Feel thread cont from >68783192
pls swedish guy i was talking to, im so lonely
i guess its the epitome of my life, I find some to talk to and as soon as they came they go, and I am left alone again
I have some ''rare'' sad comics I'll share, stay tuned
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>>687880462
cheers man
>>687880911
Theres a story I want to share with everyone
it might not be the saddest but is has been riggin me with guilt for a while now.
>be me around 10? years old
>meet distant cousin hes alot older than me like 4 years
>cool guy we like eachother
>we live pretty far apart from eachother but we manage to usually see eachother every weekend
>years go by still friends he turns 16
>he teaches me about videogames and whatnot I always go there to play vidya with him
>dont even care about other friends anymore hes my best bro
>i always just want to watch him play videogames
>i remember his favorite 2 games: Fable the lost chapters and the online game Pristontale
>buy fable and DL pristontale just to play and talk with him about it.
>really good friendship even tho hes alot older. This is the person i want to become when im older.
>he takes me to hang out with his cool older friends etc they like me and become my friends as well (i still hangout with those guys)
>Holy shit cant wait to go to him every week
>fast forward 2 years again im around 14 years old now and hes 18
>diagnosed with bone cancer
>I literally fall apart and start being distant with everyone.
cont?
>>687881122
so why you here, tell me what happened
>>687881426
yes
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>>687879986
YEAH SURE THIS FAGGOT CHARMANDER KNOW HE CANT BEAT A BADASS KUBONE CAUSE HIS FIRE IS SHIT VS EARTH, SO THEY TRY PSYCHOLOGICAL ABUSE CAUSE HIS MOTHER IS DEATH, SO FUCKING LOW FAGGOT
>>687881533
Bruh
>>687881735
kek, sorry mate, ffirst pic i pulled from my feel folder
What I hate most about being suicidal is that I don't have the balls to do it. So now I sit here like a twat pitying my pathetic life.
>>687881513
I wrote my 'story' last thread:
>I just kissed with a girl today
>I've kissed 2 girls in my life
>I'm 25
>I was shivering, nervous as fuck, saying stupid jokes
I fear that she won't want to see me anymore, but on the other hand, I want to stay positive and hope to start something with this girl...
I've been alone for too much, years ago I wouldn't have cared, like ''bah, there are more important things'', but now I'm tired of it...
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cont
>Its really fucking hurting him
>im too scared to even go visit him in the hospital
>just stay in my room and cry alot all the time
>they amputate his whole arm because of cancer.
>Meanwhile we still try to play videogames
>I remember hearing my parents talk about what he said after the operation: he started crying and screaming that his arm was gone.
>literally die inside
>hes finally allowed to return home
>still plays videogames with me and tries to adjust to life with 1 arm he played even the hardest fps with just a mouse
>really likes drinking as well
>hes fun when hes drunk
>Go back to happy old days for another while
> i try to see him as much as possible
>8th december 2012
>my parents tell me i need to go with them to my cousin
>its like in the morning so at first im kind of excited since our parents know eachother well.
>this is btw a few year later again he was around 20 years old at this point
>notice something is horribly wrong
>I realize he comitted suicide
I remember the next few days so well
>literally talk to no one
>refuse to accept
>funeral happens and i let it rest
cont
>>687882697
>200 word essay due Monday
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>>687882942
200 words in one day is nothing faggot
>>687882716
>a few years later again
>i land into depression because of some shitty girl
>I found out around this time my cousin was severely depressed as well
>it was his amputated arm he could never get back
>always thinking he was ugly
>that no one would like him
>and i wasnt fucking there for him when he needed me
>i didnt even know
> i wish i did
i hatemyself for not being there for him
and for the past few months the realization is getting stronger
I wish i had known
the things i wanted to talk about with him
I miss him every day
I havent told this to anyone yet
But i feel guilty as fuck
And I know i will never have the same bond with anyone as i had with him
>>687883237
If any of you guy's need someone to listen to you, take shit off of your chest or even just someone to talk to, hit me up on kik, i'll be waiting for you anon, i'll be there just for you.
Kik: Thatanoncalled.j
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>>687879986
I'm having an internal conflict. A big part of me wants to continue studying Japanese in the hopes that I'll be able to live and work there someday (I've been at it for years, have interned for a Japanese company, have passed N4 of the JLPT, etc), while another part of me really wants to stop and take up learning Korean, Mandarin, or French instead. French or Mandarin because there's more opportunity in these countries (France and China), and Korean because I still dream of being back there (lived there for years in my early-20s....it's where I started college, actually) and want to go again someday.
I just don't know what to do. I have so many materials for either language.
>>687884039
huh...Polandball made me feel.
>>687884098
Kill yourself, weeb
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>>687884385
Also an option.
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>>687884807
freakin love poorly drwan lines
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>>687882233
You'll find someone like you, who'll find you cute for being the way you are. Fuck that broad if she has no understanding of that.
>>687882942
>200 words
Most college papers are 15-50 pages, kill yourself.
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>>687885573
>most graduate-level papers*
FTFY
>>687885821
Paramedic here. Today done me real good. I literally am broken right now. On call to a rural property with a man having chest pains, as we came into the drive way these kids were running out screaming and crying. We grab our gear and head on in, no response from man. No breathe, no pulse. My colleague proceeds while I try to control the kids and move them back then it dawned on me. Two girls and one boy. Deja vu. This was my life 20 years ago. Their father is pronounced dead some moments later.
