>>689355208
Make a vlog you whiny bitch

>>689355208
Don't do it anon. Please don't. Life really can be worth living. Why do you want to kill yourself? What makes you think there's no point?

Dude I've taken handfuls of trMadol you ain't gonna die

>>689355208
If you were going to kill yourself, you wouldn't be looking for attention on the internet. Either kill yourself or don't, but don't waterboard us with your shit.

I was in the same place man and I'm only 18 was heavy into hallucinogens and shit take my advice find a way to cut down on drugs and force yourself to do new things and you will naturally turn a corner. Depression sucks man, stay strong bro

well main thing is that i don't really feel any particullar emotions that make people happy, only thing that makes me happy is making other suffer so thats pretty fucked ain't it?

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>>689355208
Don't do it OP.

>>689355576
1400mg makes you forget to breath and im going to snort some white to it and drink should be enough to kill me

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>>689355712
I am the tripper kid from last post, you are a shit cunt attention seeking emo. The fact that you are looking for validation here proves it.

Also
>6edgy "I only enjoy suffering"

go watch more animu fag

OP sounds like a real faggot...do it. You're not even going to die you fucking pathetic waste of space

>>689356039
well thats what you do when you want to commit a suicde, you seek for help

>>689355805
I tried to an hero 2 months ago. All I have to say is if you survive you will probably change you mind about wanting to die. Something about realizing that it could have all been over made me realize even if it seems hopeless now, things can change and you can find purpose in life.

Pro tip drugs are not very good for ya mental health

>>689356388
to me the worst thing is that im feeling constant stress, feeling inside like im standind on the edge of a building, I was trying to get professional help but as you can see, im here, already ordered pills seems like its only matter of time

>>689356806
Sounds like you have a serious anxiety problem. I know it is a load of bullshit trying to see a psychiatrist, but if you can manage to get one that shit is treatable.
If you don't want to wait and you are okay with a few days in the hospital, go to the er and tell them you are suicidal.

>>689357490
i was only able to get to the psychologist, after all the tests they told me that i have no reason to live and placed next visit for september

>>689356806
belive me, i was desperate to get medical help, and it just made me feel more miserable

>>689357728
That sounds like a steam pile of shit psychologist who needs a german shower. Some anxiolytics should make you feel fine and it will take one short visit with a psychiatrist to write a script.

i dont think it will kill you op, infact from personal experience i stopped taking tramadol for a broken femur because it seriously fucked with me mentally ,used to give me very vivid dreams felt like i would slip in and out of reality sometimes , if ur ever prescribed Tramadol tell the doctor to fuck off!

Sleep well.

>>689358100
if you say so, i will try to get to psychiatrist, call them few times, maybe it will move in some direction, thanks for good words

Tramadol will just give you a seizure dumb fuck

>>689358271
i know its pretty fucked, took it myself two times, and decided not to take it again for recreation

>>689358635
it gives seizure on dose over 800mg, and look how much more im taking.

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Sleep well my brother.

buy a nitrogen tank you jackass

>>689359356
you think more people will be talking about this if i make the biggest party of my life or just calmly suffocate with nitrogen

>>689355208
You either go on or not, there is no actual reason for either - Your call now

>>689355208
Every so often we get this thread. You're not gonna OD from the tram just feel like a sick retard.

>>689360019
Bro people have done then times the amount of shit you're talking about and lived. You're not gonna be remembered as some badass rockstar. Probably gonna throw up everywhere and people will feel sorry for you.

>>689360777
ten*

>>689360625
2,65g is fatal dose

>>689360777
you can't throw up after weed

>>689360894
I'm talking about the tram.

>>689355208
Why? Do you just hate your life or do other people make you hate your life? If it's other people, why not take revenge?

>>689360827
If you're body actually digests it all, chances are you'll vomit before that happens.

