> one of the other dudes, Brian, liked to box
> We tussled all the damn time, bodyshots, mma, boxing, and just beating each other up.
> Seth and Brian had a habit of getting into fights at parties
> so fucken manly to me
> Seth teaches me how to fight, mostly beat my ass, but I was used to that
> Start sneaking out to see them at play
> Brian is pretty handy, but Seth... Is just a damned monster
> Swear you couldn't kill the guy, he just got up
> I've seen him hit with not one but two stools, kicked in the head, and then choke slammed
> and still that fucker stood up

> when I asked why he was fucking Goku, we started really bonding
> "Died giving birth to my little sister, and my dad died shooting Iraqis. My "Step" dad thought I'd make a better punching bag than soldier.. Or soccer player... Or anything really."
> "My dad threw me into a wall when I was like six, so I kinda get it"
> he laughes, like he already knew it and the situation is just earnest
> tells me he wanted to be a brother and not a punching bag, so he decided to kick the shit out of his "dad" one day
> Brian starts popping pills and we start doing crazier shit
> I mean picking fights with gangbangers and bikers
> Bikers will fuck you up bruh

gonna continue?

Go on

> me and Brian go to a party full of bangers
> no specifics but they're Latino and a lot of them go to prison for life
> don't really like the scene
> tell Brian we should be smart and get the fuck out
> he's fucked out of his mind, can't talk anything but shit
> this big motherfucker puts a gun in Brian's face
> teenage brain can't fucking handle this
> Text Seth and beg him to help me cope with the fear of God
> soon enough after a lot of begging it's decided to shoot my friend and ride
> they start to take us outside presumably to go out in the wilderness and old yeller our shit
> suddenly Seth and like three Mexicans show up
> real cholo ape-y looking fucks, almost the stereotype for the word
> they start speaking in Spanish real fast and real angry
> dunno what the would've been executioner says but all three of the dudes with Seth pull heat
> Literally a Mexican standoff
> to many fucking guns, shits too real yo
> Seth starts speaking really slow
> all I can catch is "hermano" and "Caesar"
> scares all the party spics
> We finally leave

Lurking, keep going OP.

Lurk here

>>688813672
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Why these small bites you want us to die of exicetement??

Bump mudafaka

> won't lie, I was crying, not sobbing but really fucked up
> We get to this house that smells of sage and coriander.
> Seth's abuella's, other family I'd met talked about her
> we get inside and seth looks around like he's trying to tell a black joke in juvy
> "What the fuck are you doing you stupid cheese head!? You almost get my little brother shot? What the fuck!?"
> Immediate feels, and confusion. Then I get it
> it wasn't just pills, Brian was doing heroine.
> not my first run in, but this was my badass role model. This guy ate coal and shit diamonds
> it was like finding out my dad was a cheat, and Santa clause wasn't real.
> "Whatever, Jake, follow me man. You're family now, you gotta meet Ceasar."
> we cross the backyard to a nicer house the smells like tobacco
> there's a guy at almost every door, they all have guns
> real scarface type shit, except without the mansion or eighties music
> get brought to a room that looks like an office
> "You're my brother, you are family got it?"
> "Don't fuck this up Jake, I pulled a favor, I owe it back."
> We go one room over, dude sitting at a desk, and two guys kinda just standing.
> seems okay and chill, you know an office-y type setting, files a safe and oh fuck is that an Uzi?
> This old guy sets me straight
> if you're family, you will contribute, if you don't, I'll shoot yoy and you'll contribute by helping my mothers tomatoes grow"
Guess how quick I agreed?

>>688814643
0.5 seconds

It wasn't bad, just kinda became the norm. I moved drugs on foot because I was whiter than most other half Mexican boys it worked.

> meett abuella, bout a week after, sweetest old Hispanic woman
> constantly trying to feed you, made horchata and jalapenò jelly all the time
> I started dating this girl, she was technically family, same way I was but because of her dad.
> Abuella really nosey about it all, told me I should drop her cause she was a gringa. And if I married a blood relative I'd really be family
Fuck that noise guys, cholas are scary.
> Seth starts getting more involved with this side of the family and abuella couldn't be happier.
> Among the "kids" who visit it's me and Seth, this girl Ellie, and two other dudes, Tony and Nico
> I mean there were more, but They ain't important to my tale

>>688815391
keep it comin OP, i feel for you this sounds rough.

