anyone?

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Tell us your story first anon, why are you sad?

it's stupid really, last friday I had a final and somehow I didn't get the time right so I showed up 2 hours later. it was really embarrassing, and I now I have to wait another month so I can try again. worst part is this was a really important exam, I studied like a madman for it (neuroanatomy, if cou care, future medfag here)

>>690413694
>>690414117

>>690414117
>future medfag here

god, that sounded pretensious, sorry.

also I haven't been with my gf in over a month because finals, my grandma had a stroke, my mom is having a mental breakdown and my cousin's parents are getting divorced (and said cousin has cancer, he's like 14)

not trying to sound whiny, sorry, just need to vent a bit I guess

>>690414117
thats unlucky but it couldve been worse, you thankfully get to actually sit it still, instead of just getting a zero
>>690414569
jesus christ anon, you can vent more if you want

>>690414885
yeah, the exam part is alright, but it happened for the stupidest reason and it really made me feel worthless because it was all my fault. now instead of having another month of summer holidays (I'm pretty sure I'd have passed the exam had I attended it, because I really studied a lot)

thanks, that really means a lot. I don't usually talk much about how I feel and stuff, I just bottle it up, I know it's bad but I can't help it. usually I go on feeling threads and read other anon's stories, I rarely tell mine. still makes me feel a bit better tho, in a cathartic way

i broke up with my first girlfriend 2 years ago, and to this day i still think about her all the time and stalk her on fb and instagram. how do i stop thinking about her? ive searched google but all advice ive found is shit

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>>690415405
same it for your diary, faggot.

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I hate it when I find out something I do regularly is not done by most other people
I.e. Being alone 99% of the time

Anyone else shocked by the fact of how much time you spend alone compared to everyone else?

For instance I watched Conan last night and there was a joke about how nerds spend every night alone. I thought to myself
"I spend almost every night alone doesn't everyone else?"
Then I realised no and the feels hit me hard

TL:DR Being lonely sucks

>>690415729
same it? I'll suppose you mean save

and if you didn't notice I was answering anon, as I said, I don't even share a lot. also you don't need to be a douche to feel better about yourself, that's just sad

>>690415575
I don't know man, that sucks. 2 years is a long time, maybe you should seek professional help? also why did you break up?

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>>690415904
i was asked why i dont like going out last night which was a weird question to answer

>>690415575
1. Stop fb stalking her and communicating with her
2. Find a new gf

>>690415904
I can relate, kinda like loneliness sometimes tho. It's almost like I enjoy feeling sad, can't explain it

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>>690415922
yeah, jessica, i did mean save it. you're quite the detective. i did notice what you were doing. correct, i don't need to, i choose to.

save it for your diary! you fucking cry baby.

>>690415922
its best to ignore the people who come in these threads thinking /b/ is a place for evil people

>>690416152
Holy fuck I know what you mean you dirty faggot

>>690416167
you're pathetic, I genuinely feel sorry for you. why are you even here?

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>>690416274
waaaaaaaaaa.

my life is soooo hard.

>>690416371
to read about your troubles and bask in your despair.

>>690416019
i honeslty have no idea. she just stopped talking to me and after ive been trying to fix whatever went wrong she just told me she wants to break up

Feels? Fuck man
I broke my back in 2013 and i cant get disabililty approved. Now im behind on bills and struggling to survive. I cant maintain a job and cant work for too long or i cant move. 0 friends remaining because i dont have a car to drive them around in anymore. And my family is garbage. I cant even face my dad today because if i ask for help or talk about it he will laugh at me and slap my back in front of family. Im think im about done with this.

>>690416345
really? do you have an explanation for it?

>>690416440
fuck, wish I could help. hang in there man

>>690416427
like I said, pathetic

>>690416540
When your life is so dull maybe it's nice to feel something strongly even if it is sadness

>>690416638
How did you break your back anon?

>>690416753
fuck I think you're right

>>690416440
>>690416760

buump someone help us

buuump

OP here, doesn't anyone know what I was talking about on the original post?

>>690416921
Bump
>>690417114
Nope

>>690417058
>>690416375
>>690416427
just fuck off already, you're such a petty attention whore

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>>690416760
>>690416921
Bump.
Also i got rear ended and pushed into the car in front of me. But my insurance didnt go after the guy they just let him go. I had to drive myself to the hospital. Totalled it was 4 vertebrae 7 discs 11 ribs, 2 fingers, my kneecap and alot of bruises. They also thought i had a concussion, and im inclined to believe them sonce i dont remember much from the month before it. Shit sucks, and i got my insurance cut off about 3 months after. Before i could get out of bed by myself.

>>690417489
Jesus man people can be cunts. Are you in a wheelchair then?

>>690417667
Nope. I can walk. Hell i can even run for a good 5 min before i have to lie down and sob for a while. I gained about 100lbs in 2014 and am still trying to lose it.

>>690417894
have you done physiotherapy?

>>690417894
Well shit man feel sorry for you

Anyone else just constantly think of one thing they've fucked up on that has completely ruined their life?

>>690418233
I have. I was going 2x a month until about march this year. But its not aomething i could afford.

>>690417383
no you are!

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>>690417894
hahahahahaha. 100lbs in a year?! hahahahahaha

>>690418331
are you the ex-gf anon?

>>690418331
No.

>>690418415
fair enough. best of luck man

>>690418662
that doesnt really shorten down the list anon

>>690418633
Yeah man. Got up to 240. Just stayed in bed and ate and slept all day. Super shitty. Back down to 200 and change now but fuck.

>>690418662
Hahaha no

>>690418331
tell us about the thing

>>690418842
but fuck indeed

>>690416042
It's just weird when you realise how much time you spend alone compared to most people

>>690418962
Bright side. My dick still works. And on painkillers you last forever.

>>690418849
lier!

>>690418958
Being born in a flyover state with little to no opportunity. This is my one fatal mistake

>>690419230
>lier

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMErlY2CIs0

Anyone else get upset when they realise they're not good looking enough to ever get to sleep with a legitimate hot girl. I've been settling on 5-7s my whole life and have never once been with a girl who was "Beautiful"

>>690419460
no

>>690415904
Block her on every media. Don't unblock her just to really quick see what's up.

nigger

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>>690416440
holy shit slap your back? that's fucked

>>690419460
I get what you mean, but trust me, I know this sounds cliché and all but if you're lucky you'll find someone who's just perfect for you, and who you wouldn't change at all. even if she's a 5 when it comes to looks, if you love her, she'll feel like a 10 for you.

>>690419965
unless you're just talking about sex, of course, but there's way more to life than just that, seriously

>>690418415
do you live in the states?
In my country physiotherapy is free (government-funded through taxes)

GF broke up with me about a month ago, said I was depressed and that she had things she needed to work on. Said she still loves me and that we'd still be friends.

We still hang out all the time and we still fuck and she'll be really loving and sweet and then sometimes she'll remind me that we're not dating and that just puts me in a shitty mood.

Women are fucking crazy.

>>690420327
that does sound fucked. sorry.
sounds like she either wants to fuck other guys or she isn't sure about your relationship and needs to sort her shit out

>>690420086
I have a friend who is still a virgin at 20 and he talks about sex all the time. I tell him that once you have sex once you'll realize it's not anything special, it's practically just hanging out with someone. It's got to be tough though from his perspective

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https://youtu.be/lTBM72vQI50

>>690420327
people title their relationships as "dating" when there's commitment involved, if you're still hanging out all the time and fucking then the only thing that's changed is that she didn't want to be tied down. that's just the simple truth

>>690420544
yeah, I honestly think society makes too much of a big deal out of sex, which does really shitty stuff to people. and honestly I love having sex with my gf because it's truly special, when I used to sleep around I thought it was fun, but I'd never trade that for what I have rn, sex is overrated

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQ03AXz9LxU

>>690419895
Yeah, my mom did it too. Like i said, my family is garbage.
>>690420200
Yeah i do. I was getting a good price through my insurance, but my mother kicked me off when my first 1000 dollar bill came in. I was paying her every month.

>>690420544
>>690420903
OP of that post here
I have to say I disagree with you faggots. Nothing is better than sex. It's just damn near indescribable (Hopeless romantic here) Shit makes me want to write poetry about it yah know?

>>690419436
this is nice anon, thanks

>>690421478
yeah, agreed, but only if it's meaningful sex, that was my point. otherwise just feels empty and feral.

I'm this guy>>690420903

>>690421478
Last night I had sex with my one of my friends, and then afterwords we drove around for a couple hours talking and joking around, and honestly they were both just as good as a whole experience. Sex is not the be-all end-all of having fun and being happy with people.

>>690420494
I'm more inclined to believe that it's the latter based on some discussions we've had but I might just be biased.

>>690420785
I think you're right. She's having to deal with a lot of shit and she didn't want to have to deal with mine as well.

I shouldn't let it bother me considering I greatly enjoy the time we spend together, it just feels weird.

>>690421478
I havent had sex that didnt cause me pain since i hurt my back. But i will agree save for writing about it.

>>690422015
sounds like you may end up hurt

>>690421064
Good

>>690422481
thanks, here's more

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZM2xyV44okI

>>690422806

share stuff you listen to, anons

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>>690422806
I'll give it a try

>>690422321
I'd say that's how it will likely end up.

It's probably just foolish optimism but I can't help but hope that things will work out.

>>690423137
awesome!

>>690423072
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T4BlLskdYtg

for the guy who broke his back
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>>690416042
what did you answer?

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>>690423579
think i said that i prefer staying inside and relaxing when i obviously just get too scared to go out lol
man i cant even talk to girls on facebook now without feeling depressed about myself shit gets bad anons

>>690423775
were you always like this?

>>690423775
May the Nine bless you anon.

>>690423980
do you mean the seven?

>>690424251
Elder Scrolls >> GoT

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>>690423905
im 19 now and ive had depression since grade 5 (australian) so about 9 or so years
as long as i remember, ive been scared of going out with people too much, always got bullied as a kid
its really fucked me up for life too, i struggle talking to people in most environments, even work, can hardly talk to women without feeling incredibly self conscious
afraid of the dark cause of something my mum did to me as a kid, only girlfriend ive had i got without trying and she was long distance, ended up fucking someone else while ignoring me being afraid that she mightve died (besides that my interactions with girls have never worked unless i had ZERO interest in them)

my life not that great anons, i just want everyone in these threads to be wary and do everything they can to steer away from chronic depression, you dont get away from it once it gets you

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>>690413240
This?

>>690424507
YES, thank you man, made my day!

>>690417383
he's right though
you fags should man up

>>690424484
sorry man, wish I could help. wanna talk about what your mom did to you?

>>690424795
from what I've read in this thread no one posting is quite the whiny type, people just need to talk sometimes, and some of us have no one to talk to. so it's not always about manning up, sometimes it's just talking so you don't fall into a pit of self-pity

>>690424251
>>690424378
Seven, Nine, all is the same to the Many Faced God

>>690424839
no, im over it in the sense that i dont hold her responsible for it, i never did. she tried to play a prank on me and a friend, ended up scaring the fuck out of me, wasnt her fault

>>690425016
backstory?

>>690425016
>super bowel
he wants it in the shitter

>>690425129
what did she do exactly?

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>>690425082
you know it.

so who do you think dies today?

>>690425457
Rickon, Ramsey, Wun Wun, Davos, (For sure)
MAYBE Sansa, Tormund,
The Night king might show up
The Vale will definitely ride to save the day.
You?

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>>690425194
shit dad, had nothing to do with kids until divorce
>>690425234
i was having a sleepover with a friend (keep in mind i was a pretty young kid) and she kept tapping on the door to the room we were in
i went to the door which is a big glass door (pic related) and she poked her head out and yelled
I already didnt like the dark, that cemented it

>>690425016
This makes me cry

>>690425817
I hope Davos makes it really. otherwise I agree, except for Sansa, I think her character hasn't been fully developed yet

oh and Vale knights are gonaa show up for sure, yeah. Night King doubt it, though I'll be disappointed if the Wall doesn't fall by the end of this season

>>690424507
holy shit anon

>>690424507
that one teared me up. got moar?

>>690426379
#WallFall
#GetHype

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I have a story for you guys, if you're interested in heartbreak.

>>690427218
go ahead

>>690427218
Post it

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>>690427218
aalways

>>690427218
do it already

>>690427567
what's wrong with her eye?

>>690413240

>Where oh where can my baby be?
>The Lord took her away from me.
>She's gone to Heaven so I've got to be good,
>So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

the feels, man. the feels.

>>690414117
when i fail a exam i have to wait for a year .. and i m failing

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>>690427853
its just the way shes looking at the phone screen cause its close to her face

>>690414117
when i fail a exam i have to wait for a year .. and i m failing since 2011 .. the cop exam.. so be thankfull to god there are others like me having 12 times the pain since last 3 years

>>690428066
>>690428195

we have like two rounds of exams, but the second one is usually tougher

good point tho

>>690428136
she's cute

>>690414569
tell u onething no matter whatever happen do not stop beleiving in god .. u r no talone u have god with u .. and dont quit .. if there is something troubling u hel other who been suffreing .. and this atttitude of being future medfags is great

>>690428438
im glad you think so anon
she makes me feel good cause shes really attractive and i know ill never get to talk to her, its quite sobering

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Saddest thing I've ever read

>>690428445
thanks man, I really am not a person of faith, still, I appreciate what you said. And I do believe spirituality is important, despite everything

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>>690413240

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>>690427218
>>690427366
>>690427441
Okay it's a bit jumbled up... but as I'm typing this, I'm talking to the girl I'll be speaking of.
>Be me
>Senior year in hs
>Been with girl I've been convinced is the one for me. Despite the small age gap.
>We were all about each other, were boy/girl versions of each other basically. Still kind of are. Same humor and such.
>ff to December of 2014, me and her are talking about the age thing again.
>I am 17, she's 15 going on 16 in a few.
>Her mom works at an air force base and is a strict mom, doesn't like me much for dating her daughter behind her back.
>Tell girl we may need to break up when I turn 18 for the possibility her mom could use it against me and possibly put me in jail. I don't know how cynical the mom is.
>We agree when my birthday rolled around, we would keep in touch, but not be together and just wait until she got out of school to be together again.
>She was more than worth the wait.
>Despite how young I am and she is, everything between us clicked. From the get-go we were inseparable.
>I guess she is my first love. Though, I have had the puppy love stuff before. This was different to me.
>FF to February, birthday comes.
>We break up. We are both sad we can;t be "together" anymore.
>We consider still being physical sometimes, but in the end decide not to because of jealous bastards at school who might rat us out (yes they were interconnected in the drama so much they could do so)
>FF later that month.
>Skype call from my bro.
>"Hey anon how are you"
>Immediately know something is up, cause it was a random late night Skype call, and this bro of mine particularly didn't use the phrase "how are you" or cared much about asking your feelings and whatnot, still a very close friend to me.
>"So... girl and I have been talking."
>Fucking really...
cont.

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>>690428728

>>690428445
Stop believing in that shit, why would someone so great make everyone's lives so shitty

>>690427218
Are you writing I the Winds of Winter over there?

>>690428593
I feel like she has this pure vibe, can't really explain it. like, she's really attractive but I feel like fapping to her is wrong and would make me feel bad. don't feel like this very often, always find it weird af when I do

HEeellLp Im on the Toilet anad there is oonly MExiccAng PAIN

>>690428762
I hope this is going somewhere... sounds like HS drama crap

>>690415575
U cant

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Web007rzSOI&index=171&list=FLo5Nj3zCWYCIYcBow9ySYiQ

>>690428813
kek

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>>690428768
>>690428728
these are good, the weird incest bit in the second one was strange but theyre still great
>>690428889
from what she posts on facebook and instagram, shes a really nice person. she has a few of her own youtube videos too which are great, its a shame theres so many people who post such disgusting shit in comments of her stuff
>>690428762
i already dont like the sound of this

>>690429615
this guy knows it

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>"Just wanted to see how you felt about that."
>"Of course I am not okay with that man... I love her... wha-why would you even ask that..."
>"... well. Yeah, just wanted to know. Let me know how you feel after the weekend. Goodnight."

Then it goes downhill.

>Find out my group of friends, about 6 guys or so, wanted them to date despite me and girl's very recent history...
>Two of those guys eventually become hostile and push me away, and even go as far as to throw a party on the same weekend as my 18th.
>20 people invited, 10 of which I consider very close friends...
>2 show up. My best friend, and my bro who has been with me since hs started.
>Get really fucking pissed at everyone and just shut everyone away.
>My spare time isn't playing games on my comp anymore. It's sitting in my room listening to music and just chilling alone.
>Thinking about her with him.
>I see them both every single day until graduation. Even then, they will still be in my life somehow.

FF to summer.

>Two bros that backstabbed me make up for it, apologize, we move on, water under the bridge.
>Still a little not okay with talking to my bro who did the dirty.
>Eventually we are all okay, but my mind is still on her.

Spent this last year trying to get over heer, going on dates, Tinder, fb chicks I went to school with, college girls, nothing fixes it for me.

Girl and I talk, we are talking right now. We sometimes talk about how we feel, and despite her doing me wrong, I care...

She's still so close to me, but I can't have her.

She just is dangling in front of me. When we all hang out, when we chill and bro is buried in his phone texting her.

Yet she tells me she still cares.

I know I am stupid for me to even talk to her.

She's just a big part of my life. And she's hard not to think about. She's drop dead gorgeous and is literally the other half of me.

Now I'm 19, she's 17. I'm living in my own place, and she's still dating him.

i need to get dubs right now
fucking hell go to sleep

>>690413240
>Be me
>Be married for 11 and a half years
>Wife doesn't want sex because neither of us are fixed and she doesn't want more than 3 kids
>Doesn't trust any form of birth control
>Totally 100% uninsterested in blow jobs, hand jobs, or toys
>3 years since sex
>Got a Fathers Day card from my 7yr old
>Wife hasn't said shit about Fathers Day, asked what I want to do or basically given a fuck
>Go on /b/, find feels thread, post bullshit drama that will likely end with "Why are you on /b/" (As if I haven't been here since 2005)
>Pretty sure we're getting divorced after today
>Shit day, partially shit marriage.
>Fuck you.

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>>690430230
I want to do that all over again. So bad.

I miss her. And love her still very very much.

>>690415575
untill u find a new gf u cant (and this new gf shud look good then her ) and then time will pass evryone goes old and ugly your old gf ugly and new gf hot .. easy choice for the ind

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>>690430444

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>>690430474

>>690430261

So go get fixed. It's like 10 minutes and free on most insurances.

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>>690430541

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>>690430588

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>>690430310
if she turns 18 and ditches him, i would advise against trying to get back together with her
as bad as it is, she didnt hold on for a reason, im not saying youre not good enough, its probably her
its gonna take a long time before your mind leaves her though, speaking from personal experience

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>>690430615

>>690419460
dude i was so ugly that my gradma use to say in that no beautifull girl will EVER date you .. .so far so true

>>690430518

1. You can't fap for 30 days
2. You can't fuck for 120 days
3. I've been on the clinical trial list for Vasalgel for probably 4 years, likely ignored and passed up for the high-dollar donators.

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>>690430658
that one really got to me anon
https://youtu.be/jCHIAVqVKyA

>>690430261
"Fuck You"
Perfect ending
For real though that sucks divorce that lady

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>>690430648
Thank you man. I appreciate the feedback.

>>690430261
sorry man, you two should sit down and have a serious talk

>>690430518

Also, if I'm honest with myself, we as a couple are pretty incompatible. The only thing keeping us together to this point is the very definition of what commitment means. I'm not sure if I'm done having kids, and I'm not 100% she's just trying to get me to get fixed so she can fuck me out of having more kids by someone else because she's literally completely uninterested in sex, touching, or physical intimacy but continues to tell me that somehow that would all change if I was fixed which even when we were trying to have kids was hit and miss as newlyweds AT BEST.

>>690424484
i have same problem
i cant talk to females, i just cant. everytime i think i go there and talk and be myself, but after i say "hello", i start mumbling random bullshit that is completely unintresting.
im 20 and had this problem almost all my life...

i think i am faggot and one good day i will kill myself, but before that i have alot of drugs to test, places to visit and shit to do.

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>>690431242
go live before you die
i dont have the ability to do that, i will soon be dead, staying here is too much of a struggle

>>690431242
also i am kissless virgin

>>690431075
Oh, I've told her everything. I've told her why I don't feel comfortable getting fixed and why I think her reasoning is bullshit.

Excluding a period week AND ovulation 80% of the month is completely safe to have intercourse without the risk of having another baby plus, even more so if I wear a condom and if we use spermicide.

It's just bullshit.

>>690430310
I know this is not what you wanna hear, but probably it's for the best. it sounds like you cared a lot more about you two than she did, and dating your friend was a backstab, I'm surprised you don't resent her. If I were you I'd try to give her the silent treatment for some time, and I don't mean just a week. That will give you an insight on what she truly feels about you for sure

>>690413240
Got kicked out of me granny's house today. I have a good paying job and enough for a down payment on a new house but just humiliated as fuck today.

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>>690415575
I deleted my facebook and instagram for this very reason. Just delete them and move on. Try not to think about her and do things to keep your mind occupied. Also try to find other girls. Some might make you forget about her more than others, but in the long run youll get over it

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>>690431614
I've heard it all before. Thanks for the advice, and I have actually not talked to her for some time, in and out, and she usually is the one to confront me and start a conversation. Which is nice. She tells me she cares, and that it was hard for her to see me talk to other people. Which is totally ass backwards, but I'm just not a big enough ass to say that to her face... I just kid of brush it off as "yeah." when she says that stuff... cause what do you say? "you were an asshole to me". I want to say that... but it was a year ago. It's gone and done, it's silly to make a big deal about it now. You know what I mean? I understand both sides... I just don't know which one to jump onto.
btw /b/ pic is me, senior photos

>>690431480
sorry to hear that,hope things get better. do your kids know about you two not getting along?

Ignored on father's day by everyone I care about, blown off by family for stupid shit. Literally only have one person in my life who would notice my absence. My son. Convincing myself someone else will do right by him. Tired of being alone

>>690432006
sounds like she wants to keep you as a plan b

>>690432052
what stupid shit?

>>690432157
See I would think so if my bro wasn't so... not her type to me. Idk maybe you're right, but I just can't see that.

>>690432018
We don't argue or act like your typical dysfunctional marriage, so no. I would guess probably not.

>>690432052
"Tired of being alone"
God I know that feel

>>690432052

Shit son, you're not alone.

See: >>690430261

>>690432248
you're blind man. just ask her straightforward what does he have that you don't, why is she with him when you two had something so special as you say you did

>>690432836
You're right. You're right.

Have had a gf for roughly 3 years, says she could spend the rest of her life with me but in the space of a week tells me we aren't speaking and has a new bf.

> Be me
> Be manager at shitty telemarketing firm
> Like to be close to my agents because I genuinly care about them
> 17 Year old Girl starts crying while on the phone
> Pull her aside and as what's wrong
> Tells me her Step Mom murdered her father last year and she's still having trouble coping
> That wasn't the saddest part. What came next brought me to tears
> Looks me right in the eyes and says
> "I'm so tired of being depressed"

This makes me sad because she realised she had a problem but felt she couldn't do anything about it... still tears me up

>>690433293
what did you do? did you help her?

>>690433148
she clearly didn't love you. I hate it when people say stuff like "forever" and "I love you" without really thinking about what that means

>>690433471
I just looked at her and said
"One day everything will be better I promise"
Then took a long smoke break

>>690433667
This happened only recently, still hurts man

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>>690433667
>>690433293
ahhh yes ive had this too, ex said to me "forever and always" on more than one occasion, knew that i was scared of her betraying me too
funny how shit changes

>>690432789
I just miss getting a fucking hug now and again, but its been 5 years since I've dated, and I live half the year in 2 places, hard to find a girl down with that. So i just gave up I guess.

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>>690434386
dude, i got a hug from the girl at work i really like, smelt like her perfume for the rest of the night, was fucking amazing

who /listening to vaporwave/ right now?

>>690413240
the ugly guys losers is ugly and try to hurt the popular people cause is ugly and has no friends and is ugly as shit with his ugly as shit face

>>690434386

Shit dude, I totally feel that. I can't remember the last time my wife initiated any kind of physical contact. It's like she's fucking broken.

>>690413240
and the ugly guy losers smell like shit like beyonce and is ugly and the ugly guys loser smellel ike shti like beyonce and is ugly and smell leike dog poop like beyonce and is ugly and smell like dog shit like beyonce like the ugly guys losers like the funny looking ugly guys losers

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Can you really survive all alone in this world..?

>>690434622
wat

>>690428762
please anon go on

>>690416167
Edgy summerfag is edgy.

Kids these days...

>>690430261 (You) here

Was just scrolling through Shitbook and found a post the wife made wishing me a happy Fathers Day but didn't bother to tag me or say anything more than she had to. Still though, I guess that's something. I shouldn't complain too much else I look like a faggot.

Bear with me anons, I don't post very often. I mainly lurk, and I will green text this shit for you.
>Be me, 15 at the time.
>Living life in a comfortable environment, friends that care, somewhat popular
>Enjoy basically sitting on my computer all day playing LoL with my moronic friends
>Remember the fun retarded times man
>Grandmother is delirious, she's dying faster than I could count to ten.
>She doesn't remember who any of us are, immediate family stays with her 24/7, probably why we didn't leave sooner
>Passed away in early Feb last year
>She took care of me and my fucktard siblings while we were kids, I still remember how she played go-fish with us ALL THE TIME
>Her memory was shit, and thought my grandfather (who I never met, died 2 months before I was born) was still alive, and he just went out to the store constantly
>Doesn't even feel bad for not spending the counting down days with her, nope, computer time
>Hear mom constantly screaming we are moving, ignore her thinking about empty threats,
>Never going to leave, said the faggot
>Grandmother's death is followed by a shit storm of boxes, negative time to pack, and a four day road trip
>Packing wasn't bad, neither was road trip, lot of time to think and shit, but didn't actually feel horrible just yet.
>Get to new house almost a year ago...
>Two weeks in, depression hits harder than a truck pulling two tankards of liquid mercury heading at a 45 degree decline with 80+ mph
>Sends me constantly into my room
>Meanwhile, my faggot twin brother, the only person I still had some kind of connection with completely changes fir the worst.
>School starts, awkward fuck who is obsessed with his button-up polo shirts
>Am not a cringy one, just... there.
>I rarely ever said shit the first few days of school, which is fine.
>Before moving, I played the cello, and had the worlds most basic understanding of how music actually worked.
>Since I got her, so much knowledge, so much love to the instrument

>>690435675
>My, school rented, cello was broken, and beaten up, cracks in the body, in the neck, but it was still mine.
>I loved it more than anything, I literally carried the massive full sized cello to every class, to school every day when I didn’t even have the class for it.
>Musical time comes around at school and I play in it, only cello
>Meet some new friends, have the best time in my life with those people
>Constantly remember my mother saying “I’m so proud of you” repeatedly through the performances, all the love and hate towards everything I felt came out of my eyes in liquid
>Every time
>Musical ends, sudden free time pops out of nowhere, mid Nov.
>Incoming rollercoaster until now
>The feeling of depression rolls around again as something that I got used to again was violently ripped away from me.
>Never copied the music, remember only two short phrases from the music that I play all of the time
>A Christmas Carol, nothing will ever equal it
>Get job the second I turn 16, biggest. Mistake. Ever.
>Early Jan, starting to feel better, loved at work, best worker/10
>Friends are messing around, cello gets knocked over, and breaks
>BREAKS
>Feb 9th, and 2:18pm I noticed it was broken
>Never, ever felt worse in my life, meanwhile obsessed with a girl that is as obsessed with me
>The cello was always more important to her, but I never noticed till then
>Lay cello down, walk calmly out to call mom
>Spoke “It’s gone, it’s broken” before breaking down, slumping against the side of the building
>I lost it all, suddenly nothing else hurt me that much, no broken bones amounted to that pain
>I grab one from the closet to play, girl wonders what’s wrong, and I blow up
>Incoming regret
>Apologize, realize I was a dick to her for no reason
>Go home and cry the whole time I’m there.
>Find out about the piano guys that day
>Lose my shit even harder when I hear what I COULD do with it, with what I loved

>>690435675
carry on

>>690435211
More than I got. Maybe after tonight I'll just an hero. Nobody needs me around anyway.

>>690435922
>Tell girl in class with me, sudden grasp of feels when she sits there and talks to me for a few days on end, she’s really fucking chill.
>Enter next few weeks, cello can’t be fixed, lose what I loved more than anything on earth for good
>10/10 in a garbage dump now
>Never the same, yatta, yatta
>Hangs out with first girl mentioned more, whatever, she smokes weed
>Slowly gets into it, first time really high I was dead set on putting the fabric a certain way from her robe as if it were a couch cushion
>Starts feeling better, but no longer any feels
>Mom finds out about drugs
>Threatens to call the cops
>Find out the next day that back in Feb, third girl had a massive crush on me by mom, sister and her sister gossip about it
>Suddenly so angry for not being told sooner
>Realize I need to change, so do.
>And slowly start feeling better, still feel like shit.
>If I break another cello, I will end my life, I swore it to myself
>Am currently playing on 1st chair’s cello since she left for college
>Inb4 underaged b8
>Okay.
>Only one that tries at work, wants to quit more than anything, loves managers, and I don’t want to hurt them
>So suffer for shit tier minimum wage at Smith’s while I do everyone’s job at once
>Am promised position when I age, but I doubt it
Enjoy what has been the worst rollercoaster ride in my life.

>>690436100
>"Just give it time", "You will get through this"
I know I will, because I have to. But I'm just here to vent a little, I needed to put the last year of my life into some text, and I had to get it out there. I really don't care if anyone reads it, if I get called a faggot. That shit won't hurt me. Now I must work at my shit tier job, have a good day anons.

>>690436287
you too man,best of luck

>>690436287
Forgot to add
>Brother starts dating the school whore, whatever.jpeg
>Not too upset by it, but he becomes a... whatever the fuck he is now, and I hate it more than anything.
>Tries to help him through his shit, doesn't care enough to try anymore after he refuses help.
>He can rot in hell for all I care.

>>690415405
my boy are you me? My neuroanatomy exam is this thursday. I'm probably going to fail, the girl i love is moving away from my city. kek fuck my life, atleast i'll probably be a doctor, right?

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Guys ive been homeless living in my van for the last year, feeding my self by fishing at a local river

One week later i find my self in a court getting threatened with a 500$ fine or 6 weeks in jail, how is this right, for a man cant feed him self anymore without having to go to a local store and spending precious money some of us dont have.

>>690414569
Kys

>Be a father on fathersday
>Been nearly 6 years since i saw my daughter
>Not even a photo in 3 years
>My parents get to see her every weekend but even they don't bother to let me know her.
>She doesn't even know that i am her father, she thinks some fuckbag my ex cheated on me with is her father.
>FFS I am alone, in my living room, drinking whiskey before noon, and would trade all of what i have to see that little girl again.

>>690424507
...holy fuck. Is that for real?

>>690436602
go for it man, kill that exam

at least you won't fail because you didn't go to the exam at all ha

and about the girl I'm sorry man, I haven't seen mine in a month and that wrecks me, can't imagine if she moved away

>at least I'll probably be a doctor

can't tell you the number of times I've thought that too kek

>>690436990
will do

>>690437047
hang in there man

>>690437047
Hire a hitman.

>>690437423
>>690436565
I dont plan on going anywhere, just gets hard this time of year, i missed every milestone so far. I missed her first steps, her first words, her first day of pre-school. Her first Christmas and birthday. I stopped caring years ago that the mother of my child cheated repeatedly, she would berate and treat me horribly, and she took me for almost everything i had, but that went numb, i just have a old photo of my daughter, not even a good one, just one of her.

>>690436057
I dunno man. I'm seriously considering setting up a new shitbook account, getting some out of town work and hitting up tinder.

>>690438420
tell us your story

>>690438582
Have to give me a minute, it will take some time to type out.

>>690438670
sure

>>690438510
won't you regret that later?

>>690438510
Ive debated that, I'm just average, just lack the confidence in myself now I guess

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Father's Day Feels

>May 4th
>Son is 8 months old
>His first Star Wars day
>Gotta make it special, even though he's too little to watch them yet
>Stop at toy store
>ifindyourlackofselectiondisturbing.mp3
>Wait a minute
>Found it
>Stuffed Chewbacca
>Nearly as big as he is
pic related
>Get to the house and Mommy asks what's in the bag
>Son's eyeballing that green bag like it's got the droids he's looking for
>Pull out the plush, tell him it's a new friend
>His name is Chewie
>He lights up like a lightsaber
>Hugs his new buddy
>Nonstop giggles
>Doesn't even put him in his mouth
>mylittlejedi.jpeg
>We build and knockdown blocks
>Peekaboo with Chewie
>Fly him around like an X-Wing
>Feel it flowing through us
>Look at Mommy
>Look at the clock
>Time's up
>Wookie hugs for my padowan
>Kiss him, breathe him in, try to take as much with me as I can
>Hand him to Mommy
>Look at her
>"I love you."
>sadsmile.exe
>"I know."
>Door shuts behind me
>Sit on the steps leading to my old home
>167 hours until next time
>Weep

May the force be with you, son. Always.

>>690434600
not really but can't stop watching these vids
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGkQdoG-7zw

>>690438958
Honestly, maybe? That's why I haven't up to this point but this bullshit is getting OOOOLD. Either we're going to have to have a healthy sexual relationship again or we're going to divorce because of an unhealthy incompatibility.

So..

>>690439047
Same, and same.

>>690439297
why did you divorce her?

>>690413240

posted this on its now thread but no replies

idk how to greentext

ik im newfag
-at school
-oh shit new girl
-10/10
-she notices im staring
-fuckme.jpeg
-laugh it off
-she sits next to me
-awkward af for a while
-we become friends

FF 2 YEARS

-didnt talk to her as much cause class finished
-still like her
-finds out she used to like me
-fuckmylife.jpeg
-ask her about it
-she says its true but glad nothing happened
-smile and agree
-totally hate myself for a while
-start having feelings for different girl, we'll call her 'Girl B'
-find out girl B likes me
-we date for just under a month
-broke up about 3 weeks ago
-it wasnt working
-first girl is the only person i have serious conversations with
-she helped me get with girl B
-still totally like girl A
-no one has any clue


the fuck do i do /b/ros

>>690439749
She divorced me. I was a shit spouse and it cost me everything.

>>690439847
sounds like you're deep in the friendzone

btw greentexting is literally just writing > before whatever phrase

>>690440023
yet you still love her?

>>690413240
>be me
>i caught first bf in bed with a hooker, i was destroyed for a year after that...
>fast forward 3 months a new guy appeared
>everything is so beautiful, i can finally say i experience love
>he starts to hit me, in public, beat me up at his place because ''he's the leader''
>he lefts me, my heart is broken and he doesn't even wants to hear from me again
>i'm struggling with suicide, I take 5 different types of medication for depression and anxiety + therapy, nothing seems to work
>abusive and alcoholic family

I consider suicide more than everything...you're my only source of happiness, /b/ :(

>>690440094
>like this

>>690440023
>I was a shit spouse

Don't be too hard on yourself. A good woman always gives support to her husband which causes him to not be a "shit spouse". Unless you were getting drunk and beating her up, the blame is 50/50.

>>690440162
how old are you?

>>690440094
>im gonna look stupid if this doesnt work

thats my guess tho, fucking annoying cause shes perfect in every way and like litterally my only friends i can talk to about deep stuff

I need advice, /b/... So the one girl who I have ever loved started talking with me again yesterday, we were on the phone for six hours talking about shit. A year ago we dated and broke up, then never talked again other than one drunk text i sent. Yesterday... She said that she broke up with me because she couldn't handle the fact that just to see her, I'd have to travel an hour every time. She claimed that her next boyfriend was only to get over the grief, and that she nearly killed herself. Apparently she did it for my own good. I know her type, they fly between men and never look back. What reason does she have to go back to me?

>>690440434
19, soon 20.

Why?

>>690440134
sorry read she. why were you a shit spouse?

>>690440538
just wondering. you still have a whole life ahead of you, hope things get better

>Be 16, live in small town on small island.
>Be happy, for the most part. Parents and i are not getting along, normal shit.
>Three close friends, large group of acquaintances, and a girl i was dating since entering high school.
>During the summer she got knocked up. Stupid kid thinking condoms are for chumps. (look where it got me.)
>Went to visit father shortly after she found out.
>Oh boy, another statistic.
>Found out the day i got back. Drank myself silly that night.
>Fast forward, dropped out of school starting working doing manual labor. General construction for my cousins company and boat repair on the side. Good money and shit for my age.
>Get home every now and then to notice that someone has been in my place aside from me and her. Check it off as nothing.
>Fast forward, alot more strange happenings, coming home and seeing my best friend, lets call him jess, looking out of breath and sleeping on my couch.
>Baby mama says he got off work and didnt want to hike his ass home so he crashed.
>Know he didnt have a job but maybe he did under the table shit.
>Kids born, underage still, 17 now, but still so happy. Cutest little brat ever born.
>three months later i finally catch jess and my ex together, fucking like rabbits, on my bed.
>fast forward past all of the shit involving who gets to get the fuck out of my place. (Hint they stayed.)
>Court shit went horrible for me, being the younger one (she turned 18 soon after my kid was born) as well as her being native american.
>She decided that she did not want me paying child support on the mind set that its some bullshit that will let me see her.
>Still pay most of my spare money into a savings account in my daughters name to this day.
>Ex changed my kids last name to hers.
>Kids 8 months now. Have not seen my daughter since she was 4 months old. Happy as fuck to see her again, tons of stuffed animals, kids clothes, literally all i can afford.
>Ex shows up with a restraining order. no kid.

>>690440162
meds won't help longterm
try to get into meditation

>>690440535
She's lonely, has no other men in her life(yet!) and comes to you.

If you two get along again and she meets a guy who is greater than you(at first because you know the honeymoon phase fades) she'll leave you for that guy.

>>690440633
>dubs

Thank you, I hope that too...I nearly killed myself two weeks ago...I was barely breating due to intense crying and pain...I doubt it will get better...

>>690440448
you could just ask her if she sees you as more than a friend. if she says no things might get awkward, true, but if you make her comfortable about it and ensure her it won't change anything then I guess you're good

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>>690440134
Yeah, I do. I didn't want to split up and lose my family.

>>690440182
Addiction and infidelity are pretty shitty. I was weak and she found out about all of it at once. I wanted to work it out, but it was too much for too long. Also note that these things led to lots of other failures on my behalf like not being the supportive and attentive spouse I should have been. She wasn't perfect, no one is, but she sure as hell was as close as I'd ever get.

Only things that keep me going are that I promised my son I'd be there for him and that I might get the chance to make it up to my ex.

>>690440847

i would but i get so awkward talking to girls i like, girls i have no intrst in? not a problem but the second i like a girl i just cant fucking talk to her without being superrrrrrrrrr awkward

beta fag ik

>>690440789
fuck man

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>>690428596