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It's a saturday night and I've got nowhere to go. I'll be here all night folks.

What's your boggle friend?

ill continue
around valentines day we started drifting apart, she wouldnt talk to me as much as she used to, she wouldnt reply to text and if she did it would be small sentences. overall i could feel her slipping away and i tried my hardest to keep her in my life, i loved her, so much.
all she wanted to do was talk to my bestfriend, and him the same. i confronted him about everything and he just laughed and said not to worry they were just close and i believed him.
cont.

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>>690298499
Got to go to work right now and cant stay to express my feels.

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>>690298499
>Be me, 13 years.
>Our parents had been dating for like 6 months before they moved together.
>I lived with my mom, but I stayed with them every weekend.
>I found out my father's gf had a daughter.
>16 years old, qt, amazing looks, even if she looked kinda messy. Huge tits though.
>We were both too shy to talk to the other.
>Every morning, our parents took us to the beach.
Mothermybodydisgustsme.pdf
>Every afternoon I played Guitar Hero 3 for hours, all alone and she stood back there, watching me play.
>She couldn't help following the beat with her feet.
>Noticed her favorite song was Black Magic Woman.
>Sat by her side and played it for her.
>Looked in her eyes.
>What's this? What's this? What's this?
>First love.
>As days passed by, I became more and more obsessed about her.
>She was my whole world and I didn't care about anything else.
>Summer arrived and I moved with them.
>One day, I saw her naked by accident.
>I had watched a lot of porn form my father's computer but damn, she was sexier than any of those girls.
>Hid under my blankets and re-made her body in my head.
>Tried to masturbate.
>But I couldn't. I couldn't. I couldn't.
>She seemed so pure to me...
>We kept having some small talk from time to time.
>I taught her volleyball and we played all the time.
>She always lost, but she got better and better every time.
>I thought of telling her how I felt when she defeated me.
>She never did because our parents had an argument and broke up.
>Never saw her again. Never told anyone about this.
Wanna hear more about my life?

>Pic is Katie Holmes in The Gift. They looked much like the same.

>>690298546
again ill skip details because i have to go in like 20 minutes but we found out over the course of a couple weeks that she was in love with my bestfriend (we found out through his girlfriend which was now his ex since they stayed close friends) everything was the same i was still dating her and was trying to fix things but it was lost hope, she broke up with me then a week later my bestfriend started dating her and i couldnt believe it, i completely lost all hope and happiness i found out. they both completely dropped me out of there lives like i was absolutely nothing.
tfw this happened around march and i feel still the same about life and everything that happened like it happened yesterday
tfw the bestfriend i have was the closest person and one of the only people in my life
ill forever be looking for any sort of love to somehow fix me, but being honest /b/ im scared.

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This one's worth the long read

>>690299090
If you wanna talk I'll happily read.

>>690299090
Continue, my man

>>690299348
Thank you, anon. Same goes for you.

>>690299262
I really don't want to do it

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>>690299668
It's your choice, I understand

>>690299561
Nothing bothering me especially apart from the nagging thoughts that I've made some wrong choices in my life.

I mean, I've got a job that pays good (enough) that I actually enjoy (enough), yet I keep thinking back to a few years ago and wonder how my life would be if some things went differently. Would I be happier in that alternate universe? I seem to think so but it might be a case of the grass is always greener...

I think I'm depressed.

>have recreational hobby
>nice model kits
>also collect action figures like a manchild
>collected in a very stupid fashion, trying to "get a little something of everything"
>a few months pass
>sell of some toys and models
>realize I could sell off everything and not feel anything
>haven't been able to pull the trigger on getting something new and fun in weeks

That's just the most recent development in stuff. There's some feelsy backstory.

>>690299856
Emotional detachment? Damn.. do you mind sharing the backstory, anon?

>>690299793
This one was in last thread

>>690300084
I'm not sure the backstory ties into it, but I might as well.

