>>685646615
XD

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>>685646484
You voted wrong, that's why this is happening t you!

>>685646760
>XD
Ay ay ay

>>685646484
My wife left me last Thursday, took my child and she's moving 2,400 miles away. I gave her everything and I'm a pretty nice guy. Found out she had been sending pictures to other men on snapchat.

I'm planning to hang myself soon, just need to sort out my will soon. Stay strong OP.

>>685648274
Kill her first anon, hoes don't deserve to live.

>>685648361
I would, but then my child would be without any relations. This way is just more fun.

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Im feeling like bumping the shit out of this thread

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>>685648509
Im with you anon

Sorry for your loss, anon but you will feel better. if you fuck up exams well it won't end the world. Sometimes teachers work with you when u r dealing like that. Is there a counselor you could get to deal with profs to delay?

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>>685648475
You're a father man, you got something to live for. I say you sue that bitch and kick her out of your house.

i might kill myself tonight

>>685646484
I'm 19 and my parents kicked me out of house for stealing and smoking dope I have no fuckin idea what I'll do next I'm scared

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>>685648902
Why?

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>>685646484

>>685648756
There's more to the story than I could type, you've just gotta believe I feel there's no other choice.

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Lost her

>>685649019
because fuck this shit, i'm tired

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Sitting in the dark alone on my birthday. Family wanted to do something but ive just been in a bad place and didn't want anyone else to deal with it. Think i upset my mom in the process.

Happy fucking birthday to the screw up i guess...

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>>685649182
Bromigo, I wont tell you to stop. I just want to hear the story of a dying man

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>>685649245
Tired of what bro? Let me hear your story

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yesterday

> me at "friends" house
> a few other people
> only know one of them
> drink beer
> They're all talking
> i say something no one listen
> play most of the time on smartphone
later
> hear them talking a few meter away
> "he is realy weird"
> feelsbadman.jpg
> say i go home because i have to do things
> no one reacts
> drink alone at home
today
> ask my "friend" what they do at night (after i went home)
> "drank some beer with friends, you should have come too"
> im nothing

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>>685649401
I've been deployed overseas twice, both whilst with this woman. Each time before I was deployed she left me and each time when I returned I accepted her back. She has racked up £36k in debt in my name, taken everything I own and taken my child from me and hasn't let me see her in 3 months. The court is dragging its heels.

I've begged to see my child, but I found out through a friend she's moving to america next week. I don't even know where. Due to me being deployed I didn't even know I was a father until the child was three months old. And she didn't have my name added to the birth certificate. I have had a DNA test and know she is mine.

She has lied to me, stolen from me, cheated on me and turned everyone against me, and yet I still believe I'm the one that is at fault, that's the fucked up thing about this.

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>>685649351
Happy Birthday Anon, hope you can move on and be happy again soon!

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>>685649875
Captcha isnt workingffuuuuuu

>>685649550
you could provide a quick way to go for instance

>>685646484
I have exams too. And other billion problems. But let's try to pass these exams come on, we can get through it! Then we will have all fun we deserve

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u_YY7xxyp_M

>>685649824
>>685650158
kek my thought as i was there

>>685648274
Thank you Anon. Is there nothing you can do, can't you get any legal system involved?
>>685650235
Yeah dude, my school puts so much pressure on them so it's hard to shrug them off as minor.
>>685648710
Thank you Anon, the exams are done nationally in the UK (A levels) so you can't start late as you can get information from other candidates. You just got to do it, it's a poor system.

Anyone who has A levels next week, I'm with you anons.

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I really can't find the remote for the AC
Somebody set it to 21° and I want it to be a little bid warmer.
I searched everywhere!

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>>685649890
You've done nothing wrong but loving the wrong person. Most of the time i do endorse suicide but you must think about your kid bro. Dont leave your kid with that piece of shit of a woman. Your kid will grow up spoiled and most likely like her.

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I don't get any personal satisfaction from my life.

People are extremely hesitant to form any sort of bonds with me.

My existence runs contrary to my own beliefs regarding efficient resource use.

I'm lonely and I think my sexual frustration has gotten to the point where I have been permanently damaged.

I don't believe in love any more, but don't want to live without it.

Everything I have ever approached with real confidence has been sabotaged by that confidence.

Counselling has been unhelpful and the only thing I noticed from medication were the side effects, once the haze was gone.

I think I lack initiative as a grew up extensively bullied, and cannot reconcile the concept that it matters what I want.

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fact is talking drunk about my depression to girls got me laid like twice

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>>685650173
Nothing quicker than a bullet to the temple, friend. Play russian rullette for cash, either you win a lot of money or lose the one thing you hate the most.

