>>685918765
tits + timestamp before we get into your molestation stories thx

>>685919011

ok. but no nudes. i got birthmarks and such. hold on.

>>685919113
as long as there's visible nipples feel free to keep birthmarks out of it.

>>685918765
At what age did it stop? Did you ever talk to him about it afterwards?

>>685918765
tits with timestamp or gtfo whore cunt

>>685919319

22. and we never talked about it.

ok, hold on on picture, i gotta find my usb cable for phone. i have a normal charger.

>>685919591
22? That's not really molestation anymore. You liked it, didn't you? You whore.

>>685919591
just find the thread on your phone and post it from there directly, saves fucking around

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>>685919420
>>685919246
>>685919011

>>685920450

big ol titties

so tell us about the first time it happened.

i would motorboat the hell out of you by the way

>>685919886

last time someone here told me not to do that because of information being on the picture or something like that. so i dont.

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>>685920450
like my dick? r8 pls

>>685920450
did you ever tell anything to anyone about what you suffer?

>>685920634
4chin has been stripping exif out of all uploaded pictures for years to stop people getting doxxed quite so much. you just have to worry about your birthmarks.

>>685920450
your birthmarks are so unique and widespread you cant even show one bare tit? jesus what happened

>>685920612

the first time anything happened?

i used to watch those shows on the disney afternoon and he'd put his hand up my shirt and rub my chest. (my nipples) and if anyone walked in he'd move his hand away. so i sort of knew not to say anything because of that.

>>685920450

if you live in WA state id love to squeeze you

>>685920851
did it felt good in any occassion?

>>685920851

thats odd..

did it go further than that?

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Did you like it? Did he make you cum

>>685920851
how it was the first time?

>>685920851
Did it mess you up?

>>685920879

i dont sorry.

>>685920930

yeah once i got older. sex feels good irrespective of who you do it with. i learned that eventually.

>>685920934

we had sex when i was 14. took me down to mexico on vacation and i lost my virginity to him in a hotel room.

>>685921011

i only "liked it" once i got older. before that i'd just do it because he'd ask me to do it.

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How has it affected your relationships

>>685921148

do you eventually start to blow him, he ate you out, etc etc?

or was it always like a, hump and dumb kinda thing

>>685921148
whore
just kill yourself

>>685921148
what did he make you do before 14? I'm guessing he didn't go straight from nipples to fucking.

>>685921148
did you miss it?

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Do you masturbate to the thoughts of what he did?

>>685921026

sex the first time? it was ok. i was sore/tender for a few days after but it was fine.

>>685921107

i dont know what messed up is. the only thing i could think of is that i have always liked older men, and sometimes when i see a father and his daughter on the streets or something I wonder if he's doing something to her just randomly. depending on how they hug or do something.

>>685918765
Do you consider yourself to have been damaged, either mentally or physically, by these acts?

>>685921366
Would you ever try sex again with your father?

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Have you ever confronted him? Forgiven him? Do you hate him?

Did it ever get awkward?

What was the best sex you two had? What was the worst?

>>685921366
when you think about the father and daughter on the street are you turned on or worried for the daughter?

Did he ever have you dress up in lingerie or costumes or anything?

How did it go the first time you were on top?

>>685921169

my relationships have been normal. just with older guys. in their 30's and 40's when i was 20. 40s and 50s now.

>>685921276

yeah it was a gradual thing. it didnt all happen at once but all of that happened. once i tried to kiss him on the lips like adults do (cause he'd do it to me) in front of my mother and my mother freaked out. i learned not to do things in front of her.

>>685921302

ok.

>>685921307

handjobs, oral. if my mother wasnt home id usually be doing something like that.

>>685921359

yes. sometimes.

>>685921412

i think im pretty normal. but it does arouse me sometimes when i think about it.

>>685921605

i never confronted him or even talked about it because we were pretty normal outside of sex. i still had curfews and boyfriends and friends etc. life was normal, but it wasnt. you know what i mean?

best sex i had that i remember?

the first time i actually had an orgasm. it was new to me and a very strong sensation. i was on top of him. but he wasnt going in. it was just sort of rubbing/sliding.

>>685918765
I kinda felt bad because ducktales brings warm feelings to me and I dont know how akward or weird would be to me not being able to remember such things like that

>>685921929
ah, I remember your story now. good to see you again OP.

