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'it never gets easier just easier to hide' feels thread
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'it never gets easier just easier to hide'

feels thread
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My dog died yesterday. I spent most of today in bed staring into space.
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>>688872211
what was his name? :(
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>>688872621
Alfie
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Today I realized I don't care I hurt my girlfriend's feelings.
I seriously don't know what should I do now.
It's like finding out something I've been trying to push away - that I just don't give a fuck about people. Or anything else.
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>>688873670
may he rest in piece
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You people are all faggots
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Anyone wanna such a nice hard cock?
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>>688874620

>newfag
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>>688874833

>wana such
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liked this girl for over three months
>too big of a puss to talk to her
>feel the pain every. single. day.
>mfw
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>>688875532
more?
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>>688875904
if it hurts to much but if not yes
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>>688875532
Why don't you just talk to her?
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>>688876624
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continuation of 688875532

>look at her facebook every day
>try to accept my fate
>she's my best friend's sister, making it even weirder
>tried visiting friend more to get a glimpse of her, even trying to say a word makes me slam shut
even more?
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>>688876669
this may literally be the most worthless attempt at a feels comic in the history of mankind
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>>688876475
>>688876512
>>688876549
>>688876588
>>688876624
>>688876669
fuck.
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>>688876631
well, i just don't i don't know why, usually i'm alpha af to girls, but she just fucks me up doing nothing at all
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>I live in a constant state of fear and misery
>Do you miss me anymore?
>And I don't even notice
>When it hurts anymore
>Anymore
>Anymore
>Anymooore

my fucking life-anthem
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>>688874841
Welcome on /b/ retard
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>>688877818
That was a good scene. I love anime/manga crying. So expressive
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its #nationalshootyourshotday on twitter or whatever

its for people to ask people out on dates or do something risky for a girlfriend

>get 2 tickets to a show as gift from parents
>"for you and a friend"
>good tickets, godtier seats
>only problem
>"friend"
>dont really have any of those since graduation
>even the people i considered friends in HS were just people that didnt mind talking to me every once in a while
>extreme anxiety
>decide to contact "best friend" figure from high school to go with me
("best friend" as in he is the kid that i thought i was closest to, even though he had much closer and better friends)
>build up confidence for half an hour before asking him
>finally ask him
>"wait this is a new phone who is this haha" he replies
>"um, this is anon"
>"anon who?"
>"anon lastname"
>after hearing my name he says he cant go
>"haha, okay."

anyone in the 203/860 wanna go see bob dylan on july 3rd at mohegan?

if not its fine i can go with my mom or sell the other ticket
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>>688877818

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gh3PWgpyie4
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>>688875532
i've liked this girl for over a year. I talk to her sometimes, but both are too shy to do anything about it. feels bad man
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>>688872037
I always feel so worthless. There is nobody who truly needs me, nobody who wouldn't be better off without me around.
And I don't get why people can't see it. I get told that I'm nice, or that I'm helpful, but that's just not true. Everything I do is just some poor attempt to make myself feel like I matter, but I can't.
I think I'd be better off in the fucking ground.
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>>688877378
What, are you 14?... You sure do compose yourself as such.
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>>688874080
If youre still together then thats probably a sign you shouldnt be. If you arent, then I dont see the problem.
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>>688872037
Nigga, you can't drop a Front Bottoms lyric and expect nobody to know what it is.

I got you, fam
http://youtube.com/watch?v=yOarEpA-4KU
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>>688878979
I'm sure that's not true.... if you're told that you're kind and helpful then you're more of a benefit to society than most people on this board, even if you're only kind/ helpful for selfish reasons that's a lot better than nothing.
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>>688879015
17, i should just an hero acting this way, i know
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>>688878741
this hit me hard
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>>688879332
We are.
After my last breakup i don't want to go through it anymore.
I wish I could just reload some old save and stay single.
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>>688879516
I only act that way because it's the only thing that makes me feel anything but empty anymore.
Better than nothing still doesn't feel right... It feels like using the people I'm supposed to care about.
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>>688876669
fucking furfag shit
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>>688879887
Welcome to humanity... we're all just using the people we care about, but they use us too. That doesn't mean there isn't anymore depth to the relationship than everyone just using each other, especially when you consider the fact that we're all the same fucking entity.
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Still got mine. Must feel bad man :(
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>>688879828
It will suck for a bit afterwards and as a dude youll likely be single for a bit afterwards, but its the better move. If you dont care about her feelings anymore then thats not a good sign. As someone whose last relationship ended because my gf didnt love me anymore, it will hurt her and youll likely just be annoyed/frustrated/want out.

