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>>690569776
Enough to know that you don't have the balls to do it just like I don't

>>690569994
wanna come over and destroy each other emotionally?

it's for my art

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>>690569776

>>690570137
I would love that.. 2 people who can really feed off of emotional degradation together could probably have some great sex

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Usually quite often but I'm very excited lately because I'm getting some pot in the mail soon. Would be better if I wasn't a shut in and had local contacts though

>>690569776
Every day. If it didn't take a 200$ licence to buy a gun I probably would have blown my brains out with a shotgun.

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>>690570499
Get a loan.

Every day

More and more frequently everyday.

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All the time. I often talk about it but more like a black humour. No balls to do it + very picky... Don't wanna my mom to see my brain everywhere, I want it to be as clean as possible.
I often think about being in the center of a mass shooting or someone attacking me and killing me. Would do I guess. Things like cancer are welcome too... Probably will refuse threatment.

If I do it I'm probably gonna take a long roadtrip and off myself in the middle of nowhere.

My relationship of 10 years ended recently so I've been contemplating it every other day or so, but we have a 4 year old daughter and I don't think I could do that to her.

>>690571476
Yeah same here, I always daydream about dying while saving other people, pretty lame I know.

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This is what my dick looks like. So every fucking day since forever.

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>>690569776
Jezus christ, OP... With hair like that...
No wonder you want to end your suffering.

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>>690569776
I want to die but I'm terrified of hell

>>690571718
Do you want to die because you feel you're not making a big enough of a difference to the world?

>>690571884
Looks like an anus.

>>690571965
Right? I'm not religious but anytime I think about ending it I have that thought in the back of my head like, "Yeah but what if there's a hell?" even though I'm pretty confident there isn't one.

>>690571718
I thought I was the only person.

>>690571965

Maybe if you dropped your retarded religious beliefs, you wouldn't feel bad about killing yourself. Kys

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Most of the time to keep me from killing myself, I just buy loads of porn and hide it in places around my room. Killing myself would not only hurt my family, but it would scar them for life. After I die, they would find the porn.
So I just buy a new VHS tape when the urge comes.

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Outside of foreskin

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>>690571965
Hell is cool /b/ro
Trust me, you will love it, go check it out by yourself today

>>690569776
Everyday

>>690572482
Hard?

>>690569776
I'd consider it more if I wasn't nihilistic to the point that I don't believe suicide would do all that much to a person from their own perspective, just be very unpleasant and cause all sorts of weird fuckery.

I honestly don't know how I make it through the day mostly fine mentally, given that late nights like these are hell for me.

>>690569776
Never. I'm not a fucking edgy teenager. Grow up, the lot of you, cowardly fucks.

>>690569776
at least daily. normally when i wake up.
basicly everytime i get time to think.

>>690569776
Never, I'm not a faggot.

>>690576789
what if the best of people, the most smart and goodhearted cant stand to experience the world we created and what mindless retards mankind truly are.

I want to kill myself but i don't have the balls to do it on my own

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>>690572403
right, but WHAT IF, you know?

also, kys cunt

>>690577136
It is a known fact that you're more likely to have suicidal thoughts if you're intelligent. It takes away all that happy make believe shit like destiny, fate, things happen for a reason type of thing. So when you combine that an an unfortunate life like death of loved ones, trauma (gore), betrayal of trust etc etc then I'd bet a lot of money that suicidal will soon cross that person's mind. Why the fuck else would u want to live a life that is more depressing than good.

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>>690569776

Every breathing moment.

>>690569776
whenever i have all my hair filled with cicada carcasses

>>690569776
Never. I bed women more than thrice a week. I earn 30k every week. I have every thing I want. There's this one co worker from the job I used to work on who still lives with me who was into the whole sex slave thing for the money. But she ended up being my fuck doll, ready to get pounded when I get home from the club. Now only in it for the sex, shelter, and food. Still feel no emotional attachment to her. I actually made a thread about her but it 404'd after being spammed by loli shit.

Also, I don't work anymore but I still keep earning.

I'm living the life, /b/. And I used tips and tricks from 4chan to do it.

>>690578413
They're only empty shells.

I've had suicidal thoughts every day for over a year and I honestly think I would have offed myself if I didn't have 2 kids. The world is terrible and so the intelligent life forms to come from it...I can't afford to care anymore. Does anyone have advice so I can stop caring so much? I care too much about everything, environment, diseases/illnesses, economy (money), kids with shit parents...anything u can feel bad about I do and I can't shrug this feeling of needing to do something about this huge issues I'm obviously not going to be able to do anything about...

>>690578635
welcome to my world i have been like that since i was 12 i think. am 26 now. i dont do i because of my mother mainly. i dont think she has enough emotional support to overcome it.

>>690578635
try to find a simple hobby like sports or chess preferably outdoors. or try reading a book outside in nature. you will have to train yourself to relax.

>>690572482
you should really kill yourself.. Pathetic

>>690579219
think about the impact you will have on this guy.
i hope it echoes in your head nigger

>>690579372
>think about the impact you will have on this guy
You mean: literally none?

>>690578585
arent we all?

