Drugs. Specifically pain pills.

weeeeeed

i don't...

Intracranial injection of lead

i drink alot and pick up alot of ugly chicks. no lower than 3/10s

Lay in bed for months on end wishing any one of my "friends" or even a total stranger would show up with a six pack, a pizza, and six hours to kill.

Keep bottling it down and hope it never comes back up.

Jerk it

>>688284853
hmmm i do the drinking part....

How do you pick up the chicks..
What do you say..tell them...buy them..

(kiss-less virgin here)

>>688285322
Find the ones who you're certain nobody else would fuck and treat them like they're 10's

Try to remind myself that it could always be worse.

>>688284509
>>688285222
This. I don't do painkillers anymore though.

Very badly

Get insurance, go to a psychiatrist, get wellbutrin. its a dopamine/norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor. enjoy the energy and carefree attitude and motivation. then go to a psychologist. talk about shit. feel better. thats what i did. im off the wellbutrin now and just take adderall (prescribed cocaine). its great.

>>688284375
I think people that have it are massive pussies

Excessive masturbation, compulsively working out, and pushing it all deep down inside where nobody can find it.

>>688285648
Thanks anon....

This is what i needed to hear :)

lot's and lot's of weed. and some buddies to smoke it with.

>>688285956
We live very similar lives trying to cut down on masterbating

I play videogames and masturbate. For fun though.

The secret is working out and eating right. I was the happiest when I did that. I felt swole and powerful. Like i could take on the world. Try it. Once you've got the ball rolling you'll feel the same.

>>688286360
what defines... "Eating right" anon...

I sleep alot and smoke alot,
Work out 3 times a week and play sad songs on guitar.
Don't really deal with it, i just try to supress it

My weight always made me depressed so i lost 20 pounds and am starting the gym soon

Im not depressed but have horrible anxiety i literally havent slept in 2 days but nobody takes it seriously since im in my teens

>>688286485
Well I stopped drinking soda all together. I only drank water everyday but that's optional. Eat fruits and vegetables. Lean meats. Fish. Chicken Everything Grilled. Eggs are fine too. Fruit makes your cum taste sweeter I've been told.

>>688286518
If you want to lost a fuckton of weight then stop eating sugar and that alone will make you lose alot

>>688286000
I try to put things in perspective and think of things for example:

-Not crippled or have any sort of physical ailment

-Not hideously disfigured

-Not living in nigger african village were they hack each others limbs off with machetes

Then you just kind of go from there. Just try to make the best of things in the situation that you may be in and that's all one really can ask for.

Depression is a problem with your way of thinking and your neurotransmitter levels being off. your way of thinking is affecting your neurotransmitters, and your neurotransmitters are affecting your way of thinking. this can be triggered by things in your life, or by nothing at all. Like i said above. Get insurance, get an antidepressant (or dont) but at least see a psychologist. while also hitting the gym, being active, and eating right. Do all that for at least a 3-4 months and you'll guarenteed feel better. I haven't posted in about 4 years but depression is a soft spot of mine

I embrace hopelessness.
Lowering my expectations helps me accept my lot in life.
Sometimes I look at the balcony and contemplate jumping, then I remember that there's a chance I'd survive so I might as well not make it worse for myself.
Nobody regrets suicide, but there seems to be mixed emotions about attempted suicide.

Other than that, I just wait it out. I take the pain and just wait it out.

This is a life-long condition with no cure. Severe depression is not a temporary problem, it's a chronic disability which greatly lowers a person's quality of life.

>>688284375
Alcohol. I took away my other two coping mechanisms, self harm and eating carbs.

>>688286903
>your way of thinking is affecting your neurotransmitters, and your neurotransmitters are affecting your way of thinking. this can be triggered by things in your life, or by nothing at all. Like i said above. Get insurance, get an antidepressant (or dont) but at least see a psychologist
I sense a few commitment issues

>>688287365
...what?

walk outside with a great sun and a good music.
Make me feel little better until tomorrow

>>688287233
Check'd

Also, are you me? This is exactly what I do. I usually embrace the fact of the lowered expectations with alcohol.
Alcohol makes the depression worse, but makes the acceptance easier, it's a type of destructive cycle, but it's just how I deal with things.
It's my firm belief that I should most likely not reproduce (if I even can), based on the fact that depression runs extremely deep in my family. I don't want my children to face the same fate as I.

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>>688284375
all those faggots aren't now here

>>688286874
I spot a logical fallacy.
Not being worse doesn't make something good.

