>>687014773
The world is backward, everything fades, everything dies, and our only real purpose here was to love and help eachother through the transition that is life, samsara and all that.

But everyone wants safety and security and fell into the trap of thinking money is the only way to achieve that, and in the end that trumps being a decent person.

Plus, you know, cheating lying whores

Because my mom told me bedtime was at 10:00 but she also taught me that 9:00 was what 10:00 looked like.

>>687015950
kek
>>687014773
Because I'm a compulsive liar and have trouble believing myself

The guy i thought was one of my "bestfriends" used drugs to sexually abuse me. My "friends"all take a piss on it and assumed was consensual.
I went from social to social anxious and a complete shut in for most part. I still have a few friends i like to spend time with but i don't feel comfortable around most.
Also previous bfs cheated on me, lot of false promises and all that.

>>687016366
Jessica?

>>687016669
Not at all.
Sorry to hear you know someone with a similar story tho

Been cheated on in most of my serious relationships. Makes it hard to trust women that get involved with me.

>>687016366
woopty doo you got high and sucked his dick. Quit playing the victim slut

>>687016931
I dont need your pity I'm the one that drugged her.

>>687017181
kek

>>687017118
Idk how i was expecting anything else from this god forsaking board. I didnt even fucking touch him, he fed me drugs i couldn't move and everytime i came to my senses hed shove more drugs down my throat again. Not to mention it was orchestrated down to the locked door, so kindly fuck you

>>687014773
When i was in secondary school i was betrayed by my two best friends. One basically raped me the other joined the rest of the class in bullying me. I've never let anyone come close to me ever since.

>>687015713
dw mate

you get over your first love after a few years. Welcome to being a cynical arsehole though. Cant wait to be an old man so no one can say shit

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Because my mom and friends hid from me the fact that a girl our families were friends with was in love with me at the same time as I was madly in love of her, told me 4 years after I've cut contact with her thinking I was friendzoned, their only excuse was that I had to just go and try myself, "discover it on my own", thanks fuckers

>>687015713
That's a big boat you're in.

>>687017944
Oh and the shitheads I used to call friends hid it from me for the keks only (looking back she was far too obvious and I a retard prime)

>>687017835
>Drugs

Name the bad drugs, pills?

How can these drugs be shoves down your throat to cause instant sedation?

>>687018500
Not her, but they make fast dissolving xanax that stick to your tongue. Add even a few beers and this story comes together.

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because women are filthy liars

>>687018500
It didn't induce into comma state you dipshit. We had all been taking drugs all night, mostly 2cb and shit like that he was the drug savy one and i fuckin trusted him. I was already off my head it started happening but the second my lucidity would come back and id go "whats going on? What the fuck" he did that and forcibly kiss me among other shit i really dont fuckin want nor need to cone to detail. I got nothing to prove to you

>>687018804
Ah, well ok then, I concede, just seemed a bit funny she didn't know what drugs her best friend gave her.

>>687019264
Another anon, sorry you had to go through that. Hopefully you find some people that are trustworthy and help you heal

>>687019264
Fine, but remember were you are, it's not your personal blog.

>>687019482
Thanks for understanding.

Most people with trauma don't go on to learn everything about what caused it; gunshot survivors rarely go on to collect rifles. That's why it's pretty cool that Batman is afraid of bats.

I was bullied with increasing severity for something like 7 years. It started when I was so young that I don't even remember precicely when.
Changing schools didn't work. It just made it worse, because now I was with older kids who were even more clever. Physical turned to psychological and social torture and those are the scars that are still there.
If you've been bullied you know that teachers or parents can't do shit, save for switching you from school to school and hope something sticks. Not an option where I was from, so "leave them alone and they leave you alone" was my only out.
By the end, the entire school (1000+) had kinda gotten the down-low on me. Little fucking kids, 4 years younger than me started getting in on the action. What the actual fuck was my life!?
Socialy toxic, is what I was.
Girls would never get in on it, but they'd always egg the real predators on. I could always count on this high-pitched giggle from their corner of the room whenever my day turned to absolute shit.
You try to avoid contact, right? Be invisible. Don't do any of the activities that these guys might do.
Sports is out. Maybe religion, right? I am in the youth group for 2 weeks, having a blast, lapping it up, when the youth minister introduces "the new kid". Which is my #2 bully. Out of literally a thousand kids that knew they could walk over me any time they wanted, and "god" had to score in the top freaking 10.
Told the minister, his superior, etc. that I couldn't be in the same group as that guy. No-one could do anything about it, so I left.
Got a job to have something to do (no friends). Guess what? My regular "customers" where just my classmates who came in to torment me. Threw stuff at me that I had to clean up and shit.
Real mature.
Barely exited my residence after that. Just computer, comics, and books. In that order.
Am a cynical /b/tard with all the rest of you beautiful fuckers now.

