Hell yeah

Honestly? Heck no. I feel like this life is a series of distractions to amuse us of an inevitable death, full of temporary and useless things I don't understand how people enjoy it.

>>691588391
No and No.

Meh......its hard and painful, but there are good parts

>Are you happy?
I suffer and hurt, but it's the kind of suffering and hurt that feels kind of warm and comforting. Like a heroin high

>Do you enjoy life?
I put it up with it mostly. I love the simple pleasures like being snuggled up in my favorite blanket, or putting on a new pair of socks for the first time, ect.

>>691588506
Fucking
Kill
Yourself

>>691588391
I haven't been for years.

There a good days and bad days. But the bad outweigh the good so id say no.

as of right now, no.
I'm 19, have a minimum wage job, still living with my parents, paying rent, i hang out with a group of friends almost every day (we've done everything from going to movies, to the lake, camping, fighting, playing games, bonfires, etc. We've basically ran out of shit to do as a group) point is my life is dull right now.

The only thing that gives me slight relief is the fact that one of my friends has a shittier life than mine.
So until i do something with my life, i am not happy.
How about you?

>>691588391
Yeah fairly happy rn

>>691588935
>How about you?
1. No
2. No
I could write pages of it but it seems pointless and wont help anything.

>>691589124
Can I get a fucking hell yeah?

>>691588935
You sound like you have similar ideas of that you need to achieve something in order to feel somewhat satisfied. What would you wish to do with your life?

>>691589147
Exactly might as well end it all huh?

>>691589200
HELL YEAH

Sad Boiis skype group, when?

smogman..

No...if I enjoyed life why yhe fuck would i be here

>>691588647
This.
But it's like Deadpool said, the good parts are small commercial breaks from the usual shit.

>>691589124
Happy that you're happy anon.

>>691589276
HELL FUCKING YEAH LIFES GOOD /B/ROS YALL HAVE IT FUCKING EASY LETS GOOOO

I do. Good family, lots of friends, gf, have money, etc.
Sorta feels like still waiting for life to start though: I'm stuck in uni for at least another year, when I fucking hate school and just want it to end so I can move on to a real, enjoyable career and do shit with my life

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My mom, dad, brother, and seven year old sister died in a car crash about two weeks ago. The only reason i wasnt in the car was because i ditched their trip to the movies to go hang out with friends.

>>691589447
Hell yeah dude! Positive out look don't focus on the now focus on the fucking future!

Life is like a Rollercoaster you know? It has ups and downs but mostly downs lately.

In general don't take life too serious, it will kill you in one way or another.

> It killed me from inside.

>>691589525
I was gonna say kys but that's actually sad even if it's fake

>>691589371
"Heres the thing. Life is like a series of train wreaks one after another, followed by brief commercial-like periods of happiness"

god I remember hearing that in the theaters and really thinking to myself. I couldn't have worded that any better.

You are all full of fucking shit, if you enjoy life why are you on /b/

It's ironic, I am very happy and optimistic, but every now and then I just can't stop hating myself and rationalizing slicing my wrists and neck with a razor.

Fuck yeah! This world and the DMT realm.

>>691589701
It's 3AM and I've nothing better to do

>>691589240
Honestly, settle down in a decent apartment, find a girlfriend, have a decent desk job or something.

Maybe take a trip to Japan or Hawaii.

>>691588391
fuck no

>>691589701
This, especially at half past 4 in the morning if you're an American.

>>691588391
>Are you happy?
No.

>Do you enjoy life?
Some facets of it. It's fascinating to watch, if painful to experience.

>>691589525
Well, at least you weren't driving the car that killed them.

>>691589701

Wasting time.

>>691588391
I have no money, tfwnogf and I'm lazy fuck. I have shitload of plans but I keep saying "tomorrow".

I'm happy enough not to an hero, I know I'm wasting my life but I'm not sure how to stop.

>>691589879
Eh, you're probably gonna get into hard drugs and end up on the streets.

I say that with sincerity, since you aren't happy with having a group of friends to do things with consistently... what makes you think 1 person will make that any better when you wont even have the spare time as you get older?

>>691588935
This is all part of being that age, anon. Your life wont amount to that forever. Are you going to school? Do you have plans for a more promising career? Once/if you finish your education and start a more promising career, you'll have more money and time to live on your own, find a wife, etc..

