I wonder where that kid is at now? Stay strong buddy.

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>>687539603

I can't remember the last time I felt excitement. Those days where you couldn't sleep because you knew tomorrow was gonna be an awesome day. Where did it all go wrong?

>>687541061
it's summer soon bro, get out and do stuff

>>687539603
How do you know the child isn't retarted to the point of not feeling social anxiety or really any anxiety?

>>687539603
probably dead

>>687541311
hmmm you got a point, it would suck if he felt anxiety
>>687541452
in his case, that would be a blessing

bumping,
I need to get some feels out

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this picture always gets me

>>687541001
10/10 greentext no whininess or angst

anyone?

So, get if off your chest, anons

Whats bugging you today?

Im a loner, I dont feel lonely, I enjoy solitude. It's like a drug, the more time I spend alone, the more I want to be alone. As soon as I have to deal with other it get fucking complicated for no reason beside them being retards and social pressure being absurd, fuck I like it when I come back in my little comfy room. I don't have great pleasures, nor great pain but sometimes I dream about being in love, just basic love. When I wake up from these dreams I know it was a dream and that in our society shits just dont happen like this. So I go by and life goes on.

>>687539603
As a dad, this picture kills me. Everyone is someone's baby. That kills me too.

Chill commercial that I watch now and then
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OAlyHUWjNjE

>want to go into trade school
>have learning disabilities, especially in math
>was in special ed. math since 7th grade
>probably will fail the trade school entrance exam

>>687545500
Nice double dubs

>>687544853
given the world we live in now, I can't blame you for not wanting to take part in it

>>687545500
Take your time. School and work are not the most important things nor are urgent. Sociecty tries to push you into being a worker asap. If it's what you like and what you want to do, it will happen. Take your time, there is no need to compare yourself to others. I've seen people praising my friend that was a young genius (skipped 3 years and became a doctor) and he ended up depressif for not enjoying everyday

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had this saved but didn't read it yet

>>687541001
;__;

>>687544853
I feel you. I wasn't a loner in high school or college, I had a large group of friends, partied, got laid frequently, and stumbled through my meaningless existence with the help of any array of drugs and alcohol. I got my shit together eventually, stopped drinking/doing drugs, and have actually become very successful by any reasonable standards. In becoming sober, however, I now see things for how they are. I see many of the relationships I once had as superficial. I have isolated myself from nearly everybody I ever knew growing up, and I rarely receive phone calls, text messages, or emails that aren't work related. I feel guilty every day for doing this, but each day that goes by makes it feel more and more impossible to reach out and try to reconnect with people I used to care about. I think a part of me would like to, but the part of me that's content to just come home to my own company is winning. I'm not sure if I will ever be able get back to the way I used to be, or if I even want to.

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Godspeed Anon

>be 19
>mother has been a drink and drug addict for 10 years after she met a guy
>drinks heavy every day
>become embarrassed to be around her in public
>She owes money dissapears
>go to live with my nan
>at work
>phone call your mum has been rushed in
>town 200 miles away
>Multiple organ failure
>doctor tells me
>its not looking good anon we will moniter her
>3 days later another call
>shes critical organs rejecting blood etc etc shes guarenteed to die in the next few hours
>Mid day traffic is heavy
>get there 3 hours later
>she should have died by now
>get into the ICU
>talk to her for not even 2 minutes
>Bing Bing Bing... thats her lost her pulse
>doctors rush me out
>shes dead anon
>go back into see her after they removed the pipes from her throat and nose
>I hold her hand and shes still warm
>When I was a boy she would squeeze my hand I would squeeze back
>I squeeze and squeeze , I get nothing back
>There is nothing I wouldnt do just to have felt her squeeze my hand just 1 more time.
>She looks so beautiful and at peace there
>10 years of drug struggles have been lifted
>her "partner" is there
>he begs my forgiveness I say nothing and walk out


>fast forward a year later he still owes money
>they know he wont pay
>they come to our home and speak to me
>If I pay a sum of money they will take me to him
>pay £3k
>take me to him when hes high as fuck on heroin and vulnerable
>Buy heroin from the same guys
>put a fatal dose in him
>police believe it was an overdose
>no questions asked


>still wake up some nights in cold sweat

>convince myself im not a murderer

>It was only justice.

