Just do it so we get rid of fucking loosers like you posting stupid shit like this. Get over it or fucking leave

>>688044280
I agree, jesus its just a fucking vagina. Get over it.

>>688044280
Pretty edgy m8 careful there

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Be me
>23 years old, on my own, GF lives in my house
>Crippling OCD
>Job at the time is horrible for me
>GF is disgusting human parasite
>Spiral into deep depression and alcoholism
>Break off with GF, takes half my shit
>Quit job for sanity
>Fail school because four hours sleep daily and no drive to even breathe
>Barely keep house, no utilities, can't bother to bathe
>Fast forward
>One day decide enough of this bullshit
>Depressed friend moves in
>Start working with each other to step out of pit
>Begin working on stuff
>Get job, start paying bills
>Begin working on OCD, stop thinking about sad shit
>Friend is improving too
>Be now
>I can genuinely describe being happy because I am not at the bottom like I was
>Hardened my skin but also made me very relaxed and humble
>Like a barbed wire cuccoon, I am a better man
>Lost 30 lbs so far, self-educating, easy job, learning German
>I know I can't lead people out of depression, but I can guide them
>Biggest discovery is that no one knows how to handle my new genuine honesty and automatic respect
>Mfw I crawled out of the pit, did it without the pills, and will never go back
>Mfw it never gets better, you have to get better yourself

>>688044009
>Be me
>Know a guy called David
>Makes me want to kill myself

>>688044951
Curious, what type of job did you get?

>>688044951
Faggot

>>688045390
Before, machinist

After, dishwasher

>>688044471
>>688044280
Enjoying your stay, summerfags?

>>688045390
I was making $17.50 an hour plus quarterly Bo uses of like $400. Dumped my three year 401k for ten grand and lived as a neet for a bit.

I don't need money to be happy

>>688046778
what the actual fuck anon I did the almost same here being a machinist is a very hard job it is not worth the money
the diffrence now I am a teacher

Got any good feels music guys?

> be me
> fall madly in love
> she leaves
> i'm dying everyday
> i see no hope for future

>>688047065
It was the people who made it impossible for me. My efficiency was never great either. Those guys were cold and hard men. I didn't want to become like that

>>688044009
I value my money and free time.

>Today's evening
Mother is back
Slams the door
Something falls to the floor making lots of noise
That triggers in me the memories of my parents arguing and my mother losing control and becoming overaggresive
Face her, telling her to not to be that noisy
She says she didn't do anything and once she realizes I was scolding her for getting me on my nerves, leaves angry and insulting me
I reply her (without insulting but angry too) and things escalate
Like her, I'm furious about her fucking behaviour where she either does whatever antisocial thing she wants or becomes aggresive
When I went back to my room, after some time I hear her screaming like a fucking psycho in another room
I decide I had enough of that shit, get my clothes and leave without saying anything
I hear her talking to my father and playing the victim like she always does when someone faces her (she must be jew or something)

After having a walk and having dinner outside I'm more relaxed, but like always, I can't stop thinking about that my two fucking options everytime are either swallow my pride and not saying anything about anything that pisses me off (at home or not) or have a good self-steem and facing the problem, which makes the shit hit the fan.

I'm jealous of those who are either happy and respected in their social relationship, or intimidate any possible enemy being alpha as fuck.

Btw, after I came back, and since my father asked me to chat with my mother, since she's obssesed that my confident personality is my father's side of the family's fault, I had a chat with her. With no positive result since she is obsesed with being the victim and I refuse to admit my fault if there's any because of her attitude.

And this is just today. But I feel that when I'm alone and there's nobody to piss me off I'm happier. But not 100% happy since eventually there's always somebody ruining my day and I'm unable to convince or intimidate the other to change his/her behaviour.

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>>688044009
That's thr problem OP, there isn't a girl

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3 years ago
>homeless
>2 jobs
>failing school
>girl problems
>shitty friends
>pretty sad due to situation

Now
>1.5 years from finishing degree
>living in 3 bdr house with gf only
>good friends
>gonna graduate with 80k debt

Things get better guys

>>688044559
not really
edgy is the guy creating a thread on /b/ with an image about suicide when talking about girls

>>688044009
>His
His name is Indigo

>>688044009
Alexandra

probably lame-ish compared to others but whell...

>be me
>have crush on a girl, she is awesome
>tell her
>she gets shy about it, for the next month or so acts as if she likes me too
>ask her about her feels
>*maybe*
>me happy
>after a week or so she snaps
>"anon i want you to know, i really like you but like a friend... etc etc"
>i die inside a little but oh well decide we can stay friends still
>next day starts ignoring me, starts hating me for no reason
>what
>...

>>688047660
Whiskey Lullaby
She's got a way

>>688047915
You could sack up and leave home.

It's not too hard to get a lease, just intimidating

>>688048082
>80k debt

>>688048082
I'm never sure if I should just laugh or pity you americunts. 80k debt to graduate holy shit.

>>688048082
> living with parents
> doing good in my uni
> 1 friend that actually gives a shit
> spend all my free time playing vidya
> kissless dateless virgin
And I'm actually surprisingly ok, even happy at times.

>>688048357
Had similar problem.

The reason is, she feels you desire her and that makes you a creeper to her eyes.

