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saddest one i've seen in these threads

>>690475170
Yikes, got me pretty good>>690475170

>>690475055
U wish my dad txted me

>>690475055

these isn't that bad at all, these is what mine and my mother's text thread looks like because I reply irl

>>690476687
>100$ in food pls show up
what? Your family has to beg you to be at a party?

>>690475055
Free food? I'm fucking there

>>690477039
That's the point of the picture, champ.

>>690477369
??? i am the poster of >>690475055 and i do know what the feel part is
but >>690476687 has a pretty shitty relationship to his family

>>690475394
>my mommy is getting flowers for my brother, but he's a boy I don't think he likes flowers
This killed me.

>>690475583
Saved.

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would anyone alse contribute pls? i don't have alot

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Need a girl in my life, never had a gf, never gotten laid and as I get older life just keeps passing me by. So many missed opportunities and experiences. Too beta to make a move, have a hard time with intimacy. And the girl that I've been pursuing for months is going out tonight with some guy from tinder.

Loneliness is killing me. same bullshit routine everyday.

>>690478645
Your work isn't wasted, just sadly I have none.

>>690479032
Honest Tip:
Go fuck a hooker
this boosts your self esteem and thus is the first step.
if you have friends talk to them, they'll help you get a gf
if not try to get some by doing some small-talk at works

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>>690478645
ye sure anon ill dumb a bit i guess

its mostly old stuff i dont save much on this computer anymore

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The only thing I have to contribute is,
>Joined Navy at 18
>ended up trying to commit suicide survived
>got kicked out for mental health reasons immediately regretted it
>everyone in my family doesn't know the truth
>don't have the heart to tell my parents because they have never been more proud of me
>my fiance left after she even said she would be there for me no matter what
>had a job, lost it. I called out too many times because I would drown my sorrows the night before
>I'm falling behind on bills, my credit is going to shit
>I'm about to be kicked out
>I'm living off of white rice and Italian dressing because that's all the food I have left
>I grow more comfortable with the decision to kill myself everyday and I honestly don't know what's keeping me going

Pic related its that's tonight's dinner..

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>>690474885
I work 40-50 hours a week, im engaged have a small but loyal circle of friends... games still have meaning to me

>>690479323
Not enough money for a decent hooker. My friends are not virgins but I don't think I can bring myself to talk about it that's why I come here.

I can converse with girls for the most part but when it comes down to getting real personal it never works out in my favor. Always fuck it up somehow.

>>690479608
>>don't have the heart to tell my parents because they have never been more proud of me
>>my fiance left after she even said she would be there for me no matter what
>>had a job, lost it. I called out too many times because I would drown my sorrows the night before
Keep fighting man, things will get better.

>Dad abused me my entire life
>22 now, dislocated my shoulder "on accident" when 3, still have issues with it.
>Mom went psychotic and went to jail after attempting to kill my brother
>By "abused" mean blood would regularly be on the floor
>Would also grab me by the neck and shove food down my throat
>Purposely starves me, does this after not having eaten for 3-7 days
>Stressed out by any food, drink, etc even water
>Body's fight or flight response sees food or drink as foreign
>Vomit, headache, want to run away or fight something until I die
>Seeing all this shit about "good fathers" or "role models"
>Want to fucking kill myself

Happy fucking Father's Day.

>>690475055
Background story would be interesting.

>>690479860
where i live a hooker is like 150€/hour, therefore like 75 a session (since you're a virgin it won't be the full hour)
but that's the part: you MUST talk to your friends. i swear to god this is a whole new stage of friendship, you might evolve, a more trustful. maybe drink a little with them, until you blast it out

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lost my only friends on suicide

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Long, but worth the read

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>>690480196
Quit being a pussy holy fuck. People go through worse every day. Just because you can't get over yourself mentally doesn't mean people should feel bad for you. Go to a therapist.

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>>690480196
it's gotten better with your dad?
can you afford therapy?

>>690480547
Last time one of our friends let his emotions out and tried to talk we dropped him from our friend group.

I don't think I will fuck a hooker...not yet at least, I'm not totally opposed to it. I just want the girl I mentioned. Weve hooked up before but didn't fuck.

