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girl that i love is depressed and have time to get well. i'll get depression too in this time. i love her af. what to do help me please

>>688986579
W-what?

>>688986110
What anime op?

>>688986798
School days

>>688986798
>ilic
found this on tmblr, dont know anime sry

>>688986798

It looks a lot like Ao Haru Ride

>>688986996
>>688986798
idk but i want to feel like the main character..

>>688986865
Thats not my boi

what drugs are best for the loneliness and sadness? i thought about lsd/extasy

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>>688987295
sleeping pills :/ works for me

>>688987500
How many pills? got some analgesics tabs, and beer aswell

>>688987619
well, for just a long sleep i say 4, but for an forever sleep like all

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>>688987744
will try. im so broken inside.

Love is a double edged sword.

A. You get into a strong, intimate relationship with them, meanwhile someone who has been trying to do the same for longer has had their bond with them severed. Things go well, but in the months or years that you've spent with them, the fire burns out, all that is left is ash, they don't love you anymore, it's more of a habit for them, and for you. But they're probably the only chance you have to live with a lifelong partner, right?

B: They refuse, but "remain friends" with you. In time, you get over the rejection, and become close friends with them, you get the intimacy you wanted anyway, without the whole "relationship" bullshit. You could tell them anything, and they'd tell you anything.

But after a while, things change, someone else enters their life, and their bond with you slowly dies, and you slowly die too, until the person you thought you knew no longer exists. And the person who replaced you will never know of your existence.

>>688987829
im the same anon, i only see this world is shades of gray, i only feel pain. what broke you?

>>688986798
It's a terrible fucking anime, don't fucking watch it.

classreflection or whatever that anime youtube guy is called, reviewed it, and said it's a total piece of shit anime.

>>688988035
i attaching so fast to girls who want to talk with me. when i was 7 yo detected in my eye retinoblastoma so now im like cyclop or captain. i dont look so bad but i must have long front hair to hide this.. cause im looking like this i just had metal or emo girls, who broking me more and more by their problems. and now im sure that no one of them loved me like i did. i can do everything for girl who even want to talk with me. im very asocial and shy so im happy af when i have ocassion to talk with girl. and what is ur history?

>>688988406
wow, that would break anyone, im the same i have atachment issues with females, anyone that talks the time out of their day to talk to me i fall in love with, this has lead to depression and loneliness. i have no one, my parents are control freaks. if i dont do what they say right when they say it i will get kicked out, i have no future. every day i feel closer to the edge. i just want to take that step and be done with life.

>>688988831
Im not >>688988406
But its never to late friend
Stop thinking about women and think about you for once
A little selfishness isn't bad and can get you places in this world

>>688988831
>my parents are control freaks
i have very similiar situation like you. But my parents dont even care about me. i dont have help in anyone. i have no friends, no family relations, schoolmates blame me and guys in public looks at me like at monster. my only dream is get a job, rent a little house and make myself a hell on a earth. i want to cut up whole my body, get drugs, drink too much alcohol, smoke tones of cigarettes. just having bad to finally end with myself and dont care about world, like world dont care about me

>friend and I use Snapchat
>talk and send photos
>sometimes funny, sometimes sad, sometimes silence
>she gets a boyfriend about 4 years after we met (we met before Snapchat, just use it to communicate)
>feel somewhat like a father since, when we first met, she was a loner with no friends but has blossomed
>a little jealous too but whatever, she wants to get a tattoo and I'm not into that
>communication with her is dropped almost immediately (she dropped me)
>she posts to her snap story almost daily
>most of the time, she's spending it with 'him'
>again, don't really care, clearly he mustve been better than me
>they do fun shit all the time
>jealous of how much fun they're having
>up to this point she still hadn't said a single thing to me for no reason
>this goes on for 2 years
>about 2 weeks ago, she stopped posting on her story
>slightly concerned, has fake-step-son done something to her?
>wake up this morning
>decide enoughs enough, I need answers
>send a snap asking if she's OK
>*pending
>wtf is this shit
>google, apparently it means that they've deleted you as a friend
Priscilla, if you're reading this, I hope your mudslime bf beheads you

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All dem feels

>>688989119
my only dream is just a have someone who need me, and feel needed. for this i just need one people. one girl who'll want to know my inside

>>688989164
wow we have the same dream, they might be smal for everyone else but for us there woud give us a reason to live. i might not be missing an eye but people still look at me like im a monster when i walk down the street. im the same, no friends. my parent only control me to keep the house clear, not reallly like to motive me or anything that would help.