Get out now. Its like a band aid. It will hurt a lot now with some residual stinging as you get used to being single, but its better than leaving it as is to become infected.
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>>688880354
Well that's bleak.
>the same entity
What do you mean by that?
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>>688879486
>>688872037
My niggas
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I love my girlfriend but I'm gonna cheat on her with a 17y cute piece of ass
I can't feel remorse and I can't stop cheating on her and I can't leave ver because I fucking love her

Am I a idiot to say no to wet fresh pussy or am I a asshole for cheating on someone that complete's me ?
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>>688879604
Well, you really shouldn't be here for one....
It is not so much your behavior as it is your very poor sentence structure and grammar. Focus on bettering yourself intellectually and then look for a girlfriend.
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>>688880753
not a native speaker
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tsup my dudes
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>>688880591
We're all the same.... we're all single puzzle pieces that make up a much larger picture. We are all connected. Everything you could ever want to be, you already are. Everything you could ever want to have, you already own.
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>>688880572
It's been over three years since I left my ex and it still hurts as fuck.
If not my endless fear of death I would end it long ago.
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when i was 5 my parents got divorced. mfw i thought every kid i knew had parents that didnt live together
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>>688880722
If you won't feel guilty, and she won't find out, do it.

If you will feel guilty, don't do it.

As long as sex is just sex, and you don't get further involved with this girl, I think it's fine. A little strange every few years will keep you both happier in the long wrong. You won't feel so locked down. But you absolutely have to be sure you won't feel guilt about it, and that your lady will never know.

Source: cheat on my wife at the local Asian massage parlor every two years or so. We've never been happier, and I've never loved anyone more
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>>688878741
Hang in there anon.
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>>688881186
only once time at a time doh. Some times suck more than others do (not saying that mine sucks)
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>>688881162
What makes this sad is the fact that it's true.
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>>688878741
>go with my mom
god damn anon, you must be ugly as shit. Or it could be because you still smell like your moms uterus
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>>688877818
>"And you don't even understand."
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>>688881186
That's an interesting way to look at it. If we're all connected why all the unkindness? Why do people treat people so poorly?
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>>688882309
*internal screaming*
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>>688881444
Well the problem is that I really love my gf and I can't feel guilty and that shit scares me for some stupid reason
And yes with the other girl is just sex , I'm 27 she's 17 we are friends but don't really talk much about our private life...
Anyway thank you anon I hope you keep being happy
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>>688882382
They haven't realized all that they are so they are trying to scrape their way to the top, using others as a means.

That is just scratching the surface of why people are unkind however, and if you have any insight I would love to hear it.
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I have a problem with sex. My girlfriend is (physically) oversensitive and I know that my touch generally isn't pleasant for her, it really kills my mood and leave me feeling guilty.
I don't know what to do. I want to enjoy sex, but I can't.
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>>688881342
What made it so difficult to move on anon?
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>>688883189
ur an asshole
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What are the life choices you need to make to end up in a piss sperm porno?
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>>688872037
What the fuck I was just listening to this song
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>>688872037
Shut up and check em
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>>688883924
I think I feel guilty for leaving her. She loved me, but we both had issues and couldn't talk with each other about our feelings.
And she's been turning me on like none else, every time I'm reminded of her smell I get hard. Unfortunately it's been connected with my crippling fear of sex that I, finally, got over.
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>>688884782
Just kidding, this is what you need to check ^^^
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>feeling like a mistake
>failed my parents
>failed my friends
>failed myself
>end my suffering.jpg
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>>688884934
Fuck
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>>688872037
It helps to listen to this while scrolling through feels thread
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=anmtXXf88cc
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i'm too ugly to have a social life. I've tried to fit in but society has made it clear that i look too different to be allowed to have a normal life. I've always been alone and I've been depressed since I was in junior high. I'm now in my mid 20s
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>>688884795
Have you made an effort to meet other women since?.....

If you keep spending your time transfixed on a woman from the past, you will never move on.
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>>688873670
Sounds like the faggot deserved it
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>>688883739
I've never understood why. All I can assume is that other people are just background noise for those kinds of people, and they can't see how their actions impact the lives of the ones they hurt.
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>>688872037
>it never gets easier just easier to not give a shit about
FTFY
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>>688885090
This song's fucking tight
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>>688882171
well damn, you're very nice
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I think we could all really use something

>please enjoy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NVaqc8eQ2YQ&list=RDNVaqc8eQ2YQ#t=2
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>>688884795
You made the decision and I'm envious of you. I don't have the balls to leave an unsatisfactory relationship because things "are good enough", but not what I would have wanted from a relationship. We don't share interests or hobbies. We're like roomies who care for each other. But we both have independent lives, we eat at different times, enjoy doing different things, have different circles. I'm not Mr. Big, I don't want to live a separate life from my girl. But here I still am.
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>>688885280
You know others can sense what you are thinking, right?

If you go up to someone thinking "I'm ugly, don't look at me, I'm hideous," then they will respond as such.

