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anybody?

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this one always gets me

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im here

>>688791290
How's your day anon?

>>688791588
okay i guess, just didnt feel happy today and i hate the rut im in right now

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>>688791776
Wanna talk about it?

>>688791776
>>688791588
as soon as i said okay i just broke down, so maybe im not okay

>>688791903
I've been breaking down all night. My only getaway at this point is drugs and alcohol and I don't even have access to that.

Things will be okay at some point anon, we're all just waiting for that time

So /b/ros this is my story, I expect no one to read this honestly.
>Talks to the girl he has liked for 2 years
>She admits having feelings for me the first year we meet
>ohshit.jpg
>I tell her I had feelings for her too in the first year we meet
>talks to her fo a while
>asks friend for advice on talking to her
>friend suggests complimenting her
>"wow you look beyond amazing"
>Hahaha thanks
>"You're welcome beautiful"
>"Um what are you doing?"
>This is when I realized feelings from a year ago don't mean shit
>While I had no girlfriend for 2 years
>She has had 2 boyfriends
>After this happened she sends me a screenshot of her and one of my "friends" getting matched on an app
>She says "Hey anon aren't you friends with "Mike"?"
>Yes I am
>Oh I was just wondering because I see you guys walking around the track
>I ask if she likes Mike
>No hahaha we had a thing in September but No its just because he is hot.
>I respond with night
>She reads it and doesn't respond.
So in the end im basically ugly and she just told me I have no chance. Honestly /b/ I am so depressed. I spent all this time waiting for one girl. It is all my fault.

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>>688792180
exactly, im at a point in my life where i have to wait for everything, wait to move out, wait to get a job, wait to really start my life and its killing me.

>>688792188
I know that shitty feeling /b/ro. Girls I've liked seem to keep running to some of my best friends, and it hurts like a bitch. You might feel alone, but just know that you aren't, anon

>>688792180
>i've been breaking down all night
I know that feeling anon, i cried like a little fucking baby a few minutes ago

Starting a kik group because it helped me and I don't see them anymore. Message JayHals1 if iPhone or just join #forthefeels if android. Godspeed /b/ro's.

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i feel so alone, i just want to be with this girl

>>688792180
Same here. I thought she would have the same feelings as me anon but she didn't. After 2 god damn years and in just one day everything....for nothing.

>>688792711
I appreciate it anon, I wish I had friends that would support me but they would probably just call me a bitch.

>>688792547
Muster up what money you have or what money you can get and live out on the road, carefree. that's what i'd do. better than suicide

>>688792188
I know that feeling anon, you aren't alone
>like a girl for 3 years
>she said she loved me
>said she never loved anyone like me
>comes to me one night
>calls me on the phone
>says she kissed this one dude
>said she didn't stay with him because she thought of me
>i had to muster a single 'okay' without crying
>break off the call
>start crying
>cry myself to sleep
>fucking dream about her
>wake up
>stare at the absolute oblivion for the whole day
I'll never forget that one

Recently i have just been crying at everything and nothing.
For instance last week or something, I was drunk and walking this girl home from the party and i just lost it for no reason and we had to stop walking despite me telling her not to and we'd just walk through it she wouldn't let me.

>>688792939
I remember seeing this. Dude in the video was trying to be lighthearted and funny when he mentioned the "lock the door 18 times" bit, but basically started to crack and lost it pretty much after. Broke my fucking heart.

>>688793185
It feels good not being the only one in this situation, thanks anon.

>>688791290
You're the author?

>>688793553
no

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>>688790964
>this one always gets me

baaaaa you faggets

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>>688794052
I'm here anon

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>>688793339
Where is the vid? I feel like crying tonight.

>>688794319
https://youtu.be/vnKZ4pdSU-s

Keep this thread alive anons please, I need this tonight.

>>688794319
https://www.youtube.com/watchv=vnKZ4pdSU-s

just watched it a second ago, strong shit

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Guys I think I'm sick. Like really sick. Ive seen doctors and they agree, something's not quite right, but there's nothing they can pin down. Vague ideas are being thrown around like MS or Fibromyalgia or fucking Lupus but nothing's clear.