>>685649824
I think I might kbps the situation...next time try to not play with your smartphone and just listen to them actively(question them their topics,but not too much). Oh, and maybe introduce yourself first: hi i am *name* (and handshake)

>>685649190
WHAT IS THE OTHERFUCKING CONTEXT OF THIS?WHAT THE FUCK DOES IT MEANS? EVERYFUCKING TIME I SEE THIS PICTURE NOBODY CARES TO EXPLAIN, JUST TELL ME !!!!11111!!!!ONE

>>685650998
hard to get a gun around these parts, i think hanging myself is the most practical way to go

>>685651020
i realy tried
a talk about their topics but everytime i say something someone else start speking and they dont listen to me
and yeah i introduce myself
im not very anxious
i can speak to random people
its not that they hate me
they dont see me at all

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>>685651369
Hmmm, steal the gun from a cop. Either you get it or he shoots you

>>685650719
You've given me something to think about and I thank you for that. I cannot guarantee I will or will not go through with my plans, but from here on know that you've helped a man today.

>>685649890
nigga don't, don't leave your kid with that bitch, DON'T!

>>685651369
don't try hanging yourself... it ´doesn not kill you right away and you could be hanging there forever... and if you pussy out, there is no way out...

>>685651237

That's depression. Even when nothing bad happened, you still get depressed. I think

>>685651503
That's strange...tell me more, i might have overcomed a similar situation

>>685651369
>685651369
fight isis with the kurds. If you die, it won't be in vain

>>685649351
Happy Birthday

>>685649351
Happy birthday anon. Why are you in a bad place man.

Tried to learn the violin, but struggled too much with it. Really wish I hadn't convinced my parents to sell my piano years ago. On Tinder and not getting any matches, in spite of all my friends telling me I "should" - clearly I'm not, so clearly I'm not attractive. Why do they pretend like I am? Struggling to figure out what I'm going to do with my life after my Masters finishes next year. Fuck life.

>>685651237
pretty much a perfect desciption of depression

>>685649351
Happy birthday bud

>>685650903

This I can relate to.
Last line especially.
Not that it matters so much to me now that I was bullied, but more the fact that i know that it has had an enormous impact on my behavioral patterns and to actually mend what is wrong is not an option. The feeling that wants and needs are not something for "you" to have fulfilled, and that it does not matter anyhow. I am only ever briefly happy, in moments when i play music or read a particularly good segment of a book that I feel I can relate to in some way. Glimpses, rather, of momentary joy than actual happiness.

>>685650680
I chuckled a little bit, thanks anon

>>685651866
i have bad lungs, had problems on them in the past, i think i'm out in like 5 min

>>685652007
i stopped asking me why this always happen
another story
> my birthday
> make plan to go party with friends
> a few say yes
> feelsgoodman.jpg
> day before
> realy excited never got anyone to my birthday
> ask friend if anything is ok with time and location
> he dont know what i mean
> ask "the party?"
> oh yeah you go to "another friends name" houseparty too?
> stare at screen and start to cry
> maybe... i have to learn
> got drunk alone on my birthday

>>685649824
Sounds like maybe social anxiety.
I did counseling and now I'm not like that anymore

>>685652802

as i said i never got problem to talk to stranger or girls

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Hey /b/ros, my last friend decided to stop talking to me today. I really want to an hero but I'm too pussy I'll admit it, I just want to believe that somewhere out there is someone who cares or will care once I meet them, y'know?

>>685653142
Sorry, didn't see the other post.

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>>685651591
Then that makes me happy bro

>>685653569
Everything seems worse at your lowest point. Look around when you're in a happier mood, it will all seem better, reality is what you make it.

>>685653986
I'd love to dude but I've tried, felt pretty much the same for weeks now, my gf left me and everything went downhill, I could greentext if you want, it's a ride to say the least

>>685653643
no problem /b/ro

>>685653569
Real friends don't just stop talking to you. Don't pay them any attention, don't give them the time of day anon. They weren't a proper friend. You clearly haven't met your true friends, and you're never going to if you take the easy way out.

Fuck them, anon. You're awesome.

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>>685654191
Thank you /b/ro, you made me smile :)

>>685654142
Go for it man, I'm here to listen.

>>685652775
Oh that's strange...you got my attention. Tell me all your doubts about what you say or do, i will try to help, if you want

>>685654341
Glad I could help. And you know how you're going to meet those real friends? By getting your ass out there and finding them. How old are you, if you don't mind me asking?