Try thinking "I'm smart, I'm worth talking to, I'm attractive."
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>>688885957
I've tried that before but I've gotten "put in my place" by people for being too confident for someone who looks like me.
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>>688878741
i promise i will not hurt you or do anything bad i
just really wanna go see bob dylan

>18
>guilford, ct
>a bit shy but i think i can be funny if i try
>i will never bother you again if you dont want me to

the seats are 7th row from floor

>>688881465
thanks, im trying to hang in here
music has been really helping me out with that

>>688882171
>ugly
always thought myself as kinda average,but with really good teeth. im not really fat or skinny
ive had friends (and even girlfriends) in the past but i really havent been active with having friends or maintaining relationships since about freshman year
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>>688885957
Who sent you to save us (' .' )
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>>688885794

>welcome to /b/ anon. Dont forget your tampons & maxi pads
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>>688885957
I don't think its that easy atleast not for me
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>>688872037
Dear anon,

I have a confession to make. It might make things a little awkward between us for a while, as I think I know how you're going to respond, but please just hear me out and let me get this off of my chest.

I think we both know that I feel a certain way about you, and that maybe you don't feel the same way about me. Look, you're the most amazing person I've ever met, and even though you don't love me back, I love you with all my heart, anon. I'm not telling you this to try to change your mind. I'm telling you this because I just want you to have heard it from me directly, and not from gossips and ne'er do wells who spread rumours that are bad for the both of us. I want to make sure you don't have the wrong end of the stick, beautiful anon, and that you know with the utmost certainty that you are not at fault for breaking my heart.

Ever since I first met you, when I first gazed into your beautiful eyes, I felt there was something different about you. The way I felt around you was unlike the way I'd ever felt about anyone else before. I loved every single aspect of your persona; your adorable little smile, the way you make the most ridiculous jokes, even the way you lock your elbows when you're angry. I know I should have tried to stop myself, but I couldn't help falling for you. The simple sight of your face was enough to cheer me up from even the deepest depths of sadness and melancholy, for I thought of a better time in the future when we would be able to be together.

Now I know that I was just fooling myself. I will never be able to tell you I love you. I will never be able to fall asleep in your arms. I will never be able to propose to you in the field where we first met those many many moons ago. But don't feel bad. Please. You deserve better than me. What am I but another stupid creature who believed in love? Who am I if not a person who followed their instincts?

Please, beloved anon, know this. You are not at fault.
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>>688885420
I'm in a relationship, two years already. Yet every time I see a girl who looks any similar to her I feel like crying. Or vomiting.
The worst thing is, looking back it wasn't really a bad decision - now she's dependent on xanax and, as far as I know, going downhill.

>>688885918
If you don't share any interests what do you even do together? Drink and fuck?
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I still have feelings for my ex and she came over last week and I fucked up making the mistake of falling for her again. I don't think she even cares though. I've literally never been so depressed in my whole life. I just want out man.
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ayyyyyy TFB!!!
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>>688885280
How ugly ? Do you have pics ? I'm not a top model either, and I used to have an intimidating look a few years ago (mohawk + piercings + security boots). However it didn't deter me from making friends.

For guys, bad looks are less likely to make them reject you than for women, but they might be reluctant to come toward you at first. One of my tricks to make new friends in new environments is to smoke. Smokers usually go by themselves or in small groups, and asking for a lighter is a good conversation starter. When I spotted a student from my class in the smoking area, I'd then start some smalltalk about our clases, and over the days we had more subjects to talk about. Don't be weird about it, get interested in the other's life, and if the conversation turns awkward, just step back saying "nice talking to you" with a smile. You can try again the smalltalk a few days after.
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>>688887461
When I come home she usually sits on the sofa watching a sitcom from Netflix and I sit next to her. Then we do the "how was work" and I go to the bedroom to geek out. I suggest a walk, she does not feel like it, I go to geek out in the bedroom. She comes there 3 hours later. We sleep. We wake up and go to work.
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>>688872037
Fuckin pussy. Just die. Serious. Not that hard. All you need to do to feel better is die. No more pain, no more obsessing over tiny shit. Just die
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>>688888481
This

Most people are their own harshest critics.

Post a pic and we'll tell you honestly without insults. We won't judge you, and can help you improve anon.
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>>688887201
http://www.letsreachsuccess.com/2013/04/14/talking-to-the-mirror-building-self-confidence/

I've read severall stuff about self confidence & telling yourself in the mirror you are beautifull/successful/important every morning.

