>>690209668
haha jokes on you I fuck men

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>>690209838
Fuck

My ex said she love an another guy, but i still love her. :'(

>>690210575
How long did you date her?

>>690209668
Caitlyn, goes by Caity. She's in a long distance relationship to my knowledge and now im just biding my time to see if anything changes. Probably wont but nothing lost either way.

>>690210960
This is a very long story, anon. We are not in relationship since years, but i cant forget her, and i tried 1000 times to get back ... She dreaming about a "good guy", and i am a really good guy, with not so bad skin, but she waiting for other guys.

>>690209668
Got into a relationship yesterday.. feeling really conflicted right now to be honest

>>690209668
Going to off myself once the house is clear in a few days.

Probably the worst thing is that thought is the single thing that's made me happiest in years. It's a feel indeed

>>690212759
I'm kinda in the same situation. Visited Colorado and met a really cool girl. Dated and I came back to California but long distance just doesn't seem to work so well. A couple months pass and she has a boyfriend now but next time I go visit I'll see how things turn out. If there's anything I learned its that I'm sure her relationship will die out eventually anon. So don't lose hope just yet

>>690213129
What is there to be conflicted about?

>>690213382
What's your story anon?

Isabel. Turns out she likes girls more than guys...

>>690213824
Honestly, I'm no one special. I just made a bunch of stupid choices that made to a hole I can't dig myself out of, part because I'm unable and part because the world won't cooperate.

I have forty thousand dollars of student debt I can't pay back because the degrees I have are worthless, the business I tried to start is a failure, and my efforts to rectify those problems are just met with "Well, you just don't have the passion like you did a year ago."

i'm also sick of taking so many fucking pills to feel normal, to have the same emotional range as everyone else, and never actually feeling welcomed or wanted. So, fuck it, might as well leave, right?

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>>690213961
Thats probably the worst...sorry anon

she died last week. havent stopped crying since

>20yo kl virgin
>Dropped out of college
>Broke, no job
>I've been living from my college sabings for the last month and a half or so
>I'm running out of money, soon i won't have enough to live
>Have no friends or grill to be with in the hard (or the happy) times
>Have not talked to my family since they kicked me out 3 years ago

I've always thought that suicide is for fags, but lately i've been really thinking about it.

>>690214549
>
I would love to sit and have a drink with you, and I don't drink
keep living man one day you'll look back and kek at your current situation and state of mind like you would kek at the antics of a small child

>>690214549
Damn, that's one shit storm of a mess you're in. But this shouldn't be where you meet the end.

I'm sure you can find someone to help you pay off those debts, even if you do gotta sell some meth or rob some blind people. Don't give up now because everything seems hopeless, don't succumb to this shitty world.

And I'm sure once you're able to meet the right person you won't need those pills to make you feel normal again. And if that doesn't happen, I'm also sure you'll be able to find some old passion that will kick start your life again and make you feel important again

>>690215054
think about all the idiots and degenerates that lived to old age.
are you really not capable of that?

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>>690215054
Get a little side job, try your hardest to start interacting with people and I can guarantee you'll find at least one person you'll be able to stand out of the bunch. One person is all you need to make you feel valued. Find a pastime you enjoy and make it your passion, even if it is making memes or some bullshit. I know it may not seem like much coming from an anon but I know you'll be able to get through this and overcome this obstacle in your life

Lily, because she's Mormon

>>690209668
>any qt3.14 asian
>my white skin
The WM/AF relationship meme is a lie.

>>690215974
>any qt3.14 white girl
>my filipino skin
I wish I was white, dude. Asian girls tend to really like white men, more often than white girls like asians.

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>>690215971
Well fuck

>>690215205
Convenient. I still have some alcohol left. I'll have a drink for you, Anon.

>>690215270
I've been in love, Anon. Several times. All with charming, beautiful women whom loved for a long time and then left, either by circumstances, choice, or because they found someone better. Love doesn't fix maniac depression. It doesn't fix a broken brain. It doesn't fix a soul that's tired of living. Tired of struggling, pointlessly, over the faint hope of possibly maybe being happier later.

No, Anon, I'm tired of belaying this. It's been too long as it is.