>>687014773
I've been cheated on several times.
I've had several women cheat on their bfs (and a husband) with me. The chick with the husband who banged me was also taking 4 other dicks.
Women friends I've trusted have confided in me that they cheated on their bfs for really petty reasons.
Nearly half of the women in my family have cheated on the men in my family.

Fuck women. Yes, all women.

>>687020724
And why she doesn't know a lot about drugs.

>>687020767
You know what though? Fuck those guys.

>>687021070
Yeah, obviously :D
I got no beef with the little-kid bullies from the first 3 years. That was immature "hold him down while I put a worm in his hair" stuff.
The later fuckers - those were the fuckers I hate unconditionally and with the fury of a thousand hate-filled suns.
Thanks, fellow /b/astard

>>687020785
Well, all men i know, including my boyfriend (in the past presumably), his friends are serial cheaters, my father cheated on my mum with various women along the years, all the guys ive been with cheated on me one way or another.
So more than half the men i know have cheated.
Fuck men. Yes all men

>>687016366
and you got to learn when to kill people yet? Gosh... speaking of slow learners...

>>687017890
feminism won't help you. You need to start eliminating the problems. Remove the people and make them pay. Otherwise you are supporting their lifestyles.

>>687017944
Nah. Real answer is because you faggot desu. Get out.

>>687017944
Have you tried reconnecting or nah?

>>687020767
Fuck. How many retards does it take to understand you need to learn how to defend yourself and injury others for good? God, how helpless can you be before admitting you are a masochist? I don't get you weak people

>>687014773
Because I'm all alone and people are selfish

>>687020785
Nah. You stupid. Read a book and learn things. You will figure out people some day long the line. Avoid calling prostitute your girlfriend. Gosh. Damn retards

>>687014773
Because of oatmeal raisin cookies. They look like chocolate chip cookies.

>>687023243
kek

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>>687017915
>you get over your first love after a few years.
True but still feel for her and think she is special, never met anyone like her.

And its been 4-5 years.

First loves, eh?

>>687023243
Underrated post

>>687022888
Yeah though guy
I also have some belts in jui jitsu. I was a member of a local gun club.
Do you think that helps any? That I can beat up 1, mabye 2 or three of even 4 guys at once?
Did you read that text?
I was alone against a freaking school.
Next time you're in the stadium I want you to bring a jersey from the opposing team to where your fans are sitting. And then you put that shit on at the end of the game and try to make it out of there alive, fucker.
Let's see you "defend yourself" and "injur others".

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>>687019264
>We had all been taking drugs all night
you deserved it you stoner shit

>>687015713
/thread

a girl said she wanted to hang out over the summer multiple times to me but I offered and she hasn't replied for 25 minutes

Im not used to trusting alot of people when it comes to getting shit done.
Usually im let down so i have to take charge even if it means pissing some people off.

Im prob gonna die alone tbh

>>687019264
>we had all been taking drugs all night


This guy >>687023661 is right. You had it coming you stupid bitch.

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>>687023882
underage get the fck out of this site b4 u get banned

>>687024135
I'm 13 years old and I can kick your ass!

>>687023882
>>687024135
holy shit do your parents know you re on here?
better delete your browser history so they dont find out
it's on c hard drive, windows (obviusly) and then the system32 folder.

>>687020767
I know that feel, when the whole school is out to get you, luckily for me I went to a high school as far away as i could from the previous one. I am still socially retarded but I figured out how to avoid getting picked on from everybody.

>>687024379
dude thanks I'm new to these computers and don't know how these works
I can trust you guys since you're not evil women

>>687017835
> god forsaking
kill yourself stupid whore

It was 75% your fault if this is the case because you put yourself in a risky situation. .>>687019264
>Taking drugs all night.
What did you expect from piece of shit drug addicts?

You're like the stupid feminazis that paint "not asking for it" on their naked bodies.

>>687024446
Dude, the social retardation will be with you for a while. I am figuring out how to talk to women only now and Im almost 30.