I don't know if this is bullshit or if it really works, but it might be worth trying in your case
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>>688889858
wat? Feeling nothing is not the same as feeling better.
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>>688886572
I was sent here by a higher power as were you.
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>>688890445
oh okay, but I dont think im able to act like that tho :(
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>>688890934
Just give it a shot :) Try 1 month for a start, and see at the end of the month if you think just a waste of time or if it had effects. 5 minutes each morning & before sleeping is not much.
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>>688891577
ok, if I remember I'll try it :)
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>>688890934
http://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2014/10/07/353292408/why-saying-is-believing-the-science-of-self-talk

Here's another article that actually cites sources
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ah shit i'm late
what was
>>688888888
?
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>>688891916
in the first article it says that you should tell yourself "I know what I want and I'm not afraid to get it" But I am, I am afraid to get it
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if dubs I kill myself
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>>688889093
This sounds sadder than my Pepe collection.
You seriously need to rethink your life.
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>>688878930
Moar
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>>688890445
This coach shit is about as helpful as wiping your ass with boulders.
Try 59 Seconds by Richard Wiseman
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>>688893324
reroll bby
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>>688893800
S U C C E S S
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>>688893800
dude, please don't do it
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>tfw no real reason to be depressed but still depressed
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>>688892572
Doesn't matter. Even if you don't believe it at the moment, tell it to yourself. Also, a lot of the articles mentioned that you should use your own name instead of "I".

I'm personally going to try it. I've been undergoing severe depression since October (I've begun ro see a psychiatrist quite late, in February), and the only thing that kept me feeling alive and avoided me to throw myself out of the window are hard drugs.

I spent 1 month and a half, from January to mid February using amphetamines almost every day. The days I wan't high, I slept to recover from the strain, or used other drugs (DXM, opiates, DMT, LSD, ...). As a stimulant, the amphetamines were the only things that made me regain interest in everyday's life.

I've seen a doctor after that month and half, and asked him to save me as I thought I would end up killing myself at this rate. I lost 5+ kg during this period as I ate 3 meals a week (I drank a shit ton of water though) and had several scares where I had to write the amount of drugs I had taken on a post-it just in case my roomates found me unconscious.

The medication helped me stabilize, even if I still have some low peridos. However, I am unable to find the motivation to get work done, even now, unless I'm high on speed.

I'll try the mirror method too. I'll try and repeat myself I can do it, I can work without drugs, and that I'm not going to fuck up my diploma I spend 6 years for, even though I'm extremely scared about my future and can't get shit done. We'll see if it works ...
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>>688893639
it's not much more to it but
>I've had a crush on her for a long time
>I'm pretty sure she likes me
>to shy to do anything about it and I think she's too
>two weeks ago or something i was at a party
>she was there
>both got pretty drunk
>we kissed
>don't know if it meant anything to her, but to me it did
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>>688893889
he made his choice anon
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bump for you guys
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>>688894386
i'll try to do it, but i think people are never going to show me any respect. I've never been respected my whole life and sometimes i feel like no one cares about me
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>>688895225
what´s your name anon?first one obviously
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>>688872211
at least you have a roof over your head.. oh wait..
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>>688893977
i have the same problem
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>>688872211
Sorry to hear that man. My buddy passed last September. You never really get over it, but at some point to can adjust and remember fondly instead of crying every time you think of him.
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>>688894603
Just ask her casually what it meant for her next time you see her. ("Hey, can we talk about last night? Did it mean anything to you or was it just the alcohol talking")

If she likes you and shies away, she'll mumble about how she doesn't know or some shit, then tell her it meant something to you and you were glad you did it.

If she doesn't really like you/isn't ready to comit/ ..., she'll tell you it was the alcohol. Just tell something like "Ok, just wanted to be sure". If you want to continue to see her as a friend anyway, just keep acting like before & like the kiss was no big deal.

I was in the same situation with a friend of mine, and she told me it was because of alcohol. We talked about it for a while, and it was a bit awkward the 2-3 next times we met, be we still are good friends.
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>>688885506
Calm down you fucking edgelord
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>>688895875
but the thing is that i dont have the courage to do it and barely have it when im drunk
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'Prepare for an aching the rest of your life'
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>>688895329
John
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Another day passed and here I am, waiting for the next one to come, so I can continue my routine that barely stops me from thinking.
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>>688896359
I feel bad for you John
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>>688896245
2 solutions :
1- Take a leap of faith, keep repeating yourself it could either be amazing or awkward for 2-3 days.
2- Down 3-4 beers on your own, have a couple of chewing gum (and eventually some deodorant) and go talk to her. Just don't get drunk enough that it becomes noticeable.
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Been talking to this girl for a while now she said she loved me and cared about me a lot. We used to text a lot but at this point I'm lucky if she responds in days. I can't help but feel I fucked something up and it's my fault. Everyone seems to get tired of me.
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>>688875532
Don't worry anon. I had a girl who really liked me and was probably a solid 9/10. She agreed to go on a date with me but I was too nervous to follow up. She just got out of a 7 year relationship, and I was the first prospect. She always liked me. I was a pussy, she started dating another guy, and they've been going strong for two years.

We all miss out. That was my wake up call to just say fuck it and go for it. I could have had her and been the happiest guy ever, but I'm not. I drink my face off every evening, and understand that it becomes a catch 22. Go for it and Fucking talk to her. Don't be weird, just be friendly.
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>>688897068
What do you talk about to other people ? When I sense a conversation is growing stale, I try to talk about themselves/stuff I know interests them. Then all you have to do is listen and react from time to time, and the person is less likely to find you boring as they are speaking about a subject that interest them.