All i know though is that a year and a half ago, I was a healthy, ablebodied 17 yo, abeit with mild depression that was being treated, and now i have so many fucking things going on it's almost funny.

I dont know what will happen in the future

>>688793474
I'm here for you buddy, stay strong.

>>688791290
Hang on, I'm gonna tell my girlfriend I love her.

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>>688794177
Here's an enlarged image.

>>688792188
I just recently got the reverse, OP. This girl I've been dating for a year, we took each others virginity, said we loved each other, the whole nine yards, and right before summer starts, she basically said that she wasnt attracted to me physically anymore, and didn't love me. Apparently, she's had her eye on another guy, and decided it was time to jump ship. I feel like complete shit, and though it probably doesn't sound helpful, remember, plenty of fish in the sea, etc. etc. While the wounds are still fresh, it means nothing, but eventually it makes sense.

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>>688794461
Thank you anons.

>>688791460
This

You know, I told myself I wasn't going to talk about this online, and just keep it a meatspace issue, but I clicked on /b/ for the first time in months and saw this, so it seems appropriate.

I'm separating from my wife of 12 years.
We have 2 kids.
We're doing everything we can to make this into the best possible way for a bad thing to happen.
Monday, we were looking at a house. I spent monday morning wandering with her, choosing where we were going to put the flowerbed in the back yard, which room would go to which kid, whether or not to build a shed out back.
And on the way home, the printouts from the realty company in her hands, she tells me we need to talk.

She cheated on me 2 years ago. Nothing physical, entirely cyber shit. I found out.
We talked it out, we fought, and in the end, I found the will to forgive her, if she promised it would never happen again.
Monday, she told me that it had happened, and been happening for the last few months, with the same guy.
She broke down. Couldn't bear going into this, something so big and final, with that still hidden.
She dropped the L-word.
In 8 hours, I went from planning the next 10 years of my life with this woman, to discussing the terms of our separation.

At this point, it's pretty much in order. We're putting the kids first in all considerations, but... We both still love each other, but she's not IN love with me anymore. We're telling the kids tomorrow. The 5 year old girl is going with her, my 12 year old son is coming with me, and we're staying in town, in touch, and fighting the world as a family, just... 2 parts of a family.

Wish me luck, /b/. I think I'm going to need it.

You know, these threads really didn't mean a lot to me years back. Highschool, 4chan is that dark place you talk about because it's funny, it's relate able to others around you, and it's sort of that step into conversations. An ice breaker if you will right?

I'd see the porn threads, and I'd cringe in fear and pain at the gore threads, and the gets were something everyone could laugh about.

I'd see these threads, and I'd wonder why anyone would like to read about others being sad, how anyone could really STAY in that situation, or even let themselves fall like that. Highschool was shit. Introduced to this hell hole and I only ever really come back to see these threads now. I understand now, it was too little too late, but I understand. My friend, probably my only friend, when I first moved here showed me this site, and him, his brother, and myself would joke about it constantly or talk about it. He took his life last year. He didn't have anyone to talk to apparently. So here I sit, praying for these threads and hoping I don't do the same.

People who seem to be the most charismatic, the most likable and laughable person in a situation where they first meet, are one of two things. They are blind to the world around them and the atrocities that are constantly committed, or they are only able to truly laugh and be happy when those around them are doing the same. It's all a facade, and nobody ever wants to dig deeper. I truly hate lying ever day of my life.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fpI2PPRAM4&index=1

>>688794506
I have to get this out of the way
>She texts me today first
>I'm surprised
>Just a snapchat saying "driving" with a picture of her inside her car.
>I am tempted to just leave her on seen
>Me being an idiot talks to her (only 4 or 5 messages sent and replyed too)
>At the end I say "hey" hoping she will reply and then tell her "Night" again
>1 hour later
>seen
>She probably found someone else better to talk to
>I know I will always end up hurt but I keep talking to her.
I tell one of my friends and he just says
>Anon, I was going to leave you on seen but I know that would be messed up so don't reply, im trying to be a good friend.

