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Been looking for one. Will dump :)

>>689080870
Hi anon,

what country are you from ...?

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>>689080870

I'm feeling down about someone else's relationship.

A friend of mine, she and her husband's relationship is shitty. He wants a poly relationship and it has made her crazy. They already didn't have a great time together lately - they just finally got their own place again but haven't been intimate very much.

I was married myself. I figure the dude just wants to get his dick wet elsewhere, which is no big deal. I cheated a few times, but it was because I was unhappy. At least he's trying to get permission of a sort? Who knows.

I don't know why it's bothering me so much. I thought I had gotten over the crush I had on her but I guess not.

>>689080870
Why won't your family talk to you?

>>689082198
>>689082709

why arent you answering us OP ?

>>689080870
is OP alive?

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>>689080870
>i feel trapped in my own body and want to die. >Cant work because of anxiety
>when i do work cant connect with people, and start having suicidal thoughts as well as random philosophical questions that don't go away till i answer them
>tfw you will never know the answer to existence or travel the universe
>im 20

op, you there

op?

Fuck it if OP is bailing, i'm unloading my shit. Me and my girlfriend of 5 years broke up about three weeks ago. Been feeling completely fine until recent days where I just feel fucking empty. Its in the middle of the night where im from, can't sleep, can't fap, and just kinda bored. Wtf do you do after a long ass relationship like that?

>>689083321
>>689083471
i think op killed himself

>>689083471
at this point i doubt it. i was willing to help him but i don't know where we went ...

ive saved a few ... maybe two people from suicide on 4chan... or atleast thats what they said...

also i was always a bit of a moralfag so ya...

OP you there ??

OP here guys

just watching tv, and being fat.

im also a kisless hugless virgin

>>689083768
talk to me anon.

what classes have you had on philosophy.

are you religious ?

and are you persuing education at a uni ?

Anyone wanna dump Elisa story?

>>689083793
It's a big void to fill. You should do some of the things you enjoyed before the relationship if possible. Maybe a new hobby. Maybe sleep around, that's what I do.

>>689084066
your not OP

because its unrelated to what the OG post says.

GTFO lying fag.

>>689084365
I really am, I just forgot to put it in it

Don't do it OP, It'll be okay. Just keep swimming just, keep swimming

>>689084298
*Ella

>>689084501
I do think about it, its just hard to not do it

>>689084500
if it is then answer my questions
>>689082198

>>689084512
No you fucking tard Elisa. The one from the big feels thread last night?

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Anybody visit these threads everyday?

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>>689084826
It's Ella. What was the story about?

>>689084185
not religious i try to be as unbiased as possible but i came to the conclusion that there is no point of living in this world. No college or uni, i just started working after high school. i might be able to get doctor assisted suicide since its now legal in Canada.

>>689084801
>>689082198
America

>>689084944
used to... but im hiding from my problems and look at the little good things that are happening to me... but sometimes it hits me hard and its damaging ...

>>689085096
You're gonna take the chance to see if there really is a god, but only be confronted by Satan and the flames that will be closer than an inch to your face?

>>689084322
You've been in the same situation? How the fuck do you get a new hobby? Shit just feels stupid, and going out and meeting people feels good when I do it, but shit afterwards.

>>689085096
oh im from canada, what province are you from ?

>>689085055
It's Elisa dense cunt. I was in the thread. I know what the bitch's name is. I missed the ending so I was just checking since it's exactly the kind of thing that ends up in these threads.

>>689083793
Keep yourself busy, anon. And don't let yourself be aline and delve in such thought.
I've never had a breakup from a super long relationship, but my boyfriend has. He was with a girl for almost 3 years and she dumped him for another guy they both knew. I don't know if my bf is even quite over her, tbh.

And I think it's because he isolated himself and overworked himself at work.

So keep you body and mind busy doing things. Chat on the phone with a buddy. Go to a board game meetup. Anything. It'll take time, but it's best not to dwell and the past.

I wish the best for you, anon.

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just grow a fucking grandpa tree.
all the love you need.

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>>689085305
No need to have an Aussie rage. Just tell me what you remember from the story.

>>689085238
A new hobby? Surely something else interest you, something you've never done before or something you always wanted to try but your relationship or maybe other obligations held you back.

Why does meeting people feel like shit afterwards?

>>689085130
ok then, and why wont your parents talk to you...

if you dont want dont go into details...