If you always make things about yourself/talk about a specific hobbie that only you enjoy / ..., people will get bored quickly.
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I took my gf to work on Tuesday at 10am. My cat was out all night and came up to us cuz he wanted to go inside. I remember opening the driver side back door, looking at her, then lookig back at him and he was gone. I went home locked my car up. I went back to my car to pick her up at 4pm and it turns out my cat had snuck in the car when I opened the passenger door. It was 90F outside. He tore the fuck out of my dashboard and windows. I left the windows up. I don't even have any pictures of him. I wish someone had broken a window or ripped off my car door to save him. I can't think of a worse way to die and it was my fault
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whats the point of living anyaways
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Stop Smoking
Stop Drinking
Cut Off Coffe
Start Training Again
Go Back To School When You Make Enough Money At Current Job
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>>688881444
>>688881444
Checked trips of truth
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>>688898366
there is none
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:c
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>>688897900
i don't know really. kinda just talk about anything. I've let her vent to me before and after that it seemed she was way happier but I don't know. I just want someone to care about me
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>tfw first gf died
>tfw second gf was crazy and ran away to another state
>tfw third gf got raped
>tfw last stretch of undergrad
>tfw impending, massive, 11% loans but want to get masters
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>tfw when you overhear your friends and family talking about how depressed you are.
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>>688873670
What kind of dog was he anon? Got any pictures?
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>>688881023
Woah
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>>688872037
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I thought the drugs were working but it was just my depression shifting from juvenile to more nihilistic.
What's a good way to kill yourself if you've got no car, no money, and nothing big enough to jump off.
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>>688899952
There was supposed to be a question mark at the end of that.
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>>688880722
>cheats
>loves
You're an asshole anon. The reason you don't feel remorse is because she dosent know about it you dips hit, man up and tell her or an hero.
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>>688876669
If it wasn't a furry it would be really good.
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>>688878741
:( I'm so sorry anon
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>>688874080
I know exactly how this guy feels. Im always in a relationship. I cheat and and build these romantic relationships with other girls just to tear them down my close friends who know what I am tell me just to be single but I have this sick need to be in charge of them. I play mind games and I like hurting them. id never hit a woman or anything like that. I kust like being a physiological monster. sometimes I think I should end my self because of it.
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Mfw my ex has been playing with my heart like a god damn mario game. Was being stupid for even thinking she cared about me
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>>688878741
I'd go with you
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>>688881023
I've been looking for some good green text. lets see if this is a good ride...

____________________________


Oh my god I remember reading this post as it happened... Man... O' man .... :(
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>>688874080
Kinda the same, except im trying to find a way to start caring.

Realised life is too boring without any kind of emotion - Just haven't found a way yet.
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>>688880722


You are an asshole. Just leave your girlfriend, an hero. Don't cheat. You'll fuck her up forever if you do that. At least let her go so she can be free and have a peace of mind some point in her life if she doesn't an hero herself.
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its suck when u crash your car and one of your best friends die and then u become depressed and everytime you look in the mirror you just wanna kill yourself, everything would be soooo much better if i dead in the fucking crash
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>>688897068
Bro... Are u me?
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>>688897068
Are you me anon?
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>>688897068
Same
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Over the last few weeks, friends I've been with have just been dropping out of my life with no notice. I tried asking them what I did wrong but I always just get insulted or ignored. I put on an alpha exterior but inside I'm constantly wondering why I don't just blow my brains out and recently it's all I want to do
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>Be me
>Have cared for this friend for years
>GF wants all my female friends to go
>Get rid of all of them but the friend I have cared for
>GF believes I am some beefcake who can repalce her at anytime
>GF is good at keks
>GF becomes fiance
>She cheats, we break up
>3 years down the drain
>Slowly trying to recover/still recovering
>Talk to my friend everyday
>she means the world to me and always has
>She's my bestfriend
>Bestfriend's fiance is getting n00ds from other girls
>Tell my bestfriend to stop talking to him
>Says she is scared of being alone again
>Tell her she is never alone I'll always be there
>Bestfriend leaves fiance
>She tells me she could only see her being with me but not ready for a relationship
>Didn't ask for one but nice to know
>We text everyday
>Every morning good morning text
>Every night good night text
>I'm falling for her
>I'm realizing she is the girl for me
>She says I love you
>I say I love you too
>Suddenly stops saying it as often
>Ex-Fiance trying to weasel back into her life
>I tell her he's just gonna hurt her
>I stop texting as much because not going to be there for someone who isn't going to listen
>She still text me good morning text
>She still calls me lovebug
>The one girl who made me feel like things were going to be okay again will never be mine


I'm hoping this coming fall semester I'll meet someone new but I've gained some weight over the years and I'm not that outgoing so I doubt it. I'm just gonna go hero after my Grandmother passes away. Because even though my best friend is great, my real love died years ago. A year before my fiance I was in a relationship with a girl who killed herself because of her abusive older brother. I've never felt the same since. At times I felt things were gonna get better but I doubt it.

