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Why won't anyone I know in person love me...? I've only had 3 gfs, first breakup was a mutual breakup, 2ND was a long distance that my parents destroyed that I'm still trying to make work, and the 3rd is a 2/10, but nerdy and fun to snuggle, but "asexual" so no chance of action if I was desperate enough to lose my virginity. At least she doesn't care about long distance chick... She literally doesn't care...

go back to tumblr faggots

>>685857436
this one fucking hurts

/r/equesting the two in the morning feels thing

On a mobile device can't post

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>>685860208
Why don't you get clover?

Feel threads suck these days, before people shared what bothered them and got advices or at least got it all out, I've never weeped like when I used to read greentexts from feels threads. Nowadays these threads are nothing but posting the same godawful autistic pics that you find 14 year old emo weeaboos post on Facebook.

>>685860488
theres the rare good ones, about a week ago there was an amazing one and i was in tears

I'm 17 right now and I know I'm young and don't have much experience, but I can't help but feel depressed and cynical about everything because I've had a rough life. By no means was it bad, however it was difficult. I've barely made it to 17 without killing myself, I don't know how I will get through the next

>>685859683
gay

>>685861284
Same, friend. Same. Wish I could smoke some weed right now.

So.

> be me
> 7th grade
> gym every day
> in gym, there's a fag
> seems nice, talks to me in a kind manner
newfriend?.jpg
Context: bullied through 6th grade starting new year
> so he seems nice enough
> brings friend over, friend is also nice.
> sof next day walk into gym
> happy with new friends
"Hey faggot"
WTF.jpg
> he turns out to be an asshole
bigsuprise.jpg

Anyway, he had a similar last name so he sat in front of me all year

Got pretty bad, mainly psychological bullying - they kept me without friends all year

The coaches knew about it and didn't do shut until I punched him

I got more ISS than he did.

Whatever

>>685863023
Sorry for the fag post, it'd be better written but I'm on a shirt mobile

>>685858444
Hey, atleast you got trips.

>>685857436
GAAAAYYYYYY

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About damn time this thread became a little bit alive.

>>685856161
hey guise my name is david and I'm from england

Story time sit your ass down.
This is how gfur and the furry fandom almost ruined my life as a whole. Only posting this as a warning to others.
>Be me 15 a couple years ago
>severe addiction to porn (still struggle)
>fap about 4 times a day to various porn
>hear about site called omegle and hear about rp
>i was homeschooled so i have been late on some of this stuff
>discover the bisexual tag and what being bi is
>role played with many guys me always the sub
>one time i remember a guy on youtube who went to omegle did a tag called furries, said youtuber was pervert pete hes very underrated go check him out
>go to furry tag
>it begins.jpg
>i get heavy into it, so accepting of me being gay
>even rp as girls to imagine being fucked
>find an IRC and make many friends only 1 i still contact
>at 15 and a half me and him date, at this point i found my fursona, made an FA account and was super into being sub
>me and him date and split, i was crushed.
>he dumped me due to him being christian
>get super into yiff
>like SUPER into it
>feed my addiction more and more to where it overcomes my life
>i would rather be in my room on my PC on furaffinity then go out to eat with my own family
>June of 15th year
>go full gay
>want to be femboy
>join the femboy FA groups and everything
>get very hard on myself about my body
>i have a slight pot belly and no butt at all
>start gagging myself and throwing up to lose weight.
>go from 160lbs to 110 and still a pot belly with no butt
>super hard on myself still around november of 15th year
>Meet guy online, lets call him F
>F is 22
>He treats me well so i see no reason not to date him, also a cool furry
>I get really attached to him
>date smoothy for a couple months but he becomes super moody
>we split
>Absolutely devastated
>cut my arms and legs, still underweight and hard about my body, almost kill myself twice, running from God trying to hide my fear of hell to my atheist buddies
>complete pale ghost of human hiding in this fandom
cont?