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>I want gf

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>>690480961
No need to be a dick anon

>>690480961

I hope you kill yourself. I hope your entire family and everything you love just fucking dies, miserably. You're a worthless piece of shit.

>>690481098

No and no. I've been banging my head against a wall and a desk hoping it's going to kill me. I always do that on Father's Day

>>690474718
OP don't be like me. Love your father he may have fucked up but he still cares. I sound my father for 8 fucking years and this is the first year in going to visit him.

Who save the five imgs from Elisa (the weird doll girl)?? I was reading ...

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>>690481216
you're on 4chan at 12am

You're not getting a gf.

>>690474718
you got me too hard

>>690481368
every pet owner is propably in tears

>>690481484
it's no OC. it's just from another Feels thread.

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Getting kinda tired of these captchas

>>690475170
>Just in case

Got me..

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>>690479608
Don't fucking do it. Got kicked out of the navy for similar regret it every day. Now ex wife cheated on me. I got both my kids in court and make good money and raise my kids. Stay strong and never quit.

>>690480196
i suspect one of my friends father has been 'acting up', ever since the mom/wife died, but i dont ask

>>690479608
>I honestly don't know what's keeping me going
The illusion you're keeping up to your family, the last disappointment that must not happen.
I know that feel, friend.

>>690475055
>super bowel

>>690475394
Feeling and saving because I love little girls

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thinks this is going to be the last for me

goodnight /b/
hopefully you guys are having a better night than me

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>>690481595
>you're on 4chan at 12am
>You're not getting a gf.

fuck man

Someone please bump the anon and Elisa's story, the one from the last thread with some anon and his lolita depressed gf

anyone want to talk?
it will be a long night for me

>>690476687
>>690477639

Wut? My girlfriend and my text history looks like (onesided) this because I text and she will insta just call me, in fact her text history with almost anyone looks like that

>>690482835
What's wrong, anon?

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>>690481998
I'm glad to hear you turned it around anon, I hope great things keep happening for you in the future.
>>690482204
I may sound like a bitch right now, but the thought of someone out there understanding that feeling was just enough to make tears, you stay strong too Anon.

>>690482820
This, I haven't read it too bc the thread 404'd before I could read it

>>690482910
lost the only person i have ever trust
the only one i can talk with
and the person that can help me
also insomnia

>>690481368
>get her when i was 7
>just a small pup and all afraid of us
>i remember her trying to get back after we drove home with her
>she gets used to us
>grows bigger and get's adult and everything
>i was 9 when i was super angry and beat her once because she accidently scratched me
>not hard tho
>remember how i didn't want to go for a walk with her b/c vidya
>she still loves me and my mom most in my family (5ppl)
>one day she runs after a rabbit
>doesn't come back
>everyone get's worried
>in the middle of the night we hear her howling
>she never barked, just had this joyful weeping when she was excited
>we all run outside
>she's perfectly fine at the front door
>relief
>fast forward
>I'm 14 now
>she get's diagnosed with kidney cancer
>vet says they can remove it
>relief
>she get's 2 more tumors afterwards
>get's surgery again
>relief
>get's tumor again
>as big as a grown mans fist
>is incontinent and always looking in pain
>basically howling and sad weeping all night
>bring her to the vet
>tumor is too big
>next tuesday none of us slept
>bring her to the vet a final time
>she feels whats about to happen and seems okay with it
>stops weeping and seeks human warmth
>headbutts everyone once
>cry all day
>feel like shit b/c i mainly remember what we did to her
>her fear as we took her from her mother
>her look after i beat her
>6 years later still can't deal with my dickhead actions
>decide to never rip a pup off it's mother's near again

cya all gotta cry myself to sleep now

>>690474718
I wish my dad loved me

>>690483604
I wish i had a dad

>9 years old, sister 11.
>Sister goes to party with friends.
>playing in the back yard, phone rings.
>mom goes inside to pick up.
>hear a sound like she was punched while screaming.
>run inside, see mom on floor trying to climb back up the wall onto her feet.
>hear "is it bleeding?" "Did you call an ambulance?"
>ask what's wrong
>"she's shot! (Sister) is shot!"
>too big for me, Mom is crying. No car until man of the house is home.
>"It's going to be ok mom."
>"No. It's in the head."

