>>685239085
Bumpin for sho

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Advicefag person here again. here to talk about life's up's and downs you degenerate bunch of lovely fucks.

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>>685240340

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>>685240340
hiya advfgt
nothing i can get into now, but fairly soon may need your counsel~

>>685240340
I had to do a myriad of sexual shit when I was younger because I was "owned" by a pedo ring. I had therapy afterwards, but I'm still not over it. I tried venting here yesterday (you faggots can ask about it again if you want, but I'd omit any sensitive info) and it helped a bit, but I still feel shifty over it. Do you have any suggestions how I can deal with it, preferably in a way that doesn't involve me admitting it to my irl friends.

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And now to ghey the ghey away.
dump inc.

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>>685241326

accept it, and focus on what you enjoy and try to move forward, your past dont define you, its simply something that made you who you are all the bad and good resulted in you as you are now

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What about we bring this one to img limit too

>>685241326
Dawg go see a counselor or therapist of some sort. Your friends can't and probably won't give you the help you need and that isn't something you can just deal with on your own. There's a ton of free/cheap options especially if you're still a minor

>>685241218
kk, don't know when I'll be on next though. Might stick around for maybe one or two threads.

>>685241326
Sorry friendo, I missed this vent you did so you'll have to explain from the get go, assuming some anon didn't save the greentext or whatever.

One way or another though, counseling isn't usually the best way to go. I can explain and say a whole lot of shit for you, but you're stuck with it for life so you'll need to find your own way to deal with it in the end.

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>>685241737

fine by me, hows your day been gore/ shock anon?

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>>685241904
meant when next we meet, sorry

>>685241892
I mean... if you wanna fuck I'm down,

>>685241796
that just looks cool, like something you might see in a predator movie

>>685241792
I'm in my 20s now, so meh. Therapy didn't work when I was younger - do you think it'll be different now that I'm older?

Also thanks to the anon who I assume was replying to me even though he quoted no one.

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Doujin:

Yes/No?

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>>685242296
thanks, i have a friend into that, good save!

>>685242245
how does it effect you now,

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>>685242065
Ah, all good.

Have we ever talked about anything before? Just wondering is all.

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>>685242402
yes please!
ahh promiscuity classroom, so iconic and divisive cause of the thigh-dick

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>>685242469
yes, but it was almost a year ago, when you first started up, ofc back then it was straighfa-
>:3

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>>685242245
my advice? be proud of who you are. don;t try and fix something that isn't broken. speaking from personal experience here.

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>>685242654
Oh, hello old friend. Good to see you're still around.

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>>685242402
>>685242533
OK then

>>685242641

Sheeiiiit.

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>>685242943

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>>685243032

>>685241326
What's the lingering effect? Ashamed? Just curious that's all

I'll just leave this here... gxamjbnu7uknahng

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>>685243331

>>685243308
MODDDDDDDDDDDDS WTF

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>>685243405

>>685242245
Oh, sorry anon, I didn't see this post as you didn't quote me.

Okay, straight up, therapy hardly ever works for issues like this one as the therapist is using their own sight for events. People hate pedo's and only want the best for the child, so they'll say whatever it takes to make try and make you a better person and stick away from there. They won't talk about your feelings, whatever they may be.

Can you go into details about some of the things that happened, and how you think they effect them now.

Also, why are you in a shota thread RN?

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>>685243510
Newfag

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>>685243534

>>685241904
It happened over a period of years and it'd take awhile to greentext, so here's a tldr - Parents gave me up when I was young, get groomed by pedos, they fuck me, make me use objects on myself, rent me out. Guys usually bought me shit or took me places, probably to make themselves feel better. The sex parts aren't what bug me as much. I've thought about it and my main two issues are 1. They were constantly recording us (both pictures and videos) and I'm paranoid that someone will find one and recognize kid-me. 2 is that they forced me to do things to other boys and I've always felt sick thinking about it. I know I was forced, but I still did disgusting shit to other boys. I've always worried "What if they planted that seed in me?" and "How did I affect those boys?". Sorry for the slow reply, not at my PC.

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>>685243823

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>>685244213

>>685244368
Adventures of Barnacle boy

>>685243510
Mods really should do something about their spamming and flooding. It's like the global rules dont even matter or something.

fewer muscle boys and more feminine penises

>>685243592
I pretty much answered your questions in my above post, sorry for the shitty quoting. And I think I like shota because it helps me cope in the sense that if it's normal for cartoon boys, I can get passed what happened to me. I know a number of people who post here also got touched, so it feels a bit homely.