"doctor, my head hurts"
"look at all these pictures of children with amputated limbs. Don't you feel ashamed for wanting attention when they've already gone through so much more pain?"
"That's bad, but my head still hurts."
"If you can't have compassion for these people, why should I have compassion for you?"
"I'm not saying I don't, but their being in pain doesn't stop me from being in pain. We both are hurting. It's not a competition."

>>688287599
Define "good music"

I actually listen to some dark depressing stuff... maybe I can change it up.

>>688284375
go find a hobby that is a physical activity you enjoy it
>basketball
>surfing
>skateboarding
>rock climbing

>>688284375
I remember that I, and everyone on this planet will die.
No matter what every living person's story is, it all has the same end. Death.
For some reason the finality of that is very comforting to me... I have to wonder if that's something I should worry about.

>>688287599
This
Day by day makes it a little easier

>>688287233
>>688287733
We both got 33 as well
CONFIRMED ALT UNIVERSE ME

>>688287733
I don't drink (addictive personality, easier to never start than give it up) but I like to say "alcohol may not be the answer, but it is a solution" because that's a chemistry joke.

I have mixed feelings regarding offspring. On the one hand, life sucks. Why would I want to put them through that?
On the other hand, a lot of the reason for it sucking is environmental. That might change for them. Or maybe they'll get lucky and evolve an immunity to extreme depression.
But even though I'm so sad, I'm a pretty alright guy. People like me are good for the world, I think. There should be more of us. And if I don't reproduce then I'm leaving the Earth to... whoever else is having kids.

There's this odd battle between "nothing matters" and "I can't stop caring"

Exercise man. The ones that leaves you breathless

>>688288054
i listen to some jazz soul or hip-hop beatsl.
choose what you like, better if it is "happy songs" or "sunny songs"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7wjBwjsVDo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uT5JCRBFPH0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xE6ZWwJezg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iqR4CZj0mJQ

>>688288315
There's a line from one of the Sandman Chronicles' stories. "Everybody gets the same amount of time: one lifetime" meanwhile Death is standing next to the spirit of a dead baby and the spirit of a man who lived 15,000 years.

OP here...

i've sobered up some...

I thank everybody for posting their feedback... it really helps as someone out there really is listening. /b/ may be a dark fucked up place, but we are still very much alike in many ways.

I know my depression (if even that) is nowhere near what some others are... but it is a dark place I do not want to go... I think it's just loneliness, not getting out of the house, and just treating myself like shit (eating poorly, not exercising... etc...)

Thanks /b/ros

thoughts on citalopram? Gf has been struggling with depression for last 18 months, went to doctor and psychiatrist etc who put her on it for about 3 months which took her away from being suicidal, but completely flattened her moods to a constant low but not suicidal. She stopped cold turkey without telling anyone a couple weeks ago and has had withdrawal etc, and now is again horribly depressed. Dont know whether she should be getting back on it or something else or nothing or...

>>688285461
This. 60% of the time, it works every time.

>>688289242
I like that a lot. I like the idea of no meaning, that despite everything we all go in the ground.
And not even people, that everything will crumble and end. It puts things in perspective

>>688284375
Find an Excuse to Win.
No matter how much it hurts, how much it sucks or how badly you want to give up, there's a million excuses to just quit, but /b/rother, you gotta find that One simple excuse to go on and win. Find that motivation in you to not be a quitter and not fall flat on your face. Fuck man, you'll never know joy until you work your ass through pain. Don't go at it slowly either, moderation is for cowards, cause anything worth doing is worth overdoing. Godspeed anon.

Drink some more

>>688284375
I drink some sprite.
I don't know why it works.

>>688289425
We're all in this big hot mess together. If you make it to tomorrow, that's medically healthier than being dead.

>>688284375
Weed and pussy

I run arrands

>The dishes
>Laundry
>Mow the lawn
>Walk the dogs

Always makes me feel better when I get stuff done. Makes me feel more useful and less like a good for nothing self loathing faggot.

>>688289551
If you like that, you'll love the breaking bad reading of ozymandius.

>>688285813
wellbutrin doesn't help for everyone. i've been on it for 5 months and i still want to die

>>688289961
What exactly is that? I've been listening to a lot of Alan Watts, I like his outlook on death.

>>688290782
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T3dpghfRBHE
It talks about how what some perceive as permanent parts of life are merely temporary grandeur. Nobody is immune to the ravages of time.