>Be me
>Be born
>Hey alright, the world's p cool
>around 2 now, still kicking ass and taking names
>sister born
>hey alright that's cool good job fucking, parents
>grow up a bit
>sister diagnosed with low-function autism
>never going to mentally develop past a young child
>move
>nice, small town called hartford in ohio
>didn't really understand sister's condition for years, more or less ignored her
>mom quit her job when we were born, dad's fulltime provider
>mom has to stay home to watch sister, not optional
>dad, in making friends with the neighbors, takes up drinking and smoking weed
>he yells at mom
>a lot
>me too sometimes
(cont.)

guess i'm gonna tell my history

>be me, 16
>totally a 6/10, quite fat but pretty funny
>English school meet a girl
>14,blonde, not tall,seems to have a lot of money
>she came and sits right next to me
>panic,hands are sweating,
>palms are sweaty
>After 20 minutes she talks to me
>she says "Hey, you know how to make exercise 2?
> say "sure, let me help you"
>she thanks me and say if we can change phone numbers
>First fucking time some pretty girl tell me this
>we do it
>Later that night se sends me a message
>Start to talk all the night
>She is so nice
>So funny
>so.. me

>started dating out
>she was everything i needed, and everything i was looking for
>9 months of relation
>people could'nt believe how a pretty blond girl 9/10 was dating a boy like me
> everytime i went to her house to go out, i buyed her a Milka chocolate, her favourite
> we lost our virginity each other, lifeisgood.png
>one day we where laying on the couch
>her dad comes in
>not a bad guy, she asks her if they could talk together
>she looks at me and say
>Hum anon, can you leave? i have to speak to my dad.
>Ok, not a problem
>2 hours later she calls me
>"Anon there's something i need to tell you"
>fuck
>"I'm moving.."
>Please no.

>>690300851
>Mad at her, her family, every single one of them
>she was leaving in 3 days
>Didnt talk to her on those days
>The day has come
>she already left the city
>Got a new message
>"Anon, i'm so sorry you're angry at me, as soon i got there i'll call you on skype"
>"I love you, please dont be mad at me"

>But she never got to get there
>Car accident
>All dead
>mfw i could have spent those 3 days with her
>mfw i'm still waiting for her skype call

I love you Delfina.

>always been a loner, not that i don't want friends i just don't have anyone around me i want to be friends with
>the last year of highschool
>meet this girl that is pretty much just the female version of me
>funny, reclusive, into some odd shit
>spend months just hanging out
>spending time at her house after school, riding the bus for an hour and a half to go hang out with her on the weekends, go to her house for halloween etc...
>truly love her, more than i have ever loved myself
>no future of my own
>no money for college or desire to go thousands of dollars into debt, no "connections" for jobs
>grew up super poor and don't want to subject anyone else to it, let alone someone i love
>tell her once right at the end of the school year that i love her
>move far enough away that i cant hang out every day any more, but close enough that if i spent the that day riding buses i could get to her
>she is in a 5 year long relationship now
>cant stop thinking of "what ifs"
>been six years since we hang out last
>she permeates every waking thought
>keep dreaming of her
>in my dreams its just us hanging out in an apartment or something, going to a park and just sitting watching the world
>my literal dream girl is a friend
>i will probably never see her again
Its a weight that truly weighs heavy on my heart. And i wish we could have been together, but then i look at my life and realize i couldn't subject her to this.
I could have done something, but how could i knowingly subject someone else to a shitty life?
I would rather be alone and her find someone that can give her what she needs and wants then be selfish and be with her.
And its a decision that kills me a little every day.

