Bump, I need one

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Bumping. I need to cry /b/

I hate being a human being.

I'm here anon

>>687404290
Who doesn't?

>>687404290
At least you're not a Jew.

>>687402857
F

>>687404290
so what do you wanna be? a fucking plant, rock, mushroom or random animal

>>687404290
It could be worse. You could be a nigger.

Someone post the firefly story please

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just woke up and already feel like shit. life just seems to be a big hoax to me. and even when you die nobody would care for longer than the time your sorry existence faded away like the memories of a better time. but who am I kidding... there never were any good times

>>687405274
I second this... I need this...

>be me, 24, male
>independent
>loving family, there in a flash if needed
>feel bad ever asking for help, they already help too much
>work cool, but min wage job
>have sex regularly with woman, call her K
>k is obese, health problems, in and out of surgery all the time
>try to be there for her
>give her sex any time she asks
>start to hate self
>sex starts to feel bad
>meaning drains out of life
>go through the motions, pray she doesn't want to fuck
>doitforher.jpg
>start drinking again
>months of /fit/ness wasted
>start to resent job
>self worth gone, can't even flirt anymore
>stop having sex
>manage to stop drinking
>stop playing Vidya
>stop going to gym
>lost, no direction, no momentum, no plans, no goals
>only fat women like her acknowledge me
>fallen from alpha all the way to fat fuck omega
>old friends stay in touch from time to time, they are all married now.
>I have wasted my life

>>687406615
You're fucking retarded.

>>687406615
You were there once you can get back. Ditch this girl if she's really no good for you. Work back to /fit/ness. Get passionate again. Find someone. You can do it. I believe in you Anon.

>>687406615
You're 24 dude. That's early to marry anyway. You say you "wasted your life" but you still are just around 1/4th into it.

It wasn't a waste because maybe you needed that hit, that experience to improve your life in the long run. The good news is that since you were once fit, happy, flirty and lively, you have the potential to be like that again. Take cold showers in the morning. Start working out again. Dump the current girl you're with if you're not happy with her. Go out with whatever friends you have and meet some girls. Try to reconnect with your old time friends.

Your emotions are under your control.

sorry if this is sorta fucked up, ive been drinking
>be me
>18 at the time
>meet girl who is absolutely amazing
>don't date for a good 5 months before because both of us too pussy to admint feelings
>finally date
>lasts 5 months
>best 5 months of my life
>she dumps because she feels i treat life as a mundane circle
>thinks i think shes unimportant
>proceed the next year sad and lonely
>start talking out of no where
>continues for a week admit feelings were still held
>within a fucking week she thinks it doesn't work even though we basically acted like a couple for a short time
>fucking depressed, resumed destructive behaviors
now its now, whatsup guysim depressed but dont have reason to kill oneself because of responsibilities to family

>>687400740
Self centered bastard.

Post a shittier feel than waking up to wash your hands after a night of jerking yourself off to fall asleep just to see your greasy disgusting face that not even your mother could admit she loves in the mirror.

>>687408004
I know this feel all too well

>>687406615
im the same age man.

Thats a good time to step back and try and find what you want to do in life and then do it. Thats all you can really do.

>>687402857
lol, just sat there and died, even though he could have done something about it. what a bitch.

>>687404290
Think we all do man. Can only pray fr the day dementia comes and takes thought away.

You fucking normie shits! Get the fuck out! What the Hell happened to feels threads being about us Autismos who've never even smelt a female before?

>>687408004
shittier feel: suffer the same fate but having been alpha at some point.

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>>687400740
Grow up. Hit gym.
Fag.

>>687408184

Man that is not how dementia works at all

>>687408004
Hey I just did that

>>687408286
They don't care, you're a loser, normies have real problems, they didn't make the gains the wanted this week at the gym and on top of that their girlfriend is going out tonight without them. THAT is real pain.

>>687400740
I pass over a bridge every day on my way to work anon. I have gone over tons of times what I would say to someone once I stop and go try to talk to them. And what would happen if I failed and they jump. I would try to stop you Anon

>>687402857
If it's a message from husband to his wife why would he need to have said his name, also pretty sure he called of his cell phone wouldn't she have his number saved so there would be no need for an intro

>>687408500
well fuck. death instead.

>>687400740
Gay as fuck. Don't buy into all that "cancer sucks" shit just, "I'm depressed." Is good enough

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>>687400740
Pop Quiz M8: Life is unfair - do you...

A) Place your head on the tracks and wait?

or

B) Accept things are one sided and then kick ass regardless?

>>687408621
You don't have any friends, do you?

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I Love You Fags. Smile for me

>>687408561
Fellow autismo, where do I go to escape this Hell?!

