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>>689254540
cry elsewhere you little cunt.

>>689255146
rude tbh

Just end life plz

>>689255601
this is 4chan fag get use to it

I'll just leave this here

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1r0OOMgs5xgNhoL9dodXS3iuXFKG1txVoYPMKcY0GGk0/

>>689255859
fuck off summer

>>689254540
>dropped out of college
>job is well paid
>family is broken as fuck
>have my close set of friends but they dont seem to care about me
>alrady am an alcoholic (can't sleep without my 10 beers)
>but I don't hate my life

>>689254540

>Graduated university
>Good job with good pay
>Family comfortably middle class
>Plenty of friends, people like me
>Dog loves me
>Enjoy intoxicants responsibly

>trip planned with my gf
>tickets bought and everything
>trip starts next thursday
>gf starts talking bout breaking up today

>>689256673
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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>>689255897
Kek, a friend of mine is into lolita.
I'll never understand it, but I'm not one to judge.

>>689256673
get rid of the cunt and go on the trip alone

clear your mind and enjoy time with yourself

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>>689255897
>scrolled thru looking for child rape

>disappointed.

>>689255897
IS THIS SAFE?

>>689255859
damn, edgy

>>689258640
yeah, its just a google doc with a story on it. it's safe to click babe.

>>689258640
welcome to B enjoy you're stay/

What is /b/ listening to?

>>689260710
sweat pea - Amos lee

Pretty gay but fuck it

>>689260710
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0O0Nd9kQ6J8

kek

Kdjejd

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>31
>have decent job
>live with parents because they're old and need me to do all the heavy-lifting shit
>haven't touched a woman in 8 years, because living with fucking parents
>try to move out
>parents all "BAWWWW but ur sister died and ur our only child nao"
>prolly never going to touch another vagina
>mfw

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My life doesn't feel worth living without this girl. For some reason when we text she gets super mad at me randomly and won't talk to me. It kills me, but I know if I could talk to her in person she wouldn't do this.

I've tried and tried to find other girls, but I can't.

I'd fucking die for this girl. I can't ever have her and I can't let her go.

>>689263035
It's best just to let that part of yourself die. I gave up on love, and while I wish I was dead every day, at least I don't want to be the one to do it.

>>689257598
Oh god, now I feel bad after reading it.

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More pon and zi because this little fucker knows how I feel.

Also a little more story. I've never met this girl in person, no. But we've basically been as up front and everything as possible, we don't lie to each other or anything. I was willing to drive several hours to meet her, but she broke up with me before we got that far. We stayed kinda friends and she keeps doing what I described earlier.

I know I'm going to get tons of "get over her and find someone else" comments but it's not that easy. We stop talking sometimes but either I find her or she finds me and we keep talking and become best friends again.

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>>689263976

One last pon

>>689263035
You have to go through this to learn I guess. You'll either get her or you'll get over her. The most important person for you is you, not some random girl you like. You'll realize that in future and you'll be all good.

In the meantime, good luck and stay strong.

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>>689263976
Here's a reply, which is more than you gave my post.
Fuck off, you're not the only one with problems.

>>689263976
did you tell her how you feel?

I am above average intelligence, and could be an 8/10 if i put in a very small amount of effort. However, am psycho/sociopath, so I dont care about my/others' lives. I'm just empty. What do?

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>>689255859
the good ol' classic
s u m m e r t i m e

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I would post but I have nothing left to feel.

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>>689264599

I was completely honest about how I felt last week. I told her I still love her and I'm working constantly on getting over her but still being a good friend. She didn't care that much but I think it was better for both of us that she knows I still care about her too much.