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>>685653569
>>685652775
>>685649824
>>685649351

>>685654386
Alright here goes
>be real close with gf, been together through everything
>friends with her friends, everyone havin a good time
>get into deep discussion about relationship
>"do i make you happy?"
>"yeah, of course you do anon"
>"you sure?"
>"yeah"
Literally 1-2 days later
>"im breaking up with you anon"
>"why, what did i do?"
>"you're always mad at me and shit it's just not fair"
>i got pissed because she let her friend read through some pretty personal dms on her facebook while i was at home sick and they were out
>make many attempts to get back together
>fail
>move on to another girl
>all looks good
>become bffs
>she's super nice to me
>suddenly stops talking to me along with loads of other friends
>ex decided to play victim and get her friends to spread things to all my other friends
>everyone stops talking to me
>consider an hero

>>685654519
not old enough to be here :/

>>685654421
i dont know

im dont an hero only because im already dead inside since im 18 years old
all my life no one had any interest in me
i never got real friends
got 2 "girlfriends" both of them messed around with me
in the past it was a running gag that they forget me
we go in the mall
they drove home without me
always things like that
im my best friend
now i hate myself too
i dont want you to waste time with helping me because you cant
its too late
maybe one day i jump
maybe not i dont know yet

>>685655444
That's cool man. That means you've got your entire fucking life ahead of you to make the right friends. You haven't been to uni, where you meet the friends you make for life (more or less). Or (presumably) college. So stop worrying about that shit anon. People come and go - friends stay with you.

>>685655444
You got trips though.
Godspeed anon - we're always here to listen.

>>685655716
Thanks anon, I just wish I could skip to where live really begins y'know?
>>685655804
Tripdubs :D

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>>685646484
this almost made me cry.

>>685652767
do you really want to hang there for 5 minutes ?

>>685655289
I guess you've tried to disprove what she's said with no change.

She is not a nice person. If she has to create unnecessary suffering for you, she is not nice.

All your friends? There must be some. If not, were they really your friends to believe lies? Friends are fickle, and you can find them and lose them just as easily, keep going anon.

Find a hobby, that really helped me, chess is mine.

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>>685655922
In a row.
Luckier man than me.

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>>685656108

I always read this threads, but never post nothing. Probably because I'm too empty to find something too say.
> It's my birthday, nobody say nothing to me
>No girlfriend
>No friends

Bye, this gonna be my last post on internet

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>>685648274
Cripple her.

>>685655637
>already dead inside

Wtf is your life a Linkin Park song? Stop being such a fag. You are whatever you perceive yourself as. If you always see yourself as socially awkward, weak and insecure, you'll always be socially awkward, weak and insecure.

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>>685656168
bye anon, good luck with whatever happens after

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>>685655922
Trust me, when you get there, you realise how fucking easy you had it when you were younger. I mean shit man, when you get to "that age", whatever you'd class it as, it's all about doing whatever piss-poor job you can to pay the bills and make ends meet, whilst trying to juggle a relationship (if you're not an ugly cunt like me) and friends and millions of life responsibilities. Right now, all you need to worry about is studying and wanking. Trust me, adult life isn't all it's jacked up to be. But you'll get there. Just go through doing whatever you're doing now and, if I could offer any one piece of advice for what you're going through now - not just with the friend thing, but life in general - is this:

fucking learn from it. Learn every god damned thing you can about yourself from everything you experience now, because everything to're going through will shape you into the man you eventually become. Get a solid idea of who you are, what you want to do in life, what kind of reality you want to live in etc. And by that last one, I mean shit like "What kind of people do I want around me? Where do I want to live? What kind of image do I want to project to others?"

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>>685646484
Wait a minute, my uncle passed away today too

>>685656168
without the birthday, same here
fuck this shit really

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whats wrong with me? every realtionship i've ever been in ends with this..

>>685656814
Highly unlikely, but where you from?

>>685648985
Find a job, move in with a friend until you can afford your own place. Consider rooming with someone if you can't pay rent yourself. Don't give up breh, I believe in you

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Oh the feels they are a flowing.
Gf brokeup with me a month and 4 days ago
>Pic is what I looked like seconds after
>Confused Screaming. Then crying.
>Such Fun.

>>685656168
I think about suicide sometimes, but this is exactly what they want, we need to be stronger than this fuckers

>>685656998
Greece

ITT: People between the ages of 14-20 feeling sorry for themselves, being angsty and melodramatic.

We have all been there, anons, but shit it will end soon enough.

>>685655637
I NEVER had a girlfriend. I naturally fuck up things with every girl is interested in me, 4 in last 5 Months. I am 20. And you are lucky you had a gf. Ow, 2...

>>685657924
>14-20

Oh anon, you're so wrong.

>>685656256
maybe you dont read my other post
i go out with people had girlfriends and "normal" things
but im never happy
my life turn the good things into bad things
i cant do anything against it
>already dead inside
jsut want to say it doesnt bother me anymore
its ok i accept it

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>>685646484
I kinda realized yesterday that I am not a priority to my spouse. The one person who's supposed to be there never is unless they need money or sex.
I feel so utterly unimportant to anybody, and for the first time in a couple months I thought about suicide again. I just hate feeling so fucking empty and alone.
Good thing I took away any potential threat to myself from my house.
Pic not related, just thought it was funny

wake me up

>>685656980
she couldn't even say it to my face

>>685658183
Do you have a goal? A purpose in your life, something that make you smile?