>>685864549
Meh kys

>>685864549
kys

>>685864549
Please. You're reminding me of me.

Not my story but reposting
>be at Slayer concert with friends
>have to park our car two miles from venue
>walk our asses all the way there
>realize I forgot my bottle of water in the car
>goddamnit.jpg
>standing in line to be let in
>thirsty as fuck
>black homeless guy approaches us
>kind of rough looking
>asks us for money
>tell him I'll pay him a dollar if he can direct me to the nearest bottle of water
>'yeah, I know where... I know where...'
>we walk through boarded up blocks of endless ghetto
>hope I don't get killed
>reach store with no windows or signs
>nervous as fuck
>walk in, black customers and employees stare
>'damn, we ain't never a white guy in here...'
>get my water, quench thirst, start walking back with new homeless friend
>hear liquid hitting the sidewalk
>turn back, see him pissing and walking sideways at the same time
>'thats's how we piss in public so we don't get caught, boss'
>return to venue, letting people in now
>say goodbye to homeless friend
>realize we have an extra ticket
>give it to him
>tell him he can sell it or come with us
>'how much is it worth?'
>tell him roughly $30.00
>his eyes light up
>'I'm gonna sell it!'
>be three hours later
>concert over
>walking back to our car
>same homeless guy sees me
>'boss! boss! I sold that ticket for $25.00!'
>he holds up a McDonald's bag and a beer
>'I didn't forget you boss!'
>hands them to me
>my heart has never been so touched

>>685864867
>>685864878
Fucking furries

>>685860929
its been so long

>>685865073
But I just said kys to a furrie that doesn't make sense

>>685864549
Continue please, don't listen to the kys leafy fans.

>>685865217
Same

Hi guys, anyone wanna join my kik group?

>>685864940
>start going to church after awhile
>meet girl
>8/10 qt3.14
>confess feelings for her
>she brings me back to God
>been dating for years
>im 22 now shes 20
>going strong still and i am going to propose soon
>my ride isnt over as i still struggle with porn but hopefully itll be at an end soon
>got alot of stuff going on with my family atm so its hard
>hopefully it has a happy ending but as things stand you guys and my girlfriend are all i got.
thats my story. thats all i got.

>>685865329
wrong person

>>685865768
Also FYI i am not a furry anymore
This story has scratched the surface of all this, i could go deeper but i felt as if it typed it long enough. Ill answer any questions you /b/ros have.

>>685864549
>>685865768
Same anon?

>>685866141
Yeah thats me. Call me E.

>>685866055
Did you come back to God just because of her or do you actually believe?

>>685866225
Was there an in-between on going to church and being the pale human husk you talked about?

If anyone needs someone to listen to what you have to say, your problems, your day, your history, or just need someone to chat for a while, text me anon, i'll be waiting.
Kik: Thatanoncalled.j

>>685866404
I did it for her at first, as i began my own reading, prayer and research i started to believe. I am not perfect im only human. But i do believe theres a God and i do believe my faith in him helped me get through it.
>>685866470
Yes there was, the 2 months time i wasnt with her and hadnt fessed up to my feelings. I was so depressed. I cut, i was so close to overdosing. I was with you guys this whole time even underage. You guys made me laugh and helped but at that time you were all i had and i still suffered from depression. Also during this time my parents divorced and my "dad" abandoned me, my mom and my 2 baby special needs siblings (ones blind and one has down syndrome). I was frail, weak, skinny and depressed. If you guys werent here and my gf wasnt there i would be dead.