Did he ever record it?

>>685921929

can i get a handjob while you finger my ass please?

>>685921929
how did it start everything?

also how it was your first handjob, blowjob, etc

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Knowing that you masturbate to it now and you consider yourself normal, would you allow a future husband to do that to a future daughter of yours

>>685918765
Did you ever tell another family member? Where was your mother in all this?

>>685918765
Do you think your mother knows?

>>685921706

both. its something i struggle with because after a while i enjoyed it and i know you can get to enjoy it if you're not forced to do anything. your vagina still feels something no matter what.

>>685921894

fine i suppose? its a weird question. when things first started i'd usually just go on top and slide up and down because i didnt want to be penetrated because i was afraid of the pain and such. eventually thats how i lost my virginity. by gradually sitting on it.

>>685921931

im ok with it now. it doesnt bother me. but thanks.

>>685922087

hello there. yeah i was here months ago.

>>685922097

no. he never took pictures or video. maybe it was a different time? video cameras were the size of microwaves.

>>685922205

no. i'll pass.

>>685922220

the first time i masturbated him i was in the shower and he jumped in with me. made me lather his penis with soap and eventually he reached orgasm. didnt really know what was going on since i didnt even know what sperm was. after that i mostly remember just doing it in the living room under blankets or while watching cartoons when my mother wasnt home. it gradually got to oral of course.

>>685922237

i probably wouldnt. the potential for physical abuse is too much.

>>685922437

i told a friend in HS about "someone" doing it with her father and her face of disgust told me I needed to shut up. I never told anyone again. my mother was around all the time. it just didnt happen if she was.

>>685922621

she has never said anything so I dont think so. I also wouldnt tell her because it wouldnt change anything at all, and would probably hurt her feelings.

>>685921794

no. i was never asked to dress in lingerie or costumes. it was pretty straight forward stuff. just do this, or do it like that, and then he'd be finished. kinda boring sex when you think about it, really.

>>685922763
that sounds so kinky, any more first time stories?

>>685923089
im sure he was afraid to get caught, what was your favorite thing to do/get done?

>>685922763
if you had a daughter would you consider doing somethign with them yourself, or is it only the father figure thing?

what about anal? did that happen much? when was the first time and what was it like?

>>685922763
did you ever tryed anal?

>>685923172

when I was 11 one time i was doing my homework in my room and he came in. told me he needed a favor and out of routine I already knew what he meant, and I also knew that my mother was not home.

I asked him where he wanted me to do it (cause he'd usually tell me to go somewhere in the house with him) and he said it was fine right there. i sat at the edge of the bed (this was super super common) and gave him oral. then he cleaned up and left after he finished. it was really like that most of the time. not very erotic or drawn out. just very... mundane?

>>685918765
do you have a pic of you when you were younger?

So he never told you not to tell anyone? He just trusted that you wouldn't?

>>685923630
nothing like being daddy's live-in fucktoy.

can't believe this shit is really happening. I mean even i can have some friends around me who has the same problem and nobody knows about is. It kinda makes me horny, and discusts me at the same time. Funny. I would never do that do my daughter tho. I'm not a fucking idiot to ruin her sexual life

What would you usually sleep in back then? jammies? oversized t shirt?

How old were you when you first had sex with someone else?

>>685923630
did he ever returned the favor and go down on you?

>>685923630
how it was the first time with your boyfriends?

Did they reacted to the fact you were not virgin and so?

i mean you had more experience to anyone your age

Did the hotel room in mexico have just one bed?

>>685923354

i started enjoying the feelings around 12-13. favorite thing was sex obviously. it just felt good.

>>685923463

i dont like females. im not a lesbian. I wouldnt consider such a thing. its not me.

>>685923556

he did try but anal hurts. especially if you're young like that. I still dont like it. so I'd rather just get on top and slide up and down along the shaft. which is how I had my first orgasm. also how I lost my viriginity as well. Im not fan of pain. I know some people are but not me.

>>685923577

see above.

>>685923675

i do, but its not a digital picture, so I can post it. its a family one and I wouldnt be comfortable. sorry.

>>685923723

in school they tell you to tell if someone is doing something to you. but they also tell you what happens what happens to the person if you tell. so instead of making me wanna tell, it made not want to. because I didnt want something bad to happen to him.

