feels thread
Commencing dump!
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i really like this one
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>>688347397
That's it. If you want to talk about anything op, i'm here.
I remember being young and thinking women were worth the time and effort.
I hope you guys outgrow it too. You can get so much more done when you're not chasing pussy, I mean, "true love".
:(
>>688347557
It's not about that for me. I've outgrew pussy, and don't necessarily believe in "love". I just want something of a closer kind of friend that i can tell anything to, and have sex with every once in a while. And it's not about sex, as in mutual pleasure, it's like a bond that makes me feel, desired, in absence of a better word.
>>688347083
Friggin' feels. I tried to avoid feels thread for so many years and I got here just because Ted Cruz looking dogger >>688346926 and started to read other posts. This is so much about me. There's a girl that I see every day in Police academy, but I'm too fucking coward to talk to her even though she look to me sometimes or even smile a little... I'm going to talk to her tomorrow, because our finals are in few days and I probably won't see her after ever.
>>688347662
Don't be sad man, vent it out, we're here for you, for this, for venting.
>>688347277
Seriously what the fuck is this.
>>688347985
You do that bud
It's more than I will ever have done, I can't even meet girls.
>>688348116
It's a sucker punch, that's what it is>>688348123
>>688347985
DO IT! Really, i felt just like you. Really cute girl i like, finals coming up and all that...
Whatever happens you'll feel better, trust me and do it. As my previously posted pic says >>688347359 nothing's worse than knowing you might have had a chance.
Best case scenario, you get a date, worst case scenario, you'll get a better outlook on life, you'll feel better about yourself.
Do it for you man!
>>688348178
But rapists are "bad people"?
Have sex with a hooker if you're that bummed out about it.
>>688348123
We need to find a courage. And if we fail..? Well I don't know about your stories, but I won't see her again, so it doesn't really matter. It might hurt a little but then again, there's a plenty of fish in the water...
>All these fags who lament their 'dream girl' will never love them
>They've yet to accept that nobody will ever love them because they're fucking disgusting human beings and they will die alone, unloved, and most likely having never felt the touch of another person in a truly meaningful way
Casuals, all of you.
>>688348432
It won't hurt at all, that's the thing! So what if she says no? It's not like she's gonna kill if you ask her. I can assure you she's going to be nice about it if she rejects you, which i doubt. If she's not a complete bitch it's going to hurt her a little to turn you down and she's going to do it gently in hopes she's not going to hurt you too much.
You're fine anon, really. After you ask her out tomorrow you'll see how foolish you were. I'm not exaggerating when i'm saying that asking a girl out is an eye-opening experience.
>>688348336
Well, we should do it. There's a very small chance someone could fuck things up that it would backfire. There are usually two scenarios. You win or you'll get another roll, if you understand what I mean. If she says yes, you'll have a date. If she says no, it means you dodged a bullet probably and you'll get a shot with a different girl, so it doesn't really matter, you'll always get through this.
>>688348793
If you're mad about something we can talk about it man, that's why we're here. Being hateful is only going to make it worse.
I miss her
>>688348921
I did it today. I was shaking like a little bitch while typing the message. Asked her if she wanted to go grab a bite to eat. She kindly declined saying something like "maybe some other time". And that's fine! Sure, it may be a little weird between us for a while, but hey, never gonna see her after finals so idgaf.
Live a little anon, do it for you. I've been feeling happy about myself all day today just because she REJECTED me!
>>688348962
I'm just sicked at how much optimism any of you have left. I know for a fact nobody will ever love me because I'm fundamentally broken as a person and ill-equipped to deal with being a human due to deep-seated inadequacies, some of which I brought upon myself, some I was born with and some a result of my upbringing. Just like most people here. It's honestly baffling how so many people haven't realized this about themselves.
And I've realized that a certain portion of my horrific failure as a person is due to the existential despair, yes. I've just had to come to terms with it, because there's no turning it off. For any of us.
>>688349647
That's exactly it. As psychologist say, the first step in resolving a problem with yourself is accepting you have a problem. Most of us are two steps ahead of this method by coping with out problems.
Whatever people say, no one can fundamentally change, and even if they do, it's just a mask.
The fragile, useless, clueless, anxious, broken you is the best you you have. Don't ever try to change that. Cope with it, but never change it. Changing yourself on such a fundamental level means losing yourself, and this is the worst thing you can do to yourself period.
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Just checking some left-over dubs.
>>688351245
This is fun and sad at the same time. Saved.
>>688346242
HELP
>>688351970
shit was i not supposed to do that?