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I don't get it

I pre-emptively treat it with:

>Regular exercise
>Regular social interaction
>Regular sunshine
>Good diet
>Good sleep

If you're depressed you're almost certainly lacking in one or more of those areas. We know this to be true yet you faggots will still make excuses and complain that you're a unique special depressed snowflake who can't get with girls or talk to people or you're stuck in your bedroom or agorophobic

>>688292522
What's your problem, anon?

>>688292522
>regular social interaction
>complains that faggots cant talk to people
>it's that part that's the hardest. no one wants to keep talking to a depressed faggot which makes us depressed faggots

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>>688292795
People who complain instead of changing

>>688292833
>complains that faggots cant talk to people
Re-read it. I'm complaining that faggots wont talk to people

Smoking, drinking, vaping, jerking off, working out, embracing it., etc.

>>688293307
lol wut

>>688293307
What kind of people must they talk to?

>>688285461
I'm afraid I might get rejected by some fugly bitch which might end up making want to end myself even more

>>688294210
They're depressed, not me, why would I care who they talk to? Talking is only a small part of socializing anyway

Drink much

Drink Many

>>688285813
wellbutrin isn't always great. for some people it can make you prone to inconsolable rage, especially if you're a young male and take it for more than a year. trust me, it's shit

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>>688284375
antidepressants, and counseling.

Before that, various self prescribed psychogenic substances, to wit: whiskey and denial

Now is better

>>688294792
well what the fuck do i do to socialize

>>688289476
There are a fuckton of alternatives. Bad side effects means it's time to try one of them.

Lithium orotate.

>>688294233
kek. Make a tinder and swipe away.

Alcohol but lately I just want to start walking around the world

>>688293307
That's like saying everyone could run a 20 minute mile. Almost everyone - with legs - could.

Not everyone has fully nominal brain chemistry, just like not everyone has fully functional legs.

Problem with brains is, their not visible, and the subtle differences are almost a library of ignorance.

>>688284375
ALTER, the memories
Press F to pay respects

>>688284375
Prozac

>>688284375
booze and benzos. its not very effective

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>>688295754
Do your own homework and work and stop being lazy

>>688296554
All you're illustrating is that depressed people have or are less likely to make choices that will help them become less depressed. That's fundamental to depression but doesn't change any of what I've said

Just find something you love, live for that
>inb4 faggot

>>688296791
i don't even know where to study..it's not really being lazy if you don't know where to begin, see

>>688296791
Another "just do it". Thanks, it really clears everything up. Glad you're so insightful.

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>>688296940
>i don't even know where to study..it's not really being lazy if you don't know where to begin, see
Stop studying and go socially interact and fail and look like an idiot. Repeat 100x til you can hold a rivetting conversation with a stranger

Yes, it's hard, yes it sucks, yes you feel like a loser often. Welcome to life, it's the game that everyone else is playing every day.

Also try meditation, it helps you feel less like a jerk when you fuck up.

As for socializing, a good place to make and find friends and peers without all the scary shit is hobby & interest groups. Take up something easy and cheap like origami or photography or whatever and go meet people into it. Tell them you're new and shit and more looking to make friends ??? shared interests and profit

Also good job not being a dick

>>688297100
>Another "just do it". Thanks, it really clears everything up. Glad you're so insightful.
Pretty much the opposite of what I've said. I illustrated the causes of depression and very specific things to focus on. Glad you're so evasive to objective reasoning

>>688284375
Drinking and smoking either weed or cigarettes, sometimes I make art and shit but I would rather just get fucked up all day

i found dropping the drugs and alcohol , taking a chance and fucking off to start a new life elsewhere was what was needed.

Its so easy to mope around feeling like death with 100% focus on how miserable you are . Friends feel like scum because although they listen they never really get it that internally you are destroyed . The same triggers that bring on the misery surround you and repeat daily so fuck it and opt out . Move , go find a job and place to live elsewhere . Friends will soon be found and the old friends network is still there in the backround at weekends when company is important . In time the culture shock alone will dominate your mind and help bring a different outlook on life and if it really doesnt work then you can always move back .

Worked for me

Just recovering from my fourth major episode. Dealing with it since I was 17. OCD makes it worse. Well, how do you deal with it? Once you know how it works it'll get better. Your brain chemistry is fucked. So do the following: get medication, there are good anti depressants out there nowadays. In the beginning you may suffer from anxiety, get a mild sedative for that. Once you're out of the worst, start a therapy. Go there, work on yourself, start getting things done again. It'll get better over time. Most important: don't drink ANY alcohol, it'll make you feel better for the moment but will also fuck your brain chemistry up even worse. Drugs in general interact with dopamine/serotonine levels in your brain. You don't need that, if you don't want to hang yourself while being hung over one morning. This is the best advice you can get on a shitty board like that. Also what others here might have said: do sports, work out, lose or gain weight, get a gf or fuck random chicks. Try to sort out what depresses you. Or just hang yourself for the easy way out.

