feel thread
I was going to start my own thread, bumping this instead
THE TRUTH
who /fucked/ here?
>>690790413
Mate, my life is as good as over
>>690789965
>tfw 25yo
>tfw no idea what to do in life
>tfw no idea what I like really
>tfw I have no real skills
>tfw low paying job that I hate
>tfw no idea how to break that circle
>tfw derpessed because no money
>tfw no money
>tfw never gonna be rich
Anyone in similar position? How do we break this situation? How do we find what do we really want and how to achieve that?
>>690790555
Join the Army
>>690790555
I'm clawing together as much money as I can, getting myself some decent gear and I'm hitting the road and finding myself an adventure.
>>690790885
I came here to help with the healing not the feeling.
>>690790740
I am not retarded, sorry.
>>690790807
Today when I was running I had exactly the same idea. Just buy neccessary equipment and just go travel, help others people and by that earn food or shelter. Share stories and news with people met. Write about everything. I think that it's good idea, however I desire money above everything and this is my problem... I just want money... If I had money not to worry about anything, I would do that in next week. Without spoending it, I just have to have money...
>>690790555
I was in a similar position to you.
The feelings you experience AND the experiences you've had in life - they are neither positive or negative. They are just feelings / experiences. Your own judgement justifies / admonishes it.
Be mindful of your thoughts - and your thoughts are usually ALWAYS emotions.
Emotions are natural, and NEUTRAL. It is perfectly acceptable to feel ANGER, SADNESS, HAPPINESS, GUILT/SHAME, CONFUSION. At the end of it all, that's all emotions boil down to. Those five.
When you realise that all these are natural and acceptable, then all else follows.
Go well.
bump
>>690791604
I accept feelings in 100% so I have no idea how did you make your assumptions. Now I feel sad, depressed and angry at the same time because I have no idea who I am and what do I want to do in life (just money). I do not know what pleases me, what I am good at etc. I just feel fucking helpless and I want to cry, and I am gonna cry in bed tonight I bet. Because I can;t stand myself, the way I was raised, the way that perants are not rich while others are and I see plenty of fucking 20s kids in BMWs, porshes, audis all bran fucking new. I will never have a kid if I am poor. Plus I am angry at my past 25 years, I have acomplished nothing worthy. NOTHING. I despise myself. So now I am mixed with anger, hate, powerness and sadness, depression.
Any cure for me?
>>690792122
What if cleans it or got a new set?
>>690792187
It appears to me that your problem is that you're measuring yourself against your peers (nothing wrong with that, most do it) you're going to have to remove yourself from that lifestyle before you become happy. Money isn't everything, it helps but it isn't everything.
>>690792187
Hey man, I'm sorry. This is called transactional analysis.
However, you DO know what makes you happy. You do! You're just too scared to admit it!
>>690790555
Same but I wont give up
Acquire aesthetics and dont give a fuck thats how we do it brah
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_j2-zIOg9c0
>>690789965
and this ugly black bitch right here is a loser ugly nigger bitch that try to hurt the popular people cause her life sucks like the rest of the ugly bitches that is a loser and the loser people like this ugly nigger bitch loser women right here and try to hurt me but cant get guys before try to steal my friends or copy me but is too ugly to hurt me with sex like this ugly bitch right here and the ugly people losers
so fuck this nigger bitch
look at her head
is looks like a rike
the nigger bitch
>>690789965
iam nigger
>>690792557
For me money is everything, trust me. I desire money. I love to have money. You can see me as a dwarf in his treasure room looking at his money and smiling. I would seel my parents for money if the price was good enough.
I do nto want happiness, really. I want money. It makes me happy. I can;t be happy without money. It's a fact.
Everyday I remind my parents that I wish I wasn't born in poor family. I will never do something like that. Rich life or death. I look at rich kids having fun, getting good education, following dreams, spending money on hobbies they can afford. Just having fun in life, living it. And me? Worthless scum. This is what I am.
Now I am at the point again that I think about killing myself. And I started crying. I fucking hate myself, life and other people. I just do not want that. I do not even have money for a psychologist.
Ok, so I have come to the conclusion that the overwhelming majority of people in this thread are under 18.
I'm the 'transactional psychoanalyst' from above.
Sayonara. See you in my office in a few years!
>>690793259
Have you considered a bank heist?
>>690793503
Yes. But I doubt that I could do that, save money and just live my life.
But killing myself and hoping that after that I will be only dreaming or won;t feel anything is better option.
>>690792219
Two answers, one is you can never get it truly clean again, the other is then that metal is untested.
>tfw you miss someone who doesn't give a fuck about your existence
>>690793318
I feel sory... im 23...
>>690793920
His last set of armour could have been smashed to bits and he needs a replacement. Doesn't make him any less of a knight?
>>690794119
faggit
>>690794246
No, but it makes his armor untested. He has rebuilt it from nothing, and that is admirable, but until it feels the bite of blade or bludgeon then it is still untested.
>>690791604
This guy knows his stuff. Enjoy your life, anon.
>>690794654
You know it's really nothing to do with the armour right?
Never had a gf. Finnaly felt in love with one. Oh man, cuddling and playing with her hair while watching adventure time was awesome. I was the happiest men on earth. She is perfect btw, a little bit chubby, long dark hair. MFW when she felt in love in a faggot who was banging other faggots earlier... I still love her