>>688989456
i have the same dream

>>688989230
Shit nigger this isnt you rage you lose thread

>>688986579
Stay with her, find the source of her depression and deal with it together, you have to be strong enought for both

>>688989574
thinking for since 4 years what to do with this. im getting really empty, dont care about everything. im living just beacuse i must and dont want make problems to my family. Just need that one girl who'll be my life. that girl who i would live to. but every next day thinking hurts more.

>>688989916
i know that source. her last boy just left her out in one day after 6 months of love. she talking just about him. that hurts me as fuck and i want to destroy something. i want to help her but this is so fcking hard.

>>688986110
Liking a girl who kinda also likes you back but is too afraid to trust someone again. It's taking a toll on me, fellas.

I-i just want to have some friends anon kuns ;_;
Idc about having gf or getting laid anymore
I just want someone to talk to, have fun with.

>>688989971
i completely understand.

>>688990291
dont have friends also. especially girl friends. my only friend is computer, there everything is easier.

>>688990291
i will be your friend

>>688989869
Sorry dude, just really had to get this off my chest. Shit literally happened this morning

>>688989574
LoL you both sound so weak, I can be your friend as long as you can keep a conversation. Give me some contact.

>>688990463
its ok that what we are here for

>>688990291
Ok anon
I'll be your friend

>>688990473
maybe email? later i can let you my fb. [email protected], girl and friend needing boy

>>688990473
ok here is my email. sorry it a bit odd 911isis911
@ gmail.com

>>688990728
Kek

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i dont understand how girl can break man so hard, like she can fix him to life again. it breaks my fucking mind

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I miss her

>>688991184
i'd better first find her, and never dont miss her just having she forever..

>>688990187
Was all fine and hopeful, she mentioned feeling something so quickly and wondered how that could be. Then we went on a date, it was amazing and just perfect. Now she seems more reserved and afraid, is she simply afraid of feeling what she's feeling or feel nothing at all?

girl through which i wrote that thread just said me that she cant meet with me today. im so fcking done and sad

God, all of you sound so pathetic. Especially with the broken English. Just keep hiding out in the basement fellas.

I'll keep this super basic
>friends with nice girl
>nice personality and looks
>talk everyday
>find out she's lesbian
>not a phase

>>688992204
ye my english is bad. sorry

>>688992204
but as i see you can think logically and try get what i want to tell you, so this is fine

Addicted to painkillers, almost ODed couple of times. Family issues to where I can't go to them, and gf of 6 years broke up with me recently. Started to open up to new girl because she said I could trust her but she cut me out of her life too ha ha ha. Life goes on I guess.

>>688992737
they're succubs, they seduce us and leaving us sad

https://youtu.be/ObbHoa19C5Y

>>688992898
Yeah it's just tiring. I've started reading to get my mind off of it all.

>>688993258
thats why i want to try drugs, maybe that'll help. replaying that song all day https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwrTFbnZEjA&index=4&list=PLdY3-dSrHjrVXWxTdSpuv-pIDMPydx2vp try

>>688993203
how this is named? art like this. music or video

>>688993518
Valentine refers the the video not the music and the Japanese was google translate don't know if it's right. The music is free YouTube music

>start hanging out with qt nerd grill
>legit nerd grill, can beat me at games
>known her for a year
>trying to increase our social link
>she's a shy piece of shit though
>she only replies to my message once a week
>i calmly but strongly remind her that it's a shitty thing to leave someone on Seen for a week+
>continues to do the same thing

We only see each other every 2-3 months. W- what do?

>Be me
>drive home after work
>2 fucking am
>get home
>see unknown car in driveway
>pleaseno.png
>last relationship ended because of this
>open door
>Yell out
>"Babe, please tell me this inst what I think it is
>"Please"
>walk upstairs
>open bedroom door
>die inside
>shes with another man
>she was the one
>she made me so happy
>she also broke me
>look at man
>he doesnt say anything
>he saw someone die inside
>point to the door
>"Out"
>follow them out of my house
>close door
>instantley break down
>never cried so hard
>never drunk this much
>next day
>wake up
>look on table
>note
>"Im sorry"
>proceed to walk to airing cupboard
>dont know why
>open door
>see handgun case
>pull out glock
>crumple down on the floor
>cry
>pressing it against head
>doityoupussy.jpg

>>688993861
>she walks though door
>she sees me
>pulls gun away
>"why anon"
>she hesitates
>"I dont know, just please dont do it anon"
>she was the last thing I had going
>she didnt know that
>family died in car crash when I was young
>only me and my father survived
>he died last week
>after hours of talking she talks me out of it
>still leaves me

Considering an heroing now

>>688993790
ty so much for excuse. do you know more videos like this? this is awesome

>>688993831

>hanging out

you're her buddy now, deal with it and move on.