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I managed to get a few hours of work tomorrow (neet faggot) so I'll have money to buy pills and kill myself.
Any suggestions anons? Obviously I've thought about and/or tried other suggestions and want pills. idgaf if it's gonna hurt or whatever, just as long as I can lie in bed and die guaranteed.

>>688284375
just work hard for something, even if its completely random, start working and appreciate the little things more, each step that takes you closer to your goals is a step forwards and dont regret any mistakes because they're valuable lessons that will lead to bigger steps forward in the long run.

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>>688297100
grow some balls fgt
dont think about doing things.
Do them
thats the secret

An hero

>>688289476
Citalopram is not that good. Try escitalopram, almost the same but easier on the side effects. + is your girlfriend dumb or something? You never ever stop something like that at once. You lower the dose over weeks. Else serotonine syndrome, this is what she has. Can't even imagine how she must feel

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>>688296940
>>688297502
To add to this, hobbies & interests are also good because they give you something to talk about and some practical use as a human being

A person is just a collection of skills and abilities afterall. The more interesting shit you can do and partake in, the more people you'll naturally talk to and more you'll have to offer from day to day

Exercise faggot. No drugs have helped me as much as exercising. Not even joking.

>>688299622
Does fucking count?

>>688300127
your hand doesn't

shrooms. weed

>>688284375
weightlifting, running, marijuana, sex & porn

>>688300273
You know that all too well, huh, anon?

>>688302903
My hand was spouting something about still not asking for it... i shut her up by shoving my cock in her mouth...

Pot. Lots of pot. That really just numbs it so i guess i dont really deal with it.

>>688285956
>>688286253

hi /b/ros

being slightly depressed is really fucked up if you are self employed and reasonably successfull, because you work a week, get enough money to live a month, fuck everything up, lie in your bed for a week, get back up on your feet, assemble the fuck-up again (which sucks) and continue, not going anywhere, not enjoying the free-time and just wasting your life

on paper everything is great, which makes you a giant faggot

on that note, i have to shower, get something to eat, which will probably help to do something today :)

>>688284375
I wait it . One day it probably will seem not to go away with time, but I'll burn that bridge after I get there

>>688284375
i try to do something productive, but if im feeling too lazy i listen to audiobooks on self-improvement, go out and check out cool things downtown, shopping helps too but that can be expensive, reading is awesome and mind-expanding

>>688284375
I pretend to be happy, my wife left me about 2 weeks ago. Everyone thinks I'm dealing with it amazingly since she was a cheating whore. She also took my child with her (to be fair she is being good, letting my skype her most nights) but since my daughter is only 13 months old, after a week of not skyping yesterday (I'm deployed) my daughter didn't recognise me at first.

I'd never kill myself, my daughter needs me, if not now, she'll need me when she's older. But I feel like an empty shell.

Moral of the story, OP, is don't worry. All love dies, yours will too.

>>688284375
by actively working on fixing things in my life that depress me.

only lazy people are "clinically" depressed

>>688303349
How about with another person?

>>688289425
Look after yourself OP, you can do it because I love you.

>>688284375
Just going to have to resort to self-improvement man
Force yourself to exercise and if you find yourself on /b/ mindlessly for longer than 20mins and you aren't here trolling porn webms to fap then read. Invest in kobo or other ereader and just pirate books. Easy peasy

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>>688285218
i know the feeling being alienated man. but you have to get and do something anything

>>688285955
Kill yourself

>>688284783
This

>>688304446
Fuck where you're from, Fuck where you're goin, It's all about where you're at

>>688284375
Watching The Wall somstimes helps me sometimes. Last time it went shit I watched once in each two days. Also booze in small quantities. 2-3 shots at the time and then maintaining the level.

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>>688284375
>do things that make you happy
>avoid negative people
>find your purpose
>stop being so selfish
>help others
>don't compare yourself with others

>>688288054
Pink Floyd

Watching Fight Club and Falling Down.

>>688284375
Don't work, stay in room all day, do anything to keep me away from my negative thoughts of my past and suicide. Days long Netflix binges, video games, watching dumbasses play video games on YouTube, scrolling /b/

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Started going to the gym, playing soccer everyday, going to parties and meeting new people.

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>>688285813

ME used VENLAFAXINE
It's not very effective.

DEPRESSION used LEECH SEED
ME was seeded!

