>>688329547
I don't know anon.
It's probably something you love that you could pursue for another couple of years.

>>688329547
Tell me what do you like

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>>688329930
not me. i'm asking you.
g'morning btw

>>688330049
alot of stuff. what do you like?

>>688330151
Oh, well like I said, there's always something to pursue, to live for.

>>688329547
I gotta go to work.

because im afraid about die

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>>688330226
i totally agree. What are some of your things your pursueing, living for ?
>>688330372
have a good day at work, anon.
>>688330839
that's a healthy fear bro.

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>>688331004
my familly, game, food, women, friend, sex ect...

Because im going to keep on keeping on till I can't and try to be and do a good person till I can't any more.

>>688329547
Cowardice mainly.

life is a beautiful thing, and i have explored just a fraction of it, until now

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>>688329547
Why am I not going to kill myself? Sit tight, this one is long

Because my parents took in a month old puppy that I was against and now I'm taking care of her. Shes use to me, follows me everywhere, depends on me. I wanted to continue my mundane life and go into a downward spiral that would leave me disowned and die in a pool of blood or dead in some abandon building because fuck it. I'm unemployed, life isnt permitting me from doing what I want to do, live at home. However, part of me really wants to raise this puppy and protect her. Because of the remenants of little bitch inside me, I was literally crying the first week she was here because I didnt want to get attached to her, my dog died 3 years ago and I said never again. I really didnt want to feel anything for the puppy but she was so defenseless. I bottle fed her, watch her walk better, teaching her commands. I feel like a dad more than an owner. I would fuck up anything that tried to hurt this little puppy.

Pic related

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>>688331632
Awesome
>>688331963
that's great.
>>688332070
self-preservation is manly.
he's brave enough to live

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>>688332291
That's great anon!
>>688332354
i wish good things to you and your puppy.

>>688332356
I'm not brave enough to live either.

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>>688332603
so you're brave enough to exist.

>>688332826
That's more a side effect of the cowardice than a conscious decision tbh fampai.

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>>688333242
who cares how you get there, just as long as you are there. Too much fear of one thing pushing you to be brave enough to do the other thing. you fear death more than life, hencing you to be brave (relative to suicide) about existing.

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Because my biological ancestors went through a lot worse shit than the petty stuff putting me down and I continue their legacy

>>688333969
Yeah, I guess I'll have to hold out for cancer.

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>>688334240
in the mean time, why not go do something fun, travel, fuck a bitch, goto the gym.
>>688334087
Good Attitude.

>>688330151
sauce?

I have goals to reach through college courses and by reaching those, I can help others. Primarily my parents because they raised me right

>>688334701
>in the mean time, why not go do something fun, travel, fuck a bitch, goto the gym.
In the mean time how about you fuck off with your sanctimonius positivity, cunt. You do not know me. You have no idea of what I suffer every single fucking day. Just fuck right off.

Is there a way to view webms on mobile?

>>688329547
Because I want to be around for my children. I'm not done living yet.

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>>688334886
idk. but gmorning.
>>688334908
gluck with your goals anon.
>>688335007
that's the spirit anon, rise that fire in your soul.
>>688335018
nah bro. have a gif tho.
>>688335505
that's great for you to think about your kids.

The small hope that she will come back.

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>>688336360
keep busy while you wait.
you may meet someone new, just as special.

If living is this bad, death can't be better

Tell me why anon tell me why are you creating the same thread over and over again. More specifically your feelings. Are you depressed are you happy, sad, lonely. Why do you ask the same question over and over again.

>>688337248
6 years she's been in my life and in my heart. She is the one for me. I know it.

>>688334701 Sauce Please

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>>688337833
good way of looking at it.
>>688338036
idk. i feel ok tho.
>>688338073
that's great man. i hope it works out.
>>688338308
no know the sauce.

>>688338462
I'm not sure if it will, or wont. I fucked up pretty bad, add all the other issues that were putting pressure on us when we were together (her family minus her dad). It's killing me. She won't even talk with me.

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Because my life had tons of ups too.
Most of the stuff that happens should make me happy but I always feel a bit off but that's only a phase.
I took too many drugs and now I have to recalibrate my brain.