>>690215440
You know, the funny thing is (I'm not the Anon you replied to), I always thought I was so much better than the rest of those disgusting cretins, fucking around in university with their C's and D's while I got straight As and busted my ass. A B felt like a nightmare to me.

In the real world, shit like degeneracy doesn't mean shit. It's social adaptation. Are you fit for this social world or not? If you are, great, you win. Enjoy your fucking lottery ticket. Everyone else? Well, you'll get weeded out in one way or another. Even in employment, right? It's never what you know, it's who you know.

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>>690216129
Doesn't help that I'm this guy
>>690216122

Known this grill for almost 3-4 years. Her bf doesn't give a shit about her and has no future, such as no future plans such as job,college,etc. Comes to me asking for advice if she should leave her current bf. Has a coworker that has feelings for her. I pick her up from her house twice the past week talking about life and such. Want to make a move but don't want to fuck it up and make it akward af. Help me /b/

>>690216342
You're seen as a Nice Guy to her, Anon. Find other fish.

>>690216122
Filipinos are basically Mexicans that were dumped on a handful of south Asian islands, they don't count.

>>690216454
If I was viewed as a Mexican looking guy I'd still have better chances

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Tfw I was into this girl but she's probably fucking her bro

>>690216171
Well if love can't fix a broken brain then maybe a broken brain can fix a broken brain. Find someone who has it worse than you and take that person and you one a one way ticket to the Bahamas and forget about everything that got you to that point

>>690216879
Rocklin High? Dude I live in that town. Which part of the area are you from?

>>690214912
my gf died in february, in a car accident when she was going to meet her family for a couple of days, im broken inside

>>690216342
It's 9/10 that you're in what's known as the friend zone. But if this grill of yours isn't a piece of shit maybe she might look at you as the guy she's always needed. But if I were you anon, I'd try to find a definite point on where the relationship is. Ask one of her friends what she thinks of you or maybe subtly touch her on her lower back or her hand every now and then and see how she reacts (make sure you wait for an opening that way you don't seem like some creep lol)

>>690217825
If you really live around there, then you'd know it's not a big town. Did you know her?

We flirt and we love doing things together. When it feels like we are about to start something she goes 500 miles away from me for college she came back this summer and we work together again. I don't want to hear that I'm friend zoned from her but I know it will set me free if it does but since I'm a faggot i just pretend we will somehow get together at the end of the year.

>>690214549
If you were a book, this is the equivalent of ending it in the rising action. Dude, you're at your lowest. You can literally only go up from here. Don't be a fag and end it, live and make a better man of yourself. Also, I would totally grab a beer with you if I knew you irl. I love the way you phrase your words. Don't end it fam, it'll be a disgrace

>>690209668
Jordan. Dont know if she likes me or not. She's cute though. Tall with black hair. Glasses.

>>690218334
Well there's the old Rocklin side with the quarry and the dead guy pond, or there the newer side over by Whitney. I went to Whitney High, class of 2014.

>>690214912
I can't even imagine that happening. I'm so sorry for your loss. I normally don't give a shit in these threads, but that's really tragic. I hope you find some non-destructive way to cope. I'm sure she wouldn't want you to stay sad

I meant at the end of summer even though she's gonna be going back. We make each other laugh and we like the same music we make fun of the same people. She pulls my hair at work she pretends to seizure as a joke. She's perfect but me being a faggot doesn't know what to do. I feel like I need to stop talking to her. I'll just continue being a faggot and listen to sad music

>>690218577
Which also means no, I didn't know her. Wasn't in your school, so I doubt I'd have met anyone you know.

>>690215054
don't do it. you're 20. that's young as fuck. yeah don't do it. sound like you're from the states so i'm gonna give you some pragmatic advice.
watch the film into the wild and do what chris mccandales did. hitch on freights, hitch on cars. keep a journal of your adventures to keep your brain busy. busy brain= no time for sadness.
you got this.

>>690217901
This is going to take some time to get over. But enough time can heal anything. Anything except a severed penis that is. Just try your best to stay strong anon, after the bad times come the shitty times and after the shitty times comes a little hope. Don't grief about her forever but never forget everything she taught you. Everything happens for a reason

>>690218577
I was in Whitney's marching band from '13-'15, but I've always gone to RHS. I live in between, wbu?

