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>>688140548
Mmm love me some sexy vixens
I help
>>688141764
Hawt
>>688142170
>>688140533
>that back-arch
>>688141488
keep helping
Hey everyone!
>>688142928
Hey Mew, how's it going?
>>688142869
Don't tell me what to do.
>>688141488
Oh, hey Cobalt, how are ya?
>>688142928
Heya
>>688143051
Tired. Work was bleh.
>>688143172
Sorry to hear that. But you're here now, so that's good at least.
>>688143242
:D
True. Just for a few minutes though. Got stuff to do before I can lay down.
>>688142954
Hey dude! I'm alright, not much going on. I etched some PCBs I needed to do but been pretty lazy otherwise. I've wanted to go fetch some whiskey and already was in full street clothes but then I didn't, and tbh it's still because of you. I mean I was unsure and internally debating from the beginning but then I thought about you and noped. Hope I can keep it that way for at least some time, thx again!
How about you? You're still awake? It's an unusual time to see you here..
>>688143069
Hey man!
>>688143138
Are theese Wiimotes actually watertight? I've seen some real human grills (I still lol at the sound of that) playing with them in some videos. Playing with them and their pussies that is, not playing as in vidya.
So I was wondering if they don't know they can break, don't care or if they are watertight. Never seen one irl
>>688143527
Oh, I didn't think I would have any kind of influence. I mean, I don't care if others drink, I just prefer not to. But if you don't want to then that certainly can't be a bad thing. Good on ya!
Yeah, I couldn't sleep. Tried for a solid 2 hours, then just gave up and came back here.
>>688143724
Well, uh... from personal experience they seem fine. But don't tell anyone that.
>>688142009
>SHHAAAAAAAAAA
Her shower sure sounds weird
>>688143024
sorry
>please continue
>>688143242
>Jesus butt-fucking christ!
Y'all need jizzus
>>688144204
>>688144204
The image in question looks like it was drawn by "TheFuckingDevil" to boot.
I'm probably wrong
>>688144204
He's totally on-board anon. Just texted, he's getting everything for the "2nd comming"
>>688143890
>I didn't think I would have any kind of influence.
You do. I mean I didn't specifically ask you but your opinion still matters to me.
>But if you don't want to then that certainly can't be a bad thing
Yeah I'm at that stage where it's way more often on my mind than I want it to. I don't have fun anymore while drinking I just do it to escape, and that's very fucking dangerous. Borderline alcoholic style. Therefore I don't want to drink (at least all by myself) anymore, and while it sounds easy actually not doing it is kinda hard.
>Yeah, I couldn't sleep.
Aww, too bad. Hope it works out later. I actually did sleep during the night yesterday for once. I slept like 16 hours because I could barely sleep all the days before.
Then I hope all this fuzziness will help you to sleep later
>Well, uh... from personal experience they seem fine
Kek!
>>688144679
>>688144473
>The image in question looks like it was drawn by "TheFuckingDevil" to boot.
Lol! Is a good one
>>688144755
>while it sounds easy actually not doing it is kinda hard
Nah, I get it. My dad was a pretty serious alcoholic, and my mom drank every so often, so I know how hard it is even if it's not from personal experience.
>I slept like 16 hours because I could barely sleep all the days before.
Yeah, same here. I slept for like 10 hours yesterday, but decided to take a nap and slept for another 3 because I felt so terrible. Probably shouldn't have done that, especially since I only ended up feeling worse, but whatever, can't do anything about it now.
>>Then I hope all this fuzziness will help you to sleep later
I sure hope so.
>>688144874
Wow, that gif feels like pure cringe. Probably because I can't stand emojis in general
>>688145139
I'm glad I'm not the only one that thinks that.
>>688145139
I sowwy
>>688144047
Not really, that's a decent onomatopoeia for the sound of water in pipes and in general
Kinda a hiss sound
>obligatory snake
>>688144047
Shower curtain moving?
>>688145136
>but decided to take a nap and slept for another 3 because I felt so terrible. Probably shouldn't have done that
Yeah, that sounds like something I'd do as well. I usually regret it and feel worse afterwards too, but in that moment it's basically the only option.