>>687023597
Ju jitsu is most indicated for pinning down people. How the fuck do you think having a belt can help you better yourself at defending. I have overcome many people and got injuries, but I am alive. Most importantly than that, it is not the "oh my god I will get fucked up" mentality of you weak people. It is a different aptitude. You think that you could belittle me?
lol. Joke on you. You are the weak, so that's how it happens when people try to get advice.
As one of the strong, I can differentiate between bully and strong people, but no everyone is worth saving. So, because you reacted like the little wimp you are, I can only take you by hand and try to tell you the really easy stuff. Try learning Wing Chung or other martial arts that are actually usefull in fistfighting if you are that dumb to endarger yourself in stadiums or street just because you are the little bitch that needs to prove yourself worthy. Which you are not and not will be soon, as I see :) Though guy speaking here. You would already be dead. Different experiences. Be glad you are that stupid and alive to start again, or you will die as you deserve to.

>>687017835
It's truly a shame he didn't overdose you and rid the world of one retarded bitch.

>>687023661
Stoners are not bad. You are probably a limited mind person, or just one of the inferiors who needs to go. We have too many of you rapists.

>>687017890
> basically raped me

Are you sure you know what that word means?

If so, rape him back numbnuts.

>>687023882
that's how Hitler got his ideas before killing people in the street

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>>687023882
>>687024379
samefagging lil bit too hard there buddy

>>687023661
>>687024121
>>687024684
>>687024894
Try not to get cut on all those edges fellas. Maybe one day you'll be drugged and get your arse destroyed that will rip your insides out.
Then you'll become the "stupid whore who had it coming" :-)

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>>687025019
drugs are illegal for a reason, you felt one of the reasons that drugs are illegal. you are getting 0 sympathy from anyone on this board.

>>687020767
You sound like a pussy.

>>687025449
not likely, I don't take drugs or associate with scumbags.

except for 4chan. but that's different

>>687025546
>drugs are illegal for a reason
And what reason is that? :^)

>>687025546
Gosh. You don't even know why drugs are illegal?
Next would you ask why we use real money and not monopoly one?
How stupid a person can be. Go drink your propaganda milk. There is justice in you dying of cancer in five years lol
One day drugs, the next are farmaceuticals, but you don't know it yet. You don't know the difference between a nootropic and the pills you take to get out the fever. Enjoy the cocaine you get when you go to the dentist and shut your mind up. Drugs are bad for ya. Not the other normal people.

>>687023597
You just needed to fuck up one of the more popular kids and everyone would know not to fuck with you.

I have done that to troll the shit out of the fans and guess what, nobody does shit. They're not going to gang up on you and beat you to death.

>>687021623
> fellow /b/astard
I can understand why they bullied you.

>>687014773
I have had almost nothing but massively negative experiences with women from my mother to every woman I've been with. I kinda doubt I'll ever open up again. I'll pretend to, but I'm pretty sure I'm done letting women near me. Don't feel bad for me though, I'm happier than I have been since I was child since I closed myself off.

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>>687014773
I was in a one way relationship for almost a year. I still feel pretty dumb about it and we still fucked after I realised it was never going to work.

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>>687026092
>Go drink your propaganda milk
i will, enjoy your tin foil hats and fighting the system while wondering why nothing ever goes for you.

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A girl I trusted raped me. She put drugs in my system, threatened to fuck up my dick, and while she was on top of me she was biting, scratching, and punching me. That was when both of us were 14. She made it hard to find a relationship for a few years, but I found a girl to trust.

But now she is a drug dealer/user, and she has an abusive druggie black guy as a boyfriend. She is 17 and he is in his 20's. So it all worked out.

>MfW I found all that out

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>>687026571
>Don't feel bad for me though
1 step too far there.

>>687023882
she replied finally. trust in women has been restored

>>687026571
I don't think anyone would care. But in the end, you are the loser if you got not the choice but only the necessary evil as only option. Nuff said. Even stupid are happy, that is not a measure for the efficency of things. I am sure people who jump off of buildings are happy af before topping off otherwise they would realize the little shits they are and just cry it down. Real pro hero just do it and fuck it.

Raisin cookies

>>687026909
No dear faggot. You are too stupid to understand the difference between an addict and a consumer. That is. Too many words are not for you propaganda people. You cannot think for yourself. You enjoy watching paint dry, because that's what you stupid do. We can only describe the obvious. So don't get cocky, you have that much words for a whole year. Unfortunately, you have not read the previous so you will remain a premium faggot. Enjoy your cancer. kek

>>687028325
this

>>687028325
/thread