Requesting moooore

Bumper

I dont believe you

>>688814959
Even shorter

> days go on, my girlfriend and best friend moves away after we break up, find out later that she had breast cancer
> stage 3, kinda fucked. She was real young, but when you catch it that late...
> I was the reason she moved, didn't wanna stay around when her best friend wasn't civil.
> we made up, face timed a whole lot, chemo words with friends and draw something were a trip
> Seth and abuella were kinda my supports, been avoiding my mom and sisters for this other shit I had going on
> my girlfriend dies, depression hits me harder than a seven forty seven hits an office
> Seth tries to tell me it'll be okay
> I agree, but only because I learned how to tie a necktie with rope
> pick a good spot, under the tracks I met Seth and Ashlie
> Jump
> when my neck DIDNT snap I realised I fucked even that up, you weren't supposed to suffocate
> Whatever, I deserve the the pain
> vision closes in And I black out
> suddenly my back hurts, then my face
> no my face really fucking hurts
> Seth is punching me
> All of,my what
> "The fuck are you the thinking!? You can't just fucking leave me! I'm a brother now! Don't be so fucking stupid!"
> first all my what now all my tears
> decide that my life is worth it if my hero says so
> Ceasar let's up on me
> the kids who visit abuella kinda give a shit
> don't like Ellie, we don't fight but we don't get along
> She hears me tell Seth that I don't wanna cry in front of him, mainly over Ashlie, a while back
> She approaches me and puts a beanie on me, pulls it down over my eyes
> "No one can see, so whatever you do is fine."
>Built up angst and sadness breaks me
I wept a silent way, but harder than ever

>>688816256
SOMEBODY ONCE TOLD ME

>>688816816
The world is gonna roll me

man, this is a cool story brother

Not even feels this is some interesting shit

>>688815568
Typical excuses man, mobile, no pre typed, I'm on fire. Ya know

> one day, after a good while of not moving drugs, not really visiting abuella and kind of avoiding the whole scene get a text from Seth
> Hey man, let's have a drink together I wanna talk
> dude's looking rough, not unusual, But somehow different
> We start drinking, he tells me he thought about killing his "dad
> not the usual "you aren't my real dad!" but methodically poisoning him or just outright shooting the guy
> Says he can't live elsewhere, cause if he lives with abuella, he'll have to be a banger, can't live on his own, won't happen.
> there's this sadness to him, I think it was always there. When he was doing wild shit or brawling. Only ever happy playing soccer or teaching someone
> says he wants to be a soccer player, shoot for the world cup.
> says that it'll never happen.
> tells me he's gonna die like his pops, shooting Iraqis
> we were drunk by this point
> tell him not to do it
> he did
> We emailed a lot, kept in touch when possible. He seemed so broken. This guy I never saw falter
> my impossibly indestructible brother, miserable and kinda weak
> I guess abuse catches up. The abuse left with my dad, he never caught that break.
> tells me all about basic the hassle of getting his boots on the ground then silence
> took him a month to write to me
> I started talking to abuella and Ellie see what they were getting
> abuella got a happy version, almost enough to fool me. If I didn't know better, I'd think it was two different guys
> Ellie begs to know why I'm worried, hashistory with Seth
> I keep discreet but we get closer anyways
> Seth starts writing to me again

bump, this shit is good

>>688817948
lurking, go go go

>>688817658
It's a piece of my life that only ever sounds sad to me. But I'm glad you think so.

>He tells me He killed a man, plenty.
> This guy was a brawler, partially a gangster, and just... Strong in my eyes
> hearing him rattled, was so alien
> he said he pissed himself the first time and all he could think was
> "I took the life that God gave him, I stole it from not only him, But God."
> that Hispanic heritage though
> He just got worse. This intense despair just seemed to fill his words even written.
> One day I get an email
> He said He was back in the states, wouldn't tell me why, just told me he was proud to have served, even if it cost his soul
> Said he loved me, and that I made him a brother, told me he was sorry about Ashlie
> Then at some point in the day, he put a gun in his mouth
> Ellie called me bawling
> Abuella's house always had a background noise people, music, or cooking
> it was so damn quiet
> I didn't understand it
> I did understand that the guy who saved my life, had taken his own
> He kicked my ass And left.
> it was like my dad leaving but this time I loved him and he gave a shit
> Ceasar hugged me, the he says
> You are always welcome, you are his brother and that makes you family"
> he speaks really fast Spanish and leaves
> it was surreal, this house filled with family, and filled with food But I couldn't talk or eat

>>688819080
bro... i'm sorry for you, shit sounds so fucked

>>688819080
aww man

That beanie over the eyes was smooth as a babies ass

>>688819080

I'm sorry, dude.

