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Slightly different view.

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Final shot sitting on floor

Eat it

hey thats way better than any attempt I'd make

>>690022629
All that frosting makes me want to harf

>>690022130
booze

>>690022130
actually looks decent. If it were an ice cream cake I would eat it nonetheless

What's it for?

fucking eat the cake

>>690022863
The actual cake pieces came out really malformed so I had to use frosting to try to correct it. Wish I had taken pictures of the process, but only got the final product unfortunately.

cut section out. I wanna see the inside.

I'm drinking my life away trying to convince myself i'm worth living. Trying to write some music to distract myself

Looks pretty cute in the so retarded it's cute kinda way like pugs. Good job OP

>>690022130
I bought some whisky then remembered I hate drinking. Then I took a bunch of sleeping meds so I can sleep all day. Now that it's night I'm just walking around. Probably going to take more sleeping meds so I can sleep until I go back to work.

I'm a prison guard. I also just want to die

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once you realize everyone feels existential dread and nobody has a fucking clue what the fuck is going on you can easily start being the writer of your own life. basically just doing thing with confidence and without hesitation makes you look like you have a semblance of a clue of what the fuck to do and people flock to you.
>let the dread flow through you friends

>>690023144
What I was meaning to say was that I liked it from an artistic point of view but am no fan of frosting. I just prefer real whipped cream made fresh, fresh fruit, chocolate, roasted almond cakes. Grew up in Europe and a European nation island and then came to the US, don't get the whole frosting fad: it is just sugary paste.

>>690022934
That is now how I am spending the rest of the evening.

>>690022817
>>690022940
Thank you. There will be ice cream accompanying it when it is eaten.

>>690022943
Coworker's birthday tomorrow. They're really into birthdays, so tried to make a good cake.

>>690022650
>>690022995
>>690023190
Have to save it for party tomorrow, but if I can not get too drunk and remember, I'll take pics at office then. Inside is marble funfetti.

Good Job OP you did great at making that cake.

>>690022130
>mod the shit out of skyrim
>play as an npc for 14 hours
>sleep
>work
>repeat

>>690023366
What kind of sleeping meds? Just took some Ambien myself and gonna finish this bottle of wine in hopes to sleep in order to make it to birthday tomorrow and cake won't be wasted.

>>690023560
Right on brotherman.

>>690023680
Icing is dumb, but it was the best thing available since I didn't feel like whipping up fresh stuff. Kind of a last minute project, so had to deal with what I could get from the store + food coloring.

>>690023710
Thank you. Aside from the stupid amount of sugar I hope it tastes good.

>>690024134
Sounds like fun. What is your job?

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>>690024134
>play as an npc
Modpage for that now

>>690024287
I work third shift at a gas station, ringing up customers and cleaning stuff

>>690024520
Third shift as in 9pm-6am shift? Feel for you. Had to do that for a while myself, but if you can find ways to get you through so be it.

What's up with the mods you have been doing to Skyrim? Anything fun?

>>690024461
What, you mean my list of mods?
I don't have the list with me here at work, but its mostly immersion stuff and personal rules, could greentext it I guess?

>>690025136
Please do

probably going to die before you get the chance to greentext, but I'd like to read nonetheless if we get lucky

>>690025136
lot of people been going back to skyrim recently, seen like 50 nazeem posts

>>690025892

Go ahead boi, why not.

>>690025136

Skyrim is getting a remaster people forgot they had the dam game

>>690025136
Sure do a greentext

>>690023190
What kind of music are you writing/what do you play?

>>690022130
thats actually pretty dope op

>>690025892
I'm guessing the remaster made people want to play again

>>690025275
>>690025038
I dont have the names of the specific mods, but you should probably find ones that suit your play style anyway

For my NPC
>realistic needs and diseases
>disable fast travel
>trade and barter
>crafting overhaul
>alchemy overhaul
>hunterborn
>Point the way (more roadsigns)
>hold border banners
>texture mods
>harvesting mod (it makes it so you get more than one item from bushes and such)

Im sure I have more for the NPC but i'm not at home, and I keep my other mods on, but they aren't related.