ME used WELLBUTRIN
It doesn't affect Foe DEPRESSION.

ME is affected by Foe DEPRESSION's CRIPPLE!

ME's Speed harshly fell!
ME's Motivation harshly fell!
ME's Self Esteem won't go any lower!

>>688285813
on wellbutrin for 5 years and want to kill myself -_-

>>688284375
Bottle it all up and hope it doesn't end up eating you from the inside out

>>688286699
Do NOT let this stop you from seeking treatment. I had undiagnosed anxiety and depression throughout my teen years. I, like many, just ascribed it to "everyone feels like shit in their teens".

Get help.

>>688306400
OP here... thats exactly how I got in this mess....

>>688284375
>>688303553

THEY GET IN HERE AND HELP SMEAR SHIT ON BARBIE DOLLS

>>688285218
>not going to friends house with six pack a pizza and six hours to kill

>>688304446
Same boat brother. Sucks you're deployed mine left for a overweight druggie.

>>688306956
It's a terrible cycle but it's too comfortable now. I made a step in the right direction today by putting in an application. Working at a treatment center sounds kind of rewarding hoping it works out

>>688289920
Often works for me, when I summon up the motivation.

I just wanna feel useful, make a contribution and not think that, somewhere in my kids' minds, they think I'm a disappointing, embarrassing pile of shit.

>>688289674
/thread

>>688306956
Someone replying to anything I say is really helpful at this point, thanks

Depression is just a gay way of saying fat lazy piece of shit.

>jerk off

>>688297502
If you'd said something along those lines to begin with Anon, you might've come across as a bit less of a wanker. You have a good point to make and you could probably help a few people out in making it, but to someone who may have been reaching out during a low point in their life, you originally came across as a bit of an ass-hat.

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Anti depressant pills.
That shit works real good.

>>688297722
Don't Anon. Just don't. If you've got a few spare bucks and time on your hands, go see a movie, take a trip to the country or the coast, get some clean air in your lungs. Try to enjoy the little things and be grateful for them. See it as a chance to find that thing that makes life on this spinning rock a bit easier to bear.

There's something in life for you too, Anon. Don't end it.

>>688297957
Pretty much this. It isn't always successful - I still have bad days - but it's simple and a blessing when it works out for you.

>>688306400
That's not helpful. It's also pretty much my life now and I know it's bad for me. Just sometimes inertia feels more comforting than action, at least until the regret of wasting away yet another day sinks in...

>>688306535
Venlafaxine is what I'm on atm. Have been for a number of years and I think it's effect has been minimal to meh.
Considering another appointment with my doc to see if I can try something else. Breaking the cycle is the first step.

Also, reCaptcha is being a shit, atm.

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Look at all these retards saying drinking, drinking makes it worse u fucking retards. Go to the gym op. Get a shitty easy job you might hate it at first but make sure ur saving for something like a car or something. Meet people and do things and you will be happy again, i was in ur position last year. But I said fuck it, studied hard got into a compsci course, got a easy supermarket job and started going gym and saving up for a nissan 300zx. I am happy now and u can be too

>>688284850
Underrated post

>>688286828
Just eat more beans, grains, nuts and seeds, "lean meats" as a health food is pure bullshit.

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>>688288291
Rock climbing and veganism saved my life. I feel strong and confident and a whole food vegan diet reversed my type two diabetes and got me down to ideal weight. Never felt this much as a whole person.

>>688284375
depression is a western problem, start being active,keep your mind occupied

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>>688308630
I am an asshat.

If someone is getting sensitive about changing or over what someone on an internet forum says they're going to stay depressed regardless

C'est la vie

>>688284375
>eat
>sleep
>toilet/shower
repeat

I don't.

I refuse to take any form of medication or drugs that I will have to be dependent on.

I can't ever sleep. On the rare occasion that I do sleep I am late to work. I just got my second written warning so if it happens again, which it probably will, I'll get fired.

I won't be able to afford the rent in my house and I'll have to live on the streets.

I have been telling myself for the last decade that one day things will be alright. But as soon as that is in sight something happens and it gets further and further out of reach.

Right now I see a couple of options. The first is to commit a crime and go to jail or a mental asylum. I could also get revenge against the person who molested me. Win - win.Then I don't have to worry about work or paying bills. I can go there, get my head straight and then come out with a fresh start.

The second option is to become an hero. Right now that seems like the best option.

You've got to ask yourself if the goal is worth the struggle. Is twenty years of happiness worth twenty more years of sadness and anger.

>>688285955
I think you have a massive deficit in knowledge, empathy and insight.