Went back to the ambulance to grab the stretcher, also grabbed a penthrox inhaler and took a few hits of that. I had to stay there for a couple of hours to help sort out what was going to happen to the kids. Sitting at home now with 3 penthrox inhalers I took from the van. Man foster homes are just awful, they fucked me up so bad.
>>687886129
truestory.png
>>687886129
adopt the kids, like it's done in the animes you like so much.
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>>687886916
fag got ketchup all over his notebook
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>>687886055
i dont get it
>>687887243
>anon doesn't get any love
>>687884098
Why not study them all? You have so many options and all your life to do it. I envy you, friend! 안녕!
>>687887545
Well I mean, I *could* do that, but it would take a lot of time...time that I don't really have right now. Plus, I mean, just last night, I dreamed about being back in Korea AGAIN, and woke up from the excitement I felt at the very thought (and the fact that a Japanese prostitute just jumped into my lap in the dream). Meanwhile, when it comes to Japan itself and me building to live/work there, I've got nothing to show for it this year so far. Internship hasn't called me back, nothing.
I'm really lost.
>tfw you talk to a girl for 4 months and she hit you with the "I'm not looking for a relationship right now"
>feelsbad
>>687888315
That just means you wait more. Chicks love guys that give lot effort.
>>687888471
true, I've been waiting for the same girl about 23 years and she still seems interested
>>687888471
We're going to different colleges and she doesn't want to get attached
I literally can't do anything
>>687888471
Sorry, my phone is fucked up.
Girlfriend wants a break and I'm okay with it. Literally beg her not to do anything with anyone else because I have been cheated on before. Day after gets high and hooks up with some fag who shed been smoking with
Fuck green text cuz I'm on mobile
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>>687888315
and then comes Chad.
>>687888847
>begging a woman to do anything
mistake #1
>>687889293
True friend, she told me she realized that she doesn't want anything with anyone right now and just wants to be friends
>>687888847
realtalk, does smoking with a girl like make her want to fuck?
So many guys I know fuck girls after smoking with them, so much so that I'm thinking of picking up weed.
>>687889569
You drink weed, you kike
>>687889569
Oh yeah girls get super horny when they're high, sex feels a lot better too
>>687889569
girls like getting fucked up
girls like free shit
girls are sluts for getting fucked up in free shit
>>687889655
I've heard of THC infused lemonade.
>>687882942
Fucking pussy! That's two whole pages typed single spaced
>>687885461
That is me in few years 24 this month
>>687882942
You mongoloid retard.
I've typed 200 word essays while eating breakfast the day it's due.
You must really struggle with your studies.
Was waiting for one for a while here goes
> Be me
> 8th grade
> My middle school did this weird thing where they divide everyone into 4 teams and each team has 4 teachers
> Almost all my friends get put on other teams
> Start making new friends
> One is this dude I knew from elementary school named Colton
> Get really close to him
> Start hanging out
>Town has a music festival
> Colton, his gf, my friend and I spend almost 2 straight days together.
> feelsgood.jpg
>Make an assload of other friends on the team
> Yearbook signing comes
> Colton is the first one to sign it
> Freshman year
> Colton and I have almost no classes together
> Don't talk to him any more
> Find different friend groups
> Drift apart
> Sophomore year Nov. 1st
> Some friends me and are playing LOL over skype
>at my dad's house alone (parents are divorced)
> Mom comes in
>know something is up
> She is bawling her eyes out
> "Anon, Colton is dead"
> Died in a car crash cuz his friend floored it and lost control
> Immediately tell my friends
>This kid was one of the most popular kids in school
> We all sit in silence
> I go to his funeral
> cantspellfuneralwithoutfun.png
> Actually the saddest thing I have ever seen
> His 13 year old brother has to pry his mom off his corpse
> Go home
> See 8th grade yearbook
> "Anon, you are hilarious and smart, hope we have some classes next year"- Colton Taylor
I have to keep that yearbook wrapped under blankets in my closet or I can't sleep at night.
>>687892074
Kek
>>687892888
Dear Christ, the triple 8's do not lie. It's okay Anon, if it makes you feel worse doing that, just stop.
alright imma start the dump
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>>687894586
This hits a little too close to home for me
>>687895096
thats why it is a good feels
>>687882942
I legitimately think you're in middle school.
>>687884354
>huh...Polandball made me feel.
You can learn a lot about life from Polanball.
>>687883511
Okay for some reason every time I read "DIE DIE DIE U FAT GAY BEAST" I crack up
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>>687884460
Thanks for all the sad comics bro
>>687885027
Holy shit...
>>687886893
This one was more funny to me than sad
>fuck greentext
I'm 18, going to a good college in the fall, have a smart and pretty girlfriend, and I want to kill myself. I'm in therapy and on meds for depression, I don't see a way out. I'm not enjoying life, I think it's a joke, and that nothing matters. I'm planning on riding into the city, walking to the top of a tall building, and jumping off. Convince me not to or call me out for being an attention seeking faggot, whatever.
>>687894637
It appears that you've accidentally saved a thumbnail, friend.