>>685923821

i dont like it when you put it like that. but ok i guess.

>>685923885

sweats. pj's. oversized shirts. anything comfortable really.

>>685924003

19

>>685924049

that didnt always happen. it would just happen if my mother wasnt home for a long time. and in the beginning it wasnt pleasurable at all. so i'd just lay there and let him do it. i started enjoying oral sex in my teens.

>>685924471
if you had a son, would you do the same to him?

>>685924342

he knew i wasnt a virgin and didnt care. he thought i lost it to an older boyfriend. sex was ok/good. not bad or anything. just didnt last too long. thats something I learned early on in my life. older guys can last longer. young guys usually just stick it in you and are done moments later. they dont really care.

>>685924377

it had two beds but we only used one. the other one just had our stuff thrown on it the whole time. i never asked why but i think he got two beds for obvious reasons.

>>685924795

he'd have to look like Sean Connery and have the same voice. which of course is impossible, so no I wouldnt. ;P

Thanks for answering these questions OP. I have been fully erect this whole thread.

So did he ever sneakily touch you when others were around? Like you two would be playing in pool and he'd rub you a little under water?

>>685925054
hahahaa that made me chuckle

>>685924471
it sounds like you think that whole thing is normal. I would beat a living shit out of your father if i would knew about it. Not to punish him, but to make him suffer.

Did you wear a uniform for school?

>>685925136
there's 2 points here, she learned how to cope with it accepting her sexuality, and most important, she didnt suffer abuse, it was a mutual thing from what Ive read

>>685925092

only times i can really remember would be the rubbing under the covers in the living room, or if I sat at the table with him on the same chair, but only on the legs or thighs. and that was like in the very very beginning. later on that stuff didnt happen.

Was the relationship purely sexual or was there a romantic aspect in later years? Did you always think of yourself as daughter, or did it ever evolve to lover?

What was the last time like at 22? Were you living at home then?

>>685924471
how it was the last thing you two ever done anything?

did you ever do doggystyle and when you did would he ever slap your butt?

how long did you stay in mexico for? did you have sex every day? what kind of bathing suit did you wear? I recall tankinis were the trend back then.

>>685918765
did you had nicknames during sex?

How did you not get pregnant?

>>685925985
I guess I wasnt the only one thinking this

>>685924471
how often do you had sex?

>>685918765
Kill thyself

what size were your boobs when you were a teen?

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your dad ever let his friends run a train on your little pink 13yo clit?

you ever licked your mum's butthole?

>>685925136

i dont think its normal but I dont think im messed up either. i dont think it has to be either. all I can tell you is how it was for me. i dont want to say this should be done to anyone. especially if they dont want to.

>>685925380

we were very normal outside of the sex part. like any other family i guess. i still had to go to school and do homework and have curfews etc. as far as the romantic side... this is gonna sound weird but, thats kind of yucky. i never saw him as more than a father. its kind of really hard to explain, but its true. its weird too.

>>685925501
>>685925395

when I was 22 I went to visit him and my mother, and my mother wasnt home. He asked me for oral sex and (if I am to be honest) I felt kind of bad so I gave in. he was taking too long to finish so I ended up straddling himon the couch so he could finish fast because I was worried my mother was gonna show up soon. It was kind of pity sex but I didnt mind. It was like doing someone a favor to me.

>>685925614

yeah we did that of course. if you have sex with anyone you're bound to be asked to do that. also I got buttslapped a few times but it wasnt like a regular thing. if it hurt I'd usually just tell him to stop and he would.

>>685925840

it was a weekend thing for my birthday. sex only happened twice. the second time it finally went in. as far as the swimsuits i only had one pieces. it wasnt like now that you see little kids wearing thongs at the beach. it was different.

>>685925973

no. no daddy or anyting like that. dad only.

>>685925985

he wouldnt cum inside me. not on purpose. not that i know anyways. i got on birth control in my teens.

>>685926146

maybe once or twice a week? there was no pattern. but usually if my mother wasnt home we'd do something.

>>685926215

i have to go to work in a couple of hours. i cant. sorry.

>>685926395

i developed early. i had c's in 8th grade. boys would even try to touch them and run away sometimes. makes me laugh now.

I love you op. I never get to read real accounts of incest. It's always fictional stuff.