I'm sorry but there's little you can do. Try to wait a handful of days to let her relax and try to have and adult conversation. Plus you have to behave just as the friend she enjoyed to pend her time with. Any small change and it's ruined forever. Also, if she's upset, gameover too. Wish you luck and cool mood by then.

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>I am so far past hope, I just get sad when I see a cute girl.

>>688048642
>>688048993

It sucks. Just gonna have to pay into it immediately.

Our combined income will be over 100k, so if we live as we currently do, it won't be too hard to pay it off quickly

>>688044471
I am sorry that you can't feel the emotion love.

>There is more to dating than sex.

>>688044009
Her name is Anna. She's great she just lives very far away.

>>688045089
What'd I ever do to you?

>>688049282
yep sounds about right

>>688049126
>creeper to her eyes.
Might be true actually...

Talked with mutual friend, he said she told him that I stopped sending her snaps on SC, showed him that last message was indeed from me ages (days) ago.

>adult conversation
Teenagers we are, no hope here I guess. Thanks anyway mate!

>>688044009
Her name is Kylee.

>>688048995
I think you'll see that spending all that time on video games was a waste of your youth

>>688049323
Then you are actually lucky anon and I envy you.

>>688045089
>kill david

>>688049538
I have got to the point I no longer get nervous around women because I know they are not interested in me.

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ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Men are oppressed by their gender expectations.

>>688049282
>Be me, qt3.14
>Doing casual stuff
>A splerglord approaches me
>He starts crying
>I tell him to fuck off
>He walks away crying

That's how you fucking sound and look like when you fucking act like a pussy ass bitch.

>>688049488
I think he hates you for getting dubs.

>>688049445
He is a child, he isn't capable of getting why it isn't a good idea to date girls

>>688049738
Thanks buddy. I wouldn't have taken these loans if it wasn't a good bet

Have clinical depression and bipolar disorder, have to see a therapist about it.
Things keep getting worse there's nothing I can do about it, I have family, and an amazing girlfriend but I can't help but feel like I should just fucking off myself.

>>688049827
lol, nope. I have tons of female friends and in fact have no trouble communicating or interacting with women.

I am just creepy looking and anti-social.

Im just very paranoid and ill never be convinced that a chick genuinely likes me

>>688049829
Then he just hates me cause he ain't me

>>688049806
Can't say I agree; There's nothing wrong with conforming to traditional masculine expectations.

>>688050173
That's why they're friends. You try too hard.

>>688047915
Gave up at "triggers".

Stop stealing oxygen and kys already.

>>688049806
>>688050452

If you embrace it, it is pretty awesome. It's more responsibility, but more freedom to do what you want and be a leader

>>688049746
Whoa, no need to kill me. I'm sure everything can get sorted out

>>688048469
Well, I've been in England for a couple of weeks. It made some things get better but it was far more expensive than I thought. I could repeat and try to find a job but it's a risky expensive bet. Plus I'm unable to man up and tell my parents fuck you and leave for better or worse. I can't stop people to treat me like a child despite of being almost 30yo. The only thing I can do, since I can't make others see me like an adult is break the bonds (it always happens, family or not, new or old acquaintances, eventually everybody gets the measure of my personality and learns to manipulate me, I can't change that, just face people when they do and start screwing the relationship again)

But I keep the idea of leaving in mind. It's just that I have to be sure of not screw my life. You know the unemployment rate for young spaniards with little job experience and unrelated academical formation.

>>688050665
Hey look, another David. We gotta stick together bruh

>>688044009
kathleen

Do you ever felt fuckin emptyness? Its gr8.

>>688050778
Just line up a job beforehand.

>>688050524
I don't try at all, did you not see that I said I am anti-social?

People just like me for some reason, maybe it's my logical way of thinking or the brutal honesty I stick to.

Pretty much anyone who talks to me for a while will start asking for advice from me.
I hate it, constantly fixing the illogical crap people think.

>>688046133
it's not summer yet you cuck

>>688049561
You still can try. And be sincere if you accept that she will never love you (unless she does all the work) and that you'll be still there for her when she loves another boy

>>688044009
Her names Rebecca

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>>688044009
>What's her name, anons
I'm so foreveralone.jpg that I don't even have anyone to name.

>>688051322
it's always summer here.

It's the human condition. Want what you can't have, either achieve to get it or become depressed.

>Have 9/10 fuckbuddy, kinda gawky face
>Start obsessing over girls with prettier faces, sometimes shittier bodies.

>Get pretty girl, big tits/ass, most men would kill for
>Suddenly all I can do is fap to stick-thin girls.

It's an endless cycle. Just enjoy it.

>be me
>4 years ago
>dating this girl 6 months
>both of us have severely fucked up lives
>abusive parents, suicidal, whole nine yards
>we kept each other sane and in check though
>we were ridiculously in love and couldn't wait to get married and that gay shit
>one day she opens up with her biggest secret
>didn't want to tell me because she was sure it would ruin our relationship
>turns out, her dad raped her almost daily for half a decade since she was like 9
>I was ready to kill him, but she wouldn't let me go to jail
>cue sleepovers, vacations, anything to get her out of the house
>stuff is going good
>fast forward a month and we're engaged
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>one day she has to stay home for a few days for reasons I don't remember
>we text eachother goodnight and all that faggy shit
>last message that night I received from her was "I love you more than words can describe. You're my fucking universe man, I'm so glad I have you."
>that morning she doesn't text me back at all
>leave 10-12 texts
>probably 30 missed calls
>I read the news the next day after worrying like a bitch
>her dad killed her cause she stood up to him trying to rape her
>mfw she only had courage to stand up to him because of me
>mfw the love of my life is dead because of me

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>>688044009
Not dating someone isn't that bad, guys. Try focusing on your immediate relationships and yourself, and ignoring your desire to get a fuck buddy.