>>685244621
>It's like the global rules dont even matter or something.
They don't. /b/ mods are literally feds now and they only moderate illegal content. That's why the board is such fucking shit now.

>>685244665
More muscle boys and masculine penises.

>>685242972
>Getting mauled and surviving
Shit just put a bullet in me right there fam

>>685244621
>>685244784
It has been around for ages. Even without image flooding, there are other disruptive techniques that work just as well. You can't ban them all.

>>685244665
"""""feminine penis"""""

>>685245032
You can actually, cause it's still against the rules and just tries to shit up threads someone doesnt like.

>>685245341
Too much effort when all the people in the tread have to do is ignore it and go about their business.

>>685245341
Try read the actual rules of /b/
Rule n. 1 on /b/?

yeah, against rules and actionable, but there is only so much we can ask mods to take on the pita of every ip jumping spammer.
wish this one was at least talkative, kinda boring but ah well

>>685243903
Not a problem, I understand. posting on phone sucks balls.

Right, so these pedos that groomed you, what, where your guardians or whatever.

>The sex parts aren't what bug me as much.
I was used as well, not to your extent, and I find I feel the same way. A lot of other anons here who had it while underage feel the same. So, it's not surprising to hear, though... it is still interesting.

>1. They were constantly recording us (both pictures and videos) and I'm paranoid that someone will find one and recognize kid-me.
Okay. In the off chance someone does recognize kid you, what are they going to do? Try and blackmail you?

If they recognize naked shota you, they've fapped to you. They can't exactly do shit.

And if they did and didn't say anything, well, they'd probs chalk it up to you being abused or a stupid kid.

I don't think you have much to worry about, unless you haven't mentioned something like this ring being affiliated with a gang or something.

>2 is that they forced me to do things to other boys and I've always felt sick thinking about it. I know I was forced, but I still did disgusting shit to other boys.
What kind of things did they get you to do? Do you remember enjoying them, or were you threatened.

When I was a shota, I had some friendly time with other shota's my age. All consensual, but, I sometimes wonder if they would be more... straight had I not done anything.

Is there any particular situation you feel disgusted about?

>>685244748
Yeah, Shota... is... well it brings back memories for me. and it's cute.

It's also a good place to find others like ourselves. It's relieving, being able to talk.

>>685245032
old /b/ mods banned for spam. This brand of posting thousands of shit and Spider-Man pics is fairly new but this type of thing only started happening after about 2008 or so.

That being said at that time trap, loli, and shota threads weren't on the board 24/7. At most it was like 3-5 threads in the evening.

also yeah zomg no rules!11 applies to posting and moderatiio here so it can very much be a roll of the dice

>>685245725
>Implying i'm here to roleplay with faggots
Not that desperate yet, faggot

>>685245796
we still are pretty rare frequently. loli is more the 24/7 type than us, g and s fur being near fully constant

>>685245755
>>>685244748
>Yeah, Shota... is... well it brings back memories for me. and it's cute.
>
>It's also a good place to find others like ourselves. It's relieving, being able to talk.


This, so much this

>>685245807
ten years ago that meant "random bans for the lulz" but now it means "no bans unless it's illegal content."

>>685245670
That doesnt exclude something from being against the rules otherwise they shouldnt even have it on their.

>>685245707
Try and read what global rules means anon.

>>685245901
not roleplay, just chat, insult, memes, idk, something interesting
all good anon, you had a pretty impressive tempo I have to admit

>>685245796
Shota threads are still pretty infrequent. It's the loli threads that are up almost 24/7.

3d incest https://youtu.be/WNw77gPG1yM

>>685246172
used to have a pretty decent, under the radar sting of late night shota, but then group chats and creep- legit fucked up posters entered and we broke up. havent yet got a stride back, seem to have a few times, but something always breaks the cycle

>>685246172
I was mostly talking about trap threads in that post since that's usually where I encounter this shit. yeah, shota is still relatively infrequent. But still, ten years ago you were lucky to see this thread once a week.

>>685246421
string of late night*

>>685246061
Nigger read board rule of /b/, rule n. 1 of /b/ is?
Guess what? Nobody gives a shit about how shitty /b/ is. If you don't like flooders go on /trash/, i got 30 days for posting 5 gore pics

>>685246506
If you want shota, go to a shota thread.

If you want gore, go to a gore thread.

how often are gore threads shitposted with porn?

