keep equating attraction with a lack of self control+rapist tendencies, and those are different things, if you're not b8, you're really giving the people that say they wanna kill you all the justification they need.

maybe see a therapist about the rapey thoughts and just don't mention the kiddos to make life easier. use a code word, like just say you're only attracted to black women in a way that makes you want to rape them
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>>691602135
>reading comprehension.
9 years ago. at 13. Some would say I didn't know, but I'm pretttty sure I did.
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We all have problems we can't deal with
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I wouldn't call myself a paedophile. I have a 1yo son and a wife my age. Since my teen years I have always found beautiful young girls arousing. But as I've got older (31 now) I still am aroused by cute 12+yo girls and sometimes masturbate to thoughts of them. I would never touch a young girl because it's illegal and I love my wife. Only my best friend knows about it.
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OP is going to bed.
Will leave this thread auto-updating and read in the morning.
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>>691601880
Matt whats-his-face did that with the russian girl. Millionaire software guy, decides to go to russian agency to adopt kid, ends up basically buying a girl (russia. amirite?) Took a bunch of pix of her naked at Disneyworld, wouldn't feed her so she'd stay petite/childlike, uploaded pix of him fucking her, cops found out, they "rescued" her.

Talk about a bad investment. Good sentiment on his part to share his hobby, but should have been more careful.
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It's every fucking day with these damn pedos! Will it ever fucking end?
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>>691602484
You can always go to EU and "hang out" with 14+ year olds. Since the age of consent is mostly 14/15 here.
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>>691593366
Scared to do anything=safe.

Do anything=dead man.

Keep that in mind and you'll be fine.
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>>691593366
also the anime girl in this pic is 17. which is above the age of consent for like 95% of the world.
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>>691593366
you will never have a decent relationship unless you leave this site, this is the type of shit that you end up realizing you NEED to go outside.
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>>691593366
There are way more fucked up people that pedophiles, famalam. Being on the chan for 7 years I find pedophilia just another sexual fetish. There ARE people that are cool with it...
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>>691593366
i know a pedophile who got therapy. now he's happily married and totaly in controll of his life. find a good therapist. as long as you don't want to hurt anyone they are not allowed to report you. and it's not illegal to be a pedophile it's illegal to act on it so a psycologist woldn't have anything to report you on if you wern't actually a danger
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>>691593366
In the same boat OP, although 24.

You need to understand that a relationship with a child can never work, society won't let it work either, you'll need to go for adults that look like children, there are plenty of them about and an absolute godsend for people like us.

With a grown adult you can have a mutual intimate relationship which will satisfy you physically and mentally, the kind of girls I'm most attracted to (9-12) behave entirely differently to adults, your concerns lie with money, work and adult things not the things that children concern themselves with (and shouldn't anyway), you can never have a relationship with a child that will fulfil your intellectual needs and no amount of wishful thinking will change that.

Do you not find girls your age attractive at all? Even if they're short/flat?
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>>691603385
>tfw
>want to talk to therapist
>not sure if psychoanalysis will show im more of a danger than i percieved
feels bad man
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>>691601251
Fuck yourself with a grenade, pus bag.
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>>691603472
didn't mohammad, the muslims guy person thing marry a 7 year old and fuck her when she was 9?
that worked out prewtty well
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>>691601517
special ending
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Maybe you can be a gentle pedo?

I was about four when one molested me. He was very nice and would always play gently with me, like with dolls and coloring books. It started with a tickle fight. I laughed so much I peed a little and told him about it, he helped me clean up and change. Than told me he could tickle me where I just peed from, which confused me. At that age I somewhat knew about my private area, that it was a hole. He said no, not the hole and that he won't stick anything in it. So I asked him to show me. He gently massaged my tiny little clit and it did feel really tickly. He stopped but than I asked him to please keep tickling me there, and he licked his fingers as he massaged my clit. That's it though, we played this tickle game often. He never hurt me or got rough. He even taught me how to tickle myself.

Ended up moving and never saw him again, he was the son of my babysitter. I think he was in his 20s.