DID YOUR FATHER EVER FORCE YOU TO DO PENUTBUTTER SNATCH WITH THE FAMILY CATS WHEN YOU WERE 11 YEARS OLD AND HE FILMED IT AND TRADED OTHERS ON 4CHAN FOR IT WITH THEIR FILES????

>>685920764
I like this anon.

Good thread as well, interesting read

Were you ever a cheerleader?

>>685926794

i never have. sorry.

>>685926993

real incest accounts are actually kind of boring. so when you tell people these things some are bound to be disappointed. its not anything like porn. and that makes some people sad.

>>685927036

NO.

>>685927347

no. i have never had the body or personality of a cheerleader, but retroactively speaking that would have been cool for me, and probably arousing for you.

>>685926991
>i have to go to work in a couple of hours. i cant. sorry.
kek!
>boys would even try to touch them and run away sometimes. makes me laugh now.
Do you realize this was RAAAAAPE?!?

>as far as the romantic side... this is gonna sound weird but, thats kind of yucky. i never saw him as more than a father. its kind of really hard to explain, but its true. its weird too.
Not at all weird OP. If you're brought up a certain way and something becomes normalized or habitualized, it doesn't seem strange to you. It might seem strange to everyone else, but not to you. Thanks for your answers OP, and have a good day at work.

>>685922237
Best question

Good to see you again OP, glad your still normal and sane and such.

Best regards, Richmond,VA

>>685927072
thanks anon, I was hoping to hear more about the brithmraks

>>685927558
>real incest accounts are actually kind of boring

That's what I like tho. Porn is too staged and fake for me. I like the subtle nuances about sex that most people dont talk about. Little details that you think it's funny you remember. If you can provide any more stuff like that I would really appreciate it.

>>685927712
Certainty welcome.

And if OP is still here...what us the underlying reason you never spoke up? Surely you wanted to tell someone, and it doesn't sound like you were scared for life.

>>685927834

well.. about little things like that and stuff.... my brother used to say to me (and complain)that I could get away with anything and not get punished. and it used to make me feel good for some reason even though it really was unfair to him.

also my mother would say that I was spoiled, but never made a comment or hint that she knew what was going on. even though sometimes she'd try to punish me, and my father would later undo it. i think it was because my father was pretty much one of those "man of the house" types so she never really argued much with him or what he'd say we should do. those are things that I remember.

>>685927971

I never told anyone probably because I was never forced or raped or anything. there were times when he'd want me to do something and I'd say no and he'd leave me alone and say something like "another time?" and then I'd do it later or some other day. so it wasnt like I was MADE to do stuff. I'd do it cause I didnt mind doing it most of the time.

The last time when you straddled him on the couch were you wearing a skirt?

>>685929184

no i was wearing pants. i wasnt made up or anything. i was going to visit. took them off and put them back on when he finished. and no he didnt finish inside me.

How old were you when you moved out?

>>685929465

i was 19. moved in with my then BF. we're not together anymore. thought it was gonna be one of those "forever" things but it didnt turn out that way. one of those youth things.

>>685918765
Only molested? I'm was regularly fucked by my daddy. Come back when you have real stuff to talk about.

>>685925272

i didnt wear uniforms to school. i never did.

>>685929689
During that time you lived with your bf did you ever do it with your dad?

>>685929993

yes it would still happen but it didnt happen as often as when I lived at my parents house. maybe once a month or once every two months. it was rare, really. and usually he'd ask if we could. it wasnt like when i was younger and wasnt comfortable having sex with anyone else.

How come your mom didnt come with you on your birthday trip? Also when you got to the hotel did you start getting it on right away or did you do some mexico stuff first and wait til night?

>>685930291
When he would ask you, how would he phrase it? Did he use the word sex?

>>685930291
Did you ever have sex with him during the day and then your bf night?

>>685930385

when i was 13 one of my friends went to mexico and brought back pictures and showed them to me. then for my birthday my father asked me what i wanted to do and I told him about mexico and he said we could but not on my actual birthday cause he had to work, so we postponed it till after. my mother couldnt come and also my brother had school, so they stayed at home and my father took me. it was only for 4 days. it wasnt like a long vacation.

as far as the sex it wasnt like we got there and just started messing around or doing stuff. like i said before, we were very normal in everyday life. the sex stuff only happened when we were in the room at the end of the day.