>>689264984
lucky man

>Have best friend for 7 years
>helped him through death of his parents
>he helped me locate my batshit crazy mom when she went missing
>he has stopped me from offing myself twice
>helped me recover after an attempt
>always been there.
>he used to have crush on me back in school
>i'm 2 years older
>friendzoned him cause idiot
>he pulls the wingman
>essentially gets me with my current boyfriend back in 2013
>he got married in 2013
>against my advice
>has baby in early 2015
>he gets divorce mid 2015
>lots of free time now since cunt wont let him see his baby
>hang out all the time
>helps me get my life back in order after battling 6 months of the worst anxiety i've ever had
>barely able to leave house
>house got really fucking messy
>helps me clean house and reorganize
>also helps me lose 20lbs and get back to where i was before down kicked in
>helped me more than boyfriend did
>boyfriend lives with me but doesn't know how to address my mental illness
>but best friend is always there
>realize that i love him
>realize i'm in love with him
>he gets a girlfriend
>i want to leave my boyfriend
>i want to be with my best friend
>cant say anything because derp.jpg
>we go to club/bar/pub thursday night
>i got way too wasted, he and his girlfriend bring me home
>boyfriend isn't home, went to house sit at his parents for the night
>I start panicking because cant be at home alone
>best friend tells girlfriend about severe anxiety and fear of dark etc
>girlfriend takes keys and says she'll drive herself home and that he can stay at the house with me
>i'm already curled up in bed at this point, still fully dressed and made up
>he agrees and stays, she leaves

>my room is separated from the living room by just an arch
>he's already made a bed on the couch for himself
>comes in to check on me, sits on the bed with me
>i start crying
>he hugs me
>I kiss him

>he doesn't kiss back
>FUCK.gif

>>689256673
Give your girlfriends ticket to a cute single friend. Or find a lonely chick in a bar and explain your story.

>>689263976
you cant love someone that youve never met you sad cunt. take a fuckin look at yaself

>>689265051
Tits or gtfo. If you're a faggot. I heard there's someone looking for you in Orlando

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>>689265051
On behalf of every guy who has been in the "friend zone," I give you this:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

>>689262557
Man up dude. Just don't take them back to your place until a few dates in, then tell her your parents are old af and that they need you to support them. Then you'll be a selfless guy who has a big heart.

>>689265309
ur a dik

I'm drunka s FUCK. I just want you to know I love yoy all.

>>689265051
Lel u fukked up

>>689255897
ouch.

>>689265578
Yeah, well I accept that. As for you, look at where caring for people has gotten you?

>>689265309
ahhhh yes. summer is fully underway, folks!

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>>689265301

If that's what you think then k.

It took until almost a year after I met her for me to realize I was in love with her. It was after we broke up. I asked for another chance and she gave valid reasons why we can't.

For all the hours we've talked on messaging and Skype and Facebook and everything, I know I love her. Maybe I fell in love too easily, but that doesn't mean I don't love her.

Oh shut the fuck up and man the fuck up you little crying bitch

>>689265769
it got me laid

>>689265771
here's your (you)

>>689265851
summertime :^)

>>689265598
thanks man, love you too :)

wanna hear about the time i thought divorce was a normal thing for people bc it happend to me at a young age?

>>689265858
Kek that's all?

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>>689265493
Yeah, it just feels so deceptive to not be upfront about it at the beginning. Ever since my college gf kept getting pissed because after dating for a couple of years she kept "finding out new things about me." Like how after our first year of dating, she found out that I can speak more than one language, then blew up at me because it was something about myself I never told her.
It seems stupid, but since then I have tried being totally upfront with women with poor results.

>>689265823
just ask her whatever the fuck she wants with you and tell her you can't go on like this

either she loves you and wants to be with her on not

if she says she doesn't you'll know for sure and you can start getting over her

come on man, you're better than this and you deserve someone real

>>689255146
>>689255859
FUk OfF LaD

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>>689255859
>use to it

>>689254540
>pretty decent job
>working on getting my BA
>aced two semesters so far
>have two cats that love me
>working out regularly
>tons of free time

Yep. Life is suffering.

>>689260710
http://i.4cdn.org/f/clownstare.swf

>>689266167
It's normal to hide things anon. I garuntee you any girl you'll talk to will hide something. And the chick who blew up at you was hiding something.

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>tfw no gf and sex for 4 years

How do I pick up grills in bars or anywhere outside?

>>689266093
When I was young I thought my neighbor's dad was weird because when he wasn't working he was at home with his family, unlike my dad.

>>689265437
to be fair, he was a cunt back in the day when friendzone started. I always loved him just not necessarily that way. back in highschool we had a discussion about not ruining our friendship etc etc

I was never cruel about having friendzoned him, and he willingly went there.

but yeah, u rite.