Although it wasn't too long ago, I remember working at Mcdicks for minimum wage and thinking almost every day how if I am still doing this by age 25 then I will probably an hero. Shit sucks right now but don't let that stop you from grinding. Keep on with your grind, anon.

I enjoy parts of life. I definitely don't enjoy all of it, but the majority is good. A message I have to all anons, is no matter how tough it gets, focus on the good things.

For example, you are posting on 4chan right now. You have access to internet, obviously.

If you are having trouble finding the good things, stop focusing on the bad things. For example, that spider making his web. He is making his web so that he can survive.

Think of your way of life like a web. If it gets wet, due to issues, let's say you get dumped, then you have to start fresh and not think about what went wrong.

Let's say a stupid kid playing in his garden destroys your web- that's the school bully putting you down. What you need to do is get back up again and re-build the web.

Kind-Anon out.

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>>691588391
Yes but other people tell me I don't so I just say "OK, I don't". Then they elaborate further and try to actively make life terrible. Then I respond in kind and they point to that behavior as proof that I am miserable and use it as further justification to be more aggressive.

No. i try my darnest but still i'd rather just die.

>>691590241
Fuck you

>>691590241
Although people say "fuck you" I do appreciate it kind anon

>>691588391
No
I feel like every time I make an effort to try life just fucks up
We shouldn't have to deal with this
We're not meant to be here
We are burdened with our knowledge and suffering and deserve to escape
vidja, drugs, or suicide?

>>691589701
Porn and habit

>>691590545
Kind-Anon here, I'm happy that you liked my post. I spent like 2 minutes just figuring out what to write.

>>691590213
I know the feeling
I've only been at Starbucks for 3 years to get through university, and the prospect of one more year dealing with customers makes me want to fucking spray my brains on the counter

There isn't anything worth putting the effort into that you need to get it.

>>691590567

Does it seem like everything is too artificial nowadays?

>>691590567
vidya doesn't go very far for me. Drugs are expensive.

>>691590689
What's wrong with things being artificial?
People have this weird romantic view of how a "natural" life would be so amazing.
What matters is the satisfaction you get out of what you do, for whatever reason you do it. It comes down to your own perspective and view of life.

>>691590193
I feel like i could do all the things I've done with my friends with a new person. It's just the idea of doing all this shit with people I've known since middle school.

>>691590213
Im not in college, i didn't make the best grades during highschool. Though i am working towards joining the military and hopefully end up with the job my dad has (government contractor) so a desk job..

>>691590851
Considering the unbelievable retards that make it into the military, you'll probably be fine

>>691590962
Aww, shucks. Do you really mean that?

>sleep at 8:00 AM
>wake up at 6:00 PM
>play vidya until 4:00 AM
>Fap and browse the chan on phone until 8:00 AM
>living the dream

>>691588391
where do you get your self-worth from?

>>691590241
It's a good sentiment
With a year and a bit left of school, I'm trying to do the shit to build my web by the time I graduate
For instance, I can book an appointment for eye surgery any day I want now, potentially go from far-sighted shitvision to 20/20 in two 15 minute procedures. That's fucking awesome, and a big step towards where I want to go

>>691591151
me and u would get along

Kind-Anon here, add me on Steam if you want to chat.
http://steamcommunity.com/id/lsprogram/

>>691591050
Legitimately though, the military is full of borderline-nonfunctional shitheads.
If you're even averagely smart and fit you should have a solid shot at it

>>691591453
but then you wouldn't really fit in

>>691588391
Yes. I took life for granted for most of my life and just kinda went through it. Always thought it was kinda shit.
Then I had a near death experience. I realized how incredible life is and now see the joy in little things which makes my life pretty great.

>>691590652
I used to work at starbucks too. Fuck customers there are the worst. And whats more shitty is customers can talk down to you and be as big of dicks as they want, but the minute you say one word to defend yourself they'll write a big ol' complaint completely one sided on how mean and rude you were, and the company wont do shit on your behalf even if you were completely right.

One coworker I had was being yelled at by a customer cause her coffee wasnt hot enough and when he asked her to calm down she threw the drink at him. Luckly most of it got on his apron but she then wrote a report to the district manager and he ended up getting a write up.