>>689085419
Feels false. I don't know how else to put it. Getting drunk and hanging with people makes me feel like im running away, or just shutting off.

>>689085419
I'm not the guy youre speaking to, but I think "finding a new hobby" is a lot easier said than done.

>>689085416
Well don't correct me when you're straight up wrong then, the fuck is that about? Who does that?

Anon took it up the butt from his brother, met a lolita chick, they got all cute and shit and started dating. I heard it had a pretty sad ending.

>>689085429
I really don't wanna get into detail, its more of I don't wana ameberres them so I dont talk t o them much

>>689085718
Alright, it's Elisa

Sorry man, there's another feels called Ella that's sad too. Their really similar names

>>689085219
If you think about how big the Universe is and assume that a certain religion is right despite the only people who believe it are the ones on our planet then you will see that the odds of that happening is unlikely. I also thought about what happens after death (disregarding the idea of heaven or hell). The idea of nothing happening after death is also not possible because Nothing is just that, an idea and cant be experienced because its not a thing.

>>689085301
Ontario

>>689085730
its anonymous so you can tell us and just change the names...

>>689085581
I feel you. When I'm drinking with friends/people, I feel fantastic. Friendlier, warmer, more open to people. But I hit a point where I realize an emptines inside. That once I go home, things will go back to normal. Its... I guess I can't explain it very well haha... It's a melancholy that the fun and social interaction won't last forever.

>>689085666
nice trips

>>689085944
pretty close im from quebec, montreal...

ok and so you say your gf dumped you...

so you know why ...

did she actually like you, did you change habits or acquire new ones...

did you gain weight, ignore her ?

or did you leave her ?

>>689085889
Lol that is true, but damn I wish I knew how it ended. The OP was slow as fuck to type so it took like 6 hours for the threads to wrap up, I couldn't wait nearly that long.

>>689085666
>>689085581
I suppose 'hobby' is the wrong word. Just focus on personal development of some sort. It's better than sitting around feeling shitty.

>>689086172
you're replying to the wrong person desu

>>689085980
Yeah I hear you. Good things don't last I guess.

>>689086172
oh my bad you were the one who stated that he had a philosophical problem in mind...

so what classes did you take on philosophy why did you drop out ?

>>689085730
you may want to find a public support group within your town

>>689086228
True. Doing nothing is a goddamned highway to depression.

>>689085944
>>>

>>689086535

If you kill yourself, it destroys your family. It fucks everything up. People that know your family, that gets fucked up. Parents of people that killed themselves don't blink.

>>689083793
Same here anon,just keep yourself busy,talk to other people. But it is good to unload your feelings

>>689080870
my family's dead
My dog's dead
My gf's dead
I'm almost dead
Etc
Etc

>>689087032
What happened dude? Why did you guys broke up? For me it was just kind of over.

>>689080870
>feel depressed or bipolar
>parents tell me i just want to do less in college
>they think niether are real
>wont let be get tested
> am thinking about talking to my only friend about it
> know he would take it to the grave if i told him not to tell anyone
What should i do /b/rothers?

My homosexual impulses cause me to be unintentionally hostile towards males and females alike.

>>689087350
Sounds like theres literally no negative from talking to your friend. I'd say don't treat it like you're "telling him" but like you're talking to him.

>>689087350
It gets better as they get older and realize how much they've fucked up

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>>689081709
Why did you have to post this..
;(

>>689080870

find a better paying job, move to a new apartment and don't get a gf but hook ups only.

i swear to god you guys just loves drama.

>>689087511
get a partner who is into that shit, problem solved.

>>689087350
Just tell your friend about all your troubles. Pay for your own medical bill to see a doc about your psychiatric issues, that way there will be no problems between you and your puritan parents.

My dad just pitifully reminded me that he bought pizza for both of us since I'll be leaving back for my mom's tomorrow or so.
It's soul-crushing seeing him like this, but his home is horrendous and he does absolutely nothing to improve the situation.

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tried to od on xanax and vodka a few days ago woke up 16 hours later probably just gonna lay down in front of a train on the 26th gf broke up with me i have no friends i have drug problems and mental illnesses i feel alone i dont think this is the place for me anymore

>>689087664
Major trust issues, plus my family members are strict conservatives, so I'll always have to hide that.