>he kisses my hand
>'why now?'
>i dont know.
>'you know i love you'
>i know, not the way i want you too
>whiney conversation wherein i rant about boyfriend and how he will never get me the way best friend does
>go off on a tangent about how best friend wouldn't even want me after all these years of being conditioned to think of me like a brother
>best friend makes wincest comment as a joke
>as i'm freaking out we have curled up on our sides facing eachother and holding hands, and every once in a while he brushes the hair out of my face
>i fall asleep

>wake up and he was gone, but had texted me that we would talk about it when he came by later

>go to the club again last night with his girlfriend and him
>end up dancing with her majority of the night, but over her head making direct and intense eye contact with him
>she went to the bathroom, we went out to smoke
>he leans in close like he's going to either kiss me or say something
>she comes out behind him
>likenothingeverhappened
>he dropped me off at home to sleeping boyfriend
>cry myself to sleep next to a man who will give me the world, wanting my best friend to be my world

I'm selfish and awful and i waited to long to do anything and settled for what was safe instead of chasing what was right.

I brought this on myself.

also tits (.) (.)

Preferable with your arms and hands. Just a word of advice. They don't take too kindly to being picked up by strangers

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>>689266187

Well I know we're done relationship wise, but I want to be her friend, because the times she's not freaking out at me she's literally been the best friend I've ever had. That's not my penis talking, she's actually an awesome friend most of the time.

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>>689266788
Gee, you took that with dignity. I feel kinda bad for laughing at you now...

>>689265823
Stop talking to her, you want to be with her and she doesn't want you, sit will never work out. You'll find someone else

>>689266788
Now you must live with the life you have created for yourself. Complaining will do you no service.

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>>689266484
You're right, I just need to accept that that is the way things are. I've conditioned myself to be too upfront about some things, I need to learn how to ease others into my situation.

>>689266912
Yeah man I've been there.

You can't have her as a gf so you'll settle down with her being your friend. But the truth is you're still in love with her and can't live without her.

The thing is, as long as you're in contact with her, you'll never get over her and you'll hurt. You really need to let her go and find someone else. Do it for yourself. There's no bright future with her.

> 2 years tech program
> work focused class 6 hours a day
> no electives no extra bullshit
> companies came every quarter to hire
> get hired in the last quarter
> 26$/hr starting
> 45$/hr in 7 years
> job easy as fuck

>>689267389
Relationships are about learning. More yourself than about the other person.

>>689267632
agreed

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>>689267407

I mean it doesn't bother me she's fucking some other guy, probably right now. I'd think that would probably bother me if I still wanted her that bad.

>>689267750
Just take your time and get over her mate.

And good luck with your future endeavors. Hope you'll find the one for you.

Hope we all do...

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Sometimes I think life will eventually get better and things are better than they are, I'm wrong most of the time..

>>689268036
it does tho, you'll learn to stop giving a shit about everything

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>>689265823
Cut her out of your life completely. When I lost the girl who was undoubtedly the love of my life, I cut her off entirely. She tried texting me, and I would always text the same, saved response: "Stop contacting me." Any time she would try, same message.
Then I deleted every picture of her I had access to, gathered up & threw out every sentimental memento I had gained through our relationship, deleted all her messages, removed & blocked her across all social media, stop talking to all of our mutual friends, tossed out everything she left at my place, and deleted her number.
And the saddest part is that I would do anything to bring her back into my life. But I made it very clear from the get-go that I wanted to pursue her romantically, and I'm not going to settle for just being friends. There was a special place in her for my life, but she didn't want it and I refuse to make room for her in any other way.
It seems callous, but it would hurt way more having her in my life but not having HER. But either way, I lose.

>>689267082
its okay, i'm laughing at myself. I deserved it.

>>689267196
I just have literally nobody to vent to about this. all my friends think me and boyfriend are going to like settle down and make babies in a year and telling them about best friend would get back to him and make this worse than it is.

I love my boyfriend. he's wonderful.
but he's stagnant and safe and honestly doesn't know a bit about trying to love somebody with mental illness.

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>>689268070

I tried okcupid for a long time. Mostly fat sjw dyed hair whales. How are paid sites like match.com, anyone know?

I can absolutely not meet women in person. It doesn't work and never will for me

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>>689268359
Seems more like once you get what you want, you want what you could have had instead.
For the sake of your boyfriend, tell him about how you feel. It's terrible once you learn the person you are with hasn't wanted to be with you for a long time, and has talked about it with everyone except you.