I let my selfish ways ruin the best relationship I had ever had. She was perfect in every way, and I'll never get her back.
I love and miss you, Gaby.

4 ever al0ne is 0nly way 0f live. K thx

>>690218723
Did you ever know a guy by the nickname "Chicken"?

Why are people such assholes, /b/?
There are people in my life that pretend to like me and be my friends, but in reality they just talk behind my back.

>>690218901
I live near the border of Rocklin/Roseville now. Between the mall and the Event/Sunset Center.

>>690218970
Haha, no. How'd he earn that one?

>>690219116
Because everyone talks behind each other's backs, whether or not they realize it

>>690219116
Sounds like you need to stop hanging out with girls.

>>690218356
There's a specific cure to these dilemmas and it's a simple dose of dank pussy. But in all seriousness long distance relationships never work out for the best so just try to stop thinking of her and all might be well

>>690219159
When he was still going to Breen, he brought his bro's chicken from an incubation project to school for show and tell. People kept referring to him as "Chicken" and the nickname stuck until he left high school.

>>690219159
And I know those neighborhoods, I pass by there all the time. Small world isn't it?

>>690219116
Just get the assholes out of your asshole and I'm sure you'll be able to see life with a better perspective

>>690219385
Yeah, I had a feeling there must have been more /b/ tards in town. But it's not like it'd ever come up in a way that wouldn't be cringey as shit.

A bit surprising seeing how PC people here tend to be.

>>690218950
Well now you know not to be a prick to the perfect girl. Don't worry though anon, hopefully you've learned from what you've done and can apply them to the next relationship you have because I can guarantee she's not the only perfect one out there. Stay positive

>>690218820
I'm not him and I'm not that far down that path yet (though I'm on it), but I've always wanted to hitchhike/boxcar ride across the country.

>>690219535
I haven't gone here for a while cuz I just go for the feelz man.

Actually, I must've been at your graduation, because I went to see a girl with last name "Huie"

>>690218606
Where is she going back to? If you feel as though perfect then I'd try my best not to lose her. But even so another one could always easily pop up in your life sooner or later

>>690219720
No fucking way, does her first name start with a J?

I'm just lonely in general /b/. No specific girl, I barely talk to anyone at my college and I'm across the country from everyone I know. I'm sure there's stuff going on, but frankly I don't care to get involved in it despite being lonely. I'm in that irritating idiotic state of being sad and lonely so not leaving the house.

>>690219781
Yeah man, I knew her because she was my section leader

I was a sophomore when you graduated

Ya'll gay tbh fam

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>my ex cheated on me the entire time we were talking
>we talked at work and on the phone for hours and hours cause we had so many childhood common storys
>shes currently with the guy who she was talking to the whole time the "love of her life"
I'm currently talking to this other girl but i fucking thought i loved her mane just our fucking conversations were so deep what i would give to be able to change the past so i could have never met the bitch she approached me

>>690219541
Definitely learned from my mistakes. It just sucks looking back on it all. I thought I was doing all of the right things, but I was just ignoring her. Still trying to get over her, it's been about a month, and she's already moved on. So I'm just stuck right now.

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>>690215054
Kill them doit .and if yuve ever watched edexters lab he paid or lots of electricity the "hard" way. just kill the police then things will be rifght as rain.

I have no emotional feelings towards any girl, I've been more or less emotionally empty for about a year and a half. I still interact with people and socialise but any time I laugh or am happy it feels very transient, and I always end up sad or indifferent again. It's almost liberating if you aren't trying to win a girl over and consider them all as simply people that you interact with now and then. I'll probably meet someone at some point that changes this but I'm fine with that not happening right now.

>>690219644
Pretty good book but I know a couple of people who have caught a couple of freights and from what they said it's a great experience, just make sure you're prepared for rationing food and water lol

>>690219876
Hah shit, talk about small world. My girlfriend is a good friend of hers. I never really hung out with that group much. But I've talked to her a few times.