Hold the door

>>685864549
Whenever I see a lengthy greentext like this I always scroll down to the bottom to see how many replies there are. If there's a good solid block I go back and read, generally less than a row and I'm out

>>685860208
I got you. Gimme a sec

>>685865706
No im to busy feeling

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>>685861284
had a similar phase when I was in your age. For me it was pretty easy to just loose myself in my own small world and just let the time move on

> be me
>wasted my whole life with games, anime and daydreaming
>don't give a shit on boring reality, live in different worlds as much as possible
>but then, be 15
> father died to an infarct
> didn't really feel much about this
> "funny how it suddenly starts to rain now" were my only clear thoughts
>burst into tears at the funeral, but still pretty much emotionless
>because of this, started to think about myself and the people around me
>family lost a crucial member, but just moved on as if nothing happened
>"friends" did care so much, that they didn't show up at the funeral without any reason
>when I went to school again, they didn't even ask if I'm alright
>I'm also not really better than any of them, tho
>basically: everything's shit
>think about why I don't just kill myself every night
>never find an answer, but too scared to actually do it
>indulge myself in self-pity and sleep for the next 2-3 years
>listen to sad music to kinda force some feelings into me every night
>works, cry almost every time, feels weirdly good
>school gets a bit more stressful
>have to work till like 2am two nights in a row
>ignore my self-pity for those two nights
>somehow can't cry anymore afterwards
>get bored of trying
>whatever, just do what I always did
>life still sucks, but just try to not think too much about it
>22 now and still somehow going on

Lesson of this: Thinking too much is bad
>why the heck am I in this thread at 4am?

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>tfw you see that all your friends do stuff with out you

>>685861992
This hurts mainly because in my case it's 100% true

>>685860929
This is the kind of shit that kills me. I watch all the romanticized war movies and there's always that one solider who finds a beautiful, loyal, and womanly woman. They lay next to each other and make love. Not have sex, but make love. (Yes, I know it's movies, but still).

That's what I want. That's the only way I will ever even consider having a girlfriend. Call me a virgin with high standards but why would I settle for anything less? This is how I know I am going to be lonely for the rest of my life, save my family.

Why couldn't have died a faceless death on some god forsaken battlefield a thousand years ago? No, I live in the most uneventful and pussified period in human history.

>>685867999
>ask my friends to go out for a pint
>they say no
>go out without me and I find out accidentally later

>>685856161
If she knows she eats ice cream every day, why is she so surprised she's eating it now? Shit comic 2/10.

>>685867999
at least you got trips

>>685867999
nice trips anon

>>685867999
checked

>>685864549
Lol kill yourself, trash

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>>685860208
>>685867659

>>685856161
I think I'm dysfunctional or something.

I have a great thing going for me. I have a girlfriend whom I love deeply. I've been with her for 3 years now and we were friends for 3 before we dated. Even though I love her, I always push her away. I love seeing her, but I never want to see her. Sometimes I feel like I'd be better off without her, because I could just do whatever I wanted without having to worry about anyone else, but I feel like without her I'd be extremely unhappy, even though our relationship is mostly stress on my part.

>>685858444
Asexual is a lie. Don't mean to add fuel to fire. But leave the ho3.

>>685859506
It's okay to be sad.

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>>685856161

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>>685867964
Oo, haven't seen that image before. Very close to my own version, which could be phrased as "I'll go to sleep at a decent time when I've had a day that felt like an accomplishment."

I stay up til 2am, 3am, whatever, mainly because it feels like nothing of value was accomplished all day and maybe if I stay up another hour, it will somehow turn into a good or useful day.

Nope.

>>685865768
You will always be furry scum. Kill yourself now and save her the future heartbreak.

>>685860929
what is this pic from?

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>>685867999
i can relate but atleast we got trips

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>>685868073

I would rather live as ghost today, than as a hero a 1000 years ago. I don't want to be around people, but when I see people, my friends, in love, laughing, and having a good time, I feel bad.

I just realized that I haven't truly laughed in a long time.

I ask my self "why doesn't anyone want to love me, and I think now I know why. some people in history weren't meant to participate in it, but rather to document it and the history before it.