To this day what he taught me is how I masterbate. Big slow circles and small fast circles, alternating in pressure. I find these tbresds interesting. I wouldn't say a pedo abused me, the dude was great. I didn't have any sexual abnormalities from it. First kiss with a boy was at 13, lost virginity to my first bf at 17. Both were my age too, so never got into older men.


Idk OP, not trying to soothe your inner turmoil. I guess I'm not sure how my input will help, but I can say from my experience that a pedophile wasn't a terrible or abusive man for me.

>Out before tits.
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>>691603860
That never happened.
The Koran is fiction set thousands of years ago.
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>>691603978
is the bible fiction too then?
i mean, just because it's fiction, doesnt mean peolpe wont believe it and think its ok.
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>>691593366
I found it helps having a pedo friend. When one if you tips over, the ither one calms him down. I've been doing it for the past 2 years and it's worked great.
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>>691602309
I fap daily, like shitting and pissing. I know my limits and know I wouldn't outright rape a child. The reason I avoid them is because I start to think about how nice those girls are.
Generally it's not a problem, but I try to keep 'real-life fantasy fuel' out of reach.

I have seen about 2 different psychologists about my problems anyways. I was open to both of them about being a pedophile. I'm pretty much 'cured' but just like smoking, the habit never really dies.

You've really taken what I've said and twisted it into your own little demonizing fantasy about what you think I should be, haven't you?

Sure, people go through dry spells and don't get laid. That's nothing compared to eternal chastity. Virgin forever not even a hope that you'll get laid or be able to buy a hooker. I'm not complaining though, I'd rather that than damage some poor child.
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>>691604066
>is the bible fiction too then?
Yes.
Either way their literal interpretations are not useful or relevant at all, let alone to this subject.
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To all the guys worried you're gonna be attracted to your own daughter DON'T be!
It's like normal people being worried that they'll be attracted to their daughter when she gets boobs. It just won't happen, famalams.
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>>691593366
Be extra sure on what you are talking about. Hebefilia or Pedofilia.

Pedofilia is an ilness,
Hebefilia is so common in males that it's considered normal
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>>691597291
This is untrue. Kids have been overly sexualized for ages, even in the US. I work at a huge department store chain and I see some of the popular girls' fashions that we carry. Frankly it makes me ashamed to sell them, regardless of my feelings, but this is what our society deems "acceptable" or even "cute" for 5-12 year olds to wear.

If you're not afraid to have a strange browser history check out top sellers on walmart's website for girls clothing.
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>>691603971
a normal discussion about this is impossible but your insight is valuable.
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>>691596818
step 2: watch anime
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>>691603971
not op here, i was touched byt my baby sitter and loved it when i was 5/6 she was 17/18 and likely the reason i like nerdy looking girls so much. i was also caught messing around with a girl i was close to in my daycare/ preschool when i was 4.
im 20 now and i struggle with my attraction to 10-14 yos and i hope it leaves with time, but i have the blessing/curse of being sexually active during almost all of my youth.
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Hey OP, I wouldn't exactly say that I'm attracted to very young girls. However when I was in highschool I had met an extremely cute chubby girl who was extremely intelligent. I was just about to turn 18 that year when I asked her how old she was. She had told me that she was 14 (six months until she turned 15) years old.

I always knew the dangers of what could happen if I fucked up. We made out a couple times because we both smoked weed, but that was all kind of it. I had also been given a opportunity, but I didn't take it. Now to this day I wish I did, but the risk vs reward was too overwhelming.

I'm not sure if that is why I'm attracted to younger women or not, but at the very least I find the ages 15-18 very appealing. Young preschool kids give me a proud father feeling. (Yearning to have and raise children of my own.) 24/m
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>>691600182
>thats so fucked
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>>691593366

I'm 25 and more or less in the same boat, but only one friend knows and she lives in another country.