>>689081872
this made me laugh

>>689087249
>Cheated on me , claimed they kissed and he ate her out
> blamed me because of what I did to her back in November (cheated with a Asian )
>she always treated Me like shit,no hold hands,kissed little to never,I'd give her money more than $600 all together and complained if I ask for something from her
> just poured my feelings to one close friend (girl but in a relationship, went through similar thing with him)
>felt good, lately played BO3 to let anger go,actually Been way more social,moving to Texas in July,


Did you guys break up because the spark was gone? We dated for 3 years

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All feel threads are usually the same, you'd think that if similar males go through the same dilemma one could think of an appropriate answer to solve it other than suicide but no one has. Why is this?

>>689087809
He probably realizes it too, anon. I'm sorry to hear about your situation. Its painful to imagine.

>>689088568
I don't want to use a cliché like "spark", but I guess we weren't in love anymore. Probably hadn't been in a good long while.

I miss all the parts about being in a relationship, except for the part where its with a person I don't love.

Nice that things are moving in the right direction for you, that girl honestly seems to have been a bitch. Only a dogshit person describes how they cheated on someone.

I want to travel this autumn, going to try to save up money and spend a few months in asia or something.

>>689080870
before you become homeless, rob for money.
thats my backup plan for when I hit the dumps. kill and steal my friend.
>inb4 edgy pshh nothin personel kidd

>>689088752
Because we as a human race don't ever get to see past it. People use the only solution we have and then, in their last seconds realize a better answer. But they can't tell us.

>>689089298
what kind of plan is that? Your life is shitty so you resort to stealing from others and killing people for no reason just because they're better off than you? seems dumb

>>689089429
Maybe more thinking and speaking would get the answer quicker than on the edge of suicide realizing it. I mean i do those and i found my answer without having to get close to suicide

How do you get a person to love you?

We've been together for about 1.5 years. Hit it off really well at the start. But I've heard him day a few times how he doesn't think he'll ever love someone again the same way he had with his ex. I get that. First love is always the deepest.
I know he cares a lot. It just kills me that I'm afraid of saying the words "I love you", because his reply is always "I know." and never anything different.

I'm friends with this guy and girl at work. The dude is like my BFF is right now and we're all single and close friends with each other. I like to flirt a lot with the girl, and I've made somewhat of a friendly rivalry with the other guy over the affections of the girl. This past year I was "winning" and started to find myself geniunely attracted to the girl and I thought she felt the same. But i just found out that the guy had been fucking the girl for the past year and they've been keeping it on the down low. I had no clue but apparently it was obvious to other people. I only found out after I was having dinner with them and they lip kissed goodbye to each other, I guess it was kind of them kinda saying "yes, we're a couple, get it through your thick skull anon, is this a big enough hint for you?"

I'm feeling like the biggest foolish cuck in the world right now. I'm jealous, but it is what it is. I hope that soon I can just get over my stupid jealousy and just feel happy for them

>>689089685
I was suicidal too, and i managed to find the answer. But everyone has a different answer. No one's is the same. And that's what keeps me up at night.

>>689089990
So other's not finding an answer like you did keeps you up?

>>689089709

Your boyfriend sounds like me. Let's roleplay. Tell me you love me and I'll answer how I'd honestly answer. Trust me, It'll ease some of your anxiety

>>689091136
How will this help at all?!

>>689089186
I know what you mean, moving on is hard. I tried to reason to stay with her and she got depressed and yelled at me saying to move, you'll find somebody that'll treat you better, shit like that. The part that hurts the most is that she still tells me she loves me and we talk like nothing happened. Its hard loving the same person that hurt you so much.

Moving to Asia sounds nice, mostly the culture.

>>689091465

Nigger, it called facing your fear. You do what you're afraid to do in a controlled environment and later realize something about it that you didn't know before

>>689080870
Try to stay in it, dont give up! i know this is a crap comment but im fucking drunk and depressed, but stay in it and be the best that you can be!!!!!!!

>>689091690
I'm sorry for being a faggot, anon.

I do love you. Despite us both being asses.

>>689086172
hey im from mtl too

is it me or is there just less things to do in the city as you get older

its just the same things over and over again
no?

>unhappy with my art
>unhappy with my sexuality
>unhappy with my being
>All I want to do is lay in bed, eat, and browse 4chan.

I haven't taken my meds in months and I have been fine until now. It's only 5mg of Lexapro, it's basically fucking sugar pills. I don't see why this is happening now.

>>689092069

I know you do. Maybe I'll love you too sometime in the future. But now I can't say I love you back without being disingenuous.