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What happened with them?

>>687547785
This is baby shit.

Real pain is being a pillar for your family as all the pressure of being the head of the family wears you down. Making all the decisions from where to live to what internet plan you use. And constantly everyone in your family wants more and more of your time and you are left feeling terrible if you ever take any time for yourself. You can cry all you want and your family will cry wtith you but they next day they still want you to do everything . You love them all, but you feel like an empty shell more and more as your hobbies fade and you become nothing more than a pillar. Suddenly out of nowhere something worse will happen your child will get sick and you will need to care for them. It will make you feel more powerless then you have ever felt before. but you will push hard, give up sleep and nurse them back to health. But they don't get better, and your relationship with your wife suffers because of the stress you are both under she needs to lean on you but you are exhausted. Then your child will die. And everything you put your love and energy into is gone leaving you as absolutely nothing. That is despair.

>>687547785

It's almost like men DON'T have it good, huh?

>>687546917
god that was fucking gay

>>687548475
Probably some faggot lying

>>687541311
the way he's holding the spoon.

>>687548719
Katie.

>>687548719
Paul

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>>687539603
this pic ffs.

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Have a comfy feel story /b/

>>687541311
>>687549831
This

>>687539603
If he starts lifting when he's older, gets braces, and wears an eye patch, he's gonna make it. He's still white and he's kinda handsome, if you cover alldat up.

>>687547548
fake

>>687547639
samefag here
yeah, that sums up pretty much my last 5-6 years. Superficial is the word I missed in my post. My situation is not bad, it's not good. It just is. Anyway, cheers man

>>687539603
Image is a proven shopped, FAKE N GAY. Next.

>>687548719
no one...i was always alone and will always be

>>687548719
Shontelle

>>687542646
cant relate at all, pic is autism

>>687550247
probably a fucking whiz at gaming through that one eye.

>>687549657
I know
I really didn't expect that

>>687551266
Kek

>>687548719
Posted before. But Maggie

Total story is a bit long, heres the most recent stuff (Full can be posted)


>I asked her out a week or so ago, (Via Text as thats the only comms I have with her)
>Looks like her phone is kinda broken due to the text sending as an SMS and not iMessage like usual
>So, No reply
>Try to get my mind off her
> Randomly a friend texts me about her.
>Because of him reminding me of her, I check to see if shes back on iMessage.
>She is, so phone is back and working
>But still no reply.
>I want to text her as a friend, in an attempt to preserve our friendship.
>But I fear its already been killed because I asked her out.


So.... What do I do about her. It's obvious that I like her alot. And can see us together. But I don't know.

>>687551266
>scut_farcus.webm

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>>687539603
I ain't reading that shit nigga.

Today I have just felt inexplicably shitty. I just downed a mix of latuda, bourbon, and benadryl, so so hopefully I will pass out soon and tomorrow will be better.

>>687547785
Please tell me this pussy killed himself.

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>>687551266
i hated her in starwars too

>>687551625
I know that feel

>>687539603
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>>687542509
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>>687547639
PUSSY

>>687545016
ugh, that's what my gran says to me everytime she hears about a dead troop.

>>687539603
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPKxVcm3Eus

>>687550658
cheers

>>687541001
fake and gay

>>687539603
Ugh what the fuck is in that picture.

I've sworn into the Army. Not because I want to serve my country, or help people in need and it's not even for something as simple as wanting to kill people. I joined so that I can hopefully die. I've wanted to be a soldier since i was little, but at the same time I just want the trip of life to end, I want to finally see if there is an afterlife. So I'm going to make young me happy. Going to make little me proud.

And then, I'll probably jump onto the nearest IED or some shit.

>>687551266
lost

>>687551882 (You)

>>687550931

this

>>687551757
Nothing like mixing antipsychotics and sedatives with booze to say "fuck this gay earth"

>>687552227
> (you)

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>>687539603
I left my girlfriend whom i had a relationship for 2 years, we live in different places and I had to take a bus every weekend just to visit her at her house. Things went so fast and she always felt like a dream to me, a warm, fuzzy, dreamy dream. It wasn't going to work out as she has to continue her studies and me too. We had a hard break up, she almost threw herself in front of a bus.
It's been a year since I left her and it still hurts too think about it . I just had a dream that felt so vivid and real, we were both laying together as we used to and she cried herself to sleep in my arms and then I woke up.
She's dating someone else now.
It just hurts, that;s it.