Me personally, my worst experience was when I was making drinks one morning and as I was pouring hot water into an americano I turned my head to check the shots for another drink and I accidentally poured scalding hot water all over my hand. I jerked my hand away and spilled the drink. The customer who ordered it was standing right there and asked "was that my drink?". I told him yeah I'm going to remake it in just a sec as I was running cold water on my hand and his response was "Well can you hurry up cause I need to get to work."

People there are fucking dicks.

I'm happy with my life for the few, kind friends I've gained for the past few years. My goals and motivations are still being unraveled but I'll hopefully figure that out. I'm just glad I got people I love and know that they'll love me back.

>>691591555
>>691591555
Maybe if you'd speak english instead of italian, that would help establish a positive relationship with your customers.

I only really feel happy when I can act like an asshole. Anybody else feel like that?

>>691588441
Nice one Greg. Keep lying to your self, you fucking stupid normie.

>>691589367
That's it man. ..

>>691591256
Instinct

>>691591777
Be nice, dude. Kind-Anon here, you should stop being rude to others because it makes you feel "cool". Later on, you'll wish you were nicer.

>>691591555
Don't I know it.
It's a struggle every day, knowing that the one thing this cunt needs is somebody to tell her to fuck off, and that I am doing the world a disservice by caving to her bullshit demands.
A couple weeks ago some teenagers shit on the floor in both bathrooms as a prank, like that's so fucking funny. I don't know what is wrong with people

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Yes and yes, it has it's up and downs but day to day I am a happy person with a loving partner and parents. Always room for improvement though

>>691591717
Yes, everyone is like this

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>>691588391
>No, my neighbours are dumb fucks who refuse to understand the meaning of noise pollution, like everyone else in this fucking horrid place.
>No, I do nothing. There is so much I want to do but running away from my problems isn't always the best solution. I just need to keep resisting I guess until I can fucking enjoy a peaceful death.

>>691591717

Yeah, acting that way means that you're less likely to care, less likely to get hurt and it means that when someone is mean to you, they have an 'excuse'

>>691591860
I don't think so

No and yes
Since 2014 my life has been full of shit, lately I've having a lot of health issues I wanna kill my self

What even is there to enjoy in life
I mean apart from sleep, food and vidya

>>691591646
Having to say words like "macchiato" may be annoying, but it's really all that much to ask.
Moreover though, none of that annoying shit is my idea. I'm a fucking supervisor, I don't determine the words or make schedules or any of that shit, so it isn't on me. Write a letter to Howard if you care so much, I am not going to solve this

>>691588391
Yes. Because one day i realized that this board is for newfag losers/ incredibly drunk regular users.

Please lurkmoar millenial kun and realize that your generation is going to go through so much bullshit its cruel.

>>691592189
Look, it's me Kind-Anon. You should give it a chance, because kindness is like a drive-thru. One part of being nice is giving the money to the server, one part is the server giving you your food. Kindness is best done together.

>>691588391
Sometimes

>>691592133
Are your neighbours a bunch of ignorant carpentry students? Mine are, and I despise them.

>>691592197
Still, you're the one who works there. Wasn't my idea to be born either.

>>691589525
Ah shit guy, if this is true i feel bad for you. My brother was killed by a drunk driver, it took me a long time to get over it.

>>691588506
I agree but there's nothing anyone can do about it just be happy before you're nappin in the dirt

>>691588391
I don't know. It's hard, but I have a goal to work towards (the question is if it's achievable) and reasons not to die.

>>691592133

Can always fuck with them if they piss you off that much, just make sure you don't do something stupid and accidentally burn their home down

>>691588935
Me

>>691592192
Do it. I tried twice, your first "attempts" will suck. Nothing changes afterwards if you survive either. Just shield yourself with philisophy and realize theur are many among yourself who share the same issues with nihilism. Its the schools fault really, all the multicultural garbage sends children down a path where they have next to no identity.