>>685930585

"can we have sex" but before that when I was younger he'd say "he was gonna need me later on", or he needed me "to do something for him." (which meant oral) It wasnt like a super secret phrase or code. he'd just ask me like that. sometimes I'd do it cause I wanted to, other times cause he wanted to and I didnt mind. it would just take me a while to get going though when I wasnt in the mood.

>>685930682

yes that happened a couple of times. always took a shower though. and I always felt kind of guilty.

Hello op. Interesting thread.

Guess all I want to know is :

Did he ever cum in your mouth?

Did you ever swallowed?

Thanks.

OP I just want to tell you that you sound like you have a pretty good outlook on what happened. We're always only exposed to a theatrical over the top version of incest. Most people dont know how normal it can be. We always just imagine some evil villainous dad cartoonishly raping his daughter but real life isnt like that.

You seem like a cool person with a good head on your shoulders. I admire your attitude.

>>685931825

yes that happened. but as far as the swallowing I would only do it if he promised to finish faster (usually cause I was getting tired of doing it) or because he'd sort of beg me to do it sometimes. i never liked the taste of cum, and not a big fan of it till this day. but i'll do it for a man if he asks nicely I guess.

>>685932024
The thing is oral isn't like an automatic action. you have to learn how to do it. how did he instruct you how to do it? did he show you porn? did he demonstrate first on his finger?

>>685931855

thank you for your kind words. i think im pretty normal regardless of all the stuff and i think you're right when you say how "normal" it can actually be. thats why I say that sometimes when I see fathers and daughters in public sometimes I wonder if anything is happening because of how "normal" we were too. its not like we kissed or called each other pet names or stuff like that. I would still have to call him dad and ask for permission to do anything. although to be honest, I always sort of knew he was gonna say yes most of the time I'd ask for stuff. haha. but not always though. seriously. I still had to respect him and my mother.

>>685932327

i remember this as if it was yesterday. one time we were in the living room alone, and no one else was home. I was doing it with my hand and my hand was getting tired so I kept doing switching hands and he asked me to do it with my mouth. I didnt know what he meant, and he asked me to suck on it like an ice cream pop (his exact words) and thats how that happened. i still remember the first taste of what I now know was pre-ejaculate, but for obvious reasons I didnt know it back then. all I knew was that it was salty and it sort of stuck to the back of your tongue so I kept rubbing it off my tongue with my shirt.

>>685932777
Oh god thats so hot. what age were you?

>>685932869

I remember things by the grade I was in so... I was 10.

>>685932969
can you tell another story about a different time? I dont care how mundane it is

What did you think when you heard about mackenzie phillips and her dad?

Was there ever a time you initiated it?

>>685933199

when I was 13 I got in a fight with a mexican girl at school and they called my father. they had me sitting in the office until he showed up and then we had a meeting with the principal and he suspended me for 3 days. I asked my father if I was in trouble and he said I wasnt and we went to go eat after we left. when we got home he told my mother what happened and she tried to ground me and my father said it wasnt my fault and my mother sort of backed out of it. my mother used to take care of my grandma certain days when she didnt have a nurse so she wasnt home certain days in the afternoon. every single day I was suspended from school my father came home early from work for (now) obvious reasons. but it wasnt as clear to me back then as it is now, and it sort of makes me laugh when I remember it.

>>685933922
wait you're not hispanic yourself?

>>685933620

i read about it and I dont really know what to say. I dont want people to tell me that I was traumatized or that I need therapy of sorts when they dont know how it was for me cause they werent there or they werent the ones who experienced it.

so I sort of feel the same way when I read about other people's experiences. i wasnt there and dont know how it was for them. so i reserve my judgments or opinions. i only speak for myself when it comes to this kinds of situations.

>>685933747

yes when I was older, but I didnt really have to. when he didnt ask me i would just sort of make myself "available". but like I said, i never really had to.

>>685934090

no. why would you think that?

>>685934254
>no. why would you think that?

i dunno. the c cups in 8th grade i guess

Hi OP. Juat wondering if you are going to post tits with timestamp? I know you tried earlier. Rules is rules

How big was your daddies dick

>>685934639

i used to think it was huge but it really wasnt that big. maybe 6-7 inches? going by what I remember, his girth was pretty normal as well. it wasnt small or big.

>>685934576

i did earlier here: >>685920450

>>685934639

i was gonna google a picture i could relate to in size but there's one here: >>685920746

that looks about right more or less. just different color.