>>688819080
im gonna get to screen capping

I think you should write a book about it man. Maybe under an alias. I'm sorry for your loss bro, before i read this i felt sad about how reality traps us but i had no idea. How old are you?

>>688819080
Fuck lost a post to captcha I'm still truck though guys

>>688819080
Started running for Ceasar again, I'm nineteen at this point. Ellie and I starred to date after some weird drama happened. Long story short she got jealous when I was dating her little sister.
We always had a love hate thing, the best and worst of a love hate thing

> She tells me I should hang out with Tony and Nico
> Nico is my age hates me because of Ashlie and Seth
> he's a thief, literally robbed people, broke in to house and stole like five cars.
> he's like nineteen/twenty
> Tony is 22, but he's a true blue pandillero
> been shot and slings coke, gets called a soldato at Caesars house
> shits surreal as fuck
> one day he gets a call, someone didn't pay for their drugs, he gets to go set the record straight
> doesn't wanna bring me, but Ellie tries and convinces him
We roll up to some dude's house kinda ghetto
> Tony goes to the door, and I swear this happened
> a sane man would use the door bell, an angry man would pound, not Tony
> He grabs a little brick like a garden border, bashes the door handle like twice and discards the brick through the nearest window
> kicks the door in, we walk in and he starts asking where dimitrio is in Spanish
> the residents, rightfully displeased with the situation offer resistance
> not to brag, but my big brother could beat up your brother and your dad
He taught me how to fight

>>688822230
I would like to go to sleep sometime today anon. Type faster!!

>>688822230
> it really goes down in the kitchen, Tony went down the hall.
> Two dudes and myself in the kitchen,
> I put one down and try the old mount-and-wail-on-the-dome-piece maneuver
>don't take your eye off one bean cause the other will jump.
> thing #2 kisses me... With a size 9 shoe
> I was kinda dazed. Well really fucking dazed
> Nico swoops I'm and tackles thing #2
> thing #1 has time to grab a kitchen knife
> caught me in the arm
> seeing blood makes me lose whatever cool you have doing drug enforcing
> kinda lose it But the next thing I know I'm behind the dude with a hand on his left wrist and his neck
> pushing his elbow with my foot
> the snap and scream still kinda haunt me
> Nico has put down thing #2 so we go to Tony
> it looks like a fucking tornado hit, busted tables, shit from said table everywhere, and glass and a brick
> tonys holding a guy who I assume to be dimitrio by the hair with a piece of glass to his neck
> all I heard said was "...You understand me Puto?"
> sudden realization that this is fucking wild and I've just committed multiple crimes
> I rush out to the car, then Nico comes out
> "Thought you could hang man, don't be a pussy."
> try and fake the shit
> Naw man I just wanted to get something for my arm"
> not fucking working
> Tony comes out with a backpack
> "he can have it back when he pays"
> I'm a fucking accomplice

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>>688823598
i gotta say op, you're an excellent storyteller

bumpin

They found him op os kill

>>688823598
Things only kinda escalated. I was better at hurting people than I was at moving drugs. Tony liked having me around after that, said that I did remind him of Seth. It was self indulgent you know. This place that my brother half belonged was becoming my own

> after a few months I'm kinda better at what I do. Intimidate or put the fear of God into guys one hand at a time
> kind've having morale dilemma, like I beat half to death for money and seriously fucked up a guys arm
> But I'm family, and I help Tony
> shit gets real but smaller details, the short of it is, I started carrying a knife at least and a gun half the time
> knife fights are now as common as twice a week and I'd gotten shot at twice now
> you acclimate though, right?
> a family member get jumped a town over, real bad, he got pissed on afterwords and had to be hospitalised
> he's family, blood for blood.
> Tony is out And looking for these guys
> I'm helping when I can but you know, can't be away from everything
> Ellie and I are out, we left some lame ass party
> suddenly three guys approach
> were further away from any house or people in general
> Of course it was trouble, Brown people don't like other Brown people. Specially when there's drugs involved
> try and play that shit cool
> Ellie hold my jacket, and stay the hell back."
> it wasn't my finest hour
> I beat one dude half to pretty quick, the second and third guy pulled knives so it took some doing
> get clipped here and there But hey.
> down to Juan on Juan
> he catches me in the abdomen, my left side
> first time getting stab stabbed. Shit hurts yo.