>>687548719
Heather.
Still love you, girl. Miss you every day.

my memorial day
>parents and siblings leave
>they have bbq and will tell family/friends i have other obligation
>lies.jpg
>venture out of room for first time in awhile
>naked
>go to kitchen open refrigerator
>think about eating food but instead will wait for leftovers to be left at my door
>as door closes touches my wiener
>felt nice so i press flaccid tip against front of door
>cool metal feels foreign and weird but good
>so simultaneously starved sexually and burnt out from horrid internet porn that this is better than sex i think
>semi erect
>every appliance in kitchen gets mushroom pressed
>toaster, dishwasher, microwave, a spatula, cutting board, even stuff inside fridge
>cold milk jug felt nice but fridge still favorite
>raging hard now
>one more fridge then go into hall way
>table with lots of photos
>think about hot sister but instead grab photo of cousins, mush all 3
>then mom
>that was weird so fuck it sister get
>now go into den
>poke the TV, carpet (kinda fuzzy type was nice), whiskey glass
>at this point im pulsating and ready to crank
>sit down at family computer
>guess what i use to turn it on?
>as computer boots i realize that the load is near
>so turned on i didnt even stroke how is this possible?
>stand up and turn around looking for something to dump in
>on opposite wall is framed american flag
>under it is photo of my grandfather
>died in the pacific in some battle
>body never found
>he died for me
>for this
>my mind and dick explode
>sit back down in the chair for a bit and stare blankly at flag
>grab a half drunk bottle of water and pour it on the floor mess
>family will think it was the dog or whatever
>go back to room
>only left a few times since then for poop and pee bottle emptying
>once i stole some american cheese from the fridge and then masturbated immediately after
freedom.jpg

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>>687551882
smells like summerfag

>>687552416 (W)

had a good cry, thanks /b/ros for helping me get some feels off my chest

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I have a good job and I'm not depressed. Have a good evening.

>>687548719
If I continue to love, I just hurt myself even more, I know I'm too ugly for anyone really. I don't feel anymore.

>>687553297
Any time fam

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>>687548719
Lea she is a beautiful girl and a talented artist I have feelings for her but she is way out my league I love her but he will never love me back.
Pic related

>>687548719
Lucy.
Should have given up some 4 years ago. Still love her as I can't see anyone more fitting for me, and no one else said I love you the way she still does to me

>>687554168
Just give it a shot, you never know.

>>687551480
i had something similar with a girl in my group of friends i asked her out via msg and she didnt reply for about a week by the end i sent her another msg basically saying i hope i hadn't made it weird and how id like to explain why i asked her in the first place she replied it was weird hanging out with her in a group for a while but i gave her plenty of space and now we're closer then we ever were

>>687548583
stay strong anon

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Hey /b/.
How are you tonight?
I'm slipping away again in life, just when i thought i was gaining traction.
Such is life, so they tell me.

>>687551480
>>687554589

Heres the longer story if this helps.

>Meet M. at end of January
>She sits infront in Pub Speaking
>She's cute enough,
>Start to like her
>Ask her out in Early April
>Say's yes, Friend R seems to force his way to tag along
>I ask her out to get coffee a week later
>"I'm Busy" with no counter offer.
>I stop for a month, other than occasionally speaking in class, and an odd text here or there.
>Most day's we don't acknowledge each other, sometimes talking around each other
>Mid-May rolls around. Invite her to hang out with friends in the City
>Busy (Her Bro's Graduation from College)
>We agree to hang out soon. No dates set, as we both have finals
>Text her randomly a week later asking about the graduation. We end up talking for 5 hours, with another short thing the following morning
>Invite her to a thing in the City that Saturday. (Again with my friends)
>This time she's doing stuff with friends. No date offered again.

Honestly I'm leaning toward not interested, though things slip through that are semi common when a girl is interested in a guy. (More letters added to words, appears near me at random, locks eyes with me from a distance, increased Emoji use, and has show off her ass to me once or twice atleast.)

I suspect her friend R may have influenced her to a degree. Maybe he sees me a competition for her? She does speak differently to me when he's not near, seems more natural.