I tell her to get over it.

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>>688313292
Third option is confront the demons in your past which is causing you depression.

Then realize that you were a victim and have overcome your trauma and gotten this far and make peace with your past.

Then you could aim to be in work on time and impress your boss by showing commitment.

You could also find hobbies that allow you to be creative.

Or you could be a whiny little bitch and waste the tiny amount of life you have on this planet being angry.

>>688284375
Fapping

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I have long since become a complete misanthrope - angry and hateful of people. In my despair and anger I drink heavily, do lots of drugs, fail at my job, wrecking my personal finances and prospects - further amplifying my depressive mindset.

I'm afraid that I'll snap some day. Perhaps even murder someone random out of pure hatred of the human species.

>>688313754
Is the end goal A - obtainable and B - worth the effort?

Because I'm not sure if it is for either A or B.

It's pretty easy to just tell someone to get over it. But actually doing that I'd incredibly difficult.

>>688305965
Fuck off.

>>688307453
>mine left for a overweight druggie

Get evidence of said drug use. Call the child protective services and get her custody revoked.

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>>688314006
Break everything down into small, achievable steps which will count towards your goal.

You can do or be anything you want if you just put your mind to it. There are no rules, you are never too old or too depressed to change things.

>>688314084
Lets take shirts off and kiss

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>>688313292
>My past is responsible for my perceived inability to make significant change in my life or be happy

All problems and no solutions. You also seem to fail to realize that the process of becoming a better person and living a better life is the reward, not the end result.

>>688284375
Well, I start the day by writing a journal of the previous day, logging thoughts and feelings. After that I excercise for about 40 mins to an hour. I try and ensure they my diet is good and I avoid all day time naps, I had an issue with an affinity to sleep and stay up late. So getting over 7 hours of sleep is important. This has worked for me for the past 3-4 weeks, but I've been sick and I think I'm sinking back into depression. I will know for sure once I get over this cold. I've also been getting a lot into self-studying subjects.

But I just start this in one day, it started because my brain was overthinking and one day something just clicked and I was able to build around it.

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>>688314546
>You can do or be anything you want if you just put your mind to it

Fuck you and your ignorant optimism. Try talking like that to a quadriplegic, or someone with stage 4 cancer.

>There are no rules

Fuck you.

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>>688314900
Your anger at is being projected onto other people.

You and only you are to blame for you own happiness.

You have limited beliefs because you were too afraid to that thing that think is impossible.

I repeat, there are no rules, things can always change but If you want to feel sorry for yourself all your life go ahead.

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>>688284375
I stopped the pills nad smoke weed all day erryday.
But weed doesnt do it anymore , it makes me feel worse

>>688315321
That's not even coherent English. Take your cheap advice and fuck yourself to death with it.

>>688285956
are you me?

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ITT = Non depressed whiners
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK64063/
inb3 peeps claim they are depressed when they can still get out of bed in the morning.
Life sucks regardless though.

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>>688285813
> Pills never done anything for me
> Suicide urges are coming back
> Try to stop the pills
> It gets worse

This shit might instant cure you or throw you back in the bottomless pit

>>688284375
I grew up

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>>688315523
...into a massive turd - ironically still equipped with an infant mind.

>>688315523
How? Don't be so glib.

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>>688315400
Stay mad

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>>688315701
Stay retarded

>>688284375
kill niggers

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>>688284375
for me i realised it wasnt me but the world/environment that was depressed

learnt af ew terms that explianed it like

homo oeconomus
murray newton rothbards americas great depression
principle of nap
property rights
cannabis
terrence mckenna - food of the gods
emperor wears no clothes/cannabis first 12000 years
and smoking the stuff myself.
cannabis cures depression. in all senses.

>>688315321
You sound exactly like someone who has had everything handed to them in life. It's just cheap shitty advice.

Life doesn't work that way, things get in the way, things block you from achieving those goals. Most often money. Quite frankly just shove it.

I've worked really damn hard for everything I have and shitty advice like this never helped.

I'm not the guy you replied to but crap advice like this and the people that spout it have no idea how the real world works.

>>688284375
Morphine. Just enough a day that I don't get addicted. That and anti depressants and pain killers. Yeah.

>>688284375
I listen to sad songs while I take late night drives. Specifically this song.
https://youtu.be/szn-khvkOWs

During the day I don't have much to do in between semesters so I watch anime or I write. If I'm sick of being indoors I go to the library or go read at a park or something. If I have a few bucks to spare I got to a local coffee shop and get a huge cup of coffee so I can sit there reading alone for a bit. I've been feeling better but last time I felt like such a NEET. I couldn't sleep or I slept too much. I could barely eat and I felt like I had taken way too many Benadryl because I could barely do anything. My point is that there is no escape, only pretending to have fun or be happy to make your forget the numbing pain you feel.