Her name is Nicole. I saw her a lot when strolling through classes and after hours, and I eventually got interested in her. So one day, I approached her, very nervously, and I had a short but wonderful conversation with her. I started talking to her more and more, so eventually, as the faggot I am, I got one of my friends to help me get with her. I started writing her these longs letters, in which i kept anon, and my friend started giving them to her. My friend told me she always smiled when she got them, so after about 3 letters, i wrote a 4th one and gave it to her myself. She quickly caught on that i was her secret admirer. She confronted me and said, "Anon, im sorry, but i have a bf." My mind hit rock bottom since.

I fucked up big time.

She wouldnt talk to me anymore. Those small conversations we had made me bathe in bliss i never experienced before. I really miss those moments.

It's been about 4-5 months since that happened. She never talked to me again. If i had known she had a bf i wouldnt had said anything, but i fucked up big time. I've been a huge mess since and i cant get over her.

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>>690219880
FOH we tryna relate with one another

>>690220168

More like tryinna begay with one another

>>690220037
Yeah, I'm definitely not physically ready to live as a hobo. But I guess you're forced into readiness like PT.

>>690220041
I never got to know any of her friends, let alone the fact that any of them would have boyfriends kek

Got steam or anything dude?

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>>690220012
If you feel nothing then buzzsaw your nipplles of with a hammer or maximum aerodynamite. and whn the clock strikes noon youll shoot from tree to tree like a galactic pinball machine. and It is both excruciating
and astonishing.
One mere human should not be capable
of such diaphanous devastation.
This tortuous cacophony penetrates my very being with its unceasing vibration. Like a porcine opera diva from hell you fill my mind, my soul, my body, my being with the never-ending snorts and sniffles of some supra-Machiavellian dis-utopia. Daphne.
Daphne! Wake-up!

>>690219815
Go out to a bar and get super drunk and see where that takes you

>>690219905
That's harsh anon. She'll get what's coming to her eventually and get aids. But you'll be able to get over her eventually and meet someone even better who isn't a complete bitch. Focus on this other girl and see where it takes you

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>>690219815
I can relate to much of what you're experiencing right now. For me, the gym did wonders. You feel much better after/during working out, maybe you'll even meet new people there.

>>690220333
Haha I know what you mean, pretty sure I managed to get the only cute one without self esteem issues.

You can have a burner email if you want it. This is 4chan, man.

rickzedick @ gmail

>>690220389
Like a modern, shitposting Poe.
>>690220883
This is very true. I'm just excellent at making excuses not to go to the gym. Most revolve around how insanely hot it is here to be working out (fucking Texas).

>>690220333
Just meet up you two already, faggots

>>690218606 # she's going to long beach back to school to start her sophomore year. She's in a sorority now but not a typical sorority girl type. She's funny and gorgeous. Everyone including customers at work try to hit on her but she doesn't bite she feels very comfortable with me and leans her head on my shoulder yet this bitch probably doesn't like me. Now I will work 8 hours with her tomorrow and be tortured again not knowing how to act. Do I continue being a newfag and make her laugh or should I just stop and let this all go. Who knows. Girls, man

>>690218461
>Don't be a fag
well shit, that's too late, now isn't it?

Life is not a book. It's not a movie, a comic, something directed, penned, authored by someone. In those pieces, this bits of fiction, there is a clear narrative, everybody knows their lines, their role, their place, and there are no extraneous pieces, no loose ends. Everyone is there because they have to be. Even the most fuckup author abides this.

Life is instead a bitter, crowdsourced, 'one word at a time' story. There is no ending, everything is disjointed, nothing makes sense, and everything thinks it's funny because they're in on it while making it. But the people in that story? They don't know that. They just endure it. Pointlessly.

I'm done with that, personally. I can go lower than this. I can be institutionalized, I can resort to crime, I can do drugs, I can do all of the above really, I know this. But I'm tired, Anon. I've been tired for a long, long time. Psychache is a term thrown around in academic circles, it's applied well to me as it has to other, actually notable people.

That being said, thank you. I try to be eloquent. It's all I have left now to show, even if it makes me sound like a faggot.

