>>690449331
Fap

>>690449331
I fantasize about murdering cucks/femfucks and All the other genders except a and b

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>>690449331
Drink

>>690449331
Listen to music and skate.
Skating is the only thing I'm particularly good at and music is the only thing that really gets out the rage.

>>690449331
Fap, but it only lasts a few seconds.

I go out and do exercise until my head can't think k

Cuddle with a dog cat or bunny.

Cum here

>>690449331
Eat at your favorite fast-food restaurant, get your favorite meal. smoke a bowl and masturbate.

>>690450308
no, it should be smoke, eat, masturb8. that's the order

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mostly antidepressants

I just lay in bed and let the mind wondering in random thoughts

>>690449331
Exercise. You will never regret it OP.

>>690450547
What prison are you sentenced in?
And hows the free sex?

>>690449331
Listen music

I don't. I accept the fact that I am going to die alone and unloved.

>>690449331
Cocaine. Just makes me feel worse the next day though.

>>690449331
Listen to music and think. Usually doing both while walking, going particularly nowhere, but just walking around

Trips and will cut my dick

>>690449331
Schadenfreude. I wake up every morning just to feel the joy of someone else in pain. Edgy? Sure. True? Yeah.

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Go into a gay club and shoot 50 [s]people[/s] Faggots.

>>690451202
I'll rollerblade for your razor blade

I'm never happy.

>>690450707
The anxiety prison

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a-AmJlEJRLg

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>>690449331
Marijuana, xanax, opiates. Not really in that order, or all together. Usually one of the three keeps me in a pretty good place.

Remember though: moderation.

>>690449331
> wahhh waahh waahhh not happy
you should be grateful for what you have

>>690451882
Im so grateful for my autism, thank you lord

>>690451317
kek

>>690451882
I'm so grateful for my depression, thank you lord

>>690451882
>not understanding human biology

>>690451882
Hi Donald

>>690449331
But at night it's a different world
Go out and find a girl
Come-on come-on and dance all night
Despite the heat it'll be alright
And babe, don't you know it's a pity
That the days can't be like the nights
In the summer, in the city
In the summer, in the city

>>690449331
Fap

>>690450869
/thread

>>690451202
Timestamp, deliver or fagot for ever.
lets roooooll

>>690449331
play games eat shit live for myself

I indulge in a variety of drugs. Helps a lot with the whole 'not actively wanting to commit suicide' thing.
Give it a try, OP.

>>690449331
Move town.

I sit in my a cornner of my room with the lights switched off so nobody can see me crying and i like to think that someone is thinking about me.

>>690451202
FUKI'N ROLLING

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>>690454459
You are not alone, for I am here with you.
Though we are far apart, you are always in my heart.

play some music, it's a nice escape i guess

>>690449331
the real answer is boring op, when your life is like that, theres no quick fix. you have to wake up & decide to
-exercise 4-5 times a week, ideally lifting
-eat regularly & healthy - meaning, a good breakfast, lunch, light dinner. no fastfood, no pre-prepared meals, no sugar, no processed food, no alcohol, no caffeine. basically rice, veg, white meat & fruit, plus things like oats, fish, nuts, water to drink. but you could tell yourself that at the weekend you'll eat whatever you want, as a cheat day or 2. makes it easier.
-sleep enough, go to bed at a reasonable time, at least in the week days.

do this daily and after 2 weeks you'll not necessarily feel happy, but you don't feel sad. throw in attempts at trying to read abit of something (anything) for 20mins a day, taking low dose LSD (~20ugs) every 3-4 days, & low dose ketamine (~20-30mg split into 2 doses) once every week or two, & you'll start to feel better.

>>690449331

You take a shit load of mushrooms and trip the fuck out

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>>690449331
drink cheap alcohol... it's an everyday thing now

>>690455507
I feel you anon
Cheers

>>690455507

Boring as fuck, doesn't do shit

>>690449331
Go into my closet and jack off with a dildo in my ass crying while watching gay porn wearing a dress

>>690455870
eh, makes me not care that im unhappy with my life, makes sitting alone in my room on a laptop fun instead of depressing, and puts me to sleep real nice

>>690452297
>>690452150
get your doctor to prescribe you some uvulas

>>690449331
Send life take a shit and live my own things.

>>690449331
sooner or later I'll die, so it's no biggie

>>690456282

I've never understood how alcohol did this for other people. it's just the most boring thing fucking ever. But i guess doing 12g dried cubensis kinda makes every other substance look weak as fuck

>>690456701
12g? damn son. most i've done is 5g and i lost my god damn mind for 6 hours. i literally pissed my pants

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Vidya - mostly RPGs
Movies/Tv show

Pretty much anything that immerses me in another universe. Thought of having alcohol but I can't because I will be taking meds for TB soon.