>>689361187
i said im going to smoke weed snort some white drink, and then take tram

>>689360827
Then I am no human

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Bruh life is goddamn pointless I agree with op fuck it

>>689362727
this is fatal dose for someone who has never taken it, i took it 2 times like 3 years ago and it was 200mg and then 300mg dose so propably much more won't be needed to end me

>>689363002
So, when are you planning on ending it? You already have the tram?

>>689363677
no, i ordered it yesterday, + i need to get weed and white so about two weeks from now

>>689363867
How much coke you gonna do? Shit is expensive but if you're gonna die anyway may as well go all out

Suicide by tramadol? Gl hf m8. I take 10x 50mg every morning for breakfast, then I continue taking 2x 50mg ever other hour throughout the day. Just all chill.

>>689364156
not coke, amphetamine, propably 3g anyway im planning to do what you just said, i have a lot of money so going all out is the point, last pleasure in life, since im ending it at least it will be kind of fun

>>689355805
Really 1400mg? Good to know I pop 200mg pills 3-4 times a day last few weeks. I believe 400mg is max daily dose?

>>689364547
max daily dose? Probably if you listen to your doctor. Like I said @ >>689364332

I've taken 500mg (10x50mg) every morning for ages. 2 weeks of daily intake, wait a week (to reset tolerance) continue.

>>689364332
Please learn to math and 50mg pills topkek.

>>689364547
there is something like tolerance with these types of drugs, witch builds up pretty fast, and if you take 200 and after two hours another 200 you won't feel much more.

>>689364735
What's wrong with my math? I never stated that 10x50mg = 5grams, do you have a reading disorder?

And it doesn't matter how large the individual pill is, since I have an unlimited supply.

>>689364942
you are fighting with pain, or just addicted?

>>689355208
OD has lowest success rate. Also, if you're going for it, pick up some heroine. Supposed to feel like you float out of your body. Sounds nice.

>>689364942
Why dont you overdose on something more reliable. Like bullets.

>>689365163
Sorry this was meant for OP

>>689365163
maybe because im not american

>>689365144
If any it would be the latter, I'm quite content with my living circumstances.

800mg will not give you a seizure and 1400mg is not going to be enough. I take that much probably once a week. You'll need much, much more

Dude get like tons of hookers before you off yourself. Finds some strange kinky girls... Or men on Craigslist! You don't even have to give a fuck about stds or your money. Make your last party an actual party! No regrets! No judgement! No second guessing!

>>689355208
kill yourself vikings ended ages ago

>>689365456
im talking about doses for people who are not addicted and who have not build any tolerance, is it so hard to understand?

>>689355208
Let us know how well you slept.

cya bro

>>689365569
i fucked 12 years old girl three days ago, i think this is enough to pass away

>>689360827
dude no idea, what you speaking about, but ld50 is between 200-350 mg per kg bodyweight, so you need for every 5kg of your body at least 1 gramm. so it aint be deadly most likely unless your name is hungry hugo and you weigh 25kg

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>>689358815
This to some degree.

Realistically, you'd encounter a terrible seizure since mixing with a seretogenic stimulant (cocaine), or worse, serotonin syndrome.

>>689365686
Wow. Kindly reschedule your suicide to right fucking now, faggot.

>>689364942
Never said u did. You said you take 500mg then 100mg every 2nd hour. Youre barely if at all making the 1400mg he said and thats spaced over many hours...

>>689365585
Friend doing this will not work, it'll just make you really sick. I don't recommend suicide either mate. A friend of mine killed herself last week and it was a really tough time for everyone involved.

>>689365704
ld50 is from tests on animals if you would actually check for humans fatal doses were recorded from 2,65g to 8,70g

Kill yourself fag and stop looking for sympathy

>>689365456
True. I pop 2x400mg pills a couple of times and was fine. Usually just 400 then 400 hr later tho.