>>688993896
>she still living in the house after that
Wtf dude

>>688994036
she was getting spare clothes and her wallet

>>688994026
please no

how do i get out

>>688993912
Just started making them. Here is the other one I've done.
https://youtu.be/-9YDR3IMmC4
Search SIMSPONWAVE for others

>>688986579
be kind don't let her feel pain, kill her :)

>>688994237
awesome. ty so much man

>>688994342
pls man

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>>688986110
>Be me
>Be 35 years old.
>Have steady govt job
>Wife got non-steady govt job.
>Both pay well
>Two healthy kids
>Both kids love me and their mother.
>I love her too.
>Have good friends and social life
>Good relationship with my family and wife's family.

Feel great! :D

>>688994389
I'll be making and posting another one by Monday.
Make sure you stick around.

>>688994237
its hard to do stuff like this? looks amazing

>>688994224

Find other girls, hang out with other persons. You're just wasting your time, not now but in a few years you'll regret having wasted your emotions on someone who doesn't reciprocate.

Only develop feeling for someone once you've fucked them (and liked it) and they've made you a sammich, before that they should be only entertainment and a thought on the back of your head.

>>688994588
im really happy that youre happy man. everything good for you and your family

>>688994655
There is much better ones out there but thank you for the kind words. It's not that hard once you understand "chroma key" and layering in Adobe
They take me 4-6 hrs to make.

>>688994827
awesome, waiting for more. btw can i message you later on yt to give you some questions about that art?

>>688994944
Yeah dude shoot away. I'm more than happy to answer questions and help out.

>>688994944
Btw for a feels thread you just made me feel like 1000 bucks man. Wasn't expecting this positive back and forth

>>688995015
everything good to you man! im gonna share your art. this is perfect and makes me feel better

>>688994153
You know...If this is real,And I was in your position,I would end it a long time ago.And I'm not one of those 'you got so much to live for the worlds a rainbow' people.But in all honesty,live.
Show that bitch that you are better than her.Don't kill yourself.

>>688995170
im really feel needed when im make someone happy mate, pleasure. feeling better

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>>688991796
any advice?

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>>688995527
she dont want or dont know how to show you that yorue interested in you, wait or make some move. you dont lost anything when you'll try

>>688986719
That is a hell of a story.

>>688995316
Im so fucking lonely tho, parents dead, sister, dead, gf of 5 years gone. literally nothing except my property

>>688995683
is the elephant going to die like the furry fag?

>>688995936
No friends?Go to uni and live in the dorms.Best years of my life.

>>688995968
rip elephant

>>688995683
Why does this get to men

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXfQkKAlY5c

>>688988199
I like that guy and trust his reviews

>>688996030
And where would he get the money for uni?

>>688996030
friends live 5 states away, stayed in dorms thats were i meet her

>>688996222
Part time jobs?It might be hard,but you gotta work for things.

>>688988199
>>688996218
He jumped on the "xddd sword art online is shit xddd lel" bandwagon, so he's a shit reviewer in my book.

>>688996222
I earn a decent amount with my current job just long hours

>>688994778
Thank you.
I hope you have happiness as well.

Truth be told, I hope everyone can find happiness. I've had bad times, really bad. I've had the kind of bad times that means that I now don't touch alcohol.
Luckily I managed to partially stop (by myself) a few months before meeting my now wife. I had a relapse the day I met her, but didn't make enough of an asshole off myself that she didn't send me a text asking if I wanted to see the new Harry Potter movie with her.
Managed to get my shit together again, felt horrible about the relapse and haven't had one since. Got a bachelors (had been a student for five years. Its free where I live) so I could apply for a masters at the uni she was going to. Powered through the masters because she got pregnant and I figured I needed to stop being a student and get a job to care for my family.
I guess I can sort of say I owe my happy life to having a good woman.

But really, I think the reason I'm in a good place is that I managed to stop drinking 90+ beers per week, and went to zero. So a small thanks to my younger self for getting through it, to actually manage to stop.

And good luck to anons out there who aren't in good places.
Remember, the change starts with you.