>>688051701
No you are a psychopath who sees things and people as things to gloat about.

>>688051790
She showed the courage she believed you had. Hope you live strong anon.

I am sure her ancestors are smiling on her

>>688051901
/thread

>>688048082
>gonna graduate with 80k debt
Have fun not putting that degree to work and failing to pay off your debt that puts you right back to the homeless status.

>>688051947

Motherfucker, do you not pay attention to modern women?

They create Tinder, Facebook, Tumblr profiles, they advertise themselves as property. All they can do is reduce their natural-inbuilt character into 140 characters and suck a few cocks.

I might as well use them, it's what they want.

>>688051157
From another country with little to offer over the average Joe there, or in my country? Jobs are really fucked here.

I still think the best bet is to go to UK, get a job, and try NOT to see if something is against the employee's rights, because that makes me feel stupid when I sheeply say "Thanks boss for this job". To give a context, here in Spain there's lots of people willing to get assfucked for a job and people angry as hell because of the unjustice of the whole situation.

>>688052254
>I might as well use them, it's what they want.
They may be shitty people, but it doesn't make you a good one.

Her name doesn't matter. I don't even know if I have a chance with her. Doesn't matter if I did I'm not worth her time. I'm surprised she even replies to me.

>>688051901
Except when you're me and you've never dated anyone and you're in your mid 30s.

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>>688051790
Damn.

>>688052450
That sucks, but my point still stands.

>>688052404
404 hope not found. mate if she replies she is interested in you in one way or another

>>688052404
If you're not "worth her time", why bother talking to her in the first place?

>>688052000
Nice trips bro. Its been a few years, it still fucks with me some nights, I developed minor sociopathic tendencies, which really fuck with my life now, but for the most part I survived and did so for her

>>688052373

I'm 22, I've just finished my last year at Uni and have worked for a few years now.

I entered University expecting Harry Potter, X:Men First Class, some classy shit.

First night at University, nervous, alone group of girls walk past my window chanting
"Do you like sucking cock,
Do you like it in your mouth
Do you like how it tastes
Fucks your throat
in and out"

Realised I was smarter than them.

I respect women who respect themselves.

>>688051500
Thanks mate, will do. I kinda gave up on her already so if after we talk (if I feel like talking to her anyway) she doesn't change her mind I won't feel any grief..

P.S. Asked her out couple times, "maybe.." then "no sorry". She spends most of her free time with a 20 yr old guy (she is 15)..

>>688052637
Because im alone and she's my only friend

>>688052569
All I've ever had was fuck buddies. Some say that's cool, but fuck buddies are supposed to be in between GFs. Because they never last.

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>>688052702
You are fucking überminche anon. No one sings about the Warriors with no scars

>>688052925
Then become someone "worth her time". Choice is in your hands.

>>688051790
Can't tell you to do anything stupid or really corageous but, I'm sad for both of you. Think about what she wanted you to do or not to do. O can't fathom what were her last thoughts but I'm she loved you more than anything and that gave her strenght. Anyway, she's a hero but not the stupid kind we have in 4chan. She tried to stop a monster.

>>688047915
fucking autist, if you can't stand your parents you're free to leave

I'm a soldier. My dad was a marine, and my mom was also a soldier. My dad wasn't right after the gulf war. My mom divorced him, and moved to tennessee when i was like 10. Eventually my dad took his side arm, and shot himself.

I've stuggled with depression most of my life, and i just go through the motions. Get married, have children, pay my bills...i like to think I'm happy. I decided a long time ago, should i what my plan would go, should everything get dismantled. I'm renting a car, putting on my acus, driving to my dad's grave. Give him a salute, and well we know what happens next. Life began and the desert, life will end in the desert.

>>688053016
where is this quote from?

>>688049806 this

>>688053312
Thin air anon, just how it felt reading your post

>>688053121
Sorry

I can't fathom*

Also, don't forget her, ever. Maybe carry on with your life, but always pay a visit from time to time to her resting place. That's what I would do.

Erika. I love her. She have a new boyfriend. He is rich because his family is rich. She is happy with that.
I worked so hard for her and she dumped me because i was not enought.
I feel like shit.

>>688052404
I've been going after the same girl for close to a year now. She's moving to Hawaii in a couple months and I'd still do anything for a shot with her and I'm determined to get it. Kissed her yesterday, anon. Not all hope is lost.

>>688053121
On the plus side, her dad isn't allowed around other inmates because they don't take kindly to people who beat their wives, rape their daughters, and force his drug habits on his children

>>688053400
thank you, assmunch.

>>688053217
The problem is, that's the only choice I always have with anybody, and that would eventually make me a homeless.

I need to learn to stand my ground and not get back. I've seen others defend themselves and not having to run, but I'm fucking clueless about what's right, wrong and excessive.