>>690220126
First things first, you gotta stop being a beta faggot anon. Get some social experience and go to a party or visit a bar and chat with some random people. You'll be stepping out of your comfort zone but if you're not doing that then are you even living? But you shouldn't worry about this Nicole girl, at least she wasn't a complete bitch when she let you down. Get your mind occupied with other things like sports or a hobby maybe even go to the gym, it might do you good anon. After a while you'll realize you don't think about her as much and you'll be able to live your life and meet someone who would treat you like the nice guy I know you are anon.

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>>690221116
You have graced my ego with such beautiful criticisms that I have no other porpoise but to split them into my orifices. :^)

not even going to greentext but

I grew up 13 years with my grandfather. All my life i loved with him. Watching the pirates game with him was so fun. But there was a catch. my deadbeat aunt, his daughter, lived with him and had 2 kids. she smoked, never had a job in her life at age 32, and constantly argued with him. my grandfather felt obliged to help her out, and never decided to kick her out of the house. so fast forward to about june 2011. me and my grandfather would take walks all the time, i, for some reason, became bored of them everytime he asks me from then, i say no so i can watch tv. 3 months go by. i visit my father, my aunt and her kids visit her kids' father's mother. my grandfather has a heart attack the one day everyone is gone. he has to sit stationary for 4 hours, until he had the strength to crawl 10 feet for the house phone. he got hospitalized. we were told he wasnt coming out of the hospital alive. months go by, now in december. hospital releases him, because he wants to die at home. i cried for 10 hours a day, wishing this never happened. days pass, now its my birthday, december 13th. i cry for more than 12 hours that day, i refused to leave my grandfathers side to celebrate. that night, he passes. on. my. birthday. i now feel the burden whenever i think of him, how much time i couldve spent with him, that i denied, SO I CAN WATCH TV. dont refuse to spend time with your parents to do useless things, you will regret it, trust me. i didnt include this, but my grandfather served in the marine core.

>>690218356 # True I just need some pussy. It's weird when I'm spanking it I never picture myself fucking her because it doesn't feel right. I rather be a fag and just be with her hold hands in public. Yet with my ex I just wanted to rail the shit out of her. If I were to date her I always think how she's so differ met than anyone I've ever met so it might work she's no ordinary girl. Does this mean I love her? Pussy, man it makes you think of crazy shit

>>690221012
Sent my steam address your way lol

>>690221116
Heh, I can't really make excuses not go go to the gym due to temperature.(Norway here)
Try swimming maybe? If you put effort into it, you can make a lot of muscle from swimming, and temperature shouldn't be problem

>>690221679
>shouldn't be problem
Forgot to add an a there.

>>690219949
With a little bit of time you'll be able to move on, just hang in there anon

>>690216441
This grill is a 10/10 and she always retweeting horny shit like think long she is dtf

>>690219159
woaaah i was in roseville last month. i live about an hour away

>>690221854
That's bait to keep you on the hook, Anon.

Find other girls. If she really wants you, she'll approach you. Don't pursue someone who has everything to gain from keeping you whipped and leashed.

>>690218172
Well she is always grabbing my hand when we are in the gwagon lol

>>690221610
Ya, I've been there before anon and I started to realize I was never gonna end up with her but I was always stuck to every last bit of hope there was and in the end I got absolutely nothing out of it. You can try and pursue her but don't take it to heart when things don't turn out how you pictured it.

Pussy man, it gets the best of all of us

>>690221679
Temperature isn't a legit reason not to go anyhow, but when you can break a sweat just by going outside you really have no motivation to go intentionally get hotter.

I should start swimming again. I love swimming, I just don't like swimming around people (or in pools, it's all weird an artificial... I'm a Michigan native and grew up in the lakes).

>>690218172
After hs everyone of her "friends" split except for me

>>690222001
>owns a gwagon

You have no excuse for not having a gf, anon.

>>690221540
Sounds like a great man anon, don't burden yourself by thinking you're an ass wipe for never going on walks with him. Instead remember him for the life he lead and everything he taught you, that way you can continue his legacy.