Watch Europa news tomorrow

>>685658096
Ahh, my bad, 12-20

I can relate.

A lot.

>>685657927
the first one for 1 day only kissed a few times
the second one for 1 week only kissed and touched with clothes on
just want to say that i dont have a problem to talk with them but they dont like me Nevertheless

>>685658183
relatable...

>>685658690
not anymore

>>685658719
>12-20
Now we're talking.

But seriously, if anyone is 14-20 in this thread and hope whatever they're feeling goes away with age, chances are it probably won't. Not gonna lie or sugar coat it - life sucks.

>>685658519
My gf broke up with me through kik. Fucking kik. Couldn't do it to my face so she broke up with me on kik.
It's like they don't give a single fuck either way

feel like im doing a degree just for the sake of having one, ideally would rather just freelance, what do

>>685659087
touché :C

>>685659087
What year?

1st year = drop out. I dropped out after 1 year of a degree I was just doing for the sake of it. Now, 8 years later, I'm about to finish a degree I loved.

2nd year+ = consider sticking with it - it'll only last another year. But if you really can't handle it, then drop out. You can ALWAYS go back, and if you finish a degree you don't see any value in, you'll have wasted the £45,000-odd that it cost you in debt (if you're a UK fag).

What course is it?

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>>685646484
dont cry anons, this video will make u feel better

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sxLOoIS8vx4

>>685659466
comp sci, 1st year, UK fag,

I dont think I can handle having some shitty part time job whilst I freelance on the side until I can do it fulltime,

>>685658923
Don't get me wrong life does definitely suck, but existence oftentimes sucks so much that it borders on parody. Just laugh at it, kick life in the dick, do whatever you want wherever however and where you want until something puts a smile on your face.

Hi.
I dont know how to tell this so i will just tell whats wrong with me.

Im depressed. I have no reason for it either. My parents arent crazy. I have friends. But I just feel like shit. All i do is go to school, sit on Computer and jog. Then I have this huge crush on this great Girl that I dont really have chances with and im too insecure to ask her out. Then my friend that is in relationship just rubs it in my face and just being a Dick about it even though he knows about my depression and insecurities. I kind of have hate/like friendship with him. Then my other friends are cringey in my eyes (they are always yelling at public places and being idiots) and I hate it.

Sometimes I dont feel all empty and dead inside and have a burst of confidence and i feel like I could ask that Girl out but doing it by texting her feels weak and stupid and the next time i see her i feel like shit again.

Im not asking for advice. Just felt like I needed to get this off my shoulders.

>>685659980
Then drop out. If you're confident you can freelane it and will a) get more/better experience from that than the degree and b) better pay than your post-uni prospects, then I say go ahead and do that. Just be 100% sure though, because the 2/3 years will fly by, and if you don't manage to get a good job/don't end up being able to do that, then you'll wish you'd stuck at it.

>>685660028
>kick life in the dick
>not vagina
>oh wait, that'd be sexist

>>685648982
stunning how mean this is

>>685660333
I'm going to give you advice anyways.
Get yourself pumped up and in a mindset where you feel like you can talk to the girl you like. Do whatever you need to do to get there, but make sure there's a way you'll be able to talk to her face to face.
Then down an entire monster and be off. The confidence plus sudden rush of caffeine might make you able to overcome your fears.
Or you'll throw up.
But something will happen.

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>>685660411
Kick life in whatever genetalia you think it has, ignore what idiot feminists will call sexist.

>>685660690
Ty for advice anon

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Come to the sleepover.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a-AmJlEJRLg

>>685661261
No problem brother. Don't let your dreams be dreams.

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Y'know what would be fun. If I weren't suck a fuck up. I was happy
>"Anon, I'm sorry but I don't think we can be together anymore...."
>"Anon?"
>"I'm sorry"
>"It's not your fault,I'm just trying to figure myself out"
>"Please answer me"
>"You deserve better"
I fucking hate myself. I'm told it's not my fault but I can't help but wonder if she ever loved me at all. It's been an entire month since our last conversation so I can't do anything to salvage anything we had. What the fuck is wrong with me.

>>685655289
The same guy here, just looked in the mirror after a shower and noticed I have a scar from where she bit me (we were into that kind of shit) so now every time I look at myself all that sticks out is that scar. Fuck.

>>685646484
How do you guys tell the people who care how sad you are?
I never want to burden my friends with the knowledge that I'm not happy, but it's really hard to keep up a cheery exterior all the time when you feel like shit.
I used to cut as an outlet, now I just get drunk and cry on my living room floor a couple times a week.
I want someone to know, but I don't want the shame of having to tell someone I'm not okay. How do you guys do it?

I anf my girlfriend had a fight, tomorrow I got my finals but I spent my entire day playing video games and I'm looking for a long shelves shirt to wear tomorrow. After almost two months of no suicidal attempts I broke down.