This thread. So good.

This is why I come to /b/

>>688824866
Thanks my dude.

> he gets me twices
> break his wrist, and then try and see if I can make his skull match
> I'm really dizzy
> that s a lot of blood
> feels sudden but I'm on the ground
> Ellie's got my jacket pressed up against the bleeding
> she's crying. She doesn't cry. Ellie has cried once in three years. Last time was when somebody died
> fuck
> my rooms messy, I'm gonna die and my room is messy
> kinda fade back in "...op just stop bleeding! Fuck! Stop it!"
> can't help but laugh at her being so childish, it's cute.
> "Don't laugh! Stop fucking laughing!"
> shouldn't have taken off the jacket I'm real cold
> fuck
> Couldn't tell you for sure but from what I hear
> a "cousin", Marco showed up and took me to the "family physician"
> this bitch deserves an entire story to herself
> old, drunk woman, been there once or twice never for something like this
> shit is ghetto surgery
> she fixes me up telling me she is going to be pissed if I don't clean my blood off her porch
> good ole Alice
Spoilers. I didn't die
> Tony is furious. Says losing me would suck cause apparently some people are scared of me.
> Ellie flips shit, says she doesn't want me to die cause she loves me
> things only ever got worse with us.

Is it cool if you show off those scars?

Bumpppp

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>>688827218
Piss off bot fuck

>>688826416
keep going

this is some real goodfellas shit
>loving it

>>688826416
this is the most interesting, exiting and heart-wrenching thread i've seen in years mate

Come on OP

>>688826983
Yeah I'll show a few.
Sorry phone died
Typical OP yeah?

Quality fucking thread. You'd better finish before I have to sleep.

Faster op faster

>>688828631
> Me and Ellie only grew apart
>Tony and I found the guys we were looking for about a week later
>No time for bleeding or bitching
> Tony goes in blitzing
> It's an alley way not much room for bullshit, but it makes five on two easier
> These boys aren't fucking around, catch a few pokes here and there
> Tony is bleeding too
> Dude bashes my hand I drop my knife
> He pins me and starts strangling me, reaches for a second knife
> I've seen saving private Ryan this might be my time
> Look for Tony he's got his own problems
> He's trying to push the knife into my throat
> Last second like a damn movie a find a knife that's in reach
> With the hand that's not saving my skin I swung hard

Bumping for op

Gotta go in 20 mins. If this isn't done by then, I expect someone to cap the whole thing.

>>688829677
>If this isn't done by then, I expect someone to cap the whole thing.
bump

and thanks a lot op, today op isnt a fag i am so happy

Must keep bumped

>>688830074
Safety bump.

>>688830007
Still time for this to turn into a troll, but if it is its the best in a long time.

Bumpsky

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>>688830196
It's worth it. Best piece of fiction of the month. Keeping 4chan alive and shit

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>>688830196
If ellies a crustacean im going to be really upset

>>688829617
> Movies make it look quick and easy
> It wasn't some fountain of blood
> But quick enough blood covered the very clear line where I cut through his jugulars
> I am not hard, least I don't feel like some badass
> But I wasn't ready to be covered in blood and hear a man gurgle out his last breath
> Shell shocked, but I didn't cry
> Its kinda a blur, but I do remember Tony yelling at me when I stopped digging
> "These guys hurt our family, why do you give such a fuck?
> "He's fucking dead man, and those guys know our faces, and I killed one of theirs"
> It shut him up, but being out in the wilderness and having it silent was almost worse
> It was a wild four hours
> An uncle I recognized showed up with a dog and a wooden cross that had a collar on it
> Y'all know digging is hard?

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OP wanted feels, feels he will get.