>>688053601
Well, that's good at least. Make her proud anyways.

>>688053451

You American?

Move to Europe brah, girls over here have the Disney Princess-complex just as much as over there, but the prince they want is Alladin (No race joke intended, but it will be made), rather than a millionaire.

>be me, 22
>never a fan of relationships
>meet cute girl, 29 yo
>after some 1-2 months of dating i get into a relationship with her
>everythings good
>fw some months
>she wants a deeper relationship aka me moving in and stuff cuz she wont stop getting older
>still 22, not much accomplishment in life yet
>dont wanna end up married with 24 even tho i love her
>break up last month, lots of tears
>maybe will be friends someday

inb4 kys

>>688050173
Stop being creepy looking and anti-social you spastic fuck. It's not too hard to shave your neck beard and stop putting eyeliner on.

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>>688048993
Kys britfag

>>688053928
I certainly try

>>688044951
guide me please

>>688053994

I'm sure there's plenty of retarded women stuff she did you had to put up with.

>>688049806 is right.

If she can't appreciate the pressure put upon a guy of your age by society to do well for himself, she's not worth it.

>>688053288
So you will join the army? I guess that your father would like you to be happy doing what you want, not neccessarily following his steps.

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>>688051790

Sarah

Been with here for like a year now and everything is going great; But I keep getting anxious thoughts about her leaving me, or not loving me. I have no idea why I get these thoughts, in this whole year she has never cheated on me nor gave me any reason to think so, but I'm still getting these thoughts when I'm not with her. Life is great when I'm with her but once I'm alone, I feel like utter shit and take a shitton of drugs to cope with those feelings.

>>688051790
How nice that the next mornings news knew what happened, but you as an important relative didnt

And that the morning news insta printed it

>>688052107
I'm sorry that is your experience. Job prospects are good for my field

>>688053016
Shit really fucks you up at fifteen, its nearing the 5 year anniversary and I know how hard its gonna hit me, I fucking miss her man

>>688054263
Indeed, but i've expected nothing less.
Women are women and do women things.

>>688044009
Her name doesn't matter. She left me a month ago and I can't get her out of my head. What's worse is that I see her quite often, and that just tears open the wound in my heart. I miss her, but I don't think I'd take her back even if she begged me to. I'd be too worried about her leaving again.

Gents, some people just aren't meant to be with others.

>>688054582
She was pretty

>>688054928

Aye, and men are men. Tell her that (softly), if she doesn't get it, she's a waste.

>>688054645
Its because youre not proud of your accomplishments. You start to feel like youre not worth it and she'd cheat on you.

Get up and do something.

>>688048379

This.

>be me
>friends with 9.5/10 for whole year
>best friends
>do everything together
>find out she likes me from her friends
>realize I feel the same for her
>hell yeah
>tell her how I feel
>she says she feels the same way for me
>oh hell yeah
>summer break
>tells me not to contact her because her parents will freak
>alright
>school starts back up
>see her down the hall
>excited to say hello
>hey
>"what are you doing?"
>I just came to say hi
>"bye"
>she walks away
>what
>next day
>end up face to face with her in a class
>she won't look at me
>I ask her what's wrong and if she's okay
>she takes off her glasses, then puts her face into her hands as she starts to cry
>can't look away
>few days pass
>she ignores me and avoids me
>try to ask her if she's mad at me
>"no, just don't talk to me and don't text me"
>oh okay, I'm sorry
>it's been years and I still see her around
>depression, therapy didn't help, parents mad that I'm depressed
>I still love her and she still won't even look at me

>>688054858
Her mom and dad were separated, mom was in another country and had nothing to do with them, her dad certainly wasn't gonna tell me. And it probably wasn't the next day, but I still didn't hear about it until the news got wind

>>688053639
Thought you were that green texter

Her name is Serena. She's pretty much perfect. Looks good, personality is perfect. She shares my interests. Actually talks to me about things im insecure with. Problem is she lives on the other side of the fucking planet and I'm just some obese school drop out. I know I don't have a chance I'm pretty deep in the friend zone but man she makes me want to be a better person.

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>>688051790

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>>688051790
Shit, this hit me. Godsspeed anon!

>>688055083
That wasn't her anon, that's a random anon, I can't post pictures on mobile for some reason

>>688044009
Intentional cheap baits is cheap.

-/b, Nigger.

>>688055249
That may actually be the best advice that I've ever had anon, thanks

>>688055096
Thanks for the advice but i think i'm still better off just leaving this and moving on. Im still young, good looking, at least somehow intelligent and theres a lot of puss out there.

Amber.
>i fell in love
>i had no money
>she didnt care
>she just wanted to be happy with me
>one day something in my head just snapped
>21, broken spine, no job, no friends
>i hated myself and couldnt bear to drag her down
>she made me happy, and wanted to do whatver it took to fix things
>i was broken not us
>break contact and move
>she tried to find me for a short while
>gave up and moved on
>i havent been happy since before that
>started to try dating a few months after
>it was fun, but never lasted
>but i havent had a worthwhile relationship since
Sometimes i think i should try talking to her, but then i realize how shitty of a human i am, and fall asleep with a gun in my mouth.