I suspect that R tried to get with her, but she friendzoned him. He tried asking her out infront of me. But she rejected him 3 times before reluctantly agreeing. She seemed a bit uncomfortable near him after that. Also, he seems to have emotional issues. So that may be a factor aswell

On the last day I saw both of them, he randomly says bye to me, and only me. Only spoke to him 2-3 times prior.

>>687551882
>projecting this hard

>>687552883
still a better character arch than twilight

>>687541001
I like the part about cancer. We should learn from it.

Unlike army anon, I joined the navy. Not because I wanted to die. But to fulfill that fantasy I've always had of just leaving everything and everyone behind. With a hard reset. I gave my best friend my car and left after my birthday

So one day I said
>Fuck it
>join the military
>spend my first summer of being 21 in San Diego
>stationed in Washington
>easy day, every day
>rarely talk to family, almost cut off completely from my sister who was my best friend growing up
>gonna be deployed for best friend's wedding
>stoneface.webm
>buy a fun car
>live a life with a future
>have money to spend on gas... finally

I don't regret abandoning my old life at all. Sometimes I wonder how my ex likes her nearly wedded husband, sometimes I can't help but think my mom is sad, and occasionally I can't help but feel that maybe the next time my sister goes to the hospital she'll have actually succeeded killing herself.

But here I am.
>a hard reset

>>687555247
I need a hard, shattering reset myself.
How would one go about doing this, minus the miltary cause they dont want me,,?

>>687548719
Claire
Just need to make a move but too pussy to do it

Nostalgic, I was listining to 90's music and I realized that nothing was better back in the days. We are compared ourself with our surounding like we do today. The difference is that information was not everywhere like now. With internet people compare themself to the whole planet instead of their close surounding. With an elitist thinking everyone wants to be the best in the world but that's not how it works. Communication is so easy that it secludes ourself and the only way we find to share what's on our mind is with a smaller community away, like a village, 4chan. What I just typed probably doesnt make that much sense because I wasnt able to paint the whole picture but it w/e. goodnight

>>687555640
I fucking did it. And she said yes.

You got nothing to loose

>>687555569
Navy was my only option. If you can, save up enough for 3 months' bills and a security deposit for an apartment somewhere.

Then move.

Anywhere. Your pick. If the saving up thing is a problem because time is an issue, cut off all social networking, phone and outtings. Be cool like Yolanda and then gtfo

>>687548583
and you know what they say about justice..
[spoiler] it RAINS FROM ABOVE [/spoiler]

Wish I could join the service again. They don't want prior service anymore, recruiters keep turning me down. All of you in the services, fuckin enjoy it. Save your cash and fucking make the best out of it. Don't be like this dumb ass who threw it all away.

>>687552083
You won't fucking do it.

>>687556812
???? isn't this how you make black text? or- shiieet black text is disabled on /b/, isn't it?

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>>687548719
Mattie, I've barely hung out with her that much but I just feel something anons...

>>687539603
Every fucking time. Goddamn it, OP.

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>>687548475
This was OP in that thread

>>687557049
I was in the Army, it's way too corrupt .It's ran by deleterious idiots that are on a power trip.
When I quit I got a job as a DoD civil servant, a lesion officer for Boeing. The same idiots I had to deal with in the Army seem to run the show there. I was making just under 100k a year.. I hated it so I quit, now I just work for an aerospace maintenance company make less then half the money but am a lot happier

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>>687550144
ending?

>>687548719
Mine is a him, several hims, actually. Mattias, Corey, Trenton...more than that even, but they're gone. I've lost any chances of being with any of them anymore.

>>687539603
>with his condition tho, he wont make it to high school
so theres that

>>687539603
he is propably gonna gave a good fine life after a face surgeon.
OP of the image was propably to sad to see it at that time, which i understand.

>>687551882
your the reason people kill themselves anon
>b-but the lulz
no you stop using your cheeto/shit stained fingers and think for one moment
you might be the cause of some other anon/femanon kill themselves, might be tonight might be tomorrow but one things for sure. you have insecuritys
its ok anon your in a feels thread let itout

>>687557159
Most text modifications are disabled here newfag. jk <3 love ya

>be me
>get /fit/
>errybody and their mom's mirin
>stares at the beach
>feel like I made it
>still virgin
>fell for the friendzone meme
>short, blond blue eyed cardio bunny
>didn't even want her from the start, just friends
>6mo later literally in love with her
>wanting no one else but her
>she's there for you
>rejected

I'm planning on killing myself in 3 weeks.

