>>689057072
>trans
check yourself into a mental hospital.

>>689057293
I wish. They don't help with this shit

>>689057815
It will be a start to addressing your mental illness. Therapy might help. Obviously you weren't raised properly.

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If you've got $1,000 in the bank you can afford to go to Thailand and party with young, carefree people for a couple weeks. Helped me regain confidence in myself.
And pardon my saying but you'd fit right in.

>>689058490
> Therapy might help
Many years in therapy already
>Obviously you weren't raised properly.
What makes you think that?

>>689057072
stop being gay

>>689057072
Have you already given in to your illness and started any treatment to "change" your sex?

>>689058980

how can one go about doing this?

>>689059305
Funny, I was never the stereotypical gay guy.
>>689059378
Years ago, anon. By now, I already have my name and even birth certificate changed
>>689058980
Does it really help?
It feels like a waste of time and money. Knowing myself, I'd probably stay at the hotel...

>>689060066
>years ago
Is pic related?

>>689060458
Of course not, anon, I would never post my face in 4 chan.

>>689061081
Alright. So, what's going wrong in your life, why have you no control?

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>>689060066
ok you gave me a good reply so here's a good answer
find love
in all its forms, not just romantic
it's the main driver of our lives
be a loving person, it's like lube in your engine

as an aside, dont fuck with your body

>>689061407
I was kicked out of uni last November cause I couldn't pay. I haven't tell my family about it yet. I don't think I can.
Started escorting around Xmas, a few weeks before my birthday. I've being drinking almost non stop since then.
No friends, no life, no goals...
I really don't know what to do, I'm just an spectator of my life, I see it happening as if it was a movie.

>>689062255
This guy >>689062072 has a good idea, find a good connection with somebody, it doesn't even have to be sexual or romantic, just a connection. While you're escorting, use the money and the free time to find something productive, it could be a new job, a new hobby, anything to put your time into and get something out of. Besides being a tranny, do you have any mental health issues that affect you?

Where do you live OP? Can I use your services? Does it help with loneliness? Is there a cuddling service? Have you considered a government job?

>>689062072
I understand what you mean, and I agree with it, as dumb as it may sound. I even had it once.
I'm already a loving person, I really am, but I don't see how and/or why could anyone love me. Biologically, I have zero value, I'm aware of it. And even if you like my looks, or my personality, that's just stupid, is no different from loving your food processor.
> as an aside, dont fuck with your body
What do you mean? If it's drugs, don't worry, I'm too scared of them.
>>689062958
>it doesn't even have to be sexual or romantic, just a connection
Few times I've tried, all what the guys wanted from me was of sexual nature.
Finding a new job would be impossible. I had one on my own but stopped due to a surgery.
No mental health, except from, you know, depression and social anxiety.
>>689063332
Spain. I guess. No, no it doesn't. It is. Right now, sometimes I simply go for a dinner with some of the regulars. I'm so right-winged I consider a government job even worse than prostitution.

>>689065143
Why would finding a new job be impossible? I understand that you had to leave your old one because of surgery but what's stopping you now? Also, it doesn't need to be a guy that you make a connection with, it could be a girl.

>>689057072
Show us pictures of your butthole

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>>689057072
Fuck you're sexy....10/10 would bang

>>689058980
>$1,000

That doesn't even sound like enough for the flight. You sure about that?

>>689057072
Is pic you?

>>689058980
Where is pic from

>>689065332
>Why would finding a new job be impossible?
Cause there is an unemployment rate of around 50 % and I have little to none experience.

I know it doesn't have to be a buy but... I just don't know how to ''make friends''. All I had were from college and they just ''happened''. But as I started going less and less and finally been kicked out they disappeared. I don't know how to reconnect. And I even if I knew, I'm sure I'd be bothering them. I mean, if they had interest, they would have contacted me, right?

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>>689064396
I love a person who's been created through trauma. At the moment a 9 years old girl was dying under her mother's violence, when her soul was leaving her body, something happened. Another spirit intervened and merged with her soul. She split in two, the shell that kept maturing, and the core that remained 9 years old emotionally. She's now 42 years old in body, but her core is a pure flame spirit that doesn't age. She knows how to drive, she went through college, but she is still a spirit. One in nature and purpose.
I also love the grown woman, but the spirit is something unique and unknown of most people. When you deal with normal people, past childhood especially, they are in fact composites of many things. Body, mind, emotions, fear, past, etc. But such a flame is just one thing. She knows who she is. She is strong and courageous and beautiful, too. But most importantly she is ONE being. That is so refreshing.
Anyway... there is more than the body, or the "person". You have a flame inside you, like we all do. You can use it, express it, and you can meet others.