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>>688791460
Damnit. The truth hurts man.

>>688795291
Good luck anon i hope you life brings you someone better

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>>688795291
Good luck

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I can relate on so many levels with pictures on here. I feel weak.

My first girlfriend I ever loved texted me she didn't want me anymore after I told her I loved her the night before. After two months, I finally went to her work and talked to her, broke down and cried for 20 minutes. I begged her to tell me she didn't want me and to tell me she didn't love me anymore. Now another month later I havent cried since, it hurts so much, I wanted her to be there for me when I graduate from college, from the Marines, and I want to be there for her. I planned my summer around her. Now I sleep days and play vidya at night just to ease the pain. I think to the before 2nd time we dated, she came out of the blue and started talking to me. That was in december. Im just trying to live until then, maybe she'll talk to me

She never said she didn't love me. She only told me she couldn't lead me on anymore

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>>688794859
Just watched that video. I can really relate to that. Fuck my life.

>>688795375
Can i be really honest with you anon? Break it off.
I know it's painful, jesus christ i have the same girl that did that with me, and i still can't bring myself to do it, and you know what's that doing to me? I cry myself every single fucking night to sleep, we phone each other, i tell her she is the most beautiful girl i have ever seen, and i end the night with the most honest "I love you" i could muster. Alas, i know it's not worth it, because i know she doesn't love me.
Painfully break it off, as painful as it may be, as much as you may fucking cry, it's better than dying every single day, and coming back to the same torment, over and over again.

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well /b/ros, im going to attempt to get some sleep so, take care all of you and goodnight.

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>>688796085
Rest easy /b/ro.

>>688795935
welcome to the club, anon. IKTF

>>688791559
Fuck this hits way too deep

>>688795291
Coming from a house where the parents didn't divorce until I was 18, I'm just going to say don't play any fucking "games" with your kids. By that I mean manipulation and trying to make them see your side because it's the "truth". Frankly my mother tried doing that with me and I basically watched her fuck with my father for at least 7 years, suffice to say it has lead to a strained relationship and kinda fucked with my perspective towards women. In any case just be the best father you can and keep giving those kids some good morals, I believe in ya /b/rother.

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>>688796212
Anyone have the enlarged image for this? All I got was the thumbnail before the thread 404d

>>688796015
I will anon. It's just so fucking confusing in the halls she would look at me and I would look at her but no words and when we talk she leaves me on seen? I will break it off. Everytime she sends me a message, talks to me in real life I will ignore her. I've tried so hard but I just can't anymore she was never mine and never will be. Truth hurts but its better than what I have been living for the last 2 years. Thank you anon.

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Kinda good feel here...

>>688796350
I came from abusers and users and having women literally try to harm my sister and I because my dad wouldn't put up with their bullshit, and my wife grew up with her mom divorcing 2 separate men because they got too handsy with her as a little girl.

Trust me man, she and I have our differences, but the biggest thing we care about is making sure that those two know they are loved by both of us, welcome in both homes, and that they come first, even if mom and I can't be together right now.

>be me
>just come back out of military
>staying at parents after party
>have severe ptsd
>the nightmares are the worst
>I lost a lot over there
>but now im home
>safe
>i dont feel safe
>im scared
>fall asleep on couch holding bottle
>3am
>someone fucking with the door
>there in
>walking around
>pretend to be asleep
>feel flashlight on me
>"oh fuck someone here"
>as he finishes the sentence
>i lunge at him
>pin him
>slamming my fists down upon him
>other thief already out the door
>family wakes up
>they saw me
>beating a man half to death
>they tried to pull me off
>they couldn't
>they called the police
>police tear me away from him
>afterwards
>father and mother still in shock
>there scared of me.

I scared them away, trying to defend them. In all honesty, Im scared of me, and I always will be.