I'm a total hermit and I've never really found a way to cope with it. The closest I ever came was when another friend of mine had just come off a breakup and pushed me to go away somewhere with her. She forced me to stop masturbating and looking at any kind of porn for the few weeks leading up to our trip. She'd check in with me every day or whenever I went quiet and I couldn't lie to her or let her down, so I stuck to it.

Anyway something about being controlled like that, with the unspoken promise of having my virginity taken by a good friend that happens to be really attractive, kind of absorbed my focus to the point where I didn't even think about dipping into my usual sources for a hit. Deleted all of my telegram and kik pedo/hebe groups and after about a week didn't look back. Usually doing so much as walking through the park was a struggle but every day felt easier with my friend as kind of a sponsor.

Anyway whilst we were away it came down to getting laid and my dick was an absolute flatline. Eating pussy for the first time was interesting and she couldn't believe I hadn't done it before (I was trying to buy time to get hard by being extra enthusiastic), so I felt good about that.. but yeah my dick was still stone cold. Attempted blowjob was just an embarrassing wet noodle show and having her grind her roasting hot, soaked pussy against it as best she could for like 5 minutes didn't help either. Really struggled to keep myself from committing suicide after that and I still plan to kill myself this year.

Anyway long story short I relapsed worse than ever and have been pretty close to rape multiple times since. I've felt the adrenaline kick in and the energy fill my muscles like I'm a tiger ready to tear down a gazelle. Sooner or later I won't resist it, unless I kms first.

So yeah, have fun going to jail or killing yourself sooner or later.
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>>691595878
most of us feel nothing when they see a "normal" naked woman while the sight of a child gets our blood flowing.

it's not a curated taste, it's chemistry, it's what turns us on, particularly I think it's a disease.

I can honestly tell you most of us fight to keep this buriedand unknow for the majority of our lifes and it makes us miserable. You should take care of your child. With the advent of the internet it's easy to see we are everywhere.

Everywhere
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>>691604258
i don't need to twist your words
>but I try to keep 'real-life fantasy fuel' out of reach
this is not a normal sentiment, it goes well beyond mere attraction. given my body type and age i will never be able to bone a 18-20something ever again, but that doesn't stop me from going into public, or even the pool/beach/river where i'll likely see some scantily clad. i might say "nice" in my head if i happen to get an eyeful of cleavage, and that's about the end of it. what you've apparently got going on is a whole different ballgame. but by acting like that's a natural side effect of mere attraction you're painting everyone with said attraction as a ticking timebomb, which causes all the indiscriminate judgement and hate in this thread.
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>>691595878
Pics of daughter or gtfo
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>>691595481
>loli & cheese pizza usually are enough to calm the special urges.

Man you freaks are twisting your brains. This is like straight anons going homo cos of /b/. Get off and let your brain heal.

This applies to SOME freaks only though.
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>>691595481
please do not consume that horrible content. you can resist and do better - i have
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Good job op
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>>691605401
No, it's basically the same thing as catching an eyefull of cleavage. I just watch myself like an honest priest.

Why? Because everything in my head is screaming at me that it's wrong.

Also, there you go again with the demonizing lol.
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>>691604739
Right? She gets laid a couple times and I had to pay out a "penalty" for it.

More like prostitution. Made what we shared cheap.
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>>691597697
Go On....

I'm sensing there should be a couple green text stories involved with this...
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What I think, and this is my two cents here, the main reason why some of us are still attracted to a younger females or males is because of the fact that over the thousands and millions of years we've evolved we never lived for very long. However with the advances in medicine and Technology we've been able to live double if not triple our life expectancy.