I am one of those people

>>685868962
This one hit me hard

>>685868878
That was the plan, TBH. She's nice and all, and admittedly one of the only people I'd probably have a shot with, but long distance is planning on moving here , and once that happens, goodbye "asexual"

>>685867964
Kill yourself

>>685861284
It only gets worse.

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>Feels Thread
>a bunch of cucks whining how tyrone is fucking your girlfriend
get some serious stories going now some edgy teenager problems
>kill yourself cucks

>>685868181
maybe she always sees her eating ice cream, but up to this point never bothered to ask why.
Makes sense to me

>>685869511
Nigga can you even read

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>>685869511

>>685863664
this gets me everytime...

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>with out light there is no darkness, and with out darkness there is no light

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>>685869463
This is me btw

>>685864467
g'day david

today was my birthday, no one told me happy birthday. I was repeatedly asked for help and assistance though. Why do people only remember bdays for people they adore and not for the ones that at least help out?

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>>685870091
Me today

>>685870195
Happy Birthday anon

>>685869839
I hope it all works out :)

>>685870263
Thank you anon. Made a little faggot happy

>>685870195
happy birthday. we'll remember

>>685870195
Hey can you help me build this desk I got from Ikea?

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>>685870091

If anyone ever needs anyone to talk to you can get Discord (kinda like Skype but no need to install can run in browser ) and hit me up. I'm there for you anon >^~^<

Discord ID: Dat Boi # 6255

>>685870195
Happy birthday. I will drink for u friend o.

>>685870431
>now I'm slowly becoming Milhouse

>>685866055
Good luck to you my brother, as to everyone else here on this thread. Pray that a better day may come along

>>685870549
we all are

>>685870549
You have become the unmeme

>>685870299
So do I, anon... So do I. And I honestly hope my parents don't get involved again...

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>>685870431

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This one will get ya

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>>685870734
This fucking gets me

>>685870786
Holy shit every time

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I posted this days ago

No one came

>>685870195
Happy /b/day man
Feels good to have a thread like this

>>685870923
Happy late birthday anon.

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>>685870734

>>685870195
Cheers to you, birthday boy. Sorry that your day hasn't been going well...

>>685870396
kek'd

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>>685871015

>>685870923
feelsbadman. Happy birthday. Hey try not to stress your birthday. If you've got the friends, it's always nice to plan something within the week with them. Figure out their days off and go drinking or something. Doesn't gotta be perfect.

>>685869998
A permanent solution to a temporary problem.

>>685870923
happy belated birthday

>>685871766
You're right. Life is temporary.

>>685869071
I already saw it in a few threads, but never saw your version :o
Well, not 100% sure. I remember seeing a variation of it once, but don't really recall how it went and forgot to safe it...

I generally stay up until I get bored.
Sometimes it's 0am, sometimes 2am, sometimes 4-5am...
Just somehow happened to fall into this cycle without much thought.
Tried to get into a more "normal" rhythm, but always failed and at some point stopped caring.
It's not that I get much shit done on one day anyway.
Doesn't make much of a difference, like it's with pretty much everything

>>685871766
>A permanent solution to ANY problem

>>685870923
This is so desperate it's actually sad. I'm so sorry, anon.

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>>685870211
That's a new for me, just knew this one
<

>>685868792
I feel this exact same way. I've only been dating for about a year though...

>>685870195
Happy birthday my nigga. To you, and to all the people In this thread.
>>you've made it this far
>>quitting now is a faggot move
Stay strong, /b/ros

>>685861284
You're just a spoiled angsty teen. Get the fuck out

>>685870211
This is me...
Also check'd

Hold the door.. hold the door. Hold door.. hol dor.. hodor

>>685872021
It's too bad some people feel as if this is the only solution to solve ALL their problems. Simply a tragedy...

>>685870195
Happy birthday anon, God speed. You'll find your way in time.

>>685869494
thanks for the tip. Haven't considered this one before.

>>685871932
Everything is temporary.

