>>686963893
Of not having made up my mind, kissed her, and taken her to bed. She wanted it, and I was falling in love with her. I couldn't make up my mind despite never having had any problem doing it with many girls who mattered far less. And despite the fact that the times that followed were a slow-motion train wreck, that she lied to me on many counts - partly to impress me, that she turned out to be a weirdo, that she had psychological problems that she's still dealing with, that I dodged a bullet, that my life will probably be better with anybody else I end up with, I regret it.

I regret it for the hell it left me in for more than a year afterwards, for the unfinished business that is still in the air, for the awkwardness of still having to see her on a regular basis, and for all that went unsaid and undone. For the good times that probably would never have happened, but that just may have, and for how it kept me wondering long after I probably would otherwise have let her go anyway. So I regret it.

Deeply.

Believing "It gets better."

Being born

>>686963893
My biggest regret is finding 4chan

>>686964970
This.

>>686965235
Mine too>>686965235

>>686964940
Faggot

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1. Wasting my youth fucking around with video games.
2. Being too picky with women.
3. Not getting married sooner.

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Living in Chihuahua, Mexico

>>686965646
Virgin detected

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getting married

>>686963893
Chick invited me back to her place, we were making out and shit she passed out, I fucked her anyway no condom creampied her

>>686965203
this

Shut up Donnie

>>686965957
that seems like an accomplishment if anything, what is the bad part?

>>686963893
You're out your fucking element, Donnie.

>>686965893
amen to that bro

>>686963893
Experimenting with hypno domne porn.

>>686966193
I went down on her but she didn't suck my dick

not trying in school

>>686963893
Moving to South America

Dont know what the fuck I was thinking

>>686963893
When Shelby Blevens asked for my phone number but I was too beta to give it to her and shy, she was amazing. It's something I can never get over. That and simply existing.

Joining 4chan, either fucked me up mentally or just made me more tolerant for fucked up shit. Still not sure to this day...

>>686963893
Finding this place mostly due to the new fetishes it gave me about 4-6 im still confused about them all

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>>686963893
>Washing out of the Air Force during Basic, 2007
>Washing out of the Army during AIT, 2008
>Moving back to the U.S. instead of staying in Korea, 2012
>Not double-majoring in Computer Science and IT, 2010-present

Just fuck my shit up, fam.

Not killing myself that one time I had the bottle to do it.

Fly to China. Meet girlfriend I met online. Have sex.. can't cum because I'm too used to fapping. For weeks, can't cum unless I fap, causing blueballs.

embarrassing I don't know what she sees in me but she still wants to be with me. I can't cum and my dick becomes limp with sex.

>>686967361
Try again and livestream it faggot

I had a job taking care of this family's cat while they were on vacation. I visited once a day, they lived less than two miles away. Each day, I explored deeper and deeper into the house, eventually reaching the room of their 19-year-old girl. I went through all of her stuff, and eventually jerked off with her panties while on her parent's bed. The family is extremely Christian, and conservative to say the least. I pushed it to the back of my mind and decided to take it as a learning experience.

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>>686963893

bitcoins, but i were too young and stupid back then. a relative to me is a multi milionaire now because he invested alot back in 2012, he lives in the Bahamas with his family

>>686967188
maybe I can lift your spirits: I served 6 years in the US Army and have nothing good to say about it. They offered me E6 to stay in and implied if I stayed in the regiment I'd have no problem making E7 with minimum time in grade. Basically it's a good gig if you are completely unambitious and/or stupid, and an asslicker. I got so tired of being yelled at, despite knowing exactly what I was doing, by people who didn't even know what the fuck was going on. The people who washed out of basic were sometimes losers but often just normal kids who realized this wasn't for them.

As for everything else, sounds like you are free and can control your own happiness. Take advantage of that!

not drowning in idaho when i had a chance

i shared my gf's nudes and some guys who know her made her fuck them, now she doesn't even feel my cock

>>686967746
would have done the same

>>686967746
>TFW surveillance cams will lead to your arrest and ostracism from society upon their return

>>686968072
I assume you were cucked by niggers?

>>686965893
>>686966298
then why did you even do it faggots?

>>686966419
I'm so sorry.

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>>686967976
>it's memorial day, so I have to say it
THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE.