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>>691589525

Damn anon I have no words. At least they have good company and they'd want you to be happy, give yourself time to mourn but remember, they'd want you to be happy

>>691591938
The problem is the company just caters to everyone who isn't remotely satisfied, so people know they can get away with being total dicks like they are just egging barista's on to say something to them. Cause they know the moment you say anything that isn't 100% kissing their ass they can get you in trouble and walk away with a stupid 4 dollar recovery card. I mean if I was a terrible human being I guess I wouldnt be any different, but working there made me appreciate retail and food service workers tremendously more. Even if they fuck up my order I try to be as polite as possible in letting them know instead of making their lives even more hell than it already is.

>>691588391

Every day on my way to work I hope I get hit by a truck. Every time the light turns green I floor it hoping a semi is trying to run the red

Life is real fucking dull right now and I feel quite depressed, I have no reason to be though. Good job making damn good money, fucking a pretty nice girl, decent truck and ATV (fucking status symbols out here innawoods), plenty of friends...just dont know why I feel like I do. All I really do is drive around alone and listen to music, nothing else to do really because I'm in between jobs...I know I have it way better than most but its just not everything I want it to be and I'm not sure how to fix that.

>>691591151
I work out, have some buddies, go twice to party a month, study, play CS:GO, but nothing satisfies me so we are at the same level. Just vegetation. I would say i have a good life but if i cant enjoy shit, that is no good. I cant rape feelings.

>>691591256
Instinct

>>691588391
I feel good, thanks
I enjoy playing games with my bro, listening music, walking on the streets, speaking with folks
Why do you feel bad(if so)
Do you have any problems? Can it be resolved? Can we help you?

>>691591717
I'm in the same boat, I'm naturally just an asshole and i have learn to accept this but it's a fucking struggle everyday to hold back true myself causing stress and anxiety, it also doesn't help that i have grown not to trust happiness and everyone around me thinks i'm a fun loving funny guy so i have to fake being happy while having to be the guy to help cheer everyone up or listen to their problems but when I'm down in the fucking hole none of my "friends" are around to help me out, still haven't heard from most of them in about a month.

>>691590353
Kill yourself

>>691588391
No, and No. The only reason I haven't done myself in yet is because
1. Once and a while something nice might happen
2. It's nearly impossible to get a gun where I live. You have to jump through a bunch of hoops and shit, and I'm still trying to get that sorted.

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Holidays came and I stopped thinking about suicide so its ok

>>691592759
They know what an asshole you are

>>691592847

There are other ways of killing yourself if you're that determined

>>691592886

University student?

>>691588391
Hell fucking yeah. And most of all, i love you all guys
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oRT3eOcNUQ4

>>691588391
>Are you happy?
No.
>Do you enjoy life?
At times.
43, lab tech, mediocre money (UK), just had my retirement plan wrecked by ignorant racists(was going to buy a small plot of land in portugal and live self sufficiently within 10 years).

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>>691588391
>Are you happy?
No.

>Do you enjoy life?
Yes.

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>>691588391
I enjoy it more and more as I start earning more and more money

not anymore

>>691592759

>none of my "friends" are around to help me out

Story of no doubt everyone anons life

>>691592926
Yeah I know, I just want to suffer the least amount possible, and want to actually finish the job. Making a "pill cocktail" could simply cause brain damage and leave you hating life more, jumping off a tall bridge/building gives you too much time to regret it and again, you can still survive, and hanging yourself is too painful for my likes. I know there have been gun suicide survivors, but they were dumb asses and shot themselves in the wrong place.

>Are you happy
i honestly dont know. I dont think ill ever be happy until im done with college and get into grad school.
I go to a good uni, have a good job as a research assistant rn, and acing my classes so i guess life is going good but im always worried if i mess up. Sometimes I worry ill never be happy because im always going to worry about something else.
>Do you enjoy life
not really. I have a lot of friends, close family but i always feel lonely and idk why....

>>691592664
I think through of that sometimes. If i reach that situation once when i have money, a nice girl, a car, a good job and i bet nothing will change. Everything will be the same inside. I cant change the world and people, everything will be the same, same feelings but with more money..

>>691593348

Trust me anon, if you take the right amount of pills and don't tell anyone what's going on before hand you should get the job done

>>691593049
Maybe you should stay and actually involve yourself with the rest of the country you bastard. Young people are being repeatedly raped around the country by unvetted North African refugees, most of whom were kicked out of their country not fleeing it (but the media will never tell you that they are accepting exiled members of society already)

Its nothing but Salafis and their radicalized bullshit. Your country is dying you ignorant, why do you want to flee instead if fight?

