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Just broke up with my gf wooh.

I never understood the point of these threads

You do realize circle jerking in self pity will make you feel worse right?

>>687730494
It's for venting.

/r/equesting spongebob aiming at himself with a gun saying im ready im ready

got told to fuck off

>>687730656
i can draw that for you, sir

Its 4 am here and I am awake after 5 hours of trying to sleep
Have been shitting some kind kf mucus and blood for a week, but am too scared to go to a doctor
Some kind of bug has been bitting me for 3 weeks in my university room.
My gf is sleeping in the bed and I am here, on a feels thread
How has been your life lately?

>>687730630

For what purpose? What does that solve?

>>687730863
It's cathartic.

>>687730832
Why are you too scared to go to a healthcare professional?

>>687730863
Because the people in these threads have nobody else to go to, so they release their emotions here.

>>687731078
I am 21 yo and at 18 I fought a tumour.
Im afraid of discovering another.
I am also afraid of the diagnostic exams. Cameras and fingers up my ass

>>687728705
pssh yeah fuckin right, fuckin nigger would have shit him and stole his batbike

>>687731320
Ignorance is bliss, but if you're shitting that stuff, it's probably worth it.

>>687730798
That would be great, Anon

Lets turn this into something else

>Muster courage to kiss crush
>rejects me
>embrassed af
>don't know what to do from here

>>687731679
Or it could just be some kind kf constipation or infection and I am behaving like a faggot

>>687731291

Look I have a lot of feels and no friends to vent too, I still don't see the point of these threads. I really don't see what the point is of whallowing in self pity. Seems like something women do. Why not just swallow it and bury it down while developing a drinking problem like most people?

>>687732142
>Implying most people who come to these threads don't have a drinking problem

Because emotions will come out one way or another. This is just how some people like to cope with it.

>>687731920
>my crush rejected me
>my life is over

kill yourself

>>687727284
tfw you wrinkle your eyeball

>>687732471
Not saying life is over just don't want to deal with the awkward atmosphere it brings.

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>>687731837
sorry that he's happy, just thought it'd make it ironic

>>687732142
Exactly, because nothing says "model citizen" quite as well as years of suppressed feelings of intense self hatred and depression coupled with an alcohol addiction.

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>>687732836
oops fuck
Forgot his pores

>>687733267
Keky thats pretty good!
Thank you and have a good night, friend

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>>687734002
Thanks man. You too.

Woman, man... who cares both just as selfish and vindictive. Tired of people, tired of myself. hate living in regret, hate being a constant reminder of the innumerable failures that make me who I am. Slowly feeling less and less alive, always take the easy way out, waiting till next month to join the forever 27 club. I've been thinking about this for two years looking for an excuse to stick it out. I'm a greedy selfish person, life can't offer me what I need and I don't know how to get it

>>687727284
I feels you /b/uddeeee

>>687732668
kill yourself

>>687734092
fine

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>>687734092

No matter how much I try to get M. out of my head, she always returns, either while im awake or sleeping.

These dreams stick out the most due to the randomness of them, and that the only two dreams I remember from the past month are of her.

I was looking for a job, and I remembered where she worked, so I applied there. Got hired, and was put on her "team." We were BSing in the employers van as we drove to what I think was a job site. I was sitting in the back, sitting next to someone who looked similar to her. But the girl I am interested in was driving. And as we were talking the car infront suddenly changed lanes, and we ended up slamming into the rear of another car at like 40mph. Dunno what happened after, woke up at this point.


She does not actually work at the place she did in the dream. I don't really know why I had that dream, or what it means.


The last dream I had of her was like 3 weeks ago. It is as follows

I was back at my old High School, hanging out with some friends, and the Girl was with her friends at another table. Soon she and her group leaves to go somewhere. I get up soon after, to go and do some stuff, and I run into her in the hall a minute or so after, and we begin talking, and then we walk to my old math room where her friends are, and we continue talking, and I think one of us brings up the idea of hanging out sometime soon. I don't know where it went from here, as that's when I woke up. (Music was playing in the background while I was in my math room. Stutter by Elastica, but I was listening to that when I woke up.)

>>687730268
Ayyy welcome to the club

(:

>>687727284

im sitting here while the girl i've liked since i was 13 y.o is probably drunked and being gang banged, it's just awful remember how cute she used to be, and how mean douchebags turned her into a whore.
three days ago i dreamed i was still a child, so i was glad because i was just in time to love her, accompany her and don't letting her depression take her on drugs and prostitution, after the death of her father. everytime i wake up after i dream something similar (it occurs very often, like three times a month) i start crying like a weak faggot.
i would killed myself a long time ago only if i didn't had the idiotic illusion that maybe my life will fix up in the future.
i wish i had more courage.
thank you 4chan, i've keeping this for a long time.

feel with me /b/

feel with me.

About 2 years ago I went on a quest. A quest to find answers to questions I didn't even know how to ask. So I started lifting just because I didn't know where to start. It improved my confidence unbelievably. I'm not /fit/ yet but I discovered on how cruel this world really is and you really are alone. I don't even know if its worth fighting on. I've been lied to, fucked with, treated like shit and people have the god damn nerve to ask why I'm such a quiet person. Fuck people and fuck society

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Why do people seem to always gravitate towards self pity and not actual enlightenment on these kinds of threads anymore?