>>687546917
That twist at the ending turned her into a hypergamous whore. Good thing she got tumors.

>>687548583
you just got rid of some human waste

>>687551882
found the edgy summerfag

>>687559143 (You)

you anons wanna hear my life story? im in a bad placve in my life rn and I feellike typing out my life will give me some clarity

>>687561429
go ahead

>>687561476
ok done.

>>687539603
Please - in today's world of participation trophy marxist pussies that deformed retard will end up being prom king.

>>687560317
>get rejeted by one girl
> wants to kill himself
don't man, i had WAY less chance to find a gf and i did

>>687562173
the stupid shit men will do just to get a hoe to feel validated by this society, smh

>>687562173
I wanted to kill myself long before this. She helped me get through it.

Honestly I know there are bunch of other women out there, but most are just hoes or outright uninteresting.

>>687557691
Yeah that was the reason I left. Looking back if I had just sucked it up waited for my 20 years I would be set for life. Not outlandish but I could have lived decently anywhere in this world.

>>687541001
Im crying like a faggot, thanks.

god I want to die dudes, glad I can say this anonymous as I usually try to keep a smile up.. u know.. give other people a good atmosphere.. I use to vent to my friends but after showing no signs of improvement I guess they all gave up on me, can't blame them but now I'm all alone, I never was close to my family, actually half of them despise me.. lately it's just so lonely and I have no ambition in life, on top of being manipulated by the love of my life, I just want to die.

>>>687561476
>well to start my dad used to hit my mom
>we would hear her crying and him yelling for about half an hour
>mom soon left us wanted custody and all that jazz but we wouldent give up,
>still 14 years later that court case and their divorce in still going on
> why? because when mom left he froze her bank account
>we lived with family until they got sick of us
>mom found another guy who seemed alright
>guy refuses to pay for groceries, bills and basic necessity's
>mom leaves him and we go on our way
>mom finds a highway job and goes on the road every summer with her dick of a boss
>for a good 5 years mom went on the road with him dumping us (me and sis) at any relative who would take us
>soon mom and boss fall in love and we move in together his 3 kids and us 2
cont if u anons want

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Obligatory. But as always, this is me.

I gave up some time ago. I'm mostly just waiting to be less of a fucking coward and give myself a Remington mouthwash.

>>687562761
I know that feel.

I keep trying to con the world into killing me when I'm not looking because I'm too much of a fucking coward to do it myself.

>>687562531
agh yes ideed, the people we here like to call "the main-streamers" mostly full of ego but empty of character.

>>687562799
yes

>>687561846

You seem angered over this.

Everyone who thinks about him getting a privilege like that, and even without thinking about it..on an intuitive level, knows that he is being done a favor.

Now, I understand your point, he will end up all better off (potentially and undeservedly) despite his deformities, and you're saying this translates to society. But, your obvious concern over someone getting credit where it isn't due is unfounded, because, like I said, everyone intuitively knows he is being done a favor and the award is an artificial "it'll be okay" type of thing. This obviously generalizes to how society treats the less privileged, and in some cases, they actually get ahead materially where they shouldn't. But be assured, those that deserve success are still getting it. Not as many that would, but most.

This is just a superficial accommodation to keep the less unfortunate placated and to warm the hearts of those that allow them these things. Also to get those that champion them to shut the fuck up. These are mainly small and superficial allowances though.

Understand this and you will succeed in this society. Sometimes you have to go along to get along. This is what you alt-right types can't understand.

>>687562799
cont

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>>687551514
Kiked

>>687539603
beautiful works spoken about a qt trap
:`)

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>>687539603
This is now a cringe thread

>>687563961
>No.gif

>>687563961
No. Once through was enough. This place sucks.

>>687563961
>No.gif
M'feels

>>687548475
im such a pussy

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>>687563961
>>687564081
>>687564426
>>687564583

>>687551480
Fuck. I just know that I will be dreaming of her tonight. And when that happens, I usually end up thinking of her for the following several days.