Everytime i go to 4chan and see a trap thread or a 3d lolli thread

>>690579473
or maybe he heeds your advice and you mess up some peoples life?

3 times a week minimum

>>690579686
He is fully aware of how people would judge his pics, he also understands that insults on an anonymouse forum are rather meaningless so I honestly doubt "kys" would have much of an effect on him.
If he does kill himself because a stranger told him to, he was already planning to kill himself but he was just looking for a reason/excuse outside himself to undertake action.

>>690580018
i understand all that.
im just telling you that you could be the last drop.
but ofc you dont want to hear it.

>>690580154
Read my post again.
>>690580018
>If he does kill himself because a stranger told him to, he was already planning to kill himself but he was just looking for a reason/excuse outside himself to undertake action.
Which means that "the last drop" could be anything because Anon is desperately looking for a "last drop".

It means that the responsibility does not lie with whomever supplied the last drop.
It would mean that Anon is too much of a coward to admit to himself that he is a failure and instead seeks to put the blame on his environment.

>>690572445
but if they find the porn, you will want to kill yourself even more

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vt1Pwfnh5pc

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>>690569776
Everyday when getting yelled at by nig nogs for not having EBT

I think about it all the time. I never feel the need to. If I did, I would do it.

>>690578812
Kill Me Pete

Never. I did when I was super high all the time, but once I got clean (amphetamines) everything's coming up MIlhouse.

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>>690569776
better question: is there a reason to stop thinking about suicide?

>>690578812
Kill me, Pete

>>690583459
yes because it will sort itself out, if you know what i mean.

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>>690583541
cant, the wife is nagging me while holding a fat bag of potatoes, im not missing dinner for you, i have to keep up on my diet

>>690583689
no, i dont know what you mean, you were vague and offered no hint as to what you just referenced.

>>690584029
you will die anyways. you dont have to waste a thought about it. stop using fancy words it doesnt suit you.

>>690571884
wtf are you an alien

Probably every 15 min or so, then i drink to forget about it.

>>690569776
As much as i see this thread , once a week .

>>690578124
that's some psuedo-intellectual shit people tell themselves. stupid people know their life is fucked up an want to kill themselves just as much as smart people. Just because intellectually people can articulate it better doesn't mean they're more prone to it.

>>690584161
no, this is just how i talk, if i were to go outside of my normal speech pattern, it would waste time, effort, time with a thesaurus and you are worth none of these things to me.

>>690571965
Let's think about that.
If killing yourself sends you to hell, then you were going to go to hell anyway even if you died of natural causes.
If you really want to go, don't cause yourself anymore pain because your afraid of that.
But I still strongly recommend you consider other options before you take the path that there is no coming back from.

>>690569776
Often. I have no reason to live, but I also have no reason to die. I can still play vidya and smoke tons of weed.

>>690571884
>the big nigger dick

>>690584895
>If killing yourself sends you to hell, then you were going to go to hell anyway
What?

Killing yourself sends you to hell because murder sends you to hell.
Atoning for your sins during your lifetime allows you to enter heaven.
Murdering someone only counts as murder if the person has died.

This means that you cannot show regret for murdering yourself because you'll only have committed murder after you've died.

>>690570377
Why aren't you two having sex yet

>>690569776
everyday

>>690569776
On a daily basis. I have to be medicated the whole day or I have to be drunk all day. Alcohol does make me feel good actually but since I can't stop drinking I always end up feeling like shit and thinking about suicide again. I've tried to kill myself a few times but I never managed to actually do it. It fucking sucks.

>>690569776
Suicide is for weak people. Strong ones go through all the shit, and become even stronger.

>>690585476
Depends on your interpretation of Scripture.
What you described would be correct if you're a Catholic, but incorrect if you're a Protestant.
Protestants believe that if you accepted Jesus, and you still love Him at the moment of death, you go to Heaven, because He already atoned for everyone at the Cross.
But, personally, I don't think there is a hell.
You just go back to the state you were in before you were even conceived.

>Buy helium tank and balloons from one shop
>Oxygen and a breath mask from another
>Hire a hotel room
>Proceed to fill the smallest room with a bunch of oxygen balloons
>Find a comfy spot in the room to breath in the helium
>Death in a more comfy and clean way
>Bonus points is if you want your corpse to be found they'd have to check the room anyway
Honestly that's the best way I can think of offing myself without to much drama so long as the hotel keeps it on the down low.

>>690569776
I think about it when I think about the woman who I am in love with, and how I will never be with her.

>>690586550
Helium doesn't work.

Go nitrogen.

>>690586635
Have you confessed to her?

>>690586812
Yes. She told me she wants to be alone. I'm still her friend.

>>690578812
"Kill me, Pete"

>>690575826
Edgy

>>690578812
Kill me, Pete

Currently drinking myself into an early grave.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6zPmLv8xXOg

>>690569994
Im still wanting to destroy each other emotionally

>>690575826
wew lad Mr. Perfect

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>>690571718
Meh, everyone wants to be a hero. I don't see anything wrong with it.

>>690572221
Oh I'm sure there is. Fucking hope not though.

>>690569776

every nanosecond