>Be me
>19 year old fucktard.
>barely passes highschool do to health issues
>starts college
>barely week into college
>Grandmother gets cancer
>woman practically raised me on her own
>duck out of school for a week to go see
>Shes barely fucking alive
>Doesnt even acknowledge my existence on the first few visits
>first month in school and im already fucking up cause i cant concentrate
>Slowly gains concious over time
>but still in fucking pain
skip to november
>after high hopes things look grim again
>my family doesnt know what the fuck to do
> Im still not doing good in classes.
> december comes and time for break
>barely passes class
> a week before christmas , A close cousin of mine gets violently stabbed to death
>No apparent reason,still dont know who did it WTF
>things get worse for granny, the place treating her is planning to kick her out
>january comes, almost time to go back to school
>but I havent been visiting Granny as much since I cant emotionally handle it,
>mom tells me granny looked very sad that I didnt visit the last few times
> Me+Guilt= I feel like a total peice of shit, decide to use the last week before I go back to school to be with her
>Day of the first "visit", Mom gets call while Im in the shower ,
>Grandmas dead
>died in fucking pain, alone and consious. In a strange and uncomfortable place becuase the first place kicked her out
>My feelings are non-exisitent, can barely register reality, starts going over the facts
>forces my self to speed up mourning
>My family has time to heal
> i have 4 days to get my shit together before i go back to school
>Surrounded by fresh faced faggots who probably had a leave it to beaver christmas
>Attended funeral and rushed back for shitty two hour lecture on the sameday
> i shutdown for nearly 3 months
> don't talk to noone, fail most of my clases.
>essentially spend most of time on the secluded 3rd floor of main building
> staring out windows and listening to depressing spanish music(mexifag btw

>>688796585
Be brave good buddy. I believe in you, more than i believe in myself.

>>688797778
Thank you anon.

>>688796585
Godspeed /b/rother, godspeed. It took me the worst thing in the world to hear that the one who made feel the same way to know that something had to be done.

This is my first 4chan post so it is probably done wrong and sounds like it was written by a 12 year old but I rushed this whole thing

>I was always really happy

>One summer went to a summer camp

>I was mentally abused and was also born with depression and that came in

>Wanted to kill myself so many times but didn't

>I discovered my idols and learned about what I can do and what they do

>Started making music

>7th grade some bitch at school told people about my cutting

>Got sent to rehab

>Relized that my idol isn't the person they used to be

>They changed and keep do and thinking about what happened to them hurts

>They gave me reasons to like only to go and change so quickly and be someone they are not

>>688797778
Anon, break it off between you and that other girl. She won't instantly love you all of a sudden /b/ro. It's the truth try and find someone else man. Block her number. Block all communications with her.

>>688798196

>"I love you"
>"I don't love you anymore."

Bumping to keep thread alive.

>>688799202
same but I think it's on its last leg

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>>688790367
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cSrL0BXsO40

Bump to live on

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>>688791509
Shit. Got me

>>688800015
Jesus christ

>>688791604
Being a fat girl with glasses made me miss out on it too. What can you do..

So I just recently met this couple. They're pretty chill, hang out at my place all the time. The girl, she's super cute. She has the same hobbies as me. She's been trying to get her boyfriend into them but he refuses. So I've been gaming with her and playing magic with her. I'm starting to fall for her and I'm conflicted on what to do. I really like her. I've been flirting with her a fair bit instead, no touching just verbally, trying to feel out how she feels about me, if anything.

>>688794013
What is this, feels for ants?

>>688801527
Does she flirt back anon? How is their relationship like?

>>688801666
She's flirty via text and when we're alone, but clearly not when her boyfriend is around. It could just be marked up to her personality, though, so I take it with a grain of salt.

Their relationship seems good. They've been together for a year, but I can see the cracks. She's obviously the insecure type, staying with him because he'll never leave her, but she complains about him not being into her hobbies A LOT.

>>688790964
Dude, fuck.