>>688054889
It isnt the world that changes, it is us anon. Stay strong you beautiful bastard

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>be me
>have absolute 10/10 qt3.14 gf
>her family loves me, mine loves her
>literally picture perfect relationship
>one problem
>Alpha as fuck on the outside, captain of lacrosse team, etc.
>Beta as fucking hell on the inside, slightly introverted, most of my fun is on 4chan
>scared shitless she'll cheat on me for no reason, I'm insecure as fuck.

wat do.

>>688055338
>women

Angela hui from queens ny blocked me on Facebook 10/10 hot Asian chick

>>688055639

Fair enough bud, confidence is good. A lot of guys getting raw deals these days, don't be one of them.

>>688055738
Trust her, and if she does cheat kick the cunt to the curb. That's it.

>>688055738
You are not alone anon
>>688054645

>>688055338
Similar problem as me and another anon, but she didn't like me.

In your case, dunno. I guess you need to move on the "accept it" part of your feelings (like when somebody dies or a relationship does)

I can't tell what she feels

>>688051790
mfw the love of my life is dead because of me

-not your fault, Anon.

Get the dad: eviscerate it.

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>>688055643
If things weren't sour when you left, you could apologize. I bet she'd appreciate it.

>>688055083
search elizabeth fritzl... it's similar but worse

>>688055713
Thanks bro

>>688055851
Can't find her pics

The problem is the typical:

>Can't tell when a girl likes me. So far I know that I have lost the girl of my dreams to this. We're still great friends.
>Have no idea how to act with girls. Too nervous to do anything when I was younger now Im a sperg with girls.

I really have stopped being nervous with girls because I know they don't have any interest in me. I don't look any great either. I've been going to the gym, lost 55 pounds now. I get compliments, but no girls want to date.

>>688044009
>implying I have hope that there's a woman out there for me

>>688056242
Her dad's in lock-up, got beat bad by some other inmates and spends most if his time in solitary, aside from that I don't know much about it

>>688055851
I want to see this hot chink someone post her Facebook pictures

>>688055643
Try, be sincere, apologize, and do everything you can to restore the bond. If it fails, at least you know you did something to learn from your mistake.

>>688055738
>playing lacrosse

you deserve to be cucked ,faggot

>>688056318
They werent. But i cant do that. She has a new life new friends and a new boyfriend. Shes happy again... i should stay away. I havent gotten any better save for losing some weight.

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>>688051790
You two are great. You gave her the strength to fight a monster. She did what most people in that situation wouldn't do. Don't hang this one on yourself man. Godspeed, my friend.

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>>688055643
Just apologise anon, try to soft things out even if it does take a while

>>688057215
At least make her know you are repented, give her your point of view and respect her new life. If she wants to contact back, she'll do if you give her contact details.

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>>688055738
>lacrosse
pic related

>>688057418
I cant. Shes happy now. See>>688057215
My life has been hell since before her

My ex gf who i was real happy to be with said she needs more time for herself, work, study and art projects....so no more relationor meetups...3 weeks later she posts vacation pictures togetherwith her new bf, who ironically looks like a "m'lady" type of guy..
I was never the long time relationship type of guy, but she fascinated me and i was addicted to her love, character and friendship

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>>688057215
Do you think you'd feel better if you let her know that you were sorry? You could say that you apologize for everything and wish for nothing but to let her know that.

Hell, she might even introduce you back into her life. And if you're not looking for that you could always decline.

From what you've told me she sounds like a nice lady and wouldn't lash out on you. Let her know your regrets.

>>688044951
>Break off with GF, takes half my shit

how does this happen

how is this not theft

>>688057296
Thanks anon, like I said in >>688053016 5 years is approaching it'll be hard, but I've survived this long

>>688057830
I linked the wrong post, oops, it should be somewhere along that thread

>>688057677
I dont have facebook or any of that crap anymore. I have her email, but i dont think it works anymore.

>>688055876
Sure, thats the reason im not a fan of relationship at all.
First love/gf cheated on me multiple times and made me feel guilty about it. Holy fuck, I was betamax. Learned it the hard way tho.

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>i'm sorry but i'm not looking for anything serious right now

>>688058221
Later she posts pics of herself on vacation together with her new bf

>>688057801
She is a beautiful person inside and out. I dont know how i managed to get her in the first place. I wouldnt feel better. I feel like i did the right thing for her. Im garbage, and i think im done. I like you guys.

>>688058221
Shit man, that is harsh. We have all been there. Good luck mate!

>>688044009
Need more feels
Yesterday I saw HER for the last time.
>Move to another country absolutely alone
>Find job but feel affraid and lonely all time
>Find out that the hottest girl in work is from my country as well
>Find out we have common interest
>Become inseparable so much supervisors watch us all the time so we can't even get close to each other to talk
>Don't give a fuck, because we were sitting together in canteen for half hour before work and on our break time
>Buy car
>Start to give her lift to work everyday
>Start to be rly good friends
>Help her out all the time, because my language is a bit better than hers
>Go together for dinners, cafe, museums etc
>Best times so far since I came to this country
>Feel happy
>My parents call me my dog got hit by car and died
>I know this is life reminding me I'm doomed for shittynes and I know that all I can do at this point is wait for it to kick me harder
>Here it comes
>The people I live with asked me to move out
>When I visited my parents for weekend I went out with friends for drinks and got beaten hard by some fags
>Look like boxer after a fight now
>But wait, theres more
cont...

