wtf im 33 and not married, so wat?

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>>691055511
Triple dubs. Everything's gonna be alright

>>691054956
First of all it's alright to grieve, this pain is nothing that will ever heal completely. People can't help you to get over this now. But it'll get better with time. You'll be fine mate.

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>>691055511
It took him a bit, but he was actively trying for it for a long time.
The point is, he was finally happy, he had one year off bliss then he died. Everything just like smoke blew away.

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>>691054956
Lost one of my best friends this year.

Asshole took to many pills or to much h and now he's dead.

I got that assholes ghost haunting me all over the place, everywhere I got I have some story with the kid. Try not bring him up but it is unavoidable.

But he's dead. A conversation never finished. Too long spent, to much understanding and mutual agreement and respect to even care to make it even possible. Just gone.

But he was an asshole, a stupid fuck who just couldn't stop.

There before the grace of the gods go I.

This world is an illusion exile.

>>691054956
At least he died happy. Nothing you can do for him now, so you might as well be happy that he was happy.

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>>691055775
double dubs

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>>691057766
That's actually a really good point, thanks.

>>691057766
not op, thats a good point, the guy got wat he wanted b4 he passed, thats more than some guyz get. he died knowin he was loved, there r worst ways to go.

I've lost a significant amount of people. When I was fairly young, my parents got divorced and remarried fairly quickly, so I was raised by four different people. Of that four, three of them have passed away. So I get what you're saying. As for how you get over it, there isn't really an answer. You take it one day at a time and eventually you start to feel ok. Not "better" but "ok". The hurt never really goes away, but after a while you think about it less, and the pain only comes back when you do. I'm sorry I can't offer any better advice, but you really so just have to wait it out.

>>691054956
You never do get over it.
But you must or else you will sink unto depression.
also if you try to hide this feeling of sadness it will make you real violent try to do stuff he wanted you to do.

>>691054956
>two deployments in iraq
he fought for isreal like a good goy

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>>691059633
He was a prison guard. He had some crazy stories about people rioting or people trying to break out there friends. These one guys filled a truck full of explosives and drove it straight into the wall.

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>pic related always remind me of my Uncle who died of cancer, i cry every time i see it.

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>>691059401
/b/ practically raised me since i was 15. i'm 26 now. disillusioned, disenfranchised, alone, bitter, dead-end job, shitty apartment.

i haven't seen pic related in years

>When the fuck where you last that happy?

I just cried a little

>>691060112
First time I read the thing I cried too.
Kinda hits ya. I feel alone too, and a bit bitter. Trying to get out of this slump. I just want to feel something again, ya know?

>>691060112
rip ipod

>>691060027
lol

>>691060662
i just reported this, have fun in the pokey, faggot

>>691060487
Shit, you remind me of myself.

I just want to feel again.
I had a mental breakdown not too long ago where I begged a friend to make me more human. I know, pathetic. He's trying his best to help me from a distance, I understand that.
I just, fuck.
I've watched exes take their last dying breath. Close friends too. I've seen people die, I've heard them; no affect on me. I suffer from a legitimate panic attack disorder, and I ain't talking that Tumblrina shit. Some times it comes like PTSD. It's the only only time I feel; when I relive when I felt.
It sucks man.
I feel you bro.

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>>691061755
Did I really just get dubs three times in a row?

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>>691061411
I think what's the worst for me is when I'm doing something fun with friends or family and no matter how hard i try i can't live in the moment. I just kinda sit there with a blank face.
Did you lose some friends to drugs too?
I've never experienced the panic attacks, my sisters gets them real bad though. It's honestly crippling.

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>>691062033
Anyways...

>>691062033
I WAS THERE
WHEN THE FOURTH DUB HIT
DID YOU KNOW THAT ABOUT ME LORD

>>691061932
Damn mate, good read.
I've been really into Warhammer, but I've never played it. I'll probs drop by steam and try it out.

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>>691062440
Want the Arctic Fox comic?

>>691062250
Nah, suicide.
We were young. I attempted it too. I was just the one that lived. We were lame, sad. The others had so much to live for. So did I. And I lived for it. Damn shame they didn't.
I get you though man. The blank face. There's a girl I've been hanging out with, who pesters me about my face. She says I never smile. I try to smile, just for her. Maybe she'll help me be a bit more normal.

>>691057418
don't touch the pills man. If you love your friend that much, don't touch them. Take it from someone who will probably die the same way this year.

>>691062738
Looks good. Sure.

Fuck I'm gonna fucking cry fuck you op

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oops wrong story.

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>>691062817
Not the guy you're talking to, but I was in the same boat a couple of months back. She told me I have a nice smile... Gonna be hard when she moves away.

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>>691062966
Not the batman. Wish I had the full one for that.

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>>691062973
I already did tonight, stared at one of his pictures for a good 30 minutes before I broke down. Then I made the thread....
MInd as well cry with comrades.

>>691054956
Don't worry op you'll never forget the way his dick tasted

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I hate Capcha

>>691063098
That sucks. Just honestly. I can't find additional or better words for it, I just want you to acknowledge that another anon has acknowledged your disappointment and grief. I don't know you, you could die the next day and I wouldn't be able to care more or less. Let me just tell you that I care about your struggle. Good luck anon.

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>>691054956
Death is nothing more than the time between replacing video cards

I feel you op my dad died when I was 13, he is the only person I've ever know that I felt actually loved me.

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>>691063476
Thanks man.

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>>691063185
You're cool mate. Bring whatever you've got. What you're bringing right now is pretty good.

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>>691063797
Alright. I'll see what else is in my folder. No more comics, unfortunately. If anyone has the one with the girl in the hot air balloon, I'd appreciate it.

>>691063789
I'd just blow the stupid fukin thing out