15 minutes later

>at house where my sister is, cops blocking door, ambulance already there.
>see cops stop my mom from going in. Have to take her to the ground. They do it gently.
>She doesn't make it easy.

Five minutes later

>cops hosing down the sand.
>helicopter lands, we leave for hospital.

She was on life support for three days. Brain dead from second one. There wasn't a party. Jealous friend brought her there. Shot her in the head. Called it an accident. Served no time or punishment because under 18. Ran out of town by sister's classmates after she told me she wants to be my new sister. Don't know what I would do if I saw her today. Scared to search Facebook.

I want to talk to my sister. She'd be 36.

Will join her once Mom passes. Don't want her to have to deal with it again.

>>690483268
Man just hang in there. I could have been a great corpman but I fucked that up I know how that eats at you. And I know your dinner sucks I've went hungry just so the kids can eat. Wish I could say more to help man.

>>690482820
there was missing the middle part
i started this thread in the hope to get all of it

>>690483268
Why not, like sell your body by sucking dicks? Or make a plan to steal a banks money

>>690482895
it's not about the one-sideness it's about the content

>>690483677
This was the first time I told this story. Feel free to use it. And if you know a Brandy Newman who is around 38. Don't close your eyes around her.

>>690483726
You were a corpsman too huh? Heh what are the chances

>>690481182
try working on yourself just try changing your personality its not impossible you can make yourself confident and good and someone girls want anything is possible, reality is what u make it bud

>>690482820
>>690481552
Thissssssssss

>>690483677
So, you have a sister. Your sister go to a friends house with her friends. One of the friend shot her in the head. She ran out of the town, and a friend of your sister said that the shooter just wanted to be your sister, right

>>690475101
Maybe sad for this fella but it will lear him a strong lesson

>>690484365
his trust is fucked beyond all recognition

>>690484343
No. Shooter told me she wanted to be my new sister. Then she tried to go back to school and got the shit kicked out of her and left town.

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>>690482820
Bumping for interest

>>690481631
Check 'em Max

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>>690474718
tfw fathers day and haven't talked to the piece of shit in fifteen years

>>690484169
I like this. I feel confident when I'm with this girl, we connect pretty well. The fact that she out with some random guy from tinder is killing me though.

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>>690475055
>lots of food
>for the super bowel

>>690482691
In my country is now 17:20, im in /b/ since 10 am.

And probably will be here all the day until midnight or more.

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>>690475055
>samanths
>super bowel
>100$
>comin

>>690475583
shit man this one hit me hard

>>690480810

the feels man

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>>690482820
>>690483291
>>690483729
>>690484615

You mean this one?

>>690482216
>>690484795
my fucking sides

>>690474718
dad did this, texted me to hang out a lot
he died last year and i regret not hanging out with him

>>690485438
Yeah m8,that's it fuken bump that shit mane bc I need the feels right now

>>690484786
if it is if you truly mean that you need to tell her, the worst is she'll say she doesnt feel the same and you'll move on, it will hurt it may hurt a lot but you have to be strong for yourself and wait because there's always something around the corner for you ALWAYS

Im on my bed, sheets over me, i want to cry so hard, i have no idea why.

Does this happens to any of you?

>>690485438
Yessss you are doing God's work anon, keep posting pls

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live as long as you can and tell yourself it will get better till you are dead inside
i tried to kill myself
now i don't want to die or life
i don't have thoughts or emotions at all
even the medication i got change nothing
don't be me /b/
do everything you can do and if you 100% know you aren't happy anymore and never will be
i truly hope you die peacefully because you don't want this shit

>>690486018
yes i always get an overwhelming sense of emptiness?? i don't know what the feeling is but it hurts it hurts a lot and then the thoughts of killing myself happen, i don't want to die, but i don't want to feel like this any longer

>>690479030
actually fucking read this whole thing. Sad AF. Thanks for the post /b/ro. Just know that at least one person read it.

>>690486076
open your third eye

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>>690485438
>>690485911

Ok, here I go.