It's kind of the whole society frowning down upon it and putting up laws that prevent us from doing so. Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong.
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>>691606028
you keep demonizing yourself brahbrah. normies can go in public around attractive women without having to flee for fear of their own urges, but a few of you have expressed an inability to do the equivalent, therefor there is something wrong with you in addition to the difference in what you find attractive, i'm just asking you not to conflate the two
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>>691593366
Same OP. as a teen I was always looking up stuff on the net and never knew what it ment, always looking up tweens and stuff on p2p stuff and downloading it. Now I know while Im not a pedo(someone that likes way underage) I do think the random tween is pretty hot.
I would never do anything, and Ive never had the urge to go out and find someone to do anything with. If I get the urge to look at pizza or something and I cant ignore it, I go read a story or something on like nifty or Kristen and that usually puts it back down. Ive never told anyone irl about any of it, Ive tried to get my wife to age play before without coming out ant saying anything.
Its hard to not know why you are the way you are and that your hated by everyone even though you have never and would never do anything to harm a child. In fact in my case that people that go out and hurt kids I want to put two in their head and one in the chest. I cant stand people that hurt kids, but then Ill see a tween/teen on the street and check out her ass. Pretty fucked up.
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>>691606033
i know right
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LOS DIFERENTES DE TROPEZON: http://youtube.be/dWtZiWAC9O8
the fun begins around 2:20
>you're welcome
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>>691593366
How does it feel knowing that you're one bad touch away from a predator? How does it feel knowing that worldwide people think you're a disgusting filth on this earth? How does it feel knowing that you can never truly satiate your sick desires? How does it feel knowing that the people around you who know are fearful of what you could become? How does it feel knowing that those close to you that don't know would abandon you if they found out? How does it feel knowing that people like you hurt innocent people everyday? How does it feel knowing that pedophiles are the laughing stock of this society?
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>>691597697
Why the fuck does blood turn you on?
>>691606152
I don't think your entirely wrong, since only 3 or 4 hundred years ago it was common to get married at about 14. Then it became 16. Then it became 18 and up.

Bear in mind, I'm speaking in general terms. Even when people got married really young you still had people marrying in their early to late 20's
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21. Pedophile. I guess.

Never acted on it, never would, don't even want to - could not bring myself to hurt someone I love.

Looking at illegal content is harmful and not OK to you or others and you should PLEASE stop immediately if you do consume such material - you'll be in an emotionally better place and a better person morally for doing so. Carrying out any such related urges with actual children is despicable, is harmful, and should be punished.

I've accepted my sexuality and I'm completely okay with it, although I do find it sad I won't someday get married or whatnot - that'd have been nice, I presume.

The attraction is mostly emotional but also physical. I'm really interested in researching the subject scientifically and through my reading, etc., I know I understand it more than 99% of the population, I'd say. It's a shame it can't even be looked at scientifically due to the taboo surrounding it. We know nothing about pedophiles - only child sex offenders, and the overlap between those two groups is not that large.

It's an interesting attraction. Sure, it's sexual at times (as much as I hate to admit that), but it's largely wanting to make sure people I care about are safe, warm, looked out for, respected. I've never acted inappropriately toward a child and I know I never will, nor do I support others doing this.

I'll answer any questions, but I don't want to hang around for too long. I have better things to do with my life than discussing this, although I am always here to help people out, no matter who you are, with understanding, self-acceptance, acceptance of others, knowledge, prevention of harmful thoughts or behaviors, whatever.

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>>691593366
I became a pedo because when I was around 10 or so, I found a floppy disk in my dads room full of kiddie porn, and beastiality. All the girls were around my age so it excited me and I got off on it, and I never grew out of it as I grew up. I'm 22 now, Florida has a Romeo and Juliet law, so 16 year olds are allowed to consent to sexual relations with someone up to the age of 23, so I try to keep my partners at 16 or above, but still think about younger.
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>>691606713
You don't "become" pedophilic any more than you "become" gay. You can discover desires at any age, sure - perhaps.

Just as long as you do not act on anything with people not yet to the age of consent, I'm okay with it.
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>>691593366
gay dick in ass
>perfectly fine

parablegic, blind-deaf, heavily disabled
>dont worry we don't give up on you

pedophile
>you are uncurable incarnation of satan, kill yourself
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>>691593366
OP

READ THIS:

YOU DO KNOW THAT EVEY CAPTCHA SEND YOUR IP ADDRESS To the main server

Stop POSTING NOW
STOP

AND ITS QUESTION OF CONDITIONING YOU MUST CONDITION YOURSELF BUD GOOD LUCK

DONT SEEK HELP BUT START READING BOOKS ON THE ISSUE ASAP
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>>691596033
>having the wrong fetish
When your fetish potentially endangers children (and ACTUALLY endangers them if you view and support Child Pornography), yes, fuck you and your fucked up disease of a fetish
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>>691595481
I disagree with this. My close friends know. It depends on who you can trust, who will understand you, who has an open mind and who is interested in learning more scientifically - not just shutting out the bad thoughts and judging based on nothing.