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>>688338733
the best thing you can do is take your mind off it.
do other stuff, and maybe it will workout, maybe it wont either way bro, you'll survive. Life doesn't begin and end with any girl. plus there are other girls in the world.

>>688338462
Interesting. In one thread I remember another anon asking a question that was very close to mine and you said that you "won't reveal your feelings... not yet" . Still I admire your enthusiasm and say keep doing what you do but don't fall prey to the predator that is life. I'm already being digested and believe me it's slow and painful if you make the wrong choices.

>>688329547
I've got to go to work at 4 so I can buy cat food.

>>688339070
There maybe other girls,but she's the only one who ever has been able to keep me. To get inside like she did. To love me like that...

Oh and another reason I haven't is because she made me promise not to kill myself. I will keep that promise and live, even if I'm miserable.

>>688339332
I'm going to try and do things to get my mind off it all. I'm planning on doing that, just got to get everything set up

>>688329547
I plan on going swimming, and swimming is nice.

>>688339332
I'm sorry but I must ask. Are you the anon from the feels thread a couple of hours ago?

Because i don't want to

>>688329547
whos the girl on the left?

I don't wanna die because I wanna make something out of myself. My family is full of drunks and meth heads and I seem to be the only one without a mental disorder. I don't wanna be like them. I wanna do great things, I wanna serve my country and be proud of what I'm going to accomplish in life

>>688339590
No. I haven't posted in feels threads recently. though I've been through them all. I posted in one a few weeks ago though

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>>688339255
good memory.
>>688339280
nice. i'm sure your cat loves you.
>>688339332
you have oneitis bro. that's not healthy to be so dependent on one female as you source of happiness and reason to live. Recognize that you have a problem. You can love someone w/o being all dependent on them and potentially crushed if they leave.
>>688339441
good.
>>688339471
it is.
>>688339701
idk.

College degree and no student debt.
new job with starting salary of $140K in programming.
super hot girlfriend thats too infatuated with me to break up with me even tho shes halfway across the country for work

>>688340021
>super hot girlfriend thats too infatuated with me to break up with me even tho shes halfway across the country for work
dude, she is the one if she is infatuated with you.

BTW do you think programming jobs will be outsourced is that just all a myth in the industry...

>>688329547
does this have a name?

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>>688340021
that's excellent.
>>688340228
agree this is the one you want.

>>688335018
Get chrome.

Hey look, It's BIlly.

>>688340371
sex

>>688339993
I'm not dependent on her for happiness. I was fine before her, I'm just still broken up about everything. I need to get myself stable and I'm going to work on all my issues. I won't move on though. The reasons are scattered. Part of them has to be our history, before, during and now, regarding when we dated. Part of it is no one in my age group is worth my time. More reasons as well, I'm just hoping when we get back to university at the end of the summer, things will work out. But I'm spending the summer making myself better for me. Just depressed because yesterday was my birthday and I was hoping I would at least hear from her. It all happened 2 or 3 weeks ago...

I have to play runescape all day

>>688332354
Good for you man, really like your pupper.

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>>688340536
who is billy ?
>>688340638
stop being a pussy. you gotta move on.
I am saying this because this is what i wish someone had said to me when I was sad over losing my ex. move the fuck on. stop being a pussy.
if you ever see me posting about being depressed over an ex, say the same thing to me.
once again, move the fuck on.

>>688340904
I'm doing as I feel is right. You may think what you say is what I should do, but you don't see it all through my eyes. You didn't have the same experiences. You don't know everything that happened between us. There is the chance it might come back. I'm not betting on it, but I will be better if/when it happens.
In regards to moving on, I've tried. I tried before about a year ago. There isn't moving on for me. It's an unattainable goal that I've already tried to strive for. The only difference now than before, feelings are stronger, and circumstances are harder. I don't even know how to get you to see it.

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>>688334886
Holly Michael's

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>>688341607
done.
You apparently like the state of misery you are in.
So congratulations and enjoy it.
G'luck yearning for your old chick, while she goes get impaled by another dick, and has the next guy's cum on her face. :-/