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>>685661872
You aren't going to get anywhere if you don't tell somebody. But if you really don't want to then try to drop hints. Be depressing af and they will ask.

>>685649351
Happy birthday, anon

>>685661625
Every hurt that you feel right now because of this is a stepping stone. It sucks, but know that the direction you go will lead you to something so much better that her. Someone who will have more to give, who might hurt you but maybe not as badly as that girl did. Maybe in a salvageable way.
The world moves on, and it will bring you with it. Just enjoy life while it does.

>>685658896
I dont believe you. That must be something that can give you a big smile on your face.

>>685648274
>>685656224

>Cripple her.

this. break her pussy bone or something so she can't ho it out.

>>685662137
At this point I think people just expect my sense of humor to be self deprecating and sad because that's what I go towards. I've never told anybody about this stuff, not in my entire life.
I just don't know where to start, it's part of me that nobody's seen and a part of me that I hate.

>>685662406
Not the guy you're replying to, but have you known anyone with depression?

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>>685662378
Wise words man. Gonna ride the feels train for a bit till the thread dies. thanks

I am 16, my 13 yo sister just said: "What, you never had weed??"
What the fuck is wrong with this generation.

>>685661625
Yo, i can tell you something. Love comes and goes. It's just a feeling. I could tell you stories, but the truth is love doesn't always last. It might be hard now, but remember your time with her fondly. Accept that sometimes feeling goes away. Be yourself and be happy being yourself. One day you will look back and smile.

So why not smile now?

>>685663065
Gotta feel the feels, I gotcha. No problem man, I hope you feel better.

>>685660333
I was thinking about this shit and i forgot to mentiin that I get mad for no reason. Sometimes something just ticks in my head and I get so pissed off. Might be because of this fucking depression.

I also listen to music alot. That sometimes helps relieve this stress and shit feeling.
Thats all ty bye for now

>>685652775
>> oh yeah you go to "another friends name" houseparty too?
>> stare at screen and start to cry

you don't cry. that's where you go "it's my birthday you fuck! you said you were going out with me on my birthday!"

you gotta grab life by the balls. you can't just let it land whereever, cause it will land on you

>>685649351
Hey man! I haven't celebrated my birthday in a few years either. If it hurts your parents celebrate with them. Buy a cake, a candle, brew some tea and share it with them. They are your parents, they won't always be there. So celebrate with them what little happiness you have.

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Hop on dem feels

Wife died 3 weeks ago. We are both 31.

>>685662733
Dubs. If that cheers you up a little

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In this world of 7 billion people, you still haven't found love. Even Hitler had found love. You were born a ghost in a world that will never see you. No matter how loud you scream, nobody will hear you. This is what I call being the Human window, you're only glass which is seen through.

>>685663993
Huh. This trumps everything really. Have you surrounded yourself with family and friends? I'm here for you anon.

>>685664549
Jesus, anon.
You got me.

>>685664549
Holy fuck Anon. Who hurt you?

>>685664549
But Hittler was amazing.

>>685664549
The only time i've been concerned for an Anon. Seriously who the fuck hurt you?

>>685649190
fuck man

>>685662406
there were many things but now
no
i cant think of one thing to smile about

I want to ask my /b/rothers a question. What keeps you going? What's your light at the end of the tunnel?

>>685664549
Same here. Trying to spark life again in me but it is really hard.

>>685665639
Honestly. My light is the little things like "the best of 4chan" threads, the reveal of borderlands 3, The little things that keep me going are what distract me from the shitty huge things that happen to me. Because at the end of the day nomatter how fucked up my day was /b/ was here to make me laugh and smile.

>>685649351
Happy birthday anon we all love you!

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Happened like three hours ago. (translation: "you are nothing but a friend to me") This is from a girl I've had a crush on for a year and just today I managed to build up enough courage to confess my love. It fucking hurts /b/.
Also, I didn't confess via text, she just wrote me this afterwards.

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>>685665639
the train

>>685666182
tut mir leid /b/ro

>>685665639
It's not a static. It's a dynamic. Something is always there. It just takes a lot to realize what it is sometimes. So I guess it's never really one thing. If you have to ask this question, the new reason just hasn't shown up yet.

I want to brighten up your day anons. I recently met a qt3.14 and we began talking. Last night (her parents are extremely controlling even though she is 18) her mother blocked me on everything because she didn't know me. I was super on edge being the autist fag I am so i spilled out a load of shit. Today i woke up with a response saying "thanks for saying that, i am so glad you trust me and feel that open. Keep thinking positive, i have opened up so much more to you than anyone else and i don't want to lose you". I was depressed until i got that message. Life is hard but eventually you meet someone, don't waste your time feeling hurt spend it make others feel better. It is the only way you will get fulfilment. I am going to lurk here for a while but I hope you guys fight what ever demons you are facing.