MODS MODS MODS
HE SAID HE SAID HE SAID
>>689365686
>>689365686
>>689365686

>>689365885
i thought it will give me at least some pleasure but didn't give me any, this was the last thing i wanted to try in my life and i can say i did everything i wanted

>>689365893
Wont make you sick. You may feel a little nausea if you get that opiate nausea. Ive done it plenty with and without tolerance.

>>689366187
Lol ok buddy on the off chance you're not baiting I hope the police catch you first and you find a big black bf in prison

>>689366461
well obviously i didnt rape her, still i think she did that cause she is dumb or because of money she said that since we are going out wich was never really said and im 23 years old so its almost double her age

>>689366743
Oh cool I'm sure the judge will take the fact that you paid her into consideration. That's far more acceptable.

>>689366187
>his lifetime ambition was to fuck a 12 year old girl
>everything in his life, everything that led to him being born was worth fucking a 12 year old and nothing else
>he's past his peak

Well, I see why you want to kill yourself now. You're as smart as a 12 year old girl.

>>689366865
i didn't paiud her, im rich

In in case this turns historic. A rich pedo suicide. Could be someone famous.

>>689367439
Did somebody say a small loan of a million dollars?

>>689367087
Explain. Do you live in some fucked up South Amercian country where parents let their daughters get fucked by drug lords?

>>689367087
Please just die
From one stranger to a nigger, fucking an hero

>>689367568
in poland

I hope you are Bieber

>>689355208
eat a couple of dicks it will help you

>>689367677
doth the dubs confirm

>>689367640
Everyone I've ever met from there has been a miserable sod. What up with that.

>>689355208
Yeah Vikings is all right. What season are you on?

>>689367640
So how did you find this girl? How do you know she wont talk?

>>689367915
she thought we are going out so... she wont

>>689355208
Have fun.

>>689356231
yeah, help not attention

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GUYS I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

>>689368032
How the fuck are you in a situation where a 12 year old thinks you're dating?
>she wont

Sure every caught pedo has thought the same thing

>>689358998
>pic
>imlpying "god" (as the beginning of the life) and the death are playing against each other

>>689355208
The fuck is "white drink"

>>689362765
>life is goddamn pointless
doesn't have to be bad.

>>689368361
firstly i was going out with her 17 years old friend but she was taking her everywhere and the young one was jeoulus so i started two timing them

>>689355208
I say go ahead with it. And congratulations on taking a more proactive role in natural selection. You know you're useless, and you've decided not to further pollute our gene pool with your weak and inferior genes. Thanks.

>>689368611
coke

>>689355208
The only thing that keeps a lot of people going is their entertainment. Stop being a whiner and get drunk like the rest of us.

>>689368659
Your story is fake and gay. Good luck killing yourself.

>>689368611
white and drink amphetamine and alcohol

>>689368233
And how the fuck does one seek help without drawing attention to themselves?

Dumbass.

>>689355208

tramadol has a ceiling effect and also causes seizures above 500mg

youd just seize and puke. probably wouldnt even die. probably one of the top 5 worst opiates to choose and top 100 worst ways to die with drugs.

>>689368862
and you propably never go out, its really easy to fool young girls

>>689369235
Ok bro so you were just hanging out with a 17 yr old and her 12 yr old friend who follows her everywhere like you live in a fucking quirky anime or something.

>>689369221
Let them make their mistake.

They have to learn.

Dude, go out and get a hooker, your problems will go away instantly.

>>689369138
There is a difference between "hey guys i am a sick motherfucker please recognize me i am edgy" and "i have a problem, i am feeling good when other people suffer, i feel bad about it plz help me"

>>689369539
He just said he fucked a 12 yr old and now his life is complete

>>689369494
no the older one is lives like 40km away and when she comes here she comes here what she does like once a week she meets with her younger friend

>>689369717
How would a 12 and 17 yr old even know each other? Anyway, if you fucked a 12 year old and she though you were dating she is 100% gonna tell people. Unless she's dead.

>>689369934
is this going to turn into a suicide pact

>>689369934
well, i will be dead by then anyway so dosen't really matter does it?