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>>689065999
Trips of truf

>>689057072
Honest, here's what I would do

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aO7OLE_OK1s

Do hope you figure out what is it you need to do to be happy, but let's face it, you're not really looking for good advice if you're asking on /b

Idk, have you tried going to a church?

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You faggot tits or gtfo.... all these assholes pretending to care don't give a shit in reality, just passing on words to pass the boredom in their boring less than average insecure lives...just like you, youre a waste of air. Do us a favour and kys; make it count you worthless whore.

>>689065999
https://www.kayak.com/flight-routes/United-States-US0/Thailand-TH0


448$ bro

>>689057072
Show us your tits and dick

>>689066998
And 500 bucks is enough to have a place to stay, party, and bang hookers for how long?

>>689067226
2 days

>>689066988
Gota check em

>>689065559
No.
Believe it or not, I'm a bitch and a prude. Yeah, fuck my luck.
Although my half naked self have been posted in 4 chan a few times.
>>689066863
Ha, I went to a catholic school. Whole thing directed by nuns and all. Had to wear uniform, pray, go to church...
I'm ok with religion, live and let live, but is not for me.

Damn, I would fuck you in the mouth so hard you would choke on my semen

>>689067226
Asking as it takes transnigger

>>689067361
Bitch, show us something or get the fuck out.

>>689066238
If you're going to college less and less they are obviously going to start moving on without you. It's not that they didn't have interest, it's that you showed no interest.

>>689067493
this

>>689067451
Kek autos as long skips transnigger

>>689067493
>>689067203
Are you ok with a year old picture that people will claim is not me?
>>689067530
I know... I'm insecure and terrible at maintaining social relationships

>>689067361
I went to a catholic school as well. Tbh that shit sucked, people there were no good. I understand if you aren't much of a fan of religion. That being said God loves you anywhere and anyhow, Good luck OP.

>>689068035
Yes that's fine.

>>689068146
I thought it was fun. Well, ''fun''. Don't have any trauma or anything, there is good people and bad people.
I like religions from the social and historical point of view.

>>689057072
> no control of life
> go to /b/ for advice

top kek

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>>689068849
>Yes that's fine.
Then here you go, m8

Sorry for making other people see a dick. I know is not something pleasing to the eye.

>>689069223
Holy shit how tall are you? Also what do you think of short guys

>>689068035
Maintaining friendships is easy, you just have to try and that's it. The reason it's hard for you is because you don't even like yourself, so you project that onto others and assume they think similarly. Your problem is deep inside and not something likely to be fixed over conversation and activity, you need to really spend some time trying to figure out what's going wrong inside. Maybe I'm wrong about you, but I'm speaking from first hand experience here.

>>689057072
Hey OP can I be your online friend? I have aspergers though so I am a shitty conversationalist.I don't have any friends either.

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>>689069223
Would happily choke on that cock

>>689069223
You want an honest answer of how to start taking control of you life again? Stop posting pictures of yourself online.

>>689057072
end it

>>689069223
Damn. why do all trannies have bigger dicks than me. Seems like a cruel joke God is playing.

>>689057072
being straight faggot

>>689069480
Hmmm, yes, I know what you mean. Is more or less the same my psychologist told me.
But I don't how ''that'' can be changed. What if that is part of who I am, so it cannot be changed? Maybe is just me, I'm a total wreck, have to learn to live with it. I don't know...
>>689069439
Not tall, 1.78 m. I'm ok with them? I prefer tall guys, but if there are other things to compensate I guess I wouldn't care about height.
>>689069931
Fucking know, man, I fucking know...
>>689069981
Planned to, but an uncle made it first. Pretty sure if I do it I'll start a domino effect. As much as I may want to, I'm not that much of an asshole.

>>689070592
You really do sound like a girl :/

>>689057072
whos this?

>>689070592
Believe it or not, "an hero"-ing isn't infectious.