Much love, Feels Anon

tomorrow my friend is deployed in some war shit overseas in some arabland and I'm so drunk atm
we are all here at this bar having fun etc. but he's literally my only true homie who I give a shit about; feel so alone so I ditched everyone and went outside alone - idk when/if I will ever see him again; instead of spending last night with him like all his friends and gf I'm being an emo piece of shit outside alone and it hurts like balls because I know I'm going to be all alone once he leaves and I'm so selfish but it just hurts

>>685665639
The prospect of the future. I don't know what will come next, maybe it will be worse than the here and now but there's a good chance it will be better.

>>685649351
Anon, if there is still time today in your timezone, go get off this fucking computer and get a cake. You don't have to make one yourself. Buy one. And a candle. If not, do it tomorrow.

Then go to your mom and tell her that you are sorry for upsetting her, that you know she only wanted to do the best for you. Tell her you understand that it makes her sad seeing you like this, and that it makes you sad even more.

Then tell her that you love her, from the bottom of your heart and give her a hug.

Then ask her to eat a slice of that birthday cake together with you.

Do it. She will not be there forever and you will hate yourself for making her sad because you were selfish.

>>685664549
Someone please screencap this, this shit hit cloooose

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>I just want a friend anons
>just one fucking friend

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after all the people ive helped and literally the lives i have saved i end up poor and alone forever and yes i have zero friends, as in literally none not as in i have some but they are being douchebags as in literally none

>>685666988
shit I almost forgot: Happy Birthday Anon!

>>685656158
I dont cry very often, I almost did right then, I'm not sure whether they were tears of sorrow or joy

>>685667020
here you got one
what did you do today?
what are your hobbies?

>>685665536
Find it! I found mine (muay thai >>685665639 ) and i have not passed a n easy time. I found last year myself( i am 20) living alone without my parents from one day to another. I was alone, lost in a world too big for me. I became alchol and drug addicted but i made it through on my own and now i have a decent life. What do have you less than me? Come on, man up

>>685649351
Happy birthday anon

>>685664549
>>685665639
I keep asking my self the same question everg day I wake up in the morning. "what's the point of keeping up with this shit? How do you keep living your life when you know you are a nobody that no one gives a fuck about?"
My depression has been getting worse since my birthday few days ago :/ idk if I can keep going.

>>685650158
This

Teach me how to become important.

I have friends. Lots of them actually. I have loads of people I know and meet regularily.

And still, whenever I'm with them I feel like there is something missing.

No one show any signs that they dislike me, but no one give any signs that they like me either.

No girl has every walked up to me and started a conversation.

I don't even know the closest people I know very well.

If I wanted to I could probably move out of town a quiet night and disappear, and no one but my family would notice, or even care.

What am I doing wrong?

>>685667536
i tried
so many times
i tried to get help

a long time ago it help
i was happy for the moment but then another thing happen and i was depressed again
this goes for a few years
then i lost all my hopes as i turned 18
and now im just working
it is too late

>>685665639
A faint light of hope.
And alcohol.

>>685667020
>>685667371
now we are 3

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Goodnight /b/. To all the anons who like me are going through some shit right now. Thank you for talking to me and everybody else. Goodnight /b/ros

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>>685665362
It's not a case of who hurt me, I would consider it an outlook of my life. I have lived on this planet for 32 years and have experienced nothing I can proudly take to my grave. While others have had the times of their lives, even when confronted the worst circumstances, I have never truly had anyone I could acquaint or bond with. Ironically we live in developed parts of the world, yet we aren't satisfied with our existences as we may lack some of the necessities of life which may be as simple as affection. Humans are social creatures, affection for most of us may be an essential to a good life. Those who only feel neglect and want affection may lose satisfaction with life. Imagine being locked in a cage in public with the key to unlock it being 10 feet away, now imagine nobody sees you, the cage or the key. You acknowledge the presence of other human beings, but they don't acknowledge yours. When confined to a cage, there's only very little you can do, and when you're invisible, your actions are narrowed further. You start to lose your sanity and try dreaming the life because you can't live the dream. But dreams are dreams, they aren't the same as experience. Then you wake up to suffer from crippling loneliness and isolation.

This can relate to the film "Love", where the protagonist is alone aboard the ISS, confined to the seclusion of space with no human contact.

>>685668362
You can do it. Just dont worry and search for it. I found mine passing out on a stritcher, so you cant say when you will find your but trust that you will.

>>685668345
Idk but I get you, happens to me every time, like I'm always the one that got to start the conversation, ether I have to text them or call them. And they actually enjoy my presence. But no body ever wants to start the conversation with me. If one week I decide to not message anyone and the next week I do they even ask me "did you go somewhere or why u didn't message me this week?" and shit like that. I don't know what is wrong

>>685665639
What keeps me going, is my fear of Death.

ive got a story to tell, anyone want to hear it?