>>687408882
Made me kek for a second

>>687408286
>>>/r9k/

Feelings are for women, end your life anon

>be me
>27 year old drug dealer
>Never had girlfriend. Friends with everyone, just too ugly I guess
>Fml.jpg
>Start selling drugs to 18 yr old
>Stunning
>Invite her round mine for a smoke. She says yes!!!
>On the night, I finger her and she wants me off
>Doesn't want sex yet she says
>YET
>OMFG, this girl is gonna let me fuck her!!!
>Keeps coming round mine, kiss and cuddles
>Weeks later, haven't fucked her still. Kissing has stopped too. Sleeps at my house all the time still, in my bed
>constant-boner.jpg
>I've fallen in love with her
>She's tells people we're like brother and sister
>I hate myself
>I get in trouble, owe money to people and cannot pay back
>They kick the shot out of me, so I fuck off far away
>Couple weeks later, we meet up and stay in a hotel
>Was half asleep, she rolled over onto me
>I was too scared to try anything, don't know if she was or not
>After 5 mins of cuddling her like that, she puffed, rolled over and had a cigarette
>I missed my chance
>We go our separate ways again, vow to continue speaking
>She gets bored of speaking to me, and then starts getting annoyed with me
>One year later, i still love her.
>Constantly think of that night in the hotel, and other nights when she may have been coming on to me but I was too beta/pussy to try anything
>I want to kill myself, but im a pussy.
Fuck.

Hey /b/ros, recently I've been trying to turn my life around, give it meaning. I went to the gym for a few months straight and I was actually getting into shape, I tried talking to more people via work and just social expierences, most times failed cause I'm an awkward piece of shit. Recently I've fallen back into my old habits of drinking and generally not doing anything with my life. Don't know why I just wanted to share. Love you /b/ros your my true friends.

Depression is narcissism by way of hating oneself and solely focusing on on only things that effect you. Want to get out of depression ? Slowly try to see how people perceive you, not how you perceive them to be perceiving you. You are not them, you don't know their thoughts. You think you do but think about how can you know what's going on in someone else's brain. Simple fact you can't, you just think you can guess what they are thinking. A guess doesn't have any fact behind just an assumption. An assumption you and only you came to.

Before everyone else sees good in you, you must see the good in yourself. Remember they don't what your thinking and you don't what they are thinking.

Or can you read people's minds ? That's a superpower right ?

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>>687408894
Just know things will NEVER get better, your life will never "turn around" and there are no happy days in your future. You will never feel things turned out how there were "supposed to". There will be no dramatic love stories or truly fulfilling accomplishments in your life.
There is no escape, You are here forever.

I think I'll join the army.
Maybe if someone tries to kill me I'll finally learn who I am.
>or die trying

i just wish i had that one person you could talk to anything about

>>687409801
I forgot to add, I think she was hanging around me for the coke. And I still can't get her out of my mind. Not a day goes by that I dont think of her

>>687408860
Just your dad when we're both spit roasting your mom

>>687410073
At least I have you, /b/rother.

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>>687410246
I feel you anon, I had girls do that to me for bud and xannies.

here is a letter that might never get delivered to my crush
A letter to some one who might never get it
Hi femanon please text me back I want to talk to you. Your the only girl that understands me. And when you understand me and since we share common interests I've really grown to loving you. Whenever I go to bed I cry because I can't cuddle with you or hug you before going to bed. It's lonely not being able to talk to you or more in that case you not responding. I wish I could just have you live with me so we can be happy but your already dating another person and I hope she makes you happy and doesn't mistreat you. I just want you to know that I Love you. Please don't hurt yourself I will be there for you just try to text or call me. If I knew how horrible life has been treating you I would have tried to been there. But your girlfriend already has that covered. Now I see why people fill the void with drugs, pornography, and games it helps somewhat. But it helps more if you get it off of your chest. Just know that if I kill my self it's not because of you. It's because of how bitter I've become because of everybody that's betrayed me. When I have nothing else to live for I will tell you by going to where you live and give you a hug and see how much of a wonderful person you are and that might make me not kill my self or my brain will bring up how I can never get a girl and that I'm useless and nobody loves me the way I love them. Then I will do whatever the fuck I want for 24 hours and after that I will kill my self.

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>>687408561

>>687410419
It's fucking annoying. Never had a girlfriend. The she would end up being the one. Now I'm back to major depression. For a very short while , I started to think maybe I'm not as ugly as I think. Maybe my life will be ok. It's never gonna be ok

>>687410743
I know exactly how you feel anon, I have the same thoughts as you have there.

>>687408621
He also doesn't need to say her name, she knows who she is. Have you ever had a conversation?

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Worth reading it

>>687410531
I want to die but not then again I don't want to deal with the suffering

>>687404290
too fucking bad, you are one, get over it and try to fix the problem with humans, starting with yourself

How many of you have been diagnosed professionally as having MDD ?

>>687411566
I gave up on life years ago. I'm still here because I don't have the balls to kill myself, but I just go to work and then the rest of the time drink and play vidya and shitpost. I don't actually participate in life.

>>687411135
That story made me cry when I read it for the first time.

>>687411244
You just have to move on. Maybe no one will understand you the way she did but you can't let that stop you. Find someone else, learn what you like, what you don't. Then you move to someone else and repeat until you finally find someone you are content with.

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We'll survive...

I came here to masturbate and drink mountain dew, and I'm all out of lotion.

>>687409801
:)

>>687411068
It's grim innit? And I'm too much of a pussy to an hero, but at the same time I can't go on living like this. I have so many friends, but never have a girlfriend.

>>687412628
I'm glad that my angst has brought you some pleasure anon.
>Fuck you

Im far too ugly to ever have a girlfriend. Which is a shame, cos I'm popular with everyone I meet, have loads of friends. I get friend zoned by every girl I meet. Probably because my self esteem is so low that I don't try anything so they just be friends. Either that or I am genuinely too ugly. I've mentioned this to people in real life. They say I'm not ugly, but I'm pretty sure I can see pity in their eyes. They feel sorry for me.