you're not going to find what you need on /b/, fam

What's your point. If you want to kill yourself, go ahead. It's your life

got nudes?

>>690326882
Not for you

>>690326410
Call a dr, get a script for some xanax. Don't go crazy on it, just use it to sleep, chill you out if you need it.

Start smoking weed. This will also help keep your xanax usuage down. Relax.

>>690327166
tits or gtfo

>>690326410
greentext stories pls

>>690327242
Military.

>>690326410
Dammit
I want a cheese steak now

>>690327457
the army sucks when they are allowed to smoke dick but not weed.

as soon as you come to terms with the fact that life literally has no meaning everything becomes a whole lot easier. find something you like and drown yourself in it. and remember kids, escapism is one hell of a drug.

>>690327166
for me then?

>>690327376
"They were raped so the must be female"

Typical summers

>>690327457
then kill yourself. Sounds to me like you are putting yourself in this position.

>i need help i want to kill myself
>cant get help cause Im military

Either pick yourself up by your straps son and make whatever change you need to make, or just off yourself. Totally up to you man.

>>690327683
You don't get to do things you want very often in the military.

>>690328004
do you get to post nudes in the military? how about you do that now, and greentext childhood stories.

You'll feel better if you do.

>>690327798
Yeah my initial question was going to be how should I kill myself but I didn't think how it would play out.

buy some pills illegal on the internet

>>690328219
Oh wow really? Awesome let me just go ahead and do that then anon

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>>690326410
Go in for counseling. Counseling =/= to mental instability, however, thoughts of killing yourself is.

Anxiety, depression, self-doubt, paranoia, are all very normal responses to abuse and rape, and are treatable, whereas death is very un-treatable.

Find a good reputable physician, and begin treatment.

Hope you make it!

-Someone who was raped and abused and wanted to kill himself but was lucky enough to get counseling. Literally saved my life!

-Bananaman to cheer you up!

>>690328467
To deal with the mental problems or to kill myself? They go through all mail sent to us and I have drug tests every two weeks

>hurr, i cant smoke weed, take xanax or get psychiatric help cuz im in the army
>hurr i got psychatric problems
>think im gonna kill myself

Why dont you just try to leave the army you stupid faggot, if you are just gonna end it anyhow.

>>690328853
>greentext time!

>>690326410
Mmm I do like Charley's. Can we make this into a Charlie's thread now?

>>690327738
>summers
Just fuck off already

>>690328219
>be me
>be 10
>have a fever
>lie in bed
>suddenly feel a thermometer up my ass
>feel so violated
>cry erryday
>join the army
>post on /b/

>>690329106
>be b4 5yo....parents divorced when I was 2... mom's got custody. She's a nurse and is frequently gone 48 to 72 hours.
>left alone for days sometimes, ate dog food once was so hungry.
>fast forward to being 9, mom's boyfriend's son breaks into my room frequently for assrape for about a year until my mom finally catches him
>he was 18, much bigger than me and literally threatened to kill me if I ever told anyone.
>did this with his hand around my throat pinning me to the wall with one arm and my feet off the ground so I totally believed him.
>mom used to beat me, threw a plate at my face once, thankfully, I blocked it with my arm instead.

>>690326410
Call or walk-in to Behavioral Health. You won't get kicked out for that.

I'm currently going for depression and other shit. Talking about it with someone helps a ton.

>Also, I feel like I know which base this is from the pic... I also realized that food courts are all generally the same inside.

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>>690326410
zanax

>>690330081
Was your moms boyfriends son a negro?

And what is your race?

Also, did the experience turn you into a faggot?

>>690326410
>can't get psychological help because can't leave military
>might just kill myself, leave entire of life instead

makes no sense op, just get your head sorted.

>>690330081
>when mom's told the cops I was too scared to tell confirm the story, was afraid he would get to me before they found him.
>he broke into our house for a final romp with a knife to my throat to make sure I never told
>fast forward to me being 13, dad finally got custody, literally changed/saved my life.
>thanked Dad every day, until he died 5 years ago.
>Still miss him to this day, every day.

Thanks dad! I love you and I miss you!

>>690326410
Relax Megan

>>690326410
Hot. Greentext so I can jerk off?

>>690330531
Yes Black

Mix, White/Hispanic.... <--checks 'other' Too brown to be white, doesn't speak fluent spanish

No. I'm straight. But one of the questions with homosexual rape that does come up is sexuality. Men do not turn me on.

>>690330723
Are you gay now and have fantasies of rape? I know people who suffered abuse usually develop fetishes for what happened to them. Did it happen to you? Just curious, and I'm sorry that happened to you.

