>>686582303
Do you still see the person who molested you?

>>686582634

no but i could find him if i wanted to. dont want to though. i dont really care.

>>686582303
How many times?

>>686582857

never counted. it lasted like 3 years so a lot?

>>686582303
Penetration?

>>686582949
Starting at what age?

>>686582985

yes. like the whole last year if it.

>>686583029

it started when i was 10.

>>686582303
Is he willing to give me a free console too?

>>686583104
On your hands and knees or on your back?

>>686583104
Why did it end?

Do you still have that ps2? Did you enjoy the sex?

>>686583157

ha. yeah probably. if you did stuff for him when no one was around he probably would have.

>>686583167

both. but it was mostly like laying down sideways. spooning like.

>>686583247

my mother broke up with him and he moved out. never saw him again. but i know his name so like i said, i could find him if i wanted to.

>>686583367

yes but it doesnt work anymore. it wont read discs. as far as the sex i enjoyed the blowjobs. the anal not so much. he had a big dick and i would experience a lot of discomfort.

>>686583396
Did she know?

How do you live with it now? Is your sexualité disturb?

>>686582303
How do you cope with it today? Do you get urges to do the same to kids now?

>>686583493

my mother has never said anything so I dont think she knows anything. they broke up cause he was cheating on her. at least thats what i was told.

Did he ever cum on your face?
Did you ever swallow?

>>686583396
If he had not moved out, how long would you have continued to have sex with him?

>>686583545
This OP. I was molested as a kid and now I'm stuck thinking kids are hot and I just can't get rid of it.

>>686583542

i feel pretty normal so i live ok. as far as being disturbed, i probably get the occasional gay sex thought, but im mostly into women.

>>686583545

i dont cope with it. it doesnt bother me. as far as kids, i think they are annoying little fucks who demand too much attention, so not only do I not find them attractive, but I dont want any of my own.

>>686583590

yes and yes. but i only did it to get something in return.

>>686583661

i dont know this. probably until i lost interest in sex, or got a gf, or something else. i really dont know.

>>686583567
She probably was wondering why his dick smelled like anal all the time.

>>686583840

haha you fucker. you actually made me laugh. you know, I think i was like 13 when I realized in my head that he was having sex with both of us probably, but before that I never even thought about it. Weird how that goes.

>>686583813
How often would you get things in return and what types of things did you get other than the ps2?

>>686583990

i'd get things if I asked for them or he'd say he'd get something for me (like Metal Gear Solid 2) if I did certain things. the cumming in the mouth was one of those things but cum tastes like shit (not literallly) so if I really wanted something I'd do stuff, but if there was nothing I wanted I wouldnt do it.

looking back on it I know it sounds kinda whorish, but thats exactly how it was. it was like I do this and you do that kind of thing.

Are you really Corey Feldman?

>>686584219
It's actually quite a common arrangement.

>>686584317

im not corey feldman fucker. i just started this thread cause of the similarity between us. the molestation for money, but not fame in my case.

>>686584343

well, im not friends with anyone who got molested or anyone who molested anyone, so I dont know how "common" it is. it was probably no different than dating though. kinda like the same thing.

>>686584553
Well, you probably are friends with someone who had a similar arrangement but you just don't know it.

>>686584686

well that would be quite trippy. also interesting cause I'd ask him all kinds of questions too. see how that went for him/her.

>>686584881
I once got blackmailed into buying my nephews gf an iPad after we had sex. It happens.

>>686584984

fuck. if you're serious that's some shit.

i suppose she was underage and that's why she blackmailed you?

>>686584881
I had several friends who were in arrangements like that when we were kids in the 70's. They got whatever they wanted. Everyone knew what was going on, but no one said anything about it.

>>686582303

So how exactly did you get the PS2?

What was the usual arrangement?

>>686585111

ok so, my mother worked so we'd spend a lot of time alone. how did these parents of these kids you talk about not know? were things THAT different back in the 70's where no one batted an eye if something like this was happening?

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I have finally decided to release it.


Mirror :
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>>686585211
>So how exactly did you get the PS2?

i let him put it in my butt until he came (which was essentially fucking really) and he bought it saying it was his, but it was really mine and when he moved out he didnt take it with him so I guess he just made it seem like he forgot because my mother didnt even bring it up.

the usual arrangement was blowjobs for random stuff. or sometimes i'd do it just cause he was "nice" to me.

I used to have an arrangement with my neighbor when i was about 12 (he was 15ish).. PS games seem to have been the currency of choice for these things.

>>686585747

if you guys arent lying, this shit is blowing my mind. seems to be a widespread practice or something.

>>686585847
Really makes you wonder how many of those "lucky" kids we knew way back weren't spoiled at all, but molested.

>>686585847
Can't speak for OP but i'm not lying, we played PS and he started offering me my favorite games to do things for him.

>>686586120
Same age as you or older?

Did you whore yourself out too like OP?