As far as personal rules
>stealing is morally bad, unless you are stealing from someone undoubtedly evil
>taking something that obviously belongs to someone else is still stealing, even if the game says it isn't
>joining a faction just to take all their stuff is stealing
>don't do dirty tricks like harming yourself and healing up to climb levels faster
>quests are for adventurers, not NPCs (unless it's required to buy a house or something, but only if it is the only option)
>money must be earned honestly from work
>Sprinting is exhausting, only do that in emergencies

These are most of the rules, but mostly it's up to how you would be as a real person in this world.

>>690024287
Ambien. Couple pills of it.

>>690026497
>>690026880
Is the remaster just the same game graphically updated and optimized for the newest gen consoles to come out?

>>690027050
Sweet dreams to you I hope, anon. How hard would it be to transfer out of the CO/prison career? Probably really weighs on you after time.

>>690027098
Console mods also.. Not sure how that's gonna work though...

Will also be a PC update to, free if you own all the DLCS

>>690026994
Real person rules.

I'd be blitzed off skooma and in the thieves guild.

>>690027379
Not that hard I'm taking college classes online. Just waiting it out. I work confinement so I always have to deal with the people no one else wants to deal with

>>690027379
Also thanks for the sweet dreams

>>690027431
Weird..... I feel like they're gonna have to make a cross-platform compatible development console so that all the mods written for PC will also compile and mod the console version, then make a "marketplace" for mods or something? I know the big push right now is for seamless cross-platform game experience, but I feel like console mods will probably add a lot of headaches they weren't prepared for.

They did console mods for Fallout 4 and the day it was unlocked people stole mods and the community shat itself

>>690027715
What are you taking classes for/what is your ideal career?

I feel like confinement could give a lot of opportunity for extremely out there/misunderstood folks on top of the probably violent/uncooperative inmates. Any good stories?

>>690027994
More then likely and seeing half of the mods for skyrim are either porn, Require SKSE or Graphics mods. None of those could get on consoles tbh

>>690028260
It has been incredibly easy to "steal mods" for games in the PC market for a very long time, enough to become the norm I think. That is why I feel like opening up modding for newest generation consoles is very odd, since modding inherently opens up holes in what has otherwise been a very propriety platform.

>>690028817
Exactly. Did they talk at all about it over e3 this past weekend? I unfortunately worked through all the conference, but I was hoping for good announcements.

>>690026994
I forgot to mention Alternate Start, it makes it so that the story quest never even begins until you want it to.

>>690029030
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HE6wWkmiGZQ

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>>690022130
I try to convince myself throughout the day that the inferno swallowing the house I'm in is really just decoration.


Also weed. Booze tends to make me more aware of my shitty situation and how, no matter how much I do or how hard I try, it's really not going to matter in the end or ever.

>>690022130
Hey, man, nice octopus cake

>>690029484
Thank you. That was cool, though I feel like definitely for the consoles. I doubt much will change for me on PC given all that is basically given with mods anyway

>>690022130
OP you may call it shitty but damn it looks good.

>>690022130
Vaporized some cannabis, took care of the animals and garden, played a bunch of Destiny, and a bit of OSRS, and then taught someone the basics of binary

>>690030081
Agreed, hopefully they just implement some of the base mods that almost everyone has like SKSE and the unofficial patches

>>690030199
Just because it's better than any of us could do doesn't make it good. Just better than shitty

>>690022130
I usually just listen to music until I don't want to be awake anymore and attempt to sleep.
For some awful reason in the past week I can remember my dreams, and they were either reminding me directly of times I fucked myself in life, or the dream was incredibly cool and I was back in time eating lunch with my highschool crush or something, but then I wake up and I get excited to see her the next day but then I realize it was just a dream and want to fucking die because my life outside of my dream consist of me asking God to perform a late abortion on me, and my prayers going unanswered
kiiilllllll meeeeeeee

>>690029923
Is that an art piece you're working on?