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>>688796726
My childhood wasn´t that bad now that I get to see this...

>>688801910
I don't know anon if she is complaining then she obviously doesn't like the relationship but that doesn't mean you should just go in for the kill, wait for a little while. Talk to her and see if she breaks up with him.

>>688802386
Good advice. I guess the complaints are a good place to start if i want to see how she feels about him. I'll give it a go next time we talk.

>>688802507
No problem anon. Good luck.

>>688800670
know how ya feel man, in the same place. What's her name?

>>688802717
Courtney.

>>688793592
ow

Now all I can do is sit here and feel bad about myself

>>688802924
I bet she's pretty, feel your feels man

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>>688791509
Fuck.

He has my initials

>>688803350
I watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind earlier. I couldnt stop crying.

I like being sad
I like sad music
I like sad movies
Sad things makes me happy
I'm happy i'm sad

>>688790367
Fuck that's gay, just have a fukin wank mate and stop being sooky lala

>>688790834
This hit me hard...

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>>688803425
I actively avoid this movie not only for the feels it gives me, but also out of the nagging and horrid feeling that it's exactly what she might do if she could.

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>>688794052
a perfect place to never leave

>>688797270
You just went too far, man. You need to pull yourself together. It doesn't happen over night. Just take it one step at a time, before you know it, you've already gone 5 miles.

>>688797323
I already read this one before.

I'm so angry I could choke a whale with my bare hands

>>688790964
Shit made my world spin.

>>688803903
Watch it. You'll feel better. It will be difficult, but you'll feel so so much better and have a different perspective.

>>688797685
Nothing like a good punch line. I genuinely smiled.

>>688804062
Im trying, but something always pops up and pushes me to square one

>>688798261
We're humans, Anon. Knowledge can last forever.

If we make mistakes, we leave something behind, we leave behind the foundation for the future.

People will see how stupid our bullshit was, people will try to avoid it.
Even if they try and fail, the next ones will know more about what not to do.

>>688791604
Teenage love is honestly disgusting bullshit. Humans are so stupid, but teenagers, holy fucking shit, teenagers. Teenagers are the worst. Teenagers are smart enough to do things, but too stupid to keep themselves from doing stupid bullshit, and too stupid to keep themselves from fucking shit up.

Children aren't tried in the court of law as adults for reasons.

>>688794493
I hope you find closure anon

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>>688804281
I don't know if I can, man. It was one we watched together, had discussions about. Don't know if I could watch it alone, and I won't with friends or I'll be a blubbering wreck. Just so many parts of it are rough, but especially the scene with him in the bed begging to keep this one memory.

Shit's rough, man.

>>688804589
You've got the balls to get this far, you can keep pushing. It's not square one, you just fell down and the ground always looks the same when you're so close to it. You're going to keep getting back up, and you know it.

>>688805236
Thanks man.

>>688794570
This. I just did the same thing.

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>>688795291
I'm recently divorced and... fuck, I'm sorry man. I only get to see my son once a week and I still love my ex-wife more than anything. Getting to see them every week is the only thing that keeps me going.

>Russian
>School was filled with avar (Dagestani) kids, I was the only russian
>constant death threats, school was hell, didn't even think of girls at the time, but pretty sure none liked an infidel like me
>moved to Moscow for uni
>Radiotechnology institute, hardly any girls, those who were there had abrasive, shitty characters, even then, none liked me
>made some bros, nolife poorfags like me
>made some other friends, looked like junkies, but didn't do drugs
>uni's over, no girls in sight
>first group just gathered with me to drink together, everyone got a dead-end job (engineers are treated like dirt in Russia, industry is dead)
>second group hit up shit-tier bars and clubs
>got a job in a bank, some money, some female colleagues, time to start looking for a girl, right?
>some girls entered my social circle, but none liked me
>started using dating apps
>hordes of girls
>none liked me
>25 years old now
>none of uni/junkie bros have wives/gfs
>Russian economy is dying
>barely enough money to pay for apt/food/internet, much less leaving the country