>>685934865
Good try OP. But you're supposed to show tits, not bra. Try again for the sake of /b/ good bread btw

OP i've fapped 3 times to this thread. thank you. But im worried about your workday. I hope you'll be okay with the lack of sleep

>>685935220

i usually hang out at reddit but sometimes i come here when im bored or in this case, cant sleep. i have seen the thread where you pick out moles and birthmarks on other people. like in those celebrity nude pictures. i dont mind showing you my breasts so much as I mind showing something that could be spotted somewhere else. not being a bitch, just a little paranoid, thats all. i hope you understand.

>>685935276

once I cant go back to sleep I just stay awake and get going. i'll probably get sleepy sooner than my normal bed time later on tonight, but i'm ok right now. thank you for your concern though. thats very kind on you. and not seen much around these places. also, glad I could help you relieve any sexual energy. ;)

>>685935276
obvious old smarmy pedo cunt

>>685932024

How would he ask you to let him cum in your mouth and swallow?

Like did he literally beg? What words did he use?

How did one of those situations go?

>>685936260

Me: (giving oral) (mouth/jaw getting tired) ask him if he's gonna finish soon.

Him: "Im almost done" or "almost there" or some variation of that.

Him: I can probably finish faster if you swallow.

Me: No. Dont really want to. Tastes bad.

Him: Please. I promise to finish fast if you do.

Me: (want to finish already) Ok. fine. But hurry.

and yeah he'd finish faster for whatever reason.

>>685936837
Hot. Are you close to your dad? Or have you (or he) distanced yourselves?

>>685937085

my father passed away already. i wouldnt be posting this if he could get in trouble even years after the fact. but yes, we were always close. even after i moved out and made my own life.

>>685937348
Did he ever take you out on dates?

>>685936837

did it tasted like salty milk and pennies?

>>685937504

he'd take me out to the movies or to go out to eat or other normal activities like that, but it wasnt "dates" like a couple's date. there was no romantic aspect to any of it, and like I said before here, the thought of it actually makes it sound icky. i know i sound like a broken record, but we were pretty normal. except we had sex sometimes.

>>685937618

i just googled that and it took me to reddit. i suppose this is a meme of some kind?

explain it?

>>685937348
Love cannot always be defined within social norms and I think it's great you could share a special bond with your father. Many people do not have that with anyone in their lives. Have a nice life and good luck OP!

>>685937906
>>685937618

nevermind, i just read about it.

>>685937920

thank you. good luck to you too.

>>685938115

Did you ever have boyfriend's in school?

Did you have sex with any of them?

>>685939284

i had 2 boyfriends in HS but i didnt have sex with either one of them. best answer I can give you for that (why) is that i didn't have to. plus guys talk and in high school you dont want to get a reputation. i knew girls who did.

>>685939596
Did you like the fact you could have sex with your dad and not get a reputation at HS?

>>685939596
Did you orgasm regularly? Do you masturbate thinking about the two of you together in the past?

>>685939687


it was convenient but i didnt really think of it that way back then. it was just sort of a coincidence of routine and circumstances and i was very ok with that. the guys werent thought, and both broke up with me eventually because i didnt want to put out.

>>685940042
Because you belonged to your daddy?

>>685939980

i learned to orgasm mainly by being on top because i didnt want to do anal when he tried. so it was like a trade and I'd ask if I could just get on top and thats how the first time happened. then I just kept doing that, so yes it happened a lot.

as far as masturbating sometimes some of the memories arouse me and I use them to achieve orgasm sometimes. but its not always that specifically that gets me going. it varies.

>>685940256
How old were you when you had your first orgasm?

>>685940193

i dont like the way you put it. it sounds too "pornoish" and it wasnt like that. it was just convenient not to have to have sex with guys from school because if i got the urge to have sex (or didnt sometimes) i would still be having sex anyways.

>>685940444

7th grade so.... 12.

>>685940485
Apologies. No disrespect intended. What I meant was..because you already had a lover and you were faithful to him...

>>685940830
yes that sounds more accurate. although i never saw him as a lover. just a father. and yes i know how weird and stupid that sounds, but it really is the truth. i just cant explain it well.

>>685941074
He loved you I'm sure...it is a special bond between fathers and daughters...good night