>>690222001
>>690222364
Well anon, I'm glad to inform you that you got a chance here. Now all you gotta do is wait for the perfect moment to insert you penis inside of her

>>690222205
I have no idea how it is in Texas or the US in general, but if you can find some lake that is relatively remote, you could swim there. Other than that you could observe at what hours people are at the beach / any body of water the most, then avoid those hours to avoid the people.

>>690221265
I agree /b/rother, you have mad communication skillz. Psychache is real. Have you thought about writing something before you go. Infinite Jest is my favorite book. David Foster Wallace. That dude knew pain and left behind some beautiful shit for the rest of us. May you find peace one way or another.

>my ex
>decided she wanted a break
>thought it would be a good idea as exams were coming up
>she ignores me for 2 months
>she meets up with me a breaks up with me
>heartbroken.jpg
>says it was her not me
>trys to forget about her
>finds out she has been speaking to other guys sexually while in the relationship
>start the self destruction
>start drinking drinking every night
>started doing drugs
>every night haunted by the memories of her...
>she said how I was more than good enough but I don't understand why she did this...
>maybe I should just end it all...

>>690221366
You're right, anon. I've been thinking about working out lately, so I think im gonna get on it soon. Thanks for your wise words i needed, anon

>>690223405
Always here for a /b/rother in need

>>690216342
Don't go for a girl who is just about to break up. My past 2 exes have been like that, starts off great but eventually their shit goes out of whack. I don't think I want love anymore, I don't think I should ever do more than sex with women. Heart break fucking sucks

>>690223264
Simple answer

Bitches will be bitches

You gotta focus on the things you have to achieve anon. Don't off yourself because there was some girl who did you wrong. Instead move your penis into a vagina that deserves it. I can guarantee that there's someone out there who you're gonna meet and is going to turn your life around for the better. Just pick your head up and focus on your goals in life

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>>690209668

I miss my ex-gf so much. I dont think about her all day along,but when i do,i feel awfull and lilttle grasp on my hearth. A comingback is not possible even in the slightest due to facts that happend. I feel remorse,guilty even tho im not the cause of the break up,or did something wrong to her. Always threaten good.

why do i feel this /b/

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>have really bad social anxiety and am afraid of failure.
>no real friends from 1st grade to 8th
>when ever I think of failure I get nervous.
>I should start a fingernail salon since I'm Asian and always bite my nails to short.
>used drugs to somewhat escape my past.
>addicted to pills and alcohol life is spiraling downward

>>690224809
You feel this way because you did nothing to ruin the relationship and feel as though you can some how fix it because you did no wrong doing. It's just a small side effect of having genuine emotions. With due time these feelings will begin to fade and you'll meet the next person to put you back in the game and pretty soon she'll become a distant memory. Try not to dwell on the past too long anon

>>690225502

It's already 1 month since we break..

>>690223069
Eh, there are basically no natural lakes in Texas, and all the fake ones are owned by rich people and loaded with houses. I'll just swallow my pride and drag my fat ass to the pool in public.

>>690224917
Was there something in your past that made you afraid of failure? It's not a bad thing, I would say it's a way to improve yourself. You suck ass at something, you fail and make sure master it so that next time you succeed.

>>690218875
She taught me a lot, I know there will be more eventually, I will know more girls and I will fall in love some more times. I just need time. I will never forget her.

>>690225624
That's normal. I'm on month number 3 lol. You just have to look towards the future and continue living because in the end there's not much we can really do. Time heals everything eventually.

>>690209668
myProblem is more the other way,
i have a girlfriend for almost a Year but she is like the Complete opposite of what i am looking for in a Woman and im too afraid to leave her

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>>690225953

Thanks,your replies were good anon

>>690225965
Damn...sounds like you just gotta stop being beta...how did this relationship even start if you guys are such opposites lol

>>690226188
You're welcome anon, just thought I'd spread the love and encourage my /b/ros to have a more positivite outlook on life

>>690225859
Stay strong anon, stay strong for her

>>690226197
i met her a Year ago at a convnetion, as a freind of a friend, and i started pursuing her and it worked, but the longer this relationship lasted the more i realised that she is hardcore autistic and that i most of the time have to be her Babysitter