>>689255146
ari is my jew waifu

>>689266729
>be me, 5 y/o
>parents argue a lot but i dont know whats happening so i ignore it
>turned out to be fights that resulted in divorce
>parents wanted me to choose who got custody
>didnt know what that meant or the idea of divorce for that matter
>chose mom
>father is gone and only see him every other weekend
>fast forward 3 years
>friends birthday party
>ask if i can spend the night
>"anon, my mom is at work"
>other kid says just to ask his dad
>my dumbass says "he lives with his mom so his dad isnt around"
>all other kids confused
>kids mom comes home and we ask to spend the night, its cool
>ask to settle dispute i had caused
>spent the next few minutes being explained what a divorce was
>got super sad and went to the bathroom to cry for a few hours realizing my dad and mom are not married
>birthday cake and gears of war on the xbox was the only reason i came out of the bathroom that night

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be me last night

>summer
>just graduated so staying up late
>live in central fl
>my best friend took his girlfriend to a bar
>gay bar
>saw it on snap chat story
>dont pay mind to it
>get phone notifications from news apps
>mass shooting
>some dead
>gay bar
>freakout.png
>try calling friend
>no answer
>keep calling
>no answer
>check news this morning
>50 dead
>friend was on list

mfw

>>689266788

Commenting here is my dumbest decision all evening, but it sounds to me like it isn't settled yet.

Weren't you gonna talk to him? Wasn't he flirty at the club?
Can't quite blame the guy for not making a move while his gf is staring, nor count on him to make proper decisions if he was drunk.

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>>689268523
I know what you mean about OKC. It's mostly overweight chicks with social issues, or single mothers.
I am simply not attracted to fat girls. I would date them if I could, but my penis just won't get erect with them. You wouldn't make a straight dude fuck a gay guy, it just isn't what works for them.
As for single mothers, well... I made it this far in my life without making that mistake, is it too much to ask for a partner who did the same?
But OKC is bottom-tier.

>>689256125

I am seeing less and less of this which is good but not is still my duty to let people know


We do not mention that time of year. It doesn't matter. You don't matter. Fuck off.

>>689268982
i mean but how old are u know man, cant be that bad anymore

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>>689268988
im sorry anon, try to get your mind off it, hang in there

Fuck it check this

>move out of parents place at 24
>move in with friend and his mom
>his dad died about 2 years before this

Fast forward about Christmas 2015 time

>my friend moved out
>I now live with his mom
Which is dope cause my mom died of cancer recently

>I'm not depressed
>swear I'm not depressed

>>689268988
>friend dies in shooting so go on b where it will undoubtedly be talked about

>>689254540
some anons here have a member of their family in critical condition?
my dad's life hangs by a thread and I feel like shit

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>>689269174

Damn. You sound pretty cool. Can you please be a chick with a nice body?

>>689269459
16 now so its a lot better. but i went through an abusive step father amfrom ages 9-14 and thats a fucking worse story. step dad made me an emo fuck because i was sad a lot when loving with him. mom continues to date some lame ass cucks tho

>>689270083

Lmao 16
Gtfo

>>689269119
I'm pretty much at the point where i'm going to count it as a loss, preserve the friendship and fix things within my own relationship to make things work.

If i cant fix my own relationship then hell, maybe a year or two down the road if we're both single, best friend and i can try to make shit work...

I want to talk about it with him, but at the same time, if he does truly feel the same way, both of our relationships would essentially come to an end with two amazing people. everybody in my life and his would know we left these people to be together. everybody would assume i was cheating with him (which i guess after my drunken kiss isn't 100% untrue).

even if i take the risk and go for it and we end up together, we run the risk of falling apart like every other relationship we've had, and then i lose my best friend and the potential love of my life...

if he doesn't feel the same and he was flirty at the club for standard sexual reasons only (lets be honest i was pretty on point with my dancing :P ) then talking about it will ensure i find that these feelings are unrequited and that itself could put a rift in the friendship as well.

Not talking about it could ruin things too. pent up feelings are obviously not good.

So many risks. and i'm battling trying to figure out if its worth it. I'm regretting going out with them in the first place.

>>689266569
ask 4 seks

>>689268988
I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you and everybody else affected by this tragedy.