>>>/adv/17267366
This happened to me yesterday

>>690298753
niger

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>be me

Thread about meaning of life died so i'll post it here, i guess it kind of fits
>the meaning of life, why do we exist
The meaning of life is for the strongest to breed, and for the weak do die
>my goal in life
I don't know why, but i got a strong urge to be remembered and therefore i cut runes in stone, it will last for more than 1000 years and if people or some intelligent life exist by then they might see it and want to know more about them, so they might trace it back to me somehow, some day.
>is life worth living
I don't think life is worth living, but i don't think it's worth to give up either, some day you might see the light in the tunnel... some day... i guess the most important thing is to find something you want to do, and just do it

>>690300711
Pt 2
>never really knew about "average family life"
>no boardgames or going out to eat
>mom and sister stayed home, I went to school, dad worked
>never had a ton of friends in school
>one kid with the same name as me
>didn't really like him, better than nothing
>he lives with his younger brother, mother, and grandma
>still no example of what a "normal family life" looks like
>elementary school over
>middle school
>got glasses
>holy shit everything's so high res
>my middle school was in between three elementaries, so they all get dumped in together
>makes some new friends
>rarely associate with elementary school friends
(cont.)

>>690298753
fuck off

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Im numb /b/. Just numb
feels bad man, I guess

>>690299262
I read it once, I cried a lot

>>690301136
also ask me anything if you would like

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>>>/adv/17267366
>be me yesterday
>get DM from dude from Wales
> Asks if I like grill
>Grill is my GF I tell him
> Tells him Grill is also his GF
> I ask for proof
> He gives me proof
> TFW got cucked by a 15 year old from Wales

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Back from the old thread, any anons still here?

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>>690301154
Welcome to the party, anon. Got anything you wanna put off your chest?

>>690301035
/thread/

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>>690299668
Not Anon who posted.

Oh no, do. It's worth it.

>>690301519
pick is kind of what i feel right now

>>690301148
Pt. 3
>meet a cool guy
>call him tom for the sake of this
>tom's a 7th day adventist
>his family is the nicest group of cultists you'd ever know
>games together
>no yelling
>10/10 best woman ever older sister
>realize my home life was kinda trash
>shut-in mom, invalid sister, drunk, aggressive dad
>oh well can't do anything about it might as well not let it get to me
>middle school end
>high school starts
>we have to move because dad didn't hold a job for a while
>food stamps for a few months
>new house substantially worse than old house
>mom's still a shut-in
>sister still mentally challenged
>dad's getting more angry
(cont.)

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>>690301559
Idk anon. Never been that good at sharing feelings with people.
The easiest thing to say is I feel like shit right now

>>690301816
i'll make it easy for you; "Why?"

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>>690301673
Yeah same here.
Fucking sucks, and there is nothing to do about it. so might aswell accept it

>>690299443
>>690299348
>Went back back by my mother's.
Ihatemyselfandwanttodie.mp3
>Depressed as fuck.
>I really wanted to do something so I could take her out of my mind.
>I couldn't do anything because my body felt too heavy.
>I knew sad people end up alone, so I pretended to be happy.
>Tell jokes, be the clown. Started bullying a fat boy from my high-school class.
>(Oh, if I could go back in time...)
>That year, I was the center of attention.
>I was the ultimate troll, unlimited wits, nobody could beat me in an insult battle.
>Many friends yet so empty inside. I needed her.
>If I could just say goodbye to her...
>Fast forward to next year.
>Acted cool the first months.
>Couldn't take it anymore.
>Had a kind of panic attack in class.
>''Look, gurlz, he's mad, haha''.
>Alone again.
>Discovered I wasn't really alone.
>Had some kind of romantic relationship with some old friend. I was straight though, but needed some love, no matter where it came from.
Myonlyfriendtheend.jpg
>I lied to him. Told him everything was okay.
>He wanted to save me, somehow.
>Didn't want to spoil his life, so I left him.
>I promised I'd take care of myself.
>Saturday night crying my heart out for some stranger at /b/. Obviously failed.
Lo siento, Álvaro, lo siento, Natalia. Tenéis un gran futuro por delante y lo mejor es tener a la gente como yo bien lejos.