>>691592960
Not yet but in next year idk what to study tho

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZeI0-9MX4XE

relatable video anons

>>691593367
>I have a lot of friends, close family but i always feel lonely and idk why....
Because they're probably the wrong friends to have. As for family, I've personally never felt close to my family TBH. When my dad died I had to force myself to cry to make people think I wasn't a sociopath, when the truth is he was just an asshole and didn't deserve real mourning for his death.

>>691593596

What are you interested in?

>>691593348
If you have a car, using the fumes and locking the windows is painless and you just get tried from lack of oxygen, pass out and die.
Just hope that nobody finds you mid-way or hello to vegetable life.

>>691592755
I dont enjoy anything. Dont know what would make me feel happy. Cant find happinness and am a virgin at the age of 20 when i am not fucking ugly. Like 6 or at my better days some girls said 7/10 looking. Girls always broke my heart and left me alone.
At this year i had like 6-7 girls bullshitting with me, then they left me fucked up alone.

>>691593367
>i always feel lonely and idk why
Maybe you haven't really met people who are like you.

>>691593483
Which pills?

>>691593348
One knife stroke made vertically across the forearm. You will dies in minutes from blood loss.

That aside, suicide is selfish as all hell. Dont beat yourself up for that just try and figure out who is keeping you down rather than accept defeat. It helps you and everyone else around you.

>8 year veteran of depression and multiple suicide attempts.

>>691593632
I did the same thing at the hospital when my dad died

>>691592909
yeah they know but i'm never an asshole to them or anybody i care about just to other people i could give two shits about them

>>691593192
yeah unfortunately that's true, i just thought they'd have my back since i have theirs and have know them for over 7 years now but as the years go on I'm finding myself more lonelier than ever

>>691593441
Life really has gotten better over the past years after I started making good money and shit, but I still feel like there's something missing and I dont know what it is, just drags me down all the time.

>>691588391
Life's not fantastic but I could be in the ground, or in a third-world country, so I'll take it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=06ioSRwzFGg

any other anons relate to this?
I know you do.

>>691589525
It wasn't their intention to leave you, remember that forever. Continue to grow and don't forget them, but don't let it ruin you. They never wanted that.

>>691589525
How was the movie?

>>691593760

Dunno but if you really want to kill yourself, you will.

>>691593727
You mean American woman? Thay are the most pretentious of all women save jewish princesses and the daughters of rich chinese men.

Who cares what American women think? Most of them will be broken and alone by their 40's just like the last generation of woman who behaved this way did. Single. Miserable. Most of all, infertile and regretting not just settling down with that nice boy from college.

Just man up and tell them to go fuck themselves.

>>691593821

People are sadly manipulators, I've always offered myself as a listener to my friends, I really don't get tired of hearing their problems as long as they take my advice (if they've mentioned it a lot) but even now hardly anyone ever talks to me

>>691589525
Lol did they diededede

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>>691594198
yeah you sound like me then, i'm always playing therapist with my friends which i don't mind since i like helping friends out anyways. sorry to hear that you're in the same situation bro, hopefully you'll find some cool people who'll appreciate you

>>691593632
no thats not really it. im pretty close with my mom and sister and friends.
>>691593754
this is probably it. another huge problem is I just dont open up because i know they just wont understand

>>691594661
faggot

>>691594852

I've got 1 or 2 people plus my partner always wants to talk to me so that helps. It's just sad to see people I grew up with simply not care and others that I try to keep in contract with just ignore me. I wouldn't even mind if they said 'hey I'm busy' but instead I just get silence.

i want to start going to my university therapist which is "free" but i dont trust them not to label me as mentally unstable or "chronic depression" and force me on meds and file reports to send to grad schools

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I wanna die

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No.

All I want in life is money. ANd I am poor. Fuck my parents. Why did they made me if they didn;t know if I like being poor. I wish I was never born. I see many 20s rich kids in theyr BMWs, porhses etc. enjoying life. I am just poor.

Money is everything to me. I desire only money. I will die poor and sad.

>>691595143
Some day, anon, some day.