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>>690030049
Thank you

>>690030670
I agree. Really isn't good, but I hope people will enjoy eating it tomorrow.

>>690030263
What are you growing in your garden? Who was it you taught binary and why? I do software engineering/architecture myself, so teaching people little basics and stuff is always fun.

I bussed all over town and stole ~$210 worth of xmen graphic novels (7 total from 3 different stores)

>>690030401
They probably will do that for sure. I usually wish they would make improvements/content expansions for remasters, but I feel like it is usually just updating looks and smoothness for consoles. Did Bethesda announce anything else during E3, do you know?

>>690030988
What kind of music do you like? I have been having a lot of odd dreams involving middle/high school people and settings I have not seen in upwards of 15 years. Pretty odd stuff. I hope you can feel better or your life ends if that's what you need.

>>690031371
That's awesome. Which comics did you get and how did you steal them?

>>690032083
I'll just post some of my jams.
https://youtu.be/3IgSvQsKkOo?list=PLQq_JvS_xaGi9sZ-oHPtFvGt7_1xONuux
making sure I'm even embedding this right, it's been a while since i've had internet

Dunno.
Every day feels like a life or death struggle, so it's very difficult for me to enjoy myself.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DyJqOS4ppoI

>>690033184
https://youtu.be/mbfOlpU-4UE?list=PLQq_JvS_xaGi9sZ-oHPtFvGt7_1xONuux
https://youtu.be/X3G95eeVym0?list=PLQq_JvS_xaGi9sZ-oHPtFvGt7_1xONuux
https://youtu.be/wVyggTKDcOE?list=PLQq_JvS_xaGi9sZ-oHPtFvGt7_1xONuux
https://youtu.be/Vj-B42gXcoQ?list=PLQq_JvS_xaGgZpSiHXO40j-K0O4dSflOr
https://youtu.be/W-qzhfc_F1k?list=PLQq_JvS_xaGgZpSiHXO40j-K0O4dSflOr
https://youtu.be/V8mO6JVAShw?list=PLQq_JvS_xaGgZpSiHXO40j-K0O4dSflOr
https://youtu.be/nky4me4NP70?list=PLQq_JvS_xaGgZpSiHXO40j-K0O4dSflOr
https://youtu.be/oofSnsGkops?list=PLQq_JvS_xaGgZpSiHXO40j-K0O4dSflOr
https://youtu.be/e37Ri_5xY5U?list=PLQq_JvS_xaGgZpSiHXO40j-K0O4dSflOr
https://youtu.be/pFptt7Cargc?list=PLQq_JvS_xaGgZpSiHXO40j-K0O4dSflOr
some more
I hope this isn't linking to my playlist

>>690022130
I worked for twelve hours listened to the googoo dolls and cried like every other night

>>690028456
I wish it was thecase. But it's just the violent ones a d the check ins that are scared of being in prison.

There's a lot of good stories though. We have to gad one basically every time iwork.

Also my ideal career is something in music or chemistry

>>690033552
sheeiiit sorry about that.
Deadman's Gun [Lyrics] Red Dead Redemption
403 Forbiddena - Southern Cross
James Blunt - You're Beautiful (Video
twenty one pilots: Tear In My Heart [OFFICIAL VIDEO]
HANK WILLIAMS - ALONE AND FORSAKEN
MIKA - By The Time (CD Version)
Henry Rollins - I know you
James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover [OFFICIAL VIDEO]
Jaymes Young - One Last Time
Hans Zimmer - Interstellar Main Theme (Harp Cover)
Death Cab For Cutie - I Will Follow You Into The Dark

there some stuff in my list There's also a lot of johnny cash in that list as well.

>>690030049
It's one of many I started, but only got so far. Because in the end, it won't even matter.

>>690034297
That's how I feel about my life right now

>>690033425
>>690033552
>>690033184
Some of them did link to an "inspiration" playlist. You have some nice choices in songs. Pretty varied selection and I wouldn't mind you shuffling your iPod for a while. Could get tired of it after a little though, not to discredit the music or your taste.
I understand your sentiment on life or death struggle. Hasn't gotten better for me yet, but I hear it can.
Have you ever heard of the happy jawbone family band? From your selection it seems like an amalgamation of some things you might enjoy.