>>690226566
>assuming you live in the U.S

Take you chances and run away to Mexico

Or if that's too complicated you could just tell her you're tired of her shit but maybe sugarcoat it and wait for the reaction and say it's best if you move on

..death makes angels of us all, and gives us wings where we had shoulders, smooth as raven's claws

>>690227217
that would probably help, the problem is, that we share the same hobby and a part of our freinds so it would become hard for me to do something, cause she probably will be there

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Goddamn i got rejected by employers 4 times now because of my scoliosis (30°) which isn't even that visible.
why does it have to be me and this motherfuckers treating me like i have a crippling disease or some shit
fuck this gay earth

>>690227625
I see the dilemma here...well if you're not happy with the relationship then you should communicate that with her. I'm not sure how large her autism levels are but if she has any active brain cells in her head she'll figure something needs to happen or else the whole relationship would just begin to crumble leading to really awkward times with your friend group/activities

>>690227934
If it's not visible then maybe try lying about the scoliosis and when it becomes a problem, sue the company who hired you
>make millions

>>690227972
yep, i think your right, i mean we are together for almost a year 11 1/2 months and it would be a waste to throw it all away just for some false sense of things i need

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true shit

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>>690229433

But i did get her

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>>690229483

I once loved a girl so dearly, ifd do anything for her. I used to pick her up from work, school, or even when she was out partying. I did everything for her... and I enjoyed it. one day, she comes up to me and gives me a long hug. I loved being in her arms, I wouldn't ever want to let go. she tells me about her problems... which involved guys most of the times. I didn't like that. I wanted to hurt everyone that hurt her. she tells me about how she gets stood up and how every guy wants only one thing... I said "not everyone" she looks at me, and I couldn't take it anymore.. I had to make her mine. I vented to her about how much I truly care for her, the stuff I've done for her, what I was willing to do for her. she looks at me and begins to laugh. saying "you have such a sense of humor" I froze up. I couldn't believe what I just heard... I wanted to end it right then and there. I walked away. this just happened no more longer than two hours, and I managed to get into my dads safe where he keeps his gun... goodbye
we'll see who has the last laugh..

>>690230135
please don't kill yourself. their is a lot more to life then some girl, who knows, 10 years from know you could have a beautiful wife and kids, or maybe she loves you and just doesn't know how to tell you so she brushed what you said off as a joke, I've done that a few times.

>>690209668
Because I love her too much to pull her into my terrible fucking lifestyle. Tried changing who I am but that wasn't good enough

This goes to all the faggots complaining about bitches or getting friendzoned and shit. One thing is clear-- once friendzoned you never get out. You get friendzoned because of your lack of confidence and self esteem. Once you realise this you can start moving on. I was also friendzoned by some bitch. Once i figured this out i cut her off completly. Now she had a baby with some dude and she ran away from both of them.
Second of all.. Women love challenge. Once you have started showing how desperate you are and doing everything for her.. You lost her. Never show a woman how much you care. Act confident. Don't get down if a woman had rejected you. If you had the guts to approach one good for you.. Do that with another 200 and you will find someone. Never say you love someone just because they are beautiful.. That ain't love. Once you get some pussy from someone else you'll forget the "crush" in a heartbeat. If your heart got broken don't consume yourself. It won't be easy but go out there and find someone else. That is the best way to deal with it. Try to never be alone. And remember. Bitches want a challenge.. They are not princesses, they are bitches and should be treated as such. Never say "i love you" first.. Never treat her like she is the only one out there. Make her fear of losing you. Only then you will get a girl completly hooked.

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>true

>>690230135
Do you really think she cares if you off yourself? She'll probably cry once and then she'll go get some dick. Instead of being a whiny pussy ass faggot, cut her completly off and go get yourself another bitch. Show her that you aint that weak ass dude she mistaken you for and treat her like the whore she is. Only then she may develop feelings for you.