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>>688315835
This. Fuck that ignorant cunt.

>>688284375
Smoke weed.

>>688284375
I don't because I'm not prone to depressions, thank goodness.

>>688315658
I was very depressed when I was young, contemplated suicide often, almost did it once.
I realised that no one would care, so I went on with my life, worked, saved, got off drugs/booze....
Also anger, I'm angry most of the time.

Have you tried a massive LSD trip?
Sometimes it helps to "reboot" the brain.

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>>688297571
this is the best advice in this thread

It's true that exercise and nutrition play a large role in depression, but you won't get anywhere if you're haunted by the same old ghosts every day.

Just run away.
Run away and never look back.
Worked for me too.

>>688316151
I've heard the same about shrooms. Is this true? I'd be more than willing to try it.

>>688315321
Hey, tit guy -

>>688313292
>>688314006

These are me, the rest is someone else. So that angry person is not the same angry person as me.

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Jesus what a bunch of self-pittying sad losers.
I am a depressed schizophrenic and spent 6 months in the psych ward. The moment I got out I started changing my life for the better. Got new friends, got a job, gonna go back to school soon.

If you at least try to make your life better people will notice. People also know a sad neet who feels entitled to a good life. Choose which one of the two you want to be.

>>688284375
Constant distractions. Wether it be sex, porn, pain, drugs, whatever, it really does work. Find somwthing you're passionate about and do that whenever you're feeling really bad. Weed is a pretty good temporary fix, exctacy is even better. Good luck man, don't give up hope.

>>688316037
ru de hulk?

>>688297722
>>688309268
EMT fag here.
If you DO decide to end it, just jump off something insanely high.
Take a bus to the city and find a tall building or bridge or anything above 10 stories and just dive off head first.

Pills are a notoriously ineffectual method of suicide. You're likely to fuck up your liver/kidneys and be hospital ridden in agony/humiliation.
You pussy out when the pain gets bad enough, or somebody finds you and calls the ambulance.

But jumping... that's a solid bet right there.
Better even than a gun.
If you're going to become an hero, do it via heights.

>>688316178
>Just run away.
>Run away and never look back.
>Worked for me too.

>Tfw you tried to run away before but you came back to the house after a lap around the neighberhood

I literally don't know what the fuck I would do anyways, right now I need my PC to learn so I can get into USNA later on.anyways so whatever.

Joining the Airforce and getting a new cell number so nobody not even my parents can find me or bother me anymore

If I get into USNA then that will be a little hard to do though...

>>688284375
Seek professional help.
Depending on what type of depression, what the underlying causes are and how severe it is, you ought to get specific help (cognitive, regular, etc.)

My gf suffers/suffered from depression. Currently she is receiving professional help. She has tought me a lot about it. It is hard to "regular" people to understand and comprehend what depression is. I have been with my gf for just above 8 months now and I still don't fully understand how one gets a depression. I understand the underlying causes, but actually having it, I cannot comprehend.

One of the most important things I've learned about people with depression, is to not get offended if they treat you differently (badly). It is too effort to explain this atm but I can try if anyone want to. Also, noone but a professional should say "Oh just do this and this it will make you happy" or "just focus on something else" beacuse it means jack shit.
I do have a suggestion though.. As people without depression should be patient with depressed people, try to make it vice versa. Depression is not something you just snap out of in a week or so. It takes time. Realize that. It is gonna take some hard (possibly) work to get back to "normal". So prepare that. Be patient and stand fast because you WILL and CAN get out of it. Good luck on your voyage /b/ro.

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>>688315835
>assumptions

I was born into a very poor single parent family and was working for minimum wage.

I was in a car accident which made me agoraphobic and depressed.

I then decided to improve my situation, i took night courses and now i am on double my
salary in a new job that i love.

>>688315943
how exactly am i ignorant?
>id be impressed if you can answer without insults


>>688316251
yeah i assumed the edgy teenager wasn't you

>>688284375
Literally the premise that tomorrow is another day. That is all

>>688284375
Work

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>>688316314
I'm happy for you. But please don't make the mistake of thinking everyone have the opportunity to turn their life around just because you did.

Some people's lives are pure torture, and for you to judge them as "self-pittying sad losers" because they choose to share their pain anonymously on the Internet is just cruel.