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Here guys I want you all to have this

>>685870734
You can be my friend

>>685874444
fuck you anon i could of gotten a copy of overwatch

>>685867999
That's me basically

>>685874444
Checked

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>>685859561
Your stupidity hurts if you can't accept someone being with someone else.

>hurrr hes no good for herrr

>>685863023
I don't understand what you trying to say.

https://youtu.be/MCP2kz29Hbk

Even though i dont really enjoy heavier music, these lyrics really get to me.

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>>685861359
>>685863354
You know whats gay? You being int his thread.

>>685870923
Anon, it doesn't matter how many people congradulate you on fb, and that's just ONE bad birthday. Life will have it's ups and downs, and your parents and friends were busy on that particular day, not to mention that /b/ cares more about spamming dat boi and calling people faggots to notice a low-traffic thread. I hope you have the best year and a teriffic next birthday!

>>685870923
probably doesn't help much, but it's a usual thing that with the time your circle of friends gets smaller and smaller.
Don't look at those who stopped caring about you. Rather look at those 2 people who still do (apparently)

After you leave school you will loose contact to everyone there anyways, except for maybe few of the ones closest to you. That's just how life goes.

>>685870195
You'll learn to stop caring like I did. My birthday was a month ago and I didn't even hear from my brothers. Just give up on birthdays and holidays. They're meaningless.

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>>685868073
Brings back memories, I miss making love, all those one night stands lately make you empty.

>>685876077
Thank you :) it actually means a lot to me

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This hit me hard other night

>>685876309
>with the time your circle of friends gets smaller and smaller

Yeah that sounds about right, I suppose it isn't just me, I'll look forward to make more meaningful relationships in the future

Thanks a lot :)

>>685870195
Happy B-day /b/ro

>>685871766
The problem isn't temporary. It's escalating. Every day is the same day. It's like being in a groundhog loop. Except your failures don't get reset. Your successes do. Your job fades and you lose it. Your money dwindles. Sometimes you manage to get another job, make some more money. But it's not enough. You have to tear more of your willpower away each time for the same result. And there's no point, because you're still not catching up to where you need to be. You still can't stop the bleeding. Everything you did wrong, or didn't do at all, yesterday, still needs fixing today. But now there's everything you were supposed to do today as well. And you can't catch up. There isn't going to be a day where you wake up and your (haha) "temporary" (ha) problem of crushing debt, inability to repay, inability to pass a credit check, inability to convince anyone to hire you, inability to give two damns to keep looking, is suddenly going to have vanished leaving you with all of the things you loved again and the ability to love them and the ability to work hard for them.
You're already dead. That's not a temporary problem. That's a permanent one. The temporary problem is how to dispose of your walking corpse that's still shambling around for some reason. And yeah, you want a permanent solution for that. Because the only thing worse than all the other failures in your life would be waking up the next day in an even worse position because you tried to break the loop and failed.

>>685867964
>Feels weirdly good.
Because feeling sad is better than feeling nothing. At least that's what I've found.

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Me rn

>>685869839
Is your name Brian bu change?

>>685870195
Happy birthday :3

hi /b/ros
im having a rough time lately, dealing with alot of shit from alot of people when i'm fuckin defeated myself.. i really appreciate all the feels pictures, they help me sleep at night

it doesn't get any better, but stay strong, maybe you'll find a reason to get up in the morning some day

>>685876350
my words.

Never understood, what's so important about holidays. Just days like every other one, maybe with the bonus of not having to do anything.
It just can be nice to get together with the family or whoever at the time of christmas and sylvester, when everyone has the time for this.
Though also can be annoying throughout the year, when you don't keep track of a calender, not knowing that some random holiday comes up and who would neet to do some shopping...

But seriously, birthdays are really something special.
It's the day, where with a bit of luck you get somewhere some message of some old friend or family member you barely ever see
>hey anon, my calendar again reminded me of your existence. Haha, you got a year older. Well, good luck this next year, bye.

>>685878538
No, my name is Tim.