To be honest, sometimes I do fantasize about being in love with you, one day. And some moments I actually do think I love you (insert cute anecdote here). The thought of loving you makes me happy

Also, you do realize that as homosexuals, we are degenerates? We must submit ourselves to the faggot execution sites, at once

show me your tits

>>689093158
To my surprise, that does actually make me feel better. In hopes that that's what he's thinking.
Thank you. :)


So what happened to your love life, anon?

I just miss her.

No friends
No job
I just sleep

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>>689081658

Does anybody else procrastinate/wait until the last minute to do shit? I have an essay to write for Monday that I have not started. It will be the last assignment I do for my undergrad (excluding exams) and then I'll get my degree. Problem is I'm getting burnt out. I'll just have to pull an all nighter tomorrow and then study what I can for the finals. After that I'll finish school and hopefully find a job.

>>689086224
She got raped and killed herself 4 states over. When her grandma died she had to leave Anon, once she left she was banned from having a boyfriend. After three months of no contact he goes to the Uncles house with Jake and finds only a suicide note.

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>>689094154

>>689094330
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1r0OOMgs5xgNhoL9dodXS3iuXFKG1txVoYPMKcY0GGk0/edit?ts=575bd233
Related

Very few friends left
No job
About to move into my own place but only have enough money for the first 2 months
Don't have any source of revenue so I don't know how I'll be able to pay the landlord

All I do is browse, watch movies/tv and fap
life is sucky right now

>>689094548
Me too. It's going for years

6"6 ex rugby fag here

If the anon that was talking to me last night is here, Thank you

>>689094181
If you ca're enough then you aren't burnt out, you can do it!

Rest of you, you can keep on keeping on! I can't tell you how to keep on, I do it with drinking And chronic masturbation. But you can do it! Have fuuuuuuuun, screw up within the law! Fuck fat chicks! Cum on your roommates toothbrush and giggle about it! Freewill is freewil!

>>689093628

Wow, it did? Cool

My love life if you wanna know, in greentext form
>become friends with girl
>she has a boyfriend, but whatever, she's cool to hang out with
>1 year later. become BEST friends with girl
>and I'm her best friend too
>share secrets and confide in each other like never I have in another human being before
>oh fuck, I love her
>things aren't going well with her boyfriend, they break up
>nowsmychance.bmp
>shes laying on the couch with her eyes closed, looking absolutely beautiful
>i lean in to kiss her
>1 inch away from lips
>i pussy out and back off
>repeat 5 times
>finally kiss her
>"damn anon I thought you never would do it lol"
>best days of my life
>go off to Japan for a month
>come back
>she's talking to her ex again
>she's back with her ex
>I can't look at her without my heart sinking
>avoid everything
>never go out
>lose all my friends
>"dont worry anon, time heals all wounds"
>feelbad.png
>10 years pass
>still feel bad.mpeg
>alone.bmp

I could never love another girl that deeply again, for one because it was my first love, and two because I know falling in love that deeply puts you in a vulnerable position and is really, really dangerous

>>689090383
The fact someone will die, just makes me feel sad.

>>689095687

does it make you feel better that dying the literally the fate of everything that lives? also that being in the state of death is how you'll spend 99.999999% of your existence in this universe? the vast, vast majority of all humans that ever lived are currently dead and will be dead forever

>>689094788
It'll change soon for the better

I already started trying to change my fate and feel better by doing cardio
gonna get that endorphin release pleasure in the least

>>689095510
>>689095510
Holy shit, that's sorta how me and my bf got together. Except I dumped my autistic ex and a week later I'm on his couch and we're playing vidya games and then watching an animu movie. And afterwards he invites me to make a move and ... well, now we're together.

But back to you: do you want to love someone again? Yes, it does put you in a very vulnerable place (my god, you sound just like him), but that's what relationships do to you. It's the ultimate hedgehog's dilemma.
For a while I tried resisting falling for him, to avoid a greater pain if or when we break up. Yet at some point I decided that fuck "what ifs", and just feel for him freely.

Unrelated: we could make great depressing friends.

>>689096388
I've come to accept it, but it doesn't really. I don't believe in anything after i die, but i would just like to know that one day everyone finds that suicide is not the answer and there isa better way.