>>690033619
What is your job? Sometimes crying can help you get to sleep I guess. Hope you have a good night, anon.

>>690034297
Not me, but I like your Linkin Park reference. Maybe I can convince the office to put it on during the party tomorrow.

>>690022130
Can you make a cake shaped like a 5 year old animu schoolgirl to go with it?

>>690032083
Got Xmen: Second Coming (return of Hope Summers), Xmen: With Great Power (spiderman crossover), Guardians of the Galaxy #1-5, jumbo early Deadpool collection, Son of M (Magneto's son Quicksilver, post-decimation), Extraordinary Xmen #1-5, & All-New Wolverine (Logan's clone X-23 after his death)

I just wore a flannel & tucked them in my armpit. Trick is to not act rushed or sketched out, be casual and friendly. I also stole a $10 pack of beef jerky for lunch (poorfag here) and a small bottle of Chanel No5 for my girlfriend which was probably $40-50

So at least $250 in goods for $6 in bus passes and 6 hours of my time

>>690034748
I work as a manager at a highish end restaurant in the day and for the rest of the evening I'm a video editor for a vaping company, thank you. I really needed that

>>690034748
I should say that I am not >>690033425 that's a different dude.
haven't heard of the jawbone band might give it a go.

>>690034769
If I hadn't taken some Ambien and finished a bottle of wine after making it, I would certainly try. Next time I bake something, which will probably be around this same time, I'll definitely involve some loli octopus interplay and make a thread about it.

>>690034818
overall my collection of graphic novels probably cost over $2000, at least 90% of which I stole in the last 2 years

>>690022130
worked out!!! then wondered how longs its gonna be before i see real results, so ya got my free time scheduled to lose weight!

>>690034276
I forgot to add a favorite of mine
Woods of Ypres - Kiss My Ashes (Goodbye) Parts I & II

>>690022130
Wrote half a song and built a model kit. Sweet cake, dude.

>>690022130
that octopussy has a sweet do on that head.

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>>690023689

>Coworker's birthday tomorrow. They're really into birthdays, so tried to make a good cake.

in that case, you're missing an ingredient: 3 drops of liquid LSD on a random location that only you know

hire some hobos to burst in and fire blanks at random about 2 hours after the dosed part of the cake is consumed

???

operation MK-LULZ

>>690035634
what model
pls tell me yuo are of building tankus~

>>690034818
Great way to spend your day. Good comics and good cover. I also grew up very lacking money wise, so I had plenty of days like that too. I liked to respect my local shops, but big stores I had no remorse.
I remember my first serious girlfriend when I was a freshman in high school I saved up for so long so I could legitimately buy her a bottle of Chanel No.5. it was a great feeling even though looking back meant almost nothing in the long run lol. I hope your girl likes the gift.

>>690035044
That sounds like a nice gig, but could wear on you after a while. No problem, bud. I'm glad I could help a little bit.

>>690035273
Good work anon. What's your current weight, and what are you trying to work to? I just got a membership to a gym myself and hope I can make myself go. Really need to try to combat the sedentary lifestyle I have doing computer work.

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ITT: A bunch of crying sniveling stupid ass white crackers blotting their tears away because of their permanent virginity. LOL

You're all pathetic failures. No wonder white people have the highest mortality rate in America atm, lmao. We get ALL the white women while you sit there drinking beer and picking crumbs out of your beards, white trash gonna be a tiny minority in 40 years. LOL!

>>690035826
Nah, just an SD Gundam I've been meaning to put together for a while.

>>690022130
It's not shitty. Good job anon.

>>690036336
sweat
>>690036268
nice meme

>>690035090
I think they're nice. Kind of weird folk that is melancholy but they try to see the absurd in it. I met them a few years ago when we played a show together and they were great folks

>>690035634
Thanks anon. What is your song like, and what is the model you're working on?