I just want either a rejection or a yes. I hate being left in limbo

>>687562799
>>687563244
continued
> soon what happened was we had rivalry's (dick boss, lets call him dick)
>he had 2 boys and one grill
>I would wake up with older bro ass on my nose
> wouldn't let me play vidya with them
>soon me and my sis discovered weed
>would spend time walking around in the bush
> we live don the outskirts of town to who cares
> one day youngest step (15) bro follows us
>sees us sheshin
>rats us out and dick takes me out back and beats my ass while sis gets grounded
>dick takes me to police placed under 6 month probation
>weekly urine tests, cant be out passed 9 whatever
>get a job a local theater and my hours were shit (couldent be out passed 9)
meet cute grill
cont

>>687560317
Don't do it, you're worth more than that

>>687564813
I am aware of this. I'm too much of a weak fucking coward to just kill myself.

Wish I had the nuts to just make the world a better place. I don't.

>>687546917
fucking neet faggots like that guy should not reproduce

>>687548583
He was probably going to die like that to anyway, you just made it alot less of a hassle for everyone. If you want to book that has a character with a similar expirence, read Crime and Punishment.

>>687557649
>holy quints
wow..touching

>>687565301
Oh Jesus Christ.

Pull yourself together. Learn how modern society really works and how to use the zeitgeist to your benefit. Or create your own ideas that you can use to increase your social social. Create your own social currency that people participate in that lines your pockets at the end of the day. Or try to fight against the age old idea of social hierarchy and try to establish a Marxist society of sorts. You sound intelligent, just self centered and pitying. Nothing in your life is possibly that bad.

Or just have some fun.

>>687539603
im not trying to be a dick or anything but that kid creeps me the fuck out

>>687566133
*social standing

>>687548583
been there, it gets easier after you see a few go. was told that there are 2 kinds of people, those who can sleep after killing, those who cant. guess we know which you are. the only advice i have is, dont use sleep aids, you will become reliant on them to sleep.
i personally used to be an insomniac, now i sleep like the dead. pleasant dreams man.

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>>687564841
>me and grill hit it off
>she thinks my probations hot
>we shoot the shit chill whatever
>think I may have a future with her
>how stupid of me
>soon my probations over yay!
>discover 4chan and take interest in rekt threads
>forget to go incodnito and dick finds serch history
>takes me back to police apparently there was some zoophilia in the thread
>im not into that I swear
>mom disowns me sister hates me I run away and stay a few days at grills house
>lose cherry to her on second night
>her dad finds out and beats me
>run away
>police looking for me for breaking 8 month probation
>oh yea I got 8 more months for the zoophilia
>cops find me lighting a joint with some lowlifes at the public park
>sent to juvie for 5 months
cont

>>687549356
Nobody cares about your fantasy worst case scenario faggot.

>>687548719
Jenniffer

>>687566133
You used "social" way too fucking many times.

I hate humanity. If the entirety of the human race were laid in a single mass grave, the headstone would probably read "Seemed like a good idea at the time".

I'm suicidally depressed, I hate everything and most things seem stupid to me.

The world actually WOULD be a brighter place without me in it. You haven't met me, so I'm sure you're doing some social contract thing. Let me save you some time.

I am a disgusting-looking, vile, antisocial, self-loathing horrible example. In the last 6 months, I have left my home for reasons other than work approximately 0 times. This is unlikely to change.

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>>687548719
Goodbye, Diane. She just cut me out one day. Over two years, there's no way she could have loved me.

>>687567143
kill yourself then
i didn't read the chain of 4chan responses up to this, but yours was the last post in the thread currently.
kill yourself.

I was thinking of getting a gun at one point to shoot at the range more often. That way, people wouldn't bitch about it being expensive because i'd be buying the ammo and stuff. Then I got to thinking, is that really why I want a gun? I have always been mediocre. Everything I do is minuscule, and I have little hobbies or interests. I just enjoy my own company a lot too. In that time alone I really questioned if I could stop myself from eating it, and I wasn't sure I could. I always feel lesser to everybody, and hate others for being lesser than me. I just never say it. I don't know what to do about it, I just do the things I gotta do and it isn't leading anywhere. I just feel unhappy all the time but I don't really want to go to lengths of killing myself, but why am I even around at all if there's hardly anything I even enjoy? Or anything I can do properly. I feel like a burden who is afraid to off himself and I always try not to think that way and I try to get better but something always happens to make me wonder why I even bother.