Anons if you're reading this and your the girl you like/love isn't dead. Be grateful for that...
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>>688905603
It's the worst feeling when you throw everything away for one person and they fuck you over /b/ro, we feel your pain
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>>688880507
I have two of those kind of dogs! They are the best breed ever
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I never had the balls to confess my feelings to that girl.
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>>688904245
>>688905302

it is everyone. this is why you are here now. this what you are.
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I made a thread a couple weeks ago about how I should talk to a grill that I liked.
>Be me, average guy
>Meet girl
>Girl is a qt3.14
>we hit it off
>talk a lot, do shit etc
>two problems though
>1. she lives in another town
>2. shes a lesbian with a girlfriend
>i asked if she was only lesbian or bi and she said bi
>mama mia i am fucked
>we still talk though
>maybe i have a chance
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>>688878741
Fuck man that hit me right in the feels
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>>688874080
boenky zedde gy dees?
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eey tfb lyrics
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Would participate in these breads usually through lurking, but my life has been great lately. I know this might sound like genuine dumb advice from some idiot on /b/, but really, change your way of life. I've decided to say fuck it a few months back and started working on me. I went from jobless, introverted, no future plans and genuinely considering suicide to the exact opposite. I go out a lot with my friends nowadays, have made plans for the future (starting at a new school in 3 months, software engineering), actively looking for a new job until then and I work on myself.

Seriously, the only thing barring you from a great life is yourself. Break through that mindset of your life being crap and you can really achieve happiness, and trust me, it feels great after feeling like shit for so long.
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Let's read it together anons
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>>688908378
and shit he is ugly
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>>688907185
shit he is funny looing
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>>688874080
Relationships take effort. If you wan't a relationship, you're both gonna have to put some effort into it. If it's not mutual then you'd better quit asap
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>tfw 19
>recently got fired from my job
>phone broke and probably lost my chances with a girl I was talking to
>live with my parents still
>parents getting divorced because dad cheated on her for the past 3 years without her finding out until last year
>everyone constantly arguing at my house
>live in a wooden room with no windows/a working ceiling light or vents
>leave my room, get shit talked by my family telling me i'm a loser and that I should get a job
>no one realizes how hard i'm trying to find a job and be able to pay to go to school
>all my friends moving on with their lives, don't have any time to hang out with me anymore
>all my friends moving away to another town in September and moving into the same house and going to school
>tfw I can't be a part of that because I was fired for missing too many shifts to attend therapy for my depression
>tfw going to be completely alone in september with no friends and going to have to decide whether or not I want to live with my mom or dad

Feel like i'm trapped in a whole I can't get out of friends. What do I even do with my life.
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>>688874080
honestly most people are like you. it fucking sucks tp care. I care so much so easily and then they do shitty things and i let them because i care and then eventually they just treat me like shit and i just let them because i care and i put their feeling before mine because i care and im constantly worrying about them and thinking of ways i can keep them happy and its exhausting and terrible when in turn they still just treat me like shit. I don't expect the same thing back, i just want appreciation and for them to be nice but i guess when people learn they don't have to go to that extent to keep you they don't even bother. i really wish I couldn't care. I haven't found someone who actually does.
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pumb
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>>688909571
Get your shit together /b/ro

Your life isn't the best but it isn't the worst.. You're not shit and you'll make new friends. Just don't be all depressed about it, nobody likes that. If you can't stop being depressed, just hide it and move on. Do stuff, sports for example
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>>688897068
Same goes for me as well
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My boyfriend broke up with me. We've been together for five years.
I'm seriously considering suicide.
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>>688909571
If you want to get away from it, you can. It might take time anon, but if you're determined enough to get out of that situation you will find any way possible to do so.
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>>688910823
Lies. There are no women on the internet
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>>688876475
>>688876512
>>688876549
>>688876588
>>688876624
>>688876669

I'm making the decision to think that this takes place in the Bojack Horseman universe and not some furry shit.
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>>688874833

>wana such
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>>688910956
No it's the truth.
I've been so loyal to him. I've bent over backwards for him. I would give him the world if I could.

But I snapped one night after a long night at work. And he ended it. He hangs the hope of having a relationship again in front of my face.
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Worked up the balls to ask a girl way out of my league on a date last night. Turns out she's seeing someone else that I didn't know about. She said she was sorry. Also Apparently she's keeping the relationship on the down low.

Is that a good thing? Do I have a chance?
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>>688875532
Don't worry man, been through lots of shit in my life and i don't think much about myself or others.
Yet there was this girl, even did a bit of modeling, who got my attention, and somehow she liked me to but for reasons i convinced myself i couldn't be the right guy for her.
So i even found her a boyfriend after saying no to her, same boyfriend i beat up cause he was a shit to her and they are now very happy together and they both know they can count on me if they have any problems.
So no need to worry about your beta level you're good to go.
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>>688911716
If she's keeping one relationship secret, she's only interested in that person
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>>688910556
I'm trying, shit is hard though when you're depressed it's fucking crippling. I'm just going crazy living with these people and I need out.