>>686586048
Probably still happens today but i'd say different 'gifts' because physical copies of games aren't as common as the 90s when I got them.

>>686585847
Yeah, it seems like it. After I bought her the iPad she never made a move or even hinted at sex after that. I feel like I was the one who was used tbqh.

>>686586296
I was 12 he was about 15, or maybe 16..
I don't recall thinking about the sexual part until a couple of years later I was just getting 'free' games in my mind

>>686582303

Did you ever hear him fucking your mom?

Did you ever get jealous?

>>686586881

yes a couple of times.

and no i never got jealous of anything. there was no love feelings involved. it was just letting him do stuff to me or do stuff to him for things i wanted.

Did he have a big dick and did it hurt

>>686586435
How did the blackmail go down, was it instantly after or did she just say one day give me an ipad or i'm telling?
That's an expensive encounter for you lol

>>686587138

yes and yes. it felt like my ass was getting stretched out and i used to feel discomfort even after he'd taken it out. also left shit on his dick a couple of times to be honest. oh well.

>>686586984
>it was just letting him do stuff to me or do stuff to him for things i wanted.

Wait, so how did that go? I'm trying to picture what a situation like that even unfolds.

How big was the dick?

How old were you when it started and how old are you now?

>>686587349
Just said she was going to tell my nephew. She wanted my iPad first, but I had shit on there so I just got her a new one

>>686582303
thats kinda Morbid...

did you suck your dads dick for the games for the ps2 though?

>>686587904
how old was she? is she still with your nephew?

>>686587595

he'd ask if i wanted to do something (like go to the movies for example) and I usually knew what he meant by the time i was older.

so I'd say Yes, and he'd ask me if I could do something for him before we left (blowjobs really, that was mostly it) and then after he'd finish we'd go.

Usually in the middle of it he'd say he'd buy me something else if i let him cum in my mouth or swallowed but I didnt always do it cause cum tastes like shit and he wouldnt bother me so much. but sometimes when I really wanted to do something or get something (like when we went to an amusement park close by) and I'd be the one asking I knew he was gonna ask me to do it so I'd just do it without me asking.

>>686588150

my biological father has never been around, so no.

>>686587780

I never measured it. probably like 7 inches and thick. it was the thickness that hurt the most really.

>>686587851

I was 10. Im mid 20's now.

>>686582303
are you Corey Feldman?

>>686588536

no.

Did you ever actually enjoy it? Did he let you do anything to him? If no did you ever want to?

>>686588219
She was 13. And yeah I still see her around. She doesn't even treat me different or act like it happened.

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>>686582303
are you aware that your silence will allow your attacker to molest more children?

How do you feel about that?

>>686588700

i liked the blowjobs. i remember kids in 7th grade talking about blowjobs and I couldnt tell them what they felt like because of the obvious.

he never asked me to fuck him or anything like that so, I dont think he was (or is?) gay. or maybe he is, i dont know.

and no i never wanted to fuck him. i have always like girls and realize now i was only doing all that shit because i wanted stuff and I knew I'd get it for sure if I did what he asked me for.

>>686589108

never thought about it.

having said that, I dont really feel anything.

sorry if i seem indifferent. just the truth.

Did he buy you a memory card too?
If not, you really got fucked

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>>686589318

what i meant to say was that I assumed that since he never asked me to do it to him anally, maybe he wasnt gay. but you have an excellent point there. so I think you're right. it was all very gay.

>>686589483
Literally and figuratively

>>686589483

yeah he got those too when he bought the PS2. i went with him BTW, so I remember it.

>>686589592
Did he atleast give you reach arounds?

>>686583485
Stop bullshitting, moron. You got fucked up your ass for 3 years which hurt and you never said anything about it, are perfectly normal now and don't even want to hurt the faggot that did this for you for, like i said, 3 fucking years. Gtfo faggot.

>>686589066
how old were you?

>>686589785

yes.

>>686589983

dude, why are you so upset. if i dont feel fucked up by it, why do you feel the need to attack me?

>>686590167
22

>>686590273
>>686589983
obviously didn't get a PS2

>>686590273
Cause you're a fucking liar.

>>686583813
>i feel pretty normal so i live ok. as far as being disturbed, i probably get the occasional gay sex thought, but im mostly into women.

>>686589158
>he never asked me to fuck him or anything like that so, I dont think he was (or is?) gay.

Do you think the abuse has warped your views on homosexuality?

>>686590565

I have never minded the gays or homosexuals.

as far as the gay thoughts, its just the occasional thought of performing oral sex on someone. and they usually only pop up when watching porn and the girl is doing it. i think its like mirror neurons or something.

>>686590509

short of having documented everything i am telling you that happened, i have no proof, so think what you like. it doesnt bother me.

as far as how I feel about any of it, I dont give a fuck how you feel about anything, so dont tell me how you think I should feel about anything either.

>fuck off sir. thank you.