>>690035793
Lmao, if I had some that would have been a great idea. Haven't had a vial of liquid in a while though. I was thinking about making cannabutter icing but I didn't have enough weed or feel like making my own icing, so just put some work into the shitty cake itself. Maybe next time

>>690036268
Good point anon, we gonna be kingz once again

>>690036268

cracker spotted

Not gonna kill myself until after I meet Rivers Cuomo which is not too far from now

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>>690036268
gtfo you god damn nigger

>>690036429
Thanks anon. I actually got a few hours of fun out of it which was a nice change.

>>690036268
>>690036557
can't tell if niggers or trolls

>>690036556
WE

>>690036763
WUZ

>>690036791
KAAANNNNNNNNGGGGZZZZZZZZZ

>>690036810
'N SHHEEEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTT

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>>690023560

This.

I've said I wanted to go to a different country, told people I did, found a way and now I'm here. I barely had to pay anything by the way.

I showed strength and confidence in my decisions and more importantly myself, and as a young man that makes people starting in life look up to you and those further in life want to support you - and those equal to you want to be your friend. The jealous ones or ones who show disdain towards you for no good reason should be ignored.

The trade off in society is that you eventually do what those did to help you get where you are, and the cycle continues after that.

> Let it flow

>>690024660
Happy B-day doggo

>>690036610
That's a good idea. How are you meeting him and why? I got to briefly a while ago and he was a nice man. Weezer and Scott/Rivers can be hit or miss for me, but I appreciate him. Why do you think you are going to kill yourself after that?

>>690036556
The model kit is of the Full Armor Unicorn. He's pretty nice, but the poor guy has a loose shoulder.

The song is a happy, jaunty tune about some struggles I've had over the past few years. It's first time writing a full piece of music, so I'm pretty excited about the whole thing.

>>690022130
It looks delicious and funny op

>>690022130
I used to smoke a lot of pot. Things changed a couple of months ago, and long story short it just depresses me now. New coping mechanism is to run.

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>>690036932

Self Correction: I had said I wanted to go to a different country, told people I did, found a way and now I'm there (here).

>>690022130
That's fucking amazing.

All I did was go to work.

Something has been bugging me lately and I have no idea what it is.

>>690036932
That made me really happy to read. I'm glad you've found a good place in society for yourself. Care to elaborate on your growth? Where did you come from, why did you leave, how'd you do it, how'd you get to where you are today? Finding that place in the surrounding world to hopefully give yourself some meaning and create situations to help folks to come is all we can really hope for, I guess.

>>690036993
I am making a small doggo cake for the office pup once I get up in the morning. Hopefully she gets brought in tomorrow.

>>690037070
That model sounds great. What is your song like, instrumentation and style wise? And what have you been struggling with? I have always found music to be a great outlet especially when it comes to things you might not be able to express otherwise. I hope you can finish and be happy with what you've made.

>>690037279
Thanks bud

>>690037335
I understand. Weed for me ran out many years ago. Still have unhealthy vices, but working on them. That's great you're running. I just joined a gym a few days ago and I hope it'll give me a healthy outlet.

>>690037528
Thank you. What is your job? I hope you can figure out what's agitating you. Do you not have any idea at all, or do you think trying to face it or figure out why might open up a can of worms that will be really hard to deal with? Hope you can feel good soon anon.

drinking

Well I figure the thread will probably die out soon, but I'll stick around till 404. Glad to talk to everyone, and the next time I make cakes or something will make a new thread. Probably around this same time. Take care.

>>690038095
So far there's a lot of piano, but in the final edit I'll likely be replacing a ton of that with guitar, maybe some harmonica, as well as some drums and a tambourine.
The style takes some inspiration from ragtime (though I've learned now that it's more of a march than anything) and bands like Blink 182, though I'm terrible with the names of music styles so I'm afraid that's what you'll have to go off of.
It's anxiety-type stuff. A little depression here and there. Thanks, anon. You've actually made me feel a lot better about writing it. Never been much happy with my work, but I think that's something all artists deal with - big or small.