It will take some time, this shit takes years to upload, but wait there bros, I think I got the full story.

>>690486476
thats the best story i have ever read

>>690486264
Exactly, it feels like emptiness but i dont know what it is.
Im not alone, but i feel like i was.

>>690480961
> People go through worse every day

Yeah well some people also go through way better everyday

Go fuck yourself

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>>690479626
Saved. Love you too nigger

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>>690486811

>>690486786
i have a gf, for the longest time i thought having someone would help, it doesn't, you have yourself and that's it

>>690479488
Losing your dog is probably the worst experience I ever had, it's 2 years now, and still from time to time I feel an emptynes in my heart which seems to consume me, and I just cant stop crying

>>690486718
The truth is, you're telling yourself they don't need you. It's all in your head and you're the only one who can change that.

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>>690487131

That´s all I got about that story folks, I hope that was the full one, since I read you said that was a mising part, I hope I saved all ones.

>>690479626
I don't know why this got me so bad

>>690479900
Fuck you. I hate you

>>690475583
Bitch

>>690486483
he obviously has brain damage, there is no third eye to open

>>690484735
>Fathers day
My dad died 2 weeks ago. I am 19 yo. I wasn't here for his last moments of life...

>>690487969
i didnt even know it was fathers day.. and i was too caught up to even eat dinner with my dad..

>>690479390
im a fucking pussy but i legitimately cried

>>690479608
please dont kill yourself

I'll post a short one.

>So I'm from New York, right outside on the bronx.

>I had this friend, "V." He was from queens.
>Every day V and I would meet up, get drunk, get in fights with members of other crews, play with switchblades and shit.
>Eventually turn 19. Get into college.
>I move in with V's family since it's closer to my school in Manhattan.
>V has a little sister, "E."
>I always thought E was cute. Whenever I slept over at V's house, she would throw a pillow on me and sleep on it. She was 12 when I moved in.
>E was the happiest little girl in the world when I moved in. She wanted to play with me all day long, which is what ended up happening. Every day when I was home from college all it was was piggyback rides, me spinning her around in the air as she held onto my cornrows, pretending to fight each other with Kung Fu. Every day I helped her with her homework and if she finished I gave her a big wet kiss on the top of her head.
>My love for E grew so much that I felt like a loving protective angel of her.
>Several moments always stood out in my head. One was the time her parents were going to a party with some friends and I had to do homework. She ran into me and V's room because her mother told her I wasn't coming, grabbed my arm with both hands and held it to her chest, and looked up at me with those teary, gigantic doe eyes and begged me to come. I couldn't, but she brought me back food.
>Another time was when they got a dog. She was the happiest little girl in the world and ran around the house barking like a dog. I remember when we were eating dinner and her gigantic eyes were squinted upwards as she went "bark bark bark" while rocking her head back and forth. I thought my heart was going to stop from how adorable she was.
>She turned 13.
>One day we were at a party. Her friend came over to me giggling, and said "Elaine likes you."
>I know I said, laughing. I did know. We were in a strange sort of older brother-sister type love.

>>690487969
Lost my mother in October 2014, shit was rough. Was 23. Her birthday is in 5 days. I know the feel, losing a parent fucking sucks. Also lost my uncle, her brother, the following February. That feel when my grandparents outlived both of their kids.

>>690485932
I think she's into me, I'm just beta I really need to tell her how I feel. Weve hooked up, we didn't fuck. But we made out, i sucked on her tits and smacked her ass n shit.

>>690480419
I hate humans

>>690488888
Sorry, but I'm here to check those quints

>>690476687
Brah look at the dates...

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>>690488344
I'm trying my best anon, but if I can't find a reason to pick myself up, I know I'll gladly welcome letting go.

>>690488888
WASTED ON A BERRY PICKER

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>>690488888
Just do it man, better than holding the feelings inside and never knowing if you actually had a chance.