(OP here)
My mom just came into my room and started telling me that boring shit she always says, to study and she knows i dont like it but i have to finish it. She does it always to this point when we start to shout and get angry. She always does it, cant fucking understand that i hate to study engineering and want to leave.
Fucking life doesnt want me to enjoy anything. Cant study what i want cuz people around me pull me back and want me to continue this shit.
How could i be happy when i am forced to do things?

>>691595085
>still in that stage

Yeah i remember that shit. Look, just try and go outside as much as possible and try to conform to a particular masculine hero as much of possible. If you are a part of that whole disconnected with society detail, get involved with politics. Its a good way to meet new likeminded people ( and an amazing way to get laid)

Go see "Point and Shoot" the story of matthew vandyke on netflix

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I was born into a religious family and i was happy. but as a i reached the age of reason, i realized its all manmade by some guy who just wanted to give these depressed poor people some hope, something to believe in. That maybe if you did good, it will come back to you and you will have eternal paradise. But the more i realized this is too good to be true the more depressed i got. Everytime i see a nun or religious person with good intent and obiviously going to die with nothing but hopes of heaven it just gets me depressed af. Then you see people like trump who are living the life and can do whatever the fuck they want. man life sucks. Im fairly privileged but idk why i got a good life and some bloke in syria is crying over the death of his family. Im no saint, yet through choices i didnt get to decide I will have a better life. i should be happy but i guess knowing that only this life matters makes me super depressed

>>691595570
This. I understand you, i study law and every time i'm on it i want to kill myself. The best thing ypu can do is ignoring people who pull you back, parents included. Follow your dreams, OP, don't be a phagget. What do you want to study instead? Kinda curious.

I don't know. One minute I'm on top of the world, next I want to fucking die, and sometimes I go full batshit. Doctors are leaning towards me being bipolar but I have to wait a fucking entire month to see an actual psychiatrist when it's getting continually worse every day.

>>691595021
Literally in the same position as you.
<Be 18
<Senior year starts
<Go to vocational school
<1 kid from old school there
<Some shit happened with my old friend group
<Basically fucks everything up, leaves me alienated
<Depression kicks in
<Get job, start feeling a little better
<Constant shit talking and drama just adding onto everything
<Atleast have a decent gf and am decently attractive so not all's lost
<Fighting constant depression and anxiety/insecurity
<Slowly realizing that in the scheme of it all that friends don't matter and neither do I
<Only source of comfort other than drugs
Gotta keep on trucking, fuck it you're gonna die one way or another

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>>691593727
Dude, i believe in you.
Go fish with your friend. If you don't have friend just go to the park and find one. If you look fine, I can say that deal not in your appearance, it's in your speech or interests. Try not concentrate on your virginity. First thing first, you should find hobby or interesting job. Don't mind about girls, it only makes your way to your dreams harder. Think only about yourself.
Couple years ago, I was thinking about how could I find a girl. I moved to another country, found new friends, hobby. And in one day I met girl in a bus stop. We talked about everything. Started dating. But then I recognized that I don't need it. It takes too much time of my life.
And ow I can say that I found myself. I hope, you'll find yourself too.

not yet to both

>>691596127
Inb4 can't greentext hur dur

>>691595901
Business Management.
The only subject i love is economics at this engineering shit, and in business management i would have a lot of it.
What would you learn instead of law?

>>691595021
it's the silence that always hurts the most, like i wish people could be upfront and tell you if they are cool with you or not instead of pulling passive bullshit like that. but I'm glad you got a few people in your life that you can depend on.

>>691595893

absolute shit tier though process. Firstly, the entire concept of heaven has shifted many times over to the point where most real christians dont think about going to heaven, but more just how to connect with God and do good. Dont give me that "priviledged" crap either. All of that infrastructyre your ancestor built upon, every last building and freedom, can be taken away in an instant. Protect it ffs, Syria is messed up because of a globalist land grab and radical Islam, stop feeling bad about the migrants and send them back by helping them take their country from the bastards.

>>691595577
thats the thing though. im not really disconnected with society. Im actually really social. I talk to everyone. everyone "loves" or respects me might be a better word. I get along with everyone but so many times i just want to be alone

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>>691596127
>using drugs to escape pain
>"drama"
>actually going to a vocational school you lucky bastard

Get over it. Whatever drama is in your life is your responsibilty to ensure that no one else follows in your foot steps. Go out into the world and learn from your mistakes. Moping accomplishes nothing. Depression is fightable, when most people tell me they are depressed they have no clue what they are talking about, so instead they give me the definition of demoralized. Completely different.