>>689070592
It can be changed, I did it, but before any of that can happen you have to stop accepting that you're doomed. There IS something wrong with you, it's not just who you are, and you have to find out what it is. Your attitude stinks of the desire to simply wallow in your own pity until some magic happens and everything is a-okay, but that attitude will only make things worse. You need to learn how to spot your own flaws and mistakes and work on them, that's what got me out of my funk.

Where u at I'll pay for that

nobody gives a shit honestly

>>689069593
Sounds fine to me.
>>689071196
An hero -ing would kill my mother and grandmother. And probably fuck up my sister. I'm ok with ending my life, but I have no right to make others suffer. I wish I could simply dissappear, or make people hate me so they wouldn't suffer because of me.
>>689070783
I'll take it as a compliment, I guess.
>>689071641
>You need to learn how to spot your own flaws and mistakes and work on them,
I am the mistake.
Anyway, yes, that's totally what my psycho told me.
Would you tell me a bit about what happened to you? Ignore me if it's too personal.

>>689057072
>stop drinking
>stop posting your photos online
>go to trade school or get of spain to look for work
>start trying to make friends

These are good starts to improve your life quality.

>>689057072
Trans girl here if you need a friend

>>689072357
>Sounds fine to me.
Ok cool. My email is [email protected] if you are really ok with being an online friend.

>>689072390
>stop drinking
Only thing that keeps me going
>stop posting your photos online
With that I agree
>go to trade school or get of spain to look for work
No interest in ''trade school''. I wanted to study my carrer, now... Now I don't want to do anything. I can't do anything.
>start trying to make friends
Fucking easy right? I'll try sharing my lunch with the other kids during the recess. That came out edgier than I thought.
>>689072559
That would be nice.

>>689073488
Would you like me to reach you at that email?

>>689072357
Just some fairly standard stuff. Violent drunk dad, violent brother, absent and drug addled second brother, alcoholic mother who was suicidal, beaten everyday in school, best friend who was basically family abandoned me, etc. I was pretty much the man of the family ever since I was around 9 or 10. Depression, anxiety, paranoia and whatever else I may be kicked in noticeably when I was around 12, I've been a complete shell of a person up until about 3 months ago. Still have a few bad moments here and there but I'm well on the way to becoming a normie.

>>689057072
go get some pussy

>>689057072
just take control of your life gal, and do what so ever you like to do, alas you have a nice boody and a beatuful face, just enjoy life there is only one

>>689073827
I haven't post any email yet?
I wrote down >>689073036 and will probably write him tomorrow.
>>689073852
I see. I understand you, anon. Good luck leaving the robot life behind. I'm trying my best but is really hard...
>>689074172
Kissed a few girls before transitioning, had sex with a lesbian after. Not my thing man, not my thing.
But that's good, right? More for you.

I want to contract your scort services.

Where do you live? Don't need to know specifically. Just curious. i've never been with an escort, much less a trans escort. I admit it's a fantasy but not sure i'd have the guts as i'd be so worried about cops.
How much do you charge? How do you advertise, how do you stay safe?

Beyond that, hope you're able to feel better, anon.

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>>689075677
Chekin in 4 dubz n check'd dem dubz

>>689070380
god has nothing to do with trannies bro

>>689075681
>OP here i live in faggotland escorting for faggots...my number is 1800faggot and i charge 100 faggots per 30minutes no penetration unless you suck my faggot...also lick my ass you faggot cuck.... kthxbai xo I'm a faggot

Love faggottrans OP xo

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>>689074875
Thanks Anon, good luck to you too, I know it's hard but it's not impossible.

Bedtime for me, goodnight fuckers.

>>689075681
Spain
Is nothing special. Is like having a (expensive) date with a girl knowing you are going to score that night yes or yes. Don't know how cops could be a problem, but I'm in Europe, so things are different.
Started with 200€. Now I usually go with 400 - 600€.
A ''friend'' showed me a web.
Stay safe?
>>689074846
Is not so easy, seriously. I simply see my life passing by, happening. I feel like I'm a cloud or observing from inside a crystal cage most of the time.

>>689077113
you should try, you live in the old world aside, travel, enjoy life, do what ever you pleased to do, get out of your cage, if someone is repressing you just step aside of him/her and life a life like it was the last time of the earth