>>688316632
Amen

>>688316509
>pedal pushing a bullshit industry to further breed incapable bullshit not required to fill numbers in an over burdened and populated world.redundenct

>>688316445
Even more effective is before going to sleep take a lawnmower, run a hose from the exhaust to your room, seal up the room, turn on the mower, to sleep. Never wake up.

>>688316416
Why you ask?

>>688316632
>>688316701

Everyone normal does.

>>688316548
They have to be trolling you bro
That or R9K is leaking

>>688316772
Sigh

>>688316836
I'm doing a survey

>>688316984
>egocentrism

>>688316792
lawn mower could malfunction, run out of gas, your body could wake you up in a panicked attempt to get oxygen, somebody could find you, you might not seal the room properly and survive...

any number of things could go wrong.

If you jump off a bridge hundreds of feet up, you are going to die.
As I said, it's a game of averages.
You are much less likely to survive that kind of fall than taking a bullet to the head, trying to gas your room, or downing a bottle of pills.

Also, you can do a flip and be cool.

Harden social interactions. Eat 3x regular. No drugs, no alcohol. Never live alone in that time.

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>>688316548
>how exactly am i ignorant?

Because you say shit like this:
>You can do or be anything you want if you just put your mind to it

And:
>there are no rules

And:
>things can always change

And:
>you are never too old or too depressed to change things

All being false, and only a moron completely ignorant of the suffering that some people live with would think like that.

Now, please, do us all a favor and kill yourself.

>>688317204
Just keep posting your life away on 4chan kid.

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>>688317187
cannabis is less of a drug then caffiene

>>688317158
>pseudo-intellect

Pot. Lots of it.

>>688310849
Beans beans
the musical fruit
the more you eat the more you toot
the more you toot the better you feel
so eat your beans at every meal

>>688284509
This. Opioid is escape

>>688317279
Said the little shit while posting on 4chan.

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>>688317316
>further egocentrism

Let me be blunt with you potential an heroes.

If you really wanted to kill yourself you wouldn't be here.
Posting here is a cry for help, which indicates that part of you wants to live.

If you really want to die: find/steal enough money to get to a really high bridge, or a sheer cliff, or a large building with roof access and just fucking jump.

You won't though.
Because you're addicted to your depression.
It's the only thing you know and you can't imagine life without it.
You don't want it to stop.

If you DID want it to stop, you'd have pulled the metaphorical trigger by now.

I encourage you to do that by the way.
Go stand on the edge of the precipice and stare death in the eye.
It might wake you the fuck up.

>>688313923
make sure it's a nigger

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>>688284375
When I'm feeling down, I check 'em.

>>688317407
Beans beans They're good for your heart
Beans beans they'll make you fart
The more you fart The better you'll feel
So beans Beans for every meal

>>688317598
Well there goes my only coping mechanism.

>>688317514
Eat a dick you fucking homo. im jus trying to help another human being and trying to apply a legit answer instead of the brainddead "just kush 420" "just kill yourslef "just murder some people".

Eat a dick you fucking basedwelling degenerate. Hurr durr

>>688317580
/Thread

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>>688317204
I was going to give a long winded reply but you are not worth the effort.

I hope you find what you are looking for friend, you only get one shot at life. If you're not happy you're doing it wrong.

>Kurt Kobain is so overrated

The brains needs to recover its normal chemical state, that's why not to drink alcohol / taking drugs.

depression: only a disorder of chemical reaction in the brain, nothing more, nothing less.

>>688317580
I'll make sure it's a racist.

>>688284375
Watching alter was a good idea... But now its closed. You could always watch other channels though...

1) going out drinking with friends, which leads to
2) girls
3) music (being an edgy metalhead kek)

>>688317697
Go back in time and Kill George Washinton

He was a racist
Pretty much kill everyone actually then

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>>688317681
>I was going to give a long winded reply but you are not worth the effort.

Hallelujah. Now shut the fuck up.

>you only get one shot at life

How profound.

>If you're not happy you're doing it wrong.

Just stop. Cunt.

>Kobain

Cobain.

>>688317668
>MORE EGOCENTRISM

Anti depressants and beer on the weekends

>>688317681
>Kobain
At least get the name right fag

But those were words of wisdom tbh

>>688317842
lol Just kill yourself already.

>>688317806
There's plenty of them still around. So no need for time travel.

Meds and trying to do shit that will make me feel happier. If I think I'll be happier from doing some stupid shit I'll try it

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>>688284375

>depression
>18+

Pick one.

>>688317849
Confirmed braindead