>>688910877
I'm currently looking for jobs in college towns so I can get cheap rent and work. Fucking awful feeling torn between which parent you want to live with, because the thing is, my mom has always treated me great but doesn't motivate me enough and acts like it's okay for me to do whatever I please. Where as if I lived with my Dad i'd be alone most of the time, and he fucking nags 2/4 for me to do shit, but in the end I could probably learn some real world skills living with him. But my Mom would be more apt to help me get on my feet if I moved out you know? Idk I'm stuck in the middle and I feel selfish as fuck for having to decide like this, and it feels crazy that my family will never be the same as it was for 19 years after these next few months.
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>>688911819
after reading it again, i'm basicaly a freakin human carpet...
Who wants a step on me? :^)
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bumpan
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>>688911594
How did you snap? What happened?
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>>688911594
Okay, say I do beleive you .. If he ended it that easily, than he had probalby been thinking about it for a longer time and was too pussy to tell you. Odds are you're better off without him. Just hang in there. No matter what anybody says, pain and even love for someone, it fades. Takes time, but it does.
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She left me, and I still don't fully comprehend why. I miss her so much. I think about her every day, I just want her back. But I don't think it's gonna happen.
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>>688878741
>"best friend" as in he is the kid that i thought i was closest to, even though he had much closer and better friends

Oh god I know this feeling so well. I've given up completely on having friends because I know this will be the case with every single one of them... they will always have better, funnier, and more interesting friends. What's the point of me even trying?
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>>688872037
this is wrong, it can get better
this is just a lie you tell yourself
do not be crushed by your own psyche
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>>688886540
homie i would go with you if you where close enough
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https://youtu.be/ObbHoa19C5Y

Must watch
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welp its been almost two months since my gf dumped me, its been really hard i really loved that woman but things got to an end, seriously that was the women i wanted to marry, have kids even. Also i think i may have a depression problem all the things i used to like are shit to me now and can't even enjoy them, but that im not so sure.
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>>688913999
nice trips, shitty attitude, you likely just had shitty friends, and i mean that, part of being in any relationship is making yourself vulnerable, its a necessity, and sometimes unfortunately you end up getting hurt

I send good vibes anon, feel better
it can be better i promise
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>>688914640
that was 5 hours ago, he probably killed himself already
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Wanna hear the story about how i nearly got my first gf but then just got my heart crushed? Still suffering and trying to safe this "friendship". Rips me apart a bit more every day.
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>>688914908
sounds like depression, any irritabilty? trouble sleeping? you mentioned loss of interest in activities. depression isnt just feeling down or blue, it is way worse, you feel like everything is meaningless, and like there is a wieght pressed on you.

seek physciatric help, absolutley nothing at all wrong with that
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I've got nothing to do with this world. Whenever my emotions surface they get all tangled up in the dread of opening up and just saying:

'I hate almost everything and i wish i had the guts to kill myself instead of pretending to want a girlfriend or a career.'

Only things keeping me satisfied are music and drugs. I don't have a reason to live, i don't even have a reason to kill myself. I'm not heavily depressed, at least i don't stay in my room and cry. I can hardly even cry anymore for that matter, what's there to cry about?

Oh if only some compassionate cartoon man had arms so wide he could hug the whole world. Yet his arms would stretch so thin noone would feel his embrace, how terrible!

That's my idea of a joke btw. I'm a fucking degenerate.

Only thing that truly makes me feel bad is the thought of drifting through another year with this. The emptiness is staggering
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I just realized I can barely remember anything from my childhood. I was always the weird kid with no friends, so maybe my subconscious just doesn't want to recall it. It's such a weird feeling and I don't know how to explain it.
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>>688899577
At least they notice
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>>688915216
>you mentioned loss of interest in activities. depression isnt just feeling down or blue, it is way worse, you feel like everything is meaningless, and like there is a wieght pressed on you.
Yes for example playing vidya and going out with friends, i used to like those things but i find no meaning on doing any of these, i rather stay home and get drunk or something
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>>688911819
This is literally the saddest thing ive read all day. Could happen to me as well. I guess you're "the clown". Worst thing is how you act like it's okay.
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>>688914942
Thank you anon. I appreciate it.

I never really learned how to make and keep friends since I've always distanced myself from everyone. Even the best friends I've had. It sucks. I'm not socially awkward at all, it's just that I am so down on myself that I can't even look people in the eye anymore. It's a mental thing, not shitty friends.