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>24
>only thing in life is work and i'm bad at it (will probably never have the job i want because i have midly shit grades despite all my efforts)
>kissless virgin
>ugly
>real friends slowly fade away, because of work/moving to another country/women
>nothing entertains me anymore.
>only thing i do is ride my motorbike to a calm place and listen to music to forget about this world.
>no end in sight.

>>685669772
Yeah, its annoying.
I'm thinking about traveling somewhere far away, all alone, and just meet new people and start a new life.

>>685670510
Bring it on buddy

>>685669735
i wish i was like you
the problem is it doesnt bother me anymore
its my "life" now

>>685670627
ok, well give me a minute, ive got to go through 21 months of memories

>>685670595
Wel bro hate to break it to you but the friends thing is a fact of life for literally everyone. Everyone gets caught in their own shit.

It sucks ass I know, but you start to enjoy it if you let yourself. I used to be someone who only was happy if I'm with other people so the transition was super hard for me. But it got to where now I've not only come to terms with it but it makes seeing those friends or chatting with them all the more special

>>685668345
i know that feel, i don't know either.

ok well here it goes
> be me, 13 years old
> always wanted a gf, I had some kind of experience but just only with chasing girls way out of my league
> I end up at band camp, and then I met her
> honestly she's a 7/10, but to me shes flawless and no one else can compare
> learn her name, and I get kinda creepy trying to find out about her
> Tuesday afternoon, at a swim party sponsored by band
> see her there in swim suit
> spaghetti starts to flood the pool
> work up the nerve to talk to her
> shes pretty cool, 2 years older than me, but age doesnt matter
> i was in eighth grade then and she was a sophomore
>anyway I get her number through a friend, and we text for what seems likes eternity
> we decided to start dating
ill break this up individually its gonna take some time to process

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God, some times look back on my life and realized that have distorted every relationship I ever had due to my psychopathic personality and the fact I can not understand the feelings of other people. I'm not a violent person but no madder what I'm doing my peers look at me like I'm a monster. I know I'm going to die alone and my funeral will be attended by noting but the air. all I can do is say this OP, go up to life and fucking say is that the best you got, this is softer the foam finger i shoved down a kids throat

>>685671824
Take your time, Anon. We're with you on this.

>>685656030
damn...

>>685671233
That's when having a gf becomes important i guess, having someone to talk to, to think about..when your friends dissapear.

>>685672072
as some back story, ive got some serious issues deep down, outside im a pretty social, humorous guy that knows a lot of people. in all reality, I've only got like 2 people tops that I can really consider a friend that was her, and my lil brother, I would honestly kill just to protect him, my lack of trust in people goes back to the divorce of my parents when I was 4, it was a fucking nightmare(i might go over that in a different thread)
> fuck im welling up just realizing how alone I am

>>685660011
this.. this is what i expect when i come to a feels thread..

>>685648949
The feeling of having someone that actually wants to hold your hand. Someone who actually likes you, is incredible. I just recently experienced this for the first time in my life.

>>685667371
I went to the gym, done a shit tonne of work. Still trying to write a CV for work and stuff.

but really thanks anon made me smile like an idiot

>asmr is the closets thing someone has come to saying they love me

>>685670702
try to be like me then

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>>685673435
no problem
a /b/ro is always there
good luck with your CV
if you want to talk i have time

>>685673733
i tried it in the past
the last time i nearly killed myself
dont want this to happen ever again
its easier to just working
now im used to it i cant get back anymore

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>>685652060

this. imagine the experiences, the conviction, the human experience, not to mention the beautiful peasant qt you might get from such a tour...

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>>685646484

>>685672072
anyway, that plus these weird bouts of depression i get fucks me even more, back to the story
> things are great with her for a few, we get handsy a bit but overall things are good
> we get to know each other REALLY well, learn about how her past bf was a total douche and cheated on her, how her dad was a drug addict, and about some other really fucked up shit im not gonna get into
> then december hits
> something is just gone, we start to fight, a lot, she blames me, and due to my tendency to fuck up just about everything, i blame me too
> start to get depressed, consider an hero
> there are times where we dont speak for days but we dont break up
> things kinda calm down but the malice is still there
by this time I get fairly good at tying hangman's knots, I keep a bundle of rope nearby if theres ever a time where I can't take it
please realize that I wasnt trying to get attention or any of that shit, Literally no one knows who "me" really is
> noose tying becomes some kind of twisted cool down I use
> im a perfectionist, so when i tie these things i take anywhere from 5-20 mins making sure its perfect
> by the time im done im perfectly cool and not contemplating suicide
> due to this, I always untie my nooses, I realize it helps me rationalize before I make a decision
> the fights with her are happening every night
> I hold on to her desperately, I got so dependent on her
give me a second, I need to recollect

>>685649351
>It wad my Birthday two days ago no one remembered no one really cared
>feelsbadman.jpg

Anyway Happy Birthday we're all screw ups here

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>>685666182
Shit man.
Shit

>>685672733
You aren't alone when you have us.
We may be miles away from each other, unable to meet each other on the same soil, but we're still human. You can't see our faces, but that doesn't mean we're not there. It's funny to think that on a site like here where supposedly the worst of humanity resides, we still feel. I think you, me and many other people here can relate to each other in our struggles. When you feel like you have nobody there for you, just remember that there will always be us, even if you don't talk to us face-to-face. We are a brotherhood of feels, we may come from different backgrounds and circumstances, but we mostly suffer the same sickness.