>>688352046
depends if you want help I guess
>>688352180
i just wanted to see how to get more sticks for my diamond sword
>>688352477
>punch tree trunk
>get one piece of trunk
>put in crafting space
>get wood plank/s
>arrange two (2) planks in horizontal formation in crafting space
Anything else?
is there any broken, miserable person near frankfurt/germany who is looking for like-minded company?
I miss her.
So much
And she already forgot me.
>>688352946
I'm halfway around the world anon, but through the magic of the internet i'm as close to you want me to. I'm open to any discussion.
>>688352946
land of the Angles here
why does being alone hurt so much if i desire it so?
>>688353082
thanks friend. i still wish you were here. do you live in america?
>>688353443
No one actually wants to be alone, you just think you're better of that way. You're not, it's hard and i know.
Do I text her?
>>688353771
For now yes, originally i'm from europe. Not Germany but South-Eastern Europe, sort of...
>>688353230
we're so many. how come we never physically meet others who are like us?
>>688354051
Yes anon, do it! I've been talking about this ITT a few post back. You'll feel better regardless of what comes out of it.
>>688354070
greek?
>>688353783
fuck...
>>688354201
Romanian actually, can't say i'm proud, but meh, it is what it is.
>>688347794
Bald science man is best science man
>>688354150
idk I came across someone from the same city as me once but we never met up
>>688346242
The closest thing i've had to a relationship in the past 3 years of my life was getting fucked over by depression every day
bump for good memories
that's all theyll ever be...
>>688354310
it's not about nationality or ethnicity. you have to be proud of your heritage. hundreds of thousands of ancestors brougt you into this world. and it's very likely we share some of them. i am greek btw.
>>688354190
>Text a girl at work, at my co-workers' demand
>Nervous af, she used to have a thing for me but that was a long time ago
>Her messenger says she's active so I know she's seen it
>Get a message
>Check it
>It's one of them, messaged me "Psyche! wrong person"
>After ten minutes of me hyperventilating
>Laugh myself into submission, because the alternative is soul-shattering numbness
>She never messages me back
Yeah, no. Don't listen to this person.
>>688354856
god I wish I could go back
>>688354907
I suppose you're right but it's all those stereotypes about my country and our people. It's mostly true and that's why i'm reluctant in sharing where i'm from. Not the worst country but far from the best.
>>688354749
it doesnt sound like it made any difference to you. maybe that's right, but i feel like i need someone right next to me so we can curse the world together.
>>688355358
yeh Id go for a pint if I came across anyone from my area again. Worst case scenario is abduction
i miss my mom
>>688354917
So your coworkers made a fool of you or what? She was in on it? If she was she's just a bitch and she shouldn't even matter to you. If you can't see at least a bit through her personality it's partially your fault aswell. I'm sorry for you, i really am but you brought it upon yourself.
>>688346926
This one makes me laugh every time. So bittersweet. Feels too familiar.
>>688355762
story?
>>688355566
Nothing i could say would make it any better but i just want you to know i'm choking up a bit. I feel your feels anon, i really do.
>>688355220
the stereotypes you talk about are very popular in the so-called good countries. do you really want to be part of their society?
http://www.rainymood.com/
~200 different recordings of rainfall
>>688355525
haha but and least some company (and torture ofc)
>>688355623
My job has me outside for up to 10 hours a day in a field, so me and my coworkers goof off a lot. On this particular day I was goaded into texting a girl I knew, who is not on the job, because I'm a virgin loser. I do, and ten minutes of panic and fear later one of them messages me. I check my phone, see it's not from her, and I die inside. She sees my message, never replies. She only likes me when she's drunk, most likely. Or she thought because I never made a move on her when she was fat, I'm a cold fuck and I don't deserve her now that she's skinnier.
She's a lovely girl. Nice to everyone, even scumbags nobody else likes. She wouldn't have been in on that. Shit, the first thing I ever did was insult her because I was an autistic little shit as a kid, and she still gave me a chance.
>>688355978
Well, i don't know anymore. I've grown up knowing my country is mediocre at best, that's why i'm abroad studying now. I'm looking to start a life here maybe, i don't know. All that i have going back home is my family, and i'd rather die than abandon them.
dont forget to smile
>>688356238
doing the job you cant bring yourself to do
>>688355851
Oh, the thing I wrote about it being familiar, I was referring to the dog from >>688346926
As for my pic related... Look at the book. Then look again. :)
>>688356249
Even if she doesn't see you like that it's ok. Now you know, chalk it up to a learning experience and move on.
>my coworkers are worthless shits
>i'm not for her and she's not for me
You're fine anon, you'll look back on this years later and laugh at how insignificant this mishap is.