I don't understand how friendships are supposed to work. So I just feel like I'm doing something wrong all the time and decide to abandon people. I take full responsibility for my own shitty relationships.
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>>688915835
>>688872037

started new thread before this one 404's: >>688915872

I would really like to help any anon i can
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Lo! And behold! For yet that misery, that which shades the hearts of men like a coat of steel, is futile!
Lo! For it is not the measure of men what they are set upon by the word of their fellows or friends, but by that criteria one carves into the very walls of their mind!
Lo! For to be as one my be: to know thy own-born happiness, is a skill to be learned, not a bornéd trait!
Lo! And rejoice! For though thy mind may know shadow, and thy eyes are blind to the light, there is no solitude in this darkened cave, for we are brothers in these walls!
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>>688905598
Lol, you'll never recover them. Same happened to me, they just stopped returning my texts and started refusing my invites. No falling out has felt this bad, not even having friends on top of nogf is killer
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>>688916053
This thread hasn't even hit bump limit yet though.
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Little bit of green for yall
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>>688916237
but of course, I am baked i apologize
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>>688877036
well i know my sister's safe because i have no friends
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>>688916327
And im drunk no need to apologize
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>>688915766
I also was a weird kid who didn't really fit into any crowd I was just that anon, now I realize my "friends" in HS were not real friends.

Just look forward to the friends you have and try to make new ones as you deserve better than the petty ones you may have had in the past.
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>>688885506
>Sounds like the faggot deserved it
what a faggot to even say shit liek that
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>>688917444
>444
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>>688872037
>be me
>28
>no job
>starting to go to school next month
>single
>low money
>gf died in car crash
>1 friend(only see him every other week)
>mom is dying
>dad is paralyzed but hes a prick
yeah life is great..
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>ITT: problems about 90% of all people feel or felt atleast once in their life.

I thought I was on /b/ and not some emotional-feel- depression-cage. Faggots.
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>>688893977
Not the only one anon
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>>688884795
did you take the pic anon or get it from somewhere? only wondering because I live about 20 minutes from that sign
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Who here /living a song/
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>>688897068
Same,
We've had sexual/love tension for 6 fucking years.
Finally, one night I was visiting her, we had some jack Daniels and ritalin and talked until 6am. She jumped my nuts at one point and I told her to wait until we were sober.
Next morning, she won't talk to me and barely responds to my texts.
This happens once a year, I swear to god.
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>>688900907
i do the same thing exactly

right now im doing it to this girl who ive gotten absolutely dependent emotionally on me. She always wants to tell me her feelings and i always ignore her and turn it on her if she gets mad, then ignore her for a few days until she sends me nudes or i hit her up for sex. It's horrible what im doing to this poor girl but the power I have over her is addicting. I want to cut her off for her sake but if i do it the wrong way she will kill herself and I cant have that blood on my conscience.
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>>688916514
lmao, so delicate.

listen, stop getting drunk at home and wondering why something went wrong in your life that caused your heart to hurt; that will get you nowhere.

take a cold shower; sober. and you ask yourself what you want to do in your life to make you happy. whether that's getting revenge on your ex, or building a type of relationship that you had with someone before (it can be done) or to just go out in a ball of glory and make your death meaningful (war hero, martyr, too much blow off a strippers tits)

don't drink yourself into a depression and then contemplate ending your own life like some kind if waste of genes.

what would your ancestors think of you.
hold your last name with some pride
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>people don't know if the Spanish sunk the Maine
>Theodore Roosevelt says the Spanish did it
>he gets a revolver from the wreckage
>vows to kill at least one Spaniard with the revolver
>he leaves the navy
>he goes to land for battle
>he charges his men into a reckless assault on a strong Spanish position
>bullets are raining down on them
>he tells his men not to be pussies
>he gets shot in the elbow
>sees a Spaniard
>shoots that Spaniard with the revolver
>manages to make it out alive
kek
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>hi
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>>688919847
>>688900907

i think i do it because when i was younger i was chubby had acne and got rejected by girls for my low confidence

after puberty im hot now and get girls but now that i do well just because of my looks ive become jaded and disinterested and now want to see how manipulative i can be

its actually really fucked up now that im putting it to words
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>>688920817
Yeah, you're a piece of shit.
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>>688872211
woah nice numbers man
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>>688917647
>having a gf
leave
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>>688922141
>bro ur not a secluded troglodyte who sits in his cave all day dwelling in shit masturbating to girls with dicks u don't even fit in here bro gtfo my /b/

You're a fucking autist.
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>>688920782
hey
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>>688922483
i dont rape little kids
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Found out dad's a lying cunt who's been cheating on my mom. Been happening ever since they were married. My entire life, even before I was born, this fucker's been lying to us.
I don't know what do to anymore.
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sounds gay but ever since i moved out nowhere feels like home, in a 1 bedroom apt cheapest shit i could find. sometimes i like to imagine living in a house with all you guys. probably be shit but sounds nice to me
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>>688922896
Congratulations, that small fraction of /b/ left years ago. You're definitely that faggot that tells people he goes on here just to seem like a l33t haxor and edgelord.
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