>>690301711
>9th grade, try to be everyone's friend
>scope a qt3.14
>i'm gonna hold hands with that
>get in good with her sister
>her parents
>and her
>finally ask the question
>"lolnope"
>10th grade
>alright fuck everyone who isn't my best friend, teachers included
>rest of high school was p good because of this mindset
>mom gets breast cancer
>chemo
>she hates it
>all that shut-in-ness made her pretty timid to everything
>probs where i got it from
>cancer gone, no follow-up treatment
>hey mom you should get follow-up treatment
>the amount of extra pain i'd go through with that isn't worth the extra years i'd get, anon
>o-oh
>dad still yells
>nightly
>sister and i can't even go to a different floor of the house to avoid it
>don't go to high school graduation, prom, grad parties
(cont.)

I thought my life was amazing but got a reality check last night and the girl that is supposedly my girlfriend collapsed it for me.

>>690299262
i've read this before anon, probably the most feels i've had on here

>>690302182
I'm the same anon who wrote >>690299090

>>690302182
Jesus, man...

>>690301947
I'm a coward, anon.
My dreams are gone and it feels like time is running out
Sorry if that sounds too depressing

>>690302205
>now out of high school
>resent father immensely for his treatment of mother and I
>as soon as an opportunity presents itself, I bail
>live with grandparents
>never learned to drive in high school
>didn't learn to drive right after
>to this day I only have my temps
>don't live somewhere close enough to businesses that I could walk to a job
>put on a substantial amount of weight
>get online
>never get offline
>it's now 2014
>mom's health degrades over the year
>she claims it's a slipped disk in her spine
>walking with cane
>eventually dad takes her to the hospital
>tumors
>lots and lots of tumors
>collapsed lung
>she's not going to get out of this one
>isn't getting treatment, is getting pain management
>hospice care comes up
>she just wants to stay at home
>she takes the room I slept in
>during her last few months, I visited her on Sundays
>texted with her daily
>made sure the last message I sent was that I loved her
>mom gone
>just over a year ago now
>haven't seen dad since funeral
>sister lives with grandparents and I on days Dad works
>i haven't come to terms with her death yet
>four days out of the week I'm reminded that sooner or later, I'm going to be the sole provider for my sister
>no matter where I go, no matter what I do
>i'll have to take care of her someday
>a few months before mom got bad the second time is when the toy and model kit collecting started

Guess that's it in a nutshell.

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>>690302760
You have all the time in the world anon.
Remember that we're all scared and afraid. but that shouldnt hold you back from doing what you want, no matter what it is. All you gotta do is keep thinking straight how hard that may be.
Youll get there anon. Im sure of it!

>>690302760
Everyone are cowards, but not everyone has to lift a weight like yours. But you've managed to live to this point and damn, I'm pretty sure that's a good proof of your strength.
Not sure if that's good, but we're young. Time isn't running anywhere, it's just a feeling. I'm pretty sure nothing I can do about you counts but *hug*.

>>690298499
Just a friendzone. But it hurts really bad.

>>690302704
Thanks for reading, dude. This is somehow a relief.

join me fags
www dot younow dot com slash TobiasMetzen/

>>690299580
i got the fucking feels man
my eyes are burning, been a while since i felt this

>>690298753
No chances

>>690298753
fuck u

>>690298753
cunts like you just have to come don't they

>>690303000
That must feel terrible, anon... I'm sorry for your loss and experiences

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>>690301154
Oh my fucking shit I've been thinking this for the past few days, haven't in seen the movie but I know the plot. This is literally me.

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Believe this was posted in the last thread aswell, but fuck it. love this pic so much.

>>690303883
Thanks, anon. It felt good just putting it all out there. Cathartic. One of the first times I've brought up my Mom without crying. I got teary-eyed, but I didn't cry.

>>690303274
>>690303285
Thanks anon.

>>690303467
Every voice deserves being heard, anon. I'm glad you feel relieved! And just keep living the day as it comes

>>690300920
Forgot some stuff cause i am typing retarded.
>wait as long as i can to try to ask her if she would be willing to go out to do something,just the two of us
>closest thing to a best friend that i have is there too, and out waits me
>they are a couple the next day, dont last more than 2 weeks cause hes a drug head and drinks at 18
>tell her once right at the end of the year that i love her
>her " Why did you tell that? I'm crying now", me:"What does that mean?, her:"I don't know"
>as her if i had asked first if she would have started dating me instead
>almost immediate yes
>go by her house once, shitty run down pickup tuck (with an alarm system for some reason) outside
>her and new boyfriend get in it and leave
>she looks happy
>still dating him
>still looks so happy
Its nice to her happy after knowing some of the ahit she went through, but it also breaks my heart.
I don't want her to be sad, but seeing her happy with someone else is a bittersweet pain.
I want to move on and have her be "the one that got away", but i will never be able to stop thinking of her and what could have been.