>have a huge crush on this girl for months
>literal 10/10, I've never felt for someone like this
>have one class with her, she's quiet but in a cute way
>she seems to like me
>embarrassing shit happens one day but she's still interested
>finally get the chance to ask her out
>she says yes and we both are excited about it
>get to know her and she's literally perfect
>talk everyday
>she's clingy, doesn't like me talking to other women at all but im fine with it because i have no social life
>lose interest in literally a month, depression kicks in for no fucking reason
>i'll never forgive myself if i lose her

why am i like this /b/, is suicide the only answer?

>>689098123
what are you depressed about

>>689098317
every so often i just fall through the cracks and i lose the will to live, to do anything, i think it might be because of my loneliness or my anxiety

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This one is very long, but worth it. It is also very fucking sad aswell

>>689096753

>do you want to love someone again?

Yeah, I'm definitely open to it. Love is the best thing ever. It's definitely difficult to come by, though. I guess that's what makes it so special

I agree about deciding to fuck "what ifs". Recently I've been getting into the whole Four Noble Truths of Buddhism thing of "all life is suffering, pain, and misery" and to end attachment to desires and all that crap. I dunno, I guess I just finally went crazy or something. But hopefully I'll get past this whole vulnerability shit and just feel okay to deeply love someone else without the whole fear of pain thing

Unrelated: If we were friends I'd probably try to fuck you

>>689085889
Ella story is fucking epic man , only wall text i've read around here 10/10

>gf dumped me
>still loves me but convinces herself she loves her new boyfriend
>had shitty grades
>crazy parents
>have lots of "friends" because I like to joke alot to hide my own sadness
>only 3 real friends: 2 bros and ex gf
My parentd always shat on me and nobody cares when you feel down. But that didnt stop me. Instead of mopping around I got up amd started looking for a job. Went back to college and got awesome grades. How? BecUse I didnt want to live like this anymore. Its a hard and long process anons, but its doable. People give up because they think they domt have power when in truth they do. Now I got my ex back, parents are more understandimg and life is great. I was there once, just like you. The difference? I wanted out of that shit life. If I can do it, you can too. Shoot for the moon and even if you miss you'll end up amongs the stars. Wherever you are or whoever you are, I love and support you. Now get out there and be the best you possible <3

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Don't you fucking die on me, thread.

>>689098836

You're with the girl of your dreams. Jesus christ get on an anti-depressant or something

>>689084298
If anyone wants it I have it saved.
http://m.imgur.com/account/Thylordsatan/images/0un6IUu
It's rough screenshots, any anon feel free to steal images and make a better edit of them.

>>689098920
Wait, so this Buddhism thing is making you even more depressed and hopeless about life? Or is it saying that bc life is full of shit, you should live it to its fullest?

Thank you again for your answer from before.
And I'm flattered, I guess, that you'd try getting in my pants while in a relationship. ?

I'm blamed for everything that goes wrong in my family. My older brother was a total ass and ruined everything for me by squandering every opportunity he was given, so it was expected I'd step up and be the role model for my younger siblings. Ended up 30/515 in graduating class in high school, on Dean's list both semesters last year in college, got a job as soon as I got back home for the summer, and they still think I could be doing better, that I could be trying harder. When will it be enough for them? When will I find peace in knowing I can make at least one person happy in this world?

>>689101752
parents and family will never be satisfied

they can be real assholes
fuck em
do what you can and be happy with that

hedgehog died tonight, feels fucking awful because he was so young and i have no idea what happened

>>689102504
Aw, sorry to hear about your loss anon.
Tell us some stories about him.
I for one don't know anything about hedgehogs. Pets or wild ones

>>689082030
do a flip faggot.

>>689102819
he was just a little pet i owned, got him last year around september. he was the cutest little devil and always made me happy when id take him out to pet him and let him run around

>>689101471
>Wait, so this Buddhism thing is making you even more depressed and hopeless about life? Or is it saying that bc life is full of shit, you should live it to its fullest?

Not really either. For most of my life I was always really focused on the past or on the future, especially with college, med school, residencies, blah blah blah

Now I've become more focused on the present. I came to it without the goal of attaining happiness, relieving stress or reducing anxiety, but without any goal at all. Just being in the moment. Ironically, a side effect of that mentality was happiness, reduced stress and reduced anxiety

>And I'm flattered, I guess, that you'd try getting in my pants while in a relationship. ?
I guess I'm attracted to people in relationships. I have a competitive personality to a fault, and I kinda get off stealing the girl from the guy. Maybe because with my first love I "lost" the competition with her ex-bf and I subconsciously want to beat him and "win" her back by stealing her back away from him. Even though I know IRL she's not even with that particular ex-bf anymore and is actually engaged to some other guy now

>>689103145
Aw, how sad and sudden.
Do you have any pics of him?
Also, where I you buy hedgehogs? I've neber seen them in petstores.