>>690489126
At least I got quints, maybe my life can turn around

>>690488888
this is the anon you were replying to, the quints have spoken dude you fucking tell her right now

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>>690488888
Chekt

>>690489276
You're right I keep telling myself this. But can't bring myself to do it. Next time I see her I'll try and grow a pair

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>>690488888
Checked ma nigga

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>>690489396

>>690489396
Fuccccck its definitely a sign

>>690488888
Quints oh our Lord has arrived

>>690480419
Aww that's terrible D:

>>690489235
Quit your job, move out, sell all your shit and just backpack around the world. Lol at least that's what I was told to do when I'm on the verge of suicide. Fuck it, you're going to forfeit your life anyways right? Why not have a couple of hundred/thousands and see how far you can get and what you can do till the money runs out, then you can kill yourself if you still feel like doing it! WIN WIN! Kinda...

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>>690488888

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>>690488888
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>>690489666
Satanic trips

>>690489235
Listen to Satan >>690489666

>>690484786
Not the guy you've been talking to but I followed your chat.. you need to get laid, go fuck an ugly girl, it will do wonders for you.. that's how I did it at 22, now I'm with a 10/10 swedish girl who's crazy in love with me and I her.. plus I have loads of sexual experience now since making up for lost time and fucking tons of girls in my mid/late 20s so I really know what I'm doing. I look back at my younger years, 15 yo when I overheard the girl I was obsessed with say I was ''ugly'' at the first ever party I went to with alcohol / no parents.. This really wrecked my confidence for years and was terrified of making strong moves for fear of rejection. I'm 33 now and aged pretty well, my girl is 24 and the most beautiful, perfect girl I've ever met. Life has a way of turning around if you look at it positively.. I even went through a ton of awful relationships before I got to this point but every one taught me something about myself and ultimately what NOT to do.. chin up anon.

>>690474885
I feel like i'm in this situation right now. What's the way out?

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>>690474718
I feel like we need to make 4chan great again.....

>>690474718
Sorry, is this feels it cringe?

>>690475170
Jesus Christ this one got me.
Sure is a good day for rain.

>>690490037
your mind, just keep doing what you're doing you dont need to stop playing games to have a normal life

>>690474718
>>690475055
But why do this? I love my dad and I know he loves me. Clearly these fathers care about their kids why would you do this

>>690488759
>She came over and sat on my lap. She began to grind her adorable little bottom on my leg while holding her arms around me from behind. I thought my heart was going to stop from the cute.
>After this we became even closer. We would cuddle in bed, her giggling and burying her face in my chest, me holding her protectively. Everything we did was like a young girl and older person in madly in love with each other.
>Shortly after this I had to move out because I couldn't pay V's parents anymore. E wasn't home when I left.
>Later that day I checked E's myspace. She had put up a picture of a heart and the words "Saranghae Always" for her profile area. She was chinese, I'm korean. That was korean for "I'll love you forever."
I watched her grow up from an adorable little girl, to a beautiful, still insanely adorable young woman, from afar, waiting until we could be together again.
>She never got a single boyfriend, and left the words "Saranghae Always" up until she turned 17.
>She finally took it down, and I didn't think much of it.
>She turned 18. I messaged her on facebook, which was around by then.
>E! Dong seng(little sister)!
>Who are you?
>It's your oppa (older brother)! "A" (my name)!
>Oh, hi.
>Barely talked to me then said she has to go.
>Shortly after this she got a boyfriend.
>Eventually she unfriended me.
>She's 19 and they live together now.

How something this perfect and holy could become that, is something I could not, and will never understand.

>>690489887
The thing is the girl I've been talking about is a solid 8/10 with a 9.5/10 body. I was so close to fucking her, I'm really just banking on losing my virginity to her. Shes way out of my league and never though I could at least get to 2nd base with a girl like her.

I wouldn't mind fucking anything at this point. I don't really have high standards unless it comes to fat chicks. Rather just stay a virgin than a fuck a fat girl.

Thanks for the input anon.

>>690479032
Find something you love. A girlfriend probably won't make you happy if you're sad because you're missing experiences.

Before I started playing music with close friends I thought a girlfriend would make me a lot happier and it never did. I'm not worried about losing my virginity and I don't feel that I need to be in a committed relationship to be happy any more.

I'm still not too worried about relationships. I enjoy computers and music and combining the two and making new sounds. It makes me a lot more confident and it's impressive to people who don't have any background. Girls think it's pretty cool but that's not the focus any more.