>>688356481
i wish you all the luck in the world. i will remember our short conversation and i will keep you in my heart bro. no matter how faggy that sounds. take care
>>688357369
I'll remember you too man, all of you. You guys here have been to closest thing to friends i've had.
I joined the shut in thread on soc and found someone I thought I could connect with, but I ended up deleting all contact with everyone from that server. I couldn't stand all the beta self-deprecating bullshit in the chats, and I also didn't want to be an orbiter for the one female that I liked. However, even though I believe I've made the correct decision in stepping away from such a shitty place, why do I still feel so lonely? LDR never work and the female that I liked likely has better prospects, but why am I so sad? How the fuck do you turn off the feels and become a motivated robot?
...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v45Xby5TzwU
>>688347207
jokes on her, she doesn't even cross my mind anymore.
no one does
nothing has lit a fire in me yet and I'm afraid of waiting too long for it to happen
>>688357533
yeh igy anon. Seeing other people in the same state as me just makes me realise how pathetic we all are
>>688357780
Too bad there's no off button for life. I'd push that shit at a moments notice.
>>688357731
Don't worry man, live life at your own pace. If no one ever sparked anything in you just wait. Some day someone will light a brighter flame than you could ever imagine and it will be unbelievable. Don't rush and keep on keeping on.
read this for ultra-feels
some weeks ago i felt super energized, optimistic, excited about life. i avoided these feel threads like hell because i didnt want to get dragged down here again. it was a very unstable condition and i felt it could end any moment.
at the same time i understood that you cant force anyone out of depression. you gotta take all the time you need and one day it's just gone.
i'm here again. but i know (from the good times) some day i will be happy again. without even knowing why. hopefully it will be permanent next time. even though it's hard to believe that it will ever happen.
ahh, sweet catharsis...
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=D23khx6A584
>>688346697
He's referring to his wife, who killed herself after he cheated on her because she had cancer.
Any good films or animes to watch when you are melancholic?
>>688362494
try melancholia
any sad movie recommendations?
i could use a cry i think
>>688348336
Not him but I'm in a similar situation, I've spent too fucking long thinking how I'm going to talk to her and how I'm gonna fuck it up instead of actually doing it and I'm pretty shure she's into me. I won't see her tomorrow but I'll see her Thursday, I'm gonna strike up conversation somehow idk I might not even like her and that will be that but it's better than thinking about it all day like an ass-hole.
>>688363190
Hachi for typical sad, will make you cry
Dear Zachary for angry sad
Synecoche, New York for advanced sadness
>>688358913
Fuck you
>>688364606
synecdoche*
>gf asked for a break
>alright fair enough, give her space dont talk for a few days
>messages me now to complain that I don't care because I havent messaged
>on a break
>complaining that we didnt talk
What the fuck, how am I supposed to do that, how do women work what the fuck yo
Remember...
Whatever happens, happens.
>>688365154
Women don't know how to reason, nor do they understand the concept of honour.
>>688365776
She won't even reply anymore at this point, shit sucks, I just want to be happy
>>688366183
I can say from experience that I feel you anon. It sucks. It really does. My ex would do this to me, and it's fucked up. It's fucked up because people who do this are playing games with you. They will do something fucked up just to get an emotion out of you because they are insecure themselves.
How long has it been since you talked?
>12y
>get beaten up by dad on regular basis
>he wants to beat me up
>just got new glasses
>he raises his fist
>mom screas that my glasses are like €250
>Dad takes my glasses of
>dad beats me up
I'm less worth than €250
>>688366946
It was only 4 days, her idea of a break is evidently different to mine so now I'm single, all because she wanted me to show that I care while we were supposed to be on no contact rules
might've posted this the other day
am still confused about her
>meet girl online
>text for a month back n forth
>decide to meet up
>very pretty girl
>same kind of humor
>spends 3 days at my house
>we have a lot of fun, go to the movies, friends party, sex
>continue to meet up for the next 5 months
>just before christmas tells me she cant do it anymore
>gets back together with her ex
>3 months pass without any form of contact
>slowly start texting again
>i get "i've missed you in my life" messages
>last week
>some more of those kind of texts
>ask her if she'*s happy
>she says overall yes
that was about 2 months ago
during those she texted me more of those "i've missed stuff with you" texts
yesterday and the day before that we were discussing that matte because i'm fed up with having to deal with it
she told me that
>she thinks about us whenever her relationship is at some negative point
>she misses the sex we had, the feeling i gave her
told her that she was still insecure, that she was using me as a safe haven
she agreed, yet always took the chance to tell me over and over that she "made the right decision" and "just has to life with her choice"
while it's clear she's all like "no idea what i want", she still thinks about me even after 6 months
and i still don't really know why she chose her ex, instead of me, if she is still thinking about me a lot