How do you live with a broken heart? I don't know if I can survive any longer...

I rolled 39 on a thread I supposedly won 500 bucks but OP won't deliver, cri everitim, can someone help a /b/ro out and compensate with 50 bucks, tnx alot

paypal: [email protected]

>>689104666
Simple. Remove it. Easier said than done though.

>>689104666
stop being some underage faggot
I bet youre younger than 20

itll get easier as you get older and get your heart broken more than once and end up hardening yourself

quit being such a pussy seriously

>>689104666
One day at a time. God, I'm 26 and I know most of you are 17 - 24. You won't forget but it will subside. Maybe you will find another if you bother to do something. Sitting inyour room hunched over the pc isn't enough for a lot. Its a numbers game and if you play, you may win or lose. Its up to you if you want to roll the dice on love.

>>689103573
sadly i do not have any pictures of him on my laptop, and i bought mine from a breeder i found after researching. she charged about $300 for the animal, a cage, and some supplies. the cage was more or less a large clear rubbermaid container with holes drilled in the top lid.

>>689098836
Could it be that you finally have everything you actually want? You had a goal. A reason before. Now you have the dream girl. Now what?

>>689105723
24 here. I work 2 jobs and drink when I can. When you work a lot you don't have time to have a broken heart. Also I work in a kitchen in both jobs.

>>689105708
This.

>>689106025
working in a kitchen is easy as fuck in a sort of way

yes its hard work but its not like youre really tired after a shift (except maybe the feet from standing)

correct me if im wrong but itsnt it kind of hard to fuck up a plate or some food?

>>689106517
In a fine dining restaurant it's work, when you are short staffed, on top of pumping out 3100 plates a night. It's a combination of every single plate up has to look just like the other thousands of plates. We make everything in house too. It's multiply factors that adds up in big ways depending on the day. Some days it's fucking amazing and it's smooth sailing. Other days you want to put a bullet through your brain. Being a cook is easy. Being a sous chef who cares is hard.

>>689080870

>Sell all your property and vehicle.

>Purchase survival gear + backpack.

>Move to Montana, live in nature.

>>689107699
This sounds like a pretty good idea. But I would miss my computer and internet far too much.

>>689107288
so I'm guessing you actually went to some culinary school of some type to get this job.

I thought you were working in some fast food joint
flipping burgers and pulling out steaming hot hot-dogs

>>689108047

>Stones that weigh you down and will do nothing other than remind you of a jaded past, and only distract you. Go on a walkabout for a few weeks or even a month. When you return you will have clear perspective.

>>689106025
Yes because either you are too busy to have a relationship or you just go head on. It depends. Me personally, I rather get money and save it so I can run off somewhere nice. I havent been with any chick in 5 years. I dont put myself out there way after hs and women want guys who have their shit straight which I dont. I'm going to an interview soon, its partime but I know how to save money and look for better jobs. I really dont need to be in a relationship. I rather have a lot of money than love, I'm use to being alone. I'm just not use to being in a commited relationship and I dont want to compromise, I've been having to mske compromises through out my whole life.

Tl;dr I am probably selfish

>>689108355
I can actually say that I have never worked at a fast food location. I work at a hotel and a company owned restaurant. And I do have a BS degree in culinary. Flipping burgers and pulling out steamed hot dogs it's actually cooking. I'm talking about cooking a lemon shrimp penne starting with butter, browning the garlic, add in your raw shrimp, cooking them up with salt and pepper, throw in a splash of wine to deglaze the pan, adding in your zucchini, squash and carrots and cooking them for a few minutes before adding in your penne pasta and a splash of lemon juice. Cook down the lemon juice and plate it up into a 13 1/4th white bowl, adding fried basil and lemon zest for garnish, and making it perfect EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

>>689091064
why don't you got nightclubs and actually make friends you loser.

>>689108644
women are a huge drain on the wallet

youll be surprised how much you spend more if you ever start to date again
better have some money saved up anon

>>689091110
I'd completely isolate myself from all family attached to my moms side if I was in his situation.

>>689108644
Nah. Relationships aren't really too important. Making money. Stable job. A car that runs. Living quarters. The RIGHT woman won't drain you dry. But that's about one out of a million.