>>690925713
that looks like my ex before she left me, she confessed the other day.

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>>690925892
fuck her. you're better off w/o her. g'luck bro.

>>690925957
Death is a comforting thought
five years wasted on her and i still wasn't ready to let go after all the shit she's done and I'm left without nothing
but i'm still in my twenties, even if i give up on the idea of ever trusting or loving a cunt ever again.. I'm still better off than my father, eh.

killing yourself however, nah. that's just your concept of meaning crumbling. let it happen. move on

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>>690925713
i got girls that love me

So what do you fags think

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>>690926790
>killing yourself however, nah. that's just your concept of meaning crumbling. let it happen. move on
good thinking anon.

>>690926884
cool. you banging any of them ?

>>690926988
think about what ?
nice dubs.

I get get singles if I'm dead.

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>>690927369
nice "69" .

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Life is good.

>>690925713
lsd

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>>690928535
i agree.
life is good.

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>>690928684
i've always wanted to try lsd.
how is it. can you get addicted?

>>690927223
all of them

>>690925713
because im not a weak faggot like you op

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>>690929082
nice!!! which one is the best in bed ?

>>690929206
that's great.
how can I be alpha like you anon ?

>>690928966
You can be psychologically addicted to anything. Even fucking cheese burgers man. But that said, lsd is pretty god tier. If you're not ready to face your demons/mental issues then I suggest not taking it.

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>>690929206
it's a good thing you're not like op. he's a weak faggot.

>>690926790
Are you me? Chin up, /b/ro. It gets easier. Learn to unfuck yourself

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>>690929965
i just wanna take a psychedelic drug one time, and trip and possibly fuck while under the influence. You ever fucked on lsd ?

Not going to kill myself because I'm on meds, and the wife wanted it in the bum last night. This morning I hit the gym, had a great session, and the weather is great too.

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>>690930242
>I'm on meds, and the wife wanted it in the bum last night. This morning I hit the gym, had a great session, and the weather is great too.
that's all great news.
first time fucking your wife in the ass?
how she likes it ?

>>690929649

sauce!!!

>>690925713
Because the people you hate are not dead, if your so set on ending it take them out with you.

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>>690930483
no sauce.
how are you today ?

>>690927223
eyy op can you hook me up with a source for this?

>>690925713
Not sure I won't yet... taking it day by day.

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>>690930629
i don't know it bro.
>>690931438
cool bro. hope today is good for you.

>>690930154
No anon I have never had a sexual experience on lsd although I've taken it many times. I'm waiting for a special some one to do that with. I know how gay that sounds but yeah. Well if you plan on doing it just once then I say go full force. Take a tab or two of pure shit, watch your favorite cartoons or have a discussion about life with some one. Make sure you have some one who's sober watching you and stuff. And don't fight it, just succumb to whatever it makes you feel. If you fight it, it gets worse. People get stuck in that stage sometimes.

Too much shit to do

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>>690931573
it's not gay, whatever. it's cool. that's your thing.
but for me, at least one time (it's on my bucket list) I wanna fuck under the influence of something like ecstacy.
When you do, do it anon, definitely greentext a story here, and hopefully i'll see it.

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>>690931723
like what? what's on your to-do list ?

>>690931818
is that sharon lee?

>>690925713
because i love playing guitar and want to start a band.

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>>690932082
don't know.
how's your day going ?

>>690932287
nice. what's the name of your band ?

>>690930483
that's apolonia lapiedra.

http://porneq.com/video/157929/boldlygirls-apolonia-apolonia-dreams-xxx-boldlygirls-apolonia-apolonia-dreams-16-09-15-rq/

there you go

>>690933017
OI MATE YOU GIVE ME THE SAUCE

>>690933017
haven't thought that far ahead haha, Was considering the name MIlk Debt, as an inside joke with a few of my mates but im not sure. Still need to find a drumer though :P

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>>690925713
My puppers neck isn't going to scritch itself now is it?

>>690933724
cute pupper

>>690931818
Ha ha it should be a fun time. And well I've fucked on ecstasy before. That shit is straight pure love magic. Gets your girl all touchy feels real fast. Although, I suggest taking MDMA instead of ecstasy. Ecstasy is normally an MDMA or MDA mixed with another random drug, which is why it's found in that pill/pastel like form. MDMA is really what you want to feel and not some rando drug that some fuck head mixed with your X. Molly and Lucy are the best of friends if you know what I'm saying papa.