Your anxiety/insecurty stems from a problem you refuse to face. Man up, and face it already.

>>691596414
Maybe you're a narcissist and you see reality how you want to.

>>691590007
Holy shit. Sounds just like me. No clue how to say "fuck it" and get my life together.

>>691588391

No.

>>691596635
>Staying up for 2 days on a vyvanse binge
>Stupidity
You aren't perfect either anon. Wasn't thinking

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>>691588391

post coitum omne animal triste est

>>691596414
You can be surrounded by an ocean of people and still feel completely disconnected anon. Introversion/extroversion has nothing to do with misery.

There are a lot of steps to take, hell it might be just as easy as moving to a different location with more sunshine or dietary habits. Mostly, however, whenever i have to discuss this with people its just people not feeling connected enough with their environment, making assumptions that their immediate environment represents the whole world, and not recognizing that either there is something terribly wrong with where they are, or they just dont know who they are yet.

There's nothing wrong with wanting to be alone anon, who told you there was something wrong with it?

>>691596651
Yeah mate I'm not really trying to bitch. Still just trying to get used to this isolation you feel? Gotta understand having a fuck load of people there for you and then suddenly you're alone is kinda demoralizing and takes a second to get used to.
Yeah, I went to a vocational school, I'm a certified drafter/mechanical engineer but I fucking hate it and probably am not going to pursue it. Gonna try to see if I can find what makes me happy. Not gonna waste my life chasing cash when ultimately it's worth the dirt I'll one day be laying in. Gotta find my path, man.

>>691588391
>>691588391

we are all meat machines, happiness is a fucking illusion meant to get us off the fucking couch and find a cunt to inseminate to keep the gene machine rolling

>>691596827
>vyvanse

fucking millenials. Psychiatry is a pseudoscience pushed for heavily in the 70's with the help of multi-billion dollar pharmaceutical companies.

Vyvannse itself has the non listed side effects of

homicidal idolization
suicidal idolization
depression

Stay off the meds, meds are only supposed to be issued to schizophrenics. All it does is turn you into a drug dependent moron.

>>691597240
What's your complaint? I like filling the cunt.

>>691597240
That is what i was afraid of.

Nah

>>691594852
You're the friend people need, not the one they deserve. You're doing good anon, you'll find someone like you, it's hard but they're out there. It'll be awesome when you finally find someone who truly cares for you. So how are things on your end? Any plans for the near future?

>>691596259
In fact, i would like to study Economy or Political Science, i see it more useful to get out of my country and travel around the globe. Are your mother engineer? If she's not, why would she bother if you're a business manager making lots of money?

>>691597048
yeah i plan to move to a different city and state when i finish school

>>691597784
Is your mother* sorry for my bad english.

>>691597784
She is a teacher..
She doesnt care, she just loves to ruin everything around her and making chaos. Only thing she likes in life is herself.

>>691597842
Good. Make sure its the right place or you'll end up being just as miserable as before.

>>691598009
Well, if that's so you shouldn't bother, just ignore her, my mother acts the same way yours and it works for me, the problem is money, i need money, but i've never worked, i have bachelor's degree only and where i live the youth unemployment is over 70%. And that's why i still studying Law, because i've guaranteed food, bed and stuff, i also thinked about moving to the UK but Brexit has come.

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>>691588391
>Are you happy?
What I've found is that happiness is just a state of mind. A drifting feeling that comes and goes. There is no need to chase after it. It is simply a way to teach a lesson. Am I happy? I've been depressed for so long. I'm trying to be happy now, but there is more to life than one emotion. The pain and sorrow of living and loving has taught me much, perhaps more than happiness.
But I also wish to find happiness one day. Fulfillment, simply so I can be content with what I have in the world and appreciate it fully.


>Do you enjoy life?
In the end, I see it as an experience to learn from. I enjoy and appreciate how it has developed the person I am. I am grateful for the opportunities I have that most do not. Even with traumas and stressful situations I've been in, I've realized that all we can do is sit back and enjoy the ride. Whether we want to or not.

We will all figure it out eventually I believe.