Been lurking from the start and shit op this is the bomb

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keep the thread bumping

This feels like some dinosaur/fresh prince/"pineapple under the sea" is about to happen. Dope story tho.

>>688831111
Mfw i got quads

>>688831379
some chucks would suck dicks for quads and you got them with no effort

>>688830528
If you hadn't noticed a trend shit rolls down hill. We basically started a feud. I'd never killed before.

> On a road out in the desert, waiting for the other brown people
> Smaller gang than ours
> Tony hands me a gun
> Didn't plan on being there, turns out Tony didn't think I was going to stay either
> We all need an out Jacob" ( said my name in Spanish hah-kohb)
> I hope we can go to abuellas later
> This fucker.
> But I guess he helped me draw the line
> I'm not Seth, he didn't even get this deep
> Nico hates me with a passion now
> "Do me a favor and catch a bullet fucker"
Not much to say really. My ears hurt, we shot them and buried them in the desert. People I recognized but couldn't name showed up and took the cars off. My guess is to scrap them or to a chopshop. One of my cousins died. He got shot twice in the chest. So we buried him too.

Ellie and I split after that. We're still close. If you wanted know my body count is too big for one hand.

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>>688831111
uff

>>688831856
yo at the end of it did you comically quip to Tony "i need a vacation" cause that'd be funny

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>>688832168

ayyy lmao! and that is why I only hang out with nerdy white people. Lol jp I have no friends. also I saw quads and that is much more pertinent can we not ignore the quads pls pay some fucking respect damnit

>>688832570
Yea, actually...

>>688831253
I wish I had a solid ending

I want out. I don't wanna kill people. My brothers words haunt me. But you don't just leave.

> A month ago, trying my damnedest to get out
> Talk to Nico about some mutual acquaintance, we start talk about people
> Nico brings up a guy who run for different folks
> Think nothing of it
> Nico disappears, missing for over two weeks
> Everyone who knows what's what just knows
> See his mom can hardly talk
> "Lo siento." All I can say
> She sobs on my shoulder
> Tony looks like he's seen a ghost any time Nico's name comes up
> Hes either shell shocked or knows something
> Nico was a thief and was talking to other folks
> I don't know anymore

Guys like us don't get funerals. Least not the kind with funerals. I'm scared boys, this isn't what I was supposed to be. I know y'all might think I'm full of shit, but always mind who you are.

Wanna see some scars before I call it a day?

>>688811396
>be me, 21
>dating 17yo girl, are of consent is 16 here
>I've never been about one night stands, I prefer to get invested in people and get to know them
>lots of people wonder why I'm going for this 17yo in that case
>everyone says it in different age relationships but she is mature for her age
>AP and honors class schedule, option to graduate early, very rational and thoughtful person
>always proposing ideas that surprise me and I'm not exactly an idiot myself
>shitty upbringing, bad relationship with parents, very out of touch with her emotions
>hates the serious discussions, but about 5 months in we've fallen in love
>deepest connection I've ever felt in my whole life
>I know everything about her and vice versa, she is helping me through my own damage
>I slowly start to be okay, that start turns into me just being okay
>find purpose in my life, lose fears, stop desiring death
>she didn't do it for me, but she helped me get there
>her parents kick her out of the house, I take her into my apartment
>I suck at sharing my space and one of my things is inability to express anger in a healthy way so things sour
>we discuss breaking up but neither of us want to
>nonetheless we nearly do, I was packing her things while she was out
>calls me, lashes out, then breaks down and asks me in tears if we have to break up
1/?

>>688833170
Sure

>>688833170
Bro move to New Zealand, it's lit. btw you're an excellent storyteller man, thanks for sharing. I can only hope you find some way to get out and find a better life, fuckin godspeed.

>>688833170
Meant not the kind with services my bad

>>688832570
Yeah? Tell me what's that?

>>688831111
Those quads though. I love that comic, "They sit so still" yeah?

>>688832168
He's been supportive of me trying to get out, but it's kinda like a carrot on a stick.

I'm down to see scars and I'm all for /2!

>>688833630
OP, even though this shit is probably emotionally scarring and painful, atleast you have lived an exciting life. If you were to die tomorrow, you would have done more than most people would ever do.

>>688833299
lol you're a melodramatic, cradle snatching narcissist, fuck off.