Stay strong my man.

>>690490403
You're welcome, I know where you're at because I've been there only I never got as close as to suck the girls or smack the ass of the girl I was into...

But you really don't want to lose your virginity to the girl of your dreams, that sounds like a bad idea to me.. the first time is always a bit of a disappointment, you don't want her to remember you for that.

>>690475055
Mine is similar but opposite i always reach out to my dad and he ignore me. If by chance he picks up the phone he'll talk maybe two minutes the. Quickly hang up. Myom passed a yr ago and I'd cook for him and the just gets thrown away. My sis will cool and he'll eat it

Planned a fathers day dinner to go he refused. Rescheduled the meal at his out (his favorite take out)
Refused to come out of his room due to a sore toe. Yup

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>>690489666
You make valid points Satan I'll consider the idea

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>>690475055
>>690474718
I don't believe in holidays or that shit but look what you fucks made me do.

>>690475101
Holy fuck, that was over a year ago. I remember that thread. Fuck.

>>690489666
and how did into the wild turn out?

>>690485810
My Father is not an easy person, but I know he loves me. I will move out soon (im 18) and everytime we talk about it I see how proud he is at me, but I also see the sadness in his eyes. He doesnt spends much time home, and when he is, he's always acting up and being all stressed out. It kills me every day to either not see him or to see him not feeling good around the family, but still he loves all of us, and I really think this kind of kils him inside, it feels so fucking bad man to see someone suffer you love, and there is nothing you can do to change that. All you fagets out there, go hug your dad and tell him you love him, I cant tell that mine, he would just feel bad and stutter out something and we would both feel bad

>>690475101
Exactly, you'll learn that the only person you can rely on is yourself.

Do what you got to do to protect your family, destroy whoever gets in your way of your goals.

Its either them or your loved ones.

>inb4 hurrrr durr so edgy obvious bait is obvious
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>>690490879
I'm currently on the phone with your dad pretending to be you, I'm not sure I can contain the laughter much longer..

>>690475101
this one man...

fuck, i hope he/she turned up ok. feel bad for mom and gpa too

>>690491090
oh shit man

>>690491090
holy fuck dude

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>>690480796

>>690491090
sheesh thats fucking brütal

>>690490879
what kind of number is 111-1111

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>>690491090

>>690491090
please be real

>>690491090
Huh not sure anyone would honestly believe that my dads number is 111-1111 but more power to you son.
Also
>2k16
>not saving your contacts as made up phone numbers to confuse people

>>690490771
I have spoken, I'm going to personally shove my cock in you if you appear before me within the next few years. You aren't scheduled till 2058. Don't fuck it up anon.

>>690491444
>>690491568

>>690491538
Sorry anon I was just jesting.. see: >>690491568

But seriously dude, you save all your contacts as random numbers? How do you ever remember who the fuck is calling?? Do you have 3 friends?

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>Be me. Young polish boy living in a (at least I tought i lived in one) decent family.
>At some point in my life my mother started drinking more and started having fights with my father.
>Later in life my sisters told me they both had drinking problems, but that's not the point of the story.
>On April 13 2012 my mother died after she literally divided the house in half and caused many problems in our family.
>I still am under my fathers wing after he won in court over separation and rights to rising me.
>This led to me and my father moving out to his girlfriend (he wasn't saint eiter in their marrige).
>The first year staying there wasn't good (i had a lot fights with his girlfriend, we couln't get along and hardly ever talked. I'm pretty sure she hated me.)
>I was far from perfect too, but I've learned my lesson.
>Eventually I had problems in school and teachers told me to see someone because of emotional problems.
>Year later we moved out because there was too much tension in the house.
>So I lived with my father (alone because he stayed at his gf and checked on me 2 times a day) for 3 months.
>After that we moved back together.
>We had a few big fights because she is a bitch with mental problems and she flips shit daily.
>At some point I felt like in a prison.
>A few months ago my problems started coming back.
>Basically a emotional rollercoaster that hits you like a japanese bullet train.
>The school psychaiatrist told me to go to therapy.
>I'm failing my year this time for real.
>I'm done and I have first row seats at watching as my life slowly collapses.
>I just don't give a fuck.
>Now I'm sitting here just enjoying what I hope is the last day of my life.