>>690449331
Unfortunately there is no answer. Ultimately you need to find something that makes you happy. If there's nothing at all, you're likely depressed. Only way to overcome this is with a help of a specialists. Don't feel bad about it or anything like that. You need to realize that often, depression is a neurological issue. Meaning, it's a "disorder of the brain" and has nothing to do with your "personality" (although it affects you greatly)
Be strong, attempt to think about how you're feeling and if necessary, seek help. It's all good

>>690449331
compose music
here is my medicine
>kompoz.com

Honestly when I'm so depressed that I can barely move, I get on my motorcycle and disobey every traffic law in my area and get up to triple digits. I'm usually grateful to be alive when I get back and in a better mood.

>>690457570

Yeah i was fucking 17 at that point. It did introduce me to being a paranoid fuck for some months after. The complexity of that trip was insane and more insane. The higher the dose the higher the seriousness and immediate feelings, it gets on a bigger scale tenfold for every level you pass.At least i built up to the experience since i was 15 by increasing a gram or two and starting with 2 g's

>>690458236
i hope you get pulled over

>>690449331
blaze it

My life is a rollercoster, I had the life i always wanted, I worked at Gap, nothing special, but i had a job, making money, working with girls from all over europe wanting to fuck, lost job, lost confidence, got fat.

After a while decided, fuck what have i done, decided i need to get in shape, to get my confidence back and find a job, slowly getting fit, but i still have no confidence.

I just had a email from The Perfume Shop (UK Fragrance store) that i applied for, saying they tried to contact me with no answer and to contact them back.

this would have been perfect it was for a supervisor position.

I have not been answering my phone since I dont want to talk to anyone cause im down.

fuck man, i just need a lift up, just want to be back to my old self, im so fucking down

>>690458383
This. You could fucking kill someone.

>>690449331
>When life is shit, what do you do to make yourself happy?

Just remember, no matter how bad you think things are, there are many millions of people who are much worse off than you are and would gladly switch places with you...

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>>690458462
you can do it anon!!!!!!

>mail lady accidentally put neighbors mail into mine
>walk over to neighbors and deliver personally
>have a small chat, friend works with her.
>"hey i didn't know you and other anon are friends, not there's anything against you"

what the fuck did she mean by that? I'm kinda mixed raced by the way. in other countries i would be considered white, but not american white.

>>690449331
Depends:
>if there is a direct cause, behaviour or lack of behaviour, from me or others

change embrace adjust or eliminate it.

>if no cause or reason

Wait 6 months. If persists, recognize its clinical. Seek medical professional help.

If the first one persists for 6 months, recognize i have likely become clinical. Seek medical professional help.


All you need to know about depression.

smoke weed, helped me so much.

>>690458462

You think your life sucks? Seriously? You are depressed because you didn't get a job you applied for? There are people out there who are living in poverty and everyday is a life and death struggle for them and their families, yet they continue to have hope and try to make it through each day....Actually, you have nothing to be depressed about, you are just a whiny little pussy, that's all.

>>690459694
weed makes me paranoid, anxious, and pessimistic. it used to do the exact opposite. not sure what happened

>>690449331
Donate blood.

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doritos

Pot

>>690459951
Try different hazes and smoking methods. Could also be that you have the wrong setting, you should never be stressed about getting caught or some shit like that ehen you smoke.

Play videogames and draw.

>>690449331
Usually drink, but being 67 days sober thats not really an option anymore. Now all I can do is wallow in it. Planning on commiting suicide soon. Might puss out because i love my kids too much. Fuck this life

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>>690449331
I came to the US when I was young. Born in Germany. His last day alive, someone I cared for a lot asked me to come to his bedside. He whispered in my ear "das spiel is aus, doch nie vorbei" (the game is up but never over). A few weeks ago I was ready to hang myself. I remembered that time from my childhood and decided to make the most of my life. I drove from Michigan down to Tennessee to see the smokey mountains national park. It's one of the most beautiful places I've ever seen. I wouldn't trade this time for anything, not even a million hookers and unlimited cocaine. Nothing is better than kneeling down on a mossy rock and dipping you hands into crystal clear water. I've never felt anything this good before. I'm going to Yosemite next.

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>>690449331
-fap
-work out
-play games
-drink
-read internet about shitty people to feel better about myself

Anything to take my mind off crippling depression basically.

>>690454807
that's ignorant

Walk somewhere. Doesn't matter where. Don't even think about where you're going. Just walk and get lost somewhere. Or bike it.

i like to fill up an empty coke bottle with water and drench my bed with it. Sleeping on a wet bed with a wet pillow and blanket is comforting

read a book or play a game

>>690449331
Self harm is the only cure