>>690304116
No problem. I'll be here, no matter what you need to say.

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>>690304116
No worries, Be strong anon!

>>690304055
I'm glad you were comfortable enough to share your story with us, dude. We'll always be here for our /b/ros

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Hope im not annoying you guys with the pics, just tell me to stop when they do.

>>690304549
I don't really post on /b/, I'm more of a filthy lurker.

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>>690298148
I'm dumping everything. R.I.P Eight Beers

>>690302022
for me it's a cycle of stress, work, social life, and bad sleep

>Takes hours to fall asleep
>as i slowly fall asleep i feel just like an electric current through my body
>first it feels like nothing at all but slowly it rises as if the voltage started at 0 but slowly rises
>as the feeling is getting stronger the body also feels numb and i start to hear sounds, sometimes pleasant, but mostly horrific like growling or just plain scary
>Sometimes i can see strange things, like it's raining from the floor up onto the ceiling, sometimes shadowy figures walking around the walls, sometimes a mirror image of myself changing into something else and so on
>this wakes me up after a while and even tho i know what it is i cannot help but to feel scared
>when i fall asleep again i know this will most likely repet
>wake up in the morning, if i even slept at all
>go to work tired
>want to quit every second, hoping that i will get ill or hurt myself so i can go home
>friends wants to hang out, but i'm just to tired
>usually angry with my family if/when i meat them or talk to them
>generally feel like shit
>lies to everybody saying i'm fine and all that shit
>have about 1 or 2 days a month with real rest due to severe tiredness
What started this was all the expectations everyone had of me, they wanted me to be something so bad that i thought i wanted it to and now it feels like i cannot change the direction of where i am going, like you are stuck on the great sea, following the currents and the waves, not having anything to say about where you are going...

I hate how you guys seem to be the only people that I can talk to when Im really down.
Fuck you anon.
*hug*

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>>690304891
Starmie.

>>690305168
>>690302022
my brother got the same problem as me, and we feel like the only one we can talk to is each other, we understand each other, cause we are in the same boat

>>690305456
*Hugs back*.
Fuck you too, anon.

>>690305168
meet*

>>690305168
Have you ever heard of something called sleep paralysis? Sound like you might have some trouble with that?
Also tried going to a doctor for your sleeping problem? Might be insomnia.
And you allways have the control to decide where you're going. Never forget that! If you feel like youre stuck in a cycle you cant escape. talk to people about it. Even if it is us anons over here. talking really helps.

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>>690305475
>>690304891
Now I've begun, I'm not sure if I'm doing well.
Do this things numb us?

>>690305861
Mhm. Please continue

>>690305496
Well thats something right?
You got someone to talk to who understands you. Which is amazing!
I truely beleive talking is the first step to changing.

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It's been a shit couple of weeks

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>>690306046
>>690305861
>>690305475
>>690304891
The most painful way to die.

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>>690306278
Don't get tired of me, please.

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>>690298753

you're welcome
whoever posts this should just end it all

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>>690306278
jesus.
that hit me too hard

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>>690306559
>>690306450

>>690305772
when i ask for help people call me lazy and that sleep paralysis is a ridiculous idea and that it does not exist.
>>690306083
i guess, but it's not like we are getting anywhere

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>>690306686
Don't suffer in silence, Paul.

>>690306717
Just go to a docter and tell him you really cant sleep and that it hurts your every day life. he is obligated to listen to your problem and try his best to fix it.

And atleast you know someone understands you and has your back. even though it might not feel like youre getting anywhere it still helps even though you might not realise it.