>>690330723
How old are you now, and are you gonna track down your rapist and rape him back?

>>690326410
Age, sex, location?

>Charlie's Steaks

On base as fuck

>>690331115
Actually, the opposite, I feel the need to be dominate in the bedroom.

Being 'helpless' and 'out of control' are very uncomfortable feelings for me in personal relationships.

>>690331332
Do you like fucking chicks hard in the ass?

>>690331332
Did you ever see a counselor about your past? Also sexuality?

>>690326410
Dont stay here in /b/. Nobody will help you here.

>>690326410

I had a dad once

>>690331131
45.

I actually had a friend who was former leo offer to track him down for some payback, (ie. killing the guy)

I have no interest in the guy. I have a family with children to care for. I'd rather spend my energy caring for them.

>>690326410
You know OP, going to mental health hardly ever gets reported back to the chain. Only if you're like, "Agh, I'm so upset I'm going to murder someone." Then it might cause problems, but I've known people who have gone to mental health for things like this and they're still serving with me, and they're happier for it too. It might be stressful at first but, at least from those I've spoken to, everything worked out well in the end.

What branch are you in?

AirFuck reporting in.

>>690331525
yes, amonst other places! With their consent.

Actually had a girlfriend with a rape fetish. That I think that was somehow therapeutic. I can't explain why, maybe because I was in control.

>>690331673
So is your dad white?

Also, do you meet with ur mom still?

>>690331558
Ya that's kinda the point. Besides dad giving me a safe place to live, I was eventually able to get some counseling. Made a HUGE HUGE! Difference.

>>690329528
Wish it was a thermometer. Would've been a lot easier to explain why I have to take certain pills just to shit now

>>690330081
Do you think rape is more of power thing, or just busting a nut?

>>690331673
genxfag here
nigga if you don't get some help with this shit your brain is going to keep telling you to do something to yourself. the best thing you can do for yourself-and your family-is to get some help, outside the military docs if necessary. There are sliding scale places that will see you for very cheap, but you have to look for them.

The shit will never go away if you try and ignore it.
>I used to drink to forget about abuse

>>690326410

Don't call it rape just because he wouldn't return the favor after you sucked his dick.

>>690332367
dayum, they busted your ass?

>>690332167
Dad was white. English/irish decent.

Mom was hispanic.

Counseling helped me eventually come to terms with the neglect/abuse from mom. Had a 'breakthrough' and confronted her as an adult. After a long drive and lots of tears we eventually became close again. I wasn't able to talk to her for years after realizing what she had done to me but Counseling helped me wrap my mind around all of it and deal with it.

>>690332167
Sadly both mom and dad are passed away now.

>>690326410
have you thought about stripping?

The class IV store is your friend. Get fucked up on some cheap liquor and drink your problems away. That's how you dealt with shit when I was in that Army. Come back stateside and your wife has been fucking everyone on the base. Drink a bottle of MD and it's all better.

>>690326410
is that you with the ruffles?

>>690332416
Being 9 and getting molested by someone I was supposed to trust in my own home when I was neglected by my own mother left me feeling like I was helpless and fearful for my life.

I think rape is the result of a sick mind. A type of psychosis.

Rat him out and his friend before u go a go go. Don't let this fiend not paying for it. If he and the friends are convicted and sentenced to jail, they'll suffer. I mean SUFFER. Think it as the greatest payback of all time. For all we know, they might be molesting other innocence children. That could be on your hands. Plz rat them out. NOW

>>690326410
I don't know what branch you are in, but I was medicated for depression when I was in The Marine Corps. The doctor told me that people that enlist aren't expected to me normal or completely sane. I refused to admit to having a plan to commit suicide, but admitted to thinking about it. He also told me that I'd be surprised if I knew how many of my seniors are medicated.

>>690332491
dude, I'm the one who went to counseling. Things are good here. OP is the guy you need to talk to .

>>690333155
GOT ANY PICS OF THE RAPE

>>690326410
I dont normally try to help but here we go. Dude, if your a Marine than you fucking know better. If your a sailor, soldier, or airman than you still probably know better. The military isnt going to lable you ffucking damaged goods and boot you the fuck out. The military has do many people that are trained to not fuck you over in a situation like this. Thd Chaplin for instance cant tell your chain of command about ANYTHING you talk about in privite (except if he beleives you will hurt others or yourself). Man the fuck up and get some help, you matter to those around you. Its so selfish to take your life away from those that value it.