>>691606898
Not OP, but I know I've done nothing wrong and never will. I've never consumed illegal content, acted on anything in real life, etc. I'm interested in the attraction scientifically, and I'm allowed to discuss it.

>>691606970
To note, it's not a fetish, it's a sexual orientation - or many experts in the community are coming to think. I can link some articles if you'd like. That said, I do not support that content in any way and I agree, fuck those people who do support that type of putrid, disgusting, horrible stuff. Hopefully they'll be locked away or get help.
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>>691606898
The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
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>>691600602
Not even true, it's 16 years old, and if she get it in front of the law you go to jail anyway.
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>>691606444
Checked. Also I knew I was off on the time aspect of it. As with what someone else said through this thread about how girls are sexualized at a much younger age, I've always jokingly told my close friends, "If she's dressed like a slut then she's ready to fuck." Not that I would choose to do so, but it's kind of a kick in the balls when they dress so provocatively.
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>>691605825
Top kek that's so true

Unless op is for. Third world country the its interpol that knocks on your door
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>>691606300
Whatever bro. I just take more precautions for a normal situation. You can't fail if there's 10 backup systems in place.
You just think I'm taking the minimal amount of effort to just tame my dick and if I stopped just 1 of the many things I do differently I would rape a bitch, but it's the opposite.
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>>691605825
see
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>>691606300
Key word is a few. Having lack of self control unrelated to any sexual orientation/whatever, and is likely indicative of other separate issues. MOST pedophiles have self-control and would never tell anyone or act on it. We have no clue anything about statistics or prevalence due to how secretive it is, the large cultural taboo even in the psychological/scientific community, etc.
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>>691606825
>You don't "become" pedophilic any more than you "become" gay.

4chan is full of jailhouse gays just look at trap threads. They're seem to be conditioning their brains.
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>>691607342
There is positive and negative sexual reinforcement and I'm sure certain things, situations, etc. can trigger realizations or "awakenings" (or whatever) in people. But you don't wake up one day and suddenly be gay, or a pedophile, whatever.
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>>691593366
So when you were 13 (underage) you found out you like girls your age.

Congrats faggot.
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>>691607540
Most people realize their sexualities around the time of puberty or slightly thereafter. Not sure why that's a surprise.
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>>691607155
nice pasta
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>>691607324
Honestly about that " stories of fiction"

I think it was the lawyer of moot who purposefully put that line on the top of every /b/ related post so that they can never sue anybody
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>>691594911
So you're a colossal faggot, is what we've found out here.
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>>691603971
Interesting story. I believe 99% of the time contact with children is harmful and therefore will never support it - even if there was a 0.1% chance. I don't know if it's inherently harmful - an impossible philosophical question - but it's inescapable and inseparable from our culture in which society views it as harmful or abusive and therefore, again, in 99% of cases it ends up hurting someone. It's interesting to hear these stories, however, if they are real, but shouldn't be used as proof or statements towards ANYTHING.
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>>691607450
>But you don't wake up one day and suddenly be gay, or a pedophile, whatever.

Sure but you can see anons on 4chan warping their brains and even say it themselves.

Not saying there aren't born gays but at least on 4chan we can see some being conditioned to it.
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>>691607321
no i don't think that, i'm trying to explain to you that most people don't feel any need to take precautions against being a rapist, which you seem to feel is normal, a positive thing even. this has nothing to do with the age group you're attracted to, i'd be just as concerned if anyone in a normie thread said the same sort of things. for a guy that recognizes he's different in a fucked up way you're awfully thin skinned and stubborn. anyway i'm outta here, don't have too much fun this summer ;^)
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>>691593366
Man in my 40s, here.