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>>690307007
Open the door.

>>690306630
where is this from?

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>>690306686
This is the exact reason I cant have pets.
I would be crushed if they ended up dieing.
I get too emotionally attached to other beings.
No mather if they are people or animal.
And the worst of it all, is that they allways end up leaving me.

>>690307311
The guy in the picture is Karl Pilkington, the show is An Idiot Abroad I believe.

>i'm suicidal, i take 5 different type of meds, stuggle with social anxiety
>abusive and neglecting family
>i have tried to kill myself 2 times but I pussied out
>i caught first bf in bed with a hooker
>second one used to beat me for no reason then broke up with me, leaving my heart crushed into million of pieces, he's everything i love...
>im considering suicide every day, I keep switching meds but nothing helps, im in therapy but no success

Sometimes I wonder why am I not trying to kill myself until I succeed.

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>Theodore Roosevelt's journal entry the day his wife died.

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>>690302600
Holy fuck..........

>>690306717
well i have none experience with going to the doctor, i've never gone there for my sake, only to meet someone dear to me

i've thought about going there for a long time... my brother did once, but he got no help, they even said he had an illness, and that some others have it to, but they cannot prove what it is or that it even exist and therefor they cannot help him right now


oh don't get me wrong, it is great to have someone to speak to freely, we help each other all the time, we have each others backs, we would not betray each other for anything... for example if i got wealthy i would share it with him, and i bet he would do the same

>>690308446
ops, i wrote this to you >>690307098 , not myself

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>>690307373
But it's worth it every time you look back and what you've been through together...
Animals are more clever than it seems. Talk to them. Take care of them. Love them. They'll love you back.
*Hugs*

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>>690298148

>>690308446
Kind of weird, as amnesia is a well known and common thing. and there are alot of things to prevent it. I know as i have first hand experience with it aswell.
And yeah thats great, that how life is supposed to be. wishing the best for oneanother

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>>690308803
A productive day.

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She gave up on me

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>>690309042
Not saved.

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>>690308803
Yeah thats true,
I'm just really bad at coping with losses.
So I think its better for my own sake that I just stay by myself forever.

>>690308912
I'm not talking about amnesia, sleep paralysis or insomnia, they are just some of the symptoms to this
I think he said like 0.5% of the population has this, they cannot explain what causes it and they cannot prove it, but they just know it is real, i know, my brother know and probably some in this thread know it is real

>>690309416
Holy damn anon.
That hit too close to home...

>>690309597
>>690308912
well amnesia might be an overstatement but my memory is way worse than it was before

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>>690302182
>>690298148
Yeah, I'm this anon again. I've got a question for all of you.
How can I love when I always feel worthless?
How can I love when I can't even hold a candle against anyone that falls in love with me?

>>690309597
Oh, thats really fucked up anon!
0,5% of the population is quite a large number though. So are they looking into the problem as in working on medication and stuff?

>>690309794
You will love again when you meet that one special person. That one person that makes you feel wanted, desired and not so worthless. Because in all honesty, noone is worthless. Not a single person on this planet. Even the most terrible person you can think of has some sort of purpose. Yet there is nothing you can do yourself about that problem. But once you meet the right one, you will know. Just hang in there anon!

>>690308912
>>690309597
>>690309735
>>690309875
They think it is something similar to "Occupational burnout" (translated using wiki)

Well they got no proof it is real so they got no financial support for it (i guess), at least not where i live

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>>690309501
It's all your choice, anon. You can always marry some healthy stop-Monsanto girl.
Anyways, good luck and I hope I'm helping somehow. There's something I owe to all of you.
The angel who died in my arms.

I'm 18, Virgin, lonely af, fuck my life

>>690310530
Yeah you're helping, I just love being able to talk people and know that it doesnt matter what I say, I wont be judged. Thanks a bunch anon

>>690310386
Hmm that's really fucked up man.
Hope they either find something, or you manage to outgrow it someday.
Have you had it all your life? or is it something that started recently? If so, is there any cause you could think of

>>690310530
Damn.... Haven't had this kind of chills in a long time...
I think i'm gonna go to bed and hold my gf a little tighter, man..