But I know what you mean...although, civilian-life isn't as great as I thought it'd be. I'm still trying to get back in, even though there's very little chance I'll be able to. I finished Basic (Army) at least, so I miss the structure. I miss how 'for sure' everything was, and coming from a military family, being that one guy who washed out twice explains why no one wants to talk to/keep in contact with me any more.

I want to go back in, even if it means getting a crappy MOS like "combat cook" or something. I'll do it and won't complain.

>>686968197
I thought it was a good idea back then.

>>686968093
I was scared out of my fucking mind that would happen. I checked pretty thoroughly the day after for cams, found nothing. 10 months later, nothing's happened besides crushing guilt.

Calling the token gay kid at my school a disgrace then having all the girls who hung out with him (which was a lot) hate me for the next year.
Not like I was gonna get a date anyway.

>>686963893
Not being famous on the internet
https://youtu.be/-ytqQIE14fQ

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Buying this POS site

>>686968196
yep..

>>686964940
beautiful words anon. but you know that, don't you.

>>686968197 >>686968437

i was fooled into thinking that she would be the same girl i fell for...

>>686969022
she fat and dirty yet?

>>686968855
I wish that's all they were.

>>686968386
not to be your psychiatrist but I don't think your military washouts are the real reason. You've probably had other bad encounters with the family. Look dude. At some point you've just got to decide to be your own man.

One last thing about the military-- "won't complain" is laughable, bitching is universal. And remember you washed out twice of training? Well active duty SUCKS by comparison to your training. So if there was something you disliked about training, and obviously there was, just imagine what it'll be like when you have way more bad parts than good parts to your military experience. Even playing guns is not as much fun anymore, half the fucking time you can't even get blanks to shoot in the summer (fiscal year issues) so you run around yelling "bang." In initial training, your NCOs will do their very best and hold you to high standards, even if they are otherwise mediocre people. In units, mediocrity is the rule. Closest you will get to a training mindset is daily PT.

>>686968807
Story?

>>686966393

it wears off eventually

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letting myself get fat, like 300 pounds fat

>>686964940
this would be the perfect plot for a sad as fuck rom-com.

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>>686969442
Well....

maybe I could go Navy. Right now, I feel more like this guy.

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traps

>>686969496
Hope so! Thanks

My daughter and i got drunk she passed out i felt up her tits and fingered her pussy

>>686970194
well done man u my hero now

Not investing in Netflix when I had the chance.

Summer on /b/

Not being rapey enough even though I'm quite the chad thundercock

>>686970194
Went from sad story of a guy not getting with a girl he loved to a father fingering his daughter. That's /b/ for you.

Being on here when I should be doing homework.

>>686969659
Then lose the weight you fat lazy fuck

>>686964970
yup

>>686970622
LOL!!!1 HAVE THIS GOLD MY FRIEND!!!

>>686970622
checked

>>686963893
not fingering milly in the 7th grade

>>686965723
.... Are you the future me?

Screwing over a good gf, not dumping an abusive gf sooner, not dumping current gf, cheating on current gf, at the same time regret not cheating MORE, being fat

Not watchin Daedae, lettin dat lil nigga fall at da zoo into a gorilla cage.

I have an exam tomorrow, i should study, already feeling my failing

fighting with my mom before she died.
will never forgive myself....

>>686963893
that time i stole 10,000 from my grandparents safe and i was caught in the act being sneaky as fuck

that day my secret persona became my true self

>>686971703
Economics?

>>686971415
my life story

>>686969022
this fag gets it

>>686969659
Damn. It's definitely fucking agony to come back from being that out of shape. I feel, anon

>>686966393
Why, how's that bad?

>>686965235
amen

>>686963893
about 5 years ago i got a 20k settlement from a car accident i was in with my gf at the time. was planning on using it to go through college mostly debt free. instead i spent every last dollar on guitars and heroin.

i was gonna be an orchestra teacher

>>686963893
I had the opportunity to fuck a lot of girls in the last two years but I never did it. I'm 19 and virgin now and it is very odd. Fuck

>>686971797
i hope you feel ashamed anon. you dont have to be that person just cus u got caught

>>686964940
get over it
no whore is worth damaging your mental health

I hit her, I chocked there, raped her, busted her head open, and I still feel like she deserved every bit of it..

I only regret being caught, and for giving her enough power over my feelings to give me that upset in the first place.