>>688145293
Heh don't worry, it just rustled me jimmies so much I had to say something. I'm very glad 4chan doesn't support emojis, that would get very cancerous very fast
>>688145293
Also wow what a cutie!
>>688145446
>Shower curtain moving?
Possible yeah
>>688145136
>My dad was a pretty serious alcoholic
My aunt was an alcoholic as well, and died because of fucked up liver. So actually I should know how bad it can get, but eh, brains are weird. But being able to drink 3 full size bottles of whisky in one go without dying or even blacking out, that can't be healthy at all.
Well, dying from it would be even less healthy than what it does now, but yah
>>688146254
>in one go
In one go as in one session tho, spanning 2 or even 3 days without sleep
>>688146254
>But being able to drink 3 full size bottles of whisky in one go without dying or even blacking out, that can't be healthy at all.
Yeah, that doesn't sound like a good thing. I'm glad I had some kind of influence on you, I actually wasn't intending to. I'm the kind of person that just lets people do whatever they want and don't try to tell them they shouldn't do something, but having influence without meaning to makes me feel good. I guess it kind of sets an example, which I'm happy about.
Anyone else kinda dislikes smartphones in art? There's just something to them that makes me feel uneasy, but I can't point the finger on it
I'm heading out now. Should have everything back up and running in an hour or so. I've been house sitting for the past few weeks. Going back home now, finally. Maybe I'll see you guys then.
>>688146642
Also, yes
>>688146275
What's this haircut called? Drives me wild
>>688147173
Later bro.
>>688147252
I can't quite remember the name. Sorry mate.
>>688147357
No problem, seen a few anime girls with it too, might be able to reverse image search one of those
>>688146636
>I guess it kind of sets an example, which I'm happy about.
Glad to hear that, which in turn makes me happy!
I've heard from quite a few anons that drinking so much isn't a good idea. In the end they were just that, anons. And I forgot about that as soon as I looked at the empty bottle. But it's different in your case because I actually give a crap about you, even tho I don't know you for long.That's why it stuck with me.
>>688147173
>Going back home now, finally
Yay, nothing like the first crap in your own place after being away for a while. Enjoy!
See ya
>>688147630
>I actually give a crap about you, even tho I don't know you for long.
Aw, thanks! That means a lot to me. I'm gonna get pretty dark for a moment, but to be honest, for the past couple of days I've really been considering suicide on my birthday, which is this Sunday, because my family just doesn't even seem to care about me. But fuck them I guess, you guys are my real family anyway. So thank you, I really enjoy talking to you. It gives me hope.
>>688148006
>for the past couple of days I've really been considering suicide on my birthday, which is this Sunday
Damn man, I mean I knew that you were really miserable and suicidal, but I didn't know that it was that imminent. And, I don't know what to say other than whatever the fuck you do, don't do _that_. All the stuff people say to suicidal people seems so empty, like it will get better or you need to get out more or whatever. You've probably heard them a million times, so I don't know what to say other than don't do it. If not for yourself then for the people on here who like you. And there most certainly are more than you think there are.
>So thank you, I really enjoy talking to you.
Glad to hear, I also freakin' enjoy talking to you. Wish I'd know you irl, you seem like you'd be an awesome friend. You certainly are one on the internets
>>688148006
my b-day is on the 19th anon, so ours are only a week apart, nice. I'll admit I've been thinking about doing something drastic too. not suicide but cheating on my girlfriend, It wouldn't make my life easier if I did. on top of that my parents kinda view me as the black sheep I feel. My sister stabbed someone in the neck with a pen and made marks cause they were arguing with her friend and she didn't have any discipline applied at all. Me? I supposedly 'instigate' a fight at the end of my Freshman year in hs and my reputation was completely gone on top of being suspended for a day and getting my room taken away from me and living with literally bare essentials up until around the beginning of my junior year. whew, sorry for the long post. I just thought our b-days being a week apart was cool. also life-shit I needed to get off my chest
>>688148006
I'm very afraid that you atually might go through with that and can only hope you don't. As you may remember I knew quite some people who killed themselves, and in one case I couldn't do anything to help them even tho they were a good irl friend. I feel very bad for that, which was the reason I got angry as fuck yesterday (or rather the day before I think) when that dude on here said I was a heartless bastard.
Then the other friend who became an hero had literal cancer and was in pain all the time, so I can understand why he did it.
The third one was my dad, he had his reasons even tho I don't approve with them. And he's proof that money doesn't automatically mean happiness. I didn't see him that often so I couldn't have done anything anyway.
But I think of that one friend quite often, and knowing that you're in the same seemingly hopeless situation makes me feel heartsick
>>688148885
>If not for yourself then for the people on here who like you.
Yeah, I guess that's a good enough reason for me. When others are happy, I'm usually happy as well. I'm not really good at helping others or making them happy when I try, but I guess I do well enough sometimes.
>>688148885
>Wish I'd know you irl, you seem like you'd be an awesome friend. You certainly are one on the internets
Thanks. I personally think I'm a terrible friend, but my only IRL friend seems to think otherwise, and you as well, so I guess I'm not all that bad. I just seem to be way too harsh on myself.
>>688149064
>cheating on my girlfriend
No, don't do that. That's a terrible thing to do in my opinion. As someone with extremely high morals, I value loyalty as one of the absolute most important things. But I'm sorry to hear you've had such a rough life. Thanks for sharing, I like when people share their stories.
>>688149554
>which was the reason I got angry as fuck yesterday (or rather the day before I think) when that dude on here said I was a heartless bastard.
I remember that. Yeah, fuck that guy, I don't blame you for getting mad.
>>688149554
>knowing that you're in the same seemingly hopeless situation makes me feel heartsick
I'm sorry to worry you, but I just don't know what to do. I feel so hopeless. But I don't want you to worry, and if you've already had to deal with so many people committing suicide, then I certainly don't want to add to that. I'm sure it must be hard enough as is.
>>688149064
>I'll admit I've been thinking about doing something drastic too. not suicide but cheating on my girlfriend,
Not that anon but that's ..a totally different level of drastic.
I mean, sucks that you got into that drama and all but you're still doing pretty good. Maybe it doesn't look like that from your perspective, but could be worse right. And, uhm, most of us don't even have grillfriends let alone another one to cheat on with.
I mean I don't want to play down your problems, everybody has his share of them. But yeh, could suck _way_ more
>>688149064
>cheating on my girlfriend
Also don't do that kinda shit, I don't know how you could betray the person loving you more than by doing that. Break up with her, then fuck whomever you want, but don't cheat.
I really don't get why people feel the need to cheat. It seems to be so fucking common nowadays, like it's an almost normal thing to do. That's so weird and shameful, I think
>>688150071
No I totally understand, I guess drastic was a bad word to use. I just kind of let these fingers go where they wanted to. Also, I'm just being respectful when I say 'girl friend' since he's transgender
>>688150029
And I know I won't, yesterday it really was the boiling point for me but I still love her (him)
>>688150426
And yeah, I understand that. It isn't something I agree with either but "lately things are going somewhere I don't think she see's"- nope that's a lie... I just don't feel confident about myself and all that other stupid bullshit. I know I won't do it, not even break up with her. I love her too much for that.
Thank you guys, I think what I really need is to be more open to her.
Also these horses/cows are really hot ty anons
>>688150029
>I just seem to be way too harsh on myself.
Totally. Waaaaaayyyy too harsh if you ask me.
>I remember that. Yeah, fuck that guy, I don't blame you for getting mad.
Yeah and tbh that "kill yourself faggot" you replied to him (and the others did so as well) made me smile, because I know that you actually are suicidal. How can I say that, well if even _you_ use that to tell people to fuck off then that proves the point that it just belongs to the 4chan board culture. Or something like that, I can't explain it better.
..Or does it actually bother you when people throw it around nilly willy?
>But I don't want you to worry, [...] I certainly don't want to add to that
That's really not what I wanted to imply with that, I will always want you to tell me. Heck, worry the hell out of me I don't mind at all as long as you never ever pull the trigger.