Live stream it

>>689370082
By when? She could be telling her parents right now this second. Polish Police Force gonna burst your door down and give you a beating.

>>689370161
i wont be doing it at home, man i will be so fucked up with all this shit that someone is going to notice, im going to the forest

>>689355208
Hey you can make a live ?

>>689370231
i look young so i dont think she thought that im older than 17

>>689370557
You know what, fuck it. I'm just gonna ask. How was the sex OP?

>>689370678
well, she was really tight, it was pleasant, but nothing special

>>689370870
Did she cry? I'm guessing she was a virgin?

>>689371035
she wasn't a virgin

>>689369043
>amphetamine
i think he meant coke

>>689371126
wtf

>>689371127
No think he means speed. Dunno why he'd have that if he's so rich.

>>689371127
no this is what me, op just said i meant emphetamine i dont have acces to coke

>>689355208
dont do it bud, things will turn around

>>689371126
What kind of fucked up world do you live in? Is Poland that messed up?

>>689371305
He fucked a 12 year old.

>>689371361
it looks so to me

>>689355208
Anon.
Please don't do it.
I once tried to overdose. I once saw the world the same way as you. As soon as I took those pills, you feel a terrible feeling of instant regret. I was lucky enough to be found by my uncle, who took me to hospital, You might not.

When I woke up, I felt enlightened. I felt like an absolute moron for trying to kill myself. Please, don't try it anon. Short term, get rid of those pills. Throw them into a sewer or something. Just get rid of them. Long term, tell people how you feel. Friends, family, a therapist if you have neither of the other two. You will get over it with enough time.

Promise, OP

>>689371658
He fucked a 12 year old. Who cares.

>>689355208
do 5 grams of heroin instead

>>689371658
i once over dosed by mistake, and belive me i didnt feel any regret i was happy that it will end, it didnt kill me as you can see

>>689372016
i dont have acces to heroine

>>689372568
buy it over the internet, really expensive but if you're saying you're rich you could probably afford it, another quick option is just bullet or shotgun to the head

>>689371658
I mean if he fucked a 12 year old, why don't you want him to die?

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>>689355208
that feel when down to the last of my cocaine, good speed anon.

>>689372739
im not from america, and i dont want it to be fast, thats why im buying every drug that i have acces in 5 times the amount i have ever taken

>>689372946
just make sure you drink alot, and take alot of coke then you might die, you do not want to fail

Tramadol doesn't do shit, i hate being immune to most pharmaceutical pain killers... only valium or better has had an effect on me... sigh

>>689373207
try hydrocodone

>>689372928
>snorting through a bank note
enjoy your hepatitis a-z

You won't do it, NO BALLS!

>>689374649
i will be so drugged that balls will have noting to do there

>>689373924
fresh note straight from the bank mate, I dont share my notes.

>>689373924
Severely underrated post

>>689375311
>fresh note straight from the bank
you know that banks don't print money? thats mot how money works

>>689375311
I always just cut up a straw. Dont need to roll it up or any of that bollocks.

>Faggot creates thread
>Faggot says he'll an hero
>Faggot adds:. Ordered the pills, gonna an hero in 2 weeks.

What a little bitch. The kind of bitch no one likes, because they're too used to your empty attention whoring on Facebook, to a point where nobody says "don't do it" anymore.

Newsflash: /b/ doesn't know you. You're still worthless, meaningless, and inconsequential. Go take a dump. Stare at the turd. Now remember: even the turd can serve as fertilizer, whereas you? Worthless.

Before you attention whoring gets the best of you in thinking: "but I made the turd", remember that your worthlessness consumed a lot more, thus wasted a lot more on the shit you call "life" in order to produce it.

Kill yourself now please.

>>689375832
New money is delivered on the tuesday, all crisp uncirculated notes, and dated upon printing.

>>689372928
Ugh fuck you for making me want some coke. 6 months sober and I'm bored as fuck.