Sorry if it is chaotic but it is 3am.

>>690487131
damn, that hit hard

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>>690491653
Reading shit like that freaks me out, you know me too well Satan

>>690474718
Holy shit im in the exact same position

He wouldnt let me go with him on christmas so ive stopped talking to him since, obviously hes done much worse shit but that was the straw that broke the camals back, also, im finished my exams over a year, he doesnt even know im finished school

>>690490752
Ive hears mixed things about first times. Some good some bad. I'm gonna fuck her if the opportunity arises.

>>690482691
its 3 am here
>I have a gorgeous gf
There is hope for all of us, anon

>>690491932
things will get better anon

my only friends, /b/

>>690491932
The story is very simplified I need to add.

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>>690491914
Idk why I do it man but yeah 90% of my contacts are made up phone numbers and I don't delete the conversations so I can keep track.
Pic related

hey /b/ros i got a little story for you thats happening right now
>be me
>life good
>happen to masterbate a lot
>yesterday feel pain when i woke up
>today i go to doctors
>determine i have a bad infection in my testies
>say they cant help me because infection is really bad
>say i sterilize in 1-2 weeks
>im still young and hurts to know i cant have kids
anyone have a similar experience? i'm super sad right now

>>690492210
No.

I've never shared this with anyone. I wake up most nights already crying; crying in my sleep. I don't stay at people's houses because of it.

I have two brothers; one younger, one older. When we were kids my father would always bring them fast food home; sometimes he's bring me something but many times he didn't. Just got my brothers food. Same with toys or surprises. Like he took them on a fishing trip & I stayed home with mom. I wasn't allowed to go even though I wanted too. That feeling, knowing you're not good enough for someone, and experiencing it from such a young age & so frequently. I've never felt loved by anyone. Not even my parents. I'm incapable of believing people love me; that anyone wants me around.

Mom always told me it's cause I was tougher. That she knew I could handle it. That I was stronger than my brothers; that I'm the only one who had a chance at being something.

It's a haunting thing to know my own father never will love me no matter the extent I go to try and make him. I really do hate myself but I chose to live.

I was engaged for 4 years & I wanted a son so bad; I wanted to be the dad I never had. I couldn't get her pregnant. Doctor said I'm sterile. She left me for another man. They have two kids. I've thought about adoption but whose going to adopt to a single-man?

Sometimes I think I would be better off dead. Maybe when the drugs run out, maybe when I stop hating myself; maybe if ever I'll realize it's not my fault and I'll stop blaming myself.

But I doubt it. I think I'll be this way forever. Alone & unloved.

>>690492124
could be an oasis over the next dune

>>690480961
You can't rate pain, it's a relative thing, you fucking piece of shit

>>690492330
they might, maybe one day you meet a girl and be happy.

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>>690492127
I meant to add this

>>690479608
it's kind of funny that you're eating just rice and dressing but I sincerely hope your situation improves anon

>>690492385
Nah, thats just cum

>>690492512
Fucking reply u piece of shit

>>690475055
I should text my dad.

>>690478736
I almost cried

>>690492512
Nathan come on. You only get one father. Be a son even if he isn't always a good dad, clearly he cares enough to still reach out. That's better than a lot of dads. 'Insert obligatory comment about black fathers'

>>690492835
That's what this whole thread has taught me lol

>>690481631
Check 'em Max

>>690492384
it isn't your fault your dad was a piece of shit. no one should be arbitrary with their love for their children. i've never had a dad, so i can't relate but i'm sincerely sorry anon

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Remember this guy?

Fuck, mi shit went full sad ape when I saw it.

>>690492915
gotta say i agree
be me
-12 when my mom throws me and my dad out of the house
-she threatens to say me and my dad abused her if we ever come back
-convinces my little siblings to hate me and my dad
-now 17, my dad makes 3500 a month and we have to pay 4100 a month in child support, both scared of losing the house
-my dads my best and only friend i wont leave

>>690492325
You got off easy. Imagine being engaged, planning a wedding & find out. Have the love of your life leave you because you can't give her a family. To have grown up since I was 5 telling myself I'm going to be a great dad someday. That's all I ever wanted to be growing up. A better dad than what I ever had.