I've struggled since my early 20s, probably. Have never acted on the urge despite raising stepdaughters. How I managed was binges of eating delicious pizzas, interspersed with periods of horrible guilt that had me get rid of all my pizza delivery phone numbers. I've maintained healthy-ish relationships with women, but have to work hard to keep my eyes averted when a delicious slice walks by.

I occasionally think about downloading TOR again, and going digging, but the fear of it being compromised and getting vann'd stops me.

I've done OK. I am pretty happy that I've got a handle on it, now. I just hope no sexualised teen comes on to me because I'll never be able to resist.

Good luck, OP. Be strong.
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>>691607540
Honestly I had a feeling that op is baiting
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>>691608023
>binges of delicious pizza

You mean cheese pizza
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>>691608023
Glad to hear you're doing OK, and I'm sure your story will inspire others, along with myself. Thanks for standing strong and not regressing into performing harmful actions or behaviors. I believe in you - you're strong.
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>>691593366
>22
>Found out you were a pedo 9 years ago
>You like 13 year olds when you were 13

What?
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>>691608231
Just to note, 13 usually isn't "pedo" and usually falls under hebephilia, though the terms are a bit blurry, obviously.
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>>691596818
Kek. Apex level trolling, sir.

*Tips diamonddick*
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Okay, I'm out. Love yourselves, anons - all of you. You are not a bad person at heart. If you do illegal things, harmful things, know that you should AND CAN change. You can. Do not hurt others - please. I believe in you. Let this day be your first day to making the world a better place for you and those who you love and care for.

To those who are hurting, I hug you a million times and hope you feel stronger and better. You are loved.

Be the best person you can, for everyone's sake. I am here for you. Stay strong - you can do it. I know it.
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>>691604481
>mental illness

im tired of this meme. it always translate to "i don't like it, so its mental illness". there needs to be a better name/
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>>691597697
So it's a rape fetish then.
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>>691597306
Don't listen to this. This is TERRIBLE advice.
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>>691593366
Can't relate but this is a good opportunity to ask questions.

First off what exactly makes you attracted to children? Is it by choice or is it just out of your control?
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>>691596818
name?
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>>691597697
>tfw people are taking the bait

lel
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Realized I was a pedo at 13 or so, when I "played" with my little sister, 2 years younger. Let it be know it was all consensual and she was the one to initiate the whole thing.

I'm 25 now, my relationship with my sister is as strong as it could possibly be, no more incest tho.

I've collected multimedia since the time I was 15yo (when I found out about 4chan, those were the times) and still do to this day. Call me a sicko but it's just what I do. Not hard to come by with material when my 3rd world country values promiscuity and over sexualization since very young ages, and cellphone cameras are everywhere. Most of my material is produced by the teens themselves, 12yo and up master race. I've got a qt gf whom I've shared my views on society and precociousness but never straight admitted I like teens. She's the kind of woman that looks way younger than her age, petite build, and used to still be a virgin when met her, at 22. She's a year younger than myself, her lifestyle protected her innocence in a way I'm sure the universe had her prepared just for me. My luck works so that I'm the luckiest man alive, or the unluckiest. It sure makes for an interesting life. Now I've got this 11yo cousin whose starting to discover her body, and she wants me to groom her. Its hard trying not to fuck up specially when my life is finally stable after a youth of debauchery an excess. To be honest, there has already been contact with my cousin, several times ,and will most likely keep happening. If it wasnt with me, it'd be with guys closer to her age, because that's just how Latinos roll, young sexual awareness. My motivation is that, where her not to do it with me, she'd do it anyways (curiosity and half hearthed prohibition works wonders on making kids desire the forbidden) and probably end up hurt and/or preggers.

Go away and judge me, not believe me, ignore me. I just wanted to share. P. S. Loli footjobs and blowjobs are pure gold, I've been told.
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>>691608152
Well, yes.
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