>>685876902
That's the spirit :D

>>685878779
Sorry, just that pic.

>>685873823>>685871348
This hurts bad, I'm currently skyping with the girl I have fallen in love with and she has no idea nor would she date a bag of shit like me.

Used to have really bad depression.
Lonely, kept meeting girls and trying to go on dates but they'd always end up not texting back or pretending like they didn't know me.
Drink myself into a stupor every night I could, even though I'm only 17. Continues for months, cannot get rid of the giant hole I wish someone else would fill. Go into winter break this year and realize I can't keep living like this as its affecting my schoolwork and sports life.
Mentally discipline myself to not think about how I feel. I turn my mind into iron, if I start to fell the hole again, I forcibly forget about it.
Sometimes I come to a thread like this and it all comes crashing back to me at once.
All of it. I will die alone. People like me never get a happy ending. It physically hurts, realizing that I will never be happy, just trying to cope. After I'm done tonight, I will go back to pretending like nothing is wrong.

>be me,20 on the 20th next month
>poor, living in third world country
>living in the hood
>working at a convenience store
>sunday-friday, 2pm-10pm
>work takes a toll on me, get depressed
>meet girl online
>talked to her, somehow caught feelings even though she's 6/10 at best
>learn more about her, like her more
>made her confess first, then i confess
>get into relationship
>happiest few weeks of my life
>about a month in, her father an hero's
>she gets devastated
>talks to me less
>is migrating with her mom soon
>tfw didn't get to meet her
>tfw the first girl i loved in an extremely long time is gone so easily
>tfw still love her
>don't know if she still feels the same way
>in deeper depression now
>smoke weed, eat weed brownies to forget
>talk to her once a week now to let go slowly

Life isn't worth living. I'm done. It could get better, it could get worse but I'm done.

I am crying like a small child who lost his parents now.

>>685879311
fuck you keanu reeves

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>just dropping a few last pics before going to bed
Depending on your time, have a good nights rest or a calm rest of your day :)

>>685871111
Birthday quads me boy

>>685880139
Yup. I turned 17 a week ago today. Have been hyper depressed and suicidal for about a year and a half or so now. Most of my friends are unaware or I don't open up to them much. Every day I smile and laugh along with them. Every night I writhe in emotional agony and pray to god I can make it through the night. This is "asexual gf" anon, BTW, and the "asexual" gf doesn't help. She actively turns me on then proceeds to be "asexual" again and it pisses me off... Why can't I just get laid...?

>>685870923

Just stopped on this thread not to wish you a happy birthday, but a happy year and a happy life.

Over the years only few people remain, but those few people will stay over all the years you or them have to live. And that is nice, such is life.

>>685873823
too expensive.

>>685880139
one day anon, you will be happy, with a woman that really loves you...i always like to remember to say that if you dont love yourself nobody else will.

>>685880394
you're going to die anyway, maybe you could try. Be stronger, try it

>>685881119
Try what I'm doing anon, it's hard, but forcing yourself to just not think about it will save you alot of agony, even though you're living a lie. Here's a tip. For those long horrible nights where you lie in bed and can't stop thinking, play a game, read a book, watch a movie, ANYTHING to keep your mind preoccupied. And when you're finally so tired that you could fall asleep in an instant, roll over a go to sleep, saving yourself a lot of 2 a.m heartache.

>>685881602
this

>>685881816
That's what I have been doing, but my parents have been really uptight about going to bed when they tell me to lately. I'm getting worried they'll take my phone, and if they look through it... Oh god, I don't even want to think about it.

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>>685881119
that's not just a "asexual thing", that's just a bitch move...
Tell her that this annoys you. She should either do you a favor and let you do her at least once or she should just stop this shit.
And if she doesn't understand, think about if it's even worth it to continue with her....then she apparently doesn't feel anything for you.

being asexual just means, that you don't really feel any sexual desire, doesn't mean she is completely emotionless.
At least that's how I always understood this term.