What the fuck is wrong with you people? Did you lose your mommy? Didn't you get the candy? Grow the fuck up, imbeciles.

cuckchan is fucking dead

>>687734092
FUCK

So I'm not gonna green text this. I've done a lot of green text stories earlier this year so, I'll just be writing very erratic.

So I'm 21, in college my sophomore year, I started late but I'm trying to do something. I originally was planning on being in florida at 18 starting a life with a girl we'll call K. I loved her very much but depression took it's toll and her and she ended her life.

K was the kindest girl to me and I feel like there will never be another girl like K. We never fought, we never had bad times caused by one another, we just loved each other and supported each other. We did our best. I did my best to take her from her depression. In her suicide text message she said multiple times how much she enjoyed the part of life where I was in it but she could not take the feeling she had been trying to cope with for years.

K, I miss you. In 2012, my world ended. Our book was like MGSV, fucking cut content that we were supposed to have. If you can read this, know I'm sorry I couldn't save you. I miss you so damn much.

So after K I went into a deep depression. I went from being that chubby kid to that kid you can see his ribs in the course of months. It happened so fast I barely noticed until more girls all of a sudden to interest in me.

So I'm all of a sudden attractive now during the final stretches of senior yea of high school. More people talk to me during my senior year. No one knew K at my school so, it wasn't a pitty thing. I didn't talk to people first so, junior year it was just me, my phone (to talk to K) and my sketchbook.

part 2 coming

sorry guys this one is gonna hurt.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JNyllXJEKY

>>687734092
pls no

>>687742738
Jesus

>>687734092
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>>687734092
Fkn faggot

If anyone needs someone to vent to and listen to their problems, or even just someone to chat for a while, text me, i'll be waiting for you anon.
Kik: Thatanoncalled.j

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>>687742069

Shit I was going to go into detail about how I got to where I am but I just want to move faster along. I met a girl named A, I thought she was a reincarnation of K. Though she was chubby and K had an athletic build, A's voice and her charismatic nature drew me to her. A was what I thought I needed but she was just some life draining girl who caused me to loose pretty much all my friends. If they ever needed a word for lying sugar cunt dragon soul sucker, A would be it.

My depression spiked a lot from the emotional abuse of A but she was all I had and I didn't want to go back to being alone again. (before K, I was a lonely fuck who's mom just tolerated his existence. My mom was very abusive. )

I attempted suicide a several times, and my weight gain is all to real. I'm not fat but I'm chubby. You know that kid that has a small stomach that pokes out just a tad bit and tits that poke out just enough to see his nipples? everyone knows a kid like that, I'm that kid or rather adult.


fuck this story. Look A fucked me over, we broke up a year ago and I still hurt. I opened up too much and gave so much to keep her happy. I realized too late that she was draining me dry and now I'm dry as shit. I has no car, no license and the new girl I'm talking to, her mom thinks I'm just some fat gamer guy who doesn't amount to anything. I've been trying to loose weight dammit, I've been dieting and jogging. Fuck this shit, I'm gonna stop eating and hope my low immune system kills me or get a cop to kill me.

That's my story. Don't fucking fall in love. They either die or they're crazy as fuck. Maybe even both.

btw, here is how a feels thread is suppose to work, you post actual goodshit. not shitty tumblr pics

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>>687734092
reply

>>687734092
Fuck

Some tunes for you guys
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXCkSMTPuu0

>>687734092

I used to think I was worthless. years and years of meds after meds, therapy, tons of bullshit. Finally figured it out this year. I'm right. I'm worthless. But so is everyone else. Go to the beach, walk barefoot in the sand. Every grain was once a shell, big, small, beautiful, ugly, of every color, and now they are just tiny grains of sand. There is no stopping it, it is the nature of the universe. I have never felt so free in my life, I've been off meds for 4 months and I have never felt so satisfied with my life.

>>687734092
Fuck, just thinking of my mother dying is horrible.

>>687746039
We operate in strange ways. I was getting close to the brink of just ending it all but now I feel like fighting on just to spit in lifes face. Basically saying fuck you Im doing this my way. I'm gonna be alone my whole life but Im to stubborn to end it

>>687734092

Shit it feels like I'm not over her yet. She basically forgot about me. I see her like once a month. It's funny because I don't like her per say. I just miss her. She has a boyfriend and now and stuff, and I'm glad she's happy I just wish I could still be a part of her life.
I do like another person, but she has a boyfriend and we speak so little. I don't know why I like her, I just do everything I speak to her everything it's so great. But I can't do anything. Shit my only meaningful relationships are not as close as they used to be, and that fucking sucks. The whole changing school thing really, really fucked me up and it is all my fault. I want true friends on school, people who I can count with. I want to be with someone who I truly love, and I don't think I truly love anyone. I'm fucked up by so little, I'm a pussy.
I'm sorry for being so whiny I needed to vent, I can't sleep

>>687747526
And fuck you cellphone suggested words

I just want to talk to her again. I just want to hear the voice that I fell in love with. I always hear it in my dreams but it's taunting me now because I know it's not real.

>>687734092
Buschemi pls