>>689256673
take her sister

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Not as bad as a lot of people's feels but im sure some of you can rekate


> be 19 turning 20
> virgin 1 girlfriend back in 9th grade, never kissed (she was girlfriend because she liked me, idk why, even her little cousin thiught I was ugly)
> been going to gym for past year
> really lazy and unmotivated to go my planned achedule of 3 days on 1 day off so my gains arnt as significant as they should be, but still gained about 20kg in both muscle and fat (was really skonny before)

> anyways whenever I see a beuatoful girl at the gym I can stop feeling sad after I work out, realisijg that I probably wont have a qt.314 gf like her for many years, and ill still be a virgin when I do etc.

> pic related, one of the hot women I saw at the gym today is like a prettier less shoulder bulky version of pic related

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>>689270047
If either of us happened to be a chick with a nice body, our lives would be much better.

>>689255897
God fucking dammit

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>22 y.o. fat, ugly kissless virgin, still living with parents
>Probably won't ever be able to get a higher education
>Been working at shitty burger joint for a short while
>Hate it, but does it so parents don't have to think about me being a disgusting disappointment.
>Fail at everything I do
>I'm like a chameleon with my "friends", I just try to fit in.
>Know that I probably never will be able to do what I enjoy in life.
>Depression
>Don't even have the guts to kill myself

The worst thing about this is that there's really nothing that has happened for me to "blame it on". I'm just an average person, and everything still seems to be shit.
Wow, I'm pathetic.

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>>689262557
I have a good job, own place and I probably will never touch a vagina again either. Being ugly sucks.

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>>689271421
My HS gf was pretty, and she married a fat, balding dude who drives a truck for an AC company.
Ugly dudes get the babes, too. Just move down south, ugly fuckers are swimming in poon.

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>got no idea wat do for my bachelor next semester
>lost interest in the subject I'm "bacheloring" in
>virtually no social life, although a couple good friends
>got no job this summer because it's impossible to get a job anymore unless you know someone
>20 y.o virgin, and I've lost my mojo
>overthinking, overanalyzing everything
>crippling self consciousness
>take life too seriously
>never let myself have any fun because I'm always judging myself
stressed, bored, frustrated, confused, depressed, anxious etc. etc.

life should be so easy by now /b/ros... but it isn't.

>>689270375

When you regret something, just remember that it was what you once wanted.

Seems to me like your doubt is the problem here. There is no way you can know if there ever is a "right" or "wrong" path. Trust your gut feeling,

I just broke it off with my girl a couple of weeks a ago, She was sweet, caring, but I had to admit to myself that I just needed to go out and have some casual relations with other people. And I'm happier now.
Sometimes we have to admit that we need something that we don't want to need.

But at least talk with him about it. Regardless of if he has feelings for you or not, you can talk it out and find a solution.

>>689272619
you say it yourself, stop over thinking so much and get shit done, but is more easy say it than do it, rigth?

>>689254540
alcohol abuse is just killing yourself slowly, so why no get it over with :^)

at least you got a job dude, a lot of people would envy you because of that, myself included

>>689256176
10 units a day? alcohol can't be very expensive wherever it is you live I take it?

how do you manage to drink that much liquid in one day anyway?

>>689262557
can't you just move out and come over whenver they need help?

>>689270378
jej

>>689271233
enjoy the simple things?
it's never to late to go back to school nigga

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>>689273556
exactly

I have my moments where I recognise bullshit thoughts arising and execute them, followed by a feeling that closely resembles happiness

I think I'm getting the hang of it, although it'll never go away 100% (it's part of human nature), because I'll still have the memories of it with me

>>689275473
>because I'll still have the memories of it with me
or mabye it works the other way? it can't come back, because I've learned, I've mastered it (?).

crossing my fingers

>>689273030
He's pretty much attached to her by the hip now. theres no opportunity. granted it's only been a few days.

i wish i could just turn my mind off.

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why can i not overcome regret, anons? why can i not stop it from causing me anxiety, depression and shame?

i want to be a good person. im not the person i once was anymore. i cant stop this feeling though, it makes me feel ill. ive never felt love, or had a serious relationship. for the past few years ive been normie, but im regretting to what i was fapping to years ago. why did it never bother me? anons its making me feel ill. i feel a burden, walk with shame. do any of you feel this way? have any of you changed drastically?