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>>690310207
Thank you anon, you really made me smile. But you know this is not rational. Imagine that little voice inside you telling you that it's not love. Just compassion. That you're pathetic and you are being taken care of like if you were ill.
And maybe I am.
Anyways, thanks for your answer.

You'll take part in pure beauty.

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>>690311465
Goodnight!

Just a light on a window.

>>690311631
thanks anon, and im sure youll find love someday!
anyhow im going off now,
If anyone ever wants to contact me
just email me: [email protected]

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>>690310860
It's a pleasure!

He lives on in this games.

>>690311044
i don't remember when it began for me, for my brother it was when he was around 13-15 (23 now), i'm not sure if i will outgrow it, as for now i strongly doubt it.

as for the cause i am sure that it was caused by people around me (parents, friends, teachers and others) having to big expectations of me when i was young, as i said in this post: >>690305168

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>>690312058
*Goodnight hug*.

Don't die on me thread

>>690298148
Music to feel to?
I think this is one of my favourite songs ever.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-uJ61jgFCMM

>>690313223
this is what i am listening to, as i am drinking my spiced alcohol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YA38ffX1AHo

>>690313437
Awwww, Wardruna!

>>690313559
>>690313437
>>690313223
spiced it myself with Cinamon, Cloves and True Cardamom if anyone is interested

>>690314183
and a bit of suggar*

bampf

>>690298753
fuck. off.

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>>690314183
Sounds nice. I'd have a hornful with you but hits me too hard at night. Maybe tomorrow, haha.

>>690298753
Fucking dick

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>>690312620
Good men.

>>690314895
it is for the Midsommarblot tomorrow if to be correct, or 24th for me as i need to work, if there will be anything left of it that is, i might have drunk it all by then!

Today is my anniversary, my wife left me after being married 5 years. It's been rough, I have no clue what to do at this point. I'm just so depressed and angry. She left me for a small time youtuber who has never been able to hold an actual real job.

>>690315854
how long has it been? 1 year? i'm sorry to hear that anon

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>>690315854
That whore couldn't find a better moment to break up? I know you miss her and everything seems bad now but trust me, you're better without her.

>>690316108
It's been 4 weeks since it happened.

>>690314291
I love this dude.

>Be young me (13 years old)
I found out I was depressed.
Girl I loved helped me told me she was depressed aswell and wanted to kill herself
Tried helping her told her I loved her to make her feel like she mattered.
She didn't like me back I understood.
Me and her still stayed friends.
One day had a knife to my throat ready to slit it open.
She helped again.

I couldn't help her back when she did it.
I still can't forgive myself for it.
Want to die some days but remember what she said "if you killed yourself anon I would never forgive you."
Well Kate I'm still here missing you.
One day I'll meet you again I hope maybe in my dreams or if there's an afterlife.

>>690316343
oh shit, sorry to hear

Fuck, i'm sitting here listening to heavy music and drinking and i need to be up in 3h to work... but it is so nice... so comfortable...

>>690316965
it was to late, it was always to late...

>>690315214
Lol. Nice guy is just the normie wird for beta. And assholes are not alpha.

>>690316442
It's ok. It's just been a fucked up situation. She met this youtube guy online cause she watched pokemon stuff, and they started talking and became friends. He came to visit us and at frist I really liked him and thought it woul dbe fine to let him move in to help us with rent and bills so we could save up for a house. Needless to say that didn't end well. (Iknow it was stupid on my part, but I never thought something like that would ever happen to me, I was really naive.) So I'm still living with them now cause I don't have any money to move someplace else right now, and the whole situation just makes me angry and depressed all the time. THey are sleeping in the bed that was given to her and I as a wedding present in what used to be our room, but somehow try to tell me they aren't dating. -_-

>>690315214
Cringe? No? whatever.