>>685245917
Lol no
I'm spamming shit in all g/fur they mostly are on trash now

>>685246506
So you're just fucking illiterate? Cause it clearly states select global rules are still in force. The rules dont end at the first one.

Shota isnt allowed on trash either, otherwise we'd probably be there.

>>685246969
Cry me a river fag

>>685246988
lol yes. There's one up right now and will probably be another soon. gay fur is here pretty much 24/7 as well.

>>685247057
Doesnt make you any less wrong.

>>685245755
I'm not worried about blackmail, it's more so people treating me differently because they know about it.

The second part is different. They forced us to do to each other what the did to us. The worst was when they forced me to "play" with a much younger boy, primarily because of the age difference. I didn't like doing it, but I remember thinking "hey, at least it's not me" frequently. I guess I was looking on the bright side, but most people would probably think I'm a jackass.

>>685247049
Zomg none=nobody gives a shit
Rule 10 enforced=no SPAM (no spam=don't post your fucking scam site on my /b/) nobody cares about flooding /b/

>>685247057
Just stating the obvious. One group goes out of their way. Not two.

>>685247360
Just because i usually slept this time of the day

>>685247481
Yeah, you're just retarded. It says it plain as fucking day in the rules no flooding or spamming. It's not complicated. Your own personal interpretation doesnt matter.

>>685247820
Well seems like mods are interpretating it the same way i do

Maybe try send an email to the admin idk, or maybe try killing yourself for being a faggot

>>685247581
insomnia?

>>685241326
If you wish not to admit it then it will be harder, but mental scars are like physical ones. If they are bad enough, they don't just go away.
-You kinda have to keep talking about it somewhere, with someone supportive of you.
-You have to recognize it happened, but it's in the past, and while it's made you who you are today, you are aware of it's influence over you.
-You have to recognize that you aren't just what you were treated like. There's more to you.

>>685248024
I'll do the first one. After all they've banned people for spamming and flooding here before, it just happens pretty capriciously.

>>685248180
No i got a job start in 1h
I'm having a shower now bb fags

>>685248024
I like how you're just hanging around to argue with people because you have absolutely nothing else better to do with your time. Why don't you tell your family how you "trolled a bunch of gay pedos" by spamming gore pics.

Maybe you should kill yourself.

>>685247460
Hey, I always worry about people treating me different because of the autism and such. People do, but, you know. I can't do anything.

Now, the kinda people who would know what your shotadick looked like, I don't think you'd want to be talking to them in the first place if you didn't have to. Cos, they're creeps. Lets be honest. People naturally avoid try to outright avoid them.

I wouldn't worry about "hey, at least it's not me", cos, what is shota you supposed to do? If you stood up, you're just going to get raped twice as hard as he would. And you had the allowance of being able to go as easy as you wanted to. This other kid wouldn't blame you, I don't think. But would surely like talking about it. If you somehow still had contact, which I doubt, talking to him will put your mind to ease.

How old were you at the time, how old was he. What did you do?

>>685248374
>>685248371

>>685248371
see ya, if you mean new job start, best of luck

>>685248362
perfect use for it, it really is how the frequency of action occurs. things change. do what ya can from rules and then again, it's just a part of being on this board, for better or worse. it's in theme I guess is what I mean, on some level, roll with it.

>>685249184
Since i'm still here i do roll with it, doesnt mean i have to like it or not try and change it.

>>685247460
>I'm not worried about blackmail, it's more so people treating me differently because they know about it.

I think the worst you have to look forward to in that very unlikely eventuality is that they'll treat you as if you were more emotionally fragile.

>but most people would probably think I'm a jackass.
Have you watched Captain America: Civil War yet? If not, go see it.
Part of it deals with how Bucky feels about being used by the Russians as a tool. He says he may not have had a choice in doing the things he did, it may have just been his body acting with their programming. But he still feels like he did it, and he still feels the guilt.

As for the scars, they don't really fade or become less painful. But they do become less a part of who you are over time. Keep going out and living, keep experiencing new things, keep amassing experiences. Keep on until those scars are the least important part of you. And then one day you'll realize you don't really care anymore.

Will there be more shota? advfag worried about losing this other dude.

>>685248419
I get your points and I know what would have happened if I refused, but I'll probably still struggle with it for a while. And I was around ten and he was probably a quarter of my age or so. He didn't really talk and he was in diapers so I imagine he was involved with them since birth.

>>685249875
What would have happened if you refused?

>>685249460
completely valid, some go by different method, some standard, but yeah agreed, in our own way very much agreed.