>>687541001
slow clap
indian tear

>>687548719
Alyssa. She rejected me for someone else. We still talk every so often. But this sinking feeling about it never ceases to stop. I just wish I never even met her.

>>687548719
>Brandon
>Too much of a pussy to ask him out

>>687541001
fucking tears in my eyes, got damn

>>687553964
Loneliness is something that sticks around even in a relationship, Hell, A relationship may amplify it, I'm with a girl and sometimes i feel almost or nearly more lonelier than i was before i was with her. Life's a piece of shit.

>>687555725
Good night, anon.

>>687552515
chin up, you will find another her

>>687548719
taylor, i love her more than anything and i can do nothing about it. I FUCKING work with her as well as her current boyfriend. all i wanna do is hug her and never let go. but i don't even know if she feels the same god damn do i wish her bf would go away. they Both applied to my job knowing full well i still work there

>>687557649
witnessed!

>>687552515
"I have finally managed to acquire all the watermelons... and yet, I still feel empty inside"

>>687550931
this

>>687550144
wut the fuck, where is the end

>>687569603
I second this

>>687539603
TFW

You tried making it work,
You were honest with her, and all you wanted was the same in turn.

She still lied to you anyways, and you were nothing to her.

>>687548719
Rachel

>>687554168
idk, push up bras are the first lie. where does it go from there? suckin dick for crack, thats where

>>687570155
Ditto, bro. Twice. Two separate girls named Rachel. Fml.

>>687570155
bitch named Rachel stole my cat last semester. cant trust em'

>>687548719
Katy

Wake up go to work, come home lay in bed and watch Netflix and go on 4chan till 3 am then repeat.

>>687548719
Casey

>be me
>be a loser who only has internet friends
>meet an interesting girl
>her name is Mikyla
>we started talking a lot
>she had a rough time
>always tried to make her happy
>one day she was going to kill herself
>I convince her not to
>she doesn't
>I saved her life, I had done something good with life for once
>always talk to her have a lot of fun
>shows me pics of her guns "i like to shoot these"
>I'm impressed and we keep talking. I forget about it
>fast foward a few months
>shit is going down she's getting sexually harassed her parents broke up her dad is agressive lkt of shit things
>I called her big sister now that name started as a joke but stuck
>fast forward
>big sis texts me she's going to Ireland and the plane is landing she wont have wifi we make our good byes..
>I quickly realized she killed herself
I really miss you big sisterhope you're happy now...

>>687566867
lurkin', bro. Let me feel.

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>>687552515
Me, too, brother, but it's gonna be alright. They never leave you. Come across them 10 years later, and you will still love them, and that's okay. But your life goes on and there are more women who deserve to meet you. There are hundreds if not thousands of your brothers who await your strength and wisdom. Do not despair.

>>687571617
Same

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>>687548719
Grace.
She's everything I'm not. We're through now but it hurts when I talk to her and it hurts just as much when I don't.

>>687548719
i've lost faith in anybody ever loving me to the point where there is no "her", there hasn't been for a while.

>>687551266
Still more of a man than you'll ever be

>>687548719

Benedict crumplesnatch

>be me
>like a girl for 2 years
>girl tweets annoying shit about wanting a boyfriend
>tell her I like her
> gets rejected
>repeat
>meets her best friend
>date best friend for a few months
>gets broken up on Christmas Eve over text
>still good friend with original girl
>tell original girl I still feel the same about her
>still rejected

>>687570731
A girl named Rachel told me she loved me when I was 16 and she was 23, then moved to New York and wrote a song about me. They're a temperamental breed.

>>687560317
Trust me man, there's other fish in the sea. Go out, drink, get laid, hang with friends. No need to rush relationship stuff.

>>687573227
Lol what? Is the song available?

>>687557847
Guess I'm not special after all

>>687548583
No Anon, it was justice. Vigilante justice, but justice all the same.

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just need a place to hide my heart in

>>687573696
I really don't want to show her YouTube channel or anything like that. She moved to New York to make a name for her art and whatnot, she probably doesn't need 4chan shitting on it.