>Be Me
>Half russian, half american
>Grow up in shitty village
>literally have militia
>Older brother joins
>decide fuck it join
>only 12
>they teach me how to kill
>how to evade
>how to survive
>rival militia opens fire on our village
>brother gets shot in the neck
>holding bandage against his neck until militia ceases fire
>he dies in my arms
>Parents move family back to america
>since I was born there join military
>become squad medic
>on patrol
>rpk fire
>me and best friend hit
>I was only scraped so drag friend into better cover
>begin to assess wounds
>5 shots hit there mark
>neck region
>fatal but slow
>sit there and hold him telling him that will be okay
>he dies in my arms
>cry hard
>Have 4 more years of deployment

I Have nightmares every night and I never feel safe.

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>>690209668
>what's her name and why can't you get her?
so you people are a fucking community of stalker and psychos who are sad because they can't fulfill their sick fantasies.
Get your fucking head straight or commit suicide.
Sincerely: The whole world.

I've met her IRL once, she was a friend of a girl I once knew. We were talking much on the Internet, I liked her, she liked me. During our meet I we had fun, I carried her with my hands to show her how strong I am, we were dancing in rain on the stadium (no, really, it was pure magic). She was a blonde, blue beautiful eyes, 5'8". One day it just stopped. We weren't talking on the web, we didn't call each other. I forgot her. But now I woke up. I remember her and I want her. More than anything in my life.

>>690232611
If you are not lying, best wishes. I lost many of my friends and relatives during war.

>>690231824
A six year old with pierced ears... what the fuck? Anyways, sad story. Glad the baby made it

>>690233047
I feel for you.

>>690229323
Still better then wasting the day doing nothing at all. I really hope the meds will help me

>>690209668
been dating a girl for 3 years, one day in summer school i met this other girl who was absolutely incredible. we hit it off and we became amazingly close friends. we very quickly became much more than friends and i fell in love with her. I continued to cheat on my girlfriend with this other girl for the following 3 years. i was in love with both of them for different reasons. Girl 1 remained completely oblivious to it all, i was very good at lying and making excuses. Girl 2 became more and more of my priority, and she was fully aware of Girl 1 yet remained with me. then suddenly out of the blue, Girl 2 tells me she's moving away back to her home state because there was some guy waiting for her to come back. and so she left.. its been 2 years since she's been gone. we don't talk, we aren't friends on any social media, she deleted all pictures she had posted of us, in a drunken rage i deleted all her pictures from my files and got rid of everything that reminded me of her. i miss her so much. i can't help it. i know its been so long, and currently i am still with Girl 1 and i am happy with her. but i can't let her go. she connected with me on such a deep level that i can't just forget her or move past. its killing me /b/

been with her for 9 years. I have lost all my friends during this time, its only been me and her.
She's become an alcoholic and I had to move out. Went good for a while and she wanted to quit, I even took her for a vacation and thins felt like before. Have not heard from her i 5 days. When she runs out of money she goes to chat rooms and invite peope over and fuck them if they bring booze.

Meanwhile i pay her rent and internett, plus i live in a 1 bed room apartment. I cant talk to anyone about this because i could loose my job.
Oh, and the only thing that has kept me going the last couple of months is my job, I foun out yesterday that my father is becoming the new boss where i work (military), so im probally going to be forced into another place...

We were so close, so fucking close to being something wonderful.

She'd kissed me and I'd kissed her and we hung out and smiled and called each other pet names. We'd kissed and we fucked and laughed together, we held hands and hugs and smiled as we talked into the night. We had so many plans, maybe we still do?

She's in a bad spot, I understand, she just got out of a 2 year relationship and fuck maybe I've just been the rebound. She needs us to ease up a little; not completely, just back to how it was about a month ago, close friends with a hint of something more.

I was starting to make my whole life her, she occupied my thoughts throughout thick and thin and this hurts but I can't let her know, I have to smile and nod and hold her hand and say;

"Of course, take whatever time you need. If we happen it'll be wonderful and if you don't feel the same way we'll still be friends and I'll be just fine."
I won't, though. I'll be broken a little bit. She doesn't love me like I love her, she doesn't want to hold me like I want to hold her, she doesn't want to wake up and see me like I want her to be the start of every damn day.

And we were so fucking close.

At least I had this I suppose, its more than I could have dreamed a few months ago.

I still wish she loved me.

>>690223264
Christ, the "I need a break for exams" thing literally just happened to me today.

Fuck.

>>690235069
Be strong Anon