>>685647930
So basically enter your comfort zone?

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>>685648610
Sorry I kinda laughed at that one

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Been awhile since I have posted here. Hi anons!

>>685676055
fuck
this gets me every fucking time

>>685675172
Hurry up man, cont

>>685676055
i get this everytime i look at a picture of me when i was young
i dont look like him but now im older im always thinking how fucking sweet my life was back then

>>685648274

Hang in there bro, life will get better

Hold the Door

>>685676818
I remember telling my mom how excited I am to grow up and be like my father, and she kept telling me that would change once I grew up. I guess I know why now..

>The nicest thing anything any ones ever said to me was my mum sending me a text saying shes proud of me
>tfw that was two years ago and I still read the text
>tfw never been close with someone don't know what it feels like
>tfw want to open up to someone irl never have though
>tfw never cuddled a girl
>tfw I sleep next to pictures of girls so when I wake up i dont wake up to nothing

>>685675541
thanks for that man anyway part 3, dont expect this to be too emotional or exciting or some shit, I'm telling the story to have some kind of resolution.
> be about late spring early summer
> femanon and I are excited about it, we could finally see each other more often
most of our problems then were because we never saw each other and we could only communicate through text and you know how mixed up that can get
> mom voluntells me to do some work for a ghetto daycare for niglets that dont have a good homelife
> its a good cause but i couldnt have cared less then
> i just wanted to see her
> but ironically it was just pure hell
> lovethewayyoulie.mp3
> just the same fucking pattern
literally just wanted to blow my brains out in the middle of the woods, that way no one could see my shame but if they really wanted to, the couldve found me, at least I'd get some resolve that someone loved me
> summer starts
> we got to see each other occasionally before then but now shes on vacation down in florida
> worst fucking week of my life
> 4:33 pm Wednesday June 10th 2015
> "we need to talk"
> femanon refuses to say anything over text, shit like this never went well over text
> I go home, im sweating bullets
> we facetime, and she breaks up with me >shes in tears, im in tears but I knew it was gonna happen anyway, we talk about how its a shame the future we planned wasnt going to happen etc
> I honestly stare at a noose that was pretied a few weeks before for a solid half hour, somehow convince myself to not do it
> main reason my little bro
> I couldnt devastate him like that, it wasnt in my heart to do that, he always takes top priority
those next 2 months were the hardest ive ever experienced, ill tell more in a bit

>>685655289
Both girls stopped talking to you?

Have you ever considered you're demonstrating some trait girls find unattractive? Because that honestly doesn't really happen, especially after a girl tells you you make her happy.

>>685676764
sorry some shit just happened

this is not as hard core but still its a feels thread

>Be me, 10 yo 2008
>i love dogs like, I use to send Valentin day cards to dogs in my neighborhood
>know the plot of old yeller so I did not like seeing stores with pets cuz i know what going to happen at the end
>one day mom goes "hay anon want to see a movie
> say yes cuz why not
> Takes my younger sibling too
>at the theater my mom gets 3 tickets for Marley and me
> Ok then
> go to to watch the film
> after adds the film starts
> see the qt dog, young energetic and constantly getting making a mess
> as the film goes on i realize how alike me and this puppy are.
> get attached to the dog emotionally
> getting to the end
>well up a bit but not too much
>film dog is goes to sleep
>the next day the family goes to take dog out
>dogs found dead
>the Feels hit me like a supernova
> I look down and put my face in my hands
> start to cry not loudly but lots of tears
> cry though the rest of the movie
>get home
> go to room
>lock door
>literally cry my self to sleep
I still tear up thinking about it and this is the only movie that I watched mead me cry and I watched a lot of films for a film appreciate.

>>685678154
only movie to ever make me cry was the 1980's original animated transformers movie when optimus died

>>685678019
Nah just being really polite, friendly the like. I'm beta when it comes to introductions but afterwards it's smooth sailing man.

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When I was younger I (around 14) I used to tell my parents that I'm going out with friends
>tfw I just wondered around town for hours
>tfw all the "great times with me and my friends" where just me, finding random stories that other people had and warping myself into them.

ok i got one
> be telling feels story first time ever
> take to long to update
> only guy listening leaves
> felt like shit for weeks