>>688058559
cont
>Came back and feel like shit, tired and knowing this is not the end of my suffering
>Her birthaday coming
>Decide its time to tell her how I feel
>On her birthday I said I fell in love
>She said she don't fell the same
>Actually she thinks she loves someone else
>I play cool but I died inside
>Promise to her nothing changes
>We both know its bullshit
>She looks like she shoot guiding dog, and I look like shit
>We can't look at eachother and every conversation is awkward
>But not for long
>One week after her birthday she takes sick days
>One week passed and I have no idea whats up with her and everybody at work keeps asking me that
>I feel even worse having to say it houndreds times a day that I have no idea whats happening with her, because she won't speak to me anymore
>Yeasterday finnaly she texted me that shes going to work and I can pick her up
>When she got in the car she looked so happy
>She said its her last day in this work
>I feel my guts are flipping upside down
>Say nothing
>She seems rly happy about changing work and I know this is definitive end
>All day at work I saw her going to various people to say goodbye
>To everyone but me
>I feel like I'm drowning
>End of the day
cont...

>>688058644
cont
>She said bye to everyone and I'm waiting for her at exit
>See she has a bit watery eyes
>Ask her if she feels bad for leaving and basically some small talk
>See her answars are short and she don't feel like talking to me at all
>Die a bit more inside but at this point I got used to it
>Finaly in front of her home I just wished her good luck with new job and nice weekend and all
>She just looked at me, smiled and said "bye"
>That was it
>In her eyes I didn't deserve good bye talk
>Not even thank you for all help, driving her everyday to work, few times even when I had day off
>Just smile and "bye"
>I felt like shit
>I felt I didn't mean anything to her
>I wanted to believe she didn't gave my goodbye speach because it was too hard for her, knowing I loved her and that we can;t be friend anymore
>I wanted to...
>But voice back in my head keeps telling me that she just didn't care at all
>I just cried myself to sleep and now I feel terrible
>Can't imagine going back to workplace
>Now I'm going through hell
>I'm facing absolute lonelines in near future
>Lost my only firend and girl I loved, being forced to move out to shitty flat alone, working in place I hate that will remind me everyday about my broken heart
>Well played life, well played
>I know I will get up and I just can't wait what will you do next time to bring me down, because right here we got a fucking fatality already
>And I know that everytime it hits me harder
>Hopefully not the end yet...

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>>688057728
Then just keep going. When my first girlfriend left me I got a dog to help with the loneliness. It gave me the motivation to go out and do something other than work, even if that thing was just taking my dog to the park. I met my current girlfriend while walking there and we've been together for almost a year now.

Tldr: Try and find some form of motivation and things should eventually get better.

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>>688058518
She went looking for you didn't she?

>I wouldnt feel better. I feel like i did the right thing for her.

What could you do to make yourself feel better about the whole thing?

>>688051322
It's 17 c/62.2 f

At 2 in the morning in the fucking UK

It sure feels like fucking summer. Sweating balls over here man.

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>>688058551
Salute, soldat. This girl was absolutely perfect too. Literal 10/10 in every category.

>>688058432
This is the future that I am dreading.

>>688051790
Do it anon, kill the father take it all out, you have nothing to live for now, you're free just like the rest of us

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>>688059360
Piss off, you utter cunt

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the good news is that what she is, what she means to you, will fade with time. If you're lucky, who she becomes as a person will become unattractive to you (as in my case).

The bad news is that it takes years man.

>>688058904
>>688059128
I got a cat, she hates me. I learned a few weeks back my dad put my dog down. In february. Im fucking a girl now who wants more, but i cant give it to her. Im pretty sure its not other people. Im pretty sure im the problem. I cant even cry anymore.

>>688044009
Liz.
She went across the world and married some guy from slovakia. She squirted out five kids with him.
She looks blissful.

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>>688059981
What is your day-to-day life like right now?

Candace - would have done anything for her in high school. She wanted me to ask her out, I found out later. That tore me up inside but I knew it wouldn't ever work out.

She went a bit emo afterwards but cleaned up, married well and had a few kids but what really put me off is her adoption of a hard-core, heartless right-wing ideology. She used to be kind, caring, and selfless. Who she is now is repugnant. Still pretty though.

>>688060821
>Liberal cuck
Sounds like she's better off w/o you.

Leah

>>688060798
Looking for a job, trying to burn calories with a fucked up spine. Lurking. Playi g vidya. I usually smoke weed or something with my friends on weekends, but ive been going less and less. And they have been talking to me less and less.

>>688048993
I'm never sure if I should laugh or pity you eurofags. >50% of your income in taxes, holy fucking shit

>and you can't even go let off some steam by plinking in a gravel pit with your ar15

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Arianna.
Has a boyfriend.
Sucks.

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>>688061160

>be me a year ago
>really like girl over Internet
>she seems to like me too
>tell her how I feel
>"just friends but might change"
>be friend for a while
>she gets boyfriend
>"it'll never happen anon"
>punching things at first job
>trying to break hand
>boss finds out, almost fired
>cry self to sleep every night

>be me now
>have amazing gf
>about to get apartment with good friend in big city
>still miss her
>still think of her at work
>still have pic of her

Things get better, but you have to remember the low points so you can move forward

>>688047699
what was their name?