You didn't have your dreams crushed.

>>690482479
>I love little girls
Wat

>>690486076
What kind of shotgun? Mossberg?

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>>690492581
Trust me I laugh too, helps mask the shitty realization that my life is in fucking shambles and I'm choking down rice for another god damn day. Thanks anon, cheers to you too

>>690493313
Never got the story behind it, someone gonna tell me pls?

>>690479608
The power of positive thinking is under-rated, and infact fucking insane and basically super-natural. Things will get better for you anon. Tell yourself this ever day, and every night and I PROMISE you they will. Believe it.

>>690492325
I had an infection in my nuts a few years ago too. I'm guessing it's a kind of a "panging" type of thing? Any way... I didn't even take all of the meds they gave to me and I've been good for years. Even have a son on the way.

Uh...yeah sorry dude. I hope I haven't hurt you more friendo :^)

>>690492512
I'm literally about to enter the same position as you anon
It already breaks my heart thinking about receiving such messages from him

>>690492814
Hes a manipulative cunt, he used to go weeks without seeing, calling, or even texting, two weeks ago i offered to meet up with him, try sort things out after a lifetime of let downs and mistreatment, wanna know what he said? "Im busy" the fucking dick went 5 months eithout seeing his son, started sending those messages, when i seen him make and effort i gave him an oppertunity to make amends, but obviously, he had more importamt things to do, im nothing more than a show piece to him to show his girlfriends, whom dump him when they find out hes a miserable mysogynistic drunkard who cares about nothing other than himself, christmas eve '14 i witness him square up and threaten, my terminally ill grandmother for no reason other than she asked him to stop shoving me and threatning to punch the head off me, no i will not fucking reply anon, no i will not

>>690492915
>>690493629

See>>690493636

>>690493566
he invited all his grandchildren round for a party thing. Only 1 turned up and he is clearly upset :(

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>>690493419
that's pretty terrible man, but i dont judge on who's story was better than who's man

just join me on the feels train

>>690493636
Stop being a faggot.Hes still your father.

>>690493313
Same, he gets treated like shit for being a good father where as i get treated lile shit for being a good son

>>690493357
Good for you man. Parents will love you in a way no one else will and it always makes me happy to hear about parents making up with their kids after goig through some shit. Not to be a fuckhead but my mom and dad been married my whole life and never once did wrong by me even though I couldn't say the same about how I treayed them. So I got lucky I suppose

>>690475583
Saved

>>690492384
Man try and adopt it will help you get your life together

>>690493857
Wasn't trying to one up you.
I was saying you're lucky you found out now before you were put in that situation. It could've been worse.

>>690493747
>>690493636
I said same position cuz I truly meant same position. My dad might be a good guy deep down, but to my face he is a jerk. I truly believe it's because my asshole mother has manipulated him into being this way, but I have received such messages before and will probably get a lot more when I leave them for good. I don't want to contact them anymore before my mom finally dies.

>>690493880
Thats true anon, he is my father, but he will never get the right to be called my dad

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Back when left 4 dead was about to come out I joined an online community by the name of "the resistance" it was a nice little group devoted to all things zombie, but especially the upcoming game left 4 dead. So we all became pretty close and when left 4 dead finally did come out we play together for hours, as time went on the group started to drift apart, except for one. His steam name was rainbowcookie (I never learned his real name) and we use to have endless fun playing left 4 dead and killing floor we use to have a great time he seemed like such a happy guy all the time. well he went offline one day and didn’t come back on, at first I just assumed he got busy with life that was until i checked his profile, and I found what seemed to be a suicide note and his avatar was changed to a black background with the words "the smile is a lie". I cried like a little bitch for hours. part of me still hopes that someone saved him and he got the help he needed, and every now and then i check his steam profile with a glimmer of hope the he came back online.

pic related, it’s his profile

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My dick is a Hella of feel

>>690494080
Nah, hes not a good person, my dads the other way around, the good guy is the façade, deep down hes a scumbag