I never understood this mentality, it's totally possible to be considerate and nice without letting yourself be taken advantage of or ignored.

Most people who think this way probably have an inflated sense of self-worth. In fact, they weren't as great to the girl as they thought they were, and that's why she left.

>>690298753
Bic as night a

>>690317162
oh wow man, that is the most fucked up thing i've read this year, must be a nightmare, i'd probably try to fuck things up as much as i can, try to make it look like that other guy is a jerk, then abandon everything, would probably not make me feel better in long term but at least in short

fuck bitches like that, and guys who steal other mens wifes

>>690317162
Wow, that's not ordinary cuck
>That's advanced cuck.
Just learn to enjoy it, maybe? Become submissive?

>>690318245
the trolls of /b/~

>>690317162
You can make that bed for them once they're done sleeping in it. Wash the cum out of the sheets?

>Or just kick his fucking ass like a man.

>>690318770
and he tries again~

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>>690306559
This hit me, so much

>>690298753
sfdghjkl;

>>690318721
>>690319030
I love you, but you're right; try. Don't you have to do something if you want something to change?

>>690317921
It's shitty, but at least I found out now before all children or anything like that. The other guy is a dick and jerk and he's proud of that, so that wouldn't really help the situation. If anything I wish I knew how to fuck with his youtube account and get it shut down or something like that. Something that would affect him without me having any legal repercussions.

>>690319440
true dat

>>690298753
nigger

>sometimes i break down and as much as i hate admitting it i need you
>so i call you
>late at night
>when i know you probably arent awake
>cause i know i dont deserve you
>and i dont deserve talking to you at my lowest point
>so i say i need you when i know i wont reach you

>>690319857

Why be weaselly passive aggressive? That mentality is probably the foundation of this entire circumstance.

>>690319857
just piss a little on the side of the toilet, leave shit stains in the toilet, and then tell the girl "could you tell your man child to clean up the shit he leaves in the bathroom? it's fucking disgusting!"

>>690307182
That looks very artistic but not genuine at all.

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You'll only understand this one if you have siblings you care about

>Be me, 11, have older brother
>Parents divorced about a year ago
>Dad find new woman, she seems nice,but shes a smoker
>They get married after about 6 months
>As soon as they are married, step mom becomes dictator, we move cross country away from my mom
>she's absolutely insane
>She has 2 kids of her own, near my brother and I's age
>She treats them much better than she treats us
>She manipulates my dad
>My dad wont stop her from treating my brother and I like shit, while she treats her kids like gods
>She gets pregnant
>Won't stop smoking
>Baby sister born prematurely because she smoked with her
>Losing weight because she feeds us minimum food
>Love my sister more than anything, she's all I have
>Almost always grounded for stupid shit, eating a bit extra, asking my dad for things instead of her
>A year of bullshit later, she's pregnant again
>Again, she smokes with the baby
>Another premature and unhealthy birth
>get to watch my sisters grow up, my brother and I suffering the whole way through
>Love my sisters so much, teach them how to fish, ride scooters, what kids do
>its been 5 years, they are age 5 and 4
>Brother turns 18, moves out
>Now its just me, my sisters, and her kids
>she litterally can't stand me
>can't be in the same room with me
>only thing she ever says to me is ordering me around or punishing me

It takes a lot to make me visibly mad

>Finally she lays the hardest BS she ever has on me
>I shrugged my shoulders at her
>She goes to my room and snaps my laptop in half
>I explode
>Spew out 5 years of anger in her face at max volume
>Later, she tells my dad its either her or me.
>She tells him to send me across the country to my mom, who was living with her friend
>My dad finally ends it, they divorce
>She takes both my sisters away to her moms house in across the country, 2k miles away
>My dad doesn't fight for any rights
>It's been four years
>She doesn't allow me to speak to them

>>690320891
Does not give any feels, the blood ruins it, it is just autistic

>>690320272
Cause I really don't want to be homeless because trying to beat him up. Honestly that would just make him feel better and stuff. I'd rather do something that actually affected him and actually fucked him up.