>>688060798
Also, she has looked for me, she talked to my friends (mostly the girls i dont talk to much) for a few months.

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>>688061712
Would you say things are going decent? Are you happy/sad/numb most of the time? What would you change about your situation?

>>688054125
Almost every girl I meet likes my beard and I don't wear eyeliner.

And why the fuck would I want to be social? Talking to most people is just painful, there is nothing to gain from speaking or interacting with people.

>>688044009
ITT: 4chan is moving out of the basements and becoming successful

I've seen way more people talk about overcoming their problems and graduating and moving out on their own ITT than bitching and moping. Me too--I just graduated, have a low paying but fun job with lots of potential, and am in a happy relationship with frequent sex. It really does get better if you try.

Just remember--no matter how much you embrace the normie lifestyle, never forget what callous, heartless, asshole /b/tards you really are.

>>688062518
Id say im wasting time and electricity.

>>688047915
just stay out of berlin

>>688052254
No, they make those to talk to people.

You use them to find new sex toys.

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>>688062604
Do you think you could start putting your time towards something better?

>>688051291
so why are you posting your life in a thread? I consider myself antisocial, a simple life espectator and this pisses me off, stop being an attention hore and telling lies so you can fap tonight thinking that you are better than everybody you piece of garbage.

>>688062809
No. I run in the mornings and apply every day. Ive been cookig cleaning etc. Its been 3 weeks since i lost my job, and 3 days since i talked to the girl i was seeing. I dont feel better, happy or sad. On the plus side. Zangoose is one of my favorite pokemon.

>>688047699
Just happened to me bro. 6 years down the drain. So no I decided to travel across country since I dont have a home or a job anymore.

go to www.discounttld.com and get your cheap hosting account with us bump

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Tammi.
We met in primary school, or whatever the equivalent is outside of Britain. We weren't that close until secondary school when we found out we both liked the same bad anime's, and video games. A couple months later we started dating.
Fast forward a few years, we're both 17 and her parents, alongside her move back to China. We try to keep in contact but that eventually falls apart.
About three month ago I found out she killed herself around a year after moving to China. I had almost completely forgotten about her, and now all I can do is think about her.

>>688044009
Georgiana literally the one for me
we started dating a couple months ago then two days ago she suddenly decided she didnt want any love at the moment and wanted to be alone and focus on other things
its nothing deceptive shes the sweetest girl ever
but theres nothing i can do to make her love me now while shes on my mind literally 24/7 shes literally my dream girl and she doesnt want me but not because of me or anything its just all out of my control
fml

>Be me 5 months ago
>Just starting working as a paramedic
>got into it right after highschool
>seen plenty of disturbing shit but nothing bothers too bad
>good at handling critical incident stress
>that day im riding 3rds for more experience being a total noobie
>driver is actually speeding to an MCI
>its clear its an actual emergency for once
>show up on scene pumped with adrenaline
>step out of ambulance and grab the kit
>people are screaming for help
>even people uninjured are screaming its totally chaotic
>start assessing two girls that are crying with and get spinal collars on both of them
>fire trucks and 3 other ambulances race in like us
>the paramedics touch my shoulders and encourage me
>others start blocking off traffic and setting up cones
> person comes up to me and pulls me back
> "PLEASE HELP H-H-HES STUCK"
>see car with kid in it
>approach the car and i cant believe what i see
>car was rear ended and the roof disconnected
>the roof decapitated the kid 3/4 of the way through
> the cut went in the same place the joker has his facial scars
>i could play this guy like i muppet if i wanted to
>his eyes are wide open staring into the sky
>blood everywhere
>i get a closer look
>its my best friend from high school
>i couldnt do anything to save him
> he was long gone before i got there
> return back to patients i can help
>get one thats in worst position and scream down to the trauma hospital
>dont think about it for the rest of the shift
>get home
>cry

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>>688063246
At least you've got your life together somewhat, not a lot of people can stick to a schedule like that. Do you think you're going to get a job soon?

Also, Zangoose best Pokemon.

>>688044280
Baww threads have been around longer than you, faggot.

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>>688063878
Ive got a job lined up, but i wont pass the drug screening. I dont want to work. I just want to sleep.

18, going on 19. History of depression, a suicide attempt, partial alcoholism, addicted to benzos, sociopathic tendencies. With an amazing girl. Kristen. Keep thinking about other grills I've been with. Sometimes wonder if I love her at all. Others it kills me to even think about being elsewhere. If I had but an hour of love, I couldn't spend it with her. It's heartbreaking.

At least my grades are ok.

>>688046452
Improved

>>688044009
Her name is Bri, /b/ros.
>Been with me for years now, For thick and thin.
>Sweetest thing since summer pie.
>Tries to keep me happy, and away from drugs, but lo and behold, looks who's an alcoholic, and a pill popper.
>She's keeps worrying, but to be honest, I'd love to have her hate me so I could disappear.
>Just trying to make myself as dead inside as possible so that If I do end it, I wont feel regret about leaving her behind.
>I just want her to be happy without me.

What can I do.

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>>688064804
You be careful with that bullet, now.