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>>685882522
Get zzzquil I live off that shit

>>685876660
Damn.

Should I kill myself ?
>Been severely depressed and treated for it by a myriad of psychiatrists for 20 years
>Have made many effort to improve my life, and it's objectively a good life
>Can't be happy, can't find enjoyement in anything I do, can't find meaning in my life
>Nobody could ever help me and it's pretty probable that nobody will

>>685870211
I fucked this dudes girl once and then he posted that on instagram

>>685883111
Dude, I would, but I'm honestly too much of a betafag. I hate starting shit, it fucks my emotional state up.
>implying I'd do her given the chance
She's large. Not landwhale large, but still pretty big. And she has a lazy eye that I've honestly gotten used to. But I wouldn't fuck her. I'm honestly in the relationship for the feeling that someone gives a fuck about me and that I'm loved. Sex is secondary.

>>685883794
Everyone everywhere should kill themselves.
The happiest should go first.

Hold the door :(

>>685856161
Play Skullgirls and you'll feel better

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>>685877746
Here's the one I was fucking looking for.

>>685870195
happy birthday & much love

How can I console someone with depression?

>>685883938
You are a second class male. You live to settle. You could be more, you could do more, you could get more, but you don't and you wont

>>685884860
You domt. You leave them and they either figure it out or let it kill them. In the end there's nothing you can do but blame yourself for things that are out of control

>>685884860
Ask them to do things with you. Let them say no. Smile and hug them if they let you after, so they know you mean it when you say it's okay.
Ask them if there's anything you can help them do. Let them say no. More hugs.
Talk to them about your hobbies. Not your successes, just why you like the things you do.
Don't give more of yourself than you can spare, or you'll start to hate them.

>>685884941
Very true. I know there's other options, and I could leave "asexual", but that would just make things worse for me, and I don't want to hurt more than I usually do, even if that's pretty hard. Plus, I'm waiting for long distance, who is a solid 8/10, nerdy, the works. AND she would do me. Literally with "asexual" only for the cuddle buddy at this point.

>>685875464
People are naturally selfish sometimes. It's not a good thing but it's realistic.

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it sucks being all alone, but at least I have 4chan... I'm in really deep shit aren't I?

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If a-anyone needs to talk I am here anons. <4 *smiles*

>>685870195
happy birthday. whoever you are I love you

>>685875574
He became some other dude's bitch and then got suspended for putting on shitty naruto cosplay and throwing ninja stars at the kid.

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>>685870195
*kisses your cheek* H-happy birthday anon. <4 You deserve all the love and kindness in the world. C-could I send you a card?

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jesus christ how are you people so fucking so soft, life is hard for everyone.

you either kick life's ass or it kicks yours

get up man up show up and chase whatever your heart is longing for

>>685886386
It's realistic if you're 16...

>>685887837
>Take pride in being whoever the fuck you want to be.

I'm not who I want to be.

>>685857436
Just back the Fuck up a little bit nigga!

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>>685861284
You should be careful not to cut yourself with that edge

>>685887837
> get up man up show up and chase whatever your heart is longing for
No... I'm still afraid of dying to do that.

Hodor.

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>>685863023
I hear you fam

Unfortunately it's the same everywhere teachers don't give a fuck it's easier for them to ignore it so they let faggots get away with it.

The truly horrifying part is that people can end up fucked up for life because of that shit. You know if the bullying is bad enough.

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>>685884860
Don't give more of yourself than you can spare. I'm serious.

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>>685871427
Fuuuuuuck

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>>685871427
Yeah I remember this shit happening in my town, it was all over the news man, my cousin, who was in the army at the time fucking knew the guy, hard feels

>>685885477
As a depressed faggot.
This

>>685882792
tbh this made me laugh

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>>685890986
Have you tried it?

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>>685870195
happy birthday you homo! I'm takin a shot for you.