>>688795291
Don't worry it could be worse... Divorced three years ago. Still battling for custody. Haven't seen my oldest in years. Ex had her accuse me of molestation. Ex got me arrested for abuse that I didn't do. I get my younger two every weekend thankfully, but she's such a shit mom. My middle daughter has had lice for two months. I spend the entire weekend getting rid of them and the next weekend it's the exact same shit. 5 year old with eleven cavities... Sigh. I have to move out of my place cuz I can't afford it, probably moving to a town I hate. Can't move back home where I want to be because I need to be near my kids and hopefully counteract her terrible parenting. Meanwhile I'm going broke, making my parents broke paying for custody lawyers, and just losing at life. And on paper I make like 60000 but I give so much away I can barely pay rent and bills.

DUDE
FEELS
LMAO

kys

>>688800015
Feels sad man

>>688806853
I'm sorry you haven't got the memo. You can be a cancerous douchebag in every other thread. However these are reserved.

>>688807668
I wonder sometimes.

>>688802717
His name? Alasteir. He just stopped talking to me one day. idk if he's dead or found someone else but I don't think I'll ever speak to him again.

Honestly I've forgotten how to be happy anymore, so much shit has happened. I miss her.

>>688803425
One of my favorite movies. Well written romance with a little sci-fi thrown in.

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>>688807813
I like to think that maybe sometimes i do, even if just as a random thought. It's comforting to some degree...

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>Life is just a short flick of nothing in a universe.
>You are just a slightly inteligent monkey, standing on a rock rushing through the universe 30 kilometres every second.
>Every day, you can die in a flick of the second due to bilions of different reasons.
>All the feelings; Hapiness, love are just biochemical reactions in your brain. Nothing more. Just dopamine in your fucking brain that could go off any fucking time. You can get the same effect by getting druged.
>There's no god. No heaven. No hell. People like to lie to themselves so they can hope that there will be something after they die. But there's nothing.
>Neither you nor me will matter after we die.
>No one will remember us.
>No one will remember who we were.
>No one will remember this site.
>This thread.
>You.
>Me.

>>688808050
It's not related in any way but Boyhood was also a really good movie that struck all the right chords, for me at least.

Also cinematographically speaking, it's amazing, it follows the story of a boy growing up BUT, it was shot over the course of 13 years with the same set of actors. You're literally seeing the boy grow up.

>>688808060
If it makes you feel better, what you have now is better than knowing for a fact that you CAN'T cross her mind. My girlfriend who talked me out of suicide several times in my life actually overdosed on painpills about a year ago. I've had a lot of experiences with suicide, and in my youth I did a lot of drugs with my friends.... We did so much fucked up shit I want to make up for but somethings you can't take back. I just know how it affected peoples lifes back then. I honestly don't know the last time I was happy.

Wish all of you here the best, I don't know what else to say

Hey guys I'm looking for this super long story I read a while back about this guy who was living on the streets, stealing for cars, etc. He ran into this woman (I think she was Russian or Polish or something?) and she was really strict but she let him live with her and she helped find him work. Eventually they became closer and closer until she eventually let him sleep with her and they were together. I think she played some type of instrument and the guy gets her a new one for the holidays. At the end of the story she dies and then the instrument is left behind and the guy is sad.

I actually cried reading the story but I can't find it now.

>>688808436
Theres not much to say. Besides: I wanna die. lol.

>>688808198
This is also beautiful, anon. Puts things in perspective :)

>>688790834

Just found out she is pregnant yesterday. Shook me quite hard for some reason.

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some of you may have been hurt by someone you love, but here im sitting all alone, and have never found someone that i can call, love..

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Well she left about 2 weeks ago, moved to a different County

>>688809466
Great picture, anon.

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>>688809537
Thanks, I found it in /WG/

>>688808360
Torrented. Always enjoy a good movie

>>688808492
Samefag

Thread = ded

>>688810875
ja

>>688792264
Hit me close to home here