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https://youtu.be/wK7GSARUs_Q
you can tell they were close

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You butt fags need to cheer up. Care to tell me what's wrong?

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>>688133369
depression mainly

>>688132621

Go look in the mirror.

>>688133030
That one always gets me

>>688133416
But what's the cause of it?

>>688133603
Super tight pants

>>688132981
HAHAHAHAHA. This one's hilarious.

>>688132621
Need more feels
Yesterday I saw HER for the last time.
>Move to another country absolutely alone
>Find job but feel affraid and lonely all time
>Find out that the hottest girl in work is from my country as well
>Find out we have common interest
>Become inseparable so much supervisors watch us all the time so we can't even get close to each other to talk
>Don't give a fuck, because we were sitting together in canteen for half hour before work and on our break time
>Buy car
>Start to give her lift to work everyday
>Start to be rly good friends
>Help her out all the time, because my language is a bit better than hers
>Go together for dinners, cafe, museums etc
>Best times so far since I came to this country
>Feel happy
>My parents call me my dog got hit by car and died
>I know this is life reminding me I'm doomed for shittynes and I know that all I can do at this point is wait for it to kick me harder
>Here it comes
>The people I live with asked me to move out
>When I visited my parents for weekend I went out with friends for drinks and got beaten hard by some fags
>Look like boxer after a fight now
>But wait, theres more
cont...

>>688133821
cont
>Came back and feel like shit, tired and knowing this is not the end of my suffering
>Her birthaday coming
>Decide its time to tell her how I feel
>On her birthday I said I fell in love
>She said she don't fell the same
>Actually she thinks she loves someone else
>I play cool but I died inside
>Promise to her nothing changes
>We both know its bullshit
>She looks like she shoot guiding dog, and I look like shit
>We can't look at eachother and every conversation is awkward
>But not for long
>One week after her birthday she takes sick days
>One week passed and I have no idea whats up with her and everybody at work keeps asking me that
>I feel even worse having to say it houndreds times a day that I have no idea whats happening with her, because she won't speak to me anymore
>Yeasterday finnaly she texted me that shes going to work and I can pick her up
>When she got in the car she looked so happy
>She said its her last day in this work
>I feel my guts are flipping upside down
>Say nothing
>She seems rly happy about changing work and I know this is definitive end
>All day at work I saw her going to various people to say goodbye
>To everyone but me
>I feel like I'm drowning
>End of the day
cont...

>>688133836
cont
>She said bye to everyone and I'm waiting for her at exit
>See she has a bit watery eyes
>Ask her if she feels bad for leaving and basically some small talk
>See her answars are short and she don't feel like talking to me at all
>Die a bit more inside but at this point I got used to it
>Finaly in front of her home I just wished her good luck with new job and nice weekend and all
>She just looked at me, smiled and said "bye"
>That was it
>In her eyes I didn't deserve good bye talk
>Not even thank you for all help, driving her everyday to work, few times even when I had day off
>Just smile and "bye"
>I felt like shit
>I felt I didn't mean anything to her
>I wanted to believe she didn't gave my goodbye speach because it was too hard for her, knowing I loved her and that we can;t be friend anymore
>I wanted to...
>But voice back in my head keeps telling me that she just didn't care at all
>I just cried myself to sleep and now I feel terrible
>Can't imagine going back to workplace
>Now I'm going through hell
>I'm facing absolute lonelines in near future
>Lost my only firend and girl I loved, being forced to move out to shitty flat alone, working in place I hate that will remind me everyday about my broken heart
>Well played life, well played
>I know I will get up and I just can't wait what will you do next time to bring me down, because right here we got a fucking fatality already
>And I know that everytime it hits me harder
>Hopefully not the end yet...
When leaving she paid me for driving her to work. She haven't done that for month, because I said she didn't have to anymore. On our last ride she paid for last week.
I kept this 10£ bill. This is the only thing that i have left after her.

>>688133734
Be less of a faggot and buy baggy pants

>>688133991
I can't. Bought these pants have to wear them. Too afraid of people to exchange them.

>>688133860
im sorry /b/ro. that fucking sucks

>>688134199
Yeah but I think I'm getting over it. This weekend I drunk 18 beers and 1 liter of vodka tho just to forget. The worst part is, I'm moving to new flat and its gonna be on next street to her propably. Around 4min walk between our doors. We will propably meet on our daily grocieres shopings and shit like that. I hope it won't be awkward... And I tought that was the last I saw her.

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>>688132621
Hold the door

>>688134641
would you rather never see her again?

>>688134773
I don't know. Sometimes I think I do. But then again I'm kinda hoping to make friends with her again and maybe one day she will break up with her faggot and realize I am the one and only. But it would be so much easier to not have this hope in the back of my head. I would just get over it. If I will see her so often I will never let it go.

>>688133164
In 99% of circumstances, I'd take the piss out of you, because you know, this is 4chan. But I'll just say this instead: Thanks for sharing that anon.

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>>688133821
>>688133836
>>688133860

>>688133258
Get out.

>>688135303
I know

>>688132621
I got some emotionally invested in that story, run free arab bloke! Run free!

I'm gonna officially be "that guy" and start this off with the fact that I've been lurking for about 7 years now. I've posted in some really stupid threads, but I always liked to go through feels threads; mainly because I want to make sure I'm still human. But now, I feel I have a worthy story to contribute.

>Be two and a half years ago
>Be freshly 20
>Coming out of a breakup with the first girl I'd done anything with.
>Kiss, sex, relationship, you name it, she was my first.
>Hit me harder than anything because it ended on a month of radio silence and then a cold "yeah it's over"
>3 months later
>Miraculously reconnect with a girl i used to know from Kindergarten.
>Haven't talked to each other in a literal decade.
>Find out her bf is treating her like shit
>Personally knew her bf
>He's literally schizophrenic and is now in and out of mental facilities.
>They break up.
>Ever man in her life has given up on her or abandoned her.
>Try to comfort her and get her through it.
>Discover absurd similarities between ourselves
>Exact sense of humor.
>Exact interests
>Can talk for hours on end about anything and everything
>I fall for her like an idiot.
>Talk on a daily basis for months
>Get invited after work to drink at a friend of mine's place
>Work was stressful as shit so
>FeelsGoodMan.png
>Drive 30 minutes over there to hear a very familiar voice
>Find her there, already drunk
>She rushes over to me, claiming i'm her favorite person
>She spills wine on my best dress shirt.
>She's overly apologetic
>Just like I would have been
Con't

>>688135277
yeah i get that. it's the hope that kills you. the tiny sliver of hope that one day she might choose you.
But if you believe in true love, and you think there's a chance she is 'the one', don't walk away too quickly. Then again im just a stranger on the internet giving unsolicited advice so you dont have to listen to me

>>688133030
Aww, fuck you.

>>688135705
>We get drunk off our asses
>Confess everything to each other
>"Anon, I don't feel like I deserve something this perfect."
>RightInTheFeels.jpg
>With all of the shit she's gone through, I know she deserves happiness.
>We make out all night because I don't want to be that guy and take advantage of her
>m'ladyTips.gif
>Terrified of everything now because I don't want to screw this up
>Betraying her trust would destroy me
>Share more intimate and personal issues with one another
>Trust building
>Love drunkenness building even more so
>Don't know how to handle being in a relationship
>Be awkward as fuck
>Last relationship was a secret for half of it
>No pet names
>No public affection
>Met over mutual cynicism and detest for most people
>Was extremely unhealthy and made my current relationship suffer
>Her mentally unstable mom goes off on her one night.
>I try to comfort her but she distances herself.
>Afraid of losing her
>She's going back to the brink again
>Had a past of drug abuse
>Has a present of drug abuse
>Do everything I can to get her to come out of her shell
>Foolishly ignore the fact that she wanted space
>Hindsight is 20/20
>Confess way too much, and make a promise that "I will never give up on you like everyone else has."
>I promised
>She never responded

Con't

>>688133860
>she doesn't want to talk to you
>she still wants you to pick her up

Fucking bitch, forget her. You can do better than that.

>>688132621
Fuck man.
Every time i read this story i wonder if he's okay.

>>688135769
:(

>>688132621
>>688136529
Funnily enough if this dude came to /b/ to ask for help I bet he'd be showered in money

>>688135763
Yeah i believe in true love and I hope that one day we may come together. I'm affraid I saw too much love stories on TV. I really tought we're ross and rachel and the fact that shes now with someone elese is just plot episode. I always tought of myself as main hero that just have to get over all this obstacles. Sometimes I just can't see any way around them.
>>688136322
I wasn't as much not wanting to talk as not knowing what to say. I guess it was just to hard for both of us. I mean I didn't talk much to her either. I just didn't know what to say. There was so much I wanted to say but i tought it was better to keep it casual. Ofc I couldn't. It was all to hard. I noticed she picked job to be as close to me as possible. I saw her observing me much more than before. She wanted to be close to me, yet we haven't spoke that much anymore. I saw it was killing her but she had the need to observe me more than ever. I saw that she was following my every step and I tried my best to look good, but I know it showed how broken I was.

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>>688136318
>Spend two years in the dark.
>Finally think I've moved on.
>Start taking interest in others.
>Start making meaningful attempts at relationships
>But nothing seems real
>It's all forced
>None of it brings me comfort or pleasure.
>She starts popping back on my social media
>She's had a boyfriend for a year
>Same shit happened as before
>Starts messaging me again as if nothing's happened.
>We talk and ignore our past.
>It's as if I'm 20 again.
>I'm happy for the first time in two years.
>We both seem happy.
>I get tired of it.
>Decide to make a move.
>We get drunk again last week.
>We confess that we never stopped loving each other.
>She had so much shit going on that she just shut down
>Was too ashamed to talk to me
>We cuddle and watch the sun rise through the clouds.
>Watch a movie.
>She kisses me goodbye.
>She doesn't respond as much to my messages now.
>She doesn't seem as happy.
>She doesn't seem as interested.
>She seems more stressed.
>mfw the events of two years ago are coming full circle and happening in the exact same way again
>mfw there's nothing i can do to stop it
>mfw I still have the shirt she stained with the drunken confessions of her love

>>688132981
thats just gay

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last story /b/ros
> me
> cry literally since yesterday morning
> shit past (if anyone want i have a bit of greentext)
> try to kill myself 3 days ago
> wrote my only real friend that i an hero
> i never saw her in real live
> i think we are soulmates
> i say "please be stronger than me"
> "I promise!"
> she knew the day would come
> we promised each other not to call anybody
> they found me too early
> she called someone that i an hero
> wake up
> angry as fuck
> wrote some shit to her
> "I hate you"
> she "you dont know what i'm going through that night?!?!?! NEVER call me again"
> never want to end like this
> write suicide note since 3 days for her
> she will never read it
> but i have to do it
i will an hero in the next few hours
the only thing i want to do is finish the suicide note
what do you want to see in it if your loved one or best friend wrote one?

>>688137079
>believing in true love
>believing that women act naively
>believing that women do not conceal their true intentions
You poor fool.

>>688137874
Don't. Hang in there man. If not for you, do it for us. We need you to give us hope.

Change your life, do whatever. Nothing matters, you're already dead, right? But don't do that, bro. Please.

>>688137357
i know that feel /b/ro
it's alwayse the same

>>688137874
If I were your friend or loved one, I woyld prefer if there was no note. I would prefer you alive with me.

>>688138075
sorry but i dont want to lie to you
it was amazing
i felt happy for the first time in my life
and i will do it again
now for the last time
i tried everything
even seek medical help
nothing works for me
but that is just for me
you are not me
please fight for me too
and answer my question please

>>688138271
as i say she knew the day would come
maybe she thinks like you but i cant do it
i want something to do for her
i the best thing i can think of is write her
so she can read it over and over
and that she know that she was my only and real friend
i dont know if she read it anyway
its like 10 letters long aleeady but i dont want to miss anything

>>688137874
>>688137874
i lost a friend this way. i wonder why he never reached out to me

>>688137874
I wanna see them alive.
You may not wanna hear all that shit right now.
But don't fucking do it

>>688138556
you can tell me what you want
and i will read it and answer you
but its already over
im just sitting here and wait

>>688138514
Don't you get it? She does not matter.

You do. Man, I'd trade her life for yours.

>>688138621
please dont do it

>>688138669
its my fault that she doesnt matter
but i know she is better than me
she always was
i would never harm her on purpose
but i did

>>688138731
its too late

>>688137874
Don't be a slave to the chemicals in your brain telling you that all is wrong and that its better to stop existing.

You must think that there is no way out now. There is. You can turn your life around, bro. I don't know how, your life is your life, you gotta find it for yourself. But you can crawl out of the hole you are in now.

Once I was about to do it too. I'm really glad I didn't. Don't do it man.

>>688139021
i crawled out of it many times before
i cant do it anymore
>Once I was about to do it too
i already did it
but im an idiot to think that someone would keep a promise to me
i will do it and thats okay
im okay now

>>688139228
You think your going to be getting rid of your sadnes. But your just going to give it to her

>>688139351
i know
i already did
but we talked about it very often
she nearly killed herself too in the past
she know the feeling
i promised her i would fight till i cant do it anymore
without her i had killed myself like 4 years ago#
i kept my promise

>>688132621
I like feels threads. They help me slowly let go of the humanity I have. Danke

>>688139600
kein problem
aber denk dran es gibt immer ausnahmen

>>688138851
No, you misunderstood me. The point is you must never value a woman more than yourself, or make her the centre of your life.

FUCK. You made me angry.

Do you really think she cares about you?

Nun-huh. I don't know her, but I know women. Tomorrow you will be dead. She will be all 'woe is me' and cry for a couple of days. She will get lots of attention.
Dude, she literally told you to not call her again. As in 'kill yourself, I won't lift a finger to stop you'.
Probably she's texting some stud right now as you kill yourself.
As your corpse rots, she will be fucking some Chad, telling him how much she loves his cock.
WHY SHOULD SHE REMEMBER YOU? You had a chance to change your life, and you chose to kill yourself. And all because you couldn't muster up enough anger to say 'fuck you' and change your life.
You think you found the special one? Yeah, the cemetery will fit you just right, it's filled with guys just like you. Whom nobody remembers, by the way.
'You hurt her'? What? You're saying YOU ARE GOING TO END YOUR LIFE, and she's 'hurt'? WHAT THE FUCK? AT LEAST HAVE SOME FUCKING SELF RESPECT. FUCK THAT WHORE. AT THE VERY FUCKING LEAST KILL YOURSELF SELFISHLY, NOT BECAUSE YOU HURT A BITCH. CROCODILE FUCKING TEARS.

Go ahead. Kill yourself. Let them win. Die nameless. YOU FUCKING PUSSY.

Or you could do something about YOUR FUCKING LIFE.

>>688132621
https://youtu.be/tIMI97aI5qw

>>688139569
>>688139569
i fucking hate everything you stand for

My a friend of a friend killed herself the other day. I asked how she did it, finds out that she walked out into incoming traffic in purpose. Anon bursts out laughing says something like wow could she not tie a noose. Everyone on bus looks at me weirdly

>>688133030
Hit me hard

>>688139569
Keep going! Life goes on, and it gets better if you keep fighting. You need to fight for yourself, be a better person than you were yesterday! I used to be in love with someone from another country for eight years and she now denies my very existence. Eight years of giving my heart to someone only to know that it would be smashed was tough for me. But I slapped a bandage on the wound and got back up! You can place that bandage on too and stand up tall. Tall enough that your foes will eat your dust as you run to tranquility. Shes pouring salt on an open wound, don't let it continue!

>>688140040
wow okay
then you misunderstood me
she is my only friend
and we talked about who we fucked and things like that
that doesnt hurt me
i never loved her
she is not the main reason i kill myself
she is like me only a bit stronger
and she is the reason i got a bit of good times in my life
> Or you could do something about YOUR FUCKING LIFE.
tell me what
i think i tried everthing that was written on b
and as i say al already seek medical help and it doesnt work

>>688140215
why?

>>688140040
I have a wicked broner

>>688140040
>>688140622
and only you have bad experience with women dont mean everyone have it
i never saw her like a girl or a boy
just a friend
it helped that we never met in real life

>>688140579
sorry maybe i did something wrong
she is not the main reason why i kill myself
there are many other things

>>688140622
> tried everything on b
well that's about it then
> already seek medical help and it doesn't work
yeah it usually works right away

>>688140622
Get more friends
Join a club be it martial arts, tabletop roleplaying, yoga, cycling or salsa dancing; it doesnt matter. You need more human contact bro.

Find something you like to do, and do it. Preferably something constructive like drawing or some kind of art, something you can actually produce, not vidya or other consumerist things. Take it day by day. Don't think long term, or compare your life to other people's. Be your own man. Start meditating every day. Value yourself more.

Also, I can't recommend lifting enough. The world CHANGES when you get a nice-looking body, and anyone could get one, as long as they are constant and don't give up. Heck, take a look at /fit/

I won't lie to you, it won't be easy. But it's possible. As long as you hold on and try to improve, even just a little bit every day.

>>688141406
2-3 years
i dont know how long you did it but it was long enough for me
i dont want lifetime medication

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>>688132621
>crying over a fake sandnigger sob story

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>>688133386
I do all this things allready

>>688140655
because you fucking gave up. you might delude yourself into thinking 'life beat you', but no. it was you who stopped trying

giving up is the only real sin

>>688141719
How many medications did you try?

>>688141105
And I get it, we all have shit stacking up and all we can think of is the end, whether that end is a light of change or a light to walk towards. But, you shouldn't walk towards the light, and you shouldn't wait for a light to come for you. You have to be that light. And you can pick yourself up and keep going. You can still be successful, you can do what you love and make it through your whole life without the fuckheads messing your life up with their bullshit. And she doesn't have to be your "only friend." because their is a whole world out their and people to meet. You can leave your old life behind and find a new one. You can find amazing people in this world who can do amazing things! But not when you lie here on 4chan my /b/ro. Please, just be the better person/

>>688141723
Make the world a better place, kill yourself.

>>688141664
im not anti social
i had many friends
but they were not real friends
did taekwondo
really loved cycling and running
i studied communication and art
i worked out at home as i did taekwondo
but thank you

>>688141863
like all of them kek
i dont know anymore but a few
some of the side effects were really bad on me

>>688141878
already did all of this
im only back here because its always the same
and after the third round it has to stop

>>688141988
Man, what the hell got you so down?
Honestly you seem like a cool dude

>>688137879
yeah I know I'm fool. I just like to live in this a bit more beutiful world of true love, even if its not real

>>688133334
wow 1 off, that makes that even more sad

>>688142208
thanks /b/ro
not as cool as you think
just a normal guy
i always asked myself the question
i think its because it fells like im on repeat
i get very down because shit
i nearly try to kill myself
i stood up
say to myself i can do this
it helped
all start over and over again
now i cant stood up anymore

Of the three metamorphoses of the spirit I tell you: how the spirit becomes a camel; and the camel, a lion; and the lion, finally, a child.
There is much that is difficult for the spirit, the strong, reverent spirit that would bear much: but the difficult and the most difficult are what its strength demands.
What is difficult? asks the spirit that would bear much, and kneels down like a camel wanting to be well loaded. What is most difficult, O heroes, asks the spirit that would bear much, that I may take it upon myself and exult in my strength? Is it not humbling oneself to wound one's haughtiness? Letting one's folly shine to mock one's wisdom?...
Or is it this: stepping into filthy waters when they are the waters of truth, and not repulsing cold frogs and hot toads?
Or is it this: loving those that despise us and offering a hand to the ghost that would frighten us?
All these most difficult things the spirit that would bear much takes upon itself: like the camel that, burdened, speeds into the desert, thus the spirit speeds into its desert.

In the loneliest desert, however, the second metamorphosis occurs: here the spirit becomes a lion who would conquer his freedom and be master in his own desert. Here he seeks out his last master: he wants to fight him and his last god; for ultimate victory he wants to fight with the great dragon.
Who is the great dragon whom the spirit will no longer call lord and god? "Thou shalt" is the name of the great dragon. But the spirit of the lion says, "I will." "Thou shalt" lies in his way, sparkling like gold, an animal covered with scales; and on every scale shines a golden "thou shalt."
Values, thousands of years old, shine on these scales; and thus speaks the mightiest of all dragons: "All value has long been created, and I am all created value. Verily, there shall be no more 'I will.'" Thus speaks the dragon.
My brothers, why is there a need in the spirit for the lion? Why is not the beast of burden, which renounces and is reverent, enough?
To create new values -- that even the lion cannot do; but the creation of freedom for oneself and a sacred "No" even to duty -- for that, my brothers, the lion is needed. To assume the right to new values -- that is the most terrifying assumption for a reverent spirit that would bear much. Verily, to him it is preying, and a matter for a beast of prey. He once loved "thou shalt" as most sacred: now he must find illusion and caprice even in the most sacred, that freedom from his love may become his prey: the lion is needed for such prey.
But say, my brothers, what can the child do that even the lion could not do? Why must the preying lion still become a child? The child is innocence and forgetting, a new beginning, a game, a self-propelled wheel, a first movement, a sacred "Yes." For the game of creation, my brothers, a sacred "Yes" is needed: the spirit now wills his own will, and he who had been lost to the world now conquers the world.

>>688141878

This man speaks the truth.

The world is a fucked up place. We've been lied since we were babies, they said it was a good place. It is not. It is absolutely terrible. Just take a look at the news. God, the news fill me with a mix of utter hate and despair. How many people die every year for absolutely nothing? How many kind-hearted people are struck down by cancer?

There is no hope, except that which we make for ourselves. You know, most people hate themselves and their lives. They are not so different from you. Except for one thing: they are better at distracting and deluding themselves.

It takes heroic fortitude to withstand the cold of life's true nature. You must be a hero. Be the light in the darkness.

>>688142565

You still seem like a good person to me.
One day you could look back and think "even if I fell down so many times, I always stood right back up. I'm glad I did not give up".

I hope that day becomes real.

>>688142196
It doesn't matter how many times you got hit or how hard you got hit. Life is a fucking bitch and she will hit harder than any other force. But what matters is that how you get back up and fight after getting hit. No matter what happens you always have to stay positive, you have to keep going. Because when you are older, you can help be the change this world needs. You can be the true hero. You can be the hero for yourself, you can be the hero for whoever or whatever the fuck you want. Just don't let your life slide because life sucker punched you in the gut (or whatever.) Get up and stand up for yourself! Tell life that I'm not afraid and prove life and all the problems you've dealt that you won't quit. Prove to yourself and your fellow /b/ros that you will hold your sword and shield high. And also make us believe that we can do it too. You think you need our help, but we also need your help. Now more than ever, we need you to show us the way to a better tomorrow. Be the better tomorrow for all of us. Don't give up!

>>688143214
not that anon, but thanks
i will keep you in my thoughts
i will never give up

>>688143487
dont do it man, for us. i wish the better for you

>>688143487
Always stay positive /b/ro.

Be a hero, not an hero.

Because later, you could be giving someone who lost a light of hope.

I wish I could be the light of hope for everyone, yet I need to shine for myself.... Be a shining sun for me.

>>688143126
you too
thats nearly the same my doctor said to me
i asked what if i cant do it anymore
he dont know
do you know?
i think i had to tell you this too
i got many friends
they all betrayed me
did teakwando and basketball
broke my hand very bad
never can do sport again
loved cycling and running
got beaten up
cant run without pain
studied
just not good enough to work anywhere

>>688143214
im always did it
really hard with all my power
but i dont have any power left
i was the hero
i can say i really helped a few people because i know the shit they go through
i want to be honest
i cant do it anymore
i was like you
i cant help you guys anymore
and you cant help me
life is not for everyone
i really belief that 99% of you can do it
i cant be a good person anymore its all destroyed and i dont want to hurt a person anymore
but thank you /b/ro
i will keep you in my thoughts too

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I've been fooling around with this girl for the last month. We've slept together, talk every day, generally enjoy our company.

Yesterday she told me she just wants to be friends. I told her I love her. She's going back home to a different country in a month.

What should I do? It's heartbreaking.

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this one makes me sad

>>688137533

Stop turning this into a YLYL thread anon

>>688133395
It's.. refreshing to see a positive take on a feels post.

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>>688132621

>>688144186
>broken hand so can't play sport
You could play soccer?
>studied just not good enough to work
You were studying the wrong thing. What is something that you like to do? Or at least interests you?

6 months I've never posted until now. You got it out of me /b/Ro. You think about being someone that listens to other people's problems. Every person on earth just needs someone to listen to them without interruption. That could be you.
Now I'm listening to you. Tell me what got you to this point

>>688144499
Nice trip dubs. Checked.

You obviously have to follow her to her own country

>>688144544
this one always fucks me up so bad

>>688144186
Anon please don't leave. My thoughts are with you, and I want you to keep on living. You're too young to be fitting for wings up in heaven. Keep being the hero, let the world guide you to the right path. The path for you is waiting still, waiting for your arms to hold it tight and never let it go. The story doesn't have to end.

I don't want the story to finish Anon, I don't want you to leave. I want you to go on living life to the fullest. You could rise to the top and be the influence to a nation or even be a gullible fool and it still wouldn't matter. You have a lot ot live for and I want you to live your life to the fullest. I want to be your light, and your friend instead of a thought. I want you to push on and keep going. Darkness is pushing you down and I want you to push back. Don't lose hope for yourself, look at yourself in the mirror and tell your true self that you can do it. You could cry, laugh or even be pissed at yourself, but never EVER look away from yourself in the mirror. Please keep going anon.

>>688135882
damn...
this one hit hard

>>688144544
As fucked up as some of these are... I find it somehow inspiring that there are people who have the fucking ridiculous capacity to HAVE this job... to care... and to not get completely mentally and psychologically destroyed.

>>688133295
is that for real ?

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>>688144930
no as i say it hurts when im running
what i like?
the thing i studied
that was alyways my dream
i know im not bad at it but not good enough
sorry but already wrote most of the things here
here is a little bit of green text i didnt post today but in older feels thread
>>688144186
>>688142565
>>688141719
>>688138514
>>688137874

>>688144635
I didn't even read a tenth of it before my tear ducts basically exploded. Holy fuck.

>>688144930
here is the green text>>688145771
Im literally this guy

> me at "friends" house
> a few other people
> only know one of them
> drink beer
> They're all talking
> i say something no one listen
> play most of the time on smartphone
later
> hear them talking a few meter away
> "he is realy weird"
> feelsbadman.jpg
> say i go home because i have to do things
> no one reacts
> drink alone at home
today
> ask my "friend" what they do at night (after i went home)
> "drank some beer with friends, you should have come too"
> im nothing

> plan birthday party with a few friends
> first birthday with friends
day before birthday
> ask friends if they come to party
> "of course!"
> feelsgoodman.jpg
birthday
> no one is there
> ask friends where they are
> at the party of "another friends name"
> not my party
> im nothing

> friend ask if i want to hang out
> first time someone ask
> go to park
> nice time
> they go to get something to eat
> give them money to bring me something
> wait
> wait more
1 hour later
> go home alone
> ask what happend
> they forget me
> they laugh
> "sorry bro"
> im nothing

anyone want to hear about when i fucked my high school teacher

>>688145344
its too late but thank you /b/ro

>>688146013
sure i guess

>>688144186
Anon /b/ro.
Don't do it,we all got fucked by life multiple times.
Some of us ended up on the edge like you are now,but there is always a way to fix it,you just have to try.
As generic as this sounds,when you get slapped down you get back up.
If not for yourself then for everybody that cares for you,for the rest of your /b/ros.

You seem like a good person,at moments like this even though we hate everything and everybody on here,

We are still a family.
A fucked up,sometimes utterly disturbing
family.

But a family nonetheless.

My thoughts are with you.

>>688146047
It's never too late Anon... Please don't leave..

>>688135856
I almost fuckign cried
Like hot water is going through my body

I guess I'm a human.

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>>688146133
>>688146150

i tried too many times
i got back up too many times
i lost the last person that cares
i know you /b/ros want to help
i did the same
i tried to help random b/ros
it worked
but not this time
sorry to dissapoint you guys
but its ok
im ok

>>688146508
dont do it /b/ro, there's a whole life to live out there, there's a lot of things wanting for you

>>688132942
Replace the anime with porn and thats my life.

>>688145878
Sounds like all you need is new friends. I had it pretty bad growing up and still somewhat do. You need to compartmentalise your life and seal the shitty off from the good. Your not nothing.
When I was growing up my dad was in the army. Always moving around Australia. He leaves the army and what is somebody who had been a soldier his whole life do for work? Nothing he's qualified for so him and my mum and my brother and I travel around country Western Australia while he takes jobs running pubs. Always the new kid at school. Also kinda fat. Never any friends. I try to be sick everyday so I don't have to eat my recess by myself. Always got to stop kids from picking on my little brother for same reasons. Never learn proper social skills. Settle down at 1 high school. Still the weird tubby kid. Left school and started an apprenticeship as a car mechanic. Meet new friends at trade school that are as weird as I am. Meet a girl. Girl is even weirder than me. So in love. We now have a 2yr old son. Life started off being the worst. Now it is the best. Just needed new friends.

>>688146838
what?
theres nothing i already saw
>>688146882
that is an old story
was like 15 at this time
change friends multiple times
all over again

>>688146508
Pls Anon.. .Just give yourself one last chance. Keep going for all of us. I want to be your friend, I want to help. Please don't leave anon.

>>688146882
>>688147034

oh sorry forgot to say
gratulation /b/ro

>>688147054
i had too many last chances
i cant give me one more
even if i could

>>688132981

underage b&

If you have the means to do so - as a last resort, go nuts. Not as in "shoot people" nuts, but experiment with anything you've wanted to. I'm not saying to be intentionally self-destructive, but why bother using THAT as an excuse if you're not planning to stick around anyway?

Just see if some of it may awaken something in you - and don't go too far, you don't want to fuck up your potential new chance.

>>688135809

I could never imagine the sorrow a father must feel in these stories. To have the mother of your child do this to you.

My brothers wife did this when he spoke to another woman. I'm convinced he's only with her so she doesn't take his little girl away.

>>688147233
I just wish there was something I could do. I don't want anyone to throw their life away. Not even you anon.

>>688147272
dont know to who you want to response
but i have a question for you
waht if you did this
you give you life one last chance
and nothing happend?
all the same
what next?

>>688137874
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tYzMYcUty6s

>>688147034
there is. there is a huge world out there to discover

>>688133369
I've fapped three times in the last hour. Probably won't be able to go again for a while. Feels bad man.

I'm free from many things:
I live in a well off country so I'm free from a lot of bad shit that's out there.
I'm free from superstition; my mind has been liberated for many years now. Religion doesn't imprison me with it's poisonous shackles.
I'm free from debt.
But I wish that I could be free from me. Free from my own misery, my inability to be happy. If only I could have such freedom. If only we could all have that freedom. because I know I'm not the only self-loathing, depressed confused person here.

>>688147398
you can promise me that you are stronger than me
>>688147479
i cant say i saw the whole world
but i saw enough to know that im not happy anywhere

>>688133258
I need to know where this is from

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>Be me
>Ugly, live far far away from city
>PC and my doggo r my only friends
>sleep deprived
>feels like im drunk, relaxed a bit more
>go plya some cs:go
>turn on mic
>talk
>meet this cool, exactly like me but a little better guy, we'll name him Chris
>has friends,we love the same games, same interest all that shit
>talk to him
>he adds me
>I meet his friends
>Soon enough I'm in "their circle" talk to them on skype until morning
>8 months passes by
>They tell me everything about themselves, I say nothing.
>Sleep deprived again
>Say something about writing some shit about them on piece of a paper, like what they like, what they talk etc
>They go super mad
>It cools off
>Chris really suspicious I hacked into their computers and got their info
>They think I'm 30 year old rapist
>Still friends somehow
>Before I used to talk to them for hours and every day, now I just hear them once in a while. Or I used to.
>They were like my real first friends
>Talk to them over fb whenever I feel bad in school
>One of Chris's friends, Johny is a really good guy, fucking amazing guy
>He always makes me laugh
>Keeps asking me about that shit I wrote
>I keep denying
>They want to know anything about me, I always evade the questions

>>688147462
kek

>>688132621
My mom once passed out on the couch after a major amphetamine binge, the apartment was 2 rooms, filled with clothes and garbage with nothing in the fridge to eat, i was 6 years old, dirty and scared. I tried again and again to shake her, she wouldn't wake up no matter what i did, i went into my room and sat in the dark waiting for everything to be okay.

>>688147777


>ff 3-4 months
>Johny blocked me because he was afraid
>Chris buys me a game, on Steam
>Playing a lot talking
>He starts asking questions about the paper
>I keep lyign, evading.
>Johny blocked me from both fb and Steam, but still in my friends list
>All that because of that paper
>Have no friends now
>10 Steam friends, still no1 never checks to say "hi" or some shit

>mfw I lost my friends
>the only friends ill ever have
>the only friends that will ever laugh at my jokes
>the only friends that liked me
>the only friends that will understand when I say "I'm nto feeling well."
>The only people I talked to.
>Talking to tzhem was highlight of my day
>mfw im stupid dumb prick
>thinking about killing myself in 15 days.

Sorry for grammar mistakes

>>688147635
believe me. dont do it fellow anon. be strong

>>688147233
Anon /b/ro don't do it, don't do something permanently stupid for a temporary problem. Life always gets better. In the words of my idle "What life might be like, if you hold on one more day." Life always gets better. You just need to hang on tight through the twists. Hang in there for all of us, for all the /b/ros here.

>>688132981
Okay that fucked me up pretty hard... gf broke up with me about 2 months ago. I'm pretty much over her but fuck.... this just hurts to think about.

>>688147129
Thanks /b/Ro. I highly recommend it. If a chubby geek like me can get a goddess, so can you.
You gotta keep looking for other good people to have around you. I work on a mine site in the middle of Western Australia. Only job I can do that will be able to provide my family with a decent life where we don't have to stress about every bill like my parents did. Away from home for 1 week working and sleeping in a single mans camp, back home for a week.
Past few years has been about the most racist sentiment in our society ever. People hating on refugees. "Boat people" becomes the main argument taken to a federal election. Left wing say we need immigration to survive. Right wing conservatives say stop the boats. At work every person I work with and I mean every. Single. Person. Votes conservative. They don't even understand why. They just hate the boat people. Be me being the only person that that has compassion for people fleeing civil war. Can't keep my mouth shut and get into debates with people about politics. Past 3 years working there I dread going to work for a week because every single person hates me and what I believe in. It is worth it though for my family. I seperate that shit from the good parts of my life. I keep going for my queen and little prince. You can do that too anon.

>>688147635
I promise anon. I'll keep fighting for you.

>>688147825
Why didn't you turn on the lights?

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>>688146508

>>688147541
Oh man. Holy fuck. I wish I could hug you right now. Then you could fap me off because you can't do it to yourself.

>>688148025
There was only one light in the living room, i had a table lamp in my room that lit the corner up. She woke up after 2 days, i've never been so scared in my entire life.

>>688148160
Should have called the neighbours

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NVR FRGT

>>688133860
Jesus christ man, get a new job, get some fucking friends.

Join a sports team or some kind of group. It doesn't matter if you're shit or don't actually enjoy it. Half the people in these groups will be sad fuckers like you. Find them, forge yourselves new lives together.

>>688147777
Checked

>>688148242
I grew up around distrustful people, it was never in my nature to seek outside help, or any help for that matter. Basically handicapped by my own lack of understanding, i felt no hope.

>>688148381
Can I convert quads to some happines please?

>>688147777
>>688147878
nice quints
i really know that feel
why in 15 days?
make 1 month
and then think again if you want to do it
>>688147934
sorry /b/ro but thanks
>>688147964
i dont think so
why would it be
i never was
>>688147993
sorry but i can't
i like you
if you want to talk more i listen
you seem like a very interesting person
>>688148003
THANK YOU
>>688148039
everytime it broke you lost some little piece
it not dramatic
you cant see it at first
but there is a little hole after the 10 times
after 50 it got bigger
you always lost some piece of yourself when you repairing it
at the and there is nothing left

>>688148649
Well, if everything goes right, in 15 days I'm moving to another country, new school.
Better life, better job.
If I don't move out in 15, straight up hang myself. Not like anyone cares about me, right? : )

>>688148601
Fuck man if you can't be happy that you got quads then you should kill yourself right now. I'm fucking ecstatic for you and I wasn't even the lucky bugger.

>>688147987
get off /b/ rainer

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>im a mature freshman at a 1000+ student highschool
>strict as heck admins are awful bigots
>second semester get super sick miss roughly 5 weeks of school straight and then a few more days
>bomb dropped 4th quarter
>no credits for u sirr hahaha
>fuckit ill get a ged
>"what you gonna do with me"
>"uhh theres this lady in the sped wing who gives a few tests during the day chill with her"
>fuck around on computer all day in class and teach feeds me
>alone with teacher two periods and just convo with some other dropouts the other 3
>start having deep convos with this lady about relationships and family and the future
>hella milf territory boner fuel im faceblind af but pic related
>im telling her about my shitty cheating girlfriend and leads into her hardcore flirting with me explicit style
>im receptive and shit gets freaky fast
>"we cant let anyone know"
>that first time i fucked her over the desk
>wetter than qt slut gf
>bout to cum and freak out over consom but remember that meno pussy dont get preggo
>thanks sex ed
>we go until its time for peeps to come in
>i ask her if she wants to do it again and she says she will
>oh boy
>gave her that young cock good everyday until the end of that year
>good times

>>688148649
Basically every crevice is filled with silver or gold, filling out the missing part of the structure making it whole again. Feel okay my friend.

Hello i am Lawrence of Arabia. It was me the "friend from steam" that was last online 600days ago.. fam i lost my steam account password shits fucked up. Aleppo is under fire yo.. i will email you k fam? Fireemoji allgoodemoji 100emoji

>>688148770
what prevent you from moving out?
now i care
because you are wrong
if you already moved out to another country with other people new job and life
if this sucks too than you can hang yourself

>>688148897
Really?
You're so hapyp because I got few numbers in a row?
Wow, you should spend a littttle less time on 4chan man, it's just numbers, just a web page.

>>688133334
I made my own!
Wanna hear?

>My name is Jafar
>I come from afar
>There's a bomb in my car
>Allahu Akbar

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>>688137357

>>688149161
Copy paste killyourself

>>688133386
awww fuck this one was on fucking point here, all my feels

>>688144635
stupid cats lol.

>>688141826
me to anon, me to..

>>688149011
i dont have anything too fill
im really ok right now
but that doesnt change my mind

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>>688145878
Why would you even insist on having "friends" like that.. I mean how can you even call them that?

They're worse than the douchebag you can meet on every corner of street

>>688140622
>>688137874
hey mate, do you have steam or skype?

>>688147993
go back to tumbr, White genocide supporter, "refugee" loving cuck. boat "people" are not people. also if any real refugees even exist, their neighbours countries of arabs, turks etc. must have them.

>>688149337
Not everyone is silver or gold, yet that does not remove the value of a person.

>>688133071
i'm schizophrenic and this one stabs me in the fucking heart

>>688149466
i was young and stupid
realised it too late but change it

>>688149471
if you want to talk we can do it but only if you answer my question
what do you want to see in it if your loved one or best friend wrote one?
>>688149573
the only thing i can fill myself with is anger
and i dont want to be a person like that
i always tried to laugh about anything horrible because it helps me to stay strong
i cant laugh anymore

>>688132621
rip little arab

>>688149570
Kills yourself trump

Find something to cheer you up.
I've been dealing with depression and I probably have 100 greentext stories worth of
fucked up shit that I've had to deal with over the course of my 24 year life but I don't
think about that.

When I'm sad I'm just sad. I don't like to dwell on why because it makes it hurt more.
One thing I've found helps more than smoking and drinking (which I may be doing
a bit too much) is riding my motorcycle.

Whenever I'm feeling down I hop on my bike, go on a long ride through the country side. I don't tell anybody where I'm going (not that I have anyone to tell) and I just cruise for hours.
Sometimes I speed down empty country roads, and somewhere in my mind I hope I crash but I don't- and that's okay. Once I get to my destination, this lonely lookout over the city and I sit down for a few hours, have some cigarettes and just stare at the lights everything feels a little better. Even if it's just for a few hours, those few hours are pure bliss. No expectations to meet, nobody to please, no reason to feel sad. In those few solitary hours I feel like nothing really matters and the cool night air feels amazing on my face.

Buy a motorcycle /b/, if you die you die having fun, if not you get to keep having fun until you do.

>>688149921
I've had the same thought, that we are all somehow repressed in comparison to our agressions. Enacting them is difficult and they end up locked inside, no where to escape. Yet, you have to find an outlet for your anger, it's not rare im killing the cashier in the supermarket in my mind, what have you done so far to remedy your anger?

>>688150145
at first do sport
cant do sport anymore
years later medication
but i already have to take some fucked up medication
if i take them im like a potato
dont want that either

>Be me
>Crazy in love with this girl
>Lets call her Lisa
>Sits next to me in math class
>Im not really that handsome, but also not ugly
>Im not very populair
>She's kinda populair girl
>Always feel a bit awkward next to her
>But she's really cute and nice, really care about her
>She kinda cares for me too
>2 months in, she gets a boyfriend
>fuckmilife.jpg
>Still nice and lovely, as she has always been
>Acts the same, so I thought she didnt like me back
>ithurts.png
>Fast forward 2 months
>Going on a school trip
>2 Paris
>fuckyeah.jpg
>She goes too
>FUCKYEAH.jpg
>her boyfriend goes too, but he's a nice guy so dont hate him
>kinda sucks
>we arrived
>She's walking a lot with me
>Feelsgood.png
>Doing nothing rest of the day
>Go to sleep
>Next day we're going to the Eiffel tower
>Now together with her boyfriend
>Fuckmilife2.jpg
>Walking towards a square, where there is a really nice view of the Eiffel tower
>Just walking, dont know where i had my thoughts
>Everybody takes pictures
>me too
>but then
>
>She askes ME to take a picture of her and her boyfriend
>quite a time I know her by know
>Know the chance is 0.0% that she'll ever love me back
>Tfw i had to take a picture, and died a little at the same time, but had to act cool.
>Thinking about it all the day
>I let it rest, dont really feel good the next days
>She's still nice, feel like shit
>Fast forward 5 years
>Haven't spoken to her since
>Still with her bf, she's having a really good time i guess
>Still havent had my first kiss
>Tnx life.jpg

>>688151040
cucked