>>686590867
why do you think gay thoughts are 'disturbed' and why do you think it's gay to take a dick, but not to fuck a guy in the ass?

>>686590509

He was getting shit to do shit.

Why would he say anything?

>incidentally, this is also what women do to allow you to fuck them. Kek.

>>686591147

i dont think being gay or having gay thoughts is "disturbed". what I mean to say is that I think I have the ocassional gay thoughts (the oral sex thing) because of the stuff I used to do. so I might have been straight since birth, but having done all that gay stuff might have conditioned me to like it.

as far as taking a dick or fucking someone else in the ass being different kinds of gays, I have no answer to that. i suppose thats just how my mind has always seen it, but I admit I could have it wrong. maybe im just splitting the logic here in odd ways. sorry.

>>686591093
To your mom your step dad must have been the best dad ever by buying you all this stuff and treating you so nice. I bet it will absolutely destroy your mom if you tell her.

>>686582303
Where did all of this happen (country/state)?
What did he look like? What did/do you look like?

>>686591517

yeah I know thats exactly what would happen if I ever mentioned anything, so I don't plan to tell her anything at all. its probably for the best she never knows.

>>686591677

i can just show you an old picture if you'd like.

>>686591510
It happens. When I was younger my 15 year old cousin used to make me go down on her. Then she started getting her younger sisters in on it and watch is I did stuff to them. Now I have an attraction to kids that is like a switch I cannot turn off.

>>686591807
>Now I have an attraction to kids that is like a switch I cannot turn off.

well, shit anon. sorry to hear. i turned out pretty normal and even have had GFs after that. though I didnt get my first one till I was 18, so there's that.

still, its gotta suck. people probably hate your ass and shit.

>>686582303
Did you finish?

>>686582303
Did you miss the gifts and him buying you shit when he left?

What was it like for you after?

>>686591990

did I finish what?

did i cum? yeah I did. it feels good whether a man or a girl gives you a blowjob. it feels exactly the same.

>>686591787
yup yup

>>686592100

yeah i missed that for a while cause then i had no one to take me where i wanted to go or get me the stuff i wanted to get. my mother would usually just say she didnt have money and I'd have to just be content with the stuff i already had.

also, there was no more blowjobs, so I resorted to a lot of masturbation. like twice a day.

>>686592159
So you got a blow job and sued them? what the fuck?

>>686592344

i dont know what you're talking about.

i thought he was asking if I "finished" (meaning cummmed), so I said yes, I did. because it feels good no matter who is doing it to you. your dick cant tell the difference.

>>686591980
Nobody knows except my girlfriend. And she doesn't hate me, she's very understanding and even wants a kid. She thinks that having a kid will help me towards getting out of having those thoughts

>>686592460
You got a blow job and a PS2?

What did he get?

>>686592632
>She thinks that having a kid will help me towards getting out of having those thoughts

ah... well... here's hoping.

>ah shit.

>>686592632
Would you by that kid a PS4 after you diddle 'em?

>>686592704

i can tell you havent read the thread.

i let him put it in my butt until he came for the PS2. ( i wouldnt call it fucking though, too slow) the blowjobs happened for other random things.

as far as what he'd get, that was it. and blowjobs mostly.

>>686582303
Honest question, was the guy attractive?

>>686592851
I don't think I will diddle them. What's odd is I only like girls and not boys. So if it's a girl it will be a test of will for sure, but that being said I don't have an attraction to my niece so there's that. Just other girls I'm not related to

>>686592960

well he wasnt fat or balding. had a flat belly but no six pack or anything like that.

as far as being attractive, i don't know. i never looked at him that way. i probably looked more at his crotch than anything else.

>>686591787
So....those pictures?

>>686592922
>i can tell you havent read the thread.
No shit it's longer than your dick when you are in a playground

>>686593276

i was being sarcastic. sorry.

>>686593207
Sounds kinda dark if you ask me. Sorry if it fucked you up in any way anon.

>>686593138
Damn your head is more fucked than your pre-pubescent ass hole

>>686593404

i feel fine. if i thought it fucked me up i would have looked for him and murdered him. dont really give a shit. i know i was in on it too once i started asking for stuff knowing what i'd have to do for it.

>>686593416
I'm not OP. I never took it in the butt.

>>686593390
Well fuck.

Either way, for science: what state was this in? Are you guys white? Black? Purple?

>>686594001

i am white. he was hispanic. texas.

>>686594127
Yep... sounds about right.
I've been in Texas for the last 14 years; you you wanna see some fucked up shit go to Texas.

>>686583716

I'm so sorry. Give all your worries to Jesus.

OP here signing out. Thanks for the chat.

Gotta go. Laters.

>>686589983
Go back to tumblr. Your cictim complex has no power here.

>>686595615
*v

>>686594935
Thanks for the chat.

>>686587362
oh well what?

>>686593637
Just the mouth?