>>685891188
You go first. Just to show me how it works.

>>685862844
Selfish dubs

>>685891326
And then I punch you in the head.

My girlfriend left me three weeks into chemotherapy.
After three years, I was going to marry her, adopt her daughter. I spent more time with her than her biological father.

I don't get to see the kid anymore, she never once called me to see how treatment was going. Everyone says oh it was a good think she left you, that better finding out now than later. I'm 32, in terrible shape, no one finds me attractive. Trying to workout and whatnot but it's slow, my mom has a more active social life than I.
Everyone I know is married and kids, i've been left behind.

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>>685870195
Hey faggot, happy birthday!

>>685891605
Sigh. Okay. I'll let you know in a few days if it worked.

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>>685870091
Exactly how I feel right now

>>685861284
I miss the old days where an anon would get banned for breaking the rules yet still say what they needed to.

It made spreading an underaged feel worthwhile but you didn't care about the ban.

I feel sad he won't get banned because I dont like change.

B/rothers, I haven't looked at porn since the 8th of this month. I started going to the gym and have been feeling a little better about things. Hopefully I'll meet a qt or not, doesn't matter I'll still keep doing my thing. Wish me luck, I want to move past feeling down all the time. I hope you all find peace and happiness in your lives.

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>>685870195
Happy birthday bro
Remember people care about you even if it's random faggots on the internet

>>685885552
Well, this just proves I'm unimportant. Everyone just ignores me... They say one or two things and just drop me... Why did I even come on this thread... Why do I even exist... I should just an hero... It would be preferable to the pain...

>>685891641
I'm going to complainmore, it's cathartic.

I've got a bunch of medical bills, my credit sucks.
My girlfriend and I had sex just about every day, I haven't been fucked since 2014. I tried online dating and the best I get is chicks with 3 kids and 3 baby daddys. I have a good job and a college degree.

I want to go back before I got sick. When my girlfriend loved me and we made plans for the future, back when people wanted to look like me in the gym. My life is a bad joke, it's a bad dream and I can't wake up.

>>685870195
Happy birthday Anon, I'd have a drink in your honor if I had any.

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>>685891845
Honestly, the only thing that's kept alive for this long (40 years) is morbid curiosity. When I was 13 I sat on the edge of my bed with .22 pistol to my head for over an hour trying to find a single reason not to pull the trigger. I realized that I was curious about what might happen in the world tomorrow, or next year, or next decade.

So now I am still alive and manage to amuse myself enough to wake up tomorrow, even if it's evening by the time I decide to get up. I still don't really care about anyone or have any friends, but I don't care about that either.

I'm here, I have no reason to stay, but no reason to leave. So I watch what goes on and play with you guys a bit in the meantime.

>>685870195
Happy birthday <3

>>685870195
Happy birthday

>>685894002
Ever watched a movie through to the end, then sat in the theater listening to the credits music even after everyone else left?
It's kind of like that for me. My life's over already. Eventually the janitor will come kick me out of the theater. If I let him do it, I don't have to make a decision about when to get up and leave. That makes it easier.
I've been homeless before. It's ... annoying. But not really worse. There's a sort of freedom about being rock bottom, knowing nobody cares and nothing matters and there's nothing you can do. It leaves you free to stop caring entirely. The pressure of wanting success and having to think about ways you might get it disappear. You can just try to meet your basic needs. To the degree that you still care about them. You don't need to eat EVERY day, after all.

Why am i like this. Why are we like this.
I remember about a year ago i had more enthusiasm. But now. I am struggling to do anything find any enjoyment. My life feels numb and my family is starting to be fed up with it. Soon i might have to fend for myself then i have a strong feeling i might just go homeless. Because i just cant seem to care.

>>685894002
>>685894590
Keep telling yourself that, actually you're just a scared little motherfucker.

>>685894899
Scared and lazy. Yeah. It's cute, you think you can insult me.