And I guess to address the thread, I haven't offed myself yet because I know my family and friends alike would be devastated. I can't hurt them that way. I didn't choose life. I didn't choose this.

>>690931818
sauce. who is that?

>>690925713
cuz my antidepressants are really starting to kick in. Dat shit works yo

>>690933885
Sharon Lee

>>690925713
Ya know, I honestly don't have a good reason anymore. I hate my job. I hate my kid. I hate the life I have to look forward to. I think the only thing that is stopping me is the slight glimmer of hope that I will live long enough to see the eradication of the human race.

>>690933724
Was your pupper in 'nam?

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>see this thread daily
>know that one day there won't be a reason

>>690934282
Not op, but that's metal anon. Very nice.

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>>690933425
don't know bro.

>>690933962
that's great.

>>690934282
snap out of it. find some motivation bro. >>690934383
there is always a reason bro.

>>690934456
Any more motivation to kill myself and I will actually end up doing it. Unless you meant motivation not to.. which, let's be real here for a second: I am a single adult male with an ungrateful child who is as stupid as she is frustrating because her mother is a drug addicted whore who leeches off of society in every sense of the world and has raised her to be equally as bad of a person thus far. I'm a single adult male that works for the biggest retail chain in the world (guess which one) 60+ hour weeks as a salaried manager, working myself half to death to cover for the denizens of fucking retards that are employed by them. My entire job is basically being a babysitter to a group of irresponsible, worthless, incompetent adults. My home life consists of browsing 4chan, hopelessly waiting to see Utah nudes, so that maybe I could see someone I know before I take a dirt nap from a fistful of pills I've been saving for the occasion. The only thing that brings me even remote joy is the thought of living long enough to become Ultron and wipe the entire species of fuckwits that is Humanity off the face of the Earth, mostly because as a race we are not salvageable and unworthy of continuing onward without plaguing the rest of the cosmos.

So, Anon: what would motivate me at this point?

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>>690935237
idk anon.
what do you think? if you weren't you, what advice would you give to a guy in your situation ?

>>690935699
Most people tell me to get a new job. Or that I need to be more positive.

Obviously, neither have panned out.

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>>690935847
sometimes shit doesn't pan out.
don't give up trying.
so what shall you try next ?

>>690936073
I don't know. I don't feel like anything is worth trying. When I was 12 I was told that a heart defect I have would kill me by 25. It obviously changed the outlook of my life to the not-so-positive side.

Problem is that now that I'm past 25, I just don't care to try anymore. Why should I? Whatever I do in life doesn't mean shit if I were to die, and everything I would lose if I die isn't important enough to me to save while I'm alive. So now I just... get by.

>>690930577
Sauce?

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>>690936399
you got the dubs of invincibility just now.
take that as a good sign. go for a jog today, and just keep trying. you'll probably fail a few more times, but we all fail. and we all keep trying. that's all i can tell you. things will eventually get better if you keep trying. They will not if you stop trying. that's all i got for you.
>>690936584
no sauce.

>>690934282
Have you tried organizing revolution against the bourgeoise? There's some motivation for you

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>>690936925
you mean join the Republican party ?

>>690926790
well said anon. sometimes the walls seem like they're closing in. they're not, you're just finally realizing how small this fucking room is and how big you are. chin up, you sound like you know what you're doing but hate the world. the world deserves to be hated...

>>690937034
precisely

>>690925713
It would disappoint/upset my Mum. Probably will once she's gone.

>>690937034
>>690936925
>Implying that most Republicans aren't members of the bourgeoisie

>>690937034
If two women ever got that close to me it wouldn't be their choice

>>690925713
I wouldn't want to disappoint my family even further

Just got a job

Cuz I've got broads in Atlanta. Nah really I won't because I have drugs, and being alive is pretty dope.

>>690935237
Best case: encourage your baby momma to improve herself and become a functioning human being, and you and you family start leading a more fulfilling and fulfilled life together.

Second best case: something else.

Third best case:

Etc.....
.....

Worst case: take as much cash as you feel comfortable taking from your family, go off the grid, move to Thailand or some other third world country and start a new, more enjoyable life. Your family will be no more abandoned/worse off than if you had died, minus the loss of the cash.

Killing yourself shouldn't even be on the table.

>>690936820
sauce?

>>690931569
You too bro, you too.

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>>690937164
that's good you are looking out for your mom

>>690937239
lol. maybe so.

>>690937241
so make them proud instead
>>690937359
nice doing what?
>>690937887
yup aliveness is dope.
>>690938005
no sauce

because i'm a coward

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I got weeeed :3

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>>690940511
and dubs.

>>690925713
>>685951453

Why wouldn't I? The things we do in this world have no permanence in death. I struggle on the daily to find meaning in anything. Some days I feel like I'm the only person that sees this and as such, if I'm miserable I should have the right to end my life.

It's no different than people telling you that if you're in a bad or abusive relationship to pack your shit and leave. My bad relationship is with existence and the only way out is the terminal way.

I'm not saying that everyone should feel this way and to be quite honest I wish I could ignore that feeling myself. But it's tough to do when you realize that it's utterly pointless to get past any roadblock you face because life is a zero sum game.

Besides, all the porn that's posted ITT only serves as a reminder that I will never in my life be with a woman that even remotely looks like that without paying cash up front for it.

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>>690940951
>I struggle on the daily to find meaning in anything.
there is no meaning, don't look for it.
>Besides, all the porn that's posted ITT only serves as a reminder that I will never in my life be with a woman that even remotely looks like that without paying cash up front for it.
not with that atitudue.
and so what women aren't the reason to live. they are just gash owners. and there is nothing wrong with paying for pussy. it's actually more efficient and less of a hassle.

Going to a Buck o Nine concert tonight so I'm looking forward to that.

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>>690941395
cool beans.
big fan ?

>>690927223
God this is so fucking hot.

Looks like Natalie Portman in V for Vendetta

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>>690941887
happy this pleases you.
how are you today ?

>>690941685
Big fan but I love going out to concerts so I can get drunk and have a good time with the crowd. Don't have to say anything which I appreciate and just move to the music while drunk.

>>690941228

>there is no meaning, don't look for it

If there IS no meaning then why rally against people from ending their life, honestly. What's the point of them continuing to live in an existence that only serves to torture them, even if it appears to be or is self-inflicted on one level or another? That's the problem with life. Everyone seems to have a set of right and wrong answers and none of them coincide. So while you're trying to figure yourself out, you got someone telling you you're doing it wrong. Or you've got no one telling you anything and you're teetering on the edge of being lonely and/or in complete despair. I hate sounding like an emo faggot talking about this shit and I will admit that my logic is potentially flawed, but to me telling someone "don't suicide, it'll get better" is tantamount to holding someone hostage.

>there is nothing wrong with paying for pussy

Never said there was. To be honest, I wish they would fucking legalize it in the US and at the very least reap the tax benefits of it. But you can't make a real, human, lasting connection with a hooker, now can you?

>>690940951
What makes life valuable is that it DOESN'T last forever, all is temporary... What makes it precious is that it ends. Use this time to enjoy things. Food. Pussy (and trust me, ANYONE can get laid with the right approach, first lower your standards, fuck these pornstar standards). Enjoy video-games. Nature. Animals. Do something with yourself. Just move. Occupy your mind with any kind of bullshit. Aye, I know what you mean, I felt like that as well and I do now every now and then as well, but... you gotta keep hope alive, you know? Not hope for life, hope for yourself, hope that you can find something worth living for -- because we all have something to live for, whatever that shit turns out to be.

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>>690942159
sounds good man, enjoy the concert

STFU i need more porn webms

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>>690942618
why ?

>>690942672
almost done fapping

>>690925713
Seeing The Living End tonight. No reason to kill myself while I've still got things to look forward to.

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>>690942828
you don't have enough to finish the job ?>>690942911
>The Living End
what's that a band? a movie ?
also nice dubs.

Because I see no reason to

buying overwatch next week.
and also fapping, who knows if i can still do that after i die and go wherever i go

>>690925713
Gonna do acid for the first time in a week.

>>690943064
Aussie rock band, been around long enough to put out 7 or 8 albums, their live shows are rated very highly by those who've seen them. Saw them one at a festival, pretty sure they were good but I was kinda drunk, so I'm keen to experience them properly at a headline show of theirs.

>>690925713
I can't buy a gun until my licence is approved.

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>>690943561
nice.
alone or with friends ?
>>690943823
are you going to a gay club after you purchase one ?

>>690943958
No, a mosque.

>>690943958
Starting off alone, and then I'll catch up with a guy mid trip. He just want to stay sober and see how it is.

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>>690944126
nice.
make sure to bring enough bacon for everybody.

>>690927223
need sauce

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>>690944389
>.
wish i could help.
yeah i know. op is a faggot.