You're still young, you've got a whole life ahead of you. You can stop doing drugs and get a job you'll enjoy working at. Either discipline yourself or try to find the motivation to keep going, you deserve to go on, don't stop here.

Pic related doesn't mean much, just something to think about.

Caitlyn.
Long-distance relationships kill everything.
She was probably the best person I've ever met in my entire life.

>>688064804
good night

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i'm confused why the zangoose is on every picture you post

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>>688067592
It's an easy way to let people know they're talking to me. An avatar of sorts.

>>688064804
Please respond you're worrying me

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Im too paranoid to say her name, but i like her and she obviously likes someone else.

Seeying the way she looks at him feels like being punched in the face.

>>688063751
Ive had a friend die this year. Heart failure after drinking like 6 monsters. Barely ever drink those now.
Anyway, I might get into being a paramed, it kinda interests me.

>>688068011
>dubs

Listen, fellow.
Things will get a lot better if you just turn that love for her, into love for yourself.
If people call you a narcissist, say fuckem.
You are good.

>>688068250
How do i do that?

>>688048082
>80k debt
top kek

>>688068484
Just look in the mirror, and say 'I'm a fuckin' sexy beast.'

>>688057813
Betas that won't stand up for themselves

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>Amanda
Out of all the girls I've fucked, and all the girls who have fucked me over,
The ones who claimed to love me, and the ones I thought I loved.
You showed me what it was like to feel alive.
I miss you. Come back.

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>>688044009
Recently found out I have borderline personality disorder, which explains alot

>have decent but sometimes annoying long term gf
>proposed to her 2 months ago
>cute coworker and I flirt all the time
>we obviously both like each other
>can't tell if I like the coworker just bc I'm anxious about being married or what
>feel guilty all the time
>not sure if i'm making the right decisions in life

>>688061160
better than being some brainless conservative closet fag. You gonna smile when you vote for Trump, that blue blooded New England Ivy Leaguer?

>>688069436

femanon found

There's a list of them, some into me, some not so much, some I'll never attain, and others that won't leave me alone.
I feel bad though that more women have turned their sights on me as soon as I've begun to lose interest.

>>688067462
in my experience long term relationships just don't work unless you have a plan to live together that's less than six months away. It's too restraining on both parties.

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>>688064804
Anon wake up, your life isn't over

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>>688070505
Yeah, here's a picture of my tits, my nipples are so hard because I was swimming
Sorry no timestamp, can't find a lighter

Im actually dating a qt girl and she is really nice

the fucked up part is that I fucking hate it so much

>>688064804
there's ways to get around a piss test. It took me a month and a half to find a new job after my position was terminated at my old one. It sucks but sometimes it just takes awhile. It sounds like you're on the right path, just keep moving buddy.

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Fuck her, i just wish i had some friends.

>>688051790
She didn't die because of you. It was just a shitty father being a cancerous piece of shit. You did one of the most amazing things on earth, you gave her hope, courage and all that faggy shit. Just remember that when shit happens and it hits the fan, she'll always be with you, beside you to help you through life

>>688055338
True facts. She sounds like a rape victim. Like someone in her family diddled her during the summer.
Women are irrational, but this is beyond irrational. That or she's a total fucking psycho who got off on leading you on.

>>688066053

Poor Bri. You sound terrible. Stop wallowing in self pity and get help for your sake and hers.

>>688071481
or maybe anon was a major creep and she only said that so she wouldn't get shot up the last day of school.

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>>688064804
Anon don't do this

>>688071802
He found out through her friends, not through her.
I'm telling you, I recognize this behavior. I deal with it every few months. My "on again off again" girlfriend was abused for almost a decade growing up.
From at least the brief description he gave, I'm sure there's more to the story.
Honestly the best thing to do would be to talk to her imo, even if she says she doesn't want to, to confess that, even if it's stupid, what she said before meant something and the rejection got the better of anon so he needs some closure.
I don't know.
Honestly sounds like something fucked up happened in her life.
Her parents may have found out about him, she might have said something to her mum and gotten beaten who knows.
It was definitely a fear response and nothing the anon said gave an indicator that it was him

>>688071611
Trust me, I already know.
I might as well.

>>688072278
cont.
Honest to god, the best thing anon can do for his depression is to man up and face her, to tell her he still feels for her, and he's hurt over how she's treated him.
It's gay as fuck but women are all about that empathy.
Even if he gets rejected or she keeps lying about whatever the reason was, at least he'll have some form of closure.

>>688069223
>when all you have are memories, who will remember you?

;_;

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>>688044009
>Léa
>She is a pretty smart and talented artist
>I love her but she don't have time for me, she is a really buisy girl
> I see her sometimes at party with mutual friends or on facebook with other men better than me in everyway
> She is beautiful, smart, talented, passionate and happy
>I'm fat, slow, good for nothing and depressed
> I know that I should let go but sometime I look at her pictures or I think about her when I'm trying to sleep imaginatind her next to me
>And I'is making me sad but in the same time reminding me that some things are still pure and beautiful in this rotten world

>>688072622
>It's gay as fuck but women are all about that empathy.

no. don't do this anon. if she asked you straight up to leave her alone then do just that. don't try to read into the situation like this dumb fuck.

>>688073053
Who gives a fuck what she said, it's affecting his god damn will to live.
A man makes decisions, he doesn't follow orders. Grow up dipshit