>>690326410
Are you at Ft. Benning?

>>690333155
Did you like watching LA Law in the 80s?

>>690333339
off by one faggot

>>690326410
why did you join military and why are you intent on staying?
you say you want to kys but obviously your position in the military means something for you. what do you want from it? you want to protect your nation and serve your people? dedicate yourself to that shit.
you wanna kys? do the world a favour; train up, steal gear, go awol and blow up mecca during their pilgramage in september

>>690326410
What's your living situation now, OP? I'm not sure if I'll be able to help you but I'll atleast talk to you and try to comfort you

I know it's /b/. But I honestly feel sorry for all you victims. Let them pay. You actually do have a voice now. Do it. NOW

>>690332491
>>690326410

....but you are spot on.... go to a civilian doc... many will work with you on price.....

>>690333155
did he make u suck dick too?

>>690327457
claim you were gang raped on base. instant honorable discharge. celebrate by smoking it up.

Im just posting because Charley's sandwiches are fucking awesome!

>>690333602
you put "comfort" in place of "rape by accident again anon.

>>690333651
fuck your feels faggot.post nudes

>>690333558
No not a fan I think that was in the 90's. I remember liking Moonlighting.

Don't come here for serious advice, first of all. And second of all, killing yourself is NOT a better alternative than getting kicked out of the military.

Get a therapist, seek a professional. It'll get better in the long run, trust me. You just have to help yourself before you can expect others to help you.

>>690333712
Thankfully no.

>>690334260
did you want to suck dick? do you want to suck dick now?

>>690334087
What kind of pornos did u get?

>>690331053
its your duty as a man to track the rapist down and castrate him. DO IT OR YOUR A FAGGOT. I promise everything will be better once you do.

>>690326410

agree with the other posts. you need professional help. not a bunch of man children on the internet.

>>690334396
S/m, ffm, mfm, vids with hot chick's/or look like a past fling.

>>690333155
yeah, none of this shit happened.

>>690331053
>Men do not turn me on.
they just turn you over and ass rape you until you leak out of your ears

>>690326410
If you get kicked out of military get revenge on your father and everyone who abused you

>>690334223
therapist.
the rapist.
not sure OP is up to that

>>690330885
This is so true. I met a lot fucked up Megans

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>>690334787
OP cant get kicked out for sucking dick. dont ask dont tell

>>690334805
He's op. Of course he is

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>>690326410
As a former 68X (behavioral health specialist), I would highly suggest seeking counseling services from a behavioral health professional. What people don't realize about having psychological issues is that they can fester and potentially make it virtually impossible to function normally which may lead to an irreversible act. As I'm sure you've heard before, suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problem. I'm not attempting to minimize your traumatic experiences, but want you to get to realize that those events are what happened to you, not who you are.

If you're that concerned about continuing your career, you should confide in the counselor but withhold the information regarding suicidal ideation with intent. However, I would recommend complete self-disclosure on the issues to help you find some sense of mental liberation from past demons.

I fully understand the stigma regarding behavioral health in the military, but our intention is not to keep you away from your mission as much as keeping you up to speed and on your game. We are force multipliers, first and foremost.

hey don't kill yourself because then I'll have to go to another fucking brief

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>>690334738
this feels like old /b/, thanks anon

>>690334418
I'm not going to lie, I did go through a phase where I fantasized about going medieval on his ass. Then I realized that it was better to focus on the positive things in my life, to move forward.

Playing that tape through. I can find and kill the guy, but now I'm a murderer. I can legally peruse justice, but then my life would be consumed by these past events that haven't effected me for, literally decades.

Seriously, he's not worth my energy in either endeavors.

>>690334668
I assure you this and even more shit happened to me in my lifetime.

You can believe it or not, I don't care.

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>>690335315

I was physically abused by my father's wife and my mother's ex husband as a kid (not sexually however). I separated from the army a little less than two years ago without ever saying anything about my depression. I put my head up against my rifle barrel a few times while deployed and seriously considered suicide. Looking back now I'm glad I never went through with it. I still go through bouts of depression but have got better dealing with it. Best advice I can give is to not commit suicide. If you feel you require help and your chain of command is good I would let them know. Unit commanders can push to medically discharge you if they feel they need to. If however, you let them know being a part of the military helps, you sincerely want to get better, and continue on with your service; they could very well try to keep you in and help you seek the attention you need. I don't believe in any sort of afterlife. so I'm not going to let two shitty people rob me of the only life I have.

>>690335333
is